thegoodnewsofhisbeingverywell,buthadthebadnews
thathisbusinesswouldnotpermithimtocomeawaysosoon
asheexpected,andsoIwasliketogobackagainwithouthim。
Mylandladycomplimentedmeuponthegoodnewshowever,
thatIhadheardhewaswell。
’ForIhaveobserved,madam,’
saysshe,’youhadn’tbeensopleasantasyouusedtobe;you
havebeenoverheadandearsincareforhim,Idaresay,’says
thegoodwoman;’’tiseasytobeseenthere’sanalterationin
youforthebetter,’saysshe。
’Well,Iamsorrytheesquire
can’tcomeyet,’saysmylandlord;’Ishouldhavebeenheartily
gladtohaveseenhim。
ButIhope,whenyouhavecertain
newsofhiscoming,you’lltakeastephitheragain,madam,’
sayshe;’youshallbeverywelcomewheneveryoupleaseto
come。;
Withallthesefinecomplimentsweparted,andIcamemerry
enoughtoLondon,andfoundmygovernessaswellpleased
asIwas。
Andnowshetoldmeshewouldneverrecommend
anypartnertomeagain,forshealwaysfound,shesaid,that
IhadthebestluckwhenIventuredbymyself。
Andsoindeed
Ihad,forIwasseldominanydangerwhenIwasbymyself,
orifIwas,IgotoutofitwithmoredexteritythanwhenIwas
entangledwiththedullmeasuresofotherpeople,whohad
perhapslessforecast,andweremorerashandimpatientthan
I;forthoughIhadasmuchcouragetoventureasanyofthem,
yetIusedmorecautionbeforeIundertookathing,andhad
morepresenceofmindwhenIwastobringmyselfoff。
Ihaveoftenwonderedevenatmyownhardinessanother
way,thatwhenallmycompanionsweresurprisedandfellso
suddenlyintothehandofjustice,andthatIsonarrowlyescaped,
yetIcouldnotallthiswhileenterintooneseriousresolution
toleaveoffthistrade,andespeciallyconsideringthatIwas
nowveryfarfrombeingpoor;thatthetemptationofnecessity,
whichisgenerallytheintroductionofallsuchwickedness,was
nowremoved;forIhadnear#500bymeinreadymoney,on
whichImighthavelivedverywell,ifIhadthoughtfittohave
retired;butIsay,Ihadnotsomuchastheleastinclinationto
leaveoff;no,notsomuchasIhadbeforewhenIhadbut#200
beforehand,andwhenIhadnosuchfrightfulexamplesbefore
myeyesasthesewere。
Fromhence’tisevidenttome,that
whenoncewearehardenedincrime,nofearcanaffectus,
noexamplegiveusanywarning。
Ihadindeedonecomradewhosefatewentverynearmefor
agoodwhile,thoughIworeitofftoointime。
Thatcasewas
indeedveryunhappy。
Ihadmadeaprizeofapieceofvery
gooddamaskinamercer’sshop,andwentclearoffmyself,
buthadconveyedthepiecetothiscompanionofminewhen
wewentoutoftheshop,andshewentonewayandIwent
another。
Wehadnotbeenlongoutoftheshopbutthemercer
missedhispieceofstuff,andsenthismessengers,oneone
wayandoneanother,andtheypresentlyseizedherthathad
thepiece,withthedamaskuponher。
Asforme,Ihadvery
luckilysteppedintoahousewheretherewasalacechamber,
uponepairofstairs,andhadthesatisfaction,ortheterror
indeed,oflookingoutofthewindowuponthenoisethey
made,andseeingthepoorcreaturedraggedawayintriumph
tothejustice,whoimmediatelycommittedhertoNewgate。
Iwascarefultoattemptnothinginthelacechamber,but
tumbledtheirgoodsprettymuchtospendtime;thenbought
afewyardsofedgingandpaidforit,andcameawayvery
sad-heartedindeedforthepoorwoman,whowasintribulation
forwhatIonlyhadstolen。
Hereagainmyoldcautionstoodmeingoodstead;namely,
thatthoughIoftenrobbedwiththesepeople,yetIneverlet
themknowwhoIwas,orwhereIlodged,norcouldtheyever
findoutmylodging,thoughtheyoftenendeavouredtowatch
metoit。
TheyallknewmebythenameofMollFlanders,
thoughevensomeofthemratherbelievedIwasshethanknew
metobeso。
Mynamewaspublicamongthemindeed,but
howtofindmeouttheyknewnot,norsomuchashowto
guessatmyquarters,whethertheywereattheeastendofthe
townorthewest;andthiswarinesswasmysafetyuponall
theseoccasions。
Ikeptcloseagreatwhileupontheoccasionofthiswoman’s
disaster。
IknewthatifIshoulddoanythingthatshould
miscarry,andshouldbecarriedtoprison,shewouldbethere
andreadytowitnessagainstme,andperhapssaveherlifeat
myexpense。
IconsideredthatIbegantobeverywellknown
bynameattheOldBailey,thoughtheydidnotknowmyface,
andthatifIshouldfallintotheirhands,Ishouldbetreatedas
anoldoffender;andforthisreasonIwasresolvedtoseewhat
thispoorcreature’sfateshouldbebeforeIstirredabroad,
thoughseveraltimesinherdistressIconveyedmoneytoher
forherrelief。
Atlengthshecametohertrial。
Shepleadedshedidnotsteal
thething,butthatoneMrs。Flanders,assheheardhercalled
