首页 >出版文学> The Trumpet-Major>第22章
  ’Yes,yes,’saidLoveday;andtheydescendedintothegarden。
  Heretheyturnedoversundryflatstonesandkilledtheslugsshelteredbeneaththemfromthecomingheatoftheday,talkingofslugsinalltheirbranches——ofthebrownandtheblack,ofthetoughandthetender,ofthereasonwhythereweresomanyinthegardenthatyear,ofthecomingtimewhenthegrass-walksharbouringthemweretobetakenupandgravellaid,andoftherelativelyexterminatorymeritsofapairofscissorsandtheheeloftheshoe。
  Atlastthemillersaid,’Well,really,Bob,I’mhungry;wemustbeginwithouther。’
  Theywereabouttogoin,whenDavidappearedwithhasteinhismotions,hiseyeswiderverticallythancrosswise,andhischeeksnearlyallgone。
  ’Maister,I’vebeentocallher;andas’adidn’tspeakIrapped,andas’adidn’tanswerIkicked,andnotbeinglatchedthedooropened,and——she’sgone!’
  Bobwentofflikeaswallowtowardsthehouse,andthemillerfollowedliketheratherheavymanthathewas。ThatMissMatildawasnotinherroom,orascrapofanythingbelongingtoher,wassoonapparent。Theysearchedeveryplaceinwhichshecouldpossiblyhideorsqueezeherself,everyplaceinwhichshecouldnot,butfoundnothingatall。
  CaptainBobwasquitewildwithastonishmentandgrief。Whenhewasquitesurethatshewasnowhereinhisfather’shouse,heranintoMrs。Garland’s,andtellingthemthestorysohastilythattheyhardlyunderstoodtheparticulars,hewentontowardsComfort’shouse,intendingtoraisethealarmthere,andalsoatMitchell’s,Beach’s,Cripplestraw’s,theparson’s,theclerk’s,thecampofdragoons,ofhussars,andsoonthroughthewholecounty。Buthepaused,andthoughtitwouldbehardlyexpedienttopublishhisdiscomfitureinsuchaway。IfMatildahadleftthehouseforanyfreakishreasonhewouldnotcaretolookforher,andifherdeedhadatragicintentshewouldkeepalooffromcampandvillage。
  InhistroublehethoughtofAnne。Shewasanicegirlandcouldbetrusted。Toherhewent,andfoundherinastateofexcitementandanxietywhichequalledhisown。
  ’’Tissolonelytocruiseforherallbymyself!’saidBobdisconsolately,hisforeheadallinwrinkles,’andI’vethoughtyouwouldcomewithmeandcheertheway?’
  ’Whereshallwesearch?’saidAnne。
  ’O,intheholesofrivers,youknow,anddownwells,andinquarries,andovercliffs,andlikethat。YoureyesmightcatchtheloomofanybitofashawlorbonnetthatIshouldoverlook,anditwoulddomearealservice。Pleasedocome!’
  SoAnnetookpityuponhim,andputonherhatandwent,themillerandDavidhavinggoneoffinanotherdirection。Theyexaminedtheditchesoffields,BobgoingroundbyonefenceandAnnebytheother,tilltheymetattheoppositeside。Thentheypeepedunderculverts,intoouthouses,anddownoldwellsandquarries,tillthetheoryofatragicalendhadnearlyspentitsforceinBob’smind,andhebegantothinkthatMatildahadsimplyrunaway。However,theystillwalkedon,thoughbythistimethesunwashotandAnnewouldgladlyhavesatdown。
  ’Now,didn’tyouthinkhighlyofher,MissGarland?’heinquired,asthesearchbegantolanguish。
  ’Oyes,’saidAnne,’veryhighly。’
  ’Shewasreallybeautiful;nononsenseaboutherlooks,wasthere?’
  ’None。Herbeautywasthoroughlyripe——nottooyoung。Weshouldallhavegottoloveher。Whatcanhavepossessedhertogoaway?’
