首页 >出版文学> THE TROLL GARDEN AND SELECTED STORIES>第27章
  Theoldman’slipswereworkingunderhisstainedbeard。Heturnedtothelawyerwithtimiddeference:“Phelpsandtherestarecomin’backtosetupwithHarve,ain’tthey?“heasked。“Thank’ee,Jim,thank’ee。“Hebrushedthehairbackgentlyfromhisson’sforehead。“Hewasagoodboy,Jim;alwaysagoodboy。Hewasezgentleezachildandthekindestof’emall——onlywedidn’tnoneofuseveronderstandhim。“Thetearstrickledslowlydownhisbeardanddroppeduponthesculptor’scoat。
  “Martin,Martin。Oh,Martin!comehere,“hiswifewailedfromthetopofthestairs。Theoldmanstartedtimorously:
  “Yes,Annie,I’mcoming。“Heturnedaway,hesitatedstoodforamomentinmiserableindecision;thenhereachedbackandpattedthedeadman’shairsoftly,andstumbledfromtheroom。
  “Pooroldman,Ididn’tthinkhehadanytearsleft。Seemsasifhiseyeswouldhavegonedrylongago。Athisagenothingcutsverydeep,“remarkedthelawyer。
  SomethinginhistonemadeSteavensglanceup。Whilethemotherhadbeenintheroomtheyoungmanhadscarcelyseenanyoneelse;butnow,fromthemomenthefirstglancedintoJimLaird’sfloridfaceandbloodshoteyes,heknewthathehadfoundwhathehadbeenheartsickatnotfindingbefore——thefeeling,theunderstanding,thatmustexistinsomeone,evenhere。
  Themanwasredashisbeard,withfeaturesswollenandblurredbydissipation,andahot,blazingblueeye。Hisfacewasstrained——thatofamanwhoiscontrollinghimselfwithdifficulty——andhekeptpluckingathisbeardwithasortoffierceresentment。Steavens,sittingbythewindow,watchedhimturndowntheglaringlamp,stillitsjanglingpendantswithanangrygesture,andthenstandwithhishandslockedbehindhim,staringdownintothemaster’sface。Hecouldnothelpwonderingwhatlinktherecouldhavebeenbetweentheporcelainvesselandsosootyalumpofpotter’sclay。
  Fromthekitchenanuproarwassounding;whenthedining-
  roomdooropenedtheimportofitwasclear。Themotherwasabusingthemaidforhavingforgottentomakethedressingforthechickensaladwhichhadbeenpreparedforthewatchers。
  Steavenshadneverheardanythingintheleastlikeit;itwasinjured,emotional,dramaticabuse,uniqueandmasterlyinitsexcruciatingcruelty,asviolentandunrestrainedashadbeenhergriefoftwentyminutesbefore。Withashudderofdisgustthelawyerwentintothediningroomandclosedthedoorintothekitchen。
  “PoorRoxy’sgettingitnow,“heremarkedwhenhecameback。
  “TheMerrickstookheroutofthepoorhouseyearsago;andifherloyaltywouldlether,Iguessthepooroldthingcouldtelltalesthatwouldcurdleyourblood。She’sthemulattowomanwhowasstandinginhereawhileago,withheraprontohereyes。
  Theoldwomanisafury;thereneverwasanybodylikeherfordemonstrativepietyandingeniouscruelty。ShemadeHarvey’slifeahellforhimwhenhelivedathome;hewassosickashamedofit。Inevercouldseehowhekepthimselfsosweet。“
  “Hewaswonderful,“saidSteavensslowly,“wonderful;butuntiltonightIhaveneverknownhowwonderful。“
  “Thatisthetrueandeternalwonderofit,anyway;thatitcancomeevenfromsuchadungheapasthis,“thelawyercried,withasweepinggesturewhichseemedtoindicatemuchmorethanthefourwallswithinwhichtheystood。
  “IthinkI’llseewhetherIcangetalittleair。TheroomissocloseIambeginningtofeelratherfaint,“murmuredSteavens,strugglingwithoneofthewindows。Thesashwasstuck,however,andwouldnotyield,sohesatdowndejectedlyandbeganpullingathiscollar。Thelawyercameover,loosenedthesashwithoneblowofhisredfist,andsentthewindowupafewinches。Steavensthankedhim,butthenauseawhichhadbeengraduallyclimbingintohisthroatforthelasthalf-hourlefthimwithbutonedesire——adesperatefeelingthathemustgetawayfromthisplacewithwhatwasleftofHarveyMerrick。Oh,hecomprehendedwellenoughnowthequietbitternessofthesmilethathehadseensooftenonhismaster’slips!
