Aburstofsobsinquicksuccessioninterruptedhiswords;theycamefromAnne,whotillthatmomenthadbeensittingasbeforewithherhandinthatofBob,andapparentlyquitecalm。Mrs。Lovedayjumpedup,butbeforeshecouldsayanythingtosoothetheagitatedgirlshehadcalmedherselfwiththesamesingularsuddennessthathadmarkedhergivingway。’Idon’tmindBob’sgoing,’shesaid。’I
thinkheoughttogo。Don’tsuppose,Bob,thatIwantyoutostay!’
Afterthisshelefttheapartment,andwentintothelittlesideroomwheresheandhermotherusuallyworked。InafewmomentsBobfollowedher。Whenhecamebackhewasinaverysadandemotionalmood。Anybodycouldseethattherehadbeenapartingofprofoundanguishtoboth。
’Sheisnotcomingbackto-night,’hesaid。
’Youwillseeherto-morrowbeforeyougo?’saidhermother。
’ImayorImaynot,’hereplied。’FatherandMrs。Loveday,doyougotobednow。Ihavegottolookovermythingsandgetready;anditwilltakemesomelittletime。Ifyoushouldhearnoisesyouwillknowitisonlymyselfmovingabout。’
WhenBobwasleftalonehesuddenlybecamebrisk,andsethimselftooverhaulhisclothesandotherpossessionsinabusiness-likemanner。Bythetimethathischestwaspacked,suchthingsashemeanttoleaveathomefoldedintocupboards,andwhatwasuselessdestroyed,itwaspasttwoo’clock。Thenhewenttobed,sosoftlythatonlythecreakofoneweakstairrevealedhispassageupward。
AtthemomentthathepassedAnne’schamber-doorhermotherwasbendingoverherasshelayinbed,andsayingtoher,’Won’tyouseehiminthemorning?’
’No,no,’saidAnne。’Iwouldrathernotseehim!IhavesaidthatImay。ButIshallnot。Icannotseehimagain!’
WhenthefamilygotupnextdayBobhadvanished。Itwashiswaytodisappearlikethis,toavoidaffectingscenesatparting。Bythetimethattheyhadsatdowntoagloomybreakfast,BobwasintheboatofaBudmouthwaterman,whopulledhimalongsidetheguardshipintheroads,wherehelaidholdoftheman-rope,mounted,anddisappearedfromexternalview。Inthecourseofthedaytheshipmovedoff,setherroyals,andmadesailforPortsmouth,withfivehundrednewhandsfortheserviceonboard,consistingpartlyofpressedmenandpartlyofvolunteers,amongthelatterbeingRobertLoveday。
XXXIV。ASPECKONTHESEA
InpartingfromJohn,whoaccompaniedhimtothequay,Bobhadsaid:
’Now,Jack,thesebemylastwordstoyou:Igiveherup。Igoawayonpurpose,andIshallbeawayalongtime。Ifinthattimesheshouldlistovertowardsyeeversolittle,mindyoutakeher。
YouhavemorerighttoherthanI。Youchoseherwhenmymindwaselsewhere,andyoubestdeserveher;forIhaveneverknownyouforgetonewoman,whileI’veforgotadozen。Takeherthen,ifshewillcome,andGodblessbothofye。’
AnotherpersonbesidesJohnsawBobgo。ThatwasDerriman,whowasstandingbyabollardalittlefurtherupthequay。Hedidnotrepresshissatisfactionatthesight。Johnlookedtowardshimwithanopengazeofcontempt;forthecuffsadministeredtotheyeomanattheinnhadnot,sofarasthetrumpet-majorwasaware,producedanydesiretoavengethatinsult,Johnbeing,ofcourse,quiteignorantthatFestushaderroneouslyretaliateduponBob,inhispeculiarthoughscarcelysoldierlyway。Findingthathedidnotevennowapproachhim,Johnwentonhisway,andthoughtoverhisintentionofpreservingintactthelovebetweenAnneandhisbrother。
