Toexplainthemiller’ssuddenproposalitisonlynecessarytogobacktothatmomentwhenAnne,Festus,andMrs。Garlandweretalkingtogetheronthedown。JohnLovedayhadfallenbehindsoasnottointerferewithameetinginwhichhewasdecidedlysuperfluous;andhisfather,whoguessedthetrumpet-major’ssecret,watchedhisfaceashestood。John’sfacewassad,andhiseyesfollowedMrs。
Garland’sencouragingmannertoFestusinawaywhichplainlysaidthateverypartingofherlipswastribulationtohim。Themillerlovedhissonasmuchasanymillerorprivategentlemancoulddo,andhewaspainedtoseeJohn’sgloomatsuchatrivialcircumstance。SowhatdidheresolvebuttohelpJohnthereandthenbyprecipitatingamatterwhich,hadhehimselfbeentheonlypersonconcerned,hewouldhavedelayedforanothersixmonths。
Hehadlonglikedthesocietyofhisimpulsive,tractableneighbour,Mrs。Garland;hadmentallytakenherupandponderedherinconnexionwiththequestionwhetheritwouldnotbeforthehappinessofbothifsheweretosharehishome,eventhoughshewasalittlehissuperiorinantecedentsandknowledge。Infacthelovedher;nottragically,buttoaverycreditableextentforhisyears;thatis,nexttohissons,BobandJohn,thoughheknewverywellofthatploughed-groundappearancenearthecornersofheroncehandsomeeyes,andthatthelittledepressioninherrightcheekwasnotthelingeringdimpleitwaspoeticallyassumedtobe,butaresultoftheabstractionofsomeworn-outnethermillstoneswithinthecheekbyRootle,theBudmouthman,wholivedbysuchpracticesontheheadsoftheelderly。Butwhatofthat,whenhehadlosttwotoeachoneofhers,andexceededherinagebysomeeightyears!
TodoJohnaservice,then,hequickenedhisdesigns,andputthequestiontoherwhiletheywerestandingundertheeyesoftheyoungerpair。
Mrs。Garland,thoughshehadbeeninterestedinthemillerforalongtime,andhadforamomentnowandthenthoughtonthisquestionasfaras,’Supposeheshould,’Ifhewereto,’andsoon,hadneverthoughtmuchfurther;andshewasreallytakenbysurprisewhenthequestioncame。Sheansweredwithoutaffectationthatshewouldthinkovertheproposal;andthustheyparted。
Hermother’sinfirmityofpurposesetAnnethinking,andshewassuddenlyfilledwithaconvictionthatinsuchacasesheoughttohavesomepurposeherself。Mrs。Garland’scomplacencyatthemiller’sofferhad,intruth,amazedher。Whilehermotherhadheldupherhead,andrecommendedFestus,ithadseemedaveryprettythingtorebel;butthepressurebeingremovedanawfulsenseofherownresponsibilitytookpossessionofhermind。Astherewasnolongeranybodytobewiseorambitiousforher,surelysheshouldbewiseandambitiousforherself,discountenancehermother’sattachment,andencourageFestusinhisaddresses,forherownandhermother’sgood。TherehadbeenatimewhenaLovedaythrilledherownheart;butthatwaslongago,beforeshehadthoughtofpositionordifferences。Towakeintocolddaylightlikethis,whenandbecausehermotherhadgoneintothelandofromance,wasdreadfulandnewtoher,andlikeanincreaseofyearswithoutlivingthem。
Butitwaseasiertothinkthatsheoughttomarrytheyeomanthantotakestepsfordoingit;andshewentonlivingjustasbefore,onlywithalittlemorethoughtfulnessinhereyes。
Twodaysafterthevisittothecamp,whenshewasagaininthegarden,SoldierLovedaysaidtoher,atadistanceoffiverowsofbeansandaparsley-bed——
’Youhaveheardthenews,MissGarland?’
