“Atleast,haditnotbeenforthisIdunayouwouldneverhavegivenbattletothegreatgodoftheNorthandthusbroughthiscurseuponyou。For,Olaf,thosegodslive;theyaredevils。“
“WhetherOdinisorisnot,Idonotfearhiscurse,Empress。“
“Yetitwillfindyououtbeforeallisdone,orsoIthink。Lookyou,paganbloodstillrunsinme,and,ChristianthoughIam,IwouldnotdareoneofthegreatgodsofGreeceandRome。I’dleavethattothepriests。Doyoufearnothing,Olaf?“
“Ithinknothingatall,sinceIhewedoffOdin’sheadandcameawayunscathed。“
“Thenyouareamantomyliking,Olaf。“
Shepaused,lookingatmeevenmorestrangelythanbefore,tillI
turnedmyeyes,indeed,andstaredoutatthesea,wishingthatIwereinit,oranywhereawayfromthislovelyandimperiouswomanwhomI
wassworntoobeyinallthings。
“Olaf,“shesaidpresently,“youhaveservedmewelloflate。Isthereanyrewardthatyouwouldask,andifso,what?AnythingthatIcangiveisyours,unless,“sheaddedhastily,“thegiftwilltakeyouawayfromConstantinopleandfrom——me。“
“Yes,Augusta,“Ianswered,stillstaringoutatthesea。“IntheprisonyonderisanoldbishopnamedBarnabasofEgypt,whowassetuponbyotherbishopsattheCouncilwhileyouwereawayandwellnighbeatentodeath。Iaskthathemaybefreedandrestoredtohisdiocesewithhonour。“
“Barnabas,“sherepliedsharply。“Iknowtheman。HeisanIconoclast,andthereforemyenemy。OnlythismorningIsignedanorderthatheshouldbekeptinconfinementtillhedied,hereorelsewhere。Still,“
shewenton,“thoughIwouldsoonergiveyouaprovince,haveyourgift,forIcanrefuseyounothing。Barnabasshallbefreedandrestoredtohisseewithhonour。Ihavesaid。“
NowIbegantothankher,butshestoppedme,saying:
“Havedone!Anothertimeyoucantalktomeofhereticswithwhomyouhavemadefriends,butI,whohearenoughofsuch,wouldhavenomoreofthemto-night。“
SoIgrewsilentandstillstaredoutatthesea。Indeed,IwaswonderinginmymindwhetherIdaredaskleavetodepart,forIfelthereyesburningonme,andgrewmuchafraid。SuddenlyIheardasound,agentlesoundofrustlingsilk,andinanotherinstantIfeltIrene’sarmsclaspedaboutmeandIrene’sheadlaiduponmyknee。Yes,shewaskneelingbeforeme,sobbing,andherproudheadwasrestingonmyknee。Thediademsheworehadfallenfromit,andhertresses,breakingloose,flowedtotheground,andlaytheregleaminglikegoldinthemoonlight。
Shelookedup,andherfacewasthatofaweepingsaint。
“Dostunderstand?“shewhispered。
Nowdespairtookme,whichIknewfullwellwouldsoonbefollowedbymadness。Thencameathought。
“Yes,“Isaidhoarsely。“IunderstandthatyougrieveoverthatmatteroftheAugustusandthepoisonedfigs,andwouldpraymetokeepsilence。Havenofear,mylipsaresealed,butforhisIcannotanswer,thoughperhapsashehaddrunksomuch——“
“Fool!“shewhispered。“IsitthusthatanEmpresspleadswithhercaptaintokeepsilence?“Thenshedrewherselfup,awonderfullookuponherfacethathadgrownsuddenlywhite,afireinherupturnedeyes,andforthesecondtimekissedmeuponthelips。
Itookherinmyarmsandkissedherback。Foraninstantmymindswam。TheninmysoulIcriedforhelp,andstrengthcametome。
Rising,Iliftedherasthoughshewereachild,andstoodheronherfeet。Isaid:
“Hearken,Empress,beforedestructionfalls。Idounderstandnow,thoughamomentagoIdidnot,whoneverthoughtitpossiblethatthequeenoftheworldcouldlookwithfavourupononesohumble。“
“Lovetakesnoaccountofrank,“shemurmured,“andthatkissofyoursuponmylipsismoretomethantheempireoftheworld。“
“Yethearken,“Ianswered。“Thereisanotherwallbetweenuswhichmaynotbeclimbed。“
“Man,whatisthiswall?Isitnamedwoman?AreyousworntothememoryofthatIduna,whoismorefairthanI?Orisit,perchance,herofthenecklace?“