Hewassurprisedwhenhenextwenttothemilltofindhowgladtheyallweretoseehim。FromthemomentofBob’sreturntothebosomofthedeepAnnehadhadnoexistenceonland;peoplemighthavelookedatherhumanbodyandsaidshehadflittedthence。Theseaandallthatbelongedtotheseawasherdailythoughtandhernightlydream。Shehadthewholetwo-and-thirtywindsunderhereye,eachpassinggalethatusheredinreturningautumnbeingmentallyregistered;andsheacquiredapreciseknowledgeofthedirectioninwhichPortsmouth,Brest,Ferrol,Cadiz,andothersuchlikelyplaceslay。Insteadofsayingherownfamiliarprayersatnightshesubstituted,withsomeconfusionofthought,theFormsofPrayertobeusedatsea。Johnatoncenoticedherlorn,abstractedlooks,pitiedher,——howmuchhepitiedher!——andaskedwhentheywerealoneiftherewasanythinghecoulddo。
’Therearetwothings,’shesaid,withalmostchildisheagernessinhertiredeyes。
’Theyshallbedone。’
’ThefirstistofindoutifCaptainHardyhasgonebacktohisship;andtheotheris——Oifyouwilldoit,John!——togetmenewspaperswheneverpossible。’
AfterthisduologueJohnwasabsentforaspaceofthreehours,andtheythoughthehadgonebacktobarracks。Heentered,however,attheendofthattime,tookoffhisforage-cap,andwipedhisforehead。
’Youlooktired,John,’saidhisfather。
’Ono。’HewentthroughthehousetillhehadfoundAnneGarland。
’Ihaveonlydoneoneofthosethings,’hesaidtoher。
’What,already!Ididn’thopeforormeanto-day。’
’CaptainHardyisgonefromPos’ham。Heleftsomedaysago。Weshallsoonhearthatthefleethassailed。’
’YouhavebeenallthewaytoPos’hamonpurpose?Howgoodofyou!’
’Well,IwasanxioustoknowmyselfwhenBobislikelytoleave。I
expectnowthatweshallsoonhearfromhim。’
Twodayslaterhecameagain。Hebroughtanewspaper,andwhatwasbetter,aletterforAnne,frankedbythefirstlieutenantoftheVictory。
’Thenhe’saboardher,’saidAnne,assheeagerlytooktheletter。
Itwasshort,butasmuchasshecouldexpectinthecircumstances,andinformedthemthatthecaptainhadbeenasgoodashisword,andhadgratifiedBob’searnestwishtoserveunderhim。Theship,withAdmiralLordNelsononboard,andaccompaniedbythefrigateEuryalus,wastosailintwodaysforPlymouth,wheretheywouldbejoinedbyothers,andthenceproceedtothecoastofSpain。
AnnelayawakethatnightthinkingoftheVictory,andofthosewhofloatedinher。TothebestofAnne’scalculationthatshipofwarwould,duringthenexttwenty-fourhours,passwithinafewmilesofwheresheherselfthenlay。NexttoseeingBob,thethingthatwouldgivehermorepleasurethananyotherintheworldwastoseethevesselthatcontainedhim——hisfloatingcity,hissoledependenceinbattleandstorm——uponwhosesafetyfromwindsandenemieshungallherhope。
Themorrowwasmarket-dayattheseaport,andinthisshesawheropportunity。AcarrierwentfromOvercombeatsixo’clockthither,andhavingtodoalittleshoppingforherselfshegaveitasareasonforherintendedday’sabsence,andtookaplaceinthevan。
Whenshereachedthetownitwasstillearlymorning,buttheboroughwasalreadyinthezenithofitsdailybustleandshow。TheKingwasalwaysout-of-doorsbysixo’clock,andsuchcock-crowhoursatGloucesterLodgeproducedanequallyforwardstiramongthepopulation。Shealighted,andpasseddowntheesplanade,asfullythrongedbypersonsoffashionatthistimeofmistandlevelsunlightasawatering-placeinthepresentdayisatfourintheafternoon。Dashingbucksandbeauxincockedhats,blackfeathers,ruffles,andfrills,staredatherasshehurriedalong;thebeachwasswarmingwithbathingwomen,wearingwaistbandsthatborethenationalrefrain,’GodsavetheKing,’ingiltletters;theshopswereallopen,andSergeantStanner,withhissword-stuckbank-notesandheroicgaze,wasbeatingupattwoguineasandacrown,thecrowntodrinkhisMajesty’shealth。
Shesoonfinishedhershopping,andthen,crossingoverintotheoldtown,pursuedherwayalongthecoast-roadtoPortland。AttheendofanhourshehadbeenrowedacrosstheFleetwhichthenlackedtheconvenienceofabridge,andreachedthebaseofPortlandHill。
