SCENE:AParlor—CarontheNewYorkCentralRailroad。Itislateafternoonintheearlyautumn,withacloudysunsetthreateningrain。
Thecarisunoccupiedsavebyagentleman,whositsfrontingoneofthewindows,withhisfeetinanotherchair;anewspaperliesacrosshislap;hishatisdrawndownoverhiseyes,andheisapparentlyasleep。Thereardoorofthecaropens,andtheconductorenterswithayounglady,heavilyveiled,theportercomingafterwithherwrapsandtravelling—bags。Thelady’sairisofmingledanxietyanddesperation,withacertainfiercenessofmovement。Shecastsacarelessglanceovertheemptychairs。
CONDUCTOR:"Here’syourticket,madam。Youcanhaveanyoftheplacesyoulikehere,——glancingattheunconsciousgentleman,andthenattheyounglady,——"ifyouprefer,youcangoandtakethatseatintheforwardcar。"
MISSLUCYGALBRAITH:"Oh,Ican’tridebackwards。I’llstayhere,please。Thankyou。"Theporterplacesherthingsinachairbyawindow,acrossthecarfromthesleepinggentleman,andshethrowsherselfwearilyintothenextseat,wheelsroundinit,andliftingherveilgazesabsentlyoutatthelandscape。Herface,whichisverypretty,withalowforeheadshadowedbythickblondhair,showsthetracesoftears。Shemakessearchinherpocketforherhandkerchief,whichshepressestohereyes。Theconductor,lingeringamoment,goesout。
PORTER:"I’llberighthere,atdeendofdecah,ifyoushouldhappentowantanything,miss,"——makingafeintofarrangingtheshawlsandsatchels。"Shouldyoulikesomedesethingshungup?
Well,dey’llbejus’aswellindechair。We’sprettylatedisafternoon;more’nfourhoursbehin’time。OughttobeenintoAlbany’foredis。Freighttrainoffdetrackjus’dissideo’Rochester,an’hadtowait。WasyougoingtostopatSchenectady,miss?"
MISSGALBRAITH,absently:"AtSchenectady?"Afterapause,"Yes。"
PORTER:"Well,that’sdenextstation,anddendecahsdon’tstopag’intilldeygittoAlbany。AnythingelseIcandoforyounow,miss?"
MISSGALBRAITH:"No,no,thankyou,nothing。"ThePorterhesitates,takesoffhiscap,andscratcheshisheadwithamurmurofembarrassment。MissGalbraithlooksupathiminquiringlyandthensuddenlytakesoutherporte—monnaie,andfeeshim。
PORTER:"Thankyou,miss,thankyou。Ifyouwantanythingatall,miss,I’mrightdereatdeendofdecah。"Hegoesoutbythenarrowpassage—waybesidethesmallerenclosedparlor。MissGalbraithlooksaskanceatthesleepinggentleman,andthen,rising,goestothelargemirror,topinherveil,whichhasbecomeloosenedfromherhat。Shegivesalittlestartatsightofthegentlemaninthemirror,butarrangesherhead—gear,andreturningtoherplacelooksoutofthewindowagain。Afteralittlewhileshemovesaboutuneasilyinherchair,thenleansforward,andtriestoraiseherwindow;sheliftsitpartlyup,whenthecatchslipsfromherfingers,andthewindowfallsshutagainwithacrash。
MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,DEAR,howprovoking!IsupposeImustcalltheporter。"Sherisesfromherseat,butonattemptingtomoveawayshefindsthattheskirtofherpolonaisehasbeencaughtinthefallingwindow。Shepullsatit,andthentriestoliftthewindowagain,buttheclothhaswedgeditin,andshecannotstirit。"Well,I
certainlythinkthisisbeyondendurance!Porter!Ah,——Porter!Oh,he’llneverhearmeintheracketthatthesewheelsaremaking!I
wishthey’dstop,——I"——Thegentlemanstirsinhischair,liftshishead,listens,takeshisfeetdownfromtheotherseat,risesabruptly,andcomestoMissGalbraith’sside。
MR。ALLENRICHARDS:"Willyouallowmetoopenthewindowforyou?"
Startingback,"MissGalbraith!"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Al——Mr。Richards!"Thereisasilenceforsomemoments,inwhichtheyremainlookingateachother;then,—
MR。RICHARDS:"Lucy"—
MISSGALBRAITH:"Iforbidyoutoaddressmeinthatway,Mr。
Richards。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Why,youwerejustgoingtocallmeAllen!"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Thatwasanaccident,youknowverywell,——animpulse"—
MR。RICHARDS:"Well,soisthis。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Ofwhichyououghttobeashamedtotakeadvantage。
Iwonderatyourpresumptioninspeakingtomeatall。It’squiteidle,Icanassureyou。Everythingisatanendbetweenus。ItseemsthatIborewithyoutoolong;butI’mthankfulthatIhadthespirittonotatlast,andtoactintime。Andnowthatchancehasthrownustogether,Itrustthatyouwillnotforceyourconversationuponme。Nogentlemanwould,andIhavealwaysgivenyoucreditforthinkingyourselfagentleman。Irequestthatyouwillnotspeaktome。"
MR。RICHARDS:"You’vespokentenwordstomeforeveryoneofminetoyou。ButIwon’tannoyyou。Ican’tbelieveit,Lucy;IcanNOT
believeit。Itseemslikesomerascallydream,andifIhadhadanysleepsinceithappened,IshouldthinkI——"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh!YouweresleepingsoundlyenoughwhenIgotintothecar!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Iownit;Iwasperfectlyusedup,andIHADdroppedoff。"
MISSGALBRAITH,scornfully:"ThenperhapsyouHAVEdreamedit。"
MR。RICHARDS:"I’llthinksotillyoutellmeagainthatourengagementisbroken;thatthefaithfulloveofyearsistogofornothing;thatyoudismissmewithcruelinsult,withoutonewordofexplanation,withoutawordofintelligibleaccusation,even。It’stoomuch!I’vebeenthinkingitalloverandover,andIcan’tmakeheadortailofit。Imeanttoseeyouagainassoonaswegottotown,andimploreyoutohearme。Come,it’samightyseriousmatter,Lucy。I’mnotamantoputonheroicsandthat;but_I_
believeit’llplaytheverydeucewithme,Lucy,——thatistosay,MissGalbraith,——Idoindeed。It’llgivemealowopinionofwoman。"
MISSGALBRAITH,avertingherface:"Oh,averyhighopinionofwomanyouhavehad!"
