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第56章

  shallprayforyou。“
  Theeyesofthemother,openedbysofirmahand,tookinwithoneretrospectiveglancethewholecourseofherlife。Illuminedbythisflashoflight,shesawherinvoluntarywrong-doingandburstintotears。Theoldpriestwassodeeplymovedattherepentanceofabeingwhohadsinnedsolelythroughignorance,thathelefttheroomhastilylestsheshouldseehispity。
  Josephreturnedtohismother’sroomabouttwohoursafterherconfessorhadlefther。Hehadbeentoafriendtoborrowthenecessarymoneytopayhismostpressingdebts,andhecameinontiptoe,thinkingthathismotherwasasleep。Hesatdowninanarmchairwithoutherseeinghim;buthesprangupwithacoldchillrunningthroughhimasheheardhersay,inavoicebrokenwithsobs,——
  “Willheforgiveme?“
  “Whatisit,mother?“heexclaimed,shockedatthestrickenfaceofthepoorwoman,andthinkingthewordsmustmeanthedeliriumthatprecedesdeath。
  “Ah,Joseph!canyoupardonme,mychild?“shecried。
  “Forwhat?“hesaid。
  “Ihaveneverlovedyouasyoudeservedtobeloved。“
  “Oh,whatanaccusation!“hecried。“Notlovedme?Forsevenyearshavewenotlivedalonetogether?Allthesesevenyearshaveyounottakencareofmeanddoneeverythingforme?DoInotseeyoueveryday,——hearyourvoice?Areyounotthegentleandindulgentcompanionofmymiserablelife?Youdon’tunderstandpainting?——Ah!butthat’sagiftnotalwaysgiven。IwassayingtoGrassouonlyyesterday:’WhatcomfortsmeinthemidstofmytrialsisthatIhavesuchagoodmother。Sheisallthatanartist’swifeshouldbe;sheseestoeverything;shetakescareofmymaterialwantswithoutevertroublingorworryingme。’“
  “No,Joseph,no;youhavelovedme,butIhavenotreturnedyouloveforlove。Ah!wouldthatIcouldlivealittlelonger——Givemeyourhand。“
  Agathetookherson’shand,kissedit,helditonherheart,andlookedinhisfacealongtime,——lettinghimseetheazureofhereyesresplendentwithatendernessshehadhithertobestowedonPhilippeonly。Thepainter,wellfittedtojudgeofexpression,wassostruckbythechange,andsawsoplainlyhowtheheartofhismotherhadopenedtohim,thathetookherinhisarms,andheldherforsomemomentstohisheart,cryingoutlikeonebesidehimself,——“Mymother!
  oh,mymother!“
  “Ah!IfeelthatIamforgiven!“shesaid。“Godwillconfirmthechild’spardonofitsmother。“
  “Youmustbecalm:don’ttormentyourself;hearme。Ifeelmyselflovedenoughinthisonemomentforallthepast,“hesaid,ashelaidherbackuponthepillows。
  Duringthetwoweeks’strugglebetweenlifeanddeath,thereglowedsuchloveineverylookandgestureandimpulseofthesoulofthepiouscreature,thateacheffusionofherfeelingsseemedliketheexpressionofalifetime。Themotherthoughtonlyofherson;sheherselfcountedfornothing;sustainedbylove,shewasunawareofhersufferings。D’Arthez,MichelChrestien,FulgenceRidal,PierreGrassou,andBianchonoftenkeptJosephcompany,andsheheardthemtalkingartinalowvoiceinacornerofherroom。
  “Oh,howIwishIknewwhatcoloris!“sheexclaimedoneeveningassheheardthemdiscussingoneofJoseph’spictures。
  Joseph,onhisside,wassublimelydevotedtohismother。Heneverleftherchamber;answeredtendernessbytenderness,cherishingheruponhisheart。Thespectaclewasneverafterwardsforgottenbyhisfriends;andtheythemselves,abandofbrothersintalentandnobilityofnature,weretoJosephandhismotherallthattheyshouldhavebeen,——friendswhoprayed,andtrulywept;notsayingprayersandsheddingtears,butonewiththeirfriendinthoughtandaction。
  Joseph,inspiredasmuchbyfeelingasbygenius,divinedintheoccasionalexpressionofhismother’sfaceadesirethatwasdeephiddeninherheart,andhesaidonedaytod’Arthez,——
  “ShehaslovedthatbrigandPhilippetoowellnottowanttoseehimbeforeshedies。“
  JosephbeggedBixiou,whofrequentedtheBohemianregionswherePhilippewasstilloccasionallytobefound,topersuadethatshamelesssontoplay,ifonlyoutofpity,alittlecomedyoftendernesswhichmightwrapthemother’sheartinawinding-sheetofillusivehappiness。Bixiou,inhiscapacityasanobservingandmisanthropicalscoffer,desirednothingbetterthantoundertakesuchamission。WhenhehadmadeknownMadameBridau’sconditiontotheComtedeBrambourg,whoreceivedhiminabedroomhungwithyellowdamask,thecolonellaughed。
