首页 >出版文学> The Wanderer’s Necklace>第23章
  “Atleast,haditnotbeenforthisIdunayouwouldneverhavegivenbattletothegreatgodoftheNorthandthusbroughthiscurseuponyou。For,Olaf,thosegodslive;theyaredevils。“
  “WhetherOdinisorisnot,Idonotfearhiscurse,Empress。“
  “Yetitwillfindyououtbeforeallisdone,orsoIthink。Lookyou,paganbloodstillrunsinme,and,ChristianthoughIam,IwouldnotdareoneofthegreatgodsofGreeceandRome。I’dleavethattothepriests。Doyoufearnothing,Olaf?“
  “Ithinknothingatall,sinceIhewedoffOdin’sheadandcameawayunscathed。“
  “Thenyouareamantomyliking,Olaf。“
  Shepaused,lookingatmeevenmorestrangelythanbefore,tillI
  turnedmyeyes,indeed,andstaredoutatthesea,wishingthatIwereinit,oranywhereawayfromthislovelyandimperiouswomanwhomI
  wassworntoobeyinallthings。
  “Olaf,“shesaidpresently,“youhaveservedmewelloflate。Isthereanyrewardthatyouwouldask,andifso,what?AnythingthatIcangiveisyours,unless,“sheaddedhastily,“thegiftwilltakeyouawayfromConstantinopleandfrom——me。“
  “Yes,Augusta,“Ianswered,stillstaringoutatthesea。“IntheprisonyonderisanoldbishopnamedBarnabasofEgypt,whowassetuponbyotherbishopsattheCouncilwhileyouwereawayandwellnighbeatentodeath。Iaskthathemaybefreedandrestoredtohisdiocesewithhonour。“
  “Barnabas,“sherepliedsharply。“Iknowtheman。HeisanIconoclast,andthereforemyenemy。OnlythismorningIsignedanorderthatheshouldbekeptinconfinementtillhedied,hereorelsewhere。Still,“
  shewenton,“thoughIwouldsoonergiveyouaprovince,haveyourgift,forIcanrefuseyounothing。Barnabasshallbefreedandrestoredtohisseewithhonour。Ihavesaid。“
  NowIbegantothankher,butshestoppedme,saying:
  “Havedone!Anothertimeyoucantalktomeofhereticswithwhomyouhavemadefriends,butI,whohearenoughofsuch,wouldhavenomoreofthemto-night。“
  SoIgrewsilentandstillstaredoutatthesea。Indeed,IwaswonderinginmymindwhetherIdaredaskleavetodepart,forIfelthereyesburningonme,andgrewmuchafraid。SuddenlyIheardasound,agentlesoundofrustlingsilk,andinanotherinstantIfeltIrene’sarmsclaspedaboutmeandIrene’sheadlaiduponmyknee。Yes,shewaskneelingbeforeme,sobbing,andherproudheadwasrestingonmyknee。Thediademsheworehadfallenfromit,andhertresses,breakingloose,flowedtotheground,andlaytheregleaminglikegoldinthemoonlight。
  Shelookedup,andherfacewasthatofaweepingsaint。
  “Dostunderstand?“shewhispered。
  Nowdespairtookme,whichIknewfullwellwouldsoonbefollowedbymadness。Thencameathought。
  “Yes,“Isaidhoarsely。“IunderstandthatyougrieveoverthatmatteroftheAugustusandthepoisonedfigs,andwouldpraymetokeepsilence。Havenofear,mylipsaresealed,butforhisIcannotanswer,thoughperhapsashehaddrunksomuch——“
  “Fool!“shewhispered。“IsitthusthatanEmpresspleadswithhercaptaintokeepsilence?“Thenshedrewherselfup,awonderfullookuponherfacethathadgrownsuddenlywhite,afireinherupturnedeyes,andforthesecondtimekissedmeuponthelips。
  Itookherinmyarmsandkissedherback。Foraninstantmymindswam。TheninmysoulIcriedforhelp,andstrengthcametome。
  Rising,Iliftedherasthoughshewereachild,andstoodheronherfeet。Isaid:
  “Hearken,Empress,beforedestructionfalls。Idounderstandnow,thoughamomentagoIdidnot,whoneverthoughtitpossiblethatthequeenoftheworldcouldlookwithfavourupononesohumble。“
  “Lovetakesnoaccountofrank,“shemurmured,“andthatkissofyoursuponmylipsismoretomethantheempireoftheworld。“
  “Yethearken,“Ianswered。“Thereisanotherwallbetweenuswhichmaynotbeclimbed。“
  “Man,whatisthiswall?Isitnamedwoman?AreyousworntothememoryofthatIduna,whoismorefairthanI?Orisit,perchance,herofthenecklace?“
