“Iknownotwhatwillorwillnothappen,“answeredSteinar,“butuntilthenIcannotcome。Gonow,Iprayyou,ifyoumust,andbearmywordsandgreetingstothemenofAgger,whomsoonIhopetomeetmyself。“
Sotheywent,asIthought,heavilyenough。Awhileafterwardsmyfatherroseandcameintothehall,wherefrommybedIcouldseeSteinarseatedonastoolbythefirebrooding。HeaskedwherethemenofAggerwere,andSteinartoldhimwhathehaddone。
“Areyoumad,Steinar?“heasked。“thatyouhavesentthemawaywithsuchananswer?Whydidyounotconsultmefirst?“
“Becauseyouwereasleep,Foster-father,andthemessengerssaidtheymustcatchthetide。AlsoIcouldnotleaveAaruntilIhadseenOlafandIdunamarried。“
“IdunaandOlafcanmarrywithoutyourhelp。Ittakestwotomakeamarriage,notthree。IseewellthatyouoweloveandloyaltytoOlaf,whoisyourfoster-brotherandsavedyourlife,butyouowesomethingtoyourselfalso。IprayOdinthatthisfollymaynothavecostyouyourlordship。Fortuneisawenchwhowillnotbearslighting。“
“Iknowit,“answeredSteinar,andtherewassomethingstrangeinhisvoice。“Believeme,Idonotslightfortune;Ifollowherinmyownfashion。“
“Thenitisamadfashion,“grumbledmyfather,andwalkedaway。
ItcomesbacktomethatitwassomedaysafterthisthatIsawtheghostoftheWandererstandingonhisgravemound。Ithappenedthus。
OnacertainafternoonIhadbeenridingalonewithIduna,whichwasagreatjoytome,thoughIwouldsoonerhavewalked,forthenIcouldhaveheldherhand,andperhaps,ifshehadsufferedit,kissedher。I
hadrecitedtoherapoemwhichIhadmadecomparinghertothegoddessIduna,thewifeofBragi,shewhoguardedtheapplesofimmortalyouthwhereofthegodsmusteatordie,shewhosegarmentwasthespring,wovenoftheflowersthatsheputonwhensheescapedfromwinter’sgiantgrasp。Ithinkthatitwasaverygoodpoemofitsownsort,butIdunaseemedtohavesmalltasteforpoetryandtoknowlittleofthelovelygoddessandherapples,althoughshesmiledsweetlyandthankedmeformyverses。
Thenshebegantotalkofothermatters,especiallyofhow,afterwewerewed,herfatherwishedtomakewaruponanotherchieftainandtoseizehisland。Shesaidthatitwasforthisreasonthathehadbeensoanxioustoformanalliancewithmyfather,Thorvald,assuchanalliancewouldmakehimsureofvictory。Beforethattime,shetoldmethathe,Athalbrand,hadpurposedtomarryhertoanotherlordforthisveryreason,butunhappilythislordhadbeenkilledinbattle。
“Nay,happilyforus,Iduna,“Isaid。
“Perhaps,“sheansweredwithasigh。“Whoknows?Atanyrate,yourHousewillbeabletogiveusmoreshipsandmenthanhewhoisdeadcouldhavedone。“
“YetIlovepeace,notwar,“Ibrokein,“Iwhohatetheslayingofthosewhohaveneverharmedme,anddonotseektodieontheswordsofmenwhomIhavenodesiretoharm。Ofwhatgoodiswarwhenonehasenough?Iwouldbenowidow-maker,Iduna,nordoIwishthatothersshouldmakeyouawidow。“
Idunalookedatmewithhersteadyblueeyes。
“Youtalkstrangely,Olaf,“shesaid,“andwereitnotknowntobeotherwise,somemightholdthatyouareacoward。Yetitwasnocowardwholeaptaloneonboardthebattleship,orwhoslewthegreatwhitebeartosaveSteinar’slife。Idonotunderstandyou,Olaf,youwhohavedoubtsastothekillingofmen。Howdoesamangrowgreatexceptuponthebloodofothers?Itisthatwhichfatshim。Howdoesthewolflive?Howdoesthekitelive?HowdoesOdinfillValhalla?Bydeath,alwaysbydeath。“
“Icannotansweryou,“Isaid;“yetIholdthatsomewherethereisananswerwhichIdonotknow,sincewrongcanneverbetheright。“
Then,asshedidnotseemtounderstand,Ibegantotalkofotherthings,butfromthatmomentIfeltasthoughaveilswungbetweenmeandIduna。Herbeautyheldmyflesh,butsomeotherpartinmeturnedawayfromher。Weweredifferent。
WhenwereachedthehallwemetSteinar,whowaslingeringnearthedoor。HeranforwardandhelpedIdunatodismount,thensaid:
“Olaf,Iknowthatyoumustnotovertireyourselfasyet,butyourladyhastoldmethatshedesirestoseethesunsetfromOdin’sMount。
HaveIyourleavetotakeherthere?“
“IdonotyetneedOlaf’sleavetowalkabroad,thoughsomefewdayshenceitmaybedifferent,“brokeinIduna,withamerrylaugh,beforeIcouldanswer。“Come,lordSteinar,letusgoandseethissunsetwhereofyoutalksomuch。“
