ThenextvisionofthisByzantinelifeofminethatrisesbeforemeisthatofagreatroundbuildingcrownedwithmencladinbishops’
robes。Atleasttheyworemitres,andeachofthemhadacrookedpastoralstaffwhichinmostcaseswascarriedbyanattendantmonk。
Somedebatewasinprogress,orratherraging。Itssubjectseemedtobeastowhetherimagesshouldorshouldnotbeworshippedinchurches。Itwasafuriousthing,thatdebate。OnepartytoitwerecalledIconoclasts,thatwasthepartywhichdidnotlikeimages,andIthinktheotherpartywerecalledOrthodox,butofthisIamnotsure。SofuriouswasitthatI,thegeneralandgovernoroftheprison,hadbeencommandedbythoseinauthoritytoattendinordertopreventviolence。ThebeginningsofwhathappenedIdonotremember。
WhatIdorememberisthattheanti-Iconoclasts,thepartytowhichtheEmpressIrenebelonged,thatwasthereforethefashionablesect,being,asitseemedtome,worstedinargument,fellbackonviolence。
Therefollowedagreattumult,inwhichthespectatorstookpart,andthestrangesightwasseenofpriestsandtheirpartisans,andevenofbishopsthemselves,fallingupontheiradversariesandbeatingthemwithwhateverweaponwastohand;yes,evenwiththeirpastoralstaves。Itwasawonderfulthingtobehold,theseministersoftheChristofpeacebelabouringeachotherwithpastoralstaves!
Thepartythatadvocatedtheworshipofimageswasthemorenumerousandhadthegreaternumberofadherents,andthereforethosewhothoughtotherwiseweredefeated。Afewofthemweredraggedoutintothestreetandkilledbythemobwhichwaitedthere,andmorewerewounded,notwithstandingallthatIandtheguardscoulddotoprotectthem。AmongtheIconoclastswasagentle-facedoldmanwithalongbeard,oneofthebishopsfromEgypt,whowasnamedBarnabas。Hehadsaidlittleinthedebate,whichlastedforseveraldays,andwhenhespokehiswordswerefullofcharityandkindness。Still,theimagefactionhatedhim,andwhenthefinaltumultbegansomeofthemsetuponhim。Indeed,onebrawny,dark-facedbishop——IthinkitwasheofAntioch——rushedatBarnabas,andbeforeIcouldthrusthimback,brokeajewelledstaffuponhishead,whileotherprieststorehisrobefromnecktoshoulderandspatinhisface。
Atlasttheriotwasquelled;thedeadwereborneaway,andorderscametomethatIwastoconveyBarnabastotheStateprisonifhestilllived,togetherwithsomeothers,ofwhomIremembernothing。SothitherItookBarnabas,andthere,withthehelpoftheprisonphysician——hetowhomIhadgiventhepoisonedfigsandthedeadmonkeytobeexamined——Inursedhimbacktolifeandhealth。
Hisillnesswaslong,foroneoftheblowswhichhehadreceivedcrippledhim,andduringitwetalkedmuchtogether。Hewasaverysweet-naturedmanandholy,anativeofBritain,whosefatherorgrandfatherhadbeenaDane,andthereforetherewasatiebetweenus。
Inhisyouthhewasasoldier。Havingbeentakenprisonerinsomewar,hecametoItaly,wherehewasordainedapriestatRome。AfterwardshewassentasamissionarytoEgypt,wherehewasappointedtheheadofamonastery,andintheendelectedtoabishopric。ButhehadneverforgottentheDanishtongue,whichhisparentstaughthimasachild,andsowewereabletotalktogetherinthatlanguage。
NowitwouldseemthatsincethatnightwhentheC鎠arNicephorusstrovetohanghimself,IhadobtainedandstudiedacopyoftheChristianScriptures——howIdonotknow——andthereforewasabletodiscussthesematterswithBarnabasthebishop。OfourargumentsI
remembernothing,savethatIpointedouttohimthatwhereasthetreeseemedtometobeverygood,itsfruitswerevilebeyondimagination,andIinstancedthehorribletumultwhenhehadbeenwoundedalmosttodeath,notbycommonmen,butbytheveryleadersoftheChristians。
