首页 >出版文学> Montezuma’s Daughter>第7章
  Then,Thomas,maythecurseofGodrestuponyoutillyoufindhimandfinishthatwhichyoubeganto-day。’
  ’Sparetocurseme,father,whoamaccursedbymyownconscience。
  TurnyourhorsesratherandrideforYarmouth,fortherehisshipliesandthitherhehasgonewithtwohours’start。
  Perhapsyoumaystilltraphimbeforehesetssail。’
  Withoutanotherwordmyfatherandbrotherwheeledtheirhorsesroundanddepartedatfullgallopintothegloomofthegatheringnight。
  Theyrodesofiercelythat,theirhorsesbeinggood,theycametothegatesofYarmouthinlittlemorethananhourandahalf,andthatisfastriding。
  Butthebirdwasflown。
  Theytrackedhimtothequayandfoundthathehadshippedawhilebeforeinaboatwhichwasinwaitingforhim,andpassedtohisvesselthatlayintheRoadsatanchorbutwiththemostofhercanvasset。
  Instantlyshesailed,andnowwaslostinthenight。
  ThenmyfathercausednoticetobegiventhathewouldpayrewardoftwohundredpiecesingoldtoanyshipthatshouldcapturetheSpaniard,andtwostartedonthequest,buttheydidnotfindherthatbeforemorningwasfaronherwayacrossthesea。
  SosoonastheyhadgallopedawayIcalledtogetherthegroomsandotherservingmenandtoldthemwhathadchanced。
  Thenwewentwithlanterns,forbynowitwasdark,andcametothethickbrushwoodwherelaythebodyofmymother。
  Idrewnearthefirst,forthemenwereafraid,andsoindeedwasI,thoughwhyIshouldfearherlyingdeadwholivinghadlovedmetenderly,Idonotknow。
  YetIknowthis,thatwhenIcametothespotandsawtwoeyesgloweringatmeandheardthecrashofbushesassomethingbrokethem,Icouldalmosthavefallenwithfear,althoughIknewwellthatitwasbutafoxorwanderinghoundhauntingtheplaceofdeath。
  StillIwenton,callingtheotherstofollow,andtheendofitwasthatwelaidmymother’sbodyuponadoorwhichhadbeenliftedfromitshinges,andboreherhomeforthelasttime。
  Andtomethatpathisstillahauntedplace。
  ItisseventyyearsandmoresincemymotherdiedbythehandofJuandeGarciahercousin,yetoldasIamandhardenedtosuchsadscenes,Idonotlovetowalkthatpathaloneatnight。
  Doubtlessitwasfancywhichplaysusstrangetricks,stillbutayearago,havinggonetosetaspringeforawoodcock,IchancedtopassbyyonderbigoakuponaNovembereve,andIcouldhaveswornthatIsawitallagain。
  Isawmyselfalad,mywoundedarmstillboundwithLily’skerchief,climbingslowlydownthehill-side,whilebehindme,groaningbeneaththeirburden,weretheformsofthefourservingmen。
  Iheardthemurmuroftheriverandthewindthatseventyyearsagowhisperedinthereeds。
  Isawthecloudedskyflawedhereandtherewithblue,andthebrokenlightthatgleamedonthewhiteburdenstretcheduponthedoor,andtheredstainatitsbreast。
  Ay,IheardmyselftalkasIwentforwardwiththelantern,biddingthemenpasstotherightofsomesteepandrottenground,anditwasstrangetometolistentomyownvoiceasithadbeeninyouth。
  Well,well,itwasbutadream,yetsuchslavesarewetothefearsoffancy,thatbecauseofthedead,I,whoamalmostoftheirnumber,donotlovetopassthatpathatnight。
  Atlengthwecamehomewithourburden,andthewomentookitweepingandsetabouttheirtaskwithit。
  AndnowImustnotonlyfightmyownsorrowsbutmuststrivetosoothethoseofmysisterMary,whoasIfearedwouldgomadwithgriefandhorror。
  Atlastshesobbedherselfintoatorpor,andIwentandquestionedthemenwhosatroundthefireinthekitchen,fornonesoughttheirbedsthatnight。
  FromthemIlearnedthatanhourormorebeforeImettheSpaniard,arichly-dressedstrangerhadbeenseenwalkingalongthechurch-path,andthathehadtiedhishorseamongsomegorseandbramblesonthetopofthehill,wherehestoodasthoughindoubt,tillmymothercameout,whenhedescendedandfollowedher。
  AlsoIlearnedthatoneofthemenatworkinthegarden,whichisnotmorethanthreehundredpacesfromwherethedeedwasdone,heardcries,buthadtakennonoteofthem,thinkingforsooththatitwasbuttheplayofsomeloverfromBungayandhislasschasingeachotherthroughthewoods,astothishouritistheirfashiontodo。
  TrulyitseemedtomethatdayasthoughthisparishofDitchinghamweretheverynurseryoffools,ofwhomIwasthefirstandbiggest,andindeedthissamethoughthasstruckmesinceconcerningothermatters。
  Atlengththemorningcame,andwithitmyfatherandbrother,whoreturnedfromYarmouthonhiredhorses,fortheirownwerespent。
  IntheafternoonalsonewsfollowedthemthattheshipswhichhadputtoseaonthetrackoftheSpaniardhadbeendrivenbackbybadweather,havingseennothingofhim。
  NowItoldallthestoryofmydealingswiththemurdererofmymother,keepingnothingback,andImustbearmyfather’sbitterangerbecauseknowingthatmymotherwasindreadofaSpaniard,I
  hadsufferedmyreasontobeledastraybymydesiretowinspeechwithmylove。
  NordidImeetwithanycomfortfrommybrotherGeoffrey,whowasfierceagainstmebecausehelearnedthatIhadnotpleadedinvainwiththemaidwhomhedesiredforhimself。
  Buthesaidnothingofthisreason。
  Alsothatnodropmightbelackinginmycup,SquireBozard,whocamewithmanyotherneighbourstoviewthecorpseandoffersympathywithmyfatherinhisloss,toldhimatthesametimethathetookitillthatIshouldwoohisdaughteragainsthiswish,andthatifIcontinuedinthiscourseitwouldstraintheirancientfriendship。
  ThusIwashitoneveryside;bysorrowformymotherwhomIhadlovedtenderly,bylongingformydearwhomImightnotsee,byself-reproachbecauseIhadlettheSpaniardgowhenIheldhimfast,andbytheangerofmyfatherandmybrother。
  Indeedthosedaysweresodarkandbitter,forIwasattheagewhenshameandsorrowstingtheirsharpest,thatIwishedthatIweredeadbesidemymother。
  Onecomfortreachedmeindeed,amessagefromLilysentbyaservantgirlwhomshetrusted,givingmeherdearloveandbiddingmetobeofgoodcheer。
  Atlengthcamethedayofburial,andmymother,wrappedinfairwhiterobes,waslaidtoherrestinthechancelofthechurchatDitchingham,wheremyfatherhaslongbeensetbesideher,hardbythebrasseffigiesthatmarktheburyingplaceofLily’sforefather,hiswife,andmanyoftheirchildren。
  Thisfuneralwasthesaddestofsights,forthebitternessofmyfather’sgriefbrokefromhiminsobsandmysisterMaryswoonedawayinmyarms。
  Indeedtherewerefewdryeyesinallthatchurch,formymother,notwithstandingherforeignbirth,wasmuchlovedbecauseofhergentlewaysandthegoodnessofherheart。
  Butitcametoanend,andthenobleSpanishladyandEnglishwifewaslefttoherlongsleepintheancientchurch,wheresheshallrestonwhenhertragicstoryandherverynameareforgottenamongmen。
  Indeedthisislikelytobesoon,forIamthelastoftheWingfieldsaliveintheseparts,thoughmysisterMaryhasleftdescendantsofanothernametowhommylandsandfortunegoexceptforcertaingiftstothepoorofBungayandofDitchingham。
  WhenitwasoverIwentbackhome。
  Myfatherwassittinginthefrontroomwellnighbesidehimselfwithgrief,andbyhimwasmybrother。
  PresentlyhebegantoassailmewithbitterwordsbecauseIhadletthemurderergowhenGodgavehimintomyhand。
  ’Youforget,father,’sneeredGeoffrey,’Thomaswoosamaid,anditwasmoretohimtoholdherinhisarmsthantokeephismother’smurderersafely。
  Butbythisitseemshehaskilledtwobirdswithonestone,hehassufferedtheSpanishdeviltoescapewhenheknewthatourmotherfearedthecomingofaSpaniard,andhehasmadeenmitybetweenusandSquireBozard,ourgoodneighbour,whostrangelyenoughdoesnotfavourhiswooing。’
  ’Itisso,’saidmyfather。
  ’Thomas,yourmother’sbloodisonyourhands。’
  Ilistenedandcouldbearthisgoadinginjusticenolonger。
  ’Itisfalse,’Isaid,’Isayiteventomyfather。
  ThemanhadkilledmymotherbeforeImethimridingbacktoseekhisshipatYarmouthandhavinglosthisway;howthenisherblooduponmyhands?
  AsformywooingofLilyBozard,thatismymatter,brother,andnotyours,thoughperhapsyouwishthatitwasyoursandnotmine。
  Why,father,didyounottellmewhatyoufearedofthisSpaniard?
  Iheardsomeloosetalkonlyandgavelittlethoughttoit,mymindbeingfullofotherthings。
  AndnowIwillsaysomething。
  YoucalleddownGod’scurseuponme,father,tillsuchtimeasIshouldfindthismurdererandfinishwhatIhadbegun。
  Sobeit!
  LetGod’scurserestuponmetillIdofindhim。
  Iamyoung,butIamquickandstrong,andsosoonasmaybeI
  startforSpaintohunthimtheretillIshallrunhimdownorknowhimtobedead。
  Ifyouwillgivememoneytohelpmeonmyquest,sobeit——ifnotIgowithout。
  IswearbeforeGodandbymymother’sspiritthatIwillneitherrestnorstaytillwiththeveryswordthatslewher,Ihaveavengedherblooduponhermurdererorknowhimdead,andifIsuffermyselftobeledastrayfromthepurposeofthisoathbyaughtthatis,thenmayaworseendthanhersovertakeme,maymysoulberejectedinheaven,andmynamebeshamefulforeverupontheearth!’
  ThusIsworeinmyrageandanguish,holdingupmyhandtoheaventhatIcalledupontowitnesstheoath。
  Myfatherlookedatmekeenly。
  ’Ifthatisyourmind,sonThomas,youshallnotlackformoney。
  Iwouldgomyself,forbloodmustbewipedoutwithblood,butIamtoobrokeninmyhealth;alsoIamknowninSpainandtheHolyOfficewouldclaimmethere。
  Go,andmyblessinggowithyou。
  Itisrightthatyoushouldgo,foritisthroughyourfollythatourenemyhasescapedus。’
  ’Yes,itisrightthatheshouldgo,’saidGeoffrey。
  ’Yousaythatbecauseyouwishtoberidofme,Geoffrey,’I
  answeredhotly,’andyouwouldberidofmebecauseyoudesiretotakemyplaceatthesideofacertainmaid。
  Followyournatureanddoasyouwill,butifyouwouldoutwitanabsentmannogoodshallcometoyouofit。’
  ’Thegirlistohimwhocanwinher,’hesaid。
  ’Thegirl’sheartiswonalready,Geoffrey。
  Youmaybuyherfromherfatherbutyoucanneverwinherheart,andwithoutaheartshewillbebutapoorprize。’
  ’Peace!nowisnotimeforsuchtalkofloveandmaids,’saidmyfather,’andlisten。
  ThisisthetaleoftheSpanishmurdererandyourmother。
  Ihavesaidnothingofitheretofore,butnowitmustout。
  WhenIwasaladithappenedthatIalsowenttoSpainbecausemyfatherwilledit。
  IwenttoamonasteryatSeville,butIhadnolikingformonksandtheirways,andIbrokeoutfromthemonastery。
  ForayearormoreImademylivingasIbestmight,forIfearedtoreturntoEnglandasarunaway。
  StillImadealivingandnotabadone,nowinthiswayandnowinthat,butthoughIamashamedtosayit,mostlybygaming,atwhichIhadgreatluck。
  OnenightImetthismanJuandeGarcia——forinhishatehegaveyouhistruenamewhenhewouldhavestabbedyou——atplay。
  Eventhenhehadanevilfame,thoughhewasscarcelymorethanalad,buthewashandsomeinperson,sethighinbirth,andofapleasingmanner。
  Itchancedthathewonofmeatthedice,andbeinginagoodhumour,hetookmetovisitatthehouseofhisaunt,hisuncle’swidow,aladyofSeville。
  Thisaunthadonechild,adaughter,andthatdaughterwasyourmother。
  Nowyourmother,LuisadeGarcia,wasaffiancedtohercousinJuandeGarcia,notwithherownwillindeed,forthecontracthadbeensignedwhenshewasonlyeightyearsold。