首页 >出版文学> Montezuma’s Daughter>第34章
  ThenIsawanarrowrushupwardsandstriketheemperor,andafterthearrowashowerofstones,sothathefelldownthereuponthetowerroof。
  Nowavoicecried,’Wehaveslainourking。
  Montezumaisdead,’
  andinstantlywithadreadfulwailingthemultitudefledthiswayandthat,sothatpresentlynolivingmancouldbeseenwheretherehadbeenthousands。
  IturnedtocomfortOtomie,whowaswatchingatmyside,andhadseenherroyalfatherfall,andledherweepingintothepalace。
  HerewemetGuatemoc,theprince,andhismienwasfierceandwild。
  Hewasfullyarmedandcarriedabowinhishand。
  ’IsMontezumadead?’Iasked。
  ’Ineitherknownorcare,’heansweredwithasavagelaugh,thenadded:
  ’Nowcurseme,Otomiemycousin,foritwasmyarrowthatsmotehimdown,thiskingwhohasbecomeawomanandatraitor,falsetohismanhoodandhiscountry。’
  ThenOtomieceasedweepingandanswered:
  ’Icannotcurseyou,Guatemoc,forthegodshavesmittenmyfatherwithamadnessasyousmotehimwithyourarrow,anditisbestthatheshoulddie,bothforhisownsakeandforthatofhispeople。
  Still,Guatemoc,Iamsureofthis,thatyourcrimewillnotgounpunished,andthatinpaymentforthissacrilege,youshallyourselfcometoashamefuldeath。’
  ’Itmaybeso,’saidGuatemoc,’butatleastIshallnotdiebetrayingmytrust;’andhewent。
  NowImusttellthat,asIbelieved,thiswasmylastdayonearth,foronthemorrowmyyearofgodheadexpired,andI,ThomasWingfield,shouldbeledouttosacrifice。
  Notwithstandingallthetumultinthecity,themourningforthedeadandthefearthathungoveritlikeacloud,theceremoniesofreligionanditsfeastswerestillcelebratedstrictly,morestrictlyindeedthaneverbefore。
  Thusonthisnightafestivalwasheldinmyhonour,andImustsitatthefeastcrownedwithflowersandsurroundedbymywives,whilethosenobleswhoremainedaliveinthecitydidmehomage,andwiththemCuitlahua,who,ifMontezumaweredead,wouldnowbeemperor。
  Itwasadrearymealenough,forIcouldscarcelybegaythoughIstrovetodrownmywoesindrink,andasfortheguests,theyhadlittlejollityleftinthem。
  Hundredsoftheirrelativesweredeadandwiththemthousandsofthepeople;theSpaniardsstillheldtheirowninthefortress,andthatdaytheyhadseentheiremperor,whotothemwasagod,smittendownbyoneoftheirownnumber,andabovealltheyfeltthatdoomwasuponthemselves。
  Whatwonderthattheywerenotmerry?
  Indeednofuneralfeastcouldhavebeenmoresad,forflowersandwineandfairwomendonotmakepleasure,andafterallitwasafuneralfeast——forme。
  AtlengthitcametoanendandIfledtomyownapartments,whithermythreewivesfollowedme,forOtomiedidnotcome,callingmemosthappyandblessedwhoto-morrowshouldbewithmyself,thatiswithmyowngodhead,inheaven。
  ButIdidnotcallthemblessed,for,risinginwrath,Idrovethemaway,sayingthatIhadbutonecomfortleft,anditwasthatwhereverImightgoI
  shouldleavethembehind。
  ThenIcastmyselfuponthecushionsofmybedandmournedinmyfearandbitternessofheart。
  ThiswastheendofthevengeancewhichIhadsworntowreakondeGarcia,thatImyselfmusthavemyhearttornfrommybreastandofferedtoadevil。
  TrulyFonseca,mybenefactor,hadspokenwordsofwisdomwhenhecounselledmetotakemyfortuneandforgetmyoath。
  HadIdoneso,to-dayImighthavebeenmybetrothed’shusbandandhappyinherloveathomeinpeacefulEngland,insteadofwhatIwas,alostsoulinthepoweroffiendsandabouttobeofferedtoafiend。
  InthebitternessofthethoughtandtheextremityofmyanguishIweptaloudandprayedtomyMakerthatImightbedeliveredfromthiscrueldeath,orattheleastthatmysinsshouldbeforgivenme,sothatto-morrownightImightrestatpeaceinheaven。
  ThusweepingandprayingIsankintoahalfsleep,anddreamedthatIwalkedonthehillsidenearthechurchpaththatrunsthroughthegardenoftheLodgeatDitchingham。
