’DoyourememberhowonceyourejectedmedownyonderinTobasco,Guatemoc,andwhatItoldyouthen?——thatIshouldgrowgreatinspiteofyou?
Youseeithasallcometrueandmorethantrue,andyouarebroughttothis。
Areyounotsorry,Guatemoc?
Iamsorry,thoughwereIassomewomenare,perchanceImightrejoicetoseeyouthus。’
’Woman,’theprinceansweredinathickvoice,’youhavebetrayedyourcountryandyouhavebroughtmetoshameandtorment。
Yes,haditnotbeenforyou,thesethingshadneverbeen。
Iamsorry,indeedIamsorry——thatIdidnotkillyou。
Fortherest,mayyournamebeshamefulforeverintheearsofhonestmenandyoursoulbeeverlastinglyaccursed,andmayyouyourself,evenbeforeyoudie,knowthebitternessofdishonourandbetrayal!
Yourwordswerefulfilled,andsoshallminebealso。’
Sheheardandturnedawaytrembling,andforawhilewassilent。
Thenherglancefelluponmeandshebegantoweep。
’Alas!poorman,’shesaid;’alas!myfriend。’
’Weepnotoverme,Marina,’Ianswered,speakinginAztec,’forourtearsareofnoworth,buthelpmeifyoumay。’
’AhthatIcould!’shesobbed,andturningfledfromtheplace,followedpresentlybyCortes。
NowtheSpaniardscameinagainandremovedGuatemocandthecaciqueofTacuba,carryingthemintheirarms,fortheycouldnotwalk,andindeedthecaciquewasinaswoon。
’Farewell,Teule,’saidGuatemocashepassedme;’youareindeedatruesonofQuetzalandagallantman。
Maythegodsrewardyouintimestocomeforallthatyouhavesufferedformeandmine,sinceIcannot。’
ThenhewasborneoutandthesewerethelastwordsthatIeverheardhimutter。
NowIwasleftalonewiththeTlascalansanddeGarcia,whomockedmeasbefore。
’Alittletired,eh,friendWingfield?’hesaidsneering。
’Well,theplayisroughtillyougetusedtoit。
Anight’ssleepwillrefreshyou,andto-morrowyouwillbeanewman。
PerhapsyoubelievethatIhavedonemyworst。
Fool,thisisbutabeginning。
Alsoyouthinkdoubtlessthatyourobstinacyangersme?
Wrongagain,myfriend,Ionlypraythatyoumaykeepyourlipssealedtothelast。
GladlywouldIgivemyshareofthishiddengoldinpaymentfortwomoresuchdayswithyou。
Ihavestillmuchtopayyouback,andlookyou,Ihavefoundawaytodoit。
Therearemorewaysofhurtingamanthanthroughhisownflesh——forinstance,whenIwishedtoberevengeduponyourfather,Istruckhimthroughherwhomheloved。
NowIhavetouchedyouandyouwonderwhatImean。
Well,Iwilltellyou。
PerhapsyoumayknowanAztecladyofroyalbloodwhoisnamedOtomie?’
’Otomie,whatofher?’Icried,speakingforthefirsttime,sincefearforherstirredmemorethanallthetormentsIhadborne。
’Atriumphindeed;Ihavefoundawaytomakeyouspeakatlast;
why,then,to-morrowyouwillbefullofwords。
Onlythis,CousinWingfield;Otomie,Montezuma’sdaughter,averylovelywomanbytheway,isyourwifeaccordingtotheIndiancustoms。
Well,Iknowallthestoryand——sheisinmypower。
Iwillproveittoyou,forsheshallbebroughtherepresentlyandthenyoucanconsoleeachother。
Forlisten,dog,to-morrowshewillsitwhereyouaresitting,andbeforeyoureyessheshallbedealtwithasyouhavebeendealtwith。
Ah!thenyouwilltalkfastenough,butperhapsitwillbetoolate。’
AndnowforthefirsttimeIbrokedownandprayedformercyevenofmyfoe。
’Spareher,’Igroaned;’dowhatyouwillwithme,butspareher!
