“Allright,“assentedthesoldierwiththesling。“I’llcarryyou,youcan’twalk,holdontomyneck。“
Gusevputhisarmroundthesoldier’sneck,thelatterputhisunhurtarmroundhimandcarriedhimup。Onthedecksailorsandtime-expiredsoldierswerelyingasleepsidebyside;thereweresomanyofthemitwasdifficulttopass。
“Standdown,“thesoldierwiththeslingsaidsoftly。“Followmequietly,holdontomyshirt。“
Itwasdark。Therewasnolightondeck,noronthemasts,noranywhereontheseaaround。Atthefurthestendoftheshipthemanonwatchwasstandingperfectlystilllikeastatue,anditlookedasthoughhewereasleep。Itseemedasthoughthesteamerwereabandonedtoitselfandweregoingatitsownwill。
“NowtheywillthrowPavelIvanitchintothesea,“saidthesoldierwiththesling。“Inasackandthenintothewater。“
“Yes,that’stherule。“
“Butit’sbettertolieathomeintheearth。Anyway,yourmothercomestothegraveandweeps。“
“Ofcourse。“
Therewasasmellofhayandofdung。Therewereoxenstandingwithdroopingheadsbytheship’srail。One,two,three;eightofthem!Andtherewasalittlehorse。Gusevputouthishandtostrokeit,butitshookitshead,showeditsteeth,andtriedtobitehissleeve。
“Damnedbrute“saidGusevangrily。
Thetwoofthem,heandthesoldier,threadedtheirwaytotheheadoftheship,thenstoodattherailandlookedupanddown。
Overheaddeepsky,brightstars,peaceandstillness,exactlyasathomeinthevillage,belowdarknessanddisorder。Thetallwaveswereresounding,noonecouldtellwhy。Whicheverwaveyoulookedateachonewastryingtorisehigherthanalltherestandtochaseandcrushthenextone;afteritathirdasfierceandhideousflewnoisily,withaglintoflightonitswhitecrest。
Theseahasnosenseandnopity。Ifthesteamerhadbeensmallerandnotmadeofthickiron,thewaveswouldhavecrushedittopieceswithouttheslightestcompunction,andwouldhavedevouredallthepeopleinitwithnodistinctionofsaintsorsinners。
Thesteamerhadthesamecruelandmeaninglessexpression。Thismonsterwithitshugebeakwasdashingonwards,cuttingmillionsofwavesinitspath;ithadnofearofthedarknessnorthewind,norofspace,norofsolitude,caringfornothing,andiftheoceanhaditspeople,thismonsterwouldhavecrushedthem,too,withoutdistinctionofsaintsorsinners。
“Wherearewenow?“askedGusev。
“Idon’tknow。Wemustbeintheocean。“
“Thereisnosightofland。“
“Noindeed!Theysayweshan’tseeitforsevendays。“
Thetwosoldierswatchedthewhitefoamwiththephosphoruslightonitandweresilent,thinking。Gusevwasthefirsttobreakthesilence。
“Thereisnothingtobeafraidof,“hesaid,“onlyoneisfullofdreadasthoughoneweresittinginadarkforest;butif,forinstance,theyletaboatdownontothewaterthisminuteandanofficerorderedmetogoahundredmilesovertheseatocatchfish,I’dgo。Or,let’ssay,ifaChristianweretofallintothewaterthisminute,I’dgoinafterhim。AGermanoraChinamanI
wouldn’tsave,butI’dgoinafteraChristian。“
“Andareyouafraidtodie?“
“Yes。Iamsorryforthefolksathome。Mybrotherathome,youknow,isn’tsteady;hedrinks,hebeatshiswifefornothing,hedoesnothonourhisparents。Everythingwillgotoruinwithoutme,andfatherandmyoldmotherwillbebeggingtheirbread,I
shouldn’twonder。Butmylegswon’tbearme,brother,andit’shothere。Let’sgotosleep。“
Gusevwentbacktothewardandgotintohishammock。Hewasagaintormentedbyavaguecraving,andhecouldnotmakeoutwhathewanted。Therewasanoppressiononhischest,athrobbinginhishead,hismouthwassodrythatitwasdifficultforhimtomovehistongue。Hedozed,andmurmuredinhissleep,and,wornoutwithnightmares,hiscough,andthestiflingheat,towardsmorninghefellintoasoundsleep。Hedreamedthattheywerejusttakingthebreadoutoftheoveninthebarracksandheclimbedintothestoveandhadasteambathinit,lashinghimselfwithabunchofbirchtwigs。Hesleptfortwodays,andatmiddayonthethirdtwosailorscamedownandcarriedhimout。
Hewassewnupinsailclothandtomakehimheaviertheyputwithhimtwoironweights。Sewnupinthesailclothhelookedlikeacarrotoraradish:broadattheheadandnarrowatthefeet……Beforesunsettheybroughthimuptothedeckandputhimonaplank;oneendoftheplanklayonthesideoftheship,theotheronabox,placedonastool。Roundhimstoodthesoldiersandtheofficerswiththeircapsoff。
“BlessedbetheNameoftheLord“thepriestbegan。“Asitwasinthebeginning,isnow,andevershallbe。“
“Amen,“chantedthreesailors。
Thesoldiersandtheofficerscrossedthemselvesandlookedawayatthewaves。Itwasstrangethatamanshouldbesewnupinsailclothandshouldsoonbeflyingintothesea。Wasitpossiblethatsuchathingmighthappentoanyone?