’No,’saidAnne,withoutlookingupfromabookshewasreading。
’TheKingiscomingto-morrow。’
’TheKing?’Shelookedupthen。
’Yes;toGloucesterLodge;andhewillpassthisway。Hecan’tarrivetilllongpastthemiddleofthenight,ifwhattheysayistrue,thatheistimedtochangehorsesatWoodyatesInn——betweenMidandSouthWessex——attwelveo’clock,’continuedLoveday,encouragedbyherinteresttocutofftheparsley-bedfromthedistancebetweenthem。
MillerLovedaycameroundthecornerofthehouse。
’HaveyeheardabouttheKingcoming,MissMaidyAnne?’hesaid。
Annesaidthatshehadjustheardofit;andthetrumpet-major,whohardlywelcomedhisfatheratsuchamoment,explainedwhatheknewofthematter。
’Andyouwillgowithyourregimenttomeet’en,Isuppose?’saidoldLoveday。
YoungLovedaysaidthatthemenoftheGermanLegionweretoperformthatduty。Andturninghalffromhisfather,andhalftowardsAnne,headded,inatentativetone,thathethoughthemightgetleaveforthenight,ifanybodywouldliketobetakentothetopoftheRidgewayoverwhichtheroyalpartymustpass。
Anne,knowingbythistimeofthebuddinghopeinthegallantdragoon’smind,andnotwishingtoencourageit,said,’Idon’twanttogo。’
ThemillerlookeddisappointedaswellasJohn。
’Yourmothermightliketo?’
’Yes,Iamgoingindoors,andI’llaskherifyouwishmeto,’saidshe。
Shewentindoorsandrathercoldlytoldhermotheroftheproposal。
Mrs。Garland,thoughshehaddeterminednottoanswerthemiller’squestiononmatrimonyjustyet,wasquitereadyforthisjaunt,andinspiteofAnneshesailedoffatoncetothegardentohearmoreaboutit。Whenshere-entered,shesaid——
’Anne,IhavenotseentheKingortheKing’shorsesforthesemanyyears;andIamgoing。’
’Ah,itiswelltobeyou,mother,’saidAnne,inanelderlytone。
’Thenyouwon’tcomewithus?’saidMrs。Garland,ratherrebuffed。
’Ihaveverydifferentthingstothinkof,’saidherdaughterwithvirtuousemphasis,’thangoingtoseesightsatthattimeofnight。’
Mrs。Garlandwassorry,butresolvedtoadheretothearrangement。
Thenightcameon;andithavinggoneabroadthattheKingwouldpassbytheroad,manyofthevillagerswentouttoseetheprocession。WhenthetwoLovedaysandMrs。Garlandweregone,Anneboltedthedoorforsecurity,andsatdowntothinkagainonhergraveresponsibilitiesinthechoiceofahusband,nowthathernaturalguardiancouldnolongerbetrusted。
Aknockcametothedoor。
Anne’sinstinctwasatoncetobesilent,thatthecomermightthinkthefamilyhadretired。
Theknockingperson,however,wasnottobeeasilypersuaded。Hehadinfactseenraysoflightoverthetopoftheshutter,and,unabletogetananswer,wentontothedoorofthemill,whichwasstillgoing,themillersometimesgrindingallnightwhenbusy。ThegrinderaccompaniedthestrangertoMrs。Garland’sdoor。
’Thedaughteriscertainlyathome,sir,’saidthegrinder。’I’llgoroundtot’otherside,andseeifshe’sthere,MasterDerriman。’
’IwanttotakeherouttoseetheKing,’saidFestus。
Annehadstartedatthesoundofthevoice。Noopportunitycouldhavebeenbetterforcarryingouthernewconvictionsonthedisposalofherhand。ButinhermortaldislikeofFestus,Anneforgotherprinciples,andherideaofkeepingherselfabovetheLovedays。Tossingonherhatandblowingoutthecandle,sheslippedoutatthebackdoor,andhastilyfollowedinthedirectionthathermotherandtheresthadtaken。Sheovertookthemastheywerebeginningtoclimbthehill。
’What!youhavealteredyourmindafterall?’saidthewidow。’Howcameyoutodothat,mydear?’
’IthoughtImightaswellcome,’saidAnne。
’Tobesureyoudid,’saidthemillerheartily。’Agooddealbetterthanbidingathomethere。’
Johnsaidnothing,thoughshecouldalmostseethroughthegloomhowgladhewasthatshehadalteredhermind。Whentheyreachedtheridgeoverwhichthehighwaystretchedtheyfoundmanyoftheirneighbourswhohadgottherebeforethemidlingonthegrassborderbetweentheroadwayandthehedge,enjoyingasortofmidnightpicnic,whichitwaseasytodo,theairbeingstillanddry。Somecarriageswerealsostandingnear,thoughmostpeopleofthedistrictwhopossessedfourwheels,oreventwo,haddrivenintothetowntoawaittheKingthere。Fromthisheightcouldbeseeninthedistancethepositionofthewatering-place,anadditionalnumberoflanterns,lamps,andcandleshavingbeenlightedto-nightbytheloyalburgherstogracetheroyalentry,ifitshouldoccurbeforedawn。
Mrs。GarlandtouchedAnne’selbowseveraltimesastheywalked,andtheyoungwomanatlastunderstoodthatthiswasmeantasahinttohertotakethetrumpet-major’sarm,whichitsownerwasrathersuggestingthanofferingtoher。Annewonderedwhatinfatuationwaspossessinghermother,declinedtotakethearm,andcontrivedtogetinfrontwiththemiller,whomostlykeptinthevantoguidetheothers’footsteps。Thetrumpet-majorwasleftwithMrs。
Garland,andAnne’sencouragingpursuitoftheminducedhimtosayafewwordstotheformer。
’Byyourleave,ma’am,I’llspeaktoyouonsomethingthatconcernsmymindverymuchindeed?’
