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  andmanyyearsagoIgaveitasalovegagetoayouthtowhomI
  promisedmyselfinmarriage。
  Doubtlessallyourtaleistruealso,sir,andIthankyouforyourcourtesyinbringingitsofar。
  Itisasadtale,averysadtale。
  Andnow,sir,asImaynotaskyoutostayinthishousewhereIlivealone,andthereisnoinnnear,Iproposetosendservingmentoconductyoutomybrother’sdwellingthatissomethingmorethanamileaway,ifindeed,’sheaddedslowly,’youdonotalreadyknowthepath!
  Thereyouwillfindentertainment,andtherethesisterofyourdeadcompanion,MaryBozard,willbegladtolearnthestoryofhisstrangeadventuresfromyourlips。’
  Ibowedmyheadandanswered,’First,senora,Iwouldprayyouranswertomyfriend’sdyingprayerandmessage。’
  ’Itischildishtosendanswerstothedead。’
  ’StillIprayforthemasIwaschargedtodo。’
  ’Howreadsthewritingwithinthisring,sir?’
  ’Hearttoheart,Thoughfarapart,’
  Isaidglibly,andnextinstantIcouldhavebittenoutmytongue。
  ’Ah!youknowthatalso,butdoubtlessyouhavecarriedtheringformanymonthsandlearnedthewriting。
  Well,sir,thoughwewerefarapart,andthoughperchanceIcherishedthememoryofhimwhoworethisring,andforhissakeremainedunwed,itseemsthathisheartwentastraying——tothebreastindeedofsomesavagewomanwhomhemarried,andwhoborehimchildren。
  Thatbeingso,myanswertotheprayerofyourdeadfriendisthatIforgivehimindeed,butImustneedstakebackthevowswhichIsworetohimforthislifeandforever,sincehehasbrokenthem,andasbestI
  may,strivetocastouttheloveIborehimsinceherejectedanddishonouredit,’andstandingupLilymadeasthoughshetoreatherbreastandthrewsomethingfromher,andatthesametimesheletfalltheringuponthefloor。
  Iheardandmyheartstoodstill。
  Sothiswastheendofit。
  Well,shehadtherightofme,thoughnowIbegantowishthatI
  hadbeenlesshonest,forsometimeswomencanforgivealiesoonerthansuchfrankness。
  Isaidnothing,mytonguewastied,butagreatmiseryandwearinessenteredintome。
  StoopingdownIfoundthering,andreplacingitonmyfinger,Iturnedtoseekthedoorwithalastglanceatthewomanwhorefusedme。
  HalfwaythitherI
  pausedforonesecond,wonderingifIshoulddowelltodeclaremyself,thenbethoughtmethatifshewouldnotabateherangertowardmedead,herpityformelivingwouldbesmall。
  Nay,Iwasdeadtoher,anddeadIwouldremain。
  NowIwasatthedoorandmyfootwasonitsstep,whensuddenlyavoice,Lily’svoice,soundedinmyearsanditwassweetandkind。
  ’Thomas,’saidthevoice,’Thomas,beforeyougo,willyounottakecountofthegoldandgoodsandlandthatyouplacedinmykeeping?’
  NowIturnedamazed,andlo!Lilycametowardsmeslowlyandwithoutstretchedarms。
  ’Oh!foolishman,’shewhisperedlow,’didyouthinktodeceiveawoman’sheartthusclumsily?
  YouwhotalkedofthebeechintheHallgarden,youwhofoundyourwaysowelltothisdarkchamber,andspokethewritingintheringwiththeveryvoiceofonewhohasbeendeadsolong。
  Listen:Iforgivethatfriendofyourshisbrokentroth,forhewashonestinthetellingofhisfaultanditishardformantolivealonesomanyyears,andinstrangecountriescomestrangeadventures;moreover,Iwillsayit,Istilllovehimasitseemsthathelovesme,thoughintruthIgrowsomewhatoldforlove,whohavelingeredlongwaitingtofinditbeyondmygrave。
  ThusLilyspoke,sobbingasshespoke,thenmyarmsclosedroundherandshesaidnomore。
  AndyetasourlipsmetIthoughtofOtomie,rememberingherwords,andrememberingalsothatshehaddiedbyherownhandonthisverydayayearago。
  Letuspraythatthedeadhavenovisionoftheliving!
  Andnowthereislittleleftformetotellandmytaledrawstoitsend,forwhichIamthankful,forIamveryoldandwritingisawearinesstome,sogreatawearinessindeedthatmanyatimeduringthepastwinterIhavebeenneartoabandoningthetask。
  ForawhileLilyandIsatalmostsilentinthissameroomwhereI
  writeto-day,forourgreatjoyandmanyanotheremotionthatwasmixedwithit,cloggedourtongues。
  Thenasthoughmovedbyoneimpulse,wekneltdownandofferedourhumblethankstoheaventhathadpreservedusbothtothisstrangemeeting。
  Scarcelyhadwerisenfromourkneeswhentherewasastirwithoutthehouse,andpresentlyabuxomdameentered,followedbyagallantgentleman,alad,andamaiden。
  TheseweremysisterMary,herhusbandWilfredBozard,Lily’sbrother,andtheirtwosurvivingchildren,RogerandJoan。
  WhensheguessedthatitwasIcomehomeagainandnoother,LilyhadsentthemtidingsbytheservantmanJohn,thatonewaswithherwhomshebelievedtheywouldbegladtosee,andtheyhadhurriedhither,notknowingwhomtheyshouldfind。
  Norweretheymuchthewiseratfirst,forIwasmuchchangedandthelightintheroomshonedim,butstoodperplexed,wonderingwhothisstrangermightbe。
  ’Mary,’Isaidatlength,’Mary,doyounotrememberme,mysister?’
  Thenshecriedaloud,andthrowingherselfintomyarms,sheweptthereawhile,aswouldanyofuswereourbeloveddeadsuddenlytoappearbeforeoureyes,aliveandwell,andherhusbandclaspedmebythehandandsworeheartilyinhisamazement,asisthefashionofsomemenwhentheyaremoved。
  ButthechildrenstoodstaringblanklytillIcalledthegirltome,whonowwasmuchwhathermotherhadbeenwhenweparted,andkissingher,toldherthatI
  wasthatuncleofwhomperhapsshehadheardasdeadmanyyearsago。
  Thenmyhorse,thatallthiswhilehadbeenforgotten,havingbeencaughtandstabled,wewenttosupperanditwasastrangemealtome,andaftermeatIaskedfortidings。
  NowIlearnedthatthefortunewhichmyoldmasterFonsecahadlefttomecamehomeinsafety,andthatithadprosperedexceedinglyunderLily’scare,forshehadspentbutverylittleofitforhermaintenance,lookingonitalwaysasatrustratherthanasherown。
  WhenmydeathseemedcertainmysisterMaryhadenteredonhershareofmypossessions,however,andwithithadpurchasedsomeoutlyinglandsinEarshamandHedenham,andthewoodandmanorofTyndaleHallinDitchinghamandBroome。
  TheselandsImadehastetosayshemightkeepasagiftfromme,sinceitseemedthatIhadgreaterrichesthanIcouldneedwithoutthem,andthissayingofminepleasedherhusbandWilfredBozardnotalittle,seeingthatitishardforamantogiveupwhathehasheldformanyyears。
  ThenIheardtherestofthestory;ofmyfather’ssuddendeath,ofhowthecomingofthegoldhadsavedLilyfrombeingforcedintomarriagewithmybrotherGeoffrey,whoafterwardshadtakentoevilcourseswhichendedinhisdeceaseattheageofthirty-one;oftheendofSquireBozard,Lily’sfatherandmyoldenemy,fromanapoplexywhichtookhiminasuddenfitofanger。
  Afterthisitseemed,herbrotherbeingmarriedtomysisterMary,LilyhadmoveddowntotheLodge,havingpaidoffthechargesthatmybrotherGeoffreyhadheapeduponhisheritage,andboughtoutmysister’srightstoit。
  AndhereattheLodgeshehadlivedeversince,asadandlonelywoman,andyetnotaltogetheranunhappyone,forshegavemuchofhertimetogoodworks。
  Indeedshetoldmethathaditnotbeenforthewidelandsandmoneyswhichshemustmanageasmyheiress,shewouldhavebetakenherselftoasisterhood,theretowearherlifeawayinpeace,sinceIbeinglosttoher,andindeeddead,asshewasassured,——forthenewsofthewreckofthecarakfounditswaytoDitchingham,——shenolongerthoughtofmarriage,thoughmorethanonegentlemanofconditionhadsoughtherhand。
