Clotheswerehangingonlinesstretchedacrosstheyard;shesnatchedoffherpetticoatsandblousesstillwetandflungthemintothedeafman’sarms。Theninherfuryshedashedabouttheyardbythelinen,toredownallofit,andwhatwasnothersshethrewonthegroundandtrampledupon。
“HolySaints,takeheraway,“moanedVarvara。“Whatawoman!GiveherButyokino!Giveither,fortheLord’ssake!
“Well!Wha-atawoman!“peopleweresayingatthegate。“She’sawo-oman!She’sgoingit——somethinglike!“
Aksinyaranintothekitchenwherewashingwasgoingon。Lipawaswashingalone,thecookhadgonetotherivertorinsetheclothes。Steamwasrisingfromthetroughandfromthecaldrononthesideofthestove,andthekitchenwasthickandstiflingfromthesteam。Onthefloorwasaheapofunwashedclothes,andNikifor,kickinguphislittleredlegs,hadbeenputdownonabenchnearthem,sothatifhefellheshouldnothurthimself。
JustasAksinyawentinLipatooktheformer’schemiseoutoftheheapandputitinthetrough,andwasjuststretchingoutherhandtoabigladleofboilingwaterwhichwasstandingonthetable。
“Giveithere,“saidAksinya,lookingatherwithhatred,andsnatchingthechemiseoutofthetrough;“itisnotyourbusinesstotouchmylinen!Youareaconvict’swife,andoughttoknowyourplaceandwhoyouare。“
Lipagazedather,takenaback,anddidnotunderstand,butsuddenlyshecaughtthelookAksinyaturneduponthechild,andatoncesheunderstoodandwentnumballover。
“You’vetakenmyland,sohereyouare!“SayingthisAksinyasnatcheduptheladlewiththeboilingwaterandflungitoverNikifor。
AfterthistherewasheardascreamsuchashadneverbeenheardbeforeinUkleevo,andnoonewouldhavebelievedthatalittleweakcreaturelikeLipacouldscreamlikethat。Anditwassuddenlysilentintheyard。
Aksinyawalkedintothehousewithheroldnaivesmile。Thedeafmankeptmovingabouttheyardwithhisarmsfulloflinen,thenhebeganhangingitupagain,insilence,withouthaste。Anduntilthecookcamebackfromtherivernooneventuredtogointothekitchenandseewhatwasthere。
Nikiforwastakentothedistricthospital,andtowardseveninghediedthere。Lipadidnotwaitforthemtocomeforher,butwrappedthedeadbabyinitslittlequiltandcarriedithome。
Thehospital,anewonerecentlybuilt,withbigwindows,stoodhighuponahill;itwasglitteringfromthesettingsunandlookedasthoughitwereonfirefrominside。Therewasalittlevillagebelow。Lipawentdownalongtheroad,andbeforereachingthevillagesatdownbyapond。Awomanbroughtahorsedowntodrinkandthehorsedidnotdrink。
“Whatmoredoyouwant?“saidthewomantoitsoftly。“Whatdoyouwant?“
Aboyinaredshirt,sittingatthewater’sedge,waswashinghisfather’sboots。Andnotanothersoulwasinsighteitherinthevillageoronthehill。
“It’snotdrinking,“saidLipa,lookingatthehorse。
Thenthewomanwiththehorseandtheboywiththebootswalkedaway,andtherewasnooneleftatall。Thesunwenttobedwrappedinclothofgoldandpurple,andlongclouds,redandlilac,stretchedacrossthesky,guardeditsslumbers。Somewherefarawayabitterncried,ahollow,melancholysoundlikeacowshutupinabarn。Thecryofthatmysteriousbirdwasheardeveryspring,butnooneknewwhatitwaslikeorwhereitlived。
Atthetopofthehillbythehospital,inthebushesclosetothepond,andinthefieldsthenightingalesweretrilling。Thecuckookeptreckoningsomeone’syearsandlosingcountandbeginningagain。Inthepondthefrogscalledangrilytooneanother,strainingthemselvestobursting,andonecouldevenmakeoutthewords:“That’swhatyouare!That’swhatyouare!“
Whatanoisetherewas!Itseemedasthoughallthesecreaturesweresingingandshoutingsothatnoonemightsleeponthatspringnight,sothatall,eventheangryfrogs,mightappreciateandenjoyeveryminute:lifeisgivenonlyonce。
Asilverhalf-moonwasshininginthesky;thereweremanystars。
Lipahadnoideahowlongshesatbythepond,butwhenshegotupandwalkedoneverybodywasasleepinthelittlevillage,andtherewasnotasinglelight。Itwasprobablyaboutninemiles’
walkhome,butshehadnotthestrength,shehadnotthepowertothinkhowtogo:themoongleamednowinfront,nowontheright,andthesamecuckookeptcallinginavoicegrownhusky,withachuckleasthoughgibingather:“Oy,lookout,you’llloseyourway!“Lipawalkedrapidly;shelostthekerchieffromherhead。shelookedattheskyandwonderedwhereherbaby’ssoulwasnow:wasitfollowingher,orfloatingaloftyonderamongthestarsandthinkingnothingnowofhismother?Oh,howlonelyitwasintheopencountryatnight,inthemidstofthatsingingwhenonecannotsingoneself;inthemidstoftheincessantcriesofjoywhenonecannotoneselfbejoyful,whenthemoon,whichcaresnotwhetheritisspringorwinter,whethermenarealiveordead,looksdownaslonely,too。Whenthereisgriefintheheartitishardtobewithoutpeople。Ifonlyhermother,Praskovya,hadbeenwithher,orCrutch,orthecook,orsomepeasant!
