首页 >出版文学> The Yellow Crayon>第28章
  Lucillehadrecoveredherself。Shestoodbeforehim,whitebutcalm。
  “Because,“shesaid,“Iamawoman。“
  “Thatmeansthatyoucamewithoutreason-onimpulse?“heasked。
  “Icame,“shesaid,“becauseIheardthatyouwereabouttotakeastepwhichmustseparateusforever。“
  “Andthat,“heasked,“disturbedyou?“
  “Yes!“
  “Come,wearedrawingnearertogether,“hesaid,akindlinglightinhiseyes。“Nowanswermethis。Howmuchdoyoucareifthiseternalseparationdoescome?HereamIonthethresholdofaction。
  UnlessIchangemymindwithintenminutesImustthrowinmylotwiththosewhomyouandyourOrderloatheanddespise。Therecanbenohalfmeasures。Imustbetheirleader,orImustvanishfromthefaceofthepoliticalworld。ThisIwilldoifyoubidme。Butthepricemustbeyourself-wholly,withoutreservation-yourself,bodyandsoul。“
  “Youcare-asmuchasthat?“shemurmured。
  “Askmenoquestions,answermine!“hecriedfiercely。“Youshallstaywithmehere-orinfiveminutesIleaveonmycampaign。“
  Shelaughedmusically。
  “Thisispositivelydelici-KanbaAPp点com-ous,“sheexclaimed。“Iambeingmadelovetoinmedievalfashion。Othertimesothermanners,sir!Willyoulistentoreason?“
  “Iwilllistentonothing-saveyouranswer,yesorno,“hedeclared,drawingonhisovercoat。
  Shelaidherhanduponhisshoulder。
  “Reginald,“shesaid,“youarelikethewhirlwind-andhowcanI
  answeryouinfiveminutes!“
  “Youcananswermeinone,“hedeclaredfiercely。“WillyoupaymypriceifIdoyourbidding?Yesorno!Thepriceisyourself。Now!
  Yesorno?“
  Shedrewonherowncloakandfastenedtheclaspwithshakingfingers。Thensheturnedtowardsthedoor。
  “Iwishyougood-byeandgoodfortune,Reginald,“shesaid。“I
  daresaywemaynotmeetagain。Itwillbebetterthatwedonot。“
  “Thisthenisyouranswer?“hecried。
  Shelookedaroundathim。Wasithisfancy,orwerethosetearsinhereyes?Orwasshereallysowonderfulanactress?“
  “Doyouthink,“shesaid,“thatifIhadnotcaredIshouldhavecomehere?“
  “Tellmethatinplainwords,“hecried。“ItisallIask。“
  Thedoorwassuddenlyopened。Grahamestooduponthethreshold。
  HelookedbeyondLucilletoBrott。
  “Youmustreallyforgiveme,“hesaid,“butthereisbarelytimetocatchthetrain,Brott。Ihaveahansomwaiting,andyourluggageison。“
  Brottanswerednothing。Lucilleheldoutherhandstohim。
  “Yesorno?“heaskedherinalowhoarsetone。
  “Youmust-givemetime!Idon’twanttoloseyou。I-“
  Hecaughtuphiscoat。
  “Coming,Grahame,“hesaidfirmly。“Countess,Imustbegyourpardontenthousandtimesforthisabruptdeparture。Myservantswillcallyourcarriage。“
  Sheleanedtowardshim,beautiful,anxious,alluring。
  “Reginald!“
  “Yesorno,“hewhisperedinherear。
  “Givemeuntilto-morrow,“shefaltered。
  “Notonemoment,“heanswered。“Yes-now,thisinstant-orIgo!“
  “Brott!Mydearman,wehavenotasecondtolose。“
  “Youhear!“hemuttered。“Yesorno?“
  Shetrembled。
  “Givemeuntilto-morrow,“shebegged。“Itisforyourownsake。
  Foryourownsafety。“
  Heturnedonhisheel!Hismutteredspeechwasprofane,butinarticulate。HesprangintothehansombyGrahame’sside。
  “Euston!“thelattercriedthroughthetrap-door。“Doublefare,cabby。WemustcatchtheScotchman。“
  Lucillecameoutafewmomentslater,andlookedupanddownthestreetasherbroughamdrovesmartlyup。Thehansomwasfastdisappearinginthedistance。Shelookedafteritandsighed。
  Lucillegavealittlestartofamazementassherealisedthatshewasnotaloneinthebrougham。Shereachedoutforthecheck-cord,butastronghandheldhers。