MR。RICHARDS,withsentiment:"Well,therewasonewomanwhomI
thoughtaperfectangel。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Indeed!MayIaskhername?"
MR。RICHARDS,withaforlornsmile。"Ishallbeobligedtodescribehersomewhatformallyas——MissGalbraith。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Mr。Richards!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Why,you’vejustforbiddenmetosayLUCY!Youmusttellme,dearest,whatIhavedonetooffendyou。Theworstcriminalsarenotcondemnedunheard,andI’vealwaysthoughtyouweremercifulifnotjust。AndnowIonlyaskyoutobejust。"
MISSGALBRAITH,lookingoutofthewindow:"Youknowverywellwhatyou’vedone。Youcan’texpectmetohumiliatemyselfbyputtingyouroffenceintowords。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Uponmysoul,Idon’tknowwhatyoumean!IDON’T
knowwhatI’vedone。Whenyoucameatme,lastnight,withmyringandpresentsandotherlittletraps,youmighthaveknockedmedownwiththelightestofthelot。Iwasperfectlydazed;Icouldn’tsayanythingbeforeyouwereoff,andallIcoulddowastohopethatyou’dbemorelikeyourselfinthemorning。Andinthemorning,whenIcameroundtoMrs。Philips’s,Ifoundyouweregone,andIcameafteryoubythenexttrain。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Mr。Richards,yourpersonalhistoryforthelasttwenty—fourhoursisamatterofperfectindifferencetome,asitshallbeforthenexttwenty—fourhundredyears。Iseethatyouareresolvedtoannoyme,andsinceyouwillnotleavethecar,Imustdoso。"Sheriseshaughtilyfromherseat,buttheimprisonedskirtofherpolonaisetwitchesherabruptlybackintoherchair。Sheburstsintotears。"Oh,whatSHALLIdo?"
MR。RICHARDS,dryly:"Youshalldowhateveryoulike,MissGalbraith,whenI’vesetyoufree;forIseeyourdressiscaughtinthewindow。Whenit’sonceout,I’llshutthewindow,andyoucancalltheportertoraiseit。"Heleansforwardoverherchair,andwhilesheshrinksbackthelengthofhertether,hetugsatthewindow—fastening。"Ican’tgetatit。Wouldyoubesogoodastostandup,——allyoucan?"MissGalbraithstandsup,droopingly,andMr。Richardsmakesamovementtowardsher,andthenfallsback。"No,thatwon’tdo。Pleasesitdownagain。"Hegoesroundherchairandtriestogetatthewindowfromthatside。"Ican’tgetanypurchaseonit。Whydon’tyoucutoutthatpiece?"MissGalbraithstaresathimindumbamazement。"Well,Idon’tseewhatwe’retodo:I’llgoandgettheporter。"Hegoestotheendofthecar,andreturns。"I
can’tfindtheporter,——hemustbeinoneoftheothercars。But"——
brighteningwiththefortunateconception——"I’vejustthoughtofsomething。Willitunbutton?"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Unbutton?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Yes;thisgarmentofyours。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Mypolonaise?"Inquiringly,"Yes。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Well,then,it’saverysimplematter。IfyouwilljusttakeitoffIcaneasily"—
MISSGALBRAITH,faintly:"Ican’t。Apolonaiseisn’tlikeanovercoat"—
MR。RICHARDS,withdismay:"Oh!Well,then"——Heremainsthinkingamomentinhopelessperplexity。
MISSGALBRAITH,withpoliteceremony:"Theporterwillbebacksoon。
Don’ttroubleyourselfanyfurtheraboutit,please。Ishalldoverywell。"
MR。RICHARDS,withoutheedingher:"Ifyoucouldkneelonthatfoot—
cushion,andfacethewindow"—
MISSGALBRAITH,kneelingpromptly:"So?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Yes,andnow"——kneelingbesideher——"ifyou’llallowmeto——togetatthewindow—catch,"——hestretchesbotharmsforward;
sheshrinksfromhisrightintohisleft,andthenbackagain,——"andpullwhileIraisethewindow"—
MISSGALBRAITH:"Yes,yes;butdohurry,please。Ifanyonesawus,Idon’tknowwhattheywouldthink。It’sperfectlyridiculous!"——
pulling。"It’scaughtinthecornerofthewindow,betweentheframeandthesash,anditwon’tcome!Ismyhairtroublingyou?Isitinyoureyes?"
