ThenIsawanarrowrushupwardsandstriketheemperor,andafterthearrowashowerofstones,sothathefelldownthereuponthetowerroof。
Nowavoicecried,’Wehaveslainourking。
Montezumaisdead,’
andinstantlywithadreadfulwailingthemultitudefledthiswayandthat,sothatpresentlynolivingmancouldbeseenwheretherehadbeenthousands。
IturnedtocomfortOtomie,whowaswatchingatmyside,andhadseenherroyalfatherfall,andledherweepingintothepalace。
HerewemetGuatemoc,theprince,andhismienwasfierceandwild。
Hewasfullyarmedandcarriedabowinhishand。
’IsMontezumadead?’Iasked。
’Ineitherknownorcare,’heansweredwithasavagelaugh,thenadded:
’Nowcurseme,Otomiemycousin,foritwasmyarrowthatsmotehimdown,thiskingwhohasbecomeawomanandatraitor,falsetohismanhoodandhiscountry。’
ThenOtomieceasedweepingandanswered:
’Icannotcurseyou,Guatemoc,forthegodshavesmittenmyfatherwithamadnessasyousmotehimwithyourarrow,anditisbestthatheshoulddie,bothforhisownsakeandforthatofhispeople。
Still,Guatemoc,Iamsureofthis,thatyourcrimewillnotgounpunished,andthatinpaymentforthissacrilege,youshallyourselfcometoashamefuldeath。’
’Itmaybeso,’saidGuatemoc,’butatleastIshallnotdiebetrayingmytrust;’andhewent。
NowImusttellthat,asIbelieved,thiswasmylastdayonearth,foronthemorrowmyyearofgodheadexpired,andI,ThomasWingfield,shouldbeledouttosacrifice。
Notwithstandingallthetumultinthecity,themourningforthedeadandthefearthathungoveritlikeacloud,theceremoniesofreligionanditsfeastswerestillcelebratedstrictly,morestrictlyindeedthaneverbefore。
Thusonthisnightafestivalwasheldinmyhonour,andImustsitatthefeastcrownedwithflowersandsurroundedbymywives,whilethosenobleswhoremainedaliveinthecitydidmehomage,andwiththemCuitlahua,who,ifMontezumaweredead,wouldnowbeemperor。
Itwasadrearymealenough,forIcouldscarcelybegaythoughIstrovetodrownmywoesindrink,andasfortheguests,theyhadlittlejollityleftinthem。
Hundredsoftheirrelativesweredeadandwiththemthousandsofthepeople;theSpaniardsstillheldtheirowninthefortress,andthatdaytheyhadseentheiremperor,whotothemwasagod,smittendownbyoneoftheirownnumber,andabovealltheyfeltthatdoomwasuponthemselves。
Whatwonderthattheywerenotmerry?
Indeednofuneralfeastcouldhavebeenmoresad,forflowersandwineandfairwomendonotmakepleasure,andafterallitwasafuneralfeast——forme。
AtlengthitcametoanendandIfledtomyownapartments,whithermythreewivesfollowedme,forOtomiedidnotcome,callingmemosthappyandblessedwhoto-morrowshouldbewithmyself,thatiswithmyowngodhead,inheaven。
ButIdidnotcallthemblessed,for,risinginwrath,Idrovethemaway,sayingthatIhadbutonecomfortleft,anditwasthatwhereverImightgoI
shouldleavethembehind。
ThenIcastmyselfuponthecushionsofmybedandmournedinmyfearandbitternessofheart。
ThiswastheendofthevengeancewhichIhadsworntowreakondeGarcia,thatImyselfmusthavemyhearttornfrommybreastandofferedtoadevil。
TrulyFonseca,mybenefactor,hadspokenwordsofwisdomwhenhecounselledmetotakemyfortuneandforgetmyoath。
HadIdoneso,to-dayImighthavebeenmybetrothed’shusbandandhappyinherloveathomeinpeacefulEngland,insteadofwhatIwas,alostsoulinthepoweroffiendsandabouttobeofferedtoafiend。
InthebitternessofthethoughtandtheextremityofmyanguishIweptaloudandprayedtomyMakerthatImightbedeliveredfromthiscrueldeath,orattheleastthatmysinsshouldbeforgivenme,sothatto-morrownightImightrestatpeaceinheaven。
ThusweepingandprayingIsankintoahalfsleep,anddreamedthatIwalkedonthehillsidenearthechurchpaththatrunsthroughthegardenoftheLodgeatDitchingham。
ThewhispersofthewindwereinthetreeswhichclothethebankoftheVineyardHills,thescentofthesweetEnglishflowerswasinmynostrilsandthebalmyairofJuneblewonmybrow。
Itwasnightinthisdreamofmine,andI
thoughtthatthemoonshonesweetlyonthemeadowsandtheriver,whilefromeverysidecamethemusicofthenightingale。
ButIwasnotthinkingofthesedelightfulsightsandsounds,thoughtheywerepresentinmymind,formyeyeswatchedthechurchpathwhichgoesupthehillatthebackofthehouse,andmyheartlistenedforafootstepthatIlongedtohear。
Thentherecameasoundofsingingfrombeyondthehill,andthewordsofthesongweresad,fortheytoldofonewhohadsailedawayandreturnednomore,andpresentlybetweentheappletreesIsawawhitefigureonitscrest。
SlowlyitcametowardsmeandIknewthatitwassheforwhomIwaited,Lilymybeloved。
Nowsheceasedtosing,butdrewongentlyandherfaceseemedverysad。
Moreoveritwasthefaceofawomaninmiddlelife,butstillmostbeautiful,morebeautifulindeedthanithadbeeninthebloomofyouth。
Shehadreachedthefootofthehillandwasturningtowardsthelittlegardengate,whenIcameforwardfromtheshadowofthetrees,andstoodbeforeher。
Backshestartedwithacryoffear,thengrewsilentandgazedintomyface。
’Sochanged,’shemurmured;’canitbethesame?
