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第39章

  ButMrs。Taylorspokeotherwise,andatthatthegirlsaid:“I
  shallstayaslongasIamneeded。Iwillnursehim。Iwanttonursehim。IwilldoeverythingforhimthatIcan!“sheexclaimed,withforce。
  “Andthatwon’tbeanything,deary,“saidMrs。Taylor,harshly。
  “Ayearofnursingdon’tequaladayofsweetheart。“
  Thegirltookawalk,——shewasofnomoreserviceintheroomatpresent,——butsheturnedwithoutgoingfar,andMrs。Taylorspiedhercometoleanoverthepasturefenceandwatchthetwohorses——thatonetheVirginianhad“gentled“forher,andhisownMonte。Duringthissuspensecameanewcallforthedoctor,neighborsprofitingbyhisvisittoBearCreek;andinhisgoingawaytothem,evenunderpromiseofquickreturn,Mrs。Taylorsuspectedafavorablesign。Hekepthiswordaspunctuallyashadbeenpossible,arrivingaftersomesixhourswithaconfidentface,andspendingnowuponthepatientacarenotneeded,savetoreassurethebystanders。Hespokehisopinionthatallwasevenbetterthanhecouldhavehopeditwouldbe,sosoon。Herewasnowthebeginningofthefifthday;thewound’slookwaswholesome,nofurtherdeliriumhadcome,andthefeverhadabatedadegreewhilehewasabsent。Hebelievedtheseriousdanger-linelaybehind,andshortoftheunforeseentheman’sdeepuntaintedstrengthwouldreassertitscontrol。Hehadmuchbloodtomake,andmustbecaredforduringweeks——three,four,five——therewasnosayinghowlongyet。Thesenextfewdaysitmustbeutterquietforhim;hemustnottalknorhearanythinglikelytodisturbhim;andthenthetimeforcheerfulnessandgradualcompanywouldcome——soonerthanlater,thedoctorhoped。
  Sohedeparted,andsentnextdaysomebottles,withfurthercautionsregardingthewoundanddirt,andtosayheshouldbecallingthedayafterto-morrow。
  Uponthatoccasionhefoundtwopatients。MollyWoodlayinbedatMrs。Taylor’s,filledwithapologyandindignation。Withlittletodo,anddeprivedofthestrongstimulantofanxietyandaction,herstrengthhadquitesuddenlylefther,sothatshehadspokenonlyinasortofwhisper。Butuponwakingfromalongsleep,afterMrs。Taylorhadtakenherfirmly,almostseverely,inhand,hernaturalvoicehadreturned,andnowthechieftreatmentthedoctorgaveherwasasortofscolding,whichitpleasedFirs。Taylortohear。Thedoctorevendroppedaphraseconcerningthearroganceofstrongnervesinslenderbodies,andofundertakingseveralpeople’sworkwhenseveralpeoplewereathandtodoitforthemselves,andthispleasedMrs。Taylorremarkably。Asforthewoundedman,hewasbehavinghimselfproperly。Perhapsinanotherweekhecouldbemovedtoamorecheerfulroom。Justnow,withcleanlinessandpureair,anybarnwoulddo。
  “Wearerealluckytohavesuchasensibledoctorinthecountry,“Mrs。Taylorobserved,afterthephysicianhadgone。
  “Nodoubt,“saidMolly。“Hesaidmyroomwasabarn。“
  “That’swhatyou’vemadeit,deary。Butsickmendon’tnoticemuch。“
  Nevertheless,onemaybelieve,withoutgoingwidelyastray,thatillness,sofarfromveiling,moreoftenquickenstheperceptions——atanyratethoseofthenaturallykeen。Onalaterday——andtheintervalwasbrief——whileMollywasonherseconddrivetotaketheairwithMrs。Taylor,thatladyinformedherthatthesickmanhadnoticed。“AndIcouldnottellhimthingsliabletodisturbhim,“saidshe,“andsoI——well,IexpectI
  justdidn’texactlytellhimthefacts。Isaidyes,youwerepackingupforalittlevisittoyourfolks。Theyhadnotseenyouforquiteawhile,Isaid。Andhelookedatthoseboxeskindofsilentlike。“