MR。RICHARDS:"It’sinmyeyes,butitisn’ttroublingme。AmI
inconveniencingyou?"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,notatall。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Well,nowthen,pullhard!"Heliftsthewindowwithagreateffort;thepolonaisecomesfreewithastart,andshestrikesviolentlyagainsthim。Insupportingtheshockhecannotforbearcatchingherforaninstanttohisheart。Shefreesherself,andstartsindignantlytoherfeet。
MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,whatacowardly——subterfuge!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Cowardly?You’venoideahowmuchcourageittook。"
MissGalbraithputsherhandkerchieftoherface,andsobs。"Oh,don’tcry!Blessmyheart,——I’msorryIdidit!ButyouknowhowdearlyIloveyou,Lucy,thoughIdothinkyou’vebeencruellyunjust。ItoldyouInevershouldloveanyoneelse,andInevershall。Icouldn’thelpit;uponmysoul,Icouldn’t。Nobodycould。
Don’tletitvexyou,my"——Heapproachesher。
MISSGALBRAITH:"Pleasenottouchme,sir!Youhavenolongeranyrightwhatevertodoso。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Youmisinterpretaveryinoffensivegesture。Ihavenoideaoftouchingyou,butIhopeImaybeallowed,asaspecialfavor,to——pickupmyhat,whichyouareintheactofsteppingon。"
MissGalbraithhastilyturns,andstrikesthehatwithherwhirlingskirts;itrollstotheothersideoftheparlor,andMr。Richards,whogoesafterit,uttersanironical"Thanks!"Hebrushesit,andputsiton,lookingatherwhereshehasagainseatedherselfatthewindowwithherbacktohim,andcontinues,"Asforanyfurthermolestationfromme"—
MISSGALBRAITH:"IfyouWILLtalktome"—
MR。RICHARDS:"Excuseme,Iamnottalkingtoyou。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Whatwereyoudoing?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Iwasbeginningtothinkaloud。I——Iwassoliloquizing。IsupposeImaybeallowedtosoliloquize?"
MISSGALBRAITH,verycoldly:"Youcandowhatyoulike。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Unfortunatelythat’sjustwhatIcan’tdo。IfI
coulddoasIliked,Ishouldaskyouasinglequestion。"
MISSGALBRAITH,afteramoment:"Well,sir,youmayaskyourquestion。"Sheremainsasbefore,withherchininherhand,lookingtearfullyoutofthewindow;herfaceisturnedfromMr。Richards,whohesitatesamomentbeforehespeaks。
MR。RICHARDS:"Iwishtoaskyoujustthis,MissGalbraith:ifyoucouldn’tridebackwardsintheothercar,whydoyouridebackwardsinthis?"
MISSGALBRAITH,buryingherfaceinherhandkerchief,andsobbing:
"Oh,oh,oh!Thisistoobad!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Oh,comenow,Lucy。Itbreaksmyhearttohearyougoingonso,andallfornothing。Bealittlemercifultobothofus,andlistentome。I’venodoubtIcanexplaineverythingifI
onceunderstandit,butit’sprettyhardexplainingathingifyoudon’tunderstandityourself。Doturnround。Iknowitmakesyousicktorideinthatway,andifyoudon’twanttofaceme——there!"——
wheelinginhischairsoastoturnhisbackuponher——"youneedn’t。
Thoughit’srathertryingtoafellow’spoliteness,nottomentionhisotherfeelings。Now,whatinthename"—
PORTER,whoatthismomententerswithhisstep—ladder,andbeginstolightthelamps:"Goingprettyslowag’in,sah。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Yes;what’sthetrouble?"
PORTER:"Well,Idon’tknowexactly,sah。Somethingdematterwithdelocomotive。Wesha’n’tbeintoAlbanymuch’foreeighto’clock。"
MR。RICHARDS:"What’sthenextstation?"
PORTER:"Schenectady。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Isthewholetrainasemptyasthiscar?"
PORTER,laughing:"Well,no,sah。Factis,discahdon’tbelongondistrain。It’saPullmanthatwehitchedonwhenyougotin,andwe’stakingitalongforoneofdeEasternroads。Weletyouin’causedeDrawing—roomswasallfull。Samewithdelady,"——lookingsympatheticallyather,ashetakeshisstepstogoout。"CanIdoanythingforyounow,miss?"
MISSGALBRAITH,plaintively:"No,thankyou;nothingwhatever。"ShehasturnedwhileMr。RichardsandThePorterhavebeenspeaking,andnowfacesthebackoftheformer,butherveilisdrawnclosely。ThePortergoesout。
MR。RICHARDS,wheelingroundsoastoconfronther:"Iwishyouwouldspeaktomehalfaskindlyasyoudotothatdarky,Lucy。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"HEisaGENTLEMAN!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Heisanurbaneandwell—informednobleman。Atanyrate,he’samanandabrother。ButsoamI。"MissGalbraithdoesnotreply,andafterapauseMr。Richardsresumes。"Talkingofgentlemen,Irecollect,once,comingupontheday—boattoPoughkeepsie,therewasapoordevilofatipsymankeptfollowingayoungfellowabout,andannoyinghimtodeath——tryingtofighthim,asatipsymanwill,andinsistingthattheyoungfellowhadinsultedhim。Byandbyhelosthisbalanceandwentoverboard,andtheotherjumpedafterhimandfishedhimout。"SensationonthepartofMissGalbraith,whostirsuneasilyinherchair,looksoutofthewindow,thenlooksatMr。Richards,anddropsherhead。"Therewasayoungladyonboard,whohadseenthewholething——averycharmingyoungladyindeed,withpaleblondhairgrowingverythickoverherforehead,anddarkeyelashestothesweetestblueeyesintheworld。
Well,thisyounglady’spapawasamongstthosewhocameuptosaycivilthingstotheyoungfellowwhenhegotaboardagain,andtoaskthehonor——hesaidtheHONOR——ofhisacquaintance。Andwhenhecameoutofhisstateroomindryclothes,thisinfatuatedoldgentlemanwaswaitingforhim,andtookhimandintroducedhimtohiswifeanddaughter;andthedaughtersaid,withtearsinhereyes,andaperfectlyintoxicatingimpulsiveness,thatitwasthegrandestandthemostheroicandthenoblestthingthatshehadeverseen,andsheshouldalwaysbeabettergirlforhavingseenit。Excuseme,MissGalbraith,fortroublingyouwiththesefactsofapersonalhistory,which,asyousay,isamatterofperfectindifferencetoyou。Theyoungfellowdidn’tthinkatthetimehehaddoneanythingextraordinary;butIdon’tsupposeheDIDexpecttolivetohavethesamegirltellhimhewasnogentleman。"
MISSGALBRAITH,wildly:"OAllen,Allen!YouKNOWIthinkyouareagentleman,andIalwaysdid!"
