首页 >出版文学> Montezuma’s Daughter>第17章
  ThistidingsIhadgainedfromthedoomedlady,andIhavetoldherstoryatsomelengthbecauseitwasthroughitandherthatIcametojourneytoHispaniola,asitwasbecauseofthesacrificeofhertormentor,FatherPedro,bythepriestsoftheOtomiethatIamhereinEnglandthisday,sincehaditnotbeenforthatsacrificetheSpaniardswouldneverhavestormedtheCityofPines,where,aliveordead,Ishoulddoubtlesshavebeentothishour;forthusdoseemingaccidentsbuildupthefatesofmen。
  HadthosewordsneverpassedIsabella’slips,doubtlessintimeIshouldhaveweariedofauselesssearchandsailedforhomeandhappiness。
  Buthavingheardthemitseemedtome,tomyundoing,thatthiswouldbetoplaythepartofasorrycoward。
  Moreover,strangeasitmaylook,nowIfeltasthoughI
  hadtwowrongstoavenge,thatofmymotherandthatofIsabelladeSiguenza。
  Indeednonecouldhaveseenthatyoungandlovelyladydiethusterriblyandnotdesiretowreakherdeathonhimwhohadbetrayedanddesertedher。
  Sotheendofitwasthatbeingofastubborntemper,Ideterminedtodoviolencetomyowndesiresandthedyingcounselsofmybenefactor,andtofollowdeGarciatotheendsoftheearthandtheretokillhimasIhadsworntodo。
  First,however,IinquiredsecretlyanddiligentlyastothetruthofthestatementthatdeGarciahadsailedfortheIndies,andtobebrief,havingtheclue,IdiscoveredthattwodaysafterthedateoftheduelIhadfoughtwithhim,amanansweringtodeGarcia’sdescription,thoughbearingadifferentname,hadshippedfromSevilleinacarakboundfortheCanaryIslands,whichcarakwastheretoawaitthearrivalofthefleetsailingforHispaniola。
  IndeedfromvariouscircumstancesIhadlittledoubtthatthemanwasnoneotherthandeGarciahimself,which,althoughIhadnotthoughtofitbefore,wasnotstrange,seeingthatthenasnowtheIndiesweretherefugeofhalfthedesperadoesandvillainswhocouldnolongerliveinSpain。
  ThitherthenImadeupmymindtofollowhim,consolingmyselfalittlebythethoughtthatatleastIshouldseenewandwonderfulcountries,thoughhownewandwonderfultheywereIdidnotguess。
  Nowitremainedformetodisposeofthewealthwhichhadcometomesuddenly。
  WhileIwaswonderinghowIcouldplaceitinsafetytillmyreturn,Iheardbychancethatthe’Adventuress’ofYarmouth,thesameshipinwhichIhadcometoSpainayearbefore,wasagainintheportofCadiz,andIbethoughtmethatthebestthingIcoulddowiththegoldandotherarticlesofvaluewouldbetoshipthemtoEngland,theretobeheldintrustforme。
  Sohavingdespatchedamessagetomyfriendthecaptainofthe’Adventuress,’thatIhadfreightofvalueforhim,ImademypreparationstodepartfromSevillewithsuchspeedasImight,andtothisendIsoldmybenefactor’shouse,withmanyoftheeffects,atapricemuchbelowtheirworth。
  Themostofthebooksandplate,togetherwithsomeotherarticles,Ikept,andpackingthemincases,IcausedthemtobetransporteddowntherivertoCadiz,tothecareofthosesameagentstowhomIhadreceivedlettersfromtheYarmouthmerchants。
  ThisbeingdoneIfollowedthithermyself,takingthebulkofmyfortunewithmeingold,whichIhidartfullyinnumerouspackages。
  AndsoitcametopassthatafterastayofayearinSeville,I
  turnedmybackonitforever。
  Mysojourntherehadbeenfortunate,forIcametoitpoorandleftitarichman,tosaynothingofwhatIhadgainedinexperience,whichwasmuch。
  YetI
  wasgladtobegone,forhereJuandeGarciahadescapedme,hereI
  hadlostmybestfriendandseenIsabelladeSiguenzadie。
  IcametoCadizinsafetyandwithoutlossofanyofmygoodsorgold,andtakingboatproceededonboardthe’Adventuress,’whereI
  foundhercaptain,whosenamewasBell,ingoodhealthandverygladtoseeme。
  Whatpleasedmemore,however,wasthathehadthreelettersforme,onefrommyfather,onefrommysisterMary,andonefrommybetrothed,LilyBozard,theonlyletterIeverreceivedfromher。