  “Neither。Idunaisdeadtome;sheofthenecklaceisbutadream。Thewallisthatofyourownfaith。OnthisnightsevendaysagoIwasbaptisedaChristian。“
  “Well,whatofit?Thisdrawsusnearer。“
  “Studythesayingsofyoursacredbook,Empress,andyouwillfindthatitthrustsusapart。“
  Nowshecolouredtoherhair,andakindofmadnesstookher。
  “AmItobepreachedtobyyou?“sheasked。
  “Ipreachtomyself,Augusta,whoneeditgreatly,nottoyou,whomayhapdonotneedit。“
  “Hatingmeasyoudo,whyshouldyouneedit?Youaretheworstofhypocrites,whowouldveilyourhateunderapriest’srobe。“
  “Haveyounopity,Irene?WhendidIsaythatIhatedyou?Moreover,ifIhadhatedyou,shouldI——“andIceased。
  “Idonotknowwhatyouwouldorwouldnothavedone,“sheansweredcoldly。“IthinkthatConstantineisright,andthatyoumustbewhatiscalledasaint;and,ifso,saintsarebestinheaven,especiallywhentheyknowtoomuchonearth。Givemethatswordofyours。“
  Idrewthesword,salutedwithit,andgaveittoher。
  “Itisaheavyweapon,“shesaid。“Whencecameit?“
  “Fromthesamegraveasthenecklace,Augusta。“
  “Ah!thenecklacethatyourdream-womanwore。Well,gotoseekherinthelandofdreams,“andsheliftedthesword。
  “Yourpardon,Augusta,butyouareabouttostrikewiththebluntedge,whichmaywoundbutwillnotkill。“
  Shelaughedalittle,verynervously,and,turningtheswordroundinherhand,said:
  “Truly,youarethestrangestofmen!Ah!Ithankyou,nowIhaveitright。Doyouunderstand,Olaf,Imean,SirSaint,whatsortofastoryImusttellofyouafterIhavestruck?Doyouunderstandthatnotonlyareyouabouttodie,butthatinfamywillbepoureduponyournameandthatyourbodywillbedraggedthroughthestreetsandthrowntothedogswiththecityoffal?Answer,Isay,answer!“
  “Iunderstandthatyoumustcausethesethingstobedoneforyourownsake,Augusta,andIdonotcomplain。Liesmatternothingtome,whojourneytotheLandofTruth,wheretherearesomewhomIwouldmeetagain。Beadvisedbyme。Strikehere,wheretheneckjoinstheshoulder,holdingtheswordslantwise,forthereevenawoman’sblowwillservetoseverthegreatartery。“
  “Icannot。Killyourself,Olaf。“
  “AweekagoI’dhavefallenonthesword;butnow,bytheruleofourfaith,insuchacauseImaynot。Mybloodmustbeuponyourhands,forwhichIgrieve,knowingthatnootherroadisopentoyou。
  Augusta,ifitisworthanythingtoyou,takemyfullforgivenessforthedeed,andwithitmythanksforallthegoodnessyouhaveshowntome,butmostforyourwoman’sfavour。Inafteryears,perhaps,whendeathdrawsneartoyoualso,ifeveryourememberOlaf,yourfaithfulservant,youwillunderstandmuchitisnotfittingthatIshouldsay。
  GivemeonemomenttomakemypeacewithHeavenastocertainkisses。
  Thenstrikehardandswiftly,and,asyoustrike,screamforyourguardsandwomen。Yourwitwilldotherest。“
  Sheliftedthesword,while,afteramoment’sprayer,Ibaredmyneckofthesilkrobe。Thensheletitfallagain,gasping,andsaid:
  “Tellmefirst,forIamcurious。Areyounoman?Orhaveyouforswornwoman,asdothemonks?“
  “NotI,Augusta。HadIlived,somedayImighthavemarried,whowouldhavewishedtoleavechildrenbehindme,sinceinourlawmarriageisallowed。ForgetnotyourpromiseastotheBishopBarnabas,who,I
  fear,willweepoverthisseemingfallofmine。“
  “Soyouwouldmarry,wouldyou?“shesaid,asonewhospeakstoherself;thenthoughtawhile,andhandedmebackthesword。
  “Olaf,“shewenton,“youhavemademefeelasIneverfeltbefore——
  ashamed,utterlyashamed,andthoughIlearntohateyou,asitwellmayhapIshall,knowthatIshallalwayshonouryou。“
  Thenshesankdownuponthecouch,and,hidingherfaceinherhands,weptbitterly。
  ItwasatthismomentthatIwentveryneartolovingIrene。
  Ithinkshemusthavefeltsomethingofwhatwaspassinginmymind,forsuddenlyshelookedupandsaid:“Givemethatjewel,“andshepointedtothediademonthefloor,“andhelpmetoordermyhair;myhandsshake。“