Heansweredthatthesethingsmusthappen;thatChristHimselfhadsaidHecametobringnotpeacebutasword,andthatonlythroughwarandstrugglewouldthelasttruthbereached。Thespiritwasalwaysgood,headded,butthefleshwasalwaysvile。Thesedeedswerethoseoftheflesh,whichpassedaway,butthespiritremainedpureandimmortal。
TheendofitwasthatundertheteachingoftheholyBarnabas,saintandmartyrforafterwardshewasmurderedbythefollowersofthefalseprophet,Mahomet,IbecameaChristianandanewman。NowatlengthIunderstoodwhatgraceitwasthathadgivenmecouragetoofferbattletotheheathengod,Odin,andtosmitehimdown。NowI
sawalsowhereshonethelightwhichIhadbeenseekingthesemanyyears。Aye,andIclaspedthatlighttomybosomtobemylampinlifeanddeath。
Soadaycamewhenmybelovedmaster,Barnabas,whowouldallownodelayinthismatter,baptisedmeinhiscellwithwatertakenfromhisdrinkingvessel,chargingmetomakepublicprofessionbeforetheChurchwhenopportunityshouldarise。
ItwasjustatthistimethatIrenereturnedfromtheBaths,andI
senttoherawrittenreportofallthathadhappenedattheprisonsinceIhadbeenappointeditsgovernor。AlsoIprayedthatifitwereherwillImightberelievedofmyoffice,asitwasonewhichdidnotpleaseme。
Afewdayslater,whileIsatinmychamberattheprisonwritingapaperconcerningaprisonerwhohaddied,theporteratthegateannouncedthatamessengerfromtheAugustawishedtoseeme。Ibadehimshowinthemessenger,andpresentlythereenterednochamberlainoreunuch,butawomanwrappedinadarkcloak。Whenthemanhadgoneandthedoorwasshut,shethrewoffthecloakandIsawthatmyvisitorwasMartina,thefavouritewaiting-ladyoftheEmpress。Wegreetedeachotherwarmly,whowerealwaysfriends,andIaskedhertidings。
“Mytidingsare,Olaf,thatthewatershavesuitedtheAugustaverywell。Shehaslostseveralpoundsinweightandherskinisnowlikethatofayoungchild。“
“AllhealthtotheAugusta!“Isaid,laughing。“Butyouhavenotcomeheretotellmeofthestateoftheroyalskin。Whatnext,Martina?“
“This,Olaf。TheEmpresshasreadyourreportwithherowneyes,whichisararethingforhertodo。ShesaidshewishedtoseewhetherornoyoucouldwriteGreek。Sheismuchpleasedwiththereport,andtoldStauraciusinmypresencethatshehaddonewellinchoosingyouforyourofficewhileshewasabsentfromthecity,sincetherebyshehadsavedthelivesoftheC鎠arsand/Nobilissimi/,desiringasshedoesthattheseprincesshouldbekeptalive,atanyrateforthepresent。Sheaccedesalsotoyourprayer,andwillrelieveyouofyourofficeassoonasanewgovernorcanbechosen。Youaretoreturntoguardherperson,butwithyourrankofgeneralconfirmed。“
“Thatisallgoodnews,Martina;sogoodthatIwonderwhatstingishiddeninallthishoney。“
“Thatyouwillfindoutpresently,Olaf。OneIcanwarnyouof,however——thestingofjealousy。Advancementsuchasyoursdrawseyestoyou,notalloftheminlove。“
Inoddedandshewenton:
“Meantimeyourstarseemstoshineverybrightindeed。OnemightalmostsaythattheAugustaworshippedit,atleastshetalksofyoutomecontinually,andonceortwicewasinhalfamindtosendforyoutotheBaths。Indeed,haditnotbeenforreasonsofStateconnectedwithyourprisonersIthinkshewouldhavedoneso。“
“Ah!“Isaid,“nowIthinkIbegintofeelanotherstinginthehoney。“
“Anotherstinginthehoney!Nay,nay,youmeanadivineperfume,anessenceofaddedsweetness,aflavouroftheflowersonMountIda。
Why,Olaf,ifIwereyourenemy,asIdaresayIshallbesomeday,foroftenwelearntohatethosewhomwehave——ratherliked,yourheadandyourshouldersmightbidgood-byetoeachotherforsuchwordsasthose。“
“Perhaps,Martina;andiftheydidIdonotknowthatitwouldgreatlymatter——now。“
“Notgreatlymatter,whenyouaredrivingatfullgallopalongFortune’sroadtoFame’stemplewithanEmpressforyourcharioteer!
