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  thiseffect。“
  “Certainly;ifshemustsin,shehadbetterdosowithsomereason。“
  Whilethesegentlemenwerethusdisposingofme,whatwasI
  doing?
  Alone,inmyroom,Iwaitedtheresultoftheirconference
  withmortalimpatience。
  ThecharacterIhadtoplaywasasuperb
  one,andatthemomentwasabouttoenteronthestage,Ifeltall
  thedifficultiesofmypart。
  IfearedIshouldnotsucceed,butfail
  amidtheinsultinghissesoftheVersaillesparty。
  Myfearsatoncedisappeared,andthenIpicturedmyselfsitting
  onathrone,magnificentlyattired;myimaginationwanderedin
  alltheenchantmentsofgreatness;——then,asiffromremorse,I
  recalledmypastlife。
  TheformerloverofNicholasblushed
  beforethefuturemistressofLouisXV。
  Athousanddifferent
  reflectionscrowdeduponme,andmingledinmybrain。
  Iftolive
  istothink,Ilivedawholeageinonequarterofanhour。
  At
  lengthIheardsomedoorsopen,acarriagerolledaway,andcomte
  Jeanenteredmychamber。
  “Victory!“
  criedhe,embracingmewithtransport。
  “Victory!my
  dearJeanne,to-morrowyousupwiththeking。“
  OnthisinformationIturnedpale,mystrengthforsookme,andI
  wascompelledtositdown,orrathertofallintoachair;for,
  accordingtoJeanJacquesRousseau,mylegsshookunderme
  。
  This,however,wastheonlymovementofweakness
  whichIbetrayed。
  WhenIrecoveredalittle,thecomteJeantold
  metheconversationhehadhadwithLebel。
  Ijokedaboutthetitle
  ofbarondeGonesse,andIpromisedtotreatthekingasif
  ignorantofhisincognito。
  Onethingonlymademeuneasy,and
  thatwassuppingwiththeducdeRichelieu,whohadseenme
  beforeatmadamedeLagarde’s;buttheideathathewouldnot
  remembermegavemerenewedcourage。
  Onsoimportantanoccasion,comteJeandidnotforgettorepeat
  hisinstructionsoveragain。
  Thesearenearlyhiswords,forI
  thinkIlearntthembyheart。
  “Rememberthatitisonyourfirstinterviewthatyoursafety
  depends。
  Lethimlearn,throughyou,thoseuttertendernesses
  whichhavebeensoughtforhiminvainheretofore。
  Heislike
  themonarchofold,whowaswillingtopaythehalfofhiscrown
  foranunknownpleasure。
  Lebelisweariedinseekingeveryweek
  fornewfruit。
  Heisquitedisposedtoserveyou,andwillsecond
  youinthebestmanner。
  Youareabouttobecomethecentreof
  attractiontoallcourtiers,andnoble。
  Youmust
  expectthattheywillendeavortocryyoudown,becauseyouwill
  havecarriedofffromthemagemtowhicheveryfamilyhasits
  pretensions。
  Youmustatfirststandfirmlybeforethestorm,but
  afterwardyouwillfindallenlistthemselvesunderyourbanner,
  whohavenowife,sister,nordaughter;thatis,allwhohaveno
  mistresstooffertotheking。
  Youmustattachthesetoyouby
  placeandfavor:theymustbefirstthoughtof,andthenyoumust
  thinkofyourselfandme,mydeargirl。“
  “Allthisiswellenough,“Ireplied,“butasyetIamnothing。“
  “!
