Soshewentonpouringoutwordswiththestrangeeloquencethatshecouldcommandattimes,tillIgrewbewildered。Shewhohadlivedinlightandluxury,whohadlovedthevisionofallbrightandgloriousthings,waspleadingforhersighttothemanwhomshehadrobbedofsightthathemightnevermorebeholdtheyoungbeautyofherrival。
Shewhohadimaginationtoknowthegreatnessofhersinswaspleadingtobesparedthedeathshedarednotface。Shewaspleadingtome,whoforyearshadbeenherfaithfulsoldier,thecaptainofherownguard,sworntoprotectherfromtheslightestill,meuponwhom,forawhile,ithadpleasedhertolavishthewildpassionofherimperialheart,whooncehadalmostloved——who,indeed,hadkissedheronthelips。
Myordersweredefinite。Iwascommandedtoblindthiswomanandtokillherintheblinding,which,intruth,Iwhohadpoweroflifeanddeath,Iwhoruledoverthisislandlikeakingbyvirtueoftheroyalcommission,coulddowithoutquestionasked。IfI/failed/tofulfilthoseorders,Imustbepreparedtopaytheprice,asifIdidfulfilthemImightexpectahighreward,probablythegovernorshipofsomegreatprovinceoftheEmpire。Thiswasnocommonprisoner。Shewastheex-Empress,amightywomantowhomtensofthousandsorperhapsmillionsstilllookedforhelpandleadership。Itwasnecessarytothosewhohadseizedherplaceandpowerthatsheshouldberenderedincapableofrule。Itwasdesirabletothemthatsheshoulddie。YetsodelicatelywerethescalespoisedbetweenthemandtheadherentsofIrene,amongwhomwerenumberedallthegreatprincesoftheChurch,thattheythemselvesdidnotdaretoinflictmutilationordeathuponher。TheyfearedlestitshouldbefollowedbyastormofwraththatwouldshakeNicephorusfromhisthroneandinvolvetheminhisruin。
Sotheysenthertome,thegovernorofadistantdependency,themanwhomtheyknewshehadwickedlywronged,beingcertainthathertongue,whichitwassaidcouldturntheheartsofallmen,wouldneversoftenmine。Thenafterwardstheywoulddeclarethatthewarrantwasaforgery,thatIhadbutwreakedaprivatevengeanceuponanancientfoe,and,tostillthescandal,degrademefrommygovernorship——intosomeplaceofgreaterpowerandprofit。
Oh!whileIrenepleadedbeforemeand,heedlessofthepresenceofJodd,evencastherarmsaboutmeandlaidherheaduponmybreast,allthesethingspassedthroughmymind。InitsscalesIweighedthematterout,andthebeamroseagainstme,forIknewwellthatifI
sparedIreneIcondemnedmyselfandthosewhoweremoretomethanmyself,mywife,mychildren,andalltheNorthmenwhoclungtome,andwhowouldnotseemediewithoutblowstruck。Iunderstooditall,and,understanding,ofasuddenmadeupmymind——tospareIrene。Comewhatmight,Iwouldbenobutcher;Iwouldfollowmyheartwhithersoeveritmightleadme。
“Cease,Madam,“Isaid。“Ihavedecided。Jodd,bidthemessengersummonhitherHeliodoreandMartina,mywifeandyours。“
“Oh!“exclaimedIrene,“ifthesewomenaretobecalledincounselonmycaseallisfinished,seeingthatbothofthemloveyouandaremyenemies。Moreover,Ihavesomeprideleft。ToyouIcouldplead,butnottothem,thoughtheyblindmewiththeirbodkinsaftertheyhavestabbedmewiththeirtongues。Excellency,alastboon!Callinyourguardandkillme。“
“Madam,IsaidthatIhaddecided,andallthewomenintheworldwillnotchangemymindinthiswayorinthat。Jodd,domybidding。“
Joddstruckabell,onceonly,whichwasthesignalforthemessenger。
Hecameandreceivedhisorders。Thenfollowedapause,sinceHeliodoreandMartinawereinaplaceclosebyandmustbesentfor。