  This,withsomeminormatters,suchasthebirthanddeathofchildren,andthestoryofthegreatstormandfloodthatsmoteBungay,andindeedthelengthofthevaleofWaveneyinthosedays,wasallthetalethattheyhadtotellwhohadgrownfromyouthtomiddleageinquiet。
  Forofthecrowningandendofkingsandofmatterspolitic,suchasthedownfallofthepowerofthePopeofRomeandthesackingofthereligioushouseswhichwasstillinprogress,Imakenomentionhere。
  Butnowtheycalledformine,andIbeganitatthebeginning,anditwasstrangetoseetheirfacesastheylistened。
  Allnightlong,tillthethrushessangdownthenightingales,andthedawnshoneintheeast,IsatatLily’ssidetellingthemmystory,andthenitwasnotfinished。
  Sowesleptinthechambersthathadbeenmadereadyforus,andonthemorrowItookitupagain,showingthemtheswordthathadbelongedtoBernalDiaz,thegreatnecklaceofemeraldswhichGuatemochadgiventome,andcertainscarsandwoundsinwitnessofitstruth。
  NeverdidIseefolksomuchamazed,andwhenIcametospeakofthelastsacrificeofthewomenoftheOtomie,andofthehorridendofdeGarciawhodiedfightingwithhisownshadow,orratherwiththeshadowsofhisownwickedness,theycriedaloudwithfear,astheyweptwhenItoldofthedeathsofIsabelladeSiguenzaandofGuatemoc,andofthelossofmysons。
  ButIdidnottellallthestorytothiscompany,forsomeofitwasforLily’searalone,andtoherIspokeofmydealingswithOtomieasamanmightspeakwithaman,forIfeltthatifIkeptanythingbacknowtherewouldneverbecompletefaithbetweenus。
  ThereforeIsetoutallmydoubtsandtroublings,nordidIhidethatIhadlearnedtoloveOtomie,andthatherbeautyandsweetnesshaddrawnmefromthefirstmomentwhenIsawherinthecourtofMontezuma,orthatwhichhadpassedbetweenusonthestoneofsacrifice。
  WhenIhaddoneLilythankedmeformyhonestyandsaiditseemedthatinsuchmattersmendifferedfromwomen,seeingthatSHEhadneverfelttheneedtobedeliveredfromthetemptationofstrangeloves。
  StillwewereasGodandNaturehadmadeus,andthereforehadlittlerighttoreproacheachother,oreventosetthatdownasvirtuewhichwasbutlackofleaning。
  Moreover,thisOtomie,hersinofheathenismnotwithstanding,hadbeenagreat-heartedwomanandonewhomightwelldazzlethewanderingeyesofman,daringmoreforherlove’ssakethanevershe,Lily,couldhavedared;andtoendwith,itwasclearthatatlastImustchoosebetweenweddingherandaspeedydeath,andhavingswornsogreatanoathtoherIshouldhavebeenperjuredindeedifIhadleftherwhenmydangersweregoneby。
  Thereforeshe,Lily,wasmindedtoletallthismatterrest,norshouldshebejealousifIstillthoughtofthisdeadwifeofminewithtenderness。
  Thusshespokemostsweetly,lookingatmethewhilewithherclearandearnesteyes,thatIeverfanciedmustbesuchasadorntheshiningfacesofangels。
  Ay,andthosesameeyesofherswerefilledwithtearswhenItoldhermybittergriefoverthedeathofmyfirstbornandofmyotherbereavements。
  Foritwasnottillsomeyearsafterwards,whenshehadabandonedfurtherhopeofchildren,thatLilygrewjealousofthosedeadsonsofmineandofmyeverpresentloveforthem。
  NowthetidingsofmyreturnandofmystrangeadventuresamongthenationsoftheIndieswerenoisedabroadfarandwide,andpeoplecamefrommilesround,ay,evenfromNorwichandYarmouth,toseemeandIwaspressedtotellmytaletillIgrewwearyofit。
