’O?Yousurpriseme。Whichactressisit?’
’ThatMissJohnson。Annetellsmethathelovesherhopelessly。’
Festusarose。MissJohnsonseemedsuddenlytoacquirehighvalueasasweetheartatthisannouncement。Hehadhimselffeltanamelessattractivenessinher,andJohnhaddonelikewise。Johncrossedhispathinallpossibleways。
Beforetheyeomanhadrepliedsomebodyopenedthedoor,andthefirelightshoneupontheuniformofthepersontheydiscussed。
Festusnoddedonrecognizinghim,wishedMrs。Lovedaygoodevening,andwentoutprecipitately。
’SoBobtoldyouhemeanttobreakoffwithmyAnnewhenhewentaway?’Mrs。Lovedayremarkedtothetrumpet-major。’IwishIhadknownofitbefore。’
Johnappeareddisturbedatthesuddencharge。Hemurmuredthathecouldnotdenyit,andthenhastilyturnedfromherandfollowedDerriman,whomhesawbeforehimonthebridge。
’Derriman!’heshouted。
Festusstartedandlookedround。’Well,trumpet-major,’hesaidblandly。
’Whenwillyouhavesenseenoughtomindyourownbusiness,andnotcomeheretellingthingsyouhaveheardbysneakingbehindpeople’sbacks?’demandedJohnhotly。’Ifyoucan’tlearninanyotherway,Ishallhavetopullyourearsagain,asIdidtheotherday!’
’YOUpullmyears?Howcanyoutellthatlie,whenyouknow’twassomebodyelsepulled’em?’
’Ono,no。Ipulledyourears,andthrashedyouinamildway。’
’You’llsweartoit?Surely’twasanotherman?’
’Itwasintheparlouratthepublic-house;youwerealmostinthedark。’AndJohnaddedafewdetailsastotheparticularblows,whichamountedtoproofitself。
’ThenIheartilyaskyourpardonforsaying’twasalie!’criedFestus,advancingwithextendedhandandagenialsmile。’Sure,ifIhadknown’TWASyou,Iwouldn’thaveinsultedyoubydenyingit。’
’Thatwaswhyyoudidn’tchallengeme,then?’
’Thatwasit!Iwouldn’tfortheworldhavehurtyournicesenseofhonourbyletting’eegounchallenged,ifIhadknown!Andnow,yousee,unfortunatelyIcan’tmendthemistake。Solongatimehaspassedsinceithappenedthattheheatofmytemperisgoneoff。I
couldn’toblige’ee,tryhowImight,forIamnotaman,trumpet-major,thatcanbutcherincoldblood——no,notI,noryouneither,fromwhatIknowof’ee。So,willy-nilly,wemustfainletitpass,eh?’
’Wemust,Isuppose,’saidJohn,smilinggrimly。’WhodidyouthinkIwas,then,thatnightwhenIboxedyouallround?’
’No,don’tpressme,’repliedtheyeoman。’Ican’treveal;itwouldbedisgracingmyselftoshowhowverywideofthetruththemockeryofwinewasabletoleadmysenses。Wewillletitbeburiedineternalmixensofforgetfulness。’
’Asyouwish,’saidthetrumpet-majorloftily。’ButifyoueverSHOULDthinkyouknewitwasme,why,youknowwheretofindme?’
AndLovedaywalkedaway。
TheinstantthathewasgoneFestusshookhisfistattheeveningstar,whichhappenedtolieinthesamedirectionasthattakenbythedragoon。
’Nowformyrevenge!Duels?LifelongdisgracetomeifeverI
fightwithamanofbloodbelowmyown!Thereareotherremediesforupper-classsouls!……Matilda——that’smyway。’
FestusstrodealongtillhereachedtheHall,whereCripplestrawappearedgazingathimfromunderthearchoftheporter’slodge。
Derrimandashedopentheentrance-hurdlewithsuchviolencethatthewholerowofthemfellflatinthemud。
’Mercy,MaisterFestus!’saidCripplestraw。’“Surely,“IsaystomyselfwhenIseeyea-coming,“surelyMaisterFestusisfuminglikethatbecausethere’snochanceoftheenemycomingthisyearafterall。“’
’Cr-r-ripplestraw!Ihavebeenwoundedtotheheart,’repliedDerriman,withaluridbrow。
’Andthemanyetlives,andyouwantsyerhorse-pistolsinstantly?
Certainly,MaisterF——’
’No,Cripplestraw,notmypistols,butmynew-cutclothes,myheavygoldseals,mysilver-toppedcane,andmybucklesthatcostmoremoneythanheeversaw!Yes,Imusttellsomebody,andI’lltellyou,becausethere’snootherfoolnear。Helovesherheartandsoul。He’spoor;she’stip-topgenteel,andnotrich。Iamrich,bycomparison。I’llcourttheprettyplay-actress,andwinherbeforehiseyes。’
’Play-actress,MaisterDerriman?’
’Yes。Isawherthisveryday,metherbyaccident,andspoketoher。She’sstillinthetown——perhapsbecauseofhim。Icanmeetheratanyhouroftheday——ButIdon’tmeantomarryher;notI。
Iwillcourtherformypastime,andtoannoyhim。ItwillbeallthemoredeathtohimthatIdon’twanther。Thenperhapshewillsaytome,“Youhavetakenmyoneewelamb“——meaningthatIamtheking,andhe’sthepoorman,asinthechurchverse;andhe’llbegformercywhen’tistoolate——unless,meanwhile,Ishallhavetiredofmynewtoy。Saddlethehorse,Cripplestraw,tomorrowatten。’
FullofthisresolvetoscourgeJohnLovedaytothequickthroughhispassionforMissJohnson,Festuscameoutbootedandspurredatthetimeappointed,andsetoffonhismorningride。
MissJohnson’stheatricalengagementhavinglongagoterminated,shewouldhavelefttheRoyalwatering-placewiththerestofthevisitorshadnotmatrimonialhopesdetainedherthere。ThesehadnothingwhatevertodowithJohnLoveday,asmaybeimagined,butwithastout,staidboat-builderinCoveRowbythequay,whohadshownmuchinterestinherimpersonations。Unfortunatelythissubstantialmanhadnotbeenquitesoattentivesincetheendoftheseasonashispreviousmannerledhertoexpect;anditwasagreatpleasuretotheladytoseeMr。Derrimanleaningovertheharbourbridgewithhiseyesfixeduponherasshecametowardsitafterastrollpastherelderlywooer’shouse。
’Odtakeit,ma’am,youdidn’ttellmewhenIsawyoulastthatthetootingmanwiththebluejacketandlacewasyoursdevoted?’beganFestus。
’Whodoyoumean?’InMatilda’sever-changingemotionalinterests,JohnLovedaywasastaleandunprofitablepersonality。
’Why,thattrumpet-majorman。’
’O!Whatofhim?’
’Come;helovesyou,andyouknowit,ma’am。’
Sheknew,atanyrate,howtotakethecurrentwhenitserved。SosheglancedatFestus,foldedherlipsmeaningly,andnodded。
’I’vecometocuthimout。’
Sheshookherhead,itbeingunsafetospeaktillsheknewalittlemoreofthesubject。
’What!’saidFestus,reddening,’doyoumeantosaythatyouthinkofhimseriously——you,whomightlooksomuchhigher?’
’Constantdroppingwillwearawayastone;andyoushouldonlyhearhispleading!Hishandsomefaceisimpressive,andhismannersare——
O,sogenteel!Iamnotrich;Iam,inshort,apoorladyofdecayedfamily,whohasnothingtoboastofbutmybloodandancestors,andtheywon’tfindabodyinfoodandclothing!——Iholdtheworldbutastheworld,Derrimanio——astagewhereeverymanmustplayapart,andmineasadone!’Shedroppedhereyesthoughtfullyandsighed。
’Wewilltalkofthis,’saidFestus,muchaffected。’LetuswalktotheLook-out。’
Shemadenoobjection,andsaid,astheyturnedthatway,’Mr。
Derriman,alongtimeagoIfoundsomethingbelongingtoyou;butI
haveneveryetrememberedtoreturnit。’AndshedrewfromherbosomthepaperwhichAnnehaddroppedinthemeadowwheneludingthegraspofFestusonthatsummerday。
’Zounds,Ismellfreshmeat!’criedFestuswhenhehadlookeditover。’’Tisinmyuncle’swriting,and’tiswhatIheardhimsingingonthedaytheFrenchdidn’tcome,andafterwardssawhimmarkingintheroad。’Tissomethinghe’sgothidaway。Givemethepaper,there’sadear;’tisworthsterlinggold!’
’Halves,then?’saidMatildatenderly。
’Gad,yes——anything!’repliedFestus,blazingintoasmile,forshehadlookedupinherbestnewmanneratthepossibilitythathemightbeworththewinning。Theywentupthestepstothesummitofthecliff,anddwindledoveritagainstthesky。
XXXVII。REACTION
TherewasnoletterfromBob,thoughDecemberhadpassed,andthenewyearwastwoweeksold。Hismovementswere,however,prettyaccuratelyregisteredinthepapers,whichJohnstillbrought,butwhichAnnenolongerread。DuringthesecondweekinDecembertheVictorysailedforSheerness,andonthe9thofthefollowingJanuarythepublicfuneralofLordNelsontookplaceinSt。Paul’s。
Thentherecameameagrelineaddressedtothefamilyingeneral。
Bob’snewPortsmouthattachmentwasnotmentioned,buthetoldthemhehadbeenoneoftheeight-and-fortyseamenwhowalkedtwo-and-twointhefuneralprocession,andthatCaptainHardyhadbornethebannerofemblemsonthesameoccasion。ThecrewwassoontobepaidoffatChatham,whenhethoughtofreturningtoPortsmouthforafewdaystoseeavaluedfriend。Afterthatheshouldcomehome。
Butthespringadvancedwithoutbringinghim,andJohnwatchedAnneGarland’sdesolationwithaugmentingdesiretodosomethingtowardsconsolingher。Theoldfeelings,soreligiouslyheldincheck,werestimulatedtorebelliousness,thoughtheydidnotshowthemselvesinanydirectmannerasyet。
Themiller,inthemeantime,whoseldominterferedinsuchmatters,wasobservedtolookmeaninglyatAnneandthetrumpet-majorfromdaytoday;andby-and-byhespokeprivatelytoJohn。
Hiswordswereshortandtothepoint:Annewasverymelancholy;
shehadthoughttoomuchofBob。Now’twasplainthattheyhadlosthimformanyyearstocome。Well;hehadalwaysfeltthatofthetwohewouldratherJohnmarriedher。NowJohnmightsettledownthere,andsucceedwhereBobhadfailed。’Soifyoucouldgether,mysonny,tothinklessofhimandmoreofthyself,itwouldbeagoodthingforall。’
AninwardexcitementhadriseninJohn;buthesuppresseditandsaidfirmly——
’FairnesstoBobbeforeeverything!’
’Hehevforgother,andthere’sanendon’t。’
’She’snotforgothim。’
’Well,well;thinkitover。’
Thisdiscoursewasthecauseofhispenningalettertohisbrother。
Hebeggedforadistinctstatementwhether,asJohnatfirstsupposed,Bob’sverbalrenunciationofAnneonthequayhadbeenonlyamomentaryebullitionoffriendship,whichitwouldbecrueltotakeliterally;orwhether,asseemednow,ithadpassedfromahastyresolvetoastandingpurpose,perseveredinforhisownpleasure,withnotacarefortheresultonpoorAnne。
Johnwaitedanxiouslyfortheanswer,butnoanswercame;andthesilenceseemedevenmoresignificantthanaletterofassurancecouldhavebeenofhisabsolutionfromfurthersupporttoaclaimwhichBobhimselfhadsoclearlyrenounced。Thusithappenedthatpaternalpressure,brotherlyindifference,andhisownreleasedimpulseoperatedinonedelightfuldirection,andthetrumpet-majoroncemoreapproachedAnneasintheoldtime。
Butitwasnottillshehadbeenlefttoherselfforafullfivemonths,andtheblue-bellsandragged-robinsofthefollowingyearwereagainmakingthemselvescommontotheramblingeye,thathedirectlyaddressedher。Shewastyingupagroupoftallfloweringplantsinthegarden:sheknewthathewasbehindher,butshedidnotturn。Shehadsubsidedintoaplaciddignitywhichenabledherwhenwatchedtoperformanylittleactionwithseemingcomposure——
verydifferentfromtheflutterofherinexperienceddays。
’Areyounevergoingtoturnround?’heatlengthaskedgood-humouredly。
Shethendidturn,andlookedathimforamomentwithoutspeaking;
acertainsuspicionloominginhereyes,asifsuggestedbyhisperceptiblewantofease。
’Howlikesummeritisgettingtofeel,isitnot?’shesaid。
Johnadmittedthatitwasgettingtofeellikesummer:and,bendinghisgazeuponherwithanearnestnesswhichnolongerleftanydoubtofhissubject,wentontoask——
’Haveyoueverintheselastweeksthoughtofhowitusedtobebetweenus?’
Sherepliedquickly,’O,John,youshouldn’tbeginthatagain。Iamalmostanotherwomannow!’
’Well,that’sallthemorereasonwhyIshould,isn’tit?’
Annelookedthoughtfullytotheotherendofthegarden,faintlyshakingherhead;’Idon’tquiteseeitlikethat,’shereturned。
’Youfeelyourselfquitefree,don’tyou?’
’QUITEfree!’shesaidinstantly,andwithprouddistinctness;hereyesfell,andsherepeatedmoreslowly,’Quitefree。’Thenherthoughtsseemedtoflyfromherselftohim。’Butyouarenot?’
’Iamnot?’
’MissJohnson!’
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