ButMrs。Taylorspokeotherwise,andatthatthegirlsaid:“I
shallstayaslongasIamneeded。Iwillnursehim。Iwanttonursehim。IwilldoeverythingforhimthatIcan!“sheexclaimed,withforce。
“Andthatwon’tbeanything,deary,“saidMrs。Taylor,harshly。
“Ayearofnursingdon’tequaladayofsweetheart。“
Thegirltookawalk,——shewasofnomoreserviceintheroomatpresent,——butsheturnedwithoutgoingfar,andMrs。Taylorspiedhercometoleanoverthepasturefenceandwatchthetwohorses——thatonetheVirginianhad“gentled“forher,andhisownMonte。Duringthissuspensecameanewcallforthedoctor,neighborsprofitingbyhisvisittoBearCreek;andinhisgoingawaytothem,evenunderpromiseofquickreturn,Mrs。Taylorsuspectedafavorablesign。Hekepthiswordaspunctuallyashadbeenpossible,arrivingaftersomesixhourswithaconfidentface,andspendingnowuponthepatientacarenotneeded,savetoreassurethebystanders。Hespokehisopinionthatallwasevenbetterthanhecouldhavehopeditwouldbe,sosoon。Herewasnowthebeginningofthefifthday;thewound’slookwaswholesome,nofurtherdeliriumhadcome,andthefeverhadabatedadegreewhilehewasabsent。Hebelievedtheseriousdanger-linelaybehind,andshortoftheunforeseentheman’sdeepuntaintedstrengthwouldreassertitscontrol。Hehadmuchbloodtomake,andmustbecaredforduringweeks——three,four,five——therewasnosayinghowlongyet。Thesenextfewdaysitmustbeutterquietforhim;hemustnottalknorhearanythinglikelytodisturbhim;andthenthetimeforcheerfulnessandgradualcompanywouldcome——soonerthanlater,thedoctorhoped。
Sohedeparted,andsentnextdaysomebottles,withfurthercautionsregardingthewoundanddirt,andtosayheshouldbecallingthedayafterto-morrow。
Uponthatoccasionhefoundtwopatients。MollyWoodlayinbedatMrs。Taylor’s,filledwithapologyandindignation。Withlittletodo,anddeprivedofthestrongstimulantofanxietyandaction,herstrengthhadquitesuddenlylefther,sothatshehadspokenonlyinasortofwhisper。Butuponwakingfromalongsleep,afterMrs。Taylorhadtakenherfirmly,almostseverely,inhand,hernaturalvoicehadreturned,andnowthechieftreatmentthedoctorgaveherwasasortofscolding,whichitpleasedFirs。Taylortohear。Thedoctorevendroppedaphraseconcerningthearroganceofstrongnervesinslenderbodies,andofundertakingseveralpeople’sworkwhenseveralpeoplewereathandtodoitforthemselves,andthispleasedMrs。Taylorremarkably。Asforthewoundedman,hewasbehavinghimselfproperly。Perhapsinanotherweekhecouldbemovedtoamorecheerfulroom。Justnow,withcleanlinessandpureair,anybarnwoulddo。
“Wearerealluckytohavesuchasensibledoctorinthecountry,“Mrs。Taylorobserved,afterthephysicianhadgone。
“Nodoubt,“saidMolly。“Hesaidmyroomwasabarn。“
“That’swhatyou’vemadeit,deary。Butsickmendon’tnoticemuch。“
Nevertheless,onemaybelieve,withoutgoingwidelyastray,thatillness,sofarfromveiling,moreoftenquickenstheperceptions——atanyratethoseofthenaturallykeen。Onalaterday——andtheintervalwasbrief——whileMollywasonherseconddrivetotaketheairwithMrs。Taylor,thatladyinformedherthatthesickmanhadnoticed。“AndIcouldnottellhimthingsliabletodisturbhim,“saidshe,“andsoI——well,IexpectI
justdidn’texactlytellhimthefacts。Isaidyes,youwerepackingupforalittlevisittoyourfolks。Theyhadnotseenyouforquiteawhile,Isaid。Andhelookedatthoseboxeskindofsilentlike。“
