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第18章

  Thecouplethereforesatthemselvesdowninarm-chairsandwaited。
  “Ah,there’sMr。Hewet,“saidMrs。Thornbury。“Mr。Hewet,“
  shecontinued,“docomeandsitbyus。Iwastellingmyhusbandhowmuchyouremindedmeofadearoldfriendofmine——MaryUmpleby。
  Shewasamostdelightfulwoman,Iassureyou。Shegrewroses。
  Weusedtostaywithherintheolddays。“
  “Noyoungmanlikestohaveitsaidthatheresemblesanelderlyspinster,“saidMr。Thornbury。
  “Onthecontrary,“saidMr。Hewet,“Ialwaysthinkitacomplimenttoremindpeopleofsomeoneelse。ButMissUmpleby——whydidshegrowroses?“
  “Ah,poorthing,“saidMrs。Thornbury,“that’salongstory。
  Shehadgonethroughdreadfulsorrows。AtonetimeIthinkshewouldhavelosthersensesifithadn’tbeenforhergarden。
  Thesoilwasverymuchagainsther——ablessingindisguise;
  shehadtobeupatdawn——outinallweathers。Andthentherearecreaturesthateatroses。Butshetriumphed。Shealwaysdid。
  Shewasabravesoul。“Shesigheddeeplybutatthesametimewithresignation。
  “IdidnotrealisethatIwasmonopolisingthepaper,“saidMissAllan,cominguptothem。
  “Weweresoanxioustoreadaboutthedebate,“saidMrs。Thornbury,acceptingitonbehalfofherhusband。
  “Onedoesn’trealisehowinterestingadebatecanbeuntilonehassonsinthenavy。Myinterestsareequallybalanced,though;Ihavesonsinthearmytoo;andonesonwhomakesspeechesattheUnion——
  mybaby!“
  “Hirstwouldknowhim,Iexpect,“saidHewet。
  “Mr。Hirsthassuchaninterestingface,“saidMrs。Thornbury。
  “ButIfeeloneoughttobeveryclevertotalktohim。
  Well,William?“sheenquired,forMr。Thornburygrunted。
  “They’remakingamessofit,“saidMr。Thornbury。Hehadreachedthesecondcolumnofthereport,aspasmodiccolumn,fortheIrishmembershadbeenbrawlingthreeweeksagoatWestminsteroveraquestionofnavalefficiency。Afteradisturbedparagraphortwo,thecolumnofprintoncemoreransmoothly。
  “Youhavereadit?“Mrs。ThornburyaskedMissAllan。
  “No,IamashamedtosayIhaveonlyreadaboutthediscoveriesinCrete,“saidMissAllan。
  “Oh,butIwouldgivesomuchtorealisetheancientworld!“
  criedMrs。Thornbury。“Nowthatweoldpeoplearealone,——we’reonoursecondhoneymoon,——Iamreallygoingtoputmyselftoschoolagain。
  Afterallweare_founded_onthepast,aren’twe,Mr。Hewet?
  MysoldiersonsaysthatthereisstillagreatdealtobelearntfromHannibal。Oneoughttoknowsomuchmorethanonedoes。
  SomehowwhenIreadthepaper,Ibeginwiththedebatesfirst,and,beforeI’vedone,thedooralwaysopens——we’reaverylargepartyathome——andsooneneverdoesthinkenoughabouttheancientsandallthey’vedoneforus。But_you_beginatthebeginning,MissAllan。“
  “WhenIthinkoftheGreeksIthinkofthemasnakedblackmen,“
  saidMissAllan,“whichisquiteincorrect,I’msure。“
  “Andyou,Mr。Hirst?“saidMrs。Thornbury,perceivingthatthegauntyoungmanwasnear。“I’msureyoureadeverything。“
  “Iconfinemyselftocricketandcrime,“saidHirst。“Theworstofcomingfromtheupperclasses,“hecontinued,“isthatone’sfriendsareneverkilledinrailwayaccidents。“
  Mr。Thornburythrewdownthepaper,andemphaticallydroppedhiseyeglasses。Thesheetsfellinthemiddleofthegroup,andwereeyedbythemall。
  “It’snotgonewell?“askedhiswifesolicitously。
  Hewetpickeduponesheetandread,“AladywaswalkingyesterdayinthestreetsofWestminsterwhensheperceivedacatinthewindowofadesertedhouse。Thefamishedanimal——“
  “Ishallbeoutofitanyway,“Mr。Thornburyinterruptedpeevishly。
  “Catsareoftenforgotten,“MissAllanremarked。
  “Remember,William,thePrimeMinisterhasreservedhisanswer,“
  saidMrs。Thornbury。
  “Attheageofeighty,Mr。JoshuaHarrisofEelesPark,Brondesbury,hashadason,“saidHirst。