  Herememberedthatonce,whenMerrickreturnedfromavisithome,hebroughtwithhimasingularlyfeelingandsuggestivebas-reliefofathin,fadedoldwoman,sittingandsewingsomethingpinnedtoherknee;whileafull-lipped,full-bloodedlittleurchin,histrousersheldupbyasinglegallows,stoodbesideher,impatientlytwitchinghergowntocallherattentiontoabutterflyhehadcaught。Steavens,impressedbythetenderanddelicatemodelingofthethin,tiredface,hadaskedhimifitwerehismother。Herememberedthedullflushthathadburnedupinthesculptor’sface。
  Thelawyerwassittinginarockingchairbesidethecoffin,hisheadthrownbackandhiseyesclosed。Steavenslookedathimearnestly,puzzledatthelineofthechin,andwonderingwhyamanshouldconcealafeatureofsuchdistinctionunderthatdisfiguringshockofbeard。Suddenly,asthoughhefelttheyoungsculptor’skeenglance,heopenedhiseyes。
  “Washealwaysagooddealofanoyster?“heaskedabruptly。
  “Hewasterriblyshyasaboy。“
  “Yes,hewasanoyster,sinceyouputitso,“rejoinedSteavens。“Althoughhecouldbeveryfondofpeople,healwaysgaveonetheimpressionofbeingdetached。Hedislikedviolentemotion;hewasreflective,andratherdistrustfulofhimself——
  except,ofcourse,asregardedhiswork。Hewassurefootedenoughthere。Hedistrustedmenprettythoroughlyandwomenevenmore,yetsomehowwithoutbelievingillofthem。Hewasdetermined,indeed,tobelievethebest,butheseemedafraidtoinvestigate。“
  “Aburntdogdreadsthefire,“saidthelawyergrimly,andclosedhiseyes。
  Steavenswentonandon,reconstructingthatwholemiserableboyhood。Allthisraw,bitinguglinesshadbeentheportionofthemanwhosetasteswererefinedbeyondthelimitsofthereasonable——whosemindwasanexhaustlessgalleryofbeautifulimpressions,andsosensitivethatthemereshadowofapoplarleafflickeringagainstasunnywallwouldbeetchedandheldthereforever。Surely,ifeveramanhadthemagicwordinhisfingertips,itwasMerrick。Whateverhetouched,herevealeditsholiestsecret;liberateditfromenchantmentandrestoredittoitspristineloveliness,liketheArabianprincewhofoughttheenchantressspellforspell。Uponwhateverhehadcomeincontactwith,hehadleftabeautifulrecordoftheexperience——asortofetherealsignature;ascent,asound,acolorthatwashisown。
  Steavensunderstoodnowtherealtragedyofhismaster’slife;neitherlovenorwine,asmanyhadconjectured,butablowwhichhadfallenearlierandcutdeeperthanthesecouldhavedone——ashamenothis,andyetsounescapablyhis,tobideinhisheartfromhisveryboyhood。Andwithout——thefrontierwarfare;
  theyearningofaboy,castashoreuponadesertofnewnessanduglinessandsordidness,forallthatischastenedandold,andnoblewithtraditions。
  Ateleveno’clockthetall,flatwomaninblackcrepeentered,announcedthatthewatcherswerearriving,andaskedthem“tostepintothediningroom。“AsSteavensrosethelawyersaiddryly:“Yougoon——it’llbeagoodexperienceforyou,doubtless;asforme,I’mnotequaltothatcrowdtonight;I’vehadtwentyyearsofthem。“