DuringthistimeIrenebegantotalktomeofsundrygeneralmatters。
ShecomparedtheviewthatmightbeseenfromthishouseinLesbostothatfromtheterraceofherpalaceontheBosphorus,anddescribeditsdifferencestome。SheaskedmeastotheCaliphHarun-al-Rashid,whomsheunderstoodIhadseen,inquiringastotheestimateIhadformedofhischaracter。Lastly,withalaugh,shedweltuponthestrangevicissitudesoflife。
“Lookatme,“shesaid。“IbeganmydaysasthedaughterofaGreekgentleman,withnodowersavemywitandbeauty。ThenIrosetobearuleroftheworld,andknewallthatithastogiveofpompandpower。Nationstrembledatmynod;atmysmilemengrewgreat;atmyfrowntheyfadedintonothingness。Saveyou,Olaf,noneeverreallyconqueredme,untilIfellintheappointedhour。Andnow!Ofthissplendourthereisleftbutanun’srobe;ofthiscountlesswealthbutonesilvercrucifix;ofthispower——naught。“
Soshespokeon,stillnotknowingtowhatdecisionIhadcome;
whethersheweretobeblindedortoliveordie。TomyselfIthoughtitwasaproofofhergreatnessthatshecouldthusturnhermindtosuchthingswhileFatehoveredoverher,itshanduponasword。Butitmaybethatshethoughtthustoimpressmeandtoenmeshmeinmemorieswhichwouldtiemyhands,orevenfromthecharacterofmyanswerstodrawsomeauguryofherdoom。
Thewomencameatlength。Heliodoreenteredfirst,andtoherIrenebowed。
“Greeting,LadyofEgypt,“shesaid。“Ah!hadyoutakenmycounselinthepast,thattitlemighthavebeenyoursinverytruth,andthereyouandyourhusbandcouldhavefoundedanewlineofkingsindependentoftheEmpirewhichtotterstoitsfall。“
“Iremembernosuchcounsel,Madam,“saidHeliodore。“ItseemstomethatthecourseItookwasrightandonepleasingtoGod,sinceithasgivenmemyhusbandformyself,although,itistrue,wickedlyrobbedofhiseyes。“
“Foryourself!CanyousaysowhileMartinaisalwaysathisside?“
sheaskedinamusingvoice。“Well,itmaybe,forinthisworldstrangethingshappen。“
Shepaused,andIheardbothHeliodoreandJoddmoveasthoughinanger,forherbittershafthadgonehome。Thenshewentonsoftly,“Lady,mayItellyouthat,inmyjudgment,yourbeautyisevengreaterthanitwas,thoughitistrueithasgrownfrombudtoflower。Fewbeartheiryearsandamother’sburdenssolightlyinthesehotlands。“
Heliodoredidnotanswer,foratthatmomentMartinaentered。SeeingIreneforthefirsttime,sheforgoteverythingthathadpassedandcurtseyedtoherintheoldfashion,murmuringthefamiliarwords,“Thyservantgreetsthee,Augusta。“
“Nay,usenotthattitle,Martina,toonewhohasdonewiththeworldanditsvanities。Callme’Mother’ifyouwill,forthatistheonlynameofhonourbywhichthoseofmyreligiousordermaybeknown。Intruth,asyourmotherinGod,Iwelcomeyouandblessyou,frommyheartforgivingyouthoseillswhichyouhaveworkedagainstme,being,asIknowwell,drivenbyalovethatisgreaterthananywomanbearstowoman。Butthateatingfireofpassionscornedistheheritageofbothofus,andofitwewilltalkafterwards。ImustnotwastethetimeoftheGeneralOlaf,whomdestiny,inreturnformanygriefs,hasappointedtobemyjailer。Oh!Olaf,“sheaddedwithalittlelaugh,“someforesightofthefuturemusthavetaughtmetotrainyouforthepost。Letusthenbesilent,ladies,andlistentothejudgmentwhichthisjailerofmineisabouttopassuponme。Doyouknowitisnolessthanwhethertheseeyesofmine,whichyouwerewonttopraise,Martina,whichinhislightermomentseventhissternOlafwaswonttopraise,shouldbetornfrombeneathmybrow,andifso,whetheritshouldbedoneinsuchafashionthatIdieofthedeed?Thatandnolessisthematterwhichhislipsmustsettle。Nowspeak,Excellency。“
