princessrepliedintheaffirmative,adding:
“’ThearchbishopofPariswasheretwiceduringyesterdayto
inquireafteryou。’
“’YetIbelongmoreproperlytothedioceseofChartres,’returned
theking,’andsurelyM。deFleurywouldnotinteresthimselfless
aboutmethanM。deBeaumont。’
“’Theyarebothtrulyanxiousaboutyou,mydearestfather,and
ifyouwouldonlyseethem——’
“’No,no,’answeredLouisXV;’theymustnotbetakenfromthe
dutiesoftheirrespectivedioceses;besides,incaseofneed,I
havemygrandalmoner。’
“MadameAdelaidedidnotventuretourgethematterfurtherjust
then,and,afterashortintervalofsilence,amessagewas
broughtfromyou,inquiringwhetheryoucouldseetheking,to
whichhehimselfreplied,thathefeltinclinedtosleep,and
wouldrathernotseeanypersonthatnight。
Iwasinthechamber,
andheveryshortlycalledmetohim,andsaid:
“’Ducd’Aiguillon,Ihavethesmall-pox;andyouareawarethat
thereisasortofetiquetteinmyfamilywhichenjoinsmy
immediatelydischargingmydutiesasaChristian。’
“’Yes,sire,ifthemaladyworeaseriousaspect;butinyourcase——’
“’MayGodgrant,’repliedhe,’thatmydisorderbenotdangerous;
however,itmaybecomeso,ifitisasyetharmless,andIwould
faindieasabelieverratherthananinfidel。
Ihavebeenagreat
sinner,doubtless;butIhaveeverobservedLentwithamost
scrupulousexactitude。
Ihavecausedmorethanahundredthousand
massestobesaidforthereposeofunhappysouls;Ihave
respectedtheclergy,andpunishedtheauthorsofallimpious
works,sothatIflattermyselfIhavenotbeenaverybadChristian。’
“Ilistenedtohisdiscoursewithaheavyheart,yetIstill
strovetoreassurethekingrespectinghishealth,ofwhich,I
assuredhim,therewasnottheslightestdoubt。
“’Thereisonesacrifice,’saidtheking,inalowandhurried
tone,’thatmydaughterLouise,hersisters,andtheclergy,will
notbelonginexactingfrommeinthenameofetiquette。
I
recollectthesceneofMetz,anditwouldbehighlydisagreeable
tometohaveitrepeatedatVersailles;letus,therefore,take
ourprecautionsintimetopreventit。
Telltheduchesse
d’Aiguillonthatshewillobligemebytakingthecomtessedu
BarrytopasstwoorthreedayswithheratRuel。’
“’How,sire!’exclaimedI,’sendyourdearestfriendfromyouat
atimewhenyoumostrequirehercares?’
“’Idonotsendheraway,’answeredtheking,withmournful
tenderness,’Ibutyieldtopresentnecessity;lethersubmitas
shevaluesmyhappiness,andsaytoher,thatIhopeandbelieve
herabsencewillbeveryshort。’“
Thedukehereceasedhisrecital,whichfullyconfirmedallmy
previousanticipations。
Myfemalerelativessobbedaloud,while
comteJean,compressinghislips,endeavouredtoassumethat
firmnesshedidnotreallypossess。
ByaviolenteffortIforced
myselftoassumeasortofresignation。
“AmIrequiredtodepartimmediately?“
inquiredI。
“No,“saidtheduke;“toleavethechateauinthemiddleofthe
nightwouldbetoassumetheairofaflight,wehadbetter
awaitthecomingday;itwill,besides,affordtimetoapprize
theduchess。
“
Whiletheducd’Aiguillonwasthusgonetoarrangeformydeparture,
Irequestedtobeleftalone。
Myheartwasoppressed,andIfelt
theneedofventingmygriefuponsomefriendlybosom。
Aftera
fewmoments,spentincollectingmythoughts,Iaddressedtwo
letters,onetothe
marechaledeMirepoix,andtheothertothe
ducdeCosse;totheformerIwroteonaccountofmyretirement
toRuel,bewailedthesadturnmyprospectshadassumed,expressed
mydeepconcernforthesevereillnessofmyexcellentfriendand
benefactor,beggingofhertodefendmycharacterfromallunjust
attacks,andtoallowmetobeblamedfornofaultsbutsuchas
Ihadreallybeenguiltyof。
Iconcludedwiththesewords,“I
setoutatseveno’clockto-morrowmorning;theduchesse
d’AiguillonwillconductmetoRuel,whereIshallremainuntil
Iamorderedelsewhere。“
TothedukeImerelysentashortaccountofmypresentprospects,
hourofdeparture,etc。
And,myfeelingssomewhatrelievedbythe
penningoftheseepistles,Ithrewmyselfuponacouchtoawait
themorning。
Uponawaking,Ireceivedthefollowingnotefrom
theduchessed’Aiguillon:——
“MADAMELACOMTESSE,——Iowehismajestymany
thanksforthepleasing,yetmournful,taskhehas
allottedme。
Yourkindnesstomyfamily,
independentlyofmyprivateregardforyou,gives
youthesurestclaimofmybestservicesduring
thisafflictingperiod。
Letmebeseechofyounot
todespair,butcheerfullyanticipatebrighterdays。
“Iwillcallforyouatseveno’clock,andifyou
approveofit,wewillusemycarriage。
Ruelis
entirelyatyourdisposalandthatofyourfamily。“
Thisnotewastrulycharacteristicofitsamiablewriter,whoat
courtpassedforacold-hearted,frigidbeing,whilst,inreality,
thewarmfeelingsofherexcellentheartwerereservedforher
chosenfriends。
Ihaveneveradmiredthosegeneralloverswhoprofesstolove
everyone,nordoIfeelquitesureitisaverystrong
recommendationtosayapersonisbelovedbyallwhoknowher。
Read,now,astrikingcontrasttotheshortbutsympathizing
billetofmadamed’Aiguillon,inthefollowingheartlessletterf
fromthemarechaledeMirepoix,whichwasputintomyhandsasI
wasascendingthecarriage。
“MYLOVELYCOUNTESS,——Iamallastonishment!