Areyoublindormad,Olaf,orboth?Andwhatdoyoumeanbyyour’now’?Olaf,somethinghashappenedtoyousincelastwemet。Haveyoufalleninlovewithsomefairprisonerinthishatefulplaceandbeenrepulsed?Suchafoolasyouaremighttakerefusalevenfromacaptiveinhisownhands。Atleastyouaredifferent。“
“Yes,Martina,somethinghashappenedtome。IhavebecomeaChristian。“
“Oh!Olaf,nowIseethatyouarenotafool,asIthought,butveryclever。Why,onlyyesterdaytheAugustasaidtome——itwasaftershehadreadthatreportofyours——thatifyouwerebutaChristianshewouldbemindedtoliftyouhighindeed。Butasyouremainedthemostobstinateofheathensshedidnotseehowitcouldbedonewithoutcausinggreattrouble。“
“NowIwishonecouldbeaChristianwithinandremainapaganwithout,“Iansweredgrimly;“thoughalas!thatmaynotbe。Martina,doyounotunderstandthatitwasfornosuchreasonsasthesethatI
kissedtheCross;thatinsodoingIsoughtnotfortune,buttobeitsservant?“
“BytheSaints!you’llbetonsurednext,andillenoughitwouldsuityou,“sheexclaimed。“Remember,ifthingsgrowtoo——difficult,youcanalwaysbetonsured,Olaf。Onlythenyouwillhavetogiveupthehopeofthatladywhowearstheotherhalfofthenecklacesomewhere。I
don’tmeanIrene’sshamhalf,buttherealone。Oh!stopblushingandstammering,Iknowthestory,andallaboutIdunatheFairalso。Anexaltedpersontolditme,andsodidyou,althoughyouwerenotawarethatyouhaddoneso,foryouarenotonewhocankeepasecrettohimself。Mayalltheguardianangelshelpthatnecklace-ladyifeversheshouldmeetanotherladywhomIwillnotname。Andnowwhydoyoutalksomuch?Areyoulearningtopreach,orwhat?Ifyoureallydomeantobecomeamonk,Olaf,thereisanotherthingyoumustgiveup,andthatiswar,exceptofthekindwhichyousawattheCounciltheotherday。Godaboveus!whatasightitwouldbetoseeyoubatteringanotherbishopwithahook-shapedstaffoveraquestionofimagesortheTwoNatures。Ishouldbesorryforthatbishop。Butyouhaven’ttoldmewhoconvertedyou。“
“BarnabasofEgypt,“Isaid。
“Oh!Ihopedthatithadbeenaladysaint;thestorywouldhavebeensomuchmoreinterestingtotheCourt。Well,ourimperialmistressdoesnotlikeBarnabas,becausehedoesnotlikeimages,andthatmaybeastingin/her/honey。Butperhapsshewillforgivehimforyoursake。You’llhavetoworshipimages。“