“That’stheonlywayweeverwillgo。Youcan’tsitonthebankandthinkaboutit。Youhavetoplunge。That’sthewayI’vealwaysdone,andit’stherightwayforpeoplelikeyouandme。There’snothingsodangerousassittingstill。You’veonlygotonelife,oneyouth,andyoucanletitslipthroughyourfingersifyouwantto;nothingeasier。Mostpeopledothat。
You’dbebetterofftrampingtheroadswithmethanyouarehere。“Nilsheldbackherheadandlookedintohereyes。“ButI’mnotthatkindofatramp,Clara。Youwon’thavetotakeinsewing。I’mwithaNorwegianshippingline;cameoveronbusinesswiththeNewYorkoffices,butnowI’mgoingstraightbacktoBergen。IexpectI’vegotasmuchmoneyastheEricsons。
Fathersentmealittletogetstarted。Theyneverknewaboutthat。There,Ihadn’tmeanttotellyou;Iwantedyoutocomeonyourownnerve。“
Claralookedoffacrossthefields。“Itisn’tthat,Nils,butsomethingseemstoholdme。I’mafraidtopullagainstit。
Itcomesoutoftheground,Ithink。“
“Iknowallaboutthat。Onehastotearloose。You’renotneededhere。Yourfatherwillunderstand;he’smadelikeus。AsforOlaf,Johannawilltakebettercareofhimthaneveryoucould。It’snowornever,ClaraVavrika。Mybag’satthestation;Ismuggleditthereyesterday。“
Claraclungtohimandhidherfaceagainsthisshoulder。
“Nottonight,“shewhispered。“Sithereandtalktometonight。
Idon’twanttogoanywheretonight。Imayneverloveyoulikethisagain。“
Nilslaughedthroughhisteeth。“Youcan’tcomethatonme。
That’snotmyway,ClaraVavrika。Eric’smareisovertherebehindthestacks,andI’moffonthemidnight。It’sgoodbye,oroffacrosstheworldwithme。Mycarriagewon’twait。I’vewrittenalettertoOlaf,I’llmailitintown。Whenhereadsithewon’tbotherus——notifIknowhim。He’dratherhavetheland。Besides,IcoulddemandaninvestigationofhisadministrationofCousinHenrik’sestate,andthatwouldbebadforapublicman。You’venoclothes,Iknow;butyoucansituptonight,andwecangeteverythingontheway。Where’syourolddash,ClaraVavrika?What’sbecomeofyourBohemianblood?Iusedtothinkyouhadcourageenoughforanything。Where’syournerve——whatareyouwaitingfor?“
Claradrewbackherhead,andhesawtheslumberousfireinhereyes。“Foryoutosayonething,NilsEricson。“
“Ineversaythatthingtoanywoman,ClaraVavrika。“Heleanedback,liftedhergentlyfromtheground,andwhisperedthroughhisteeth:“ButI’llnever,neverletyougo,nottoanymanonearthbutme!Doyouunderstandme?Now,waithere。“
Clarasankdownonasheafofwheatandcoveredherfacewithherhands。Shedidnotknowwhatshewasgoingtodo——
whethershewouldgoorstay。Thegreat,silentcountryseemedtolayaspelluponher。Thegroundseemedtoholdherasifbyroots。Herkneesweresoftunderher。Shefeltasifshecouldnotbearseparationfromheroldsorrows,fromherolddiscontent。
Theyweredeartoher,theyhadkeptheralive,theywereapartofher。Therewouldbenothingleftofherifshewerewrenchedawayfromthem。Nevercouldshepassbeyondthatskylineagainstwhichherrestlessnesshadbeatsomanytimes。Shefeltasifhersoulhadbuiltitselfanestthereonthathorizonatwhichshelookedeverymorningandeveryevening,anditwasdeartoher,inexpressiblydear。Shepressedherfingersagainsthereyeballstoshutitout。Besidehersheheardthetrampingofhorsesinthesoftearth。Nilssaidnothingtoher。Heputhishandsunderherarmsandliftedherlightlytohersaddle。Thenheswunghimselfintohisown。
“Weshallhavetoridefasttocatchthemidnighttrain。A
lastgallop,ClaraVavrika。Forward!“
Therewasastart,athudofhoofsalongthemoonlitroad,twodarkshadowsgoingoverthehill;andthenthegreat,stilllandstretcheduntroubledundertheazurenight。Twoshadowshadpassed。
AyearaftertheflightofOlafEricson’swife,thenighttrainwassteamingacrosstheplainsofIowa。Theconductorwashurryingthroughoneofthedaycoaches,hislanternonhisarm,whenalank,fair-hairedboysatupinoneoftheplushseatsandtweakedhimbythecoat。
“Whatisthenextstop,please,sir?“
“RedOak,Iowa。ButyougothroughtoChicago,don’tyou?“
Helookeddown,andnoticedthattheboy’seyeswereredandhisfacewasdrawn,asifhewereintrouble。
“Yes。ButIwaswonderingwhetherIcouldgetoffatthenextplaceandgetatrainbacktoOmaha。“
