首页 >出版文学> The Old Peabody Pew>第2章
  JustinhadoncecomebacktoEdgewood,anditwasthebitterestdropinhercupofbitternessthatshewasspendingthatwinterinBerwick(where,sotheneighbourstoldhim,shewasagreatfavouriteinsociety,andwasreceivingmuchattentionfromgentlemen),sothatshehadneverheardofhisvisituntilthespringhadcomeagain。Partedfriendsdidnotkeepupwithoneanother’saffairsbymeansofepistolarycommunication,inthosedays,inEdgewood;itwasnotthecustom。SpokenwordsweredifficultenoughtoJustinPeabody,andwrittenwordswerequiteimpossible,especiallyiftheyweretobeusedtodefinehishalf—
  consciousdesiresandhisfluctuationsofwill,ortorecounthisdisappointmentsanddiscouragementsandmistakes。
  CHAPTERIV
  ItwasSaturdayafternoon,thetwenty—fourthofDecember,andthewearysistersoftheDorcasbandrosefromtheirbruisedkneesandremovedtheirlittlestoresofcarpet—tacksfromtheirmouths。
  Thiswasafemininecustomoflongstanding,andasnovillagedressmakerhadeverdiedofpinsinthedigestiveorgans,sowerenosymptomsofcarpet—tackseverdiscoveredinanyDorcas,livingordead。Menwonderedatthehabitandreviledit,butstoodconfoundedinthepresenceofitsindubitableharmlessness。
  Theredingraincarpetwasindeedverywarm,beautiful,andcomfortingtotheeye,andthesistersweresuitablygratefultoProvidence,anddevoutlythankfultothemselves,thattheyhadbeenenabledtobuy,sew,andlaysomanyyardsofit。Butastheystoodlookingattheircompletedtask,itwascruellytruethattherewasmuchlefttodo。
  Theaisleshadbeenpainteddarkbrownoneachsideoftheredstripsleadingfromthedoorstothepulpit,buttherestofthechurchfloorwas"athingofshredsandpatches。"Eachmemberofthecarpetcommitteehadpaid(asamatterofpride,howeverillshecouldaffordit)threedollarsandsixty—sevencentsforsufficientcarpettolayinherownpew;butthesebrilliantspotsofconscientiouseffortonlymadethestretchesofbare,unpaintedfloormoreevident。Andthatwasnotall。Tracesofformerspasmodicandindividualeffortsdesecratedthepresentideals。
  Thedoctor’spewhadapinkandblueBrusselsonit;thelawyer’s,stripedstair—carpeting;theBrownsfromDeerwandersportedstrawmattingandwerenotabashed;whiletheGreens,theWhites,theBlacksandtheGreysdisplayedfloorcoveringsasdissimilarastheirnames。
  "Inevernoticeditbefore!"exclaimedMariaSharp,"butitain’tChristian,thatfloor!it’sheathenishandungodly!"
  "Formercy’ssake,don’tswear,Maria,"saidMrs。Millernervously。
  "We’vedoneourbest,andlet’shopethatfolkswilllookupandnotdown。Itisn’tasiftheyweregoingtosetinthechandelier;
  they’llhavesomethingelsetothinkaboutwhenNancygetsherhemlockbranchesandwhitecarnationsinthepulpitvases。ThismorningmyAbnerpickedofftwopinksfromtheplantI’vebeennursinginmydining—roomforweeks,tryingtomakeitbloomforChristmas。Islappedhishandsgood,andit’sbeenhauntingmeeversincetothinkIhadtocorrecthimthedaybeforeChristmas——
  Come,Lobelia,wemustbehurrying!"