  ’Idon’tknow,and,uponmylife,IshallsoonbedrovetosayI
  don’tcare!’repliedthematedespairingly。’Letmepilotyedownoverthosestones,’headded,asAnnebegantodescendaruggedquarry。Hesteppedforward,leaptdown,andturnedtoher。
  Shegavehimherhandandsprangdown。Beforeherelinquishedhishold,CaptainBobraisedherfingerstohislipsandkissedthem。
  ’O,CaptainLoveday!’criedAnne,snatchingawayherhandingenuinedismay,whileatearroseunexpectedlytoeacheye。’Ineverheardofsuchathing!Iwon’tgoaninchfurtherwithyou,sir;itistoobarefaced!’Andsheturnedandranoff。
  ’UponmylifeIdidn’tmeanit!’saidtherepentantcaptain,hasteningafter。’Idoloveherbest——indeedIdo——andIdon’tloveyouatall!Iamnotsofickleasthat!Imerelyjustforthemomentadmiredyouasasweetlittlecraft,andthat’showIcametodoit。Youknow,MissGarland,’hecontinuedearnestly,andstillrunningafter,’’tislikethis:whenyoucomeashoreafterhavingbeenshutupinashipforeighteenmonths,women-folksseemsonewandnicethatyoucan’thelplikingthem,oneandallinabody;andsoyourheartisapttogetscatteredandtoyawabit;butofcourseIthinkofpoorMatildamost,andshallalwayssticktoher。’
  Heheavedasighoftremendousmagnitude,toshowbeyondthepossibilityofdoubtthathisheartwasstillintheplacethathonourrequired。
  ’Iamgladtohearthat——ofcourseIamveryglad!’saidshe,withquickpetulance,keepingherfaceturnedfromhim。’AndIhopeweshallfindher,andthattheweddingwillnotbeputoff,andthatyou’llbothbehappy。ButIwon’tlookforheranymore!No;I
  don’tcaretolookforher——andmyheadaches。Iamgoinghome!’
  ’AndsoamI,’saidRobertpromptly。
  ’No,no;goonlookingforher,ofcourse——alltheafternoon,andallnight。Iamsureyouwill,ifyouloveher。’
  ’Oyes;Imeanto。Still,Ioughttoconvoyyouhomefirst?’
  ’No,yououghtnot;andIshallnotacceptyourcompany。
  Good-morning,sir!’Andshewentoffoveroneofthestonestileswithwhichthespotabounded,leavingthefriendlysailorstandinginthefield。
  Hesighedagain,and,observingthecampnotfaroff,thoughthewouldgotohisbrotherJohnandaskhimhisopiniononthesorrowfulcase。OnreachingthetentshefoundthatJohnwasnotatlibertyjustatthattime,beingengagedinpractisingthetrumpeters;andleavingwordthathewishedthetrumpet-majortocomedowntothemillassoonaspossible,Bobwentbackagain。
  ’’Tisnogoodlookingforher,’hesaidgloomily。’Shelikedmewellenough,butwhenshecamehereandsawthehouse,andtheplace,andtheoldhorse,andtheplainfurniture,shewasdisappointedtofindusallsohomely,andfeltshedidn’tcaretomarryintosuchafamily!’
  HisfatherandDavidhadreturnedwithnonews。
  ’Yes,’tisasI’vebeenthinking,father,’Bobsaid。’Weweren’tgoodenoughforher,andshewentawayinscorn!’
  ’Well,thatcan’tbehelped,’saidthemiller。’Whatwebe,webe,andhavebeenforgenerations。Tomymindsheseemedgladenoughtogetholdofus!’
  ’Yes,yes——forthemoment——becauseoftheflowers,andbirds,andwhat’sprettyintheplace,’saidBobtragically。’Butyoudon’tknow,father——howshouldyouknow,whohavehardlybeenoutofOvercombeinyourlife?——youdon’tknowwhatdelicatefeelingsareinarealrefinedwoman’smind。Anylittlevulgaractionunreavestheirnerveslikeamarline-spike。NowIwonderifyoudidanythingtodisgusther?’
  ’Faith!notthatIknowof,’saidLoveday,reflecting。’Ididn’tsayasinglethingthatIshouldnaturallyhavesaid,onpurposetogivenooffence。’
  ’Youwasalwaysveryhomely,youknow,father。’
  ’Yes;soIwas,’saidthemillermeekly。
  ’Iwonderwhatitcouldhavebeen,’Bobcontinued,wanderingaboutrestlessly。’Youdidn’tgodrinkingoutofthebigmugwithyourmouthfull,orwipeyourlipswithyoursleeve?’
  ’ThatI’llswearIdidn’t!’saidthemillerfirmly。’ThinksI,there’snoknowingwhatImaydotoshockher,soI’lltakemysolidvictualsinthebakehouse,andonlyacrumbandadropinhercompanyformanners。’
  ’Youcoulddonomorethanthat,certainly,’saidBobgently。
  ’Ifmymannersbegoodenoughforwell-brought-uppeopleliketheGarlands,theybegoodenoughforher,’continuedthemiller,withasenseofinjustice。
  ’That’strue。ThenitmusthavebeenDavid。David,comehere!Howdidyoubehavebeforethatlady?Now,mindyouspeakthetruth!’
  ’Yes,Mr。CaptainRobert,’saidDavidearnestly。’Iassureyeshewasservedlikearoyalqueen。Thebestsilverspoonswezputdown,andyerpoorgrandfer’ssilvertanket,asyouseed,andthefeathercushionforhertositon——’
  ’NowI’vegotit!’saidBobdecisively,bringingdownhishanduponthewindow-sill。’Herbedwashard!——andthere’snothingshocksatrueladylikethat。ThebedinthatroomalwayswasashardastheRockofGibraltar!’