  ThewhispersofthewindwereinthetreeswhichclothethebankoftheVineyardHills,thescentofthesweetEnglishflowerswasinmynostrilsandthebalmyairofJuneblewonmybrow。
  Itwasnightinthisdreamofmine,andI
  thoughtthatthemoonshonesweetlyonthemeadowsandtheriver,whilefromeverysidecamethemusicofthenightingale。
  ButIwasnotthinkingofthesedelightfulsightsandsounds,thoughtheywerepresentinmymind,formyeyeswatchedthechurchpathwhichgoesupthehillatthebackofthehouse,andmyheartlistenedforafootstepthatIlongedtohear。
  Thentherecameasoundofsingingfrombeyondthehill,andthewordsofthesongweresad,fortheytoldofonewhohadsailedawayandreturnednomore,andpresentlybetweentheappletreesIsawawhitefigureonitscrest。
  SlowlyitcametowardsmeandIknewthatitwassheforwhomIwaited,Lilymybeloved。
  Nowsheceasedtosing,butdrewongentlyandherfaceseemedverysad。
  Moreoveritwasthefaceofawomaninmiddlelife,butstillmostbeautiful,morebeautifulindeedthanithadbeeninthebloomofyouth。
  Shehadreachedthefootofthehillandwasturningtowardsthelittlegardengate,whenIcameforwardfromtheshadowofthetrees,andstoodbeforeher。
  Backshestartedwithacryoffear,thengrewsilentandgazedintomyface。
  ’Sochanged,’shemurmured;’canitbethesame?
  Thomas,isityoucomebacktomefromthedead,oristhisbutavision?’andslowlyanddoubtinglythedreamwraithstretchedoutherarmsasthoughtoclaspme。
  ThenIawoke。
  Iawokeandlo!beforemestoodafairwomanclothedinwhite,onwhomthemoonlightshoneasinmydream,andherarmswerestretchedtowardsmelovingly。
  ’ItisI,beloved,andnovision,’Icried,springingfrommybedandclaspinghertomybreasttokissher。
  ButbeforemylipstouchedhersIsawmyerror,forshewhomIembracedwasnotLilyBozard,mybetrothed,butOtomie,princessoftheOtomie,whowascalledmywife。
  ThenIknewthatthiswasthesaddestandthemostbitterofdreamsthathadbeensenttomockme,forallthetruthrushedintomymind。
  LosingmyholdofOtomie,Ifellbackuponthebedandgroanedaloud,andasIfellIsawtheflushofshameuponherbrowandbreast。
  Forthiswomanlovedme,andthusmyactandwordswereaninsulttoher,whocouldguesswellwhatpromptedthem。
  Stillshespokegently。
  ’Pardonme,Teule,Icamebuttowatchandnottowakenyou。
  I
  camealsothatImayseeyoualonebeforethedaybreak,hopingthatImightbeofservice,orattheleast,ofcomforttoyou,fortheenddrawsnear。
  Saythen,inyoursleepdidyoumistakemeforsomeotherwomandearerandfairerthanIam,thatyouwouldhaveembracedme?’
  ’IdreamedthatyouweremybetrothedwhomIlove,andwhoisfarawayacrossthesea,’Iansweredheavily。
  ’Butenoughofloveandsuchmatters。
  WhathaveItodowiththemwhogodownintodarkness?’
  ’IntruthIcannottell,Teule,stillIhaveheardwisemensaythatifloveistobefoundanywhere,itisinthissamedarknessofdeath,thatislightindeed。
  Grievenot,forifthereistruthinthefaithofwhichyouhavetoldmeorinourown,eitheronthisearthorbeyondit,withtheeyesofthespirityouwillseeyourdearbeforeanothersunisset,andIpraythatyoumayfindherfaithfultoyou。
  Tellmenow,howmuchdoessheloveyou?
  WouldSHEhavelainbyyoursideonthebedofsacrificeas,hadthingsgoneotherwisebetweenus,Teule,itwasmyhopetodo?’
  ’No,’Ianswered,’itisnotthecustomofourwomentokillthemselvesbecausetheirhusbandschancetodie。’
  ’Perhapstheythinkitbettertoliveandwedagain,’answeredOtomieveryquietly,butIsawhereyesflashandherbreastheaveinthemoonlightasshespoke。
  ’Enoughofthisfoolishtalk,’Isaid。
  ’Listen,Otomie;ifyouhadcaredformetruly,surelyyouwouldhavesavedmefromthisdreadfuldoom,orprevailedonGuatemoctosaveme。
  YouareMontezuma’sdaughter,couldyounothavebroughtitaboutduringallthesemonthsthatheissuedhisroyalmandate,commandingthatIshouldbespared?’
