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第23章

  Whenthespringseasoncameon,shecontinuedtobeasking
  tomeasshecould,andIlodgedwithherforatime,tillitwas
  foundnecessarytodootherwise。
  Shehadsomepersonsof
  characterthatfrequentlylodgedinherhouse,andinparticular
  thegentlemanwho,asIsaid,singledmeoutforhiscompanion
  thewinterbefore;andhecamedownagainwithanother
  gentlemaninhiscompanyandtwoservants,andlodgedinthe
  samehouse。
  Isuspectedthatmylandladyhadinvitedhim
  thither,lettinghimknowthatIwasstillwithher;butshedenied
  it,andprotestedtomethatshedidnot,andhesaidthesame。
  Inaword,thisgentlemancamedownandcontinuedtosingle
  meoutforhispeculiarconfidenceaswellasconversation。
  Hewasacompletegentleman,thatmustbeconfessed,and
  hiscompanywasveryagreeabletome,asmine,ifImight
  believehim,wastohim。
  Hemadenoprofessionstobebut
  ofanextraordinaryrespect,andhehadsuchanopinionofmy
  virtue,that,asheoftenprofessed,hebelievedifheshouldoffer
  anythingelse,Ishouldrejecthimwithcontempt。
  Hesoon
  understoodfrommethatIwasawidow;thatIhadarrivedat
  BristolfromVirginiabythelastships;andthatIwaitedatBath
  tillthenextVirginiafleetshouldarrive,bywhichIexpected
  considerableeffects。
  Iunderstoodbyhim,andbyothersof
  him,thathehadawife,butthattheladywasdistemperedin
  herhead,andwasundertheconductofherownrelations,
  whichheconsentedto,toavoidanyreflectionsthatmightas
  wasnotunusualinsuchcasesbecastonhimformismanaging
  hercure;andinthemeantimehecametotheBathtodiverthis
  thoughtsfromthedisturbanceofsuchamelancholycircumstance
  asthatwas。
  Mylandlady,whoofherownaccordencouragedthe
  correspondenceonalloccasions,gavemeanadvantageous
  characterofhim,asamanofhonourandofvirtue,aswell
  asofgreatestate。
  AndindeedIhadagreatdealofreasonto
  saysoofhimtoo;forthoughwelodgedbothonafloor,and
  hehadfrequentlycomeintomychamber,evenwhenIwasin
  bed,andIalsointohiswhenhewasinbed,yetheneveroffered
  anythingtomefurtherthanakiss,orsomuchassolicitedme
  toanythingtilllongafter,asyoushallhear。
  Ifrequentlytooknoticetomylandladyofhisexceeding
  modesty,andsheagainusedtotellme,shebelieveditwasso
  fromthebeginning;however,sheusedtotellmethatshe
  thoughtIoughttoexpectsomegratificationfromhimformy
  company,forindeedhedid,asitwere,engrossme,andIwas
  seldomfromhim。
  ItoldherIhadnotgivenhimtheleast
  occasiontothinkIwantedit,orthatIwouldacceptofitfrom
  him。
  Shetoldmeshewouldtakethatpartuponher,andshe
  didso,andmanageditsodexterously,thatthefirsttimewe
  weretogetheralone,aftershehadtalkedwithhim,hebegan
  toinquirealittleintomycircumstances,ashowIhadsubsisted
  myselfsinceIcameonshore,andwhetherIdidnotwantmoney。
  Istoodoffveryboldly。
  Itoldhimthatthoughmycargoof
  tobaccowasdamaged,yetthatitwasnotquitelost;thatthe
  merchantIhadbeenconsignedtohadsohonestlymanaged
  formethatIhadnotwanted,andthatIhoped,withfrugal
  management,Ishouldmakeitholdouttillmorewouldcome,
  whichIexpectedbythenextfleet;thatinthemeantimeIhad
  retrenchedmyexpenses,andwhereasIkeptamaidlastseason,
  nowIlivedwithout;andwhereasIhadachamberanda
  dining-roomthenonthefirstfloor,asheknew,Inowhadbut
  oneroom,twopairofstairs,andthelike。
  ’ButIlive,’saidI,
  ’aswellsatisfiednowasIdidthen’;adding,thathiscompany
  hadbeenameanstomakemelivemuchmorecheerfullythan
  otherwiseIshouldhavedone,forwhichIwasmuchobliged
  tohim;andsoIputoffallroomforanyofferforthepresent。
  However,itwasnotlongbeforeheattackedmeagain,and
  toldmehefoundthatIwasbackwardtotrusthimwiththe
  secretofmycircumstances,whichhewassorryfor;assuring
  methatheinquiredintoitwithnodesigntosatisfyhisown
  curiosity,butmerelytoassistme,iftherewasanyoccasion;
  butsinceIwouldnotownmyselftostandinneedofany
  assistance,hehadbutonethingmoretodesireofme,andthat
  was,thatIwouldpromisehimthatwhenIwasanywaystraitened,
  orliketobeso,Iwouldfranklytellhimofit,andthatIwould
  makeuseofhimwiththesamefreedomthathemadetheoffer;
  adding,thatIshouldalwaysfindIhadatruefriend,though
  perhapsIwasafraidtotrusthim。
  Iomittednothingthatwasfittobesaidbyoneinfinitely
  obliged,tolethimknowthatIhadaduesenseofhiskindness;
  andindeedfromthattimeIdidnotappearsomuchreserved
  tohimasIhaddonebefore,thoughstillwithintheboundsof