MR。RICHARDS,languidly:"Oh,Imerelyhadyourwordforit,justnow,thatyoudidn’t。"Tenderly,"Willyouhearme,Lucy?"
MISSGALBRAITH,faintly:"Yes。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Well,whatisitI’vedone?WillyoutellmeifI
guessright?"
MISSGALBRAITH,withdignity:"Iaminnohumorforjesting,Allen。
AndIcanassureyouthatthoughIconsenttohearwhatyouhavetosay,orask,NOTHINGwillchangemydetermination。Allisoverbetweenus。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Yes,Iunderstandthat,perfectly。Iamnowaskingmerelyforgeneralinformation。Idonotexpectyoutorelent,and,infact,Ishouldconsideritratherfrivolousifyoudid。No。WhatIhavealwaysadmiredinyourcharacter,Lucy,isafirm,logicalconsistency;aclearnessofmentalvisionthatleavesnosideofasubjectunsearched;andanunwaveringconstancyofpurpose。YoumaysaythatthesetraitsarecharacteristicofALLwomen;buttheyarepre—eminentlycharacteristicofyou,Lucy。"MissGalbraithlooksaskanceathim,tomakeoutwhetherheisinearnestornot;hecontinues,withaperfectlyseriousair。"AndIknownowthatifyou’reoffendedwithme,it’sfornotrivialcause。"Shestirsuncomfortablyinherchair。WhatIhavedoneIcan’timagine,butitmustbesomethingmonstrous,sinceithasmadelifewithmeappearsoimpossiblethatyouarereadytoflingawayyourownhappiness——
forIknowyouDIDloveme,Lucy——anddestroymine。IwillbeginwiththeworstthingIcanthinkof。WasitbecauseIdancedsomuchwithFannyWatervliet?"
MISSGALBRAITH,indignantly:"HowcanyouinsultmebysupposingthatIcouldbejealousofsuchaperfectlittlegooseasthat?No,Allen!WhateverIthinkofyou,Istillrespectyoutoomuchforthat。"
MR。RICHARDS:"I’mgladtohearthatthereareyetdepthstowhichyouthinkmeincapableofdescending,andthatMissWatervlietisoneofthem。Iwillnowtakealittlehigherground。PerhapsyouthinkIflirtedwithMrs。Dawes。Ithought,myself,thatthethingmightbegintohavethatappearance,butIgiveyoumywordofhonorthatassoonastheideaoccurredtome,Idroppedher——ratherrudely,too。Thetroublewas,don’tyouknow,thatIfeltsoperfectlysafewithaMARRIEDfriendofyours。Icouldn’tbehangingaboutyouallthetime,andIwasafraidImightvexyouifIwentwiththeothergirls;andIdidn’tknowwhattodo。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Ithinkyoubehavedrathersilly,gigglingsomuchwithher。But"—
MR。RICHARDS:"Iownit,Iknowitwassilly。But"—
MISSGALBRAITH:"Itwasn’tthat;itwasn’tthat!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Wasitmyforgettingtobringyouthosethingsfromyourmother?"
MISSGALBRAITH:"No!"
MR。RICHARDS:"WasitbecauseIhadn’tgivenupsmokingyet?"
MISSGALBRAITH:"YouKNOWIneveraskedyoutogiveupsmoking。Itwasentirelyyourownproposition。"
MR。RICHARDS:"That’strue。That’swhatmademesoeasyaboutit。
IknewIcouldleaveitoffANYtime。Well,Iwillnotdisturbyouanylonger,MissGalbraith。"Hethrowshisovercoatacrosshisarm,andtakesuphistravelling—bag。"Ihavefailedtoguessyourfatal—
—conundrum;andIhavenolongeranyexcuseforremaining。Iamgoingintothesmoking—car。ShallIsendtheportertoyouforanything?"
MISSGALBRAITH:"No,thanks。"Sheputsupherhandkerchieftoherface。
MR。RICHARDS:"Lucy,doyousendmeaway?"