  "Onethingcomfortsme,"exclaimedtheWidowBuzzell,asshetookherhammerandtackspreparatorytoleaving;"andthatisthattheMethodistmeetin’—houseain’tgotanycarpetatall。"
  "Mrs。Buzzell,Mrs。Buzzell!"interruptedtheminister’swife,withasmilethattookthestingfromherspeech。"ItwillbelikepunishinglittleAbnerMiller;ifwethinkthosethoughtsonChristmasEve,weshallsurelybehauntedafterward。"
  "Andanyway,"interjectedMariaSharp,whoalwayssavedthesituation,"youjustwaitandseeiftheMethodistsdon’tsaythey’dratherhavenocarpetatallthanhaveonethatdon’tgoalloverthefloor。Iknow’em!"andsheputonherhoodandblanket—
  shawlasshegaveonelastfondlookattheimprovements。
  "I’mgoinghometogetmysupper,andcomebackafterwardtolaythecarpetinmypew;mybeansandbrownbreadwillbejustrightbynow,andperhapsitwillrestmealittle;besides,Imustfeed’Zekiel。"
  AsNancyWentworthspoke,shesatinacornerofherownmodestrearseat,lookingalittlepaleandtired。Herwavingdarkhairhadloosenedandfallenoverhercheeks,andhereyesgleamedfromunderitwistfully。NowadaysNancy’seyesneverhadthesparkleofgazingintothefuture,butalwaystheliquidsoftnessthatcomesfromlookingbackward。
  "Thechurchwillberealcoldbythen,Nancy,"objectedMrs。
  Burbank。——"Good—night,Mrs。Baxter。"
  "Oh,no!Ishallbebackbyhalf—pastsix,andIshallnotworklong。DoyouknowwhatIbelieveI’lldo,Mrs。Burbank,justthroughtheholidays?ChristmasandNewYear’sbothcomingonSundaythisyear,there’llbeagreatmanyouttochurch,notcountingthestrangersthat’llcometothespecialserviceto—
  morrow。Insteadofputtingdownmyownpewcarpetthat’llneverbenoticedhereintheback,I’lllayitintheoldPeabodypew,fortheredaisle—stripleadsstraightuptoit;theministersalwaysgoupthatside,anditdoeslookforlorn。"
  "That’sso!Andallthemorebecausemypew,that’sexactlyoppositeintheleftwing,isnewcarpetedandcushioned,"repliedthepresident。"Ithinkit’srealgenerousofyou,Nancy,becausetheRiverborofolks,knowingthatyou’reamemberofthecarpetcommittee,willbesuretonotice,andthinkit’squeeryouhaven’tmadeanefforttocarpetyourownpew。"
  "Nevermind!"smiledNancywearily。"RiverborofolksnevergotobedonSaturdaynightswithoutwonderingwhatEdgewoodisthinkingaboutthem!"
  Theminister’swifestoodatherwindowwatchingNancyasshepassedtheparsonage。
  "Howwasted!Howwasted!"shesighed。"Goinghometoeatherlonelysupperandfeed’Zekiel……Icanbearitfortheothers,butnotforNancy……Nowshehaslightedherlamp,nowshehasputfreshpineonthefire,fornewsmokecomesfromthechimney。
  WhyshouldIsitdownandservemydearhusband,andNancyfeed’Zekiel?"
  TherewassometruthinMrs。Baxter’sfeeling。Mrs。Buzzell,forinstance,hadthreesons;MariaSharpwasabsorbedinherlamefatherandherSunday—schoolwork;andLobeliaBrewsterwouldnothaveconsideredmatrimonyablessing,evenunderthemostfavourableconditions。ButNancywasframedandplannedforotherthings,and’Zekielwasaninsufficientchannelforhersoft,womanlysympathyandherbrightactivityofmindandbody。
  ’Zekielhadlosthistailinamowing—machine;’Zekielhadtheasthma,andtheimmersionofhisnoseinmilkmadehimsneeze,sohewaswonttosliphispawinandoutofthedishandlickitpatientlyforfiveminutestogether。Nancyoftenwatchedhimpityingly,givinghimkindandgentlewordstosustainhisfaintingspirit,butto—nightshepaidnoheedtohim,althoughhesneezedviolentlytoattractherattention。
  Shehadputhersupperonthelightedtablebythekitchenwindowandwaspouringouthercupoftea,whenaboyrappedatthedoor。
  "Here’sapaperandaletter,MissWentworth,"hesaid。"It’sthesecondthisweek,andtheythinkovertothestorethatthatBerwickwidowermustbesettin’upandtakin’notice!"
  Shehadindeedreceivedaletterthedaybefore,anunsignedcommunication,consistingonlyofthewords,"SecondEpistleofJohn。Verse12。"
  ShehadtakenherBibletolookoutthereferenceandfoundittobe:—
  "Havingmanythingstowriteuntoyou,Iwouldnotwritewithpaperandink;butItrusttocomeuntoyou,andspeakfacetoface,thatourjoymaybefull。"
  TheenvelopewaspostmarkedNewYork,andshesmiled,thinkingthatMrs。Emerson,acharmingladywhohadspentthesummerinEdgewood,andhadsungwithherinthevillagechoir,wascomingback,asshehadpromised,tohaveasleighrideandseeEdgewoodinitswinterdress。Nancyhadalmostforgottenthefirstletterintheexcitementsofherbusyday,andnowherewasanother,fromBostonthistime。Sheopenedtheenvelopeandfoundagainonlyasinglesentence,printed,notwritten。(Lestsheshouldguessthehand,shewondered?)