  ’No,CaptainBob!Thebedswerechanged——wasn’ttheymaister?Weputthegoosebedinherroom,andtheflockone,thatusedtobethere,inyours。’
  ’Yes,wedid,’corroboratedthemiller。’DavidandIchanged’emwithourownhands,becausetheyweretooheavyforthewomentomove。’
  ’SureIdidn’tknowIhadtheflockbed,’murmuredBob。’Islepton,littlethinkingwhatIwasgoingtowaketo。Well,well,she’sgone;andsearchasIwillIshallneverfindanotherlikeher!Shewastoogoodforme。Shemusthavecarriedherboxwithherownhands,poorgirl。Asfarasthatgoes,Icouldovertakeherevennow,Idaresay;butIwon’tentreatheragainstherwill——notI。’
  MillerLovedayandDavid,feelingthemselvestoberatheradesecrationinthepresenceofBob’ssacredemotions,managedtoedgeoffbydegrees,theformerburyinghimselfinthemostflouryrecessesofthemill,hisinvariableresourcewhenperturbed,therumblinghavingasoothingeffectuponthenervesofthoseproperlytrainedtoitsmusic。
  Bobwassoimpatientthat,aftergoinguptoherroomtoassurehimselfoncemorethatshehadnotundressed,buthadonlylaindownontheoutsideofthebed,hewentoutofthehousetomeetJohn,andwaitedonthesunnyslopeofthedowntillhisbrotherappeared。
  Johnlookedsobraveandshapelyandwarlikethat,eveninBob’spresentdistress,hecouldnotbutfeelanhonestandaffectionateprideatowningsucharelative。YethefanciedthatJohndidnotcomealongwiththesameswingingstephehadshownyesterday;andwhenthetrumpet-majorgotnearerhelookedanxiouslyatthemateandwaitedforhimtospeakfirst。
  ’Youknowourgreattrouble,John?’saidRobert,gazingstoicallyintohisbrother’seyes。
  ’Comeandsitdown,andtellmeallaboutit,’answeredthetrumpet-major,showingnosurprise。
  Theywenttowardsaslightravine,whereitwaseasiertositdownthanontheflatground,andhereJohnreclinedamongthegrasshoppers,pointingtohisbrothertodothesame。
  ’Butdoyouknowwhatitis?’saidRobert。’Hasanybodytoldye?’
  ’Idoknow,’saidJohn。’She’sgone;andIamthankful!’
  ’What!’saidBob,risingtohiskneesinamazement。
  ’I’matthebottomofit,’saidthetrumpet-majorslowly。
  ’You,John?’
  ’Yes;andifyouwilllistenI’lltellyouall。DoyourememberwhathappenedwhenIcameintotheroomlastnight?Why,sheturnedcolourandnearlyfaintedaway。Thatwasbecausesheknewme。’
  Bobstaredathisbrotherwithafaceofpainanddistrust。
  ’Foronce,Bob,Imustsaysomethingthatwillhurttheeagooddeal,’continuedJohn。’Shewasnotawomanwhocouldpossiblybeyourwife——andsoshe’sgone。’
  ’Yousentheroff?’
  ’Well,Idid。’
  ’John!——Tellmerightthrough——tellme!’
  ’PerhapsIhadbetter,’saidthetrumpet-major,hisblueeyesrestingonthefardistantsea,thatseemedtoriselikeawallashighasthehilltheysatupon。
  AndthenhetoldataleofMissJohnsonandthe——thDragoonswhichwrunghisheartasmuchinthetellingasitdidBob’stohear,andwhichshowedthatJohnhadbeentemporarilycrueltobeultimatelykind。EvenBob,excitedashewas,coulddiscernfromJohn’smannerofspeakingwhataterribleundertakingthatnight’sbusinesshadbeenforhim。Tojustifythecoursehehadadoptedthedictatesofdutymusthavebeenimperative;butthetrumpet-major,withabecomingreticencewhichhisbrotheratthetimewasnaturallyunabletoappreciate,scarcelydweltdistinctlyenoughuponthecompellingcauseofhisconduct。Itwould,indeed,havebeenhardforanyman,muchlesssomodestaoneasJohn,todohimselfjusticeinthatremarkablerelation,whenthelistenerwasthelady’slover;anditisnowonderthatRobertrosetohisfeetandputagreaterdistancebetweenhimselfandJohn。
  ’Andwhattimewasit?’heaskedinahard,suppressedvoice。
  ’Itwasjustbeforeoneo’clock。’
  ’Howcouldyouhelphertogoaway?’
  ’Ihadapass。Icarriedherboxtothecoach-office。Shewastofollowatdawn。’