MISSGALBRAITH,behindherhandkerchief:"Youweregoing,yourself。"
MR。RICHARDS,overhisshoulder:"ShallIcomeback?"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Ihavenorighttodriveyoufromthecar。"
MR。RICHARDS,comingback,andsittingdowninthechairnearesther:
"Lucy,dearest,tellmewhat’sthematter。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"OAllen!yournotKNOWINGmakesitallthemorehopelessandkilling。ItshowsmethatweMUSTpart;thatyouwouldgoon,breakingmyheart,andgrindingmeintothedustaslongaswelived。"Shesobs。"Itshowsmethatyouneverunderstoodme,andyouneverwill。Iknowyou’regoodandkindandallthat,butthatonlymakesyournotunderstandingmesomuchtheworse。Idoitquiteasmuchforyoursakeasmyown,Allen。"
MR。RICHARDS:"I’dmuchratheryouwouldn’tputyourselfoutonmyaccount。"
MISSGALBRAITH,withoutregardinghim:"Ifyoucouldmortifymebeforeawholeroomfulofpeople,asyoudidlastnight,whatcouldI
expectaftermarriagebutcontinualinsult?"
MR。RICHARDS,inamazement:"HOWdidImortifyyou?IthoughtthatItreatedyouwithallthetendernessandaffectionthatadecentregardforthefeelingsofotherswouldallow。IwasashamedtofindIcouldn’tkeepawayfromyou。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,youwereATTENTIVEenough,Allen;nobodydeniesthat。Attentiveenoughinnon—essentials。Oh,yes!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Well,whatvitalmattersdidIfailin?I’msureI
can’tremember。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Idaresay!Idaresaytheywon’tappearvitaltoyou,Allen。Nothingdoes。AndifIhadtoldyou,Ishouldhavebeenmetwithridicule,Isuppose。ButIknewBETTERthantotell;I
respectedmyselftooMUCH。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Butnowyoumustn’trespectyourselfQUITEsomuch,dearest。AndIpromiseyouIwon’tlaughatthemostseriousthing。
I’minnohumorforit。Ifitwereamatteroflifeanddeath,even,Icanassureyouthatitwouldn’tbringasmiletomycountenance。
No,indeed!Ifyouexpectmetolaugh,now,youmustsaysomethingparticularlyfunny。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Iwasnotgoingtosayanythingfunny,asyoucallit,andIwillsaynothingatall,ifyoutalkinthatway。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Well,Iwon’t,then。ButdoyouknowwhatIsuspect,Lucy?Iwouldn’tmentionittoeverybody,butIwilltoyou——instrictconfidence:Isuspectthatyou’reratherashamedofyourgrievance,ifyouhaveany。Isuspectit’snothingatall。"
MISSGALBRAITH,verysternlyatfirst,witharisinghystericalinflection:"Nothing,Allen!DoyoucallitNOTHING,tohaveMrs。
Dawescomeoutwithallthataboutyouraccidentonyourwayuptheriver,andaskmeifitdidn’tfrightenmeterriblytohearofit,evenafteritwasallover;andIhadtosayyouhadn’ttoldmeawordofit?’Why,Lucy!’"——angrilymimickingMrs。Dawes,"’youmustteachhimbetterthanthat。ImakeMr。Dawestellmeeverything。’
Littlesimpleton!Andthentohavethemalllaugh——Oh,dear,it’stoomuch!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Why,mydearLucy"—
MISSGALBRAITH,interruptinghim:"Isawjusthowitwasgoingtobe,andI’mthankful,THANKFULthatithappened。Isawthatyoudidn’tcareenoughformetotakemeintoyourwholelife;thatyoudespisedanddistrustedme,andthatitwouldgetworseandworsetotheendofourdays;thatweshouldgrowfartherandfartherapart,andIshouldbeleftmopingathome,whileyouranaboutmakingconfidantesofotherwomenwhomyouconsideredWORTHYofyourconfidence。ItallFLASHEDuponmeinanINSTANT;andIresolvedtobreakwithyou,thenandthere;andIdid,justassoonaseverI
couldgotomyroomforyourthings,andI’mglad,——yes,——Oh,hu,hu,hu,hu,hu!——SOgladIdidit!"
MR。RICHARDS,grimly:"Yourjoyisobvious。MayIask"—
MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,itwasn’ttheFIRSTproofyouhadgivenmehowlittleyoureallycaredforme,butIwasdetermineditshouldbethelast。Idaresayyou’veforgottenthem!Idaresayyoudon’tremembertellingMamieMorristhatyoudidn’tlikeembroideredcigar—
cases,whenyou’djustTOLDmethatyoudid,andletmebesuchafoolastocommenceoneforyou;butI’mthankfultosayTHATwentintothefire,——oh,yes,INSTANTLY!AndIdaresayyou’veforgottenthatyoudidn’ttellmeyourbrother’sengagementwastobekept,andletmecomeoutwithitthatnightattheRudges’,andthenlookedperfectlyaghast,sothateverybodythoughtIhadbeenblabbing!
Timeandagain,Allen,youhavemademesufferagonies,yes,AGONIES;
butyourpowertodosoisatanend。Iamfreeandhappyatlast。"
Sheweepsbitterly。
MR。RICHARDS,quietly:"Yes,IHADforgottenthosecrimes,andI
supposemanysimilaratrocities。Iownit,IAMforgetfulandcareless。Iwaswrongaboutthosethings。IoughttohavetoldyouwhyIsaidthattoMissMorris:Iwasafraidshewasgoingtoworkmeone。AstothataccidentItoldMrs。Dawesof,itwasn’tworthmentioning。Ourboatsimplywalkedoverasloopinthenight,andnobodywashurt。Ishouldn’thavethoughttwiceaboutit,ifshehadn’thappenedtobragoftheirpassingclosetoanicebergontheirwayhomefromEurope;thenItrottedoutMYpretty—neardisasterasamatchforhers,——confoundher!Iwishtheiceberghadsunkthem!
