ThistidingsIhadgainedfromthedoomedlady,andIhavetoldherstoryatsomelengthbecauseitwasthroughitandherthatIcametojourneytoHispaniola,asitwasbecauseofthesacrificeofhertormentor,FatherPedro,bythepriestsoftheOtomiethatIamhereinEnglandthisday,sincehaditnotbeenforthatsacrificetheSpaniardswouldneverhavestormedtheCityofPines,where,aliveordead,Ishoulddoubtlesshavebeentothishour;forthusdoseemingaccidentsbuildupthefatesofmen。
HadthosewordsneverpassedIsabella’slips,doubtlessintimeIshouldhaveweariedofauselesssearchandsailedforhomeandhappiness。
Buthavingheardthemitseemedtome,tomyundoing,thatthiswouldbetoplaythepartofasorrycoward。
Moreover,strangeasitmaylook,nowIfeltasthoughI
hadtwowrongstoavenge,thatofmymotherandthatofIsabelladeSiguenza。
Indeednonecouldhaveseenthatyoungandlovelyladydiethusterriblyandnotdesiretowreakherdeathonhimwhohadbetrayedanddesertedher。
Sotheendofitwasthatbeingofastubborntemper,Ideterminedtodoviolencetomyowndesiresandthedyingcounselsofmybenefactor,andtofollowdeGarciatotheendsoftheearthandtheretokillhimasIhadsworntodo。
First,however,IinquiredsecretlyanddiligentlyastothetruthofthestatementthatdeGarciahadsailedfortheIndies,andtobebrief,havingtheclue,IdiscoveredthattwodaysafterthedateoftheduelIhadfoughtwithhim,amanansweringtodeGarcia’sdescription,thoughbearingadifferentname,hadshippedfromSevilleinacarakboundfortheCanaryIslands,whichcarakwastheretoawaitthearrivalofthefleetsailingforHispaniola。
IndeedfromvariouscircumstancesIhadlittledoubtthatthemanwasnoneotherthandeGarciahimself,which,althoughIhadnotthoughtofitbefore,wasnotstrange,seeingthatthenasnowtheIndiesweretherefugeofhalfthedesperadoesandvillainswhocouldnolongerliveinSpain。
ThitherthenImadeupmymindtofollowhim,consolingmyselfalittlebythethoughtthatatleastIshouldseenewandwonderfulcountries,thoughhownewandwonderfultheywereIdidnotguess。
Nowitremainedformetodisposeofthewealthwhichhadcometomesuddenly。
WhileIwaswonderinghowIcouldplaceitinsafetytillmyreturn,Iheardbychancethatthe’Adventuress’ofYarmouth,thesameshipinwhichIhadcometoSpainayearbefore,wasagainintheportofCadiz,andIbethoughtmethatthebestthingIcoulddowiththegoldandotherarticlesofvaluewouldbetoshipthemtoEngland,theretobeheldintrustforme。
Sohavingdespatchedamessagetomyfriendthecaptainofthe’Adventuress,’thatIhadfreightofvalueforhim,ImademypreparationstodepartfromSevillewithsuchspeedasImight,andtothisendIsoldmybenefactor’shouse,withmanyoftheeffects,atapricemuchbelowtheirworth。
Themostofthebooksandplate,togetherwithsomeotherarticles,Ikept,andpackingthemincases,IcausedthemtobetransporteddowntherivertoCadiz,tothecareofthosesameagentstowhomIhadreceivedlettersfromtheYarmouthmerchants。
ThisbeingdoneIfollowedthithermyself,takingthebulkofmyfortunewithmeingold,whichIhidartfullyinnumerouspackages。
AndsoitcametopassthatafterastayofayearinSeville,I
turnedmybackonitforever。
Mysojourntherehadbeenfortunate,forIcametoitpoorandleftitarichman,tosaynothingofwhatIhadgainedinexperience,whichwasmuch。
YetI
wasgladtobegone,forhereJuandeGarciahadescapedme,hereI
hadlostmybestfriendandseenIsabelladeSiguenzadie。
IcametoCadizinsafetyandwithoutlossofanyofmygoodsorgold,andtakingboatproceededonboardthe’Adventuress,’whereI
foundhercaptain,whosenamewasBell,ingoodhealthandverygladtoseeme。
Whatpleasedmemore,however,wasthathehadthreelettersforme,onefrommyfather,onefrommysisterMary,andonefrommybetrothed,LilyBozard,theonlyletterIeverreceivedfromher。
Thecontentsofthesewritingswerenotaltogetherpleasinghowever,forIlearnedfromthemthatmyfatherwasinbrokenhealthandalmostbedridden,andindeed,thoughIdidnotknowitformanyyearsafter,hediedinDitchinghamChurchupontheverydaythatIreceivedhisletter。
Itwasshortandsad,andinithesaidthathesorrowedmuchthathehadallowedmetogouponmymission,sinceheshouldseemenomoreandcouldonlycommendmetothecareoftheAlmighty,andprayHimformysafereturn。
AsforLily’sletter,which,hearingthatthe’Adventuress’wastosailforCadiz,shehadfoundmeanstodespatchsecretly,thoughitwasnotshortitwassadalso,andtoldmethatsosoonasmybackwasturnedonhome,mybrotherGeoffreyhadaskedherinmarriagefromherfather,andthattheypushedthematterstrongly,sothatherlifewasmadeamiserytoher,formybrotherwaylaidhereverywhere,andherfatherdidnotceasetorevileherasanobstinatejadewhowouldflingawayherfortuneforthesakeofapennilesswanderer。
’But,’itwenton,’beassured,sweetheart,thatunlesstheymarrymebyforce,astheyhavethreatenedtodo,Iwillnotbudgefrommypromise。
And,Thomas,shouldIbeweddedthusagainstmywill,Ishallnotbeawifeforlong,forthoughIamstrongIbelievethatIshalldieofshameandsorrow。
ItishardthatIshouldbethustormented,andforonereasononly,thatyouarenotrich。
StillIhavegoodhopethatthingsmaybetterthemselves,forIseethatmybrotherWilfredismuchinclinedtowardsyoursisterMary,andthoughhealsourgesthismarriageonmeto-day,sheisafriendtobothofusandmaybeinthewaytomaketermswithhimbeforesheacceptshissuit。’
Thenthewritingendedwithmanytenderwordsandprayersformysafereturn。
AsfortheletterfrommysisterMaryitwastothesamepurpose。
Asyet,shesaid,shecoulddonothingformewithLilyBozard,formybrotherGeoffreywasmadwithloveforher,myfatherwastooilltomeddleinthematter,andSquireBozardwasfiercelysetuponthemarriagebecauseofthelandsthatwereatstake。
Still,shehinted,thingsmightnotalwaysbeso,asatimemightcomewhenshecouldspeakupformeandnotinvain。
Nowallthisnewsgavememuchcauseforthought。
Moreindeed,itawokeinmealongingforhomewhichwassostrongthatitgrewalmosttoasickness。
HerlovingwordsandtheperfumethathungabouttheletterofmybetrothedbroughtLilybacktomeinsuchsortthatmyheartachedwithadesiretobewithher。
MoreoverI
knewthatIshouldbewelcomenow,formyfortunewasfargreaterthanmybrother’swouldeverbe,andparentsdonotshowthedoortosuitorswhobringmorethantwelvethousandgoldenpiecesintheirbaggage。
AlsoIwishedtoseemyfatheragainbeforehepassedbeyondmyreach。
ButstillbetweenmeandmydesirelaytheshadowofdeGarciaandmyoath。
IhadbroodedonvengeanceforsolongthatIfelteveninthemidstofthisstrongtemptationthatI
shouldhavenopleasureinmylifeifIforsookmyquest。
TobehappyImustfirstkilldeGarcia。
MoreoverIhadcometobelievethatdidIsoforsakeitthecursewhichIhadinvokedwouldsurelyfalluponme。
MeanwhileIdidthis。
GoingtoanotaryIcausedhimtoprepareadeedwhichItranslatedintoEnglish。
BythisdeedIvestedallmyfortuneexcepttwohundredpesosthatIkeptformyownuse,inthreepersonstoholdthesameonmybehalftillIcametoclaimit。
Thosethreepersonsweremyoldmaster,DoctorGrimstoneofBungay,whomIknewforthehonestestofmen,mysisterMaryWingfield,andmybetrothed,LilyBozard。
Idirectedthembythisdeed,whichforgreatervalidityIsignedupontheshipandcausedtobewitnessedbyCaptainBellandtwootherEnglishmen,todealwiththepropertyaccordingtotheirdiscretion,investingnotlessthanhalfofitinthepurchaseoflandsandputtingtherestouttointerest,whichinterestwiththerentofthelandswastobepaidtothesaidLilyBozardforherownuseforsolongassheremainedunmarried。
AlsowiththedeedIexecutedawillbywhichIdevisedthemostofmypropertytoLilyBozardshouldshebeunmarriedatthedateofmydeath,andtheresiduetomysisterMary。
IntheeventofthemarriageordeathofLily,thenthewholewastopasstoMaryandherheirs。