  “There’snoneedtomovehim,“saidMolly。’“Itissimplertomovethem——theboxes。Icouldtakeoutsomeofmythings,youknow,justwhilehehastobekeptthere。Imean——yousee,ifthedoctorsaystheroomshouldbecheerful——“
  “Yes,deary。“
  “Iwillaskthedoctornexttime,“saidMolly。“ifhebelievesI
  am——competenttospreadaruguponafloor。“Molly’sreferencestothedoctorwereusuallyacidthesedays。Andthishetotallyfailedtoobserve,tellingherwhenhecame,why,tobesure!theverything!Andifshecouldplaycardsorreadaloud,oraffordanyotherlightdistractions,providedtheydidnotleadthepatienttotalkandtirehimself,thatshewouldbemostuseful。
  Accordinglyshetookoverthecribbageboard,andcamewithunexpectedhesitationfacetofaceagainwiththeswarthymanshehadsavedandtended。Hewasnotsoswarthynow,butneat,withchinclean,andhairandmustachetrimmedandsmooth,andhesatproppedamongpillowswatchingforher。
  “Youarebetter,“shesaid,speakingfirst,andwithuncertainvoice。
  “Yes。Theyhavegivenmeawdehsnottotalk,“saidtheSoutherner,smiling。
  “Oh,yes。Pleasedonottalk——notto-day。“
  “No。Onlythis“——helookedather,andsawherseemtoshrink——“thankyouforwhatyouhavedone,“hesaidsimply。
  Shetooktenderlythehandhestretchedtoher;anduponthesetermstheysettoworkatcribbage。Shewon,andwonagain,andthethirdtimelaiddownhercardsandreproachedhimwithplayinginordertolose。
  “No,“hesaid,andhiseyewanderedtotheboxes。“Butmythoughtsgetawayfromme。I’llbestrongenoughtoholdthemonthecyardsnexttime,Ireckon。“
  Manytonesinhisvoiceshehadheard,butneverthetoneofsadnessuntilto-day。
  Thentheyplayedalittlemore,andsheputawaytheboardforthisfirsttime。
  “Youaregoingnow?“heasked。
  “WhenIhavemadethisroomlookalittlelessforlorn。Theyhaven’twantedtomeddlewithmythings,Isuppose。“AndMollystoopedonceagainamongthechattelsdestinedforVermont。Outtheycame;againthebearskinwasspreadonthefloor,variouspossessionsandornamentswentbackintotheirancientniches,theshelvesgrewcomfortablewithbooks,and,last,someflowerswerestoodonthetable。
  “Morelikeoldtimes,“saidtheVirginian,butsadly。
  “It’stoobad,“saidMolly,“youhadtobebroughtintosuchalookingplace。“
  “Andyourfolkswaitingforyou,“saidhe。
  “Oh,I’llpaymyvisitlater,“saidMolly,puttingtherugatriflestraighter。
  “MayIaskonething?“pleadedtheVirginian,andatthegentlenessofhisvoiceherfacegrewrosy,andshefixedhereyesonhimwithasortofdread。
  “AnythingthatIcananswer,“saidshe。
  “Oh,yes。DidItellyu’toquitme,anddidyu’loadupmygunandstay?Wasthatarealbusiness?Ihavebeenmixedupmyhaid。“
  “Thatwasreal,“saidMolly。“Whatelsewastheretodo?“
  “Justnothing——forsuchasyou!“heexclaimed。“Myhaidhasbeenmightycrazy;andthatlittlegrandmotherofyoursyondeh,she——butIcan’tjustquitecatcha-holdofthesethings“——hepassedahandoverhisforehead——“somany——orelseonerightalong——well,it’sallfoolishness!“heconcluded,withsomethingalmostsavageinhistone。Andaftershehadgonefromthecabinhelayverystill,lookingattheminiatureonthewall。
  Hewasinanothersortofmoodthenexttime,cribbagenotinterestinghimintheleast。“Yourfolkswillbewonderingaboutyou,“saidhe。
  “Idon’tthinktheywillmindwhichmonthIgotothem,“saidMolly。“Especiallywhentheyknowthereason。“