“Yes,go,“Isaid,“onlydonotstaytoolong,forIthinkastormcomesup。ButwhoisthathastaughtSteinartolovesunsets?“
Sotheywent,andbeforetheyhadbeengoneanhourthestormbrokeasIhadforeseen。Firstcamewind,andwithithail,andafterthatthunderandgreatdarkness,litupfromtimetotimebypulsinglightning。
“SteinarandIdunadonotreturn。Iamafraidforthem,“IsaidatlasttoFreydisa。
“Thenwhydoyounotgotoseekthem?“sheaskedwithalittlelaugh。
“IthinkIwill,“Isaid。
“Ifso,Iwillcomewithyou,Olaf,foryoustillneedanurse,though,formypart,IholdthatthelordSteinarandtheladyIdunacanguardthemselvesaswellasmostfolk。No,Iamwrong。ImeanthattheladyIdunacanguardherselfandthelordSteinar。Now,benotangry。Here’syourcloak。“
Sowestarted,forIwasurgedtothisfoolishjourneybysomeimpulsethatIcouldnotmaster。ThereweretwowaysofreachingOdin’sMount;
one,theshorter,overtherocksandthroughtheforestland。Theother,thelonger,ranacrosstheopenplain,betweenthemanyearthtombsofthedeadwhohadlivedthousandsofyearsbefore,andpastthegreatmoundinwhichitwassaidthatawarrioroflongago,whowasnamedtheWanderer,layburied。Becauseofthedarknesswechosethislatterroad,andpresentlyfoundourselvesbeneaththegreatmassoftheWanderer’sMount。Nowthedarknesswasintense,andthelightninggrewrare,forthehailandrainhadceasedandthestormwasrollingaway。
“Mycounselis,“saidFreydisa,“thatwewaithereuntilthemoonrises,whichitshoulddosoon。Whenthewindhasdrivenawaythecloudsitwillshowusourpath,butifwegooninthisdarknessweshallfallintosomepit。Itisnotcoldto-night,andyouwilltakenoharm。“
“No,indeed,“Ianswered,“fornowIamasstrongagainaseverI
was。“
Sowestayedtillthelightning,flashingforthelasttime,showedusamanandawomanstandingquiteclosetous,althoughwehadnotheardthembecauseofthewind。TheywereSteinarandIduna,talkingtogethereagerly,withtheirfacesveryneartoeachother。Atthesamemomenttheysawus。Steinarsaidnothing,forheseemedconfused,butIdunarantousandsaid:
“Thanksbetothegodswhosendyou,Olaf。ThegreatstormcaughtusatOdin’stemple,wherewewereforcedtoshelter。Then,fearingthatyouwouldgrowfrightened,westarted,andlostourway。“
“Isitso?“Ianswered。“SurelySteinarwouldhaveknownthisroadeveninthedark。Butwhatmatter,sinceIhavefoundyou?“
“Aye,heknewassoonaswesawthisgravemound。ButSteinarwastellingmethatsomeghosthauntsit,andIbeggedhimtostayawhile,sincethereisnothingIdesiresomuchastoseeaghost,whobelievelittleinsuchthings。Sohestayed,thoughhesayshefearsthedeadmorethantheliving。Freydisa,theytellmethatyouareverywise。
Cannotyoushowmethisghost?“
“Thespiritdoesnotaskmyleavetoappear,lady,“answeredFreydisainherquietvoice。“Still,attimesitdoesappear,forIhaveseenittwice。Soletusbideherealittleonthechance。“
Thenshewentforwardafewstepsandbegantomuttertoherself。
Someminuteslaterthecloudsbrokeandthegreatmoonwasseenridinglowdowninaclearsky,illuminingthegravemoundandalltheplain,savewherewestoodintheshadowofthemount。
“Doyouseeaught?“askedFreydisapresently。“Ifnot,letusbegone,forwhentheWanderercomesatallitisattherisingofthemoon。“
SteinarandIdunaanswered,“No,“butI,whodidseesomething,said:
“Lookyonderamongtheshadows。Mayhapitisawolfstirring。Nay,itisaman。Look,Iduna。“
“Ilookandfindnothing,“sheanswered。
“Lookagain,“Isaid。“Hereachesthetopofthemountandstandstherestaringtowardsthesouth。Oh!nowheturns,andthemoonlightshinesuponhisface。“
“Youdream,Olaf,“saidSteinar。“Ifyoudonotdream,tellusofthelikenessofthisspirit。“
“Itslikeness,“Ianswered,“isthatofatallandnobleman,wornasthoughwithyearsandsorrows。Hewearsstrangericharmourthatisdintedandsoiled;onhisheadisacapofmailwithtwolongear-
pieces,beneathwhichappearshisbrownhairlinedwithgrey。Heholdsared-colouredswordwhichishandledwithacrossofgold。Hepointstheswordatyou,Steinar。Itisasthoughhewereangrywithyou,orwarnedyou。“
Now,whenSteinarheardthesewordsheshookandgroaned,asI
rememberedafterwards。ButofthisItooknonoteatthetime,forjustthenIdunacriedout: