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  ’O?Yousurpriseme。Whichactressisit?’
  ’ThatMissJohnson。Annetellsmethathelovesherhopelessly。’
  Festusarose。MissJohnsonseemedsuddenlytoacquirehighvalueasasweetheartatthisannouncement。Hehadhimselffeltanamelessattractivenessinher,andJohnhaddonelikewise。Johncrossedhispathinallpossibleways。
  Beforetheyeomanhadrepliedsomebodyopenedthedoor,andthefirelightshoneupontheuniformofthepersontheydiscussed。
  Festusnoddedonrecognizinghim,wishedMrs。Lovedaygoodevening,andwentoutprecipitately。
  ’SoBobtoldyouhemeanttobreakoffwithmyAnnewhenhewentaway?’Mrs。Lovedayremarkedtothetrumpet-major。’IwishIhadknownofitbefore。’
  Johnappeareddisturbedatthesuddencharge。Hemurmuredthathecouldnotdenyit,andthenhastilyturnedfromherandfollowedDerriman,whomhesawbeforehimonthebridge。
  ’Derriman!’heshouted。
  Festusstartedandlookedround。’Well,trumpet-major,’hesaidblandly。
  ’Whenwillyouhavesenseenoughtomindyourownbusiness,andnotcomeheretellingthingsyouhaveheardbysneakingbehindpeople’sbacks?’demandedJohnhotly。’Ifyoucan’tlearninanyotherway,Ishallhavetopullyourearsagain,asIdidtheotherday!’
  ’YOUpullmyears?Howcanyoutellthatlie,whenyouknow’twassomebodyelsepulled’em?’
  ’Ono,no。Ipulledyourears,andthrashedyouinamildway。’
  ’You’llsweartoit?Surely’twasanotherman?’
  ’Itwasintheparlouratthepublic-house;youwerealmostinthedark。’AndJohnaddedafewdetailsastotheparticularblows,whichamountedtoproofitself。
  ’ThenIheartilyaskyourpardonforsaying’twasalie!’criedFestus,advancingwithextendedhandandagenialsmile。’Sure,ifIhadknown’TWASyou,Iwouldn’thaveinsultedyoubydenyingit。’
  ’Thatwaswhyyoudidn’tchallengeme,then?’
  ’Thatwasit!Iwouldn’tfortheworldhavehurtyournicesenseofhonourbyletting’eegounchallenged,ifIhadknown!Andnow,yousee,unfortunatelyIcan’tmendthemistake。Solongatimehaspassedsinceithappenedthattheheatofmytemperisgoneoff。I
  couldn’toblige’ee,tryhowImight,forIamnotaman,trumpet-major,thatcanbutcherincoldblood——no,notI,noryouneither,fromwhatIknowof’ee。So,willy-nilly,wemustfainletitpass,eh?’
  ’Wemust,Isuppose,’saidJohn,smilinggrimly。’WhodidyouthinkIwas,then,thatnightwhenIboxedyouallround?’
  ’No,don’tpressme,’repliedtheyeoman。’Ican’treveal;itwouldbedisgracingmyselftoshowhowverywideofthetruththemockeryofwinewasabletoleadmysenses。Wewillletitbeburiedineternalmixensofforgetfulness。’
  ’Asyouwish,’saidthetrumpet-majorloftily。’ButifyoueverSHOULDthinkyouknewitwasme,why,youknowwheretofindme?’
  AndLovedaywalkedaway。
  TheinstantthathewasgoneFestusshookhisfistattheeveningstar,whichhappenedtolieinthesamedirectionasthattakenbythedragoon。
  ’Nowformyrevenge!Duels?LifelongdisgracetomeifeverI
  fightwithamanofbloodbelowmyown!Thereareotherremediesforupper-classsouls!……Matilda——that’smyway。’
  FestusstrodealongtillhereachedtheHall,whereCripplestrawappearedgazingathimfromunderthearchoftheporter’slodge。
  Derrimandashedopentheentrance-hurdlewithsuchviolencethatthewholerowofthemfellflatinthemud。
  ’Mercy,MaisterFestus!’saidCripplestraw。’“Surely,“IsaystomyselfwhenIseeyea-coming,“surelyMaisterFestusisfuminglikethatbecausethere’snochanceoftheenemycomingthisyearafterall。“’
  ’Cr-r-ripplestraw!Ihavebeenwoundedtotheheart,’repliedDerriman,withaluridbrow。
  ’Andthemanyetlives,andyouwantsyerhorse-pistolsinstantly?
  Certainly,MaisterF——’
  ’No,Cripplestraw,notmypistols,butmynew-cutclothes,myheavygoldseals,mysilver-toppedcane,andmybucklesthatcostmoremoneythanheeversaw!Yes,Imusttellsomebody,andI’lltellyou,becausethere’snootherfoolnear。Helovesherheartandsoul。He’spoor;she’stip-topgenteel,andnotrich。Iamrich,bycomparison。I’llcourttheprettyplay-actress,andwinherbeforehiseyes。’
  ’Play-actress,MaisterDerriman?’
  ’Yes。Isawherthisveryday,metherbyaccident,andspoketoher。She’sstillinthetown——perhapsbecauseofhim。Icanmeetheratanyhouroftheday——ButIdon’tmeantomarryher;notI。
  Iwillcourtherformypastime,andtoannoyhim。ItwillbeallthemoredeathtohimthatIdon’twanther。Thenperhapshewillsaytome,“Youhavetakenmyoneewelamb“——meaningthatIamtheking,andhe’sthepoorman,asinthechurchverse;andhe’llbegformercywhen’tistoolate——unless,meanwhile,Ishallhavetiredofmynewtoy。Saddlethehorse,Cripplestraw,tomorrowatten。’
  FullofthisresolvetoscourgeJohnLovedaytothequickthroughhispassionforMissJohnson,Festuscameoutbootedandspurredatthetimeappointed,andsetoffonhismorningride。
  MissJohnson’stheatricalengagementhavinglongagoterminated,shewouldhavelefttheRoyalwatering-placewiththerestofthevisitorshadnotmatrimonialhopesdetainedherthere。ThesehadnothingwhatevertodowithJohnLoveday,asmaybeimagined,butwithastout,staidboat-builderinCoveRowbythequay,whohadshownmuchinterestinherimpersonations。Unfortunatelythissubstantialmanhadnotbeenquitesoattentivesincetheendoftheseasonashispreviousmannerledhertoexpect;anditwasagreatpleasuretotheladytoseeMr。Derrimanleaningovertheharbourbridgewithhiseyesfixeduponherasshecametowardsitafterastrollpastherelderlywooer’shouse。
  ’Odtakeit,ma’am,youdidn’ttellmewhenIsawyoulastthatthetootingmanwiththebluejacketandlacewasyoursdevoted?’beganFestus。
  ’Whodoyoumean?’InMatilda’sever-changingemotionalinterests,JohnLovedaywasastaleandunprofitablepersonality。
  ’Why,thattrumpet-majorman。’
  ’O!Whatofhim?’
  ’Come;helovesyou,andyouknowit,ma’am。’
  Sheknew,atanyrate,howtotakethecurrentwhenitserved。SosheglancedatFestus,foldedherlipsmeaningly,andnodded。
  ’I’vecometocuthimout。’
  Sheshookherhead,itbeingunsafetospeaktillsheknewalittlemoreofthesubject。
  ’What!’saidFestus,reddening,’doyoumeantosaythatyouthinkofhimseriously——you,whomightlooksomuchhigher?’
  ’Constantdroppingwillwearawayastone;andyoushouldonlyhearhispleading!Hishandsomefaceisimpressive,andhismannersare——
  O,sogenteel!Iamnotrich;Iam,inshort,apoorladyofdecayedfamily,whohasnothingtoboastofbutmybloodandancestors,andtheywon’tfindabodyinfoodandclothing!——Iholdtheworldbutastheworld,Derrimanio——astagewhereeverymanmustplayapart,andmineasadone!’Shedroppedhereyesthoughtfullyandsighed。
  ’Wewilltalkofthis,’saidFestus,muchaffected。’LetuswalktotheLook-out。’
  Shemadenoobjection,andsaid,astheyturnedthatway,’Mr。
  Derriman,alongtimeagoIfoundsomethingbelongingtoyou;butI
  haveneveryetrememberedtoreturnit。’AndshedrewfromherbosomthepaperwhichAnnehaddroppedinthemeadowwheneludingthegraspofFestusonthatsummerday。
  ’Zounds,Ismellfreshmeat!’criedFestuswhenhehadlookeditover。’’Tisinmyuncle’swriting,and’tiswhatIheardhimsingingonthedaytheFrenchdidn’tcome,andafterwardssawhimmarkingintheroad。’Tissomethinghe’sgothidaway。Givemethepaper,there’sadear;’tisworthsterlinggold!’