TheprieststrewedearthuponGusevandboweddown。Theysang“EternalMemory。“
Themanonwatchdutytilteduptheendoftheplank,Gusevslidoffandflewheadforemost,turnedasomersaultintheairandsplashedintothesea。Hewascoveredwithfoamandforamomentlookedasthoughhewerewrappedinlace,buttheminutepassedandhedisappearedinthewaves。
Hewentrapidlytowardsthebottom。Didhereachit?Itwassaidtobethreemilestothebottom。Aftersinkingsixtyorseventyfeet,hebeganmovingmoreandmoreslowly,swayingrhythmically,asthoughhewerehesitatingand,carriedalongbythecurrent,movedmorerapidlysidewaysthandownwards。
Thenhewasmetbyashoalofthefishcalledharbourpilots。
Seeingthedarkbodythefishstoppedasthoughpetrified,andsuddenlyturnedroundanddisappeared。InlessthanaminutetheyflewbackswiftasanarrowtoGusev,andbeganzig-zaggingroundhiminthewater。
Afterthatanotherdarkbodyappeared。Itwasashark。ItswamunderGusevwithdignityandnoshowofinterest,asthoughitdidnotnoticehim,andsankdownuponitsback,thenitturnedbellyupwards,baskinginthewarm,transparentwaterandlanguidlyopeneditsjawswithtworowsofteeth。Theharbourpilotsaredelighted,theystoptoseewhatwillcomenext。Afterplayingalittlewiththebodythesharknonchalantlyputsitsjawsunderit,cautiouslytouchesitwithitsteeth,andthesailclothisrentitsfulllengthfromheadtofoot;oneoftheweightsfallsoutandfrightenstheharbourpilots,andstrikingthesharkontheribsgoesrapidlytothebottom。
Overheadatthistimethecloudsaremassedtogetheronthesidewherethesunissetting;onecloudlikeatriumphalarch,anotherlikealion,athirdlikeapairofscissors。Frombehindthecloudsabroad,greenshaftoflightpiercesthroughandstretchestothemiddleofthesky;alittlelateranother,violet-coloured,liesbesideit;nextthat,oneofgold,thenonerose-coloured。Theskyturnsasoftlilac。Lookingatthisgorgeous,enchantedsky,atfirsttheoceanscowls,butsoonit,too,takestender,joyous,passionatecoloursforwhichitishardtofindanameinhumanspeech。
ATfirsttheweatherwasfineandstill。Thethrusheswerecalling,andintheswampsclosebysomethingalivedronedpitifullywithasoundlikeblowingintoanemptybottle。Asnipeflewby,andtheshotaimedatitrangoutwithagay,resoundingnoteinthespringair。Butwhenitbegantogetdarkintheforestacold,penetratingwindblewinappropriatelyfromtheeast,andeverythingsankintosilence。Needlesoficestretchedacrossthepools,anditfeltcheerless,remote,andlonelyintheforest。Therewasawhiffofwinter。
IvanVelikopolsky,thesonofasacristan,andastudentoftheclericalacademy,returninghomefromshooting,walkedallthetimebythepathinthewater-sidemeadow。Hisfingerswerenumbandhisfacewasburningwiththewind。Itseemedtohimthatthecoldthathadsuddenlycomeonhaddestroyedtheorderandharmonyofthings,thatnatureitselffeltillatease,andthatwaswhytheeveningdarknesswasfallingmorerapidlythanusual。
Allarounditwasdesertedandpeculiarlygloomy。Theonlylightwasonegleaminginthewidows’gardensneartheriver;thevillage,overthreemilesaway,andeverythinginthedistanceallroundwasplungedinthecoldeveningmist。Thestudentrememberedthat,ashewentoutfromthehouse,hismotherwassittingbarefootonthefloorintheentry,cleaningthesamovar,whilehisfatherlayonthestovecoughing;asitwasGoodFridaynothinghadbeencooked,andthestudentwasterriblyhungry。Andnow,shrinkingfromthecold,hethoughtthatjustsuchawindhadblowninthedaysofRurikandinthetimeofIvantheTerribleandPeter,andintheirtimetherehadbeenjustthesamedesperatepovertyandhunger,thesamethatchedroofswithholesinthem,ignorance,misery,thesamedesolationaround,thesamedarkness,thesamefeelingofoppression——allthesehadexisted,didexist,andwouldexist,andthelapseofathousandyearswouldmakelifenobetter。Andhedidnotwanttogohome。