  “MydearLucille,“afamiliarvoiceexclaimed,“whythisalarm?Isityournervesoryoureyesightwhichisfailingyou?“
  Herhanddropped。Sheturnedtowardshim。
  “Itisyou,then,Prince!“shesaid。“Butwhyareyouhere?Idonotunderstand。“
  ThePrinceshruggedhisshoulders。
  “Itissosimple,“hesaid。“WeareallveryanxiousindeedtoheartheresultofyourinterviewwithBrott-andapartfromthat,Ipersonallyhavetoofewopportunitiestoactasyourescorttoletachancegoby。Itrustthatmypresenceisnotdispleasingtoyou?“
  Shelaughedalittleuneasily。
  “Itisatanyrateunnecessary,“sheanswered。“ButsinceyouarehereImayaswellmakemyconfession。Ihavefailed。“
  “Itisincredible,“thePrincemurmured。
  “Asyouwill-butitistrue,“sheanswered。“Ihavedonemyverybest,orrathermyworst,andtheresulthasbeenfailure。Mr。
  Brotthasagreatfriend-amannamedGrahame,whoseinfluenceprevailedagainstmine。HehasgonetoScotland。“
  “Thatisseriousnews,“thePrincesaidquietly。
  Lucilleleanedbackamongstthecushions。
  “Afterall,“shedeclared,“wearealloutofplaceinthiscountry。
  Thereisnoscopewhateverforsuchschemesandintriguesasyouandalltherestofthemdelightin。InFranceandRussia,eveninAustria,itisdifferent。Theworkingofallgreatorganisationthereisunderground-itiseasyenoughtomeetplotbycounterplot,tosuborn,todeceive,toundermine。Buthereallthegreatgamesoflifeseemtobeplayedwiththecardsuponthetable。Wearehopelesslyoutofplace。Icannotthink,Prince,whatillchanceledyoutoevercontemplatemakingyourheadquartersinLondon。“
  ThePrincestrokedhislongmoustache。
  “Thatisallverywell,Lucille,“hesaid,“butyoumustrememberthatinEnglandwehaveverylargesubscriptionstotheOrder。
  Thesepeoplewillnotgoonpayingfornothing。TherewasameetingoftheLondonbranchafewmonthsago,anditwasdecidedthatunlesssomepracticalworkwasdoneinthiscountryallEnglishsubscriptionsshouldcease。Wehadnoalternativebuttocomeoverandattemptsomething。Brottisofcoursethebetenoireofourfriendshere。Heisdistinctlythemantobestruckat。“
  “Andwhatevilstrokeoffortune,“Lucilleasked,“inducedyoutosendforme?“
  “Thatisaverycruelspeech,dearlady,“thePrincemurmured。
  “Ihope,“Lucillesaid,“thatyouhaveneverforamomentimaginedthatIfindanypleasureinwhatIamcalledupontodo。“
  “Whynot?Itmustbeinteresting。YoucanhavehadnosympathywithBrott-ahopelessplebeian,averyparagonofAnglo-Saxonstupidity?“
  Lucillelaughedscornfully。
  “ReginaldBrottisaman,atanyrate,andanhonestone,“sheanswered。“ButIamtooselfishtothinkmuchofhim。ItismyselfwhomIpity。Ihaveahome,Prince,andahusband。I
  wantthemboth。“
  “Youamazeme,“thePrincesaidslowly。“Lucille,indeed,youamazeme。Youhavebeenburiedaliveforthreeyears。PositivelywebelievedthatoursummonswouldsoundtoyoulikeamessagefromHeaven。“
  Lucillewassilentforamoment。Sherubbedthemistfromthecarriagewindowandlookedoutintothestreets。
  “Well,“shesaid,“Ihopethatyourealisenowhowcompletelyyouhavemisunderstoodme。IwasperfectlyhappyinAmerica。Ihavebeenperfectlymiserablehere。IsupposethatIhavegrowntoooldforintriguesandadventures。“
  “Tooold,Lucille,“thePrincemurmured,leaningalittletowardsher。“Lucille,youarethemostbeautifulwomaninLondon。Manyothersmayhavetoldyouso,butthereisnoone,Lucille,whoissodevotedly,sohopelesslyyourslaveasI。“
  Shedrewherhandaway,andsatbackinhercorner。Theman’shotbreathfelluponhercheek,hiseyesseemedalmostphosphorescentinthedarkness。Lucillecouldscarcelykeepthebitingwordsfromhertongue。