Surelyyoumusthaveaheart,evenyou,foryouarehuman。
Youcanneverdothisthing,andCorteswouldnotsufferit。’
’AsforCortes,’heanswered,’hewillknownothingofit——tillitisdone。
Ihavemywarrantthatchargesmetouseeverymeansinmypowertoforcethetruthfromyou。
Torturehasfailed;thisaloneisleft。
Andfortherest,youmustreadmeill。
Youknowwhatitistohate,foryouhateme;multiplyyourhatebytenandyoumayfindthesumofmineforyou。
Ihateyouforyourblood,I
hateyoubecauseyouhaveyourmother’seyes,butmuchmoredoI
hateyouforyourself,fordidyounotbeatme,agentlemanofSpain,withastickasthoughIwereahound?
ShallIthenshrinkfromsuchadeedwhenIcansatisfymyhatebyit?
Alsoperhaps,thoughyouareabraveman,atthismomentyouknowwhatitistofear,andaretastingofitsagony。
NowIwillbeopenwithyou;
ThomasWingfield,Ifearyou。
WhenfirstIsawyouIfearedyouasIhadreasontodo,andthatiswhyItriedtokillyou,andastimehasgonebyIhavefearedyoumoreandmore,somuchindeed,thatattimesIcannotrestbecauseofanamelessterrorthatdogsmeandwhichhastodowithyou。
BecauseofyouIfledfromSpain,becauseofyouIhaveplayedthecowardinmorefraysthanone。
Theluckhasalwaysbeenmineinthisduelbetweenus,andyetI
tellyouthatevenasyouare,Ifearyoustill。
IfIdaredI
wouldkillyouatonce,onlythenyouwouldhauntmeasyourmotherhauntsme,andalsoImustanswerforittoCortes。
Fear,CousinWingfield,isthefatherofcruelty,andminemakesmecrueltoyou。
Livingordead,Iknowthatyouwilltriumphovermeatthelast,butitismyturnnow,andwhileyoubreathe,orwhileonebreatheswhoisdeartoyou,Iwillspendmylifetobringyouandthemtoshameandmiseryanddeath,asIbroughtyourmother,mycousin,thoughsheforcedmetoittosavemyself。
Whynot?
Thereisnoforgivenessforme,Icannotundothepast。
Youcametotakevengeanceonme,andsoonorlatebyyou,orthroughyou,itwillbeglutted,buttillthenItriumph,ay,evenwhenImustsinktothisbutcher’sworktodoit,’andsuddenlyheturnedandlefttheplace。
ThenweaknessandsufferingovercamemeandIswoonedaway。
WhenI
awokeitwastofindthatmybondshadbeenloosedandthatIlayonsomesortofbed,whileawomanbentoverme,tendingmewithmurmuredwordsofpityandlove。
Thenighthadfallen,buttherewaslightinthechamber,andbyitIsawthatthewomanwasnoneotherthanOtomie,nolongerstarvedandwretched,butalmostaslovelyasbeforethedaysofsiegeandhunger。
’Otomie!youhere!’Igaspedthroughmywoundedlips,forwithmysensescamethememoryofdeGarcia’sthreats。
’Yes,beloved,itisI,’shemurmured;’theyhavesufferedthatI
nurseyou,devilsthoughtheyare。
Oh!thatImustseeyouthusandyetbehelplesstoavengeyou,’andsheburstintoweeping。
’Hush,’Isaid,’hush。
Havewefood?’
’Inplenty。
AwomanbroughtitfromMarina。’
’Givemetoeat,Otomie。’
Nowforawhileshefedmeandthedeadlysicknesspassedfromme,thoughmypoorfleshburnedwithahundredagonies。
’Listen,Otomie:haveyouseendeGarcia?’