“Boo-oo!“criedthebittern。“Boo-oo!“
Andsuddenlysheheardclearlythesoundofhumanspeech:“Putthehorsesin,Vavila!“
Bythewaysideacampfirewasburningaheadofher:theflameshaddieddown,therewereonlyredembers。Shecouldhearthehorsesmunching。Inthedarknessshecouldseetheoutlinesoftwocarts,onewithabarrel,theother,aloweronewithsacksinit,andthefiguresoftwomen;onewasleadingahorsetoputitintotheshafts,theotherwasstandingmotionlessbythefirewithhishandsbehindhisback。Adoggrowledbythecarts。Theonewhowasleadingthehorsestoppedandsaid:
“Itseemsasthoughsomeonewerecomingalongtheroad。“
“Sharik,bequiet!“theothercalledtothedog。
Andfromthevoiceonecouldtellthatthesecondwasanoldman。
Lipastoppedandsaid:
“Godhelpyou。“
Theoldmanwentuptoherandanswerednotimmediately:
“Good-evening!“
“Yourdogdoesnotbite,grandfather?“
“No,comealong,hewon’ttouchyou。“
“Ihavebeenatthehospital,“saidLipaafterapause。“Mylittlesondiedthere。HereIamcarryinghimhome。“
Itmusthavebeenunpleasantfortheoldmantohearthis,forhemovedawayandsaidhurriedly:
“Nevermind,mydear。It’sGod’swill。Youareveryslow,lad,“
headded,addressinghiscompanion;“lookalive!
“Youryoke’snowhere,“saidtheyoungman;“itisnottobeseen。“
“YouarearegularVavila。“
Theoldmanpickedupanember,blewonit——onlyhiseyesandnosewerelightedup——then,whentheyhadfoundtheyoke,hewentwiththelighttoLipaandlookedather,andhislookexpressedcompassionandtenderness。
“Youareamother,“hesaid;“everymothergrievesforherchild。“
Andhesighedandshookhisheadashesaidit。Vavilathrewsomethingonthefire,stampedonit——andatonceitwasverydark;thevisionvanished,andasbeforetherewereonlythefields,theskywiththestars,andthenoiseofthebirdshinderingeachotherfromsleep。Andthelandrailcalled,itseemed,intheveryplacewherethefirehadbeen。
Butaminutepassed,andagainshecouldseethetwocartsandtheoldmanandlankyVavila。Thecartscreakedastheywentoutontheroad。
“Areyouholymen?“Lipaaskedtheoldman。
“No。WearefromFirsanovo。“
“Youlookedatmejustnowandmyheartwassoftened。Andtheyoungmanissogentle。Ithoughtyoumustbeholymen。“
“Areyougoingfar?“
“ToUkleevo。“
“Getin,wewillgiveyoualiftasfarasKuzmenki,thenyougostraightonandweturnofftotheleft。“
VavilagotintothecartwiththebarrelandtheoldmanandLipagotintotheother。Theymovedatawalkingpace,Vavilainfront。
“Mybabywasintormentallday,“saidLipa。“Helookedatmewithhislittleeyesandsaidnothing;hewantedtospeakandcouldnot。HolyFather,QueenofHeaven!InmygriefIkeptfallingdownonthefloor。Istoodupandfelldownbythebedside。Andtellme,grandfather,whyalittlethingshouldbetormentedbeforehisdeath?Whenagrown-upperson,amanorwoman,areintormenttheirsinsareforgiven,butwhyalittlething,whenhehasnosins?Why?“
“Whocantell?“answeredtheoldman。
Theydroveonforhalfanhourinsilence。
“Wecan’tknoweverything,howandwherefore,“saidtheoldman。
“Itisordainedforthebirdtohavenotfourwingsbuttwobecauseitisabletoflywithtwo;andsoitisordainedformannottoknoweverythingbutonlyahalforaquarter。Asmuchasheneedstoknowsoastolive,somuchheknows。“
“Itisbetterformetogoonfoot,grandfather。Nowmyheartisallofatremble。“
“Nevermind,sitstill。“
Theoldmanyawnedandmadethesignofthecrossoverhismouth。