’Iwillgoandsee,’saidAnne。’WaittillIreturn。’
’No;Icandonomore。WhenyoucomebackIshallbegone。Iaskonethingofyou。Ifallgoeswellwithyouandhim,andhemarriesyou——don’tbealarmed;myplanslieelsewhere——whenyouarehiswifetellhimwhohelpedtocarryhimaway。Butdon’tmentionmynametotherestofyourfamily,eithernoworatanytime。’
Anneregardedthespeakerforamoment,andpromised;afterwhichshewadedoutfromthearchway。
MatildastoodlookingatBobforamoment,asifpreparingtogo,tillmovedbysomeimpulseshebentandlightlykissedhimonce。
’Howcanyou!’criedAnnereproachfully。Whenleavingthemouthofthearchshehadbentbackandseentheact。
Matildaflushed。’Youjealousbaby!’shesaidscornfully。
Annehesitatedforamoment,thenwentoutfromthewater,andhastenedtowardsthemill。
Sheenteredbythegarden,and,seeingnoone,advancedandpeepedinatthewindow。HermotherandMr。Lovedayweresittingwithinasusual。
’Aretheyallgone?’saidAnnesoftly。
’Yes。Theydidnottroubleusmuch,beyondgoingintoeveryroom,andsearchingaboutthegarden,wheretheysawsteps。Theyhavebeenluckyto-night;theyhavecaughtfifteenortwentymenatplacesfurtheron;sothelossofBobwasnohurttotheirfeelings。
Iwonderwhereintheworldthepoorfellowis!’
’Iwillshowyou,’saidAnne。Andexplaininginafewwordswhathadhappened,shewaspromptlyfollowedbyDavidandLovedayalongtheroad。SheliftedherdressandenteredthearchwithsomeanxietyonaccountofMatilda;buttheactresswasgone,andBoblayontheseatasshehadlefthim。
Bobwasbroughtout,andwaterthrownuponhisface;butthoughhemovedhedidnotrousehimselfuntilsometimeafterhehadbeenborneintothehouse。Hereheopenedhiseyes,andsawthemstandinground,andgatheredalittleconsciousness。
’Youareallright,myboy!’saidhisfather。’Whathevhappenedtoye?Wheredidyegetthatterribleblow?’
’Ah——Icanmindnow,’murmuredBob,withastupefiedgazearound。
’Ifellinslippingdownthetopsailhalyard——therope,thatis,wastooshort——andIfelluponmyhead。AndthenIwentaway。WhenI
camebackIthoughtIwouldn’tdisturbye:soIlaydownoutthere,tosleepoutthewatch;butthepaininmyheadwassogreatthatI
couldn’tgettosleep;soIpickedsomeofthepoppy-headsintheborder,whichIonceheardwasagoodthingforsendingfolkstosleepwhentheyareinpain。SoImunchedupallIcouldfind,anddroppedoffquitenicely。’
’Iwonderedwhohadpicked’em!’saidMolly。’Inoticedtheyweregone。’
’Why,youmightneverhavewokeagain!’saidMrs。Loveday,holdingupherhands。’Howisyourheadnow?’
’Ihardlyknow,’repliedtheyoungman,puttinghishandtohisforeheadandbeginningtodozeagain。’Wherebethosefellowsthatboardedus?Withthis——smoothwaterand——finebreezeweoughttogetawayfrom’em。Haulin——thelarboardbraces,and——bringhertothewind。’
’Youareathome,dearBob,’saidAnne,bendingoverhim,’andthemenaregone。’
’Comealongupstairs:th’beesthardlyawakenow,’saidhisfatherandBobwasassistedtobed。
Infour-and-twentyhoursBobhadrecovered。Butthoughphysicallyhimselfagain,hewasnotatallsureofhispositionasapatriot。
Hehadthatpracticalknowledgeofseamanshipofwhichthecountrystoodmuchinneed,anditwashumiliatingtofindthatimpressmentseemedtobenecessarytoteachhimtouseitforheradvantage。
Manyneighbouringyoungmen,lessfortunatethanhimself,hadbeenpressedandtaken;andtheirabsenceseemedareproachtohim。Hewentawaybyhimselfintothemill-roof,and,surroundedbythecorn-heaps,gaveventtoself-condemnation。
’Certainly,Iamnomantolieheresolongforthepleasureofsightingthatyounggirlfortytimesaday,andlettinghersightme——blesshereyes!——tillImustneedswantapress-gangtoteachmewhatI’veforgot。AndisitthenalloverwithmeasaBritishsailor?We’llsee。’