“There’snoneedtomovehim,“saidMolly。’“Itissimplertomovethem——theboxes。Icouldtakeoutsomeofmythings,youknow,justwhilehehastobekeptthere。Imean——yousee,ifthedoctorsaystheroomshouldbecheerful——“
“Yes,deary。“
“Iwillaskthedoctornexttime,“saidMolly。“ifhebelievesI
am——competenttospreadaruguponafloor。“Molly’sreferencestothedoctorwereusuallyacidthesedays。Andthishetotallyfailedtoobserve,tellingherwhenhecame,why,tobesure!theverything!Andifshecouldplaycardsorreadaloud,oraffordanyotherlightdistractions,providedtheydidnotleadthepatienttotalkandtirehimself,thatshewouldbemostuseful。
Accordinglyshetookoverthecribbageboard,andcamewithunexpectedhesitationfacetofaceagainwiththeswarthymanshehadsavedandtended。Hewasnotsoswarthynow,butneat,withchinclean,andhairandmustachetrimmedandsmooth,andhesatproppedamongpillowswatchingforher。
“Youarebetter,“shesaid,speakingfirst,andwithuncertainvoice。
“Yes。Theyhavegivenmeawdehsnottotalk,“saidtheSoutherner,smiling。
“Oh,yes。Pleasedonottalk——notto-day。“
“No。Onlythis“——helookedather,andsawherseemtoshrink——“thankyouforwhatyouhavedone,“hesaidsimply。
Shetooktenderlythehandhestretchedtoher;anduponthesetermstheysettoworkatcribbage。Shewon,andwonagain,andthethirdtimelaiddownhercardsandreproachedhimwithplayinginordertolose。
“No,“hesaid,andhiseyewanderedtotheboxes。“Butmythoughtsgetawayfromme。I’llbestrongenoughtoholdthemonthecyardsnexttime,Ireckon。“
Manytonesinhisvoiceshehadheard,butneverthetoneofsadnessuntilto-day。
Thentheyplayedalittlemore,andsheputawaytheboardforthisfirsttime。
“Youaregoingnow?“heasked。
“WhenIhavemadethisroomlookalittlelessforlorn。Theyhaven’twantedtomeddlewithmythings,Isuppose。“AndMollystoopedonceagainamongthechattelsdestinedforVermont。Outtheycame;againthebearskinwasspreadonthefloor,variouspossessionsandornamentswentbackintotheirancientniches,theshelvesgrewcomfortablewithbooks,and,last,someflowerswerestoodonthetable。
“Morelikeoldtimes,“saidtheVirginian,butsadly。
“It’stoobad,“saidMolly,“youhadtobebroughtintosuchalookingplace。“
“Andyourfolkswaitingforyou,“saidhe。
“Oh,I’llpaymyvisitlater,“saidMolly,puttingtherugatriflestraighter。
“MayIaskonething?“pleadedtheVirginian,andatthegentlenessofhisvoiceherfacegrewrosy,andshefixedhereyesonhimwithasortofdread。
“AnythingthatIcananswer,“saidshe。
“Oh,yes。DidItellyu’toquitme,anddidyu’loadupmygunandstay?Wasthatarealbusiness?Ihavebeenmixedupmyhaid。“
“Thatwasreal,“saidMolly。“Whatelsewastheretodo?“
“Justnothing——forsuchasyou!“heexclaimed。“Myhaidhasbeenmightycrazy;andthatlittlegrandmotherofyoursyondeh,she——butIcan’tjustquitecatcha-holdofthesethings“——hepassedahandoverhisforehead——“somany——orelseonerightalong——well,it’sallfoolishness!“heconcluded,withsomethingalmostsavageinhistone。Andaftershehadgonefromthecabinhelayverystill,lookingattheminiatureonthewall。
Hewasinanothersortofmoodthenexttime,cribbagenotinterestinghimintheleast。“Yourfolkswillbewonderingaboutyou,“saidhe。
“Idon’tthinktheywillmindwhichmonthIgotothem,“saidMolly。“Especiallywhentheyknowthereason。“