“Neither。Idunaisdeadtome;sheofthenecklaceisbutadream。Thewallisthatofyourownfaith。OnthisnightsevendaysagoIwasbaptisedaChristian。“
“Well,whatofit?Thisdrawsusnearer。“
“Studythesayingsofyoursacredbook,Empress,andyouwillfindthatitthrustsusapart。“
Nowshecolouredtoherhair,andakindofmadnesstookher。
“AmItobepreachedtobyyou?“sheasked。
“Ipreachtomyself,Augusta,whoneeditgreatly,nottoyou,whomayhapdonotneedit。“
“Hatingmeasyoudo,whyshouldyouneedit?Youaretheworstofhypocrites,whowouldveilyourhateunderapriest’srobe。“
“Haveyounopity,Irene?WhendidIsaythatIhatedyou?Moreover,ifIhadhatedyou,shouldI——“andIceased。
“Idonotknowwhatyouwouldorwouldnothavedone,“sheansweredcoldly。“IthinkthatConstantineisright,andthatyoumustbewhatiscalledasaint;and,ifso,saintsarebestinheaven,especiallywhentheyknowtoomuchonearth。Givemethatswordofyours。“
Idrewthesword,salutedwithit,andgaveittoher。
“Itisaheavyweapon,“shesaid。“Whencecameit?“
“Fromthesamegraveasthenecklace,Augusta。“
“Ah!thenecklacethatyourdream-womanwore。Well,gotoseekherinthelandofdreams,“andsheliftedthesword。
“Yourpardon,Augusta,butyouareabouttostrikewiththebluntedge,whichmaywoundbutwillnotkill。“
Shelaughedalittle,verynervously,and,turningtheswordroundinherhand,said:
“Truly,youarethestrangestofmen!Ah!Ithankyou,nowIhaveitright。Doyouunderstand,Olaf,Imean,SirSaint,whatsortofastoryImusttellofyouafterIhavestruck?Doyouunderstandthatnotonlyareyouabouttodie,butthatinfamywillbepoureduponyournameandthatyourbodywillbedraggedthroughthestreetsandthrowntothedogswiththecityoffal?Answer,Isay,answer!“
“Iunderstandthatyoumustcausethesethingstobedoneforyourownsake,Augusta,andIdonotcomplain。Liesmatternothingtome,whojourneytotheLandofTruth,wheretherearesomewhomIwouldmeetagain。Beadvisedbyme。Strikehere,wheretheneckjoinstheshoulder,holdingtheswordslantwise,forthereevenawoman’sblowwillservetoseverthegreatartery。“
“Icannot。Killyourself,Olaf。“
“AweekagoI’dhavefallenonthesword;butnow,bytheruleofourfaith,insuchacauseImaynot。Mybloodmustbeuponyourhands,forwhichIgrieve,knowingthatnootherroadisopentoyou。
Augusta,ifitisworthanythingtoyou,takemyfullforgivenessforthedeed,andwithitmythanksforallthegoodnessyouhaveshowntome,butmostforyourwoman’sfavour。Inafteryears,perhaps,whendeathdrawsneartoyoualso,ifeveryourememberOlaf,yourfaithfulservant,youwillunderstandmuchitisnotfittingthatIshouldsay。
GivemeonemomenttomakemypeacewithHeavenastocertainkisses。
Thenstrikehardandswiftly,and,asyoustrike,screamforyourguardsandwomen。Yourwitwilldotherest。“
Sheliftedthesword,while,afteramoment’sprayer,Ibaredmyneckofthesilkrobe。Thensheletitfallagain,gasping,andsaid:
“Tellmefirst,forIamcurious。Areyounoman?Orhaveyouforswornwoman,asdothemonks?“
“NotI,Augusta。HadIlived,somedayImighthavemarried,whowouldhavewishedtoleavechildrenbehindme,sinceinourlawmarriageisallowed。ForgetnotyourpromiseastotheBishopBarnabas,who,I
fear,willweepoverthisseemingfallofmine。“
“Soyouwouldmarry,wouldyou?“shesaid,asonewhospeakstoherself;thenthoughtawhile,andhandedmebackthesword。
“Olaf,“shewenton,“youhavemademefeelasIneverfeltbefore——
ashamed,utterlyashamed,andthoughIlearntohateyou,asitwellmayhapIshall,knowthatIshallalwayshonouryou。“
Thenshesankdownuponthecouch,and,hidingherfaceinherhands,weptbitterly。
ItwasatthismomentthatIwentveryneartolovingIrene。
Ithinkshemusthavefeltsomethingofwhatwaspassinginmymind,forsuddenlyshelookedupandsaid:“Givemethatjewel,“andshepointedtothediademonthefloor,“andhelpmetoordermyhair;myhandsshake。“