  Thecontentsofthesewritingswerenotaltogetherpleasinghowever,forIlearnedfromthemthatmyfatherwasinbrokenhealthandalmostbedridden,andindeed,thoughIdidnotknowitformanyyearsafter,hediedinDitchinghamChurchupontheverydaythatIreceivedhisletter。
  Itwasshortandsad,andinithesaidthathesorrowedmuchthathehadallowedmetogouponmymission,sinceheshouldseemenomoreandcouldonlycommendmetothecareoftheAlmighty,andprayHimformysafereturn。
  AsforLily’sletter,which,hearingthatthe’Adventuress’wastosailforCadiz,shehadfoundmeanstodespatchsecretly,thoughitwasnotshortitwassadalso,andtoldmethatsosoonasmybackwasturnedonhome,mybrotherGeoffreyhadaskedherinmarriagefromherfather,andthattheypushedthematterstrongly,sothatherlifewasmadeamiserytoher,formybrotherwaylaidhereverywhere,andherfatherdidnotceasetorevileherasanobstinatejadewhowouldflingawayherfortuneforthesakeofapennilesswanderer。
  ’But,’itwenton,’beassured,sweetheart,thatunlesstheymarrymebyforce,astheyhavethreatenedtodo,Iwillnotbudgefrommypromise。
  And,Thomas,shouldIbeweddedthusagainstmywill,Ishallnotbeawifeforlong,forthoughIamstrongIbelievethatIshalldieofshameandsorrow。
  ItishardthatIshouldbethustormented,andforonereasononly,thatyouarenotrich。
  StillIhavegoodhopethatthingsmaybetterthemselves,forIseethatmybrotherWilfredismuchinclinedtowardsyoursisterMary,andthoughhealsourgesthismarriageonmeto-day,sheisafriendtobothofusandmaybeinthewaytomaketermswithhimbeforesheacceptshissuit。’
  Thenthewritingendedwithmanytenderwordsandprayersformysafereturn。
  AsfortheletterfrommysisterMaryitwastothesamepurpose。
  Asyet,shesaid,shecoulddonothingformewithLilyBozard,formybrotherGeoffreywasmadwithloveforher,myfatherwastooilltomeddleinthematter,andSquireBozardwasfiercelysetuponthemarriagebecauseofthelandsthatwereatstake。
  Still,shehinted,thingsmightnotalwaysbeso,asatimemightcomewhenshecouldspeakupformeandnotinvain。
  Nowallthisnewsgavememuchcauseforthought。
  Moreindeed,itawokeinmealongingforhomewhichwassostrongthatitgrewalmosttoasickness。
  HerlovingwordsandtheperfumethathungabouttheletterofmybetrothedbroughtLilybacktomeinsuchsortthatmyheartachedwithadesiretobewithher。
  MoreoverI
  knewthatIshouldbewelcomenow,formyfortunewasfargreaterthanmybrother’swouldeverbe,andparentsdonotshowthedoortosuitorswhobringmorethantwelvethousandgoldenpiecesintheirbaggage。
  AlsoIwishedtoseemyfatheragainbeforehepassedbeyondmyreach。
  ButstillbetweenmeandmydesirelaytheshadowofdeGarciaandmyoath。
  IhadbroodedonvengeanceforsolongthatIfelteveninthemidstofthisstrongtemptationthatI
  shouldhavenopleasureinmylifeifIforsookmyquest。
  TobehappyImustfirstkilldeGarcia。
  MoreoverIhadcometobelievethatdidIsoforsakeitthecursewhichIhadinvokedwouldsurelyfalluponme。
  MeanwhileIdidthis。
  GoingtoanotaryIcausedhimtoprepareadeedwhichItranslatedintoEnglish。
  BythisdeedIvestedallmyfortuneexcepttwohundredpesosthatIkeptformyownuse,inthreepersonstoholdthesameonmybehalftillIcametoclaimit。
  Thosethreepersonsweremyoldmaster,DoctorGrimstoneofBungay,whomIknewforthehonestestofmen,mysisterMaryWingfield,andmybetrothed,LilyBozard。
  Idirectedthembythisdeed,whichforgreatervalidityIsignedupontheshipandcausedtobewitnessedbyCaptainBellandtwootherEnglishmen,todealwiththepropertyaccordingtotheirdiscretion,investingnotlessthanhalfofitinthepurchaseoflandsandputtingtherestouttointerest,whichinterestwiththerentofthelandswastobepaidtothesaidLilyBozardforherownuseforsolongassheremainedunmarried。
  AlsowiththedeedIexecutedawillbywhichIdevisedthemostofmypropertytoLilyBozardshouldshebeunmarriedatthedateofmydeath,andtheresiduetomysisterMary。
  IntheeventofthemarriageordeathofLily,thenthewholewastopasstoMaryandherheirs。