’Certainly。’
’Itismywishtobeallowedtopaymyaddressestoyourdaughter。’
’Ithoughtyoumeantthat,’saidMrs。Garlandsimply。
’Andyou’llnotobject?’
’Ishallleaveittoher。Idon’tthinkshewillagree,evenifI
do。’
Thesoldiersighed,andseemedhelpless。’Well,Icanbutaskher,’
hesaid。
ThespotonwhichtheyhadfinallychosentowaitfortheKingwasbyafieldgate,whencethewhiteroadcouldbeseenforalongdistancenorthwardsbyday,andsomelittledistancenow。Theylingeredandlingered,butnoKingcametobreakthesilenceofthatbeautifulsummernight。Ashalf-hourafterhalf-hourglidedby,andnobodycame,Annebegantogetweary;sheknewwhyhermotherdidnotproposetogoback,andregrettedthereason。Shewouldhaveproposeditherself,butthatMrs。Garlandseemedsocheerful,andaswideawakeasatnoonday,sothatitwasalmostacrueltytodisturbher。
Thetrumpet-majoratlastmadeuphismind,andtriedtodrawAnneintoaprivateconversation。Thefeelingwhichaweekagohadbeenavagueandpiquantaspiration,wasto-dayaltogethertoolivelyforthereasoningofthiswarm-heartedsoldiertoregulate。Soheperseveredinhisintentiontocatchheralone,andatlast,inspiteofhermanoeuvrestothecontrary,hesucceeded。ThemillerandMrs。Garlandhadwalkedaboutfiftyyardsfurtheron,andAnneandhimselfwereleftstandingbythegate。
Butthegallantmusician’ssoulwassomuchdisturbedbytendervibrationsandbythesenseofhispresumptionthathecouldnotbegin;anditmaybequestionedifhewouldeverhavebroachedthesubjectatall,hadnotadistantchurchclockopportunelyassistedhimbystrikingthehourofthree。Thetrumpet-majorheavedabreathofrelief。
’ThatclockstrikesinGsharp,’hesaid。
’Indeed——Gsharp?’saidAnnecivilly。
’Yes。’Tisafine-tonedbell。IusedtonoticethatnotewhenI
wasaboy。’
’Didyou——theverysame?’
’Yes;andsincethenIhadawageraboutthatbellwiththebandmasteroftheNorthWessexMilitia。HesaidthenotewasG;I
saiditwasn’t。WhenwefounditGsharpwedidn’tknowhowtosettleit。’
’Itisnotadeepnoteforaclock。’
’Ono!ThefinesttenorbellabouthereisthebellofPeter’s,Casterbridge——inEflat。Tum-m-m-m——that’sthenote——tum-m-m-m。’
Thetrumpet-majorsoundedfromfardownhisthroatwhatheconsideredtobeEflat,withaparentheticsenseofluxuryunquenchableevenbyhispresentdistraction。
’Shallwegoontowheremymotheris?’saidAnne,lessimpressedbythebeautyofthenotethanthetrumpet-majorhimselfwas。
’Inoneminute,’hesaidtremulously。’Talkingofmusic——Ifearyoudon’tthinktherankofatrumpet-majormuchtocomparewithyourown?’
’Ido。Ithinkatrumpet-majoraveryrespectableman。’
’Iamgladtohearyousaythat。ItisgivenoutbytheKing’scommandthattrumpet-majorsaretobeconsideredrespectable。’
’Indeed!ThenIam,bychance,moreloyalthanIthoughtfor。’
’Igetagooddealayearextratothetrumpeters,becauseofmyposition。’
’That’sverynice。’
’AndIamnotsupposedevertodrinkwiththetrumpeterswhoservebeneathme。’
’Naturally。’
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