Thomas,isityoucomebacktomefromthedead,oristhisbutavision?’andslowlyanddoubtinglythedreamwraithstretchedoutherarmsasthoughtoclaspme。
ThenIawoke。
Iawokeandlo!beforemestoodafairwomanclothedinwhite,onwhomthemoonlightshoneasinmydream,andherarmswerestretchedtowardsmelovingly。
’ItisI,beloved,andnovision,’Icried,springingfrommybedandclaspinghertomybreasttokissher。
ButbeforemylipstouchedhersIsawmyerror,forshewhomIembracedwasnotLilyBozard,mybetrothed,butOtomie,princessoftheOtomie,whowascalledmywife。
ThenIknewthatthiswasthesaddestandthemostbitterofdreamsthathadbeensenttomockme,forallthetruthrushedintomymind。
LosingmyholdofOtomie,Ifellbackuponthebedandgroanedaloud,andasIfellIsawtheflushofshameuponherbrowandbreast。
Forthiswomanlovedme,andthusmyactandwordswereaninsulttoher,whocouldguesswellwhatpromptedthem。
Stillshespokegently。
’Pardonme,Teule,Icamebuttowatchandnottowakenyou。
I
camealsothatImayseeyoualonebeforethedaybreak,hopingthatImightbeofservice,orattheleast,ofcomforttoyou,fortheenddrawsnear。
Saythen,inyoursleepdidyoumistakemeforsomeotherwomandearerandfairerthanIam,thatyouwouldhaveembracedme?’
’IdreamedthatyouweremybetrothedwhomIlove,andwhoisfarawayacrossthesea,’Iansweredheavily。
’Butenoughofloveandsuchmatters。
WhathaveItodowiththemwhogodownintodarkness?’
’IntruthIcannottell,Teule,stillIhaveheardwisemensaythatifloveistobefoundanywhere,itisinthissamedarknessofdeath,thatislightindeed。
Grievenot,forifthereistruthinthefaithofwhichyouhavetoldmeorinourown,eitheronthisearthorbeyondit,withtheeyesofthespirityouwillseeyourdearbeforeanothersunisset,andIpraythatyoumayfindherfaithfultoyou。
Tellmenow,howmuchdoessheloveyou?
WouldSHEhavelainbyyoursideonthebedofsacrificeas,hadthingsgoneotherwisebetweenus,Teule,itwasmyhopetodo?’
’No,’Ianswered,’itisnotthecustomofourwomentokillthemselvesbecausetheirhusbandschancetodie。’
’Perhapstheythinkitbettertoliveandwedagain,’answeredOtomieveryquietly,butIsawhereyesflashandherbreastheaveinthemoonlightasshespoke。
’Enoughofthisfoolishtalk,’Isaid。
’Listen,Otomie;ifyouhadcaredformetruly,surelyyouwouldhavesavedmefromthisdreadfuldoom,orprevailedonGuatemoctosaveme。
YouareMontezuma’sdaughter,couldyounothavebroughtitaboutduringallthesemonthsthatheissuedhisroyalmandate,commandingthatIshouldbespared?’