Can
itbepossiblethatyouaretoquitVersailles?
Youarerightinsayingyouhavebeenthefriend
ofeveryone,andthosewhocouldspeakillofyou
aretobepitiedfornothavinghadbetter
opportunitiesofunderstandingyourrealcharacter。
Butfearnot,thedauphinessisvirtuepersonified,
andthedauphinequallyperfect。
Everything
promisesapeacefulandindulgentreign,should
wehavethemisfortunetolosehispresentmajesty。
Stilltherewillalwaysbeagreatvoidleftat
Versailles;asfarasIamconcerned,Ihavepassed
somuchofmytimewithyou,thatIcannotimagine
whatIshalldowithmyevenings;itwillcostme
muchofmyagetoalterhabitsandcustomsnowso
longfixedandsettled,butsuchislife;nothing
certain,nothingstable。
Weshouldimitatecats
inourattachments,andratheridentifyourselves
withthehousethanthepossessorofit。
Itrust
youhavesecuredanampleprovisionforthefuture;
neglectnotthepresent,to-morrowmaycomein
vainforyou。
“Besureyouletmeknowthespottowhichyou
permanentlyretire,andIwillendeavourtoseeyou
asfrequentlyasmyengagementswilladmitof。
Adieu,。“
Spiteofthebitternessofmyfeelings,thisletterdrewasmile
tomylips;theallusiontocatswhichhadescapedthemarechale
exactlyappliedtoherowncharacter,ofwhichIhadbeenwarned
beforeIbecameacquaintedwithher;butherprotestationsof
warmandunutterableattachmenthadgainedmyconfidence,andI
allowedmyselftobeguidedimplicitlybyher。
Theduchessed’AiguillonwaswaitingformewhileIperusedthe
aboveletter;atlength,withasigh,Ipreparedtoquitthat
palaceofdelightswhereIhadreignedabsolutemistress。
Icast
amournfullookaroundme,onthosesplendidwalks,fountains
andstatues,worthythegardensofArmida,butwheretherereigned,
atthisearlyhour,asortofgloomysilence;whilst,inthat
chamberwherelovehadwellnighdeifiedmeandrecognisedmeas
queenofFrance,layextendedthemonarchsolatelymyprotector
andfriend。
ItwastheWednesdayofthefifthofMaythatItookmyseatin
thecarriageoftheduchessed’Aiguillonaccompaniedbymy
sister-in-lawandthevicomtesseAdolphe,whowouldnotforsake
me。
Bischiremainedwithmadamed’Hargicourt,whoseduties
detainedherwiththecomtessed’Artois。
Herhusbandalso
remainedatVersailles,whilecomteJeanandhissonproceeded
toParis。
Iwillnotattempttodescribetheemotionswithwhich
Iquittedmymagnificentsuiteofapartments,andtraversedthe
hallsandstaircasesalreadycrowdedbypersonsanxiouslyawaiting
thefirstintimationoftheking’sdecease。
Iwaswrappedinmy
pelisse,andeffectuallyeludedobservation。
Ithasbeensaidthat
IleftVersaillesatfouro’clockinthemorning,butthatwasa
mereinventiononthepartofmyservantstobafflethecuriosity
ofthosewhomighthaveannoyedmebytheirpresence。
Wepursuedourwayinmournfulreflection,whilstmadamed’Aiguillon,
withherwontedgoodness,soughtbyeverymeanstodistractme
fromthedejectioninwhichIwasburied。
Herhusband,who