butperhapshemighteffectanexchange。Andthen,recollectingthattheattorney-generalwouldhardlycaretohearhowtheserviceofacathedralchurchisdividedamongtheminorcanons,stoppedshortinhisexplanations。
SirAbrahamlistenedinpityingwonder。’Ireallythink,MrHarding,youhadbetterwaitforthearchdeacon。Thisisamostseriousstep——oneforwhich,inmyopinion,thereisnottheslightestnecessity;and,asyouhavedonemethehonourofaskingmyadvice,Imustimploreyoutodonothingwithouttheapprovalofyourfriends。Amanisneverthebestjudgeofhisownposition。’
’Amanisthebestjudgeofwhathefeelshimself。I’dsoonerbegmybreadtillmydeaththanreadsuchanotherarticleasthosetwothathaveappeared,andfeel,asIdo,thatthewriterhastruthonhisside。’
’Haveyounotadaughter,MrHarding——anunmarrieddaughter?’
’Ihave,’saidhe,nowstandingalso,butstillplayingawayonhisfiddlewithhishandbehindhisback。’Ihave,SirAbraham;andsheandIarecompletelyagreedonthissubject。’
’Prayexcuseme,MrHarding,ifwhatIsayseemsimpertinent;
butsurelyitisyouthatshouldbeprudentonherbehalf。Sheisyoung,anddoesnotknowthemeaningoflivingonanincomeofahundredandsixtypoundsayear。Onheraccountgiveupthisidea。Believeme,itissheerQuixotism。’
Thewardenwalkedawaytothewindow,andthenbacktohischair;andthen,irresolutewhattosay,tookanotherturntothewindow。Theattorney-generalwasreallyextremelypatient,buthewasbeginningtothinkthattheinterviewhadbeenlongenough。
’Butifthisincomebenotjustlymine,whatifsheandI
havebothtobeg?’saidthewardenatlast,sharply,andinavoicesodifferentfromthathehadhithertoused,thatSirAbrahamwasstartled。’Ifso,itwouldbebettertobeg。’
’Mydearsir,nobodynowquestionsitsjustness。’
’Yes,SirAbraham,onedoesquestionit——themostimportantofallwitnessesagainstme——Iquestionitmyself。MyGodknowswhetherornoIlovemydaughter;butIwouldsoonerthatsheandIshouldbothbeg,thanthatsheshouldliveincomfortonmoneywhichistrulythepropertyofthepoor。
Itmayseemstrangetoyou,SirAbraham,itisstrangetomyself,thatIshouldhavebeentenyearsinthathappyhome,andnothavethoughtofthesethingstilltheyweresoroughlydinnedintomyears。Icannotboastofmyconscience,whenitrequiredtheviolenceofapublicnewspapertoawakenit;but,nowthatitisawake,Imustobeyit。WhenIcamehere,IdidnotknowthatthesuitwaswithdrawnbyMrBold,andmyobjectwastobegyoutoabandonmydefence。Asthereisnoaction,therecanbenodefence;butitis,atanyrate,aswellthatyoushouldknowthatfromtomorrowIshallceasetobethewardenofthehospital。MyfriendsandIdifferonthissubject,SirAbraham,andthataddsmuchtomysorrow;butitcannotbehelped。’And,ashefinishedwhathehadtosay,heplayedupsuchatuneasneverbeforehadgracedthechambersofanyattorney-general。Hewasstandingup,gallantlyfrontingSirAbraham,andhisrightarmpassedwithboldandrapidsweepsbeforehim,asthoughhewereembracingsomehugeinstrument,whichallowedhimtostandthuserect;andwiththefingersofhislefthandhestopped,withpreternaturalvelocity,amultitudeofstrings,whichrangedfromthetopofhiscollartothebottomofthelappetofhiscoat。SirAbrahamlistenedandlookedinwonder。
AshehadneverbeforeseenMrHarding,themeaningofthesewildgesticulationswaslostuponhim;butheperceivedthatthegentlemanwhohadafewminutessincebeensosubduedastobeunabletospeakwithouthesitation,wasnowimpassioned——nay,almostviolent。
’You’llsleeponthis,MrHarding,andtomorrow——’
’Ihavedonemorethansleepuponit,’saidthewarden;
’Ihavelainawakeuponit,andthatnightafternight。I
foundIcouldnotsleepuponit:nowIhopetodoso。’
Theattorney-generalhadnoanswertomaketothis;soheexpressedaquiethopethatwhateversettlementwasfinallymadewouldbesatisfactory;andMrHardingwithdrew,thankingthegreatmanforhiskindattention。
MrHardingwassufficientlysatisfiedwiththeinterviewtofeelaglowofcomfortashedescendedintothesmalloldsquareofLincoln’sInn。Itwasacalm,bright,beautifulnight,andbythelightofthemoon,eventhechapelofLincoln’sInn,andthesombrerowofchambers,whichsurroundthequadrangle,lookedwell。Hestoodstillamomenttocollecthisthoughts,andreflectonwhathehaddone,andwasabouttodo。Heknewthattheattorney-generalregardedhimaslittlebetterthanafool,butthathedidnotmind;heandtheattorney-