  “Don’tletmekeepyou,ma’am,“saidhe。Mollystaredathim;buthepursued,withthesameedgelurkinginhisslowwords:“ThoughI’llneverforget。HowcouldIforgetanyofallyouhavedone——andbeen?Iftherehadbeennoneofthis,why,Ihadenoughtoremember!Butpleasedon’tstay,ma’am。We’llsayIhadaclaimwhenyu’foundmeprettywelldead,butI’mgettin’well,yu’see——rightsmart,too!“
  “Ican’tunderstand,indeedIcan’t,“saidMolly,“whyyou’retalkingso!“
  Heseemedtohavecertainmoodswhenhewouldaddressheras“ma’am,“andthisshedidnotlike,butcouldnotprevent。
  “Oh,asickmanisfunny。Andyu’knowI’mgratefultoyou。“
  “Pleasesaynomoreaboutthat,orIshallgothisafternoon。I
  don’twanttogo。Iamnotready。IthinkIhadbetterreadsomethingnow。“
  “Why,yes。That’scert’nlyagoodnotion。Why,thisisthebestshowyou’llevergettogivemeeducation。Won’tyu’pleasetrythatEMMAbooknow,ma’am?Listeningtoyouwillbedifferent。“
  Thiswassaidwithsoftnessandhumility。
  Uncertain——ashisgravityoftenlefther——preciselywhathemeantbywhathesaid,MollyproceededwithEMMA,slacklyatfirst,butsoonwiththeenthusiasmthatMissAusteninvariablygaveher。
  Sheheldthevolumeandreadawayatit,commentingbriefly,andthen,finishingachapterofthesprightlyclassic,foundherpupilslumberingpeacefully。Therewasnouncertaintyaboutthat。
  “Youcouldn’tbedoingahealthierthingforhim,deary,“saidMrs。Taylor。“Ifitgetstomakehimwakeful,trysomethingharder。“Thiswasthelady’sscarcelysympatheticview。
  ButitturnedouttobenotobscurityinwhichMissAustensinned。
  WhenMollynextappearedattheVirginian’sthreshold,hesaidplaintively,“IreckonIamadunce。“Andhesuedforpardon。
  “WhenIwakedup,“hesaid,“Iwasashamedofmyselfforaplumbhalf-hour。“Norcouldshedoubtthisdaythathemeantwhathesaid。Hismoodwasagainsereneandgentle,andwithoutreferringtohissingularwordsthathaddistressedher,hemadeherfeelhiscontrition,eveninhissilence。
  “Iamrightgladyouhavecome,“hesaid。Andashesawhergoingtothebookshelf,hecontinued,withdiffidence:“AsregyardsthatEMMAbook,yu’see——yu’see,thedoin’sandsayin’soffolkslikethemareaboveme。ButIthink“hespokemostdiffidently,“ifyu’couldreadmesomethingthatwasABOUTsomething,I——I’dbeliabletokeepawake。“Andhesmiledwithacertainshyness。
  “SomethingABOUTsomething?“queriedMolly,ataloss。
  “Why,yes。Shakespeare。HENRYTHEFOURTH。TheBritishkingisfighting,andthereishissontheprince。Hecert’nlymusthavebeenajim-dandyboyifthatisalltrue。Onlyhewouldgoaroundtownwithamightytriflin’gang。Theysportedandtheyheldupcitizens。Andhisfatherhatedhistravellingwithtrashlikethem。Itwasrightnatural——theboyandtheoldman!Buttheboyshowedhimselfamantoo。Hekilledabigfighterontheothersidewhowasanotherjim-dandy——andhewassorryforhavingittodo。“TheVirginianwarmedtohisrecital。“Iunderstandmostallofthat。Therewasafatmankepteverybodylaughing。Hewasawfulnaturaltoo;exceptyu’don’tcommonlymeet’emsofat。Buttheprince——thatplayisbed-rock,ma’am!Haveyougotsomethinglikethat?“
  “Yes,Ithinkso,“shereplied。“IbelieveIseewhatyouwouldappreciate。“
  ShetookherBrowning,heridol,herimaginedaffinity。ForthepaledecadenceofNewEnglandhadsomewhatwateredhergoodoldRevolutionarybloodtoo,andshewasinclinedtothinkunderglassandtoliveunderdone——whentherewerenoIndianstoshoot!