forshedidnotknowher,gavethebundletoherafterthey
cameoutoftheshop,andbadehercarryithometoherlodging。
TheyaskedherwherethisMrs。Flanderswas,butshecould
notproduceher,neithercouldshegivetheleastaccountof
me;andthemercer’smenswearingpositivelythatshewasin
theshopwhenthegoodswerestolen,thattheyimmediately
missedthem,andpursuedher,andfoundthemuponher,
thereuponthejurybroughtheringuilty;buttheCourt,
consideringthatshewasreallynotthepersonthatstolethe
goods,aninferiorassistant,andthatitwasverypossibleshe
couldnotfindoutthisMrs。Flanders,meaningme,thoughit
wouldsaveherlife,whichindeedwastrue——Isay,considering
allthis,theyallowedhertobetransported,whichwasthe
utmostfavourshecouldobtain,onlythattheCourttoldher
thatifshecouldinthemeantimeproducethesaidMrs。Flanders,
theywouldintercedeforherpardon;thatistosay,ifshecould
findmeout,andhandme,sheshouldnotbetransported。
This
Itookcaretomakeimpossibletoher,andsoshewasshipped
offinpursuanceofhersentencealittlewhileafter。
Imustrepeatitagain,thatthefateofthispoorwomantroubled
meexceedingly,andIbegantobeverypensive,knowingthat
Iwasreallytheinstrumentofherdisaster;butthepreservation
ofmyownlife,whichwassoevidentlyindanger,tookoffall
mytenderness;andseeingthatshewasnotputtodeath,Iwas
veryeasyathertransportation,becauseshewasthenoutof
thewayofdoingmeanymischief,whatevershouldhappen。
Thedisasterofthiswomanwassomemonthsbeforethatof
thelast-recitedstory,andwasindeedpartlyoccasionofmy
governessproposingtodressmeupinmen’sclothes,thatI
mightgoaboutunobserved,asindeedIdid;butIwassoon
tiredofthatdisguise,asIhavesaid,forindeeditexposedme
totoomanydifficulties。
Iwasnoweasyastoallfearofwitnessesagainstme,forall
thosethathadeitherbeenconcernedwithme,orthatknew
mebythenameofMollFlanders,wereeitherhangedor
transported;andifIshouldhavehadthemisfortunetobe
taken,Imightcallmyselfanythingelse,aswellasMollFlanders,
andnooldsinscouldbeplacedintomyaccount;soIbegan
toruna-tickagainwiththemorefreedom,andseveral
successfuladventuresImade,thoughnotsuchasIhadmade
before。
Wehadatthattimeanotherfirehappenednotagreatwayoff
fromtheplacewheremygovernesslived,andImadeanattempt
there,asbefore,butasIwasnotsoonenoughbeforethecrowd
ofpeoplecamein,andcouldnotgettothehouseIaimedat,
insteadofaprize,Igotamischief,whichhadalmostputaperiod
tomylifeandallmywickeddoingstogether;forthefirebeing
veryfurious,andthepeopleinagreatfrightinremovingtheir
goods,andthrowingthemoutofwindow,awenchfromout
ofawindowthrewafeather-bedjustuponme。
Itistrue,the
bedbeingsoft,itbrokenobones;butastheweightwasgreat,
andmadegreaterbythefall,itbeatmedown,andlaidme
deadforawhile。
Nordidthepeopleconcernthemselvesmuch
todelivermefromit,ortorecovermeatall;butIlaylikeone
deadandneglectedagoodwhile,tillsomebodygoingto
removethebedoutoftheway,helpedmeup。
Itwasindeed
awonderthepeopleinthehousehadnotthrownothergoods
outafterit,andwhichmighthavefallenuponit,andthenI
hadbeeninevitablykilled;butIwasreservedforfurther
afflictions。
Thisaccident,however,spoiledmymarketforthattime,and
Icamehometomygovernessverymuchhurtandbruised,
andfrightedtothelastdegree,anditwasagoodwhilebefore
shecouldsetmeuponmyfeetagain。
Itwasnowamerrytimeoftheyear,andBartholomewFair
wasbegun。
Ihadnevermadeanywalksthatway,norwas
thecommonpartofthefairofmuchadvantagetome;butI
tookaturnthisyearintothecloisters,andamongtherestI
fellintooneoftherafflingshops。
Itwasathingofnogreat
consequencetome,nordidIexpecttomakemuchofit;but
therecameagentlemanextremelywelldressedandveryrich,
andas’tisfrequenttotalktoeverybodyinthoseshops,he
singledmeout,andwasveryparticularwithme。
Firsthetold
mehewouldputinformetoraffle,anddidso;andsome
smallmattercomingtohislot,hepresentedittomeIthink
itwasafeathermuff;thenhecontinuedtokeeptalkingto
mewithamorethancommonappearanceofrespect,butstill
verycivil,andmuchlikeagentleman。
Heheldmeintalksolong,tillatlasthedrewmeoutofthe
rafflingplacetotheshop-door,andthentoawalkinthecloister,
stilltalkingofathousandthingscursorilywithoutanythingto
thepurpose。
Atlasthetoldmethat,withoutcompliment,he
wascharmedwithmycompany,andaskedmeifIdursttrust
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