首页 >出版文学> The Trumpet-Major>第33章
  ’No,Icannotletyouin,’shemurmured,afterapause。
  ’Dashmywig,then,’hecried,hisfaceflamingup,’I’llfindawaytogetin!Now,don’tyouprovokeme!Youdon’tknowwhatIamcapableof。Iaskyouagain,willyouopenthedoor?’
  ’Whydoyouwishit?’shesaidfaintly。
  ’IhavetoldyouIwanttositdown;andIwanttoaskyouaquestion。’
  ’Youcanaskmefromwhereyouare。’
  ’Icannotaskyouproperly。Itisaboutaseriousmatter:whetheryouwillacceptmyheartandhand。Iamnotgoingtothrowmyselfatyourfeet;butIaskyoutodoyourdutyasawoman,namely,giveyoursolemnwordtotakemynameassoonasthewarisoverandI
  havetimetoattendtoyou。Iscorntoaskitofahaughtyhussywhowillonlyspeaktomethroughawindow;however,Iputittoyouforthelasttime,madam。’
  Therewasnosignonthedownofanybody’sreturn,andshesaid,’I’llthinkofit,sir。’
  ’Youhavethoughtofitlongenough;Iwanttoknow。Willyouorwon’tyou?’
  ’Verywell;IthinkIwill。’Andthenshefeltthatshemightbebuyingpersonalsafetytoodearlybyshufflingthus,sincehewouldspreadthereportthatshehadacceptedhim,andcauseendlesscomplication。’No,’shesaid,’Ihavechangedmymind。Icannotacceptyou,Mr。Derriman。’
  ’That’showyouplaywithme!’heexclaimed,stamping。’“Yes,“onemoment;“No,“thenext。Come,youdon’tknowwhatyourefuse。Thatoldhallismyuncle’sown,andhehasnobodyelsetoleaveitto。
  Assoonashe’sdeadIshallthrowupfarmingandstartasasquire。
  Andnow,’headdedwithabittersneer,’whatafoolyouaretohangbackfromsuchachance!’
  ’Thankyou,Idon’tvalueit,’saidAnne。
  ’Becauseyouhatehimwhowouldmakeityours?’
  ’Itmaynotlieinyourpowertodothat。’
  ’What——hastheoldfellowbeentellingyouhisaffairs?’
  ’No。’
  ’Thenwhydoyoumistrustme?Now,afterthiswillyouopenthedoor,andshowthatyoutreatmeasafriendifyouwon’tacceptmeasalover?Ionlywanttositandtalktoyou。’
  Annethoughtshewouldtrusthim;itseemedalmostimpossiblethathecouldharmher。Sheretiredfromthewindowandwentdownstairs。
  Whenherhandwasupontheboltofthedoor,hermindmisgaveher。
  Insteadofwithdrawingitsheremainedinsilencewhereshewas,andhebeganagain——
  ’Areyougoingtounfastenit?’
  Annedidnotspeak。
  ’Now,dashmywig,Iwillgetatyou!You’vetriedmebeyondendurance。Onekisswouldhavebeenenoughthatdayinthemead;
  nowI’llhaveforty,whetheryouwillorno!’
  Heflunghimselfagainstthedoor;butasitwasbolted,andhadinadditionagreatwoodenbaracrossit,thisproducednoeffect。Hewassilentforamoment,andthentheterrifiedgirlheardhimattempttheshutteredwindow。Sheranupstairsandagainscannedthedown。Theyellowgigstilllayintheblazingsunshine,andthehorseofFestusstoodbythecornerofthegarden——nothingelsewastobeseen。Atthismomenttherecametoherearthenoiseofasworddrawnfromitsscabbard;and,peepingoverthewindow-sill,shesawhertormentordrivehisswordbetweenthejointsoftheshutters,inanattempttoripthemopen。Theswordsnappedoffinhishand。Withanimprecationhepulledoutthepiece,andreturnedthetwohalvestothescabbard。
  ’Ha!ha!’hecried,catchingsightofthetopofherhead。’’Tisonlyajoke,youknow;butI’llgetinallthesame。Allforakiss!Butnevermind,we’lldoityet!’Hespokeinanaffectedlylighttone,asifashamedofhispreviousresentfultemper;butshecouldseebythelividbackofhisneckthathewasbrimfulofsuppressedpassion。’Onlyajest,youknow,’hewenton。’Howarewegoingtodoitnow?Why,inthisway。Igoandgetaladder,andenterattheupperwindowwheremyloveis。Andthere’stheladderlyingunderthatcorn-rickinthefirstenclosedfield。Backintwominutes,dear!’