Onlyitwouldn’thavesunkher,——she’ssolight;she’dhavegonebobbingaboutallovertheAtlanticOcean,likeacork;she’sgotaperfectlife—preserverinthatmindofhers。"MissGalbraithgivesalittlelaugh,andthenalittlemoan。"Butsinceyouarehappy,I
willnotrepine,MissGalbraith。Idon’tpretendtobeveryhappymyself,butthen,Idon’tdeserveit。Sinceyouarereadytoletanabsolutelyunconsciousoffenceonmypartcancelallthepast;sinceyouletmydevotedloveweighasnothingagainstthemomentarypiquethatamaliciouslittlerattle—pate——shewasvexedatmyleavingher—
—couldmakeyoufeel,andchoosetogratifyawickedresentmentatthecostofanysufferingtome,why,Icanbegladandhappytoo。"
Withrisinganger,"Yes,MissGalbraith。AllISoverbetweenus。
Youcango!Irenounceyou!"
MISSGALBRAITH,springingfiercelytoherfeet:"Go,indeed!
Renounceme!Besogoodastorememberthatyouhaven’tgotmeTO
renounce!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Well,it’sallthesamething。I’drenounceyouifI
had。Good—evening,MissGalbraith。IwillsendbackyourpresentsassoonasIgettotown;itwon’tbenecessarytoacknowledgethem。
Ihopewemaynevermeetagain。"Hegoesoutofthedoortowardsthefrontoftheear,butreturnsdirectly,andglancesuneasilyatMissGalbraith,whoremainswithherhandkerchiefpressedtohereyes。
"Ah——a——thatis——Ishallbeobligedtointrudeuponyouagain。Thefactis"—
MISSGALBRAITH,anxiously:"Why,thecarshavestopped!AreweatSchenectady?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Well,no;notEXACTLY;notstoppedexactlyatSCHENECTADY"—
MISSGALBRAITH:"Thenwhatstationisthis?Havetheycarriedmeby?"Observinghisembarrassment,"Allen,whatisthematter?Whathashappened?Tellmeinstantly!Areweoffthetrack?Havewerunintoanothertrain?Havewebrokenthroughabridge?Shallwebeburntalive?Tellme,Allen,tellme,——Icanbearit!——arewetelescoped?"Shewringsherhandsinterror。
MR。RICHARDS,unsympathetically:"Nothingofthekindhashappened。
Thiscarhassimplycomeuncoupled,andtherestofthetrainhasgoneonahead,andleftusstandingonthetrack,nowhereinparticular。"Heleansbackinhischair,andwheelsitroundfromher。
MISSGALBRAITH,mortified,yetanxious:"Well?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Well,untiltheymissus,andrunbacktopickusup,Ishallbeobligedtoaskyourindulgence。Iwilltrynottodisturbyou;Iwouldgooutandstandontheplatform,butit’sraining。"
MISSGALBRAITH,listeningtotherain—fallontheroof:"Why,soitis!"Timidly,"Didyounoticewhenthecarstopped?"
MR。RICHARDS:"No。"Herisesandgoesoutatthereardoor,comesback,andsitsdownagainMISSGALBRAITH,rises,andgoestothelargemirrortowipeawayhertears。SheglancesatMr。Richards,whodoesnotmove。Shesitsdowninaseatnearerhimthanthechairshehasleft。Aftersomefaintmurmursandhesitations,sheasks,"Willyoupleasetellmewhyyouwentoutjustnow?"
MR。RICHARDS,withindifference:"Yes。Iwenttoseeiftherearsignalwasout。"
MISSGALBRAITH,afteranotherhesitation:"Why?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Because,ifitwasn’tout,sometrainmightrunintousfromthatdirection。"
MISSGALBRAITH,tremulously:"Oh!Andwasit?"
MR。RICHARDS,dryly:"Yes。"
MISSGALBRAITHreturnstoherformerplace,withawoundedair,andforamomentneitherspeaks。Finallysheasksverymeekly,"Andthere’snodangerfromthefront?"
MR。RICHARDS,coldly:"No。"
MISSGALBRAITH,aftersomelittlenoisesandmovementsmeanttocatchMr。Richards’sattention:"Ofcourse,Inevermeanttoimplythatyouwereintentionallycarelessorforgetful。"
MR。RICHARDS,stillverycoldly:"Thankyou。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Ialwaysdidjusticetoyourgood—heartedness,Allen;you’reperfectlylovelythatway;andIknowthatyouwouldbesorryifyouknewyouhadwoundedmyfeelings,howeveraccidentally。"
Shedroopsherheadsoastocatchasidelongglimpseofhisface,andsighs,whileshenervouslypinchesthetopofherparasol,restingthepointonthefloor。Mr。Richardsmakesnoanswer。"Thataboutthecigar—casemighthavebeenamistake;Isawthatmyself,and,asyouexplainit,why,itwascertainlyverykindandverycreditableto——toyourthoughtfulness。ItWASthoughtful!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Iamgratefulforyourgoodopinion。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Butdoyouthinkitwasexactly——itwasquite——
nice,nottotellmethatyourbrother’sengagementwastobekept,whenyouknow,Allen,Ican’tbeartoblunderinsuchthings?"