  ’Doyou,then,takemeforsopoorafriend,Teule?’sheansweredhotly。
  ’Knowthatforallthesemonths,bydayandbynight,I
  haveworkedandstriventofindameanstorescueyou。
  BeforehebecameaprisonerIimportunedmyfathertheemperor,tillheorderedmefromhispresence。
  Ihavesoughttobribethepriests,Ihaveplottedwaysofescape,ay,andGuatemochashelped,forhelovesyou。
  HaditnotbeenforthecomingoftheseaccursedTeules,andthewarthattheyhaveleviedinthecity,Ihadsurelysavedyou,forawoman’sthoughtleapsfar,andcanfindapathwherenoneseemspossible。
  Butthiswarhaschangedeverything,andmoreoverthestar-readersanddivinersofaugurieshavegivenaprophecywhichsealsyourfate。
  Fortheyhaveprophesiedthatifyourbloodflows,andyourheartisofferedatthehourofnoonto-
  morrowonthealtarofTezcat,ourpeopleshallbevictoriousovertheTeules,andutterlydestroythem。
  Butifthesacrificeiscelebratedonemomentbeforeorafterthatpropitioushour,thenthedoomofTenoctitlanissealed。
  Alsotheyhavedeclaredthatyoumustdie,not,accordingtocustom,attheTempleofArmsacrossthelake,butonthegreatpyramidbeforethechiefstatueofthegod。
  Allthisisknownthroughouttheland;thousandsofpriestsarenowofferingupprayersthatthesacrificemaybefortunate,andagoldenringhasbeenhungoverthestoneofslaughterinsuchafashionthatthelightofthesunmuststrikeuponthecentreofyourbreastattheverymomentofmid-day。
  Forweeksyouhavebeenwatchedasajaguarwatchesitsprey,foritwasfearedthatyouwouldescapetotheTeules,andwe,yourwives,havebeenwatchedalso。
  Atthismomentthereisatripleringofguardsaboutthepalace,andpriestsaresetwithoutyourdoorsandbeneaththewindowplaces。
  Judge,then,whatchancethereisofescape,Teule。’
  ’Littleindeed,’Isaid,’andyetIknowaroad。
  IfIkillmyself,theycannotkillme。’
  ’Nay,’sheansweredhastily,’whatshallthatavailyou?
  Whileyouliveyoumayhope,butoncedead,youaredeadforever。
  Alsoifyoumustdie,itisbestthatyoushoulddiebythehandofthepriest。
  Believeme,thoughtheendishorrible,’andsheshuddered,’itisalmostpainless,sotheysay,andveryswift。
  Theywillnottortureyou,thatwehavesavedyou,GuatemocandI,thoughatfirsttheywishedthustohonourthegodmoreparticularlyonthisgreatday。’
  ’OTeule,’Otomiewenton,seatingherselfbymeonthebed,andtakingmyhand,’thinknomoreofthesebriefterrors,butlookbeyondthem。
  Isitsohardathingtodie,andswiftly?
  Weallmustdie,to-day,orto-night,orthenextday,itmatterslittlewhen——andyourfaith,likeours,teachesthatbeyondthegraveisendlessblessedness。
  Thinkthen,myfriend,to-morrowyouwillhavepassedfarfromthisstrifeandturmoil;thestruggleandthesorrowsandthedailyfearsforthefuturethatmakethesoulsickwillbeoverforyou,youwillbetakentoyourpeace,wherenooneshalldisturbyouforever。
  Thereyouwillfindthatmotherwhomyouhavetoldmeof,andwholovedyou,andthereperhapsonewilljoinyouwholovesyoubetterthanyourmother,mayhapevenImaymeetyouthere,friend,’andshelookedupatmestrangely。
  ’Theroadthatyouaredoomedtowalkisdarkindeed,butsurelyitmustbewell-trodden,andthereislightshiningbeyondit。
  Sobeaman,myfriend,anddonotgrieve;rejoiceratherthatatsoearlyanageyouhavedonewithwoesanddoubts,andcometothegatesofjoy,thatyouhavepassedthethorny,unwateredwildernessandseethesmilinglakesandgardens,andamongthemthetemplesofyoureternalcity。
  ’Andnowfarewell。
  Wemeetnomoretillthehourofsacrifice,forwewomenwhomasqueradeaswivesmustaccompanyyoutothefirstplatformsofthetemple。
  Farewell,dearfriend,andthinkuponmywords;whethertheyareacceptabletoyouorno,Iamsureofthis,thatbothforthesakeofyourownhonourandbecauseIaskitofyou,youwilldiebravelyasthoughtheeyesofyourownpeoplewerewatchingall。’
  Andbendingsuddenly,Otomiekissedmeontheforeheadgentlyasasistermight,andwasgone。
  Thecurtainsswungbehindher,buttheechoesofhernoblewordsstilldweltinmyheart。