  AsSteavensclosedthedoorafterhimbeglancedbackatthelawyer,sittingbythecoffininthedimlight,withhischinrestingonhishand。
  Thesamemistygroupthathadstoodbeforethedooroftheexpresscarshuffledintothediningroom。Inthelightofthekerosenelamptheyseparatedandbecameindividuals。Theminister,apale,feeble-lookingmanwithwhitehairandblondchin-whiskers,tookhisseatbesideasmallsidetableandplacedhisBibleuponit。TheGrandArmymansatdownbehindthestoveandtiltedhischairbackcomfortablyagainstthewall,fishinghisquilltoothpickfromhiswaistcoatpocket。Thetwobankers,PhelpsandElder,satoffinacornerbehindthedinnertable,wheretheycouldfinishtheirdiscussionofthenewusurylawanditseffectonchattelsecurityloans。Therealestateagent,anoldmanwithasmiling,hypocriticalface,soonjoinedthem。Thecoal-and-lumberdealerandthecattleshippersatonoppositesidesofthehardcoal-burner,theirfeetonthenickelwork。
  Steavenstookabookfromhispocketandbegantoread。Thetalkaroundhimrangedthroughvarioustopicsoflocalinterestwhilethehousewasquietingdown。WhenitwasclearthatthemembersofthefamilywereinbedtheGrandArmymanhitchedhisshouldersand,untanglinghislonglegs,caughthisheelsontheroundsofhischair。
  “S’posethere’llbeawill,Phelps?“hequeriedinhisweakfalsetto。
  Thebankerlaugheddisagreeablyandbegantrimminghisnailswithapearl-handledpocketknife。
  “There’llscarcelybeanyneedforone,willthere?“hequeriedinhisturn。
  TherestlessGrandArmymanshiftedhispositionagain,gettinghiskneesstillnearerhischin。“Why,theolemansaysHarve’sdonerightwelllately,“hechirped。
  Theotherbankerspokeup。“IreckonhemeansbythatHarveain’taskedhimtomortgageanymorefarmslately,soashecouldgoonwithhiseducation。“
  “Seemslikemyminddon’treachbacktoatimewhenHarvewasn’tbein’edycated,“titteredtheGrandArmyman。
  Therewasageneralchuckle。Theministertookouthishandkerchiefandblewhisnosesonorously。BankerPhelpsclosedhisknifewithasnap。“It’stoobadtheoldman’ssonsdidn’tturnoutbetter,“heremarkedwithreflectiveauthority。“Theyneverhungtogether。HespentmoneyenoughonHarvetostockadozencattlefarmsandhemightaswellhavepoureditintoSandCreek。IfHarvehadstayedathomeandhelpednursewhatlittletheyhad,andgoneintostockontheoldman’sbottomfarm,theymightallhavebeenwellfixed。Buttheoldmanhadtotrusteverythingtotenantsandwascheatedrightandleft。“
  “Harvenevercouldhavehandledstocknone,“interposedthecattleman。“Hehadn’titinhimtobesharp。DoyourememberwhenheboughtSander’smulesforeight-year-olds,wheneverybodyintownknewthatSander’sfather-in-lawgive’emtohiswifeforaweddingpresenteighteenyearsbefore,an’theywasfull-grownmulesthen。“
  Everyonechuckled,andtheGrandArmymanrubbedhiskneeswithaspasmofchildishdelight。
  “Harveneverwasmuchaccountforanythingpractical,andheshorewasneverfondofwork,“beganthecoal-and-lumberdealer。