  AlsoaserviceofthanksgivingformysafedeliverancefrommanydangersbylandandseawasheldinthechurchofSt。Mary’shereinDitchingham,whichservicewasnolongercelebratedaftertheritesoftheRomishfaith,forwhileIhadsojournedafar,thesaintswerefallenliketheAztecgods;theyokeofRomehadbeenbrokenfromofftheneckofEngland,andthoughalldonotthinkwithme,Iforonerejoicedatitheartilywhohadseenenoughofpriestcraftanditscruelties。
  Whenthatceremonywasoverandallpeoplehadgonetotheirhomes,IcamebackagaintotheemptychurchfromtheHall,whereIabodeawhileastheguestofmysisterandherhusband,tillLilyandI
  werewed。
  AndthereinthequietlightoftheJuneeveningIkneltinthechancelupontherushesthatstrewedthegraveofmyfatherandmymother,andsentmyspirituptowardsthemintheplaceoftheireternalrest,andtotheGodwhoguardsthem。
  AgreatcalmcameuponmeasIkneltthus,andIfelthowmadhadbeenthatoathofminethatasaladIhadsworntobeavengedupondeGarcia,andI
  sawhowasatreefromaseed,allmysorrowshadgrownfromit。
  ButeventhenIcouldnotdootherthanhatedeGarcia,no,norcanItothishour,andafterallitwasnaturalthatIshoulddesirevengeanceonthemurdererofmymotherthoughthewreakingofithadbestbeenleftinanotherHand。
  WithoutthelittlechanceldoorImetLily,whowaslingeringthereknowingmetobewithin,andwespoketogether。
  ’Lily,’Isaid,’Iwouldaskyousomething。
  Afterallthathasbeen,willyoustilltakemeforyourhusband,unworthyasIam?’
  ’Ipromisedsotodomanyayearago,Thomas,’sheanswered,speakingverylow,andblushinglikethewildrosethatbloomeduponagravebesideher,’andIhaveneverchangedmymind。
  IndeedformanyyearsIhavelookeduponyouasmyhusband,thoughI
  thoughtyoudead。’
  ’PerhapsitismorethanIdeserve,’Isaid。
  ’butifitistobe,saywhenitshallbe,foryouthhasleftusandwehavelittletimetolose。’
  ’Whenyouwill,Thomas,’sheanswered,placingherhandinmine。
  Withinaweekfromthateveningwewerewed。
  Andnowmytaleisdone。
  Godwhogavemesosadandtroublousayouthandearlymanhood,hasblessedmebeyondmeasureinmymiddleageandeld。
  AlltheseeventsofwhichIhavewrittenatsuchlengthweredonewithmanyadayago:thehornbeamsaplingthatI
  setbeneaththesewindowsintheyearwhenweweremarriedisnowagoodlytreeofshadeandstillIlivetolookonit。
  HereinthehappyvalleyoftheWaveney,saveformybittermemoriesandthatlongingforthedeadwhichnotimecansomuchasdull,yearafteryearhasrolledovermysilveringhairsinperfecthealthandpeaceandrest,andyearbyyearhaveIrejoicedmoredeeplyinthetrueloveofawifesuchasfewhaveknown。
  Foritwouldseemasthoughtheheart-acheanddespairofyouthhadbutsweetenedthatmostnoblenaturetillitgrewwellnighdivine。
  Butonesorrowcametous,thedeathofourinfantchild——foritwasfatedthatIshoulddiechildless——andinthatsorrow,asIhavetold,Lilyshewedthatshewasstillawoman。
  Fortherestnoshadowlaybetweenus。
  Handinhandwepasseddownthehilloflife,tillatlengthinthefulnessofherdaysmywifewastakenfromme。
  OneChristmasnightshelaydowntosleepatmyside,inthemorningshewasdead。
  grievedindeedandbitterly,butthesorrowwasnotasthesorrowsofmyyouthhadbeen,sinceageandusedulltheedgeofmortalgriefsandIknewandknowthatwearenolongspaceapart。
  VerysoonIshalljoinLilywheresheis,andIdonotfearthatjourney。
  Forthedreadofdeathhasleftmeatlength,asitdepartsfromallwholivelongenoughandstrivetorepentthemoftheirsins,andIamwellcontenttoleavemysafetyattheGatesandmyheavenlycomfortintheAlmightyHandthatsavedmefromthestoneofsacrificeandhasguidedmethroughsomanyperilsuponthistroubledearth。
  AndnowtoGodmyFather,Whoholdsme,ThomasWingfield,andallI
  havelovedandloveinHisholykeeping,bethanksandgloryandpraise!
  Amen。
  End