Tenderly,"DOyou?YouCAN’Tsayitwas?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Ineversaiditwas。"
MISSGALBRAITH,plaintively:"No,Allen。That’swhatIalwaysadmiredinyourcharacter。Youalwaysownedup。Don’tyouthinkit’seasierformentoownupthanitisforwomen?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Idon’tknow。Ineverknewanywomantodoit。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,yes,Allen!YouknowIOFTENownup。"
MR。RICHARDS:"No,Idon’t。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,howcanyoubeartosayso?WhenI’mrash,oranythingofthatkind,youknowIacknowledgeit。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Doyouacknowledgeitnow?"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Why,howcanI,whenIhaven’tBEENrash?WHAT
haveIbeenrash"—
MR。RICHARDS:"Aboutthecigar—case,forexample。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh!THAT!Thatwasagreatwhileago!Ithoughtyoumeantsomethingquiterecent。"Asoundasoftheapproachingtramisheardinthedistance。Shegivesastart,andthenleavesherchairagainforonealittlenearerhis。"Ithoughtperhapsyoumeantabout——lastnight。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Well。"
MISSGALBRAITH,veryjudicially:"Idon’tthinkitwasRASH,exactly。No,notRASH。ItmightnothavebeenveryKINDnotto——to—
—trustyoumore,whenIknewthatyoudidn’tmeananything;but——No,ItooktheonlycourseIcould。Nobodycouldhavedonedifferentlyunderthecircumstances。ButifIcausedyouanypain,I’mverysorry;oh,yes,verysorryindeed。ButIwasnotprecipitate,andI
knowIdidright。AtleastITRIEDtoactforthebest。Don’tyoubelieveIdid?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Why,ifyouhavenodoubtuponthesubject,myopinionisofnoconsequence。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Yes。Butwhatdoyouthink?Ifyouthinkdifferently,andcanmakemeseeitdifferently,oughtn’tyoutodoso?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Idon’tseewhy。Asyousay,allisoverbetweenus。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Yes。"Afterapause,"Ishouldsupposeyouwouldcareenoughforyourselftowishmetolookatthematterfromtherightpointofview。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Idon’t。"
MISSGALBRAITH,becomingmoreandmoreuneasyasthenoiseoftheapproachingtraingrowslouder:"Ithinkyouhavebeenveryquickwithmeattimes,quiteasquickasIcouldhavebeenwithyoulastnight。"Thenoiseismoredistinctlyheard。"I’msurethatifI
couldonceseeitasyoudo,noonewouldbemorewillingtodoanythingintheirpowertoatonefortheirrashness。OfcourseI
knowthateverythingisover。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Astothat,Ihaveyourword;and,inviewofthefact,perhapsthisanalysisofmotive,ofcharacter,howeverinterestingongeneralgrounds,isalittle"—
MISSGALBRAITH,withsuddenviolence:"Sayit,andtakeyourrevenge!Ihaveputmyselfatyourfeet,andyoudorighttotrampleonme!Oh,thisiswhatwomenmayexpectwhentheytrusttomen’sgenerosity!Well,itISovernow,andI’mthankful,thankful!
Cruel,suspicious,vindictive,you’reallalike,andI’mgladthatI’mnolongersubjecttoyourheartlesscaprices。AndIdon’tcarewhathappensafterthis,Ishallalways——Oh!You’resureit’sfromthefront,Allen?Areyousuretherearsignalisout?"
MR。RICHARDS,relenting:"Yes,butifitwilleaseyourmind,I’llgoandlookagain。"Herises,andstartstowardsthereardoor。
MISSGALBRAITH,quickly:"Oh,no!Don’tgo!Ican’tbeartobeleftalone!"Thesoundoftheapproachingtraincontinuallyincreasesinvolume。"Oh,isn’titcomingvery,very,VERYfast?"
MR。RICHARDS:"No,no!Don’tbefrightened。"
MISSGALBRAITH,runningtowardsthereardoor。"Oh,IMUSTgetout!
Itwillkillme,Iknowitwill。Comewithme!Do,do!"Herunsafterher,andhervoiceisheardattherearofthecar。"Oh,theoutsidedoorislocked,andwearetrapped,trapped,trapped!Oh,quick!Let’strythedoorattheotherend。"Theyre—entertheparlor,andtheroarofthetrainannouncesthatitisuponthem。
"No,no!It’stoolate,it’stoolate!I’mawicked,wickedgirl,andthisisalltopunishme!Oh,it’scoming,it’scomingatfullspeed!"Heremainsbewildered,confrontingher。Sheuttersawildcry,andasthetrainstrikesthecarwithaviolentconcussion,sheflingsherselfintohisarms。"There,there!Forgiveme,Allen!
Letusdietogether,myown,ownlove!"Shehangsfaintingonhisbreast。Voicesareheardwithout,andafteralittledelayThePortercomesinwithalantern。
PORTER:"Rathermoreofajahthanwemeanttogiveyou,sah!Wehadtorundownprettyquickafterwemissedyou,andtherainmadethetrackalittleslippery。Ladymuchfrightened?"
MISSGALBRAITH,disengagingherself:"Oh,notatall!Notintheleast。Wethoughtitwasatraincomingfrombehind,andgoingtorunintous,andso——we——I"—
PORTER:"Notquitesobadasthat。We’llbeintoSchenectadyinafewminutes,miss。I’llcomeforyourthings。"Hegoesoutattheotherdoor。
MISSGALBRAITH,inafearfulwhisper:"Allen!Whatwillheeverthinkofus?I’msurehesawus!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Idon’tknowwhathe’llthinkNOW。HeDIDthinkyouwerefrightened;butyoutoldhimyouwerenot。However,itisn’timportantwhathethinks。ProbablyhethinksI’myourlong—lostbrother。Ithadakindoffamilylook。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Ridiculous!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Why,he’dneversupposethatIwasajiltedloverofyours!"