WhenhewasthrownundertheinfluenceofAnne’seyesagain,whichweremoretantalizinglybeautifulthaneverjustnowsoitseemedtohim,hisintentionofofferinghisservicestotheGovernmentwouldwaxweaker,andhewouldputoffhisfinaldecisiontillthenextday。Annesawthesefluctuationsofhismindbetweenloveandpatriotism,andbeingterrifiedbywhatshehadheardofsea-fights,usedtheutmostartofwhichshewascapabletoseducehimfromhisformingpurpose。Shecametohiminthemill,wearingtheveryprettiestofhermorningjackets——theonethatonlyjustpassedthewaist,andwaslacedsotastefullyroundthecollarandbosom。Thenshewouldappearinhernewhat,withabouquetofprimrosesononeside;andonthefollowingSundayshewalkedbeforehiminlemon-colouredboots,sothatherfeetlookedlikeapairofyellow-hammersflittingunderherdress。
Butdresswastheleastofthemeanssheadoptedforchaininghimdown。Shetalkedmoretenderlythanever;askedhimtobeginsmallundertakingsinthegardenonheraccount;shesangaboutthehouse,thattheplacemightseemcheerfulwhenhecamein。Thissingingforapurposerequiredgreateffortonherpart,leavingherafterwardsverysad。WhenBobaskedherwhatwasthematter,shewouldsay,’Nothing;onlyIamthinkinghowyouwillgrieveyourfather,andcrosshispurposes,ifyoucarryoutyourunkindnotionofgoingtosea,andforsakingyourplaceinthemill。’
’Yes,’Bobwouldsayuneasily。’Itwilltroublehim,Iknow。’
Beingalsoquiteawarehowitwouldtroubleher,hewouldagainpostpone,andthusanotherweekpassedaway。
AllthistimeJohnhadnotcomeoncetothemill。ItappearedasifMissJohnsonabsorbedallhistimeandthoughts。Bobwasoftenseenchucklingoverthecircumstance。’Aslyrascal!’hesaid。
’Pretendingonthedayshecametobemarriedthatshewasnotgoodenoughforme,whenitwasonlythathewantedherforhimself。Howhecouldhavepersuadedhertogoawayisbeyondmetosay!’
Annecouldnotcontestthisbeliefofherlover’s,andremainedsilent;buttherehadmorethanonceoccurredtohermindadoubtofitsprobability。YetshehadonlyabandonedheropinionthatJohnhadschemedforMatilda,toembracetheoppositeerror;that,findinghehadwrongedtheyounglady,hehadpitiedandgrowntoloveher。
’AndyetJack,whenhewasaboy,wasthesimplestfellowalive,’
resumedBob。’ByGeorge,though,Ishouldhavebeenhotagainsthimforsuchatrick,ifinlosingherIhadn’tfoundabetter!Butshe’llnevercomedowntohimintheworld:shehashighnotionsnow。Iamafraidhe’sdoomedtosighinvain!’
ThoughBobregrettedthispossibility,thefeelingwasnotreciprocatedbyAnne。ItwastruethatsheknewnothingofMatilda’stemporarytreachery,andthatshedisbelievedthestoryofherlackofvirtue;butshedidnotlikethewoman。’Perhapsitwillnotmatterifheisdoomedtosighinvain,’shesaid。’ButI
owehimnoill-will。Ihaveprofitedbyhisdoings,incomprehensibleastheyare。’AndshebentherfaireyesonBobandsmiled。
Boblookeddubious。’Hethinkshehasaffrontedme,nowIhaveseenthroughhim,andthatIshallbeagainstmeetinghim。But,ofcourse,Iamnotsotouchy。Icanstandapracticaljoke,ascananymanwhohasbeenafloat。I’llcallandseehim,andtellhimso。’
Beforehestarted,BobbethoughthimofsomethingwhichwouldstillfurtherprovetothemisapprehendingJohnthathewasentirelyforgiven。Hewenttohisroom,andtookfromhischestapacketcontainingalockofMissJohnson’shair,whichshehadgivenhimduringtheirbriefacquaintance,andwhichtillnowhehadquiteforgotten。When,atstarting,hewishedAnnegoodbye,itwasaccompaniedbysuchabeamingface,thatsheknewhewasfullofanidea,andaskedwhatitmightbethatpleasedhimso。
’Why,this,’hesaid,smackinghisbreast-pocket。’AlockofhairthatMatildagaveme。’
Annesankbackwithpartedlips。