generalhadnotmuchincommonbetweenthem;heknewalsothatothers,whomhedidcareabout,wouldthinksotoo;
butEleanor,hewassure,wouldexultinwhathehaddone,andthebishop,hetrusted,wouldsympathisewithhim。
Inthemeantimehehadtomeetthearchdeacon,andsohewalkedslowlydownChanceryLaneandalongFleetStreet,feelingsurethathisworkforthenightwasnotyetover。
Whenhereachedthehotelherangthebellquietly,andwithapalpitatingheart;healmostlongedtoescaperoundthecorner,anddelaythecomingstormbyafurtherwalkroundStPaul’sChurchyard,butheheardtheslowcreakingshoesoftheoldwaiterapproaching,andhestoodhisgroundmanfully。
TheWardenisVeryObstinate’DrGrantlyishere,sir,’greetedhisearsbeforethedoorwaswellopen,’andMrsGrantly。Theyhaveasitting-roomabove,andarewaitingupforyou。’
Therewassomethinginthetoneoftheman’svoicewhichseemedtoindicatethatevenhelookeduponthewardenasarunawayschoolboy,justrecapturedbyhisguardian,andthathepitiedtheculprit,thoughhecouldnotbutbehorrifiedatthecrime。
Thewardenendeavouredtoappearunconcerned,ashesaid,’Oh,indeed!I’llgoupstairsatonce’;buthefailedsignally。Therewas,perhaps,arayofcomfortinthepresenceofhismarrieddaughter;thatistosay,ofcomparativecomfort,seeingthathisson-in-lawwasthere;buthowmuchwouldhehavepreferredthattheyshouldbothhavebeensafeatPlumsteadEpiscopi!However,upstairshewent,thewaiterslowlyprecedinghim;andonthedoorbeingopenedthearchdeaconwasdiscoveredstandinginthemiddleoftheroom,erect,indeed,asusual,butoh!howsorrowful!andonthedingysofabehindhimreclinedhispatientwife。
’Papa,Ithoughtyouwerenevercomingback,’saidthelady;’it’stwelveo’clock。’
’Yes,mydear,’saidthewarden。’Theattorney-generalnamedtenformymeeting;tobesuretenislate,butwhatcouldIdo,youknow?Greatmenwillhavetheirownway。’
Andhegavehisdaughterakiss,andshookhandswiththedoctor,andagaintriedtolookunconcerned。
’Andyouhaveabsolutelybeenwiththeattorney-general?’
askedthearchdeacon。
MrHardingsignifiedthathehad。
’Goodheavens,howunfortunate!’Andthearchdeaconraisedhishugehandsinthemannerinwhichhisfriendsaresoaccustomedtoseehimexpressdisapprobationandastonishment。
’WhatwillSirAbrahamthinkofit?Didyounotknowthatitisnotcustomaryforclientstogodirecttotheircounsel?’
’Isn’tit?’askedthewarden,innocently。’Well,atanyrate,I’vedoneitnow。SirAbrahamdidn’tseemtothinkitsoverystrange。’
Thearchdeacongaveasighthatwouldhavemovedaman-of-war。
’But,papa,whatdidyousaytoSirAbraham?’askedthelady。
’Iaskedhim,mydear,toexplainJohnHiram’swilltome。
Hecouldn’texplainitintheonlywaywhichwouldhavesatisfiedme,andsoIresignedthewardenship。’
’Resignedit!’saidthearchdeacon,inasolemnvoice,sadandlow,butyetsufficientlyaudible——asortofwhisperthatMacreadywouldhaveenvied,andthegallerieshaveapplaudedwithacoupleofrounds。’Resignedit!Goodheavens!’
Andthedignitaryofthechurchsankbackhorrifiedintoahorsehairarm-chair。
’AtleastItoldSirAbrahamthatIwouldresign;andofcourseImustnowdoso。’
’Notatall,’saidthearchdeacon,catchingarayofhope。
’Nothingthatyousayinsuchawaytoyourowncounselcanbeinanywaybindingonyou;ofcourseyouweretheretoaskhisadvice。I’msureSirAbrahamdidnotadviseanysuchstep。’
MrHardingcouldnotsaythathehad。
’Iamsurehedisadvisedyoufromit,’continuedthereverendcross-examiner。
MrHardingcouldnotdenythis。
’I’msureSirAbrahammusthaveadvisedyoutoconsultyourfriends。’
TothispropositionalsoMrHardingwasobligedtoassent。
’Thenyourthreatofresignationamountstonothing,andwearejustwherewewerebefore。’
MrHardingwasnowstandingontherug,movinguneasilyfromonefoottotheother。Hemadenodistinctanswertothearchdeacon’slastproposition,forhismindwaschieflyengagedonthinkinghowhecouldescapetobed。Thathisresignationwasathingfinallyfixedon,afactallbutcompleted,wasnotinhismindamatterofanydoubt;heknewhisownweakness;heknewhowpronehewastobeled;buthewasnotweakenoughtogivewaynow,togobackfromthepositiontowhichhisconsciencehaddrivenhim,afterhavingpurposelycometoLondontodeclarehisdetermination:hedidnotintheleastdoubthisresolution,buthegreatlydoubtedhispowerofdefendingitagainsthisson-in-law。