“Don’tletmekeepyou,ma’am,“saidhe。Mollystaredathim;buthepursued,withthesameedgelurkinginhisslowwords:“ThoughI’llneverforget。HowcouldIforgetanyofallyouhavedone——andbeen?Iftherehadbeennoneofthis,why,Ihadenoughtoremember!Butpleasedon’tstay,ma’am。We’llsayIhadaclaimwhenyu’foundmeprettywelldead,butI’mgettin’well,yu’see——rightsmart,too!“
“Ican’tunderstand,indeedIcan’t,“saidMolly,“whyyou’retalkingso!“
Heseemedtohavecertainmoodswhenhewouldaddressheras“ma’am,“andthisshedidnotlike,butcouldnotprevent。
“Oh,asickmanisfunny。Andyu’knowI’mgratefultoyou。“
“Pleasesaynomoreaboutthat,orIshallgothisafternoon。I
don’twanttogo。Iamnotready。IthinkIhadbetterreadsomethingnow。“
“Why,yes。That’scert’nlyagoodnotion。Why,thisisthebestshowyou’llevergettogivemeeducation。Won’tyu’pleasetrythatEMMAbooknow,ma’am?Listeningtoyouwillbedifferent。“
Thiswassaidwithsoftnessandhumility。
Uncertain——ashisgravityoftenlefther——preciselywhathemeantbywhathesaid,MollyproceededwithEMMA,slacklyatfirst,butsoonwiththeenthusiasmthatMissAusteninvariablygaveher。
Sheheldthevolumeandreadawayatit,commentingbriefly,andthen,finishingachapterofthesprightlyclassic,foundherpupilslumberingpeacefully。Therewasnouncertaintyaboutthat。
“Youcouldn’tbedoingahealthierthingforhim,deary,“saidMrs。Taylor。“Ifitgetstomakehimwakeful,trysomethingharder。“Thiswasthelady’sscarcelysympatheticview。
ButitturnedouttobenotobscurityinwhichMissAustensinned。
WhenMollynextappearedattheVirginian’sthreshold,hesaidplaintively,“IreckonIamadunce。“Andhesuedforpardon。
“WhenIwakedup,“hesaid,“Iwasashamedofmyselfforaplumbhalf-hour。“Norcouldshedoubtthisdaythathemeantwhathesaid。Hismoodwasagainsereneandgentle,andwithoutreferringtohissingularwordsthathaddistressedher,hemadeherfeelhiscontrition,eveninhissilence。
“Iamrightgladyouhavecome,“hesaid。Andashesawhergoingtothebookshelf,hecontinued,withdiffidence:“AsregyardsthatEMMAbook,yu’see——yu’see,thedoin’sandsayin’soffolkslikethemareaboveme。ButIthink“hespokemostdiffidently,“ifyu’couldreadmesomethingthatwasABOUTsomething,I——I’dbeliabletokeepawake。“Andhesmiledwithacertainshyness。
“SomethingABOUTsomething?“queriedMolly,ataloss。
“Why,yes。Shakespeare。HENRYTHEFOURTH。TheBritishkingisfighting,andthereishissontheprince。Hecert’nlymusthavebeenajim-dandyboyifthatisalltrue。Onlyhewouldgoaroundtownwithamightytriflin’gang。Theysportedandtheyheldupcitizens。Andhisfatherhatedhistravellingwithtrashlikethem。Itwasrightnatural——theboyandtheoldman!Buttheboyshowedhimselfamantoo。Hekilledabigfighterontheothersidewhowasanotherjim-dandy——andhewassorryforhavingittodo。“TheVirginianwarmedtohisrecital。“Iunderstandmostallofthat。Therewasafatmankepteverybodylaughing。Hewasawfulnaturaltoo;exceptyu’don’tcommonlymeet’emsofat。Buttheprince——thatplayisbed-rock,ma’am!Haveyougotsomethinglikethat?“
“Yes,Ithinkso,“shereplied。“IbelieveIseewhatyouwouldappreciate。“
ShetookherBrowning,heridol,herimaginedaffinity。ForthepaledecadenceofNewEnglandhadsomewhatwateredhergoodoldRevolutionarybloodtoo,andshewasinclinedtothinkunderglassandtoliveunderdone——whentherewerenoIndianstoshoot!