  “……Thefamishedanimal,whichhadbeennoticedbyworkmenforsomedays,wasrescued,but——byJove!itbittheman’shandtopieces!“
  “Wildwithhunger,Isuppose,“commentedMissAllan。
  “You’reallneglectingthechiefadvantageofbeingabroad,“
  saidMr。HughlingElliot,whohadjoinedthegroup。“YoumightreadyournewsinFrench,whichisequivalenttoreadingnonewsatall。“
  Mr。ElliothadaprofoundknowledgeofCoptic,whichheconcealedasfaraspossible,andquotedFrenchphrasessoexquisitelythatitwashardtobelievethathecouldalsospeaktheordinarytongue。
  HehadanimmenserespectfortheFrench。
  “Coming?“heaskedthetwoyoungmen。“Weoughttostartbeforeit’sreallyhot。“
  “Ibegofyounottowalkintheheat,Hugh,“hiswifepleaded,givinghimanangularparcelenclosinghalfachickenandsomeraisins。
  “Hewetwillbeourbarometer,“saidMr。Elliot。“HewillmeltbeforeIshall。“Indeed,ifsomuchasadrophadmeltedoffhisspareribs,theboneswouldhavelainbare。Theladieswereleftalonenow,surrounding_The__Times_whichlayuponthefloor。
  MissAllanlookedatherfather’swatch。
  “Tenminutestoeleven,“sheobserved。
  “Work?“askedMrs。Thornbury。
  “Work,“repliedMissAllan。
  “Whatafinecreaturesheis!“murmuredMrs。Thornbury,asthesquarefigureinitsmanlycoatwithdrew。
  “AndI’msureshehasahardlife,“sighedMrs。Elliot。
  “Oh,it_is_ahardlife,“saidMrs。Thornbury。“Unmarriedwomen——
  earningtheirlivings——it’sthehardestlifeofall。“
  “Yetsheseemsprettycheerful,“saidMrs。Elliot。
  “Itmustbeveryinteresting,“saidMrs。Thornbury。“Ienvyherherknowledge。“
  “Butthatisn’twhatwomenwant,“saidMrs。Elliot。
  “I’mafraidit’sallagreatmanycanhopetohave,“sighedMrs。Thornbury。“Ibelievethattherearemoreofusthanevernow。
  SirHarleyLethbridgewastellingmeonlytheotherdayhowdifficultitistofindboysforthenavy——partlybecauseoftheirteeth,itistrue。AndIhaveheardyoungwomentalkquiteopenlyof——“
  “Dreadful,dreadful!“exclaimedMrs。Elliot。“Thecrown,asonemaycallit,ofawoman’slife。I,whoknowwhatitistobechildless——“
  shesighedandceased。
  “Butwemustnotbehard,“saidMrs。Thornbury。“TheconditionsaresomuchchangedsinceIwasayoungwoman。“
  “Surely_maternity_doesnotchange,“saidMrs。Elliot。
  “Insomewayswecanlearnagreatdealfromtheyoung,“
  saidMrs。Thornbury。“Ilearnsomuchfrommyowndaughters。“
  “IbelievethatHughlingreallydoesn’tmind,“saidMrs。Elliot。
  “Butthenhehashiswork。“
  “Womenwithoutchildrencandosomuchforthechildrenofothers,“
  observedMrs。Thornburygently。
  “Isketchagreatdeal,“saidMrs。Elliot,“butthatisn’treallyanoccupation。It’ssodisconcertingtofindgirlsjustbeginningdoingbetterthanonedoesoneself!Andnature’sdifficult——
  verydifficult!“
  “Aretherenotinstitutions——clubs——thatyoucouldhelp?“
  askedMrs。Thornbury。
  “Theyaresoexhausting,“saidMrs。Elliot。“Ilookstrong,becauseofmycolour;butI’mnot;theyoungestofelevenneveris。“
  “Ifthemotheriscarefulbefore,“saidMrs。Thornburyjudicially,“thereisnoreasonwhythesizeofthefamilyshouldmakeanydifference。Andthereisnotraininglikethetrainingthatbrothersandsistersgiveeachother。Iamsureofthat。
  Ihaveseenitwithmyownchildren。MyeldestboyRalph,forinstance——“
  ButMrs。Elliotwasinattentivetotheelderlady’sexperience,andhereyeswanderedaboutthehall。
  “Mymotherhadtwomiscarriages,Iknow,“shesaidsuddenly。
  “Thefirstbecauseshemetoneofthosegreatdancingbears——
  theyshouldn’tbeallowed;theother——itwasahorridstory——ourcookhadachildandtherewasadinnerparty。SoIputmydyspepsiadowntothat。“
  “Andamiscarriageissomuchworsethanaconfinement,“
  Mrs。Thornburymurmuredabsentmindedly,adjustingherspectaclesandpickingup_The__Times_。Mrs。Elliotroseandflutteredaway。