’No,husband。
TwodayssinceIwasseparatedfrommysisterTecuichpoandtheotherladies,butIhavebeenwelltreatedandhaveseennoSpaniardexceptthesoldierswholedmehere,tellingmethatyouweresick。
Alas!Iknewnotfromwhatcause,’andagainshebegantoweep。
’Stillsomehaveseenyouanditisreportedthatyouaremywife。’
’Itislikelyenough,’sheanswered,’foritwasknownthroughouttheAztechosts,andsuchsecretscannotbekept。
Butwhyhavetheytreatedyouthus?
Becauseyoufoughtagainstthem?’
’Arewealone?’Iasked。
’Theguardiswithout,buttherearenoneelseinthechamber。’
’ThenbenddownyourheadandIwilltellyou,’andItoldherall。
WhenIhaddonesoshesprangupwithflashingeyesandherhandpresseduponherbreast,andsaid:
’Oh!ifIlovedyoubefore,nowIloveyoumoreifthatispossible,whocouldsufferthushorriblyandyetbefaithfultothefallenandyouroath。
BlessedbethedaywhenfirstIlookeduponyourface,Omyhusband,mosttrueofmen。
Buttheywhocoulddothis——whatofthem?
StillitisdonewithandIwillnurseyoubacktohealth。
Surelyitisdonewith,ortheyhadnotsufferedmetocometoyou?’
’Alas!Otomie,Imusttellall——itisNOTdonewith,’andwithfalteringvoiceIwentonwiththetale,yes,andsinceImust,I
toldherforwhatpurposeshehadbeenbroughthere。
Shelistenedwithoutaword,thoughherlipsturnedpale。
’Truly,’shesaidwhenIhaddone,’theseTeulesfarsurpassthepabasofourpeople,foriftheprieststortureandsacrifice,itistothegodsandnotforgoldandsecrethate。
Now,husband,whatisyourcounsel?
Surelyyouhavesomecounsel。’
’IhavenonethatIdareoffer,wife,’Igroaned。
’Youaretimidasagirlwhowillnotutterthelovesheburnstotell,’Otomieansweredwithaproudandbitterlaugh。
’Well,I
willspeakitforyou。
Itisinyourmindthatwemustdieto-
night。’
’Itis,’Isaid;’deathnow,orshameandagonyto-morrowandthendeathatlast,thatisourchoice。
SinceGodwillnotprotectus,wemustprotectourselvesifwecanfindthemeans。’
’God!thereisnoGod。
AttimesIhavedoubtedthegodsofmypeopleandturnedtoyours;nowIrenounceandrejectHim。
IftherewereaGodofmercysuchasyouclingto,couldHesufferthatsuchthingsbe?
Youaremygod,husband,toyouandforyouI
pray,andyoualone。
Letushavedonenowwithpleadingtothosewhoarenot,orwho,iftheylive,aredeaftoourcriesandblindtoourmisery,andbefriendourselves。
Yonderliesrope,thatwindowhasbars,verysoonwecanbebeyondthesunandthecrueltyofTeules,orsoundasleep。
Butthereistimeyet;letustalkawhile,theywillscarcelybegintheirtormentsbeforethedawn,anderedawnweshallbefar。’
Sowetalkedaswellasmysufferingswouldallow。
Wetalkedofhowwefirsthadmet,ofhowOtomiehadbeenvowedtomeasthewifeofTezcat,SouloftheWorld,ofthatdaywhenwehadlainsidebysideuponthestoneofsacrifice,ofourtruemarriagethereafter,ofthesiegeofTenoctitlanandthedeathofourfirst-
born。
Thuswetalkedtillmidnightwastwohoursgone。
Thentherecameasilence。
’Husband,’saidOtomieatlastinahushedandsolemnvoice,’youarewornwithsuffering,andIamweary。
Itistimetodothatwhichmustbedone。
Sadisourfate,butatleastrestisbeforeus。
Ithankyou,husband,foryourgentleness,Ithankyoumoreforyourfaithfulnesstomyhouseandpeople。
ShallImakereadyforourlastjourney?’
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