  "SecondEpistleofJohn。Verse5。"
  "AndnowIbeseechthee,lady,notasthoughIwroteanewcommandmentuntothee,butthatwhichwehadfromthebeginning,thatweloveoneanother。"
  WasitMrs。Emerson?Coulditbe——anyoneelse?Wasit—?No,itmighthavebeen,yearsago;butnotnow;notnow!——Andyet;hewasalwayssodifferentfromotherpeople;andonce,inchurch,hehadhandedherthehymn—bookwithhisfingerpointingtoacertainverse。
  ShealwaysfanciedthathersecretfidelityofheartrosefromthefactthatJustinPeabodywas"different。"Fromthehouroftheirfirstacquaintance,shewasevercomparinghimwithhiscompanions,andalwaystohisadvantage。Solongasawomanfindsallmenverymuchalike(asLobeliaBrewsterdid,savethatsheallowedsometobeworse!),sheisinnodanger。Butthemomentinwhichsheperceivesanddiscriminatessubtledifferences,marvellingthattherecanbetwoopinionsaboutaman’ssuperiority,thatmomentthemiraclehashappened。
  "AndnowIbeseechthee,lady,notasthoughIwroteanewcommandmentuntothee,butthatwhichwehadfromthebeginning,thatweloveoneanother。"
  No,itcouldnotbefromJustin。Shedrankhertea,playedwithherbeansabstractedly,andnibbledhersliceofsteamingbrownbread。
  "NotasthoughIwroteanewcommandmentuntothee。"
  No,notanewone;twelve,fifteenyearsold,thatcommandment!
  "Thatweloveoneanother。"
  Whowasspeaking?Whohadwrittenthesewords?ThefirstlettersoundedjustlikeMrs。Emerson,whohadsaidshewasaverypoorcorrespondent,butthatsheshouldjust"dropdown"onNancyoneofthesedays;butthissecondletternevercamefromMrs。Emerson。——
  Well,therewouldbeanexplanationsometime;apleasantone;onetosmileover,andtell’Zekielandrepeattotheneighbours;butnotanunexpected,sacred,beautifulexplanation,suchaoneastheheartofawomancouldimagine,ifshewereyoungenoughandhappyenoughtohope。
  Shewashedhercupandplate;replacedtheuneatenbeansinthebrownpot,andputthemawaywiththeroundloaf,foldedthecloth(LobeliaBrewstersaidNancyalways"setouthermealsasifshewasentertainin’companyfromPortland"),closedthestovedampers,carriedthelightedlamptoasafecornershelf,andlifted’Zekieltohiscushiononthehigh—backedrocker,doingallwiththeniceprecisionoflonghabit。Thenshewrappedherselfwarmly,andlockingthelonelylittlehousebehindher,setouttofinishherworkinthechurch。
  CHAPTERV
  AtthisprecisemomentJustinPeabodywaseatinghisownbeansandbrownbread(articlesofdietofwhichhisDetroitlandladywaslamentablyignorant)atthenewtavern,notfarfromthemeeting—
  house。
  ItwouldnotbefairtohimtosaythatMrs。Burbank’sletterhadbroughthimbacktoEdgewood,butithadcertainlyacceleratedhissteps。
  ForthefirstsixyearsafterJustinPeabodylefthome,hehaddriftedaboutfromplacetoplace,savingeverypossibledollarofhisuncertainearningsintheconscioushopethathecouldgobacktoNewEnglandandaskNancyWentworthtomarryhim。TheWestwasprosperousandprogressive,buthowheyearned,inidlemoments,forthegrimmerandmoresterilesoilthathadgivenhimbirth!
  Thencamewhatseemedtohimabrilliantchanceforaluckyturnofhissavings,andheinvestedtheminanenterprisewhich,wonderfullyasitpromised,failedwithinsixmonthsandlefthimpenniless。Atthatmomenthedefinitelygaveupallhope,andforthenextfewyearsheputNancyasfaraspossibleoutofhismind,inthefullbeliefthathewasactinganhonourablepartinrefusingtodragherintohistangledandfruitlesswayoflife。
  Ifsheeverdidcareforhim,——andhecouldnotbesure,shewasalwayssoshy,——shemusthaveoutgrownthefeelinglongsince,andbelivinghappily,oratleastcontentedly,inherownway。Hewasgladinspiteofhimselfwhenheheardthatshehadnevermarried;
  butatleasthehadn’titonhisconsciencethatHEhadkepthersingle!
  OntheseventeenthofDecember,Justin,hisbusinessdayover,waswalkingtowardthedrearyhouseinwhichheateandslept。Asheturnedthecorner,heheardonewomansaytoanother,astheywatchedamanstumblingsorrowfullydownthestreet:"Goinghomewillbetheworstofallforhim——tofindnobodythere!"Thatwaswhatgoinghomehadmeantforhimthesetenyears,butheafterwardfeltitstrangethatthisthoughtshouldhavestruckhimsoforciblyonthatparticularday。Enteringtheboarding—house,hefoundMrs。Burbank’sletterwithitsEdgewoodpostmarkonthehalltable,andtookituptohisroom。Hekindledalittlefireintheair—tightstove,watchingtheflamecreepfromshavingstokindlings,fromkindlingstosmallpine,andfromsmallpinetotheround,hardwoodsticks;thenwhentheresultseemedcertain,heclosedthestovedoorandsatdowntoreadtheletter。Whereuponallmannerofstrangethingshappenedinhisheadandheartandfleshandspiritashesattherealone,hishandsinhispockets,hisfeetbracedagainstthelegsofthestove。
  Itwasacoldwinternight,andthesnowandsleetbeatagainstthewindows。Helookedabouttheuglyroom:atthewashstandwithitssquareofoilclothinfrontanditsdetestablebowlandpitcher;attherigoursofhiswhiteironbedstead,withthevalleyinthemiddleofthelumpymattressandthedarnsintherumpledpillowcases;atthedullphotographsofthelandlady’shideoushusbandandchildrenenshrinedonthemantelshelf;lookedattheabominationofdesolationsurroundinghimuntilhissoulsickenedandcriedoutlikeachild’sforsomethingmorelikehome。Itwasasifaspringthawhadmeltedhisice—boundheart,andonthecrestofawaveitwasdriftingoutintothemilderwatersofsomeunknownsea。Hecouldhavelaidhisheadinthekindlapofawomanandcried:"Comfortme!GivemecompanionshiporIdie!"