  to-morrowyouwillbeeverything,“criedcomte
  Jean,withhisdeterminedenergy。
  “Butwemustthinkabout
  thismorrow。
  Makehaste,noblecomtesse;gotoallthemilliners,
  seekwhatiselegantratherthanwhatisrich。
  Beaslovely,
  pleasing,andgayaspossible;thisisthemainpoint,andGod
  willdoalltherest。“
  Hepronouncedthisblasphemyinalaughingtone,andIconfessI
  couldnothelpjoininginthelaugh,andthenhastenedtocomply
  withhisdirections。
  Aslightpreface——ArrivalatVersailles————Portrait
  oftheking——TheducdeRichelieu——ThemarquisdeChauvelin——The
  ducdelaVauguyon-Supperwiththeking——Thefirstnight——The
  followingday——ThecuriosityofcomteJean——Presentsfromthe
  king——Howdisposedof
  Thechancesagainstoursucceedinginourenterprisewereatleast
  athousandtoone。
  Theseauponwhich,trustingtothefavorable
  influenceofmyleadingstar,wewereabouttoventure,wasfilled
  withrocksandshoalswhichthreatenedthepoormarinerwhoshould
  directhisbarknearthem。
  Inthefirstplace,Ihadtodreadmy
  obscurebirth,aswellasthemannerinwhichmylifehadbeen
  passed;andstillmorehadItofeartheindifferentreputationof
  comteJean。
  Therewasmorethansufficientinallthistodisturb
  aheadfarstrongerthanIcouldboast。
  However,thankstomy
  thoughtfulness,notroublesomethoughtsinterferedtobreakmy
  restonthenightprecedingadaysoimportanttome,andIsleptas
  tranquillyasthoughuponwakingIhadnootheroccupationformy
  timethanawalkontheboulevards,oradrivetotheBoisdeBoulogne。
  ComteJean,however,hadpassedaverydifferentnight;foronce,
  thewhisperingsofambitionhadovercomeevenhisnatural
  indifferenceandcarelessness,andtiredoftossingupona
  sleeplesspillow,hearoseatthefirstbreakofday,reproached
  meforslumberingsolong,andallowedmeneitherpeacenor
  resttillIjoinedhimdressedforourjourney。
  Atlength,we
  setoutaccordingtoouragreementwithLebel;Iwasclosely
  muffledupinmylarge——thecarriagerolledalongtill
  wereachedVersailles,wherewehadforthelastmonthengageda
  lodging,whichmightbeusefultousinallevents;wealighted,
  andaftervainlyseekingafewmoments’repose,proceededon
  foottoLebel,inwhoseapartmentsweweretoattireourselvesin
  asuitablemanner。
  “Youarewelcome,“saidthecomte,“prayconsideryourselfas
  athome。“
  “Iacceptyouraugury,“repliedI,“itwouldbeamusingenough
  tofindthatmyyoungprophethadpredictedrightly。“
  “Wellthen,“saidmyconductor,laughing,“Irecommendyouto
  manageasliponthestaircase,itwouldbetakingpossession
  afterthemanneroftheancients。“
  “No,no,Ithankyou,“answeredI;“nofallsifyouplease,they
  arenotpropitiousinFrance。“
  Whilstwewerethusspeaking,wewerecrossingalongsuiteof
  chambers,andreachedtheoneatwhichwewereexpected。
  We
  knockedcautiouslyatadoor,whichwasopenedtouswithequal
  caution。
  Scarcelyhadweentered,thanLebelcameeagerlyforward
  toreceiveus。
  “Ah,madame!“
  criedhe,“Ibegantofearyoumightnotcome,
  youhavebeenlookedforwithanimpatience——“
  “Whichcanhardlyequalmine,“interruptedI;“foryouwere
  preparedforyourvisitor,whilstIhaveyettolearnwhoisthe
  friendthatsokindlydesirestoseeme。“
  “Itisbetteritshouldbeso,“addedLebel;“donotseekeither
  toguessordiscovermore,thanthatyouwillheremeetwith
  somecheerfulsociety,friendsofmine,whowillsupatmyhouse,
  butwithwhomcircumstancespreventmysittingdownattable。“
  “How!“saidI,withaffectedsurprise,“notsupwithus?“
  “Evenso,“repliedLebel;andthenaddedwithalaugh,“and
  Isitdowntosuppertogether!
  Whatanidea!
  No!
  youwillfind
  thatjustastheguestsareabouttositdownattable,Ishall
  suddenlybecalledoutoftheroom,andshallonlyreturnat
  thecloseoftherepast。“
  Allthiswasbutofsmallimporttome。
  Nevertheless,Iaffected
  toregrettheunavoidableabsenceofLebel。
  Infact,Ibelieve
  thatthefirstbreathinspiredatcourtisfraughtwithfalsehood
  anddeceit,entirelydestructivetoeveryfeelingofnaturalcandor。
  Lebel,withthemostceremoniousgallantry,conductedmetoa
  privatedressing-room,whereIfoundseveralfemaleswaitingto
  assistmeatmytoilet;Iabandonedmyselftotheircares,which
  were,indeed,mostskilfullyexercisedinmybehalf。
  Theywrought
  wondersinmyappearance,bathingmeaftertheEasternfashion,
  adorningmyhairandperson,tillIissuedfromtheirhandsblooming
  andbeauteousasanhouri。
  WhenIreturnedtotheroominwhichLebelwasexpectingme,his
  surprisewasalmostoverpowering。
  “Youare,indeed,“exclaimedhe,“thenewsunwhichistorise
  uponVersailles。“
  “Excellent!“
  criedI,laughingextravagantly,“butliketheplanet
  youarepleasedtocomparemewith,Imustreservemysplendid
  risingtillIhaveobtainedfreshpowersfromtheaidofnight。“*
  *,
  isthewittyreplyintheoriginal,butwhichitis
  impossibletorenderfullyandpiquantlythroughthe
  dilutionofatranslation——tr。
  Thecomteentered,andjoinedhiscongratulationsuponthebeauty
  ofmyappearance;allatoncethehasty,soundofabell,violently
  pulled,washeard。