“Well,Isupposeyoucould。LiveinOmaha?“
“No。InthewesternpartoftheState。HowsoondowegettoRedOak?“
“Fortyminutes。You’dbettermakeupyourmind,soIcantellthebaggagemantoputyourtrunkoff。“
“Oh,nevermindaboutthat!Imean,Ihaven’tgotany,“theboyadded,blushing。
“Runaway,“theconductorthought,asheslammedthecoachdoorbehindhim。
EricEricsoncrumpleddowninhisseatandputhisbrownhandtohisforehead。Hehadbeencrying,andhehadhadnosupper,andhisheadwasachingviolently。“Oh,whatshallIdo?“hethought,ashelookeddullydownathisbigshoes。“Nilswillbeashamedofme;Ihaven’tgotanyspunk。“
EversinceNilshadrunawaywithhisbrother’swife,lifeathomehadbeenhardforlittleEric。HismotherandOlafbothsuspectedhimofcomplicity。Mrs。Ericsonwasharshandfaultfinding,constantlywoundingtheboy’spride;andOlafwasalwayssettingheragainsthim。
JoeVavrikaheardoftenfromhisdaughter。Clarahadalwaysbeenfondofherfather,andhappinessmadeherkinder。ShewrotehimlongaccountsofthevoyagetoBergen,andofthetripsheandNilstookthroughBohemiatothelittletownwhereherfatherhadgrownupandwheresheherselfwasborn。Shevisitedallherkinsmenthere,andsentherfathernewsofhisbrother,whowasapriest;ofhissister,whohadmarriedahorse-breeder——oftheirbigfarmandtheirmanychildren。TheselettersJoealwaysmanagedtoreadtolittleEric。TheycontainedmessagesforEricandHilda。Clarasentpresents,too,whichEricneverdaredtotakehomeandwhichpoorlittleHildaneverevensaw,thoughshelovedtohearErictellaboutthemwhentheywereoutgettingtheeggstogether。ButOlafoncesawEriccomingoutofVavrika’shouse——
theoldmanhadneveraskedtheboytocomeintohissaloon——andOlafwentstraighttohismotherandtoldher。ThatnightMrs。
EricsoncametoEric’sroomafterhewasinbedandmadeaterriblescene。Shecouldbeveryterrifyingwhenshewasreallyangry。
SheforbadehimevertospeaktoVavrikaagain,andafterthatnightshewouldnotallowhimtogototownalone。SoitwasalongwhilebeforeEricgotanymorenewsofhisbrother。ButoldJoesuspectedwhatwasgoingon,andhecarriedClara’slettersaboutinhispocket。OneSundayhedroveouttoseeaGermanfriendofhis,andchancedtocatchsightofEric,sittingbythecattlepondinthebigpasture。TheywenttogetherintoFritzOberlies’barn,andreadthelettersandtalkedthingsover。Ericadmittedthatthingsweregettinghardforhimathome。ThatverynightoldJoesatdownandlaboriouslypennedastatementofthecasetohisdaughter。
ThingsgotnobetterforEric。HismotherandOlaffeltthat,howevercloselyhewaswatched,hestill,astheysaid,“heard。“Mrs。Ericsoncouldnotadmitneutrality。ShehadsentJohannaVavrikapackingbacktoherbrother’s,thoughOlafwouldmuchratherhavekeptherthanAnders’eldestdaughter,whomMrs。
Ericsoninstalledinherplace。Hewasnotsohighhandedashismother,andheoncesulkilytoldherthatshemightbetterhavetaughthergranddaughtertocookbeforeshesentJohannaaway。
Olafcouldhaveborneagooddealforthesakeofprunesspicedinhoney,thesecretofwhichJohannahadtakenawaywithher。
AtlasttwoletterscametoJoeVavrika:onefromNils,enclosingapostalorderformoneytopayEric’spassagetoBergen,andonefromClara,sayingthatNilshadaplaceforEricintheofficesofhiscompany,thathewastolivewiththem,andthattheywereonlywaitingforhimtocome。HewastoleaveNewYorkononeoftheboatsofNils’ownline;thecaptainwasoneoftheirfriends,andEricwastomakehimselfknownatonce。
Nils’directionsweresoexplicitthatababycouldhavefollowedthem,Ericfelt。Andherehewas,nearingRedOak,Iowa,androckingbackwardandforwardindespair。Neverhadhelovedhisbrothersomuch,andneverhadthebigworldcalledtohimsohard。Buttherewasalumpinhisthroatwhichwouldnotgodown。Eversincenightfallhehadbeentormentedbythethoughtofhismother,aloneinthatbighousethathadsentforthsomanymen。Herunkindnessnowseemedsolittle,andherlonelinesssogreat。Herememberedeverythingshehadeverdoneforhim:howfrightenedshehadbeenwhenhetorehishandinthecorn-sheller,andhowshewouldn’tletOlafscoldhim。WhenNilswentawayhedidn’tleavehismotherallalone,orhewouldneverhavegone。Ericfeltsureofthat。