  Shewouldhavejoyedtoventure“Paracelsus“onhim,andsomelengthyrhymeddiscourses;andshefondlyturnedleavesandleavesofherpetdoggerelanalytics。“PippaPasses“andothersshehadtoskip,fromdiscreetmotives——pageswhichhewouldhavedoubtlessstayedawakeat;butshechoseapoematlength。ThiswasbetterthanEmma,hepronounced。Andshort。Thehorsewasagoodhorse。Hethoughtamanwhosehorsemustnotplayoutonhimwouldwatchthegroundhewasgallopingoverforholes,andnotbelikelytoseewhatcolortherimsofhisanimal’seye-socketswere。Youcouldnotseethemifyousatasyououghttoforsuchahardride。Ofthenextpiecethatshereadhimhethoughtstillbetter。“Anditisshort,“saidhe。“Butthelastpartdrops。“
  Mollyinstantlyexactedparticulars。
  “Thesoldiershouldnothavetoldthegeneralhewaskilled,“
  statedthecow-puncher。
  “Whatshouldhehavetoldhim,I’dliketoknow?“saidMolly。
  “Why,justnothing。Ifthesoldiercouldrideoutofthebattleallshotup,andtellhisgeneralabouttheirtakin’thetown——thatwasbeinggritty,yu’see。Butthattruckatthefinish——willyu’pleasesayitagain?“
  SoMollyread:——
  “’You’rewounded!’Nay,’thesoldier’sprideTouchedtothequick,hesaid,’I’mkilled,sire!’And,hischiefbeside,Smilingtheboyfelldead。“
  “’Nay,I’mkilled,sire,’“drawledtheVirginian,amiably;forsymptomofconvalescencehisfreakishironywasrevivedinhim。
  “Nowamanwhowasmanenoughtoactlikehedid,yu’see,wouldfalldeadwithoutmentioningit。“
  NoneofMolly’ssweetgirlfriendshadeverthuschallengedMr。
  Browning。Theyhadbeenwonttoclusteroverhimwithajoyousawethatdeepenedproportionallywiththeirmisunderstanding。
  Mollypausedtoconsiderthisnoveltyofviewaboutthesoldier。
  “HewasaFrenchman,youknow,“shesaid,underinspiration。
  “AFrenchman,“murmuredthegravecowpuncher。“IneverknowedaFrenchman,butIreckontheymightperformthatclassoffoolishness。“
  “Butwhywasitfoolish?“shecried。
  “Hissoldier’spride——don’tyousee?“
  “No。“
  Mollynowburstintoaluxuryofdiscussion。Sheleanedtowardhercow-puncherwithbrighteyessearchinghis;withelbowonkneeandhandproppingchin,herlapbecameaslant,andfromitBrowningthepoetslidandtoppled,andlayunrescued。Fortheslowcow-puncherunfoldedhisnotionsofmasculinecourageandmodestythoughhedidnotdealinsuchhigh-soundingnames,andMollyforgoteverythingtolistentohim,asheforgothimselfandhisinveterateshynessandgrewtalkativetoher。“Iwouldneverhavesupposedthat!“shewouldexclaimassheheardhim;