  “Whatthedevildoyouwantmetodothere?“hecried。“Theonlyservicethepoorwomancanrendermeistodieassoonasshecan;shewouldberatherasorryfigureatmymarriagewithMademoiselledeSoulanges。Thelessmyfamilyisseen,thebettermyposition。YoucaneasilyunderstandthatIshouldliketoburythenameofBridauunderallthemonumentsinPere-Lachaise。Mybrotherirritatesmebybringingthenameintopublicity。YouaretooknowingnottoseethesituationasIdo。Lookatitasifitwereyourown:ifyouwereadeputy,withatonguelikeyours,youwouldbeasmuchfearedasChauvelin;youwouldbemadeComteBixiou,anddirectoroftheBeaux-
  Arts。Oncethere,howshouldyoulikeitifyourgrandmotherDescoingsweretoturnup?Wouldyouwantthatworthywoman,wholookedlikeaMadameSaint-Leon,tobehangingontoyou?WouldyougiveheranarmintheTuileries,andpresenthertothenoblefamilyyouweretryingtoenter?Damnit,you’dwishhersixfeetunderground,inaleadennight-gown。Come,breakfastwithme,andletustalkofsomethingelse。Iamaparvenu,mydearfellow,andIknowit。Idon’tchoosethatmyswaddling-clothesshallbeseen。MysonwillbemorefortunatethanI;hewillbeagreatlord。Thescampwillwishmedead;Iexpectit,——orhewon’tbemyson。“
  Herangthebell,andorderedtheservanttoservebreakfast。
  “Thefashionableworldwouldn’tseeyouinyourmother’sbedroom,“
  saidBixiou。“Whatwoulditcostyoutoseemtolovethatpoorwomanforafewhours?“
  “Whew!“criedPhilippe,winking。“Soyoucomefromthem,doyou?I’manoldcamel,whoknowsallaboutgenuflections。MymothermakestheexcuseofherlastillnesstogetsomethingoutofmeforJoseph。No,thankyou!“
  WhenBixiourelatedthisscenetoJoseph,thepoorpainterwaschilledtotheverysoul。
  “DoesPhilippeknowIamill?“askedAgatheinapiteoustone,thedayafterBixiouhadrenderedanaccountofhisfruitlesserrand。
  Josephlefttheroom,suffocatingwithemotion。TheAbbeLoraux,whowassittingbythebedsideofhispenitent,tookherhandandpressedit,andthenheanswered,“Alas!mychild,youhaveneverhadbutoneson。“
  Thewords,whichAgatheunderstoodbuttoowell,conveyedashockwhichwasthebeginningoftheend。Shediedtwentyhourslater。
  Inthedeliriumwhichprecededdeath,thewords,“WhomdoesPhilippetakeafter?“escapedher。
  Josephfollowedhismothertothegravealone。Philippehadgone,onbusinessitwassaid,toOrleans;inreality,hewasdrivenfromParisbythefollowingletter,whichJosephwrotetohimamomentaftertheirmotherhadbreathedherlastsigh:——
  Monster!mypoormotherhasdiedoftheshockyourlettercausedher。Wearmourning,butpretendillness;Iwillnotsufferherassassintostandatmysidebeforehercoffin。
  JosephB。
  Thepainter,whonolongerhadthehearttopaint,thoughhisbittergriefsorelyneededthemechanicaldistractionwhichlaboriswonttogive,wassurroundedbyfriendswhoagreedwithoneanothernevertoleavehimentirelyalone。ThusithappenedthatBixiou,wholovedJosephasmuchasasatiristcanloveanyone,wassittingintheatelierwithagroupofotherfriendsabouttwoweeksafterAgathe’sfuneral。Theservantenteredwithaletter,broughtbyanoldwoman,shesaid,whowaswaitingbelowfortheanswer。
  Monsieur,——Toyou,whomIscarcelydaretocallmybrother,Iamforcedtoaddressmyself,ifonlyonaccountofthenameIbear——
  Josephturnedthepageandreadthesignature。Thename“ComtesseFloredeBrambourg“madehimshudder。Heforesawsomenewatrocityonthepartofhisbrother。
  “Thatbrigand,“hecried,“isthedevil’sown。Andhecallshimselfamanofhonor!Andhewearsalotofcrossesonhisbreast!Andhestrutsaboutatcourtinsteadofbeingbastinadoed!AndthescoundreliscalledMonsieurleComte!“
  “Therearemanylikehim,“saidBixiou。
  “Afterall,“saidJoseph,“theRabouilleusedeservesherfate,whateveritis。Sheisnotworthpitying;she’dhavehadmyneckwrunglikeachicken’swithoutsomuchassaying,’He’sinnocent。’“
  Josephflungawaytheletter,butBixioucaughtitintheair,andreaditaloud,asfollows:——
  IsitdecentthattheComtesseBridaudeBrambourgshoulddieinahospital,nomatterwhatmayhavebeenherfaults?Ifsuchistobemyfate,ifsuchisyourdeterminationandthatofmonsieurlecomte,sobeit;butifso,willyou,whoarethefriendofDoctorBianchon,askhimforapermittoletmeenterahospital?
  ThepersonwhocarriesthisletterhasbeenelevenconsecutivedaystothehoteldeBrambourg,ruedeClichy,withoutgettinganyhelpfrommyhusband。ThepovertyinwhichInowampreventsmyemployingalawyertomakealegaldemandforwhatisduetome,thatImaydiewithdecency。Nothingcansaveme,Iknowthat。Incaseyouareunwillingtoseeyourunhappysister-in-law,sendme,atleast,themoneytoendmydays。Yourbrotherdesiresmydeath;
  hehasalwaysdesiredit。Hewarnedmethatheknewthreewaysofkillingawoman,butIhadnotthesensetoforeseetheonehehasemployed。