Shewouldhavejoyedtoventure“Paracelsus“onhim,andsomelengthyrhymeddiscourses;andshefondlyturnedleavesandleavesofherpetdoggerelanalytics。“PippaPasses“andothersshehadtoskip,fromdiscreetmotives——pageswhichhewouldhavedoubtlessstayedawakeat;butshechoseapoematlength。ThiswasbetterthanEmma,hepronounced。Andshort。Thehorsewasagoodhorse。Hethoughtamanwhosehorsemustnotplayoutonhimwouldwatchthegroundhewasgallopingoverforholes,andnotbelikelytoseewhatcolortherimsofhisanimal’seye-socketswere。Youcouldnotseethemifyousatasyououghttoforsuchahardride。Ofthenextpiecethatshereadhimhethoughtstillbetter。“Anditisshort,“saidhe。“Butthelastpartdrops。“
Mollyinstantlyexactedparticulars。
“Thesoldiershouldnothavetoldthegeneralhewaskilled,“
statedthecow-puncher。
“Whatshouldhehavetoldhim,I’dliketoknow?“saidMolly。
“Why,justnothing。Ifthesoldiercouldrideoutofthebattleallshotup,andtellhisgeneralabouttheirtakin’thetown——thatwasbeinggritty,yu’see。Butthattruckatthefinish——willyu’pleasesayitagain?“
SoMollyread:——
“’You’rewounded!’Nay,’thesoldier’sprideTouchedtothequick,hesaid,’I’mkilled,sire!’And,hischiefbeside,Smilingtheboyfelldead。“
“’Nay,I’mkilled,sire,’“drawledtheVirginian,amiably;forsymptomofconvalescencehisfreakishironywasrevivedinhim。
“Nowamanwhowasmanenoughtoactlikehedid,yu’see,wouldfalldeadwithoutmentioningit。“
NoneofMolly’ssweetgirlfriendshadeverthuschallengedMr。
Browning。Theyhadbeenwonttoclusteroverhimwithajoyousawethatdeepenedproportionallywiththeirmisunderstanding。
Mollypausedtoconsiderthisnoveltyofviewaboutthesoldier。
“HewasaFrenchman,youknow,“shesaid,underinspiration。
“AFrenchman,“murmuredthegravecowpuncher。“IneverknowedaFrenchman,butIreckontheymightperformthatclassoffoolishness。“
“Butwhywasitfoolish?“shecried。
“Hissoldier’spride——don’tyousee?“
“No。“
Mollynowburstintoaluxuryofdiscussion。Sheleanedtowardhercow-puncherwithbrighteyessearchinghis;withelbowonkneeandhandproppingchin,herlapbecameaslant,andfromitBrowningthepoetslidandtoppled,andlayunrescued。Fortheslowcow-puncherunfoldedhisnotionsofmasculinecourageandmodestythoughhedidnotdealinsuchhigh-soundingnames,andMollyforgoteverythingtolistentohim,asheforgothimselfandhisinveterateshynessandgrewtalkativetoher。“Iwouldneverhavesupposedthat!“shewouldexclaimassheheardhim;
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