  thestrictestvirtueonbothsides;buthowfreesoeverour
  conversationwas,Icouldnotarrivetothatsortoffreedom
  whichhedesired,viz。totellhimIwantedmoney,thoughI
  wassecretlyverygladofhisoffer。
  Someweekspassedafterthis,andstillIneveraskedhimfor
  money;whenmylandlady,acunningcreature,whohadoften
  pressedmetoit,butfoundthatIcouldnotdoit,makesa
  storyofherowninventing,andcomesinbluntlytomewhen
  weweretogether。
  ’Oh,widow!’saysshe,’Ihavebadnews
  totellyouthismorning。’
  ’Whatisthat?’saidI;’arethe
  VirginiashipstakenbytheFrench?’——forthatwasmyfear。
  ’No,no,’saysshe,’butthemanyousenttoBristolyesterday
  formoneyiscomeback,andsayshehasbroughtnone。’
  NowIcouldbynomeanslikeherproject;Ithoughitlooked
  toomuchlikepromptinghim,whichindeedhedidnotwant,
  andIclearlythatIshouldlosenothingbybeingbackwardto
  ask,soItookherupshort。
  ’Ican’timagewhyheshouldsay
  sotoyou,’saidI,’forIassureyouhebroughtmeallthe
  moneyIsenthimfor,andhereitis,’saidIpullingoutmy
  pursewithabouttwelveguineasinit;andadded,’Iintend
  youshallhavemostofitbyandby。’
  Heseemeddistastedalittleathertalkingasshedidatfirst,
  aswellasI,takingit,asIfanciedhewould,assomething
  forwardofher;butwhenhesawmegivesuchananswer,he
  cameimmediatelytohimselfagain。
  Thenextmorningwe
  talkedofitagain,whenIfoundhewasfullysatisfied,and,
  smiling,saidhehopedIwouldnotwantmoneyandnottell
  himofit,andthatIhadpromisedhimotherwise。
  Itoldhim
  Ihadbeenverymuchdissatisfiedatmylandlady’stalkingso
  publiclythedaybeforeof
  whatshehadnothingtodowith;
  butIsupposedshewantedwhatIowedher,whichwasabout
  eightguineas,whichIhadresolvedtogiveher,andhad
  accordinglygivenitherthesamenightshetalkedsofoolishly。
  HewasinamightgoodhumourwhenheheardmesayIhad
  paidher,anditwentoffintosomeotherdiscourseatthattime。
  Butthenextmorning,hehavingheardmeupaboutmyroom
  beforehim,hecalledtome,andIanswering,heaskedmeto
  comeintohischamber。
  HewasinbedwhenIcamein,and
  hemademecomeandsitdownonhisbedside,forhesaidhe
  hadsomethingtosaytomewhichwasofsomemoment。
  Aftersomeverykindexpressions,heaskedmeifIwouldbe
  veryhonesttohim,andgiveasincereanswertoonethinghe
  woulddesireofme。
  Aftersomelittlecavilattheword’sincere,’
  andaskinghimifIhadevergivenhimanyanswerswhichwere
  notsincere,IpromisedhimIwould。
  Why,then,hisrequest
  was,hesaid,tolethimseemypurse。
  Iimmediatelyputmy
  handintomypocket,and,laughingtohim,pulleditout,and
  therewasinitthreeguineasandahalf。
  Thenheaskedmeif
  therewasallthemoneyIhad。
  ItoldhimNo,laughingagain,
  notbyagreatdeal。
  Well,then,hesaid,hewouldhavemepromisetogoand
  fetchhimallthemoneyIhad,everyfarthing。
  ItoldhimI
  would,andIwentintomychamberandfetchedhimalittle
  privatedrawer,whereIhadaboutsixguineasmore,andsome
  silver,andthrewitalldownuponthebed,andtoldhimthere
  wasallmywealth,honestlytoashilling。
  Helookedalittle
  atit,butdidnottellit,andhuddleditallintothedraweragain,
  andthenreachinghispocket,pulledoutakey,andbademe
  openalittlewalnut-treeboxhehaduponthetable,andbring
  himsuchadrawer,whichIdid。
  Inwhichdrawertherewasa
  greatdealofmoneyingold,Ibelieveneartwohundredguineas,
  butIknewnothowmuch。
  Hetookthedrawer,andtakingmy
  hand,mademeputitinandtakeawholehandful。
  Iwas
  backwardatthat,butheheldmyhandhardinhishand,and
  putitintothedrawer,andmademetakeoutasmanyguineas
  almostasIcouldwelltakeupatonce。
  WhenIhaddoneso,hemademeputthemintomylap,
  andtookmylittledrawer,andpouredoutallmymoneyamong
  his,andbademegetmegone,andcarryitallhomeintomy
  ownchamber。
  Irelatethisstorythemoreparticularlybecauseofthe
  good-humourtherewasinit,andtoshowthetemperwith
  whichweconversed。
  Itwasnotlongafterthisbuthebegan
  everydaytofindfaultwithmyclothes,withmylacesand
  headdresses,and,inaword,pressedmetobuybetter;which,
  bytheway,Iwaswillingenoughtodo,thoughIdidnotseem
  tobeso,forIlovednothingintheworldbetterthanfineclothes。
  ItoldhimImusthousewifethemoneyhehadlentme,orelse
  Ishouldnotbeabletopayhimagain。
  Hethentoldme,ina
  fewwords,thatashehadasincererespectforme,andknew
  mycircumstances,hehadnotlentmethatmoney,butgiven
  itme,andthathethoughtIhadmeriteditfromhimbygiving
  himmycompanysoentirelyasIhaddone。
  Afterthishemade