  Thesetwodocumentsbeingsignedandsealed,Ideliveredthem,togetherwithallmytreasureandothergoods,intothekeepingofCaptainBell,charginghimsolemnlytohandthemandmypossessionstoDr。GrimstoneofBungay,bywhomhewouldbeliberallyrewarded。
  Thishepromisedtodo,thoughnotuntilhehadurgedmealmostwithtearstoaccompanythemmyself。
  WiththegoldandthedeedsIsentseveralletters;tomyfather,mysister,mybrother,Dr。Grimstone,SquireBozard,andlastlytoLilyherself。
  IntheselettersIgaveanaccountofmylifeandfortunessinceIhadcometoSpain,forIgatheredthatotherswhichIhadsenthadneverreachedEngland,andtoldthemofmyresolutiontofollowdeGarciatotheendsoftheearth。
  ’Others,’IwrotetoLily,’maythinkmeamadmanthustopostpone,orperchancetolose,ahappinesswhichIdesireaboveanythingonearth,butyouwhounderstandmyheartwillnotblameme,howevermuchyoumaygrieveformydecision。
  YouwillknowthatwhenonceIhavesetmyminduponanobject,nothingexceptdeathitselfcanturnmefromit,andthatinthismatterIamboundbyanoathwhichmyconsciencewillnotsuffermetobreak。
  IcouldneverbehappyevenatyoursideifIabandonedmysearchnow。
  Firstmustcomethetoilandthentherest,firstthesorrowandthenthejoy。
  Donotfearforme,IfeelthatIshalllivetoreturnagain,andifIdonotreturn,atleastIamabletoprovideforyouinsuchfashionthatyouneedneverbemarriedagainstyourwill。
  WhiledeGarcialivesImustfollowhim。’
  TomybrotherGeoffreyIwroteveryshortly,tellinghimwhatI
  thoughtofhisconductinpersecutinganundefendedmaidenandstrivingtodowrongtoanabsentbrother。
  Ihaveheardthatmyletterpleasedhimveryill。
  AndhereImaystatethatthoselettersandeverythingelsethatI
  sentcamesafelytoYarmouth。
  TherethegoldandgoodsweretakentoLowestoftandputaboardawherry,andwhenhehaddischargedhisship,CaptainBellsaileduptheWaveneywiththemtillhebroughtthemtoBungayStaitheandthencetothehouseofDr。
  GrimstoneinNethergateStreet。
  Hereweregatheredmysisterandbrother,formyfatherwasthentwomonthsburied——andalsoSquireBozardandhissonanddaughter,forCaptainBellhadadvisedthemofhiscomingbymessenger,andwhenallthetalewastoldtherewaswonderandtospare。
  Stillgreaterdiditgrowwhenthechestswereopenedandtheweightofbullioncomparedwiththatsetoutinmyletters,fortherehadneverbeensomuchgoldatonceinBungaywithinthememoryofman。
  AndnowLilywept,firstforjoybecauseofmygoodfortune,andthenforsorrowbecauseIhadnotcomewithmytreasure,andwhenhehadseenallandheardthedeedsreadbyvirtueofwhichLilywasarichwomanwhetherIlivedordied,theSquireherfathersworealoudandsaidthathehadalwaysthoughtwellofme,andkissedhisdaughter,wishingherjoyofherluck。
  Inshortallwerepleasedexceptmybrother,wholeftthehousewithoutawordandstraightwaytooktoevilcourses。
  Fornowthecupwasdashedfromhislips,seeingthathavingcomeintomyfather’slands,hehadbroughtitaboutthatLilywastobemarriedtohimbymightifnoothermeanswouldserve。
  Forevennowamancanforcehisdaughterintomarriagewhilesheisunderage,andSquireBozardwasnotonetoshrinkfromsuchadeed,holdingashedidthatawoman’sfancieswereofnoaccount。
  Butonthisday,sogreatisthepowerofgold,therewasnomoretalkofhermarryinganymanexceptmyself,indeedherfatherwouldhaveheldherbackfromsuchathinghadsheshownamindtoit,seeingthatthenLilywouldhavelostthewealthwhichIhadsettledonher。
  ButalltalkedloudlyofmymadnessbecauseIwouldnotabandonthechaseofmyenemybutchosetofollowhimtothefarIndies,thoughSquireBozardtookcomfortfromthethoughtthatwhetherIlivedordiedthemoneywasstillhisdaughter’s。
  OnlyLilyspokeupforme,saying’Thomashasswornanoathandhedoeswelltokeepit,forhishonourisatstake。
  NowIgotowaituntilhecomestomeinthisworldorthenext。’
  Butallthisisoutofplace,formanyayearpassedawaybeforeI
  heardofthesedoings。