  Whenshehadheardwhatoneofthemillionvoicesspeakinginthepaperhadtosay,andnoticedthatacousinofhershadmarriedaclergymanatMinehead——ignoringthedrunkenwomen,thegoldenanimalsofCrete,themovementsofbattalions,thedinners,thereforms,thefires,theindignant,thelearnedandbenevolent,Mrs。Thornburywentupstairstowritealetterforthemail。
  Thepaperlaydirectlybeneaththeclock,thetwotogetherseemingtorepresentstabilityinachangingworld。Mr。Perrottpassedthrough;
  Mr。Venningpoisedforasecondontheedgeofatable。Mrs。Paleywaswheeledpast。Susanfollowed。Mr。Venningstrolledafterher。
  Portuguesemilitaryfamilies,theirclothessuggestinglaterisinginuntidybedrooms,trailedacross,attendedbyconfidentialnursescarryingnoisychildren。Asmiddaydrewon,andthesunbeatstraightupontheroof,aneddyofgreatfliesdronedinacircle;iceddrinkswereservedunderthepalms;thelongblindswerepulleddownwithashriek,turningallthelightyellow。Theclocknowhadasilenthalltotickin,andanaudienceoffourorfivesomnolentmerchants。
  Bydegreeswhitefigureswithshadyhatscameinatthedoor,admittingawedgeofthehotsummerday,andshuttingitoutagain。
  Afterrestinginthedimnessforaminute,theywentupstairs。
  Simultaneously,theclockwheezedone,andthegongsounded,beginningsoftly,workingitselfintoafrenzy,andceasing。
  Therewasapause。Thenallthosewhohadgoneupstairscamedown;
  cripplescame,plantingbothfeetonthesamesteplesttheyshouldslip;primlittlegirlscame,holdingthenurse’sfinger;
  fatoldmencamestillbuttoningwaistcoats。Thegonghadbeensoundedinthegarden,andbydegreesrecumbentfiguresroseandstrolledintoeat,sincethetimehadcomeforthemtofeedagain。
  Therewerepoolsandbarsofshadeinthegardenevenatmidday,wheretwoorthreevisitorscouldlieworkingortalkingattheirease。
  Owingtotheheatoftheday,luncheonwasgenerallyasilentmeal,whenpeopleobservedtheirneighborsandtookstockofanynewfacestheremightbe,hazardingguessesastowhotheywereandwhattheydid。
  Mrs。Paley,althoughwelloverseventyandcrippledinthelegs,enjoyedherfoodandthepeculiaritiesofherfellow-beings。ShewasseatedatasmalltablewithSusan。
  “Ishouldn’tliketosaywhat_she_is!“shechuckled,surveyingatallwomandressedconspicuouslyinwhite,withpaintinthehollowsofhercheeks,whowasalwayslate,andalwaysattendedbyashabbyfemalefollower,atwhichremarkSusanblushed,andwonderedwhyherauntsaidsuchthings。
  Lunchwentonmethodically,untileachofthesevencourseswasleftinfragmentsandthefruitwasmerelyatoy,tobepeeledandslicedasachilddestroysadaisy,petalbypetal。Thefoodservedasanextinguisheruponanyfaintflameofthehumanspiritthatmightsurvivethemiddayheat,butSusansatinherroomafterwards,turningoverandoverthedelightfulfactthatMr。Venninghadcometoherinthegarden,andhadsattherequitehalfanhourwhileshereadaloudtoheraunt。Menandwomensoughtdifferentcornerswheretheycouldlieunobserved,andfromtwotofouritmightbesaidwithoutexaggerationthatthehotelwasinhabitedbybodieswithoutsouls。Disastrouswouldhavebeentheresultifafireoradeathhadsuddenlydemandedsomethingheroicofhumannature,buttragediescomeinthehungryhours。Towardsfouro’clockthehumanspiritagainbegantolickthebody,asaflamelicksablackpromontoryofcoal。Mrs。Paleyfeltitunseemlytoopenhertoothlessjawsowidely,thoughtherewasnoonenear,andMrs。Elliotsurveyedherfoundflushedfaceanxiouslyinthelooking-glass。
  Halfanhourlater,havingremovedthetracesofsleep,theymeteachotherinthehall,andMrs。Paleyobservedthatshewasgoingtohavehertea。
  “Youlikeyourteatoo,don’tyou?“shesaid,andinvitedMrs。Elliot,whosehusbandwasstillout,tojoinherataspecialtablewhichshehadplacedforherunderatree。