Thesetwodocumentsbeingsignedandsealed,Ideliveredthem,togetherwithallmytreasureandothergoods,intothekeepingofCaptainBell,charginghimsolemnlytohandthemandmypossessionstoDr。GrimstoneofBungay,bywhomhewouldbeliberallyrewarded。
Thishepromisedtodo,thoughnotuntilhehadurgedmealmostwithtearstoaccompanythemmyself。
WiththegoldandthedeedsIsentseveralletters;tomyfather,mysister,mybrother,Dr。Grimstone,SquireBozard,andlastlytoLilyherself。
IntheselettersIgaveanaccountofmylifeandfortunessinceIhadcometoSpain,forIgatheredthatotherswhichIhadsenthadneverreachedEngland,andtoldthemofmyresolutiontofollowdeGarciatotheendsoftheearth。
’Others,’IwrotetoLily,’maythinkmeamadmanthustopostpone,orperchancetolose,ahappinesswhichIdesireaboveanythingonearth,butyouwhounderstandmyheartwillnotblameme,howevermuchyoumaygrieveformydecision。
YouwillknowthatwhenonceIhavesetmyminduponanobject,nothingexceptdeathitselfcanturnmefromit,andthatinthismatterIamboundbyanoathwhichmyconsciencewillnotsuffermetobreak。
IcouldneverbehappyevenatyoursideifIabandonedmysearchnow。
Firstmustcomethetoilandthentherest,firstthesorrowandthenthejoy。
Donotfearforme,IfeelthatIshalllivetoreturnagain,andifIdonotreturn,atleastIamabletoprovideforyouinsuchfashionthatyouneedneverbemarriedagainstyourwill。
WhiledeGarcialivesImustfollowhim。’
TomybrotherGeoffreyIwroteveryshortly,tellinghimwhatI
thoughtofhisconductinpersecutinganundefendedmaidenandstrivingtodowrongtoanabsentbrother。
Ihaveheardthatmyletterpleasedhimveryill。
AndhereImaystatethatthoselettersandeverythingelsethatI
sentcamesafelytoYarmouth。
TherethegoldandgoodsweretakentoLowestoftandputaboardawherry,andwhenhehaddischargedhisship,CaptainBellsaileduptheWaveneywiththemtillhebroughtthemtoBungayStaitheandthencetothehouseofDr。
GrimstoneinNethergateStreet。
Hereweregatheredmysisterandbrother,formyfatherwasthentwomonthsburied——andalsoSquireBozardandhissonanddaughter,forCaptainBellhadadvisedthemofhiscomingbymessenger,andwhenallthetalewastoldtherewaswonderandtospare。
Stillgreaterdiditgrowwhenthechestswereopenedandtheweightofbullioncomparedwiththatsetoutinmyletters,fortherehadneverbeensomuchgoldatonceinBungaywithinthememoryofman。
AndnowLilywept,firstforjoybecauseofmygoodfortune,andthenforsorrowbecauseIhadnotcomewithmytreasure,andwhenhehadseenallandheardthedeedsreadbyvirtueofwhichLilywasarichwomanwhetherIlivedordied,theSquireherfathersworealoudandsaidthathehadalwaysthoughtwellofme,andkissedhisdaughter,wishingherjoyofherluck。
Inshortallwerepleasedexceptmybrother,wholeftthehousewithoutawordandstraightwaytooktoevilcourses。
Fornowthecupwasdashedfromhislips,seeingthathavingcomeintomyfather’slands,hehadbroughtitaboutthatLilywastobemarriedtohimbymightifnoothermeanswouldserve。
Forevennowamancanforcehisdaughterintomarriagewhilesheisunderage,andSquireBozardwasnotonetoshrinkfromsuchadeed,holdingashedidthatawoman’sfancieswereofnoaccount。
Butonthisday,sogreatisthepowerofgold,therewasnomoretalkofhermarryinganymanexceptmyself,indeedherfatherwouldhaveheldherbackfromsuchathinghadsheshownamindtoit,seeingthatthenLilywouldhavelostthewealthwhichIhadsettledonher。
ButalltalkedloudlyofmymadnessbecauseIwouldnotabandonthechaseofmyenemybutchosetofollowhimtothefarIndies,thoughSquireBozardtookcomfortfromthethoughtthatwhetherIlivedordiedthemoneywasstillhisdaughter’s。
OnlyLilyspokeupforme,saying’Thomashasswornanoathandhedoeswelltokeepit,forhishonourisatstake。
NowIgotowaituntilhecomestomeinthisworldorthenext。’
Butallthisisoutofplace,formanyayearpassedawaybeforeI
heardofthesedoings。
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