  ’Halves,then?’saidMatildatenderly。
  ’Gad,yes——anything!’repliedFestus,blazingintoasmile,forshehadlookedupinherbestnewmanneratthepossibilitythathemightbeworththewinning。Theywentupthestepstothesummitofthecliff,anddwindledoveritagainstthesky。
  XXXVII。REACTION
  TherewasnoletterfromBob,thoughDecemberhadpassed,andthenewyearwastwoweeksold。Hismovementswere,however,prettyaccuratelyregisteredinthepapers,whichJohnstillbrought,butwhichAnnenolongerread。DuringthesecondweekinDecembertheVictorysailedforSheerness,andonthe9thofthefollowingJanuarythepublicfuneralofLordNelsontookplaceinSt。Paul’s。
  Thentherecameameagrelineaddressedtothefamilyingeneral。
  Bob’snewPortsmouthattachmentwasnotmentioned,buthetoldthemhehadbeenoneoftheeight-and-fortyseamenwhowalkedtwo-and-twointhefuneralprocession,andthatCaptainHardyhadbornethebannerofemblemsonthesameoccasion。ThecrewwassoontobepaidoffatChatham,whenhethoughtofreturningtoPortsmouthforafewdaystoseeavaluedfriend。Afterthatheshouldcomehome。
  Butthespringadvancedwithoutbringinghim,andJohnwatchedAnneGarland’sdesolationwithaugmentingdesiretodosomethingtowardsconsolingher。Theoldfeelings,soreligiouslyheldincheck,werestimulatedtorebelliousness,thoughtheydidnotshowthemselvesinanydirectmannerasyet。
  Themiller,inthemeantime,whoseldominterferedinsuchmatters,wasobservedtolookmeaninglyatAnneandthetrumpet-majorfromdaytoday;andby-and-byhespokeprivatelytoJohn。
  Hiswordswereshortandtothepoint:Annewasverymelancholy;
  shehadthoughttoomuchofBob。Now’twasplainthattheyhadlosthimformanyyearstocome。Well;hehadalwaysfeltthatofthetwohewouldratherJohnmarriedher。NowJohnmightsettledownthere,andsucceedwhereBobhadfailed。’Soifyoucouldgether,mysonny,tothinklessofhimandmoreofthyself,itwouldbeagoodthingforall。’
  AninwardexcitementhadriseninJohn;buthesuppresseditandsaidfirmly——
  ’FairnesstoBobbeforeeverything!’
  ’Hehevforgother,andthere’sanendon’t。’
  ’She’snotforgothim。’
  ’Well,well;thinkitover。’
  Thisdiscoursewasthecauseofhispenningalettertohisbrother。
  Hebeggedforadistinctstatementwhether,asJohnatfirstsupposed,Bob’sverbalrenunciationofAnneonthequayhadbeenonlyamomentaryebullitionoffriendship,whichitwouldbecrueltotakeliterally;orwhether,asseemednow,ithadpassedfromahastyresolvetoastandingpurpose,perseveredinforhisownpleasure,withnotacarefortheresultonpoorAnne。
  Johnwaitedanxiouslyfortheanswer,butnoanswercame;andthesilenceseemedevenmoresignificantthanaletterofassurancecouldhavebeenofhisabsolutionfromfurthersupporttoaclaimwhichBobhimselfhadsoclearlyrenounced。Thusithappenedthatpaternalpressure,brotherlyindifference,andhisownreleasedimpulseoperatedinonedelightfuldirection,andthetrumpet-majoroncemoreapproachedAnneasintheoldtime。
  Butitwasnottillshehadbeenlefttoherselfforafullfivemonths,andtheblue-bellsandragged-robinsofthefollowingyearwereagainmakingthemselvescommontotheramblingeye,thathedirectlyaddressedher。Shewastyingupagroupoftallfloweringplantsinthegarden:sheknewthathewasbehindher,butshedidnotturn。Shehadsubsidedintoaplaciddignitywhichenabledherwhenwatchedtoperformanylittleactionwithseemingcomposure——
  verydifferentfromtheflutterofherinexperienceddays。
  ’Areyounevergoingtoturnround?’heatlengthaskedgood-humouredly。
  Shethendidturn,andlookedathimforamomentwithoutspeaking;
  acertainsuspicionloominginhereyes,asifsuggestedbyhisperceptiblewantofease。
  ’Howlikesummeritisgettingtofeel,isitnot?’shesaid。
  Johnadmittedthatitwasgettingtofeellikesummer:and,bendinghisgazeuponherwithanearnestnesswhichnolongerleftanydoubtofhissubject,wentontoask——
  ’Haveyoueverintheselastweeksthoughtofhowitusedtobebetweenus?’
  Sherepliedquickly,’O,John,youshouldn’tbeginthatagain。Iamalmostanotherwomannow!’
  ’Well,that’sallthemorereasonwhyIshould,isn’tit?’
  Annelookedthoughtfullytotheotherendofthegarden,faintlyshakingherhead;’Idon’tquiteseeitlikethat,’shereturned。
  ’Youfeelyourselfquitefree,don’tyou?’
  ’QUITEfree!’shesaidinstantly,andwithprouddistinctness;hereyesfell,andsherepeatedmoreslowly,’Quitefree。’Thenherthoughtsseemedtoflyfromherselftohim。’Butyouarenot?’
  ’Iamnot?’
  ’MissJohnson!’