  Heranoff,andwaslosttoherview。
  Annefearfullysurveyedherposition。Theupperwindowsofthecottagewereofflimsiestlead-work,andtokeephimoutwouldbehopeless。Shefeltthatnotamomentwastobelostingettingaway。Runningdownstairssheopenedthedoor,andthenitoccurredtoherterrifiedunderstandingthattherewouldbenochanceofescapinghimbyflightafootacrosssuchanextensivedown,sincehemightmounthishorseandeasilyrideafterher。Theanimalstillremainedtetheredatthecornerofthegarden;ifshecouldreleasehimandfrightenhimawaybeforeFestusreturned,therewouldnotbequitesuchoddsagainsther。Sheaccordinglyunhookedthehorsebyreachingoverthebank,andthen,pullingoffhermuslinneckerchief,flappeditinhiseyestostartlehim。Butthegallantsteeddidnotmoveorflinch;shetriedagain,andheseemedratherpleasedthanotherwise。Atthismomentsheheardacryfromthecottage,andturning,beheldheradversaryapproachingroundthecornerofthebuilding。
  ’IthoughtIshouldtoleoutthemousebythattrick!’criedFestusexultingly。Insteadofgoingforaladder,hehadsimplyhiddenhimselfatthebacktotemptherdown。
  PoorAnnewasnowdesperate。Thebankonwhichshestoodwaslevelwiththehorse’sback,andthecreatureseemedquietasalamb。
  Withadeterminationofwhichshewascapableinemergencies,sheseizedtherein,flungherselfuponthesheepskin,andheldonbythemane。Theamazedchargerliftedhishead,sniffed,wrenchedhisearshitherandthither,andstartedoffatafrightfulspeedacrossthedown。
  ’O,myheartandlimbs!’saidFestusunderhisbreath,as,thoroughlyalarmed,hegazedafterher。’SheonChampion!She’llbreakherneck,andIshallbetriedformanslaughter,anddisgracewillbebroughtuponthenameofDerriman!’
  Championcontinuedtogoatastretch-gallop,buthedidnothingworse。Hadheplungedorreared,Derriman’sfearsmighthavebeenverified,andAnnehavecomewithdeadlyforcetotheground。Butthecoursewasgood,andinthehorse’sspeedlayacomparativesecurity。Shewasscarcelyshakeninherprecarioushalf-horizontalposition,thoughshewasawedtoseethegrass,loosestones,andotherobjectspasshereyeslikestrokeswheneversheopenedthem,whichwasonlyjustforasecondatintervalsofhalfaminute;andtofeelhowwildlythestirrupsswung,andthatwhatstruckherkneewasthebucketofthecarbine,andthatitwasapistol-holsterwhichhurtherarm。
  Theyquicklyclearedthedown,andAnnebecameconsciousthatthecourseofthehorsewashomeward。Assoonasthegroundbegantorisetowardstheouterbeltofuplandwhichlaybetweenherandthecoast,Champion,nowpantingandreekingwithmoisture,lessenedhisspeedinsheerweariness,andproceededatarapidjoltingtrot。
  Annefeltthatshecouldnotholdonhalfsowell;thegallophadbeenchild’splaycomparedwiththis。Theywereinalane,ascendingtoaridge,andshemadeuphermindforafall。Overtheridgeroseananimatedspot,higherandhigher;itturnedouttobetheupperpartofaman,andthemantobeasoldier。SuchwasAnne’sattitudethatsheonlygotanoccasionalglimpseofhim;and,thoughshefearedthathemightbeaFrenchman,shefearedthehorsemorethantheenemy,asshehadfearedFestusmorethanthehorse。
  Annehadenergyenoughlefttocry,’Stophim;stophim!’asthesoldierdrewnear。
  He,astonishedatthesightofamilitaryhorsewithabundleofdraperyacrosshisback,hadalreadyplacedhimselfinthemiddleofthelane,andhenowheldouthisarmstillhisfigureassumedtheformofaLatincrossplantedintheroadway。Championdrewnear,swerved,andstoodstillalmostsuddenly,achecksufficienttosendAnneslippingdownhisflanktotheground。Thetimelyfriendsteppedforwardandhelpedhertoherfeet,whenshesawthathewasJohnLoveday。
  ’Areyouhurt?’hesaidhastily,havingturnedquitepaleatseeingherfall。
  ’Ono;notabit,’saidAnne,gatheringherselfupwithforcedbriskness,tomakelightofthemisadventure。
  ’Buthowdidyougetinsuchaplace?’
  ’There,he’sgone!’sheexclaimed,insteadofreplying,asChampionsweptroundJohnLovedayandcanteredofftriumphantlyinthedirectionofOxwell,aperformancewhichshefollowedwithhereyes。
  ’Buthowdidyoucomeuponhisback,andwhosehorseisit?’
  ’Iwilltellyou。’
  ’Well?’
  ’I——cannottellyou。’
  Johnlookedsteadilyather,sayingnothing。
  ’Howdidyoucomehere?’sheasked。’IsittruethattheFrenchhavenotlandedatall?’