MISSGALBRAITH,ruefully:"No。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Come,Lucy,"——takingherhand,——"youwishedtodiewithme,amomentago。Don’tyouthinkyoucanmakeonemoreefforttolivewithme?Iwon’ttakeadvantageofwordsspokeninmortalperil,butIsupposeyouwereinearnestwhenyoucalledmeyourown—
—own"——Herheaddroops;hefoldsherinhisarmsamoment,thenshestartsawayfromhim,asifsomethinghadsuddenlyoccurredtoher。
MISSGALBRAITH:"Allen,whereareyougoing?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Going?Uponmysoul,Ihaven’ttheleastidea。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"WhereWEREyougoing?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Oh,IWASgoingtoAlbany。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Well,don’t!AuntMaryisexpectingmehereatSchenectady,——Itelegraphedher,——andIwantyoutostophere,too,andwe’llreferthewholemattertoher。She’ssuchawiseoldhead。
I’mnotsure"—
MR。RICHARDS:"What?"
MISSGALBRAITH,demurely:"ThatI’mgoodenoughforyou。"
MR。RICHARDS,starting,inburlesqueofhermovement,asifathoughthadstruckHIM:"Lucy!howcameyouonthistrainwhenyouleftSyracuseonthemorningexpress?"
MISSGALBRAITH,faintly:"IwaitedoveratrainatUtica。"Shesinksintoachair,andavertsherface。
MR。RICHARDS:"MayIaskwhy?"
MISSGALBRAITH,morefaintlystill:"Idon’tliketotell。I"—
MR。RICHARDS,comingandstandinginfrontofher,withhishandsinhispockets:"Lookmeintheeye,Lucy!"Shedropsherveiloverherface,andlooksupathim。"Didyou——didyouexpecttofindME
onthistrain?"
MISSGALBRAITH:"IwasafraiditneverWOULDgetalong,——itwassolate!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Don’t——tergiversate。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Don’tWHAT?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Fib。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Notforworlds!"
MR。RICHARDS:"HowdidyouknowIwasinthiscar?"
MISSGALBRAITH:"MustI?IthoughtIsawyouthroughthewindow;
andthenImadesureitwasyouwhenIwenttopinmyveilon,——Isawyouinthemirror。"
MR。RICHARDS,afteralittlesilence:"MissGalbraith,doyouwanttoknowwhatYOUare?"
MISSGALBRAITH,softly:"Yes,Allen。"
MR。RICHARDS:"You’reahumbug!"
MISSGALBRAITH,springingfromherseat,andconfrontinghim。"Soareyou!Youpretendedtobeasleep!"
MR。RICHARDS:"I——I——Iwastakenbysurprise。Ihadtotaketimetothink。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"SodidI。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Andyouthoughtitwouldbeagoodplantogetyourpolonaisecaughtinthewindow?"
MISSGALBRAITH,hidingherfaceonhisshoulder:"No,no,Allen!
ThatIneverWILLadmit。NOwomanwould!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Oh,Idaresay!"Afterapause:"Well,Iamapoor,weak,helplessman,withnoonetoadvisemeorcounselme,andI
havebeencruellydeceived。Howcouldyou,Lucy,howcouldyou?I
cannevergetoverthis。"Hedropshisheaduponhershoulder。
MISSGALBRAITH,startingawayagain,andlookingaboutthecar:
"Allen,Ihaveanidea!DoyousupposeMr。PullmancouldbeinducedtoSELLthiscar?"
MR。RICHARDS:"Why?"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Why,becauseIthinkit’sperfectlylovely,andI
shouldliketoliveinitalways。Itcouldbefittedupforasortofsummer—house,don’tyouknow,andwecouldhaveitinthegarden,andyoucouldsmokeinit。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Admirable!Itwouldlookjustlikeatravellingphotographicsaloon。No,Lucy,wewon’tbuyit;wewillsimplykeepitasaprecioussouvenir,asacredmemory,abeautifuldream,——andletitgoonfulfillingitsdestinyallthesame。"
PORTER,entering,andgatheringupMissGalbraith’sthings:"BeatSchenectadyinhalfaminute,miss。Won’thavemuchtime。"
MISSGALBRAITH,rising,andadjustingherdress,andthenlookingaboutthecar,whileshepassesherhandthroughherlover’sarm:
"Oh,IdoHATEtoleaveit。Farewell,youdear,kind,good,lovelycar!Mayyouneverhaveanotheraccident!"Shekissesherhandtothecar,uponwhichtheybothlookbackastheyslowlyleaveit。
MR。RICHARDS,kissinghishandinthelikemanner:"Good—by,sweetchariot!Mayyounevercarryanybutbridalcouples!"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Orengagedones!"
MR。RICHARDS:"Orhusbandsgoinghometotheirwives!"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Orwiveshasteningtotheirhusbands。"
MR。RICHARDS:"Oryoungladieswhohavewaitedonetrainover,soastobewiththeyoungmentheyhate。"
MISSGALBRAITH:"Oryoungmenwhoaresoindifferentthattheypretendtobeasleepwhentheyoungladiescomein!"Theypauseatthedoorandlookbackagain。"’AndmustIleavethee,Paradise?’"
Theybothkisstheirhandstothecaragain,and,theirfacesbeingveryclosetogether,theyimpulsivelykisseachother。ThenMissGalbraiththrowsbackherhead,andsolemnlyconfrontshim。"Onlythink,Allen!Ifthiscarhadn’tbrokenITSengagement,wemightneverhavemendedours。"
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