  Thewindhowledinthechimneyandrattledtheloosewindow—sashes;
  thesnow,freezingasitfell,dashedagainsttheglasswithhard,cuttinglittleblows;atleast,thatisthewayinwhichthewindandsnowflatteredthemselvestheyweremakingexistencedisagreeabletoJustinPeabodywhenhereadtheletter;butneverwereelementsmoremistaken。
  ItwasaJuneSundayintheboarding—housebedroom;andforthatmatteritwasnottheboarding—housebedroomatall:itwastheoldOrthodoxchurchonToryHillinEdgewood。
  Thewindowswerewideopen,andthesmellofthepurplecloverandthehummingofthebeesweredriftingintothesweet,widespaceswithin。JustinwassittingintheendofthePeabodypew,andNancyWentworthwasbesidehim;Nancy,coolandrestfulinherwhitedress;dark—hairedNancyundertheshadowofhershirredmuslinhat。
  Rise,mysoul,andstretchthywings,Thybetterportiontrace。
  Themelodeongavethetune,andNancyandhestoodtosing,takingthebookbetweenthem。Hishandtouchedhers,andasthemusicofthehymnroseandfell,thefutureunrolleditselfbeforehiseyes;
  afutureinwhichNancywashisweddedwife;andthehappyyearsstretchedonandoninfrontofthemuntiltherewasarowoflittleheadsintheoldPeabodypew,andmotherandfathercouldlookproudlyalongthelineattheyoungthingstheywerebringingintothehouseoftheLord。
  TherecallingofthatvisionworkedlikemagicinJustin’sblood。
  Hissoulroseandstretcheditswingsand"traceditsbetterportion"vividly,ashesprangtohisfeetandwalkedupanddownthebedroomfloor。Hewouldgetafewdays’leaveandgobacktoEdgewoodforChristmas,tojoin,withalltheoldneighbours,intheserviceatthemeeting—house;andinpursuanceofthisresolve,heshookhisfistinthefaceofthelandlady’shusbandonthemantelpieceanddaredhimtoprevent。
  Hehadasalaryoffiftydollarsamonth,withsomeveryslightprospectofanincreaseafterJanuary。Hedidnotseehowtwopersonscouldeat,anddrink,andlodge,anddressonitinDetroit,butheproposedtogiveNancyWentworththerefusalofthatmagnificentfuture,thatbrilliantandtemptingoffer。Hehadexactlyonehundreddollarsinthebank,andsixtyorseventyofthemwouldbespentinthejourneys,countingtwohappy,blessedfaresbackfromEdgewoodtoDetroit;andifhepaidonlyhisownfareback,hewouldthrowthepriceoftheotherintothepondbehindtheWentworthhouse。HewoulddropanothertendollarsintotheplateonChristmasDaytowardtherepairsonthechurch;ifhestarved,hewoulddothat。Hewasafailure。Everythinghishandtouchedturnedtonaught。Helookedhimselffullintheface,recognizinghisweakness,andinthissupremestmomentofrecognitionhewasastrongermanthanhehadbeenanhourbefore。
  Hisdroopingshouldershadstraightened;therestlesslookhadgonefromhiseyes;hissombrefacehadsomethingofreposeinit,thereposeofasettledpurpose。Hewasafailure,butperhapsifhetooktherisks(andifNancywouldtakethem——butthatwasthetrouble,womenweresounselfish,theywerealwayswillingtotakerisks,andoneoughtnottoletthem!),perhapshemightdobetterintryingtomakealivingfortwothanhehadinworkingforhimselfalone。Hewouldgohome,tellNancythathewasanunluckygood—for—naught,andaskherifshewouldtryherhandatmakinghimover。
  CHAPTERVI
  ThesewerethereasonsthathadbroughtJustinPeabodytoEdgewoodontheSaturdayafternoonbeforeChristmas,andhadtakenhimtothenewtavernonToryHill,neartheMeeting—House。
  Nobodyrecognizedhimatthestationornoticedhimatthetavern,andafterhissupperheputonhisovercoatandstartedoutforawalk,aimlesslyhopingthathemightmeetafriend,orfailingthat,intendingtocallonsomeofhisoldneighbours,withtheviewofhearingthevillagenewsandsecuringsomeinformationwhichmighthelphimtodecidewhenhehadbetterlayhimselfandhismisfortunesatNancyWentworth’sfeet。Theywereprettyfeet!
  Herememberedthatfactwellenoughunderthemagicalinfluenceoffamiliarsightsandsoundsandodours。Hewasrestless,miserable,anxious,homesick——notforDetroit,butforsomeheretoforeunimaginedgood;yet,likeBunyan’sshepherdboyintheValleyofHumiliation,hecarried"theherbcalledHearts—easeinhisbosom,"
  forhewasatlastlovingconsciously。
  Howwhitetheoldchurchlooked,andhowgreentheblinds!Itmusthavebeenpaintedverylately:thatmeantthattheparishwasfairlyprosperous。Therewerenewshuttersinthebelfrytower,too;herememberedtheformeropenspaceandtherustybell,andhelikedthechange。Didthechimneyusetobeinthatcorner?No;
  buthisfatherhadalwayssaiditwouldhavedrawnbetterifithadbeenputthereinthebeginning。Newshingleswithinayear:thatwasevidenttoapractisedeye。Hewonderedifanythinghadbeendonetotheinsideofthebuilding,buthemustwaituntilthemorrowtosee,for,ofcourse,thedoorswouldbelocked。No;theoneattherightsidewasajar。Heopeneditsoftlyandsteppedintothetinysquareentrythatherecalledsowell——theonethroughwhichtheSunday—schoolchildrenranouttothestepsfromtheircatechism,apparentlyenjoyingthesunshineafteraspelloforthodoxy;thelittleentrywherethevillagegirlscongregatedwhilewaitingforthelastbelltoring——theymadeasoftblurofpinkandblueandbuff,alittleflutterofcurlsandbraidsandfansandsunshades,inhismind’seye,asheclosedtheouterdoorbehindhimandgentlyopenedtheinnerone。Thechurchwasfloodedwithmoonlightandsnowlight,andtherewasonelampburningatthebackofthepulpit;acandle,too,onthepulpitsteps。Therewasthetip—tap—tipofatack—hammergoingoninadistantcorner。WassomebodyhangingChristmasgarlands?Thenewredcarpetattractedhisnotice,andashegrewaccustomedtothedimlight,itcarriedhiseyealongtheaislehehadtrodsomanyyearsofSundays,totheoldfamiliarpew。Thesoundofthehammerceasedandawomanrosefromherknees。Astrangerwasdoingforthefamilyhonourwhatheoughthimselftohavedone。Thewomanturnedtoshakeherskirt,anditwasNancyWentworth。Hemighthaveknownit。Womenwerealwaysfaithful;theyalwaysrememberedoldlandmarks,olddays,oldfriends,oldduties。HisfatherandmotherandEstherwereallgone;whobutdearNancywouldhavemadetheoldPeabodypewrightandtidyfortheChristmasfestival?Blessherkindwomanlyheart!
  Shelookedjustthesametohimaswhenhelastsawher。
  Mercifullyheseemedtohaveheldinremembrancealltheseyearsnotsomuchheryouthfulbloomashergeneralqualitiesofmindandheart:hercheeriness,herspirit,herunflaggingzeal,herbrightwomanliness。Hergreydresswasturnedupinfrontoveracrimsonmoreenpetticoat。Shehadonacosyjacket,afurturbanofsomesortwitharedbreastinit,andhercheekswereflushedfromexertion。"Sweetrecords,andpromisesassweet,"hadalwaysmetinNancy’sface,andeitherhehadforgottenhowprettyshewas,orelseshehadabsolutelygrownprettierduringhisabsence。
  Nancywouldhavechosenthesuprememomentofmeetingverydifferently,butshemightwellhavechosenworse。Sheunpinnedherskirtandbrushedthethreadsoff,smoothedthepewcushionscarefully,andtookalaststitchintheraggedhassock。ShethenliftedtheBibleandthehymn—bookfromtherack,andputtingdownabitofflannelonthepulpitsteps,tookaflatironfromanoil—
  stove,andopeningtheancientbooks,pressedoutthewell—thumbedleavesonebyonewithinfinitecare。Afterreplacingthevolumesintheiraccustomedplace,shefirstextinguishedtheflameofherstove,whichshetuckedoutofsight,andthenblewoutthelampandthecandle。Thechurchwasstilllightenoughforobjectstobeseeninashadowyway,liketheobjectsinadream,andJustindidnotrealizethathewasamanintheflesh,lookingatawoman;
  spying,itmightbe,uponherprivacy。Hewasonepartofadreamandsheanother,andhestoodasifwaiting,andfearing,tobeawakened。
  Nancy,havingdoneall,cameoutofthepew,andstandingintheaisle,lookedbackatthesceneofherlabourswithprideandcontent。Andasshelooked,somedesiretostayalittlelongerinthedearoldplacemusthavecomeoverher,orsomedreadofgoingbacktoherlonelycottage,forshesatdowninJustin’scornerofthepewwithfoldedhands,hereyesfixeddreamilyonthepulpitandherearshearing:"NotasthoughIwroteanewcommandmentuntothee,butthatwhichwehadfromthebeginning。"
  Justin’sgrasponthelatchtightenedashepreparedtoclosethedoorandleavetheplace,buthisinstinctdidnotwarnhimquicklyenough,afterall,for,obeyingsomeuncontrollableimpulse,Nancysuddenlyfellonherkneesinthepewandburiedherfaceinthecushions。
  Thedreambroke,andinaninstantJustinwasaman——worsethanthat,hewasaneavesdropper,ashamedofhisunsuspectedpresence。
  Hefelthimselfstanding,withcoveredheadandfeetshod,intheholytempleofawoman’sheart。
  Buthisinvoluntaryirreverencebroughtabundantgracewithit。
  Theglimpseandtherevelationwroughttheirmiraclessilentlyandirresistibly,notbytheslowprocessesofgrowthwhichNaturedemandsforherenterprises,butwiththesuddenswiftnessofthespirit。InaninstantchangeshadtakenplaceinJustin’ssoulwhichhisso—called"experiencingreligion"twenty—fiveyearsbackhadbeenpowerlesstoeffect。Hehadindeedbeenbaptizedthen,buttherecordingangelcouldhavebornewitnessthatthissecondbaptismfructifiedthefirst,andbecametherealheraldofthenewbirthandthenewcreature。
  CHAPTERVII
  JustinPeabodysilentlyclosedtheinnerdoor,andstoodintheentrywithhisheadbentandhisheartinawhirluntilheshouldhearNancyrisetoherfeet。HemusttakethisHeaven—sentchanceoftellingherall,buthowdoitwithoutalarmingher?
  Amoment,andherstepsoundedinthestillnessoftheemptychurch。
  Obeyingthefirstimpulse,hepassedthroughtheouterdoor,andstandingonthestep,knockedonce,twice,threetimes;then,openingitalittleandspeakingthroughthechink,hecalled,"IsMissNancyWentworthhere?"
  "I’mhere!"inamomentcameNancy’sanswer,andthen,withalittlewonderingtremorinhervoice,asifahintofthetruthhadalreadydawned:"What’swanted?"
  "You’rewanted,Nancy,wantedbadly,byJustinPeabody,comebackfromtheWest。"
  Thedooropenedwide,andJustinfacedNancystandinghalf—waydowntheaisle,hereyesbrilliant,herlipsparted。AweekagoJustin’sapparitionconfrontingherintheemptyMeeting—Houseafternightfall,evenhadshebeenpreparedforitasnow,byhisvoice,wouldhaveterrifiedherbeyondmeasure。Nowitseemedalmostnaturalandinevitable。Shehadspenttheselastdaysinthechurchwherebothofthemhadbeenyoungandhappytogether;
  thetwolettershadbroughthimvividlytomind,andherlabourintheoldPeabodypewhadbeenonelongexcursionintothepastinwhichhewasthemostprominentandthebest—lovedfigure。
  "IsaidI’dcomebacktoyouwhenmyluckturned,Nancy。"
  Theseweresopreciselythewordssheexpectedhimtosay,shouldsheeverseehimagainfacetoface,thatforanadditionalmomenttheybutheightenedhersenseofunreality。
  "Well,theluckhasn’tturned,afterall,butIcouldn’twaitanylonger。Haveyougivenathoughttomealltheseyears,Nancy?"
  "Morethanone,Justin";fortheverylookuponhisface,thetendernessofhisvoice,theattitudeofhisbody,outranhiswordsandtoldherwhathehadcomehometosay,toldherthatheryearsofwaitingwereoveratlast。
  "Yououghttodespisemeforcomingbackagainwithonlymyselfandmyemptyhandstoofferyou。"
  Howeasyitwastospeakhisheartoutinthisdimandquietplace!
  Howtongue—tiedhewouldhavebeen,sittingontheblackhairclothsofaintheWentworthparlourandgazingattheopensoapstonestove!
  "Oh,menaresuchfools!"criedNancy,smilesandtearsstrugglingtogetherinherspeech,asshesatdownsuddenlyinherownpewandputherhandsoverherface。
  "Theyare,"agreedJustinhumbly,"butI’veneverstoppedlovingyou,wheneverI’vehadtimeforthinkingorloving。AndIwasn’tsurethatyoureallycaredanythingaboutme;andhowcouldIhaveaskedyouwhenIhadn’tadollarintheworld?"
  "Thereareotherthingstogiveawomanbesidesdollars,Justin。"
  "Arethere?Well,youshallhavethemall,everyoneofthem,Nancy,ifyoucanmakeupyourmindtodowithoutthedollars;fordollarsseemtobejustwhatIcan’tmanage。"
  Herhandwasinhisbythistime,andtheyweresittingsidebysideinthecushionless,carpetlessWentworthpew。Thedoorstoodopen;thewintermoonshoneinuponthem。Thatitwasbeginningtogrowcoldinthechurchpassedunnoticed。Thegraspofthewoman’shandseemedtogivethemannewhopeandcourage,andJustin’swarm,confiding,pleadingpressurebroughtbalmtoNancy,balmandhealingforthewoundsherpridehadsuffered;joy,too,half—
  consciousstill,thatherlifeneednotbelivedtotheendinunfruitfulsolitude。Shehadwaited,"assomegreylakelies,fullandsmooth,awaitingthestarbelowthetwilight。"JustinPeabodymighthavebeennootherwoman’sstar,buthewasNancy’s!
  "JustyousittingbesidemeheremakesmefeelasifI’dbeenasleepordeadalltheseyears,andjustbornoveragain,"saidJustin。"I’veledarespectable,hard—working,honestlife,Nancy,"hecontinued,"andIdon’toweanymanacent;thetroubleisthatnomanowesmeone。I’vegotenoughmoneytopaytwofaresbacktoDetroitonMonday,althoughIwasterriblyafraidyouwouldn’tletmedoit。It’llneedagooddealofthinkingandplanning,Nancy,forweshallbeverypoor。"
  Nancyhadbeenstoringupfidelityandaffectiondeep,deepinthehiveofherheartalltheseyears,andnowthehoneyofherhelpfulnessstoodreadytobegathered。
  "CouldIkeephensinDetroit?"sheasked。"Icanalwaysmakethempay。"
  "Hens——inthreerooms,Nancy?"
  Herfacefell。"Andnoyard?"
  "Noyard。"
  Amoment’spause,andthenthesmilecame。"Oh,well,I’vehadyardsandhensforthirty—fiveyears。Doingwithoutthemwillbeachange。Icantakeinsewing。"
  "No,youcan’t,Nancy。Ineedyourbackboneandwitsandpluckandingenuity,butifIcan’taskyoutositwithyourhandsfoldedfortherestofyourlife,asI’dliketo,youshan’tusethemforotherpeople。You’remarryingmetomakeamanofme,butI’mnotmarryingyoutomakeyouadrudge。"
  Hisvoicerangclearandtrueinthesilence,andNancy’sheartvibratedatthesound。
  "Oh,Justin,Justin!"shewhispered。"There’ssomethingwrongsomewhere,butwe’llfinditouttogether,youandI,andmakeitright。You’renotlikeafailure。Youdon’tevenLOOKpoor,Justin;thereisn’tamaninEdgewoodtocomparewithyou,orI
  shouldbewashinghisdishesanddarninghisstockingsthisminute。
  AndIamnotapauper!There’llbetherentofmylittlehouseandacarloadofmyfurniture,soyoucanputthethree—roomideaoutofyourmind,andyourfirmwillofferyoualargersalarywhenyoutellthemyouhaveawifetotakecareof。Oh,Iseeitall,anditisaseasyandbrightandhappyascanbe!"
  Justinputhisarmaroundheranddrewherclose,withsuchathrobofgratitudeforherbeliefandtrustthatitmovedhimalmosttotears。
  Therewasalongpause:thenhesaid:—
  "NowIshallcallforyouto—morrowmorningafterthelastbellhasstoppedringing,andwewillwalkuptheaisletogetherandsitintheoldPeabodypew。Weshallbeanine—days’wonderanyway,butthiswillbeequaltoanannouncement,especiallyifyoutakemyarm。Wedon’teitherofusliketobestaredat,butthiswillshowwithoutawordwhatwethinkofeachotherandwhatwe’vepromisedtobetoeachother,andit’stheonlythingthatwillmakemefeelsureofyouandsettledinmymindafterallthesemistakenyears。Haveyougotthecourage,Nancy?"
  "Ishouldn’twonder!IguessifI’vehadcourageenoughtowaitforyou,I’vegotcourageenoughtowalkuptheaislewithyouandmarryyoubesides!"saidNancy。——"Nowitistoolateforustostayhereanylonger,andyoumustseemeonlyasfarasmygate,forperhapsyouhaven’tforgottenyethowinterestedtheBrewstersareintheirneighbours。"
  TheystoodatthelittleWentworthgateforamoment,handcloseclaspedinhand。Thenightwasclear,theairwascoldandsparkling,butwithnothingofbitternessinit;theskywassteelyblueandtheeveningstarglowedandburnedlikeatinysun。Nancyrememberedtheshepherd’ssongshehadtaughttheSunday—schoolchildren,andrepeatedsoftly:—
  ForImysheepwaswatchingBeneaththesilentskies,Whensudden,fartoeastward,Isawastararise;
  ThenallthepeacefulheavensWithsweetestmusicrang,Andglory,glory,glory!
  Thehappyangelssang。
  SoIthisnightamjoyful,ThoughIcanscarcetellwhy,ItseemethmethatgloryHathmetusverynigh;
  Andwe,thoughpoorandhumble,Havepartinheavenlyplan,For,bornto—night,thePrinceofPeaceShallruletheheartofman。
  Justin’sheartmeltedwithinhimlikewaxtothewoman’svisionandthewoman’stouch。
  "Oh,Nancy,Nancy!"hewhispered。"IfIhadbroughtmybadlucktoyoulong,longago,wouldyouhavetakenmethen,andhaveIlostyearsofsuchhappinessasthis?"
  "Therearesomethingsitisnotbestforamantobecertainabout,"saidNancy,withawisesmileandalastgood—night。
  CHAPTERVIII
  "Ringout,sweetbells,O’erwoodsanddellsYourlovelystrainsrepeat,WhilehappythrongsWithjoyoussongsEachaccentgladlygreet。"
  ChristmasmorningintheoldToryHillMeeting—Housewasfeltbyallofthepersonswhowerepresentinthatparticularyeartobeamostexcitingandmemorableoccasion。
  Theoldsextonquiteoutdidhimself,foralthoughhehadrungthebellformorethanthirtyyears,hehadneverfeltgreaterprideorjoyinhistask。WasnothissonJohnhomeforChristmas,andJohn’swife,andagrandchildnewlynamedNathanielforhimself?
  Weretherenotspareribsandturkeysandcranberriesandmincepiesonthepantryshelves,andbarrelsofrosyBaldwinsinthecellarandbottlesofmother’srootbeerjustwaitingtogiveaholidaypop?Thebellitselfforgotitsageandthesuspicionofacrackthatdulleditsvoiceonadampday,and,inspiredbythebright,frostyair,thesexton’sinspiringpull,andtheChristmasspirit,gaveoutnothingbutjoyoustones。
  Ding—dong!Ding—dong!Itfiredtheambitionsofstarscholarsabouttorecitehymnsandsingsolos。Itthrilledlittlegirlsexpectingdollsbeforenight。Itexcitedbeyondbearingdozensoflittleboysbeingbuttonedintorefractoryovercoats。Ding—dong!
  Ding—dong!Mothers’fingerstrembledwhentheyheardit,andmothers’voicescried:"Ifthatisthesecondbell,thechildrenwillneverbereadyintime!Wherearetheovershoes?Wherearethemittens?Hurry,Jack!Hurry,Jennie!"Ding—dong!Ding—dong!
  "Where’sSally’smuff?Where’sfather’sfurcap?Isthesleighatthedoor?Arethehotsoapstonesin?Haveallofyouyourmoneyforthecontributionbox?"
  Ding—dong!Ding—dong!Itwasablithebell,asweet,truebell,aholybell,andtoJustin,pacinghistavernroom,astoNancy,tremblinginhermaidenchamber,itrangaChristmasmessage:—
  Awake,gladheart!Ariseandsing;
  ItisthebirthdayofthyKing!
  ThecongregationfilledeveryseatintheoldMeeting—House。
  AsMariaSharphadprophesied,therewasoneill—naturedspinsterfromarivalvillagewhodeclaredthatthechurchfloorlookedlikeJoseph’scoatlaidoutsmooth;butinthegeneralchorusofadmiration,approval,andgoodwill,thisenviousspeech,thoughrepeatedfrommouthtomouth,leftnosting。
  Anotheritemofinterestlongrecalledwasthefactthatonthataugustandunapproachabledaythepulpitvasesstooderectandempty,thoughNancyWentworthhadfilledthemeverySundaysinceanyonecouldremember。Thisinstance,thoughfeltatthetimetobeofmysterioussignificanceifthecausewereeverrevealed,paledintonothingnesswhen,aftertheringingofthelastbell,NancyWentworthwalkeduptheaisleonJustinPeabody’sarm,andtheytooktheirseatssidebysideintheoldfamilypew。
  ("Andconsid’ableclose,too,thoughtherewasplentyo’room!")
  ("AndnoonethatIeverheardofsomuchassuspicionedthattheyhadeverkeptcompany!")
  ("Anddoyous’posesheknewJustinwasexpectedbackwhenshescrubbedhispewa—Friday?")
  ("Andthisexplainstheemptypulpitvases!")
  ("AndIalwayssaidthatNancywouldmakearealhandsomecoupleifsheevergotanybodytocouplewith!")
  DuringtheunexpectedandsolemnprocessionofthetwouptheaislethesopranoofthevillagechoirstoppedshortinthemiddleoