Thepeasantshadlongagogrownusedtothesightofthebridge,anditwasdifficulttoimaginetheriveratthatplacewithoutabridge。Theheapofrubbleleftfromthebuildingofithadlongbeenovergrownwithgrass,thenavvieswereforgotten,andinsteadofthestrainsofthe“Dubinushka“thattheyusedtosing,thepeasantsheardalmosteveryhourthesoundsofapassingtrain。
TheNewVillahaslongagobeensold;nowitbelongstoagovernmentclerkwhocomesherefromthetownfortheholidayswithhisfamily,drinksteaontheterrace,andthengoesbacktothetownagain。Hewearsacockadeonhiscap;hetalksandclearshisthroatasthoughhewereaveryimportantofficial,thoughheisonlyoftherankofacollegiatesecretary,andwhenthepeasantsbowhemakesnoresponse。
InObrutchanovoeveryonehasgrownolder;Kozovisdead。InRodion’shutthereareevenmorechildren。Volodkahasgrownalongredbeard。Theyarestillaspoorasever。
IntheearlyspringtheObrutchanovopeasantsweresawingwoodnearthestation。Andafterworktheyweregoinghome;theywalkedwithouthasteoneaftertheother。Broadsawscurvedovertheirshoulders;thesunwasreflectedinthem。Thenightingalesweresinginginthebushesonthebank,larksweretrillingintheheavens。ItwasquietattheNewVilla;therewasnotasoulthere,andonlygoldenpigeons——goldenbecausethesunlightwasstreaminguponthem——wereflyingoverthehouse。Allofthem——
Rodion,thetwoLytchkovs,andVolodka——thoughtofthewhitehorses,thelittleponies,thefireworks,theboatwiththelanterns;theyrememberedhowtheengineer’swife,sobeautifulandsograndlydressed,hadcomeintothevillageandtalkedtotheminsuchafriendlyway。Anditseemedasthoughallthathadneverbeen;itwaslikeadreamorafairy-tale。
Theytrudgedalong,tiredout,andmusedastheywent。Intheirvillage,theymused,thepeopleweregood,quiet,sensible,fearingGod,andElenaIvanovna,too,wasquiet,kind,andgentle;itmadeonesadtolookather,butwhyhadtheynotgotontogether?Whyhadtheypartedlikeenemies?Howwasitthatsomemisthadshroudedfromtheireyeswhatmatteredmost,andhadletthemseenothingbutdamagedonebycattle,bridles,pincers,andallthosetrivialthingswhichnow,astheyrememberedthem,seemedsononsensical?Howwasitthatwiththenewownertheylivedinpeace,andyethadbeenonbadtermswiththeengineer?
AndnotknowingwhatanswertomaketothesequestionstheywereallsilentexceptVolodka,whomutteredsomething。
“Whatisit?“Rodionasked。
“Welivedwithoutabridge“saidVolodkagloomily。“Welivedwithoutabridge,anddidnotaskforoneandwedon’twantit。“
Nooneansweredhimandtheywalkedoninsilencewithdroopingheads。
DREAMS
Twopeasantconstables——oneastubby,black-beardedindividualwithsuchexceptionallyshortlegsthatifyoulookedathimfrombehinditseemedasthoughhislegsbeganmuchlowerdownthaninotherpeople;theother,long,thin,andstraightasastick,withascantybeardofdarkreddishcolour——wereescortingtothedistricttownatrampwhorefusedtorememberhisname。Thefirstwaddledalong,lookingfromsidetoside,chewingnowastraw,nowhisownsleeve,slappinghimselfonthehaunchesandhumming,andaltogetherhadacarelessandfrivolousair;theother,inspiteofhisleanfaceandnarrowshoulders,lookedsolid,grave,andsubstantial;inthelinesandexpressionofhiswholefigurehewaslikethepriestsamongtheOldBelievers,orthewarriorswhoarepaintedonold-fashionedikons。“ForhiswisdomGodhadaddedtohisforehead“——thatis,hewasbald——
whichincreasedtheresemblancereferredto。ThefirstwascalledAndreyPtaha,thesecondNikandrSapozhnikov。
Themantheywereescortingdidnotintheleastcorrespondwiththeconceptioneveryonehasofatramp。Hewasafraillittleman,weakandsickly-looking,withsmall,colourless,andextremelyindefinitefeatures。Hiseyebrowswerescanty,hisexpressionmildandsubmissive;hehadscarcelyatraceofamoustache,thoughhewasoverthirty。Hewalkedalongtimidly,bentforward,withhishandsthrustintohissleeves。Thecollarofhisshabbyclothovercoat,whichdidnotlooklikeapeasant’s,wasturneduptotheverybrimofhiscap,sothatonlyhislittlerednoseventuredtopeepoutintothelightofday。Hespokeinaningratiatingtenor,continuallycoughing。Itwasvery,verydifficulttobelievethathewasatrampconcealinghissurname。Hewasmorelikeanunsuccessfulpriest’sson,strickenbyGodandreducedtobeggary;aclerkdischargedfordrunkenness;amerchant’ssonornephewwhohadtriedhisfeeblepowersinatheatricalcareer,andwasnowgoinghometoplaythelastactintheparableoftheprodigalson;perhaps,judgingbythedullpatiencewithwhichhestruggledwiththehopelessautumnmud,hemighthavebeenafanaticalmonk,wanderingfromoneRussianmonasterytoanother,continuallyseeking“apeacefullife,freefromsin,“andnotfindingit。
Thetravellershadbeenalongwhileontheirway,buttheyseemedtobealwaysonthesamesmallpatchofground。Infrontofthemtherestretchedthirtyfeetofmuddyblack-brownmud,behindthemthesame,andwhereveronelookedfurther,animpenetrablewallofwhitefog。Theywentonandon,butthegroundremainedthesame,thewallwasnonearer,andthepatchonwhichtheywalkedseemedstillthesamepatch。Theygotaglimpseofawhite,clumsy-lookingstone,asmallravine,orabundleofhaydroppedbyapasser-by,thebriefglimmerofagreatmuddypuddle,or,suddenly,ashadowwithvagueoutlineswouldcomeintoviewaheadofthem;thenearertheygottoitthesmalleranddarkeritbecame;nearerstill,andtherestoodupbeforethewayfarersaslantingmilestonewiththenumberrubbedoff,orawretchedbirch-treedrenchedandbarelikeawaysidebeggar。Thebirch-treewouldwhispersomethingwithwhatremainedofitsyellowleaves,oneleafwouldbreakoffandfloatlazilytotheground。Andthenagainfog,mud,thebrowngrassattheedgesoftheroad。Onthegrasshungdingy,unfriendlytears。
Theywerenotthetearsofsoftjoysuchastheearthweepsatwelcomingthesummersunandpartingfromit,andsuchasshegivestodrinkatdawntothecorncrakes,quails,andgraceful,long-beakedcrestedsnipes。Thetravellers’feetstuckintheheavy,clingingmud。Everystepcostaneffort。
AndreyPtahawassomewhatexcited。Hekeptlookingroundatthetrampandtryingtounderstandhowalive,sobermancouldfailtorememberhisname。
“YouareanorthodoxChristian,aren’tyou?“heasked。
“Yes,“thetrampansweredmildly。
“H’mthenyou’vebeenchristened?“
“Why,tobesure!I’mnotaTurk。Igotochurchandtothesacrament,anddonoteatmeatwhenitisforbidden。AndI
observemyreligiousdutiespunctually。“
“Well,whatareyoucalled,then?“
“Callmewhatyoulike,goodman。“
Ptahashruggedhisshouldersandslappedhimselfonthehaunchesinextremeperplexity。Theotherconstable,NikandrSapozhnikov,maintainedastaidsilence。HewasnotsonaiveasPtaha,andapparentlyknewverywellthereasonswhichmightinduceanorthodoxChristiantoconcealhisnamefromotherpeople。Hisexpressivefacewascoldandstern。Hewalkedapartanddidnotcondescendtoidlechatterwithhiscompanions,but,asitwere,triedtoshoweveryone,eventhefog,hissedatenessanddiscretion。
“Godknowswhattomakeofyou,“Ptahapersistedinaddressingthetramp。“Peasantyouarenot,andgentlemanyouarenot,butsomesortofathingbetween。TheotherdayIwaswashingasieveinthepondandcaughtareptile——see,aslongasafinger,withgillsandatail。ThefirstminuteIthoughtitwasafish,thenIlooked——and,blowit!ifithadn’tpaws。Itwasnotafish,itwasaviper,andthedeuceonlyknowswhatitwas。
Sothat’slikeyou。What’syourcalling?“
“Iamapeasantandofpeasantfamily,“sighedthetramp。“Mymammawasahouseserf。Idon’tlooklikeapeasant,that’strue,forsuchhasbeenmylot,goodman。Mymammawasanursewiththegentry,andhadeverycomfort,andasIwasofherfleshandblood,Ilivedwithherinthemaster’shouse。Shepettedandspoiledme,anddidherbesttotakemeoutofmyhumbleclassandmakeagentlemanofme。Isleptinabed,everydayIatearealdinner,Iworebreechesandshoeslikeagentleman’schild。
WhatmymammaateIwasfedon,too;theygaveherstuffsasapresent,andshedressedmeupinthem。Welivedwell!I
atesomanysweetsandcakesinmychildishyearsthatiftheycouldbesoldnowitwouldbeenoughtobuyagoodhorse。Mammataughtmetoreadandwrite,sheinstilledthefearofGodinmefrommyearliestyears,andshesotrainedmethatnowIcan’tbringmyselftoutteranunrefinedpeasantword。AndIdon’tdrinkvodka,mylad,andamneatinmydress,andknowhowtobehavewithdecorumingoodsociety。Ifsheisstillliving,Godgiveherhealth;andifsheisdead,then,OLord,givehersoulpeaceinThyKingdom,whereinthejustareatrest。“
Thetrampbaredhisheadwiththescantyhairstandinguplikeabrushonit,turnedhiseyesupwardandcrossedhimselftwice。
“Granther,OLord,averdantandpeacefulresting-place,“hesaidinadrawlingvoice,morelikeanoldwoman’sthanaman’s。
“TeachThyservantXeniaThyjustifications,OLord!IfithadnotbeenformybelovedmammaIshouldhavebeenapeasantwithnosortofunderstanding!Now,youngman,askmeaboutanythingandIunderstanditall:theholyScripturesandprofanewritings,andeveryprayerandcatechism。IliveaccordingtotheScriptures。Idon’tinjureanyone,Ikeepmyfleshinpurityandcontinence,Iobservethefasts,Ieatatfittingtimes。Anothermanwilltakenopleasureinanythingbutvodkaandlewdtalk,butwhenIhavetimeIsitinacornerandreadabook。IreadandIweepandweep。“
“Whatdoyouweepfor?“
“TheywritesopatheticallylForsomebooksonegivesbutafive-kopeckpiece,andyetoneweepsandsighsexceedinglyoverit。“
“Isyourfatherdead?“askedPtaha。
“Idon’tknow,goodman。Idon’tknowmyparent;itisnouseconcealingit。IjudgethatIwasmamma’sillegitimateson。Mymammalivedallherlifewiththegentry,anddidnotwanttomarryasimplepeasant。“
“Andsoshefellintothemaster’shands,“laughedPtaha。
“Shedidtransgress,that’strue。Shewaspious,God-fearing,butshedidnotkeephermaidenpurity。Itisasin,ofcourse,agreatsin,there’snodoubtaboutit,buttomakeupforitthereis,maybe,noblebloodinme。MaybeIamonlyapeasantbyclass,butinnatureanoblegentleman。“