’IamgoingtogiveittoJack——he’lljumpforjoytogetit!AnditwillshowhimhowwillingIamtogiveheruptohim,finepieceassheis。’
’Willyouseeherto-day,Bob?’Anneaskedwithanuncertainsmile。
’Ono——unlessitisbyaccident。’
Onreachingtheoutskirtsofthetownhewentstraighttothebarracks,andwasluckyenoughtofindJohninhisroom,attheleft-handcornerofthequadrangle。Johnwasgladtoseehim;buttoBob’ssurpriseheshowednoimmediatecontrition,andthusaffordednoroomforthebrotherlyspeechofforgivenesswhichBobhadbeengoingtodeliver。Asthetrumpet-majordidnotopenthesubject,Bobfeltitdesirabletobeginhimself。
’Ihavebroughtyesomethingthatyouwillvalue,Jack,’hesaid,astheysatatthewindow,overlookingthelargesquarebarrack-yard。
’Ihavegotnofurtheruseforit,andyoushouldhavehaditbeforeifithadenteredmyhead。’
’Thankyou,Bob;whatisit?’saidJohn,lookingabsentlyatanawkwardsquadofyoungmenwhoweredrillingintheenclosure。
’’Tisayoungwoman’slockofhair。’
’Ah!’saidJohn,quiterecoveringfromhisabstraction,andslightlyflushing。CouldBobandAnnehavequarrelled?Bobdrewthepaperfromhispocket,andopenedit。
’Black!’saidJohn。
’Yes——blackenough。’
’Whose?’
’Why,Matilda’s。’
’O,Matilda’s!’
’Whosedidyouthinkthen?’
Insteadofreplying,thetrumpet-major’sfacebecameasredassunset,andheturnedtothewindowtohidehisconfusion。
Bobwassilent,andthenhe,too,lookedintothecourt。Atlengthhearose,walkedtohisbrother,andlaidhishanduponhisshoulder。’Jack,’hesaid,inanalteredvoice,’youareagoodfellow。NowIseeitall。’
’Ono——that’snothing,’saidJohnhastily。
’You’vebeenpretendingthatyoucareforthiswomanthatImightn’tblamemyselfforheavingyououtfromtheother——whichiswhatI’vedonewithoutknowingit。’
’Whatdoesitmatter?’
’Butitdoesmatter!I’vebeenmakingyouunhappyalltheseweeksandweeksthroughmythoughtlessness。Theyseemedtothinkathome,youknow,John,thatyouhadgrownnottocareforher;orI
wouldn’thavedoneitforalltheworld!’
’Yousticktoher,Bob,andnevermindme。Shebelongstoyou。Shelovesyou。Ihavenoclaimuponher,andshethinksnothingaboutme。’
’Shelikesyou,John,thoroughlywell;sodoeseverybody;andifI
hadn’tcomehome,puttingmyfootinit——Thatcominghomeofminehasbeenaregularblightuponthefamily!Ioughtnevertohavestayed。Theseaismyhome,andwhycouldn’tIbidethere?’
Thetrumpet-majordrewBob’sdiscourseoffthesubjectassoonashecould,andBob,aftersomeunconsideredrepliesandremarks,seemedwillingtoavoiditforthepresent。HedidnotaskJohntoaccompanyhimhome,ashehadintended;andonleavingthebarracksturnedsouthwardandenteredthetowntowanderabouttillhecoulddecidewhattodo。
Itwasthe3rdofSeptember,buttheKing’swatering-placestillretaineditssummeraspect。Theroyalbathing-machinehadbeendrawnoutjustasBobreachedGloucesterBuildings,andhewaitedaminute,inthelackofotherdistraction,tolookon。ImmediatelythattheKing’smachinehadenteredthewateragroupoffloridmenwithfiddles,violoncellos,atrombone,andadrum,cameforward,packedthemselvesintoanothermachinethatwasinwaiting,andweredrawnoutintothewavesintheKing’srear。Allthatwastobeheardforafewminutesweretheslowpulsationsofthesea;andthenadeafeningnoiseburstfromtheinteriorofthesecondmachinewithpowerenoughtosplittheboardsasunder;itwasthecondensedmassofmusiciansinside,strikingupthestrainsof’GodsavetheKing,’ashisMajesty’sheadrosefromthewater。Bobtookoffhishatandwaitedtilltheendoftheperformance,which,intendedasapleasantsurprisetoGeorgeIII。bytheloyalburghers,waspossiblyinthewaterycircumstancestoleratedratherthandesiredbythatdrippingmonarch。*
*VidePreface。
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