“Madam,“Isaidslowly,“tothebestofmywitIhaveconsideredthelettersenttomeunderthesealandsignoftheEmperorNicephorus。
Althoughitmightbesointerpretedbysome,IcannotfindinthatletteranydirectcommandthatIshouldcauseyoutobeblinded,butonlyonethatIshouldkeepyouunderstrictguard,givingyousuchthingsasarenecessarytoyoursustenance。ThisthenIshalldo,andbythefirstshipmakereportofmyactiontotheEmperoratByzantium。“
Now,whensheheardthesewords,atlengththeproudspiritofIrenebroke。
“Godrewardyou,forIcannot,Olaf,“shecried。“Godrewardyou,saintamongmen,whocanpaybackcruelinjurieswiththegentlestmercy。“
Sosaying,sheburstintotearsandfellsenselesstotheground。
Martinarantoaidher,butHeliodoreturnedtomeandsaidinhertendervoice,“Thisisworthyofyou,Olaf,andIwouldnothaveyoudootherwise。
Yet,husband,Ifearthatthispityofyourshassignedthedeath-
warrantofusall。“
Soitprovedtobe,though,asitchanced,thatwarrantwasneverexecuted。ImademyreporttoByzantium,andincourseoftimetheanswercameinaletterfromtheEmperor。Thislettercoldlyapprovedofmyactinsetandformalphrases。ItaddedthatthetruthhadbeenconveyedpubliclytothoseslanderersoftheEmperorwhoannouncedthathehadcausedIrenetobefirstblindedandthenputtodeathinLesbos,wherebytheireviltongueshadbeensilenced。
Thencamethispregnantsentence:
“Wecommandyou,withyourwifeandchildrenandyourlieutenant,theCaptainJodd,withhiswifeandchildren,tolaydownyourofficesandreportyourselveswithallspeedtoUsatourCourtofByzantium,thatwemayconferwithyouoncertainmatters。Ifitisnotconvenienttoyou,oryoucanfindnofittingshipinwhichtosailatonce,knowthatwithinamonthofyourreceiptofthisletterourfleetwillcallatLesbosandbringyouandtheothershereinmentionedtoourPresence。“
“Thatisadeathsentence,“saidMartina,whenshehadfinishedreadingoutthispassage。“Ihaveseenseveralsuchsentinmyday,whenIwasIrene’sconfidentiallady。Itisthecommonform。WeshallneverreachByzantium,Olaf,or,ifwedo,weshallneverleaveitmore。“
Inodded,forIknewthatthiswasso。Then,atsomewhisperedwordfromMartina,Heliodorespoke。
“Husband,“shesaid,“foreseeingthisissue,Martina,Jodd,andmostoftheNorthmenandIhavemadeaplanwhichwenowsubmittoyou,prayingthatforoursakes,ifnotforyours,youwillnotthrustitaside。Wehaveboughttwogoodships,armedthemandfurnishedthemwithallthingsneedful。Moreover,duringthepasttwomonthswehavesoldmuchofourproperty,turningitintogold。Thisisourplan——
thatwepretendtoobeytheorderoftheEmperor,butinsteadofheadingforByzantium,sailawaynorthtothelandinwhichyouwereborn,where,havingrankandpossessions,youmaystillbecomeamightychief。IfwegoatonceweshallmisstheImperialfleet,andI
thinkthatnonewillfollowus。“
NowIbowedmyheadforawhileandthought。ThenIlifteditandsaid,“Soletitbe。Nootherroadisopen。“
FormyownsakeIwouldnothavestirredaninch。IwouldhavegonetotheCourtoftheEmperoratByzantiumandtherearguedoutthethinginagambler’sspirit,preparedtowinorpreparedtolose。ThereatleastIshouldhavehadalltheimage-worshipperswhoadoredIrene,thatis,thefullhalfoftheEmpire,uponmyside,andifIperished,Ishouldperishasasaint。ButawifeandchildrenarethemostterriblegiftsofGod,ifthemostblessed,fortheyturnourheartstowater。So,forthefirsttimeinmylife,Igrewafraid,and,fortheirsakes,fled。
Asmightbeexpected,havingMartina’sbrains,Heliodore’slove,andtheNorthmen’sloyaltyatthebackofit,ourplanwentwell。AletterwassenttotheEmperorsayingthatwewouldawaitthearrivalofthefleettoobeyhiscommands,havingsomeprivatematterstoarrangebeforeweleftLesbos。Then,onacertainevening,weembarkedontwogreatships,aboutfourhundredsoulsinall。
BeforewewentIbadefarewelltoIrene。Shewasseatedoutsidethehousethathadbeengiventoher,employedinspinning,foritwasherfancytoearnthebreadsheatebythelabourofherhands。RoundherwereplayingJodd’schildrenandmyown,whom,inordertoescapesuspicion,wehadsentthithertillthetimecameforustoembark,sincethepeopleofLesbosonlyknewofourschemebyrumour。
“Whitherdoyougo,Olaf?“sheasked。
“BacktotheNorth,whenceIcame,Madam,“Ianswered,“tosavethelivesofthese,“andIwavedmyhandtowardsthechildren。“IfIbidehereallmustdie。WehavebeensentfortoByzantium,asIthink/you/werewonttosendforofficerswhohadceasedtopleaseyou。“
“Iunderstand,Olaf;moreover,IknowitisIwhohavebroughtthistroubleuponyoubecauseyousparedme,whomitwasmeantthatyoushouldkill。AlsoIknow,throughfriendsofmine,thathenceforth,forreasonsofpolicy,mylittleendoflifeissafe,andperhapswithitmysight。AllthisIowetoyou,thoughnowattimesIregretthatIaskedtheboon。FromthelotofanEmpresstothatofaspinning-
wifeisagreatchange,andonewhichIfinditheardtobear。Still,IhavemypeacetomakewithGod,andtowardsthatpeaceIstrive。Yetwillyounottakemewithyou,Olaf?IshouldliketofoundanunneryinthatcoldNorthofyours。“
“No,Augusta。Ihavedonemybestbyyou,andnowyoumustguardyourself。Wepartforever。IgohencetofinishwhereIbegan。Mybirthplacecallsme。“
“Foreverisalongword,Olaf。Areyousurethatwepartforever?
Perchanceweshallmeetagainindeathorinotherlives。Such,atleast,wasthebeliefofsomeofthewisestofmypeoplebeforewebecameChristian,andmayhaptheChristiansdonotknoweverything,sincetheworldhadlearntmuchbeforetheycame。Ihopethatitmaybeso,Olaf,forIoweyouagreatdebtandwouldrepayittoyoufullmeasure,presseddownandrunningover。Farewell。Takewithyoutheblessingofasinfulandabrokenheart,“and,rising,shekissedmeonthebrow。
HereendsthestoryofthislifeofmineasOlafRed-Sword,sinceofitIcanrecovernomore。Thedarknessdrops。OfwhatbefellmeandtheothersaftermypartingwithIreneIknownothingorverylittle。
Doubtlesswesailedawaynorth,and,Ithink,camesafelytoAar,sinceIhavefaintvisionsofIdunatheFairgrownold,butstillunwed,forthestainofSteinar’sblood,asitwere,stillmarkedherbrowinallmen’seyes;andevenofFreydisa,white-hairedandnoble-
looking。Howdidwemeetandhowdidweseparateatlast,Iwonder?
AndwhatwerethefatesofHeliodoreandofourchildren;ofMartinaandofJodd?Also,wastheprophecyofOdin,spokenthroughthelipsofFreydisainthetempleatAar,thatheandhisfellowgods,ordemons,wouldprevailagainstmyfleshandthatofthosewhoclungtome,fulfilledatlastinthefiresofmartyrdomfortheFaith,ashispromiseofmyhappinesswasfulfilled?
Icannottell。Icannottell。Darknessentombsusallandhistoryisdumb。
AtAartherearemanygraves!Standingamongthem,notsolongago,muchofthishistorycamebacktome。
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