Thesteepinclinebeforeherwasdottedwithhouses,showingthepleasantpeculiarityofoneman’sdoorstepbeingbehindhisneighbour’schimney,andslabsofstoneasthecommonmaterialforwalls,roof,floor,pig-sty,stable-manger,door-scraper,andgarden-stile。Annegainedthesummit,andfollowedalongthecentraltrackoverthehugelumpoffreestonewhichformsthepeninsula,thewideseaprospectextendingasshewenton。Wearywithherjourney,sheapproachedtheextremesoutherlypeakofrock,andgazedfromthecliffatPortlandBill,orBeal,asitwasinthosedaysmorecorrectlycalled。
Thewild,herbless,weather-wornpromontorywasquiteasolitude,and,savingtheoneoldlighthouseaboutfiftyyardsuptheslope,scarceamarkwasvisibletoshowthathumanityhadeverbeennearthespot。Annefoundherselfaseatonastone,andsweptwithhereyesthetremulousexpanseofwateraroundherthatseemedtoutteraceaselessunintelligibleincantation。Outofthethreehundredandsixtydegreesofhercompletehorizontwohundredandfiftywerecoveredbywaves,thecoupd’oeilincludingtheareaoftroubledwatersknownastheRace,wheretwoseasmettoeffectthedestructionofsuchvesselsascouldnotbemasteredbyone。Shecountedthecraftwithinherview:therewerefive;no,therewereonlyfour;no,therewereseven,someofthespeckshavingresolvedthemselvesintotwo。Theywereallsmallcoasters,andkeptwellwithinsightofland。
Annesankintoareverie。Thensheheardaslightnoiseonherlefthand,andturningbeheldanoldsailor,whohadapproachedwithaglass。Hewaslevellingitovertheseainadirectiontothesouth-east,andsomewhatremovedfromthatinwhichherowneyeshadbeenwandering。Annemovedafewstepsthitherward,soastounclosetoherviewadeepersweeponthatside,andbythisdiscoveredashipoffarlargersizethananywhichhadyetdottedthemainbeforeher。Itssailswereforthemostpartnewandclean,andincomparisonwithitsrapidprogressbeforethewindthesmallbrigsandketchesseemedstandingstill。Uponthisstrikingobjecttheoldman’sglasswasbent。
’Whatdoyousee,sailor?’sheasked。
’Almostnothing,’heanswered。’Mysightissogoneofflatelythatthings,oneandall,bebutaNovembermisttome。AndyetIfainwouldseeto-day。IamlookingfortheVictory。’
’Why,’shesaidquickly。
’Ihaveasonaboardher。He’soneofthreefromtheseparts。
There’sthecaptain,there’smysonNed,andthere’syoungLovedayofOvercombe——hethatlatelyjoined。’
’ShallIlookforyou?’saidAnne,afterapause。
’Certainly,mis’ess,ifsobeyouplease。’
Annetooktheglass,andhesupporteditbyhisarm。’Itisalargeship,’shesaid,’withthreemasts,threerowsofgunsalongtheside,andallhersailsset。’
’Iguessedasmuch。’
’Thereisalittleflaginfront——overherbowsprit。’
’Thejack。’
’Andthere’salargeoneflyingatherstern。’
’Theensign。’
’Andawhiteoneonherfore-topmast。’
’That’stheadmiral’sflag,theflagofmyLordNelson。Whatisherfigure-head,mydear?’
’Acoat-of-arms,supportedonthissidebyasailor。’
Hercompanionnoddedwithsatisfaction。’Ontheothersideofthatfigure-headisamarine。’
’Sheistwistingroundinacuriousway,andhersailssinkinlikeoldcheeks,andsheshiverslikealeafuponatree。’
’Sheisinstays,forthelarboardtack。Icanseewhatshe’sbeendoing。She’sbeenre’chingcloseintoavoidthefloodtide,asthewindistothesou’-west,andshe’sbounddown;butassoonastheebbmade,d’yesee,theymadesailtothewest’ard。CaptainHardymaybedependeduponforthat;heknowseverycurrentabouthere,beinganative。’
’AndnowIcanseetheotherside;itisasoldierwhereasailorwasbefore。YouareSUREitistheVictory?’
’Iamsure。’
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