’Doyou,then,takemeforsopoorafriend,Teule?’sheansweredhotly。
’Knowthatforallthesemonths,bydayandbynight,I
haveworkedandstriventofindameanstorescueyou。
BeforehebecameaprisonerIimportunedmyfathertheemperor,tillheorderedmefromhispresence。
Ihavesoughttobribethepriests,Ihaveplottedwaysofescape,ay,andGuatemochashelped,forhelovesyou。
HaditnotbeenforthecomingoftheseaccursedTeules,andthewarthattheyhaveleviedinthecity,Ihadsurelysavedyou,forawoman’sthoughtleapsfar,andcanfindapathwherenoneseemspossible。
Butthiswarhaschangedeverything,andmoreoverthestar-readersanddivinersofaugurieshavegivenaprophecywhichsealsyourfate。
Fortheyhaveprophesiedthatifyourbloodflows,andyourheartisofferedatthehourofnoonto-
morrowonthealtarofTezcat,ourpeopleshallbevictoriousovertheTeules,andutterlydestroythem。
Butifthesacrificeiscelebratedonemomentbeforeorafterthatpropitioushour,thenthedoomofTenoctitlanissealed。
Alsotheyhavedeclaredthatyoumustdie,not,accordingtocustom,attheTempleofArmsacrossthelake,butonthegreatpyramidbeforethechiefstatueofthegod。
Allthisisknownthroughouttheland;thousandsofpriestsarenowofferingupprayersthatthesacrificemaybefortunate,andagoldenringhasbeenhungoverthestoneofslaughterinsuchafashionthatthelightofthesunmuststrikeuponthecentreofyourbreastattheverymomentofmid-day。
Forweeksyouhavebeenwatchedasajaguarwatchesitsprey,foritwasfearedthatyouwouldescapetotheTeules,andwe,yourwives,havebeenwatchedalso。
Atthismomentthereisatripleringofguardsaboutthepalace,andpriestsaresetwithoutyourdoorsandbeneaththewindowplaces。
Judge,then,whatchancethereisofescape,Teule。’
’Littleindeed,’Isaid,’andyetIknowaroad。
IfIkillmyself,theycannotkillme。’
’Nay,’sheansweredhastily,’whatshallthatavailyou?
Whileyouliveyoumayhope,butoncedead,youaredeadforever。
Alsoifyoumustdie,itisbestthatyoushoulddiebythehandofthepriest。
Believeme,thoughtheendishorrible,’andsheshuddered,’itisalmostpainless,sotheysay,andveryswift。
Theywillnottortureyou,thatwehavesavedyou,GuatemocandI,thoughatfirsttheywishedthustohonourthegodmoreparticularlyonthisgreatday。’
’OTeule,’Otomiewenton,seatingherselfbymeonthebed,andtakingmyhand,’thinknomoreofthesebriefterrors,butlookbeyondthem。
Isitsohardathingtodie,andswiftly?
Weallmustdie,to-day,orto-night,orthenextday,itmatterslittlewhen——andyourfaith,likeours,teachesthatbeyondthegraveisendlessblessedness。
Thinkthen,myfriend,to-morrowyouwillhavepassedfarfromthisstrifeandturmoil;thestruggleandthesorrowsandthedailyfearsforthefuturethatmakethesoulsickwillbeoverforyou,youwillbetakentoyourpeace,wherenooneshalldisturbyouforever。
Thereyouwillfindthatmotherwhomyouhavetoldmeof,andwholovedyou,andthereperhapsonewilljoinyouwholovesyoubetterthanyourmother,mayhapevenImaymeetyouthere,friend,’andshelookedupatmestrangely。
’Theroadthatyouaredoomedtowalkisdarkindeed,butsurelyitmustbewell-trodden,andthereislightshiningbeyondit。
Sobeaman,myfriend,anddonotgrieve;rejoiceratherthatatsoearlyanageyouhavedonewithwoesanddoubts,andcometothegatesofjoy,thatyouhavepassedthethorny,unwateredwildernessandseethesmilinglakesandgardens,andamongthemthetemplesofyoureternalcity。
’Andnowfarewell。
Wemeetnomoretillthehourofsacrifice,forwewomenwhomasqueradeaswivesmustaccompanyyoutothefirstplatformsofthetemple。
Farewell,dearfriend,andthinkuponmywords;whethertheyareacceptabletoyouorno,Iamsureofthis,thatbothforthesakeofyourownhonourandbecauseIaskitofyou,youwilldiebravelyasthoughtheeyesofyourownpeoplewerewatchingall。’
Andbendingsuddenly,Otomiekissedmeontheforeheadgentlyasasistermight,andwasgone。
Thecurtainsswungbehindher,buttheechoesofhernoblewordsstilldweltinmyheart。
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