  ’Quitetrue;thealarmwasgroundless。I’lltellyouallaboutit。
  Youlookverytired。Youhadbettersitdownafewminutes。Letussitonthisbank。’
  Hehelpedhertotheslopeindicated,andcontinued,stillasifhisthoughtsweremoreoccupiedwiththemysteryofherrecentsituationthanwithwhathewassaying:’WearrivedatBudmouthBarracksthismorning,andaretoliethereallthesummer。Icouldnotwritetotellfatherwewerecoming。ItwasnotbecauseofanyrumouroftheFrench,forweknewnothingofthattillwemetthepeopleontheroad,andthecolonelsaidinamomentthenewswasfalse。
  BuonaparteisnotevenatBoulognejustnow。Iwasanxioustoknowhowyouhadbornethefright,soIhastenedtoOvercombeatonce,assoonasIcouldgetoutofbarracks。’
  Anne,whohadnotbeenatallresponsivetohisdiscourse,nowswayedheavilyagainsthim,andlookingquicklydownhefoundthatshehadsilentlyfainted。Tosupportherinhisarmswasofcoursetheimpulseofamoment。Therewasnowatertobehad,andhecouldthinkofnothingelsebuttoholdhertenderlytillshecameroundagain。Certainlyhedesirednothingmore。
  Againheaskedhimself,whatdiditallmean?
  Hewaited,lookingdownuponhertiredeyelids,andattherowoflasheslyinguponeachcheek,whosenaturalroundnessshoweditselfinsingularperfectionnowthatthecustomarypinkhadgivenplacetoapaleluminousnesscaughtfromthesurroundingatmosphere。Thedumpyringletsaboutherforeheadandbehindherpoll,whichwereusuallyastightassprings,hadbeenpartiallyuncoiledbythewildnessofherride,andhunginsplitlocksoverherforeheadandneck。John,who,duringthelongmonthsofhisabsence,hadlivedonlytomeetheragain,wasinastateofecstaticreverence,andbendingdownhegentlykissedher。
  Annewasjustbecomingconscious。
  ’O,Mr。Derriman,never,never!’shemurmured,sweepingherfacewithherhand。
  ’Ithoughthewasatthebottomofit,’saidJohn。
  Anneopenedhereyes,andstartedbackfromhim。’Whatisit?’shesaidwildly。
  ’Youareill,mydearMissGarland,’repliedJohnintremblinganxiety,andtakingherhand。
  ’Iamnotill,Iamweariedout!’shesaid。’Can’twewalkon?HowfararewefromOvercombe?’
  ’Aboutamile。Buttellme,somebodyhasbeenhurtingyou——
  frighteningyou。Iknowwhoitwas;itwasDerriman,andthatwashishorse。Nowdoyoutellmeall。’
  Annereflected。’ThenifItellyou,’shesaid,’willyoudiscusswithmewhatIhadbetterdo,andnotforthepresentletmymotherandyourfatherknow?Idon’twanttoalarmthem,andImustnotletmyaffairsinterruptthebusinessconnexionbetweenthemillandthehallthathasgoneonforsomanyyears。’
  Thetrumpet-majorpromised,andAnnetoldtheadventure。Hisbrowreddenedasshewenton,andwhenshehaddoneshesaid,’Nowyouareangry。Don’tdoanythingdreadful,willyou?RememberthatthisFestuswillmostlikelysucceedhisuncleatOxwell,inspiteofpresentappearances,andifBobsucceedsatthemillthereshouldbenoenmitybetweenthem。’
  ’That’strue。Iwon’ttellBob。Leavehimtome。WhereisDerrimannow?Onhiswayhome,Isuppose。WhenIhaveseenyouintothehouseIwilldealwithhim——quitequietly,sothatheshallsaynothingaboutit。’
  ’Yes,appealtohim,do!Perhapshewillbebetterthen。’
  Theywalkedontogether,Lovedayseemingtoexperiencemuchquietbliss。
  ’Icametolookforyou,’hesaid,’becauseofthatdear,sweetletteryouwrote。’
  ’Yes,Ididwriteyoualetter,’sheadmitted,withmisgiving,nowbeginningtoseehermistake。’ItwasbecauseIwassorryIhadblamedyou。’
  ’Iamalmostgladyoudidblameme,’saidJohncheerfully,’since,ifyouhadnot,theletterwouldnothavecome。Ihavereaditfiftytimesaday。’
  ThisputAnneintoanunhappymood,andtheyproceededwithoutmuchfurthertalktillthemillchimneyswerevisiblebelowthem。Johnthensaidthathewouldleavehertogoinbyherself。
  ’Ah,youaregoingbacktogetintosomedangeronmyaccount?’
  ’Ican’tgetintomuchdangerwithsuchafellowashe,canI?’saidJohn,smiling。