  “Youdonotanswerme,Lucille。Youdonotspeakevenasinglekindwordtome。Come!Surelyweareoldfriends。Weshouldunderstandoneanother。ItisnotagreatdealthatIaskfromyourkindness-notagreatdealtoyou,butitisallthedifferencebetweenhappinessandmiseryforme。“
  “Thisisaveryworn-outgame,Prince,“Lucillesaidcoldly。“Youhavebeenmakinglovetowomeninverymuchthesamemannerfortwentyyears,andI-well,tobefrank,Iamutterlywearyofbeingmadelovetolikeadoll。Laughatmeasyouwill,myhusbandistheonlymanwhointerestsmeintheslightest。Myfailureto-dayisalmostwelcometome。Ithasatleastbroughtmyworkheretoaclose。Come,Prince,ifyouwanttoearnmyeternalgratitude,tellmenowthatIamafreewoman。“
  “Yougivemecredit,“thePrincesaidslowly,“forgreatgenerosity。
  IfIletyougoitseemstomethatIshallloseyoualtogether。
  Youwillgotoyourhusband。Hewilltakeyouaway!“
  “Whynot?“Lucilleasked。“Iwanttogo。IamtiredofLondon。
  Youcannotlosewhatyouneverpossessed-whatyouneverhadtheslightestchanceofpossessing。
  ThePrincelaughedsoftly-notapleasantlaugh,notevenamirthfulone。
  “Dearlady,“hesaid,“youspeaknotwisely。ForIamverymuchinearnestwhenIsaythatIloveyou,anduntilyouarekindertomeIshallnotletyougo。“
  “Thatisratheradangerousthreat,isitnot?“Lucilleasked。
  “Youdaretotellmeopenlythatyouwillabuseyourposition,thatyouwillkeepmeboundaservanttothecause,becauseofthisfoolishfancyofyours?“
  ThePrincesmiledatherthroughthegloom-awhite,setsmile。
  “Itisnofoolishfancy,Lucille。Youwillfindthatoutbeforelong。Youhavebeencoldtomeallyourlife。Yetyouwouldfindmeabetterfriendthanenemy。“
  “IfIamtochoose,“shesaidsteadily,“Ishallchoosethelatter。“
  “Asyouwill,“heanswered。“Intimeyouwillchangeyourmind。“
  Thecarriagehadstopped。ThePrincealightedandheldouthishand。Lucillehalfrose,andthenwithherfootuponthestepshepausedandlookedaround。
  “Wherearewe?“sheexclaimed。“ThisisnotDorsetHouse。“
  “No,weareinGrosvenorSquare,“thePrinceanswered。“Iforgottotellyouthatwehaveameetingarrangedforherethisevening。
  Permitme。“ButLucilleresumedherseatinthecarriage。
  “Itisyourhouse,isitnot?“sheasked。
  “Yes。Myhouseassuredly。“
  “Verywell,“Lucillesaid。“IwillcomeinwhentheDuchessofDorsetshowsherselfatthewindoworthefrontdoor-orFelix,orevenDeBrouillae。“
  ThePrincestillheldopenthecarriagedoor。
  “Theywillallbehere,“heassuredher。“Weareafewminutesearly。“
  “ThenIwilldriveroundtoDorsetHouseandfetchtheDuchess。
  Itisonlyafewyards。“
  ThePrincehesitated。Hischeekswereverywhite,andsomethinglikeascowlwasblackeninghisheavy,insipidface。
  “Lucille,“hesaid,“youareveryfoolish。ItisnotmuchIaskofyou,butthatlittleIwillhaveorIpledgemywordtoitthatthingsshallgoillwithyouandyourhusband。Thereisplainspeechforyou。Donotbeabsurd。Comewithin,andletustalk。
  Whatdoyoufear?Thehouseisfullofservants,andthecarriagecanwaitforyouhere。“
  Lucillesmiledathim-amaddeningsmile。
  “Iamnotachild,“shesaid,“andsuchconversationsasIamforcedtoholdwithyouwillnotbeunderyourownroof。BesogoodastotellthecoachmantodrivetoDorsetHouse。“
  ThePrinceturnedonhisheelwithafuriousoath。
  “HecandriveyoutoHell,“heansweredthickly。
  LucillefoundtheDuchessandLadyCareytogetheratDorsetHouse。
  Shelookedfromonetotheother。
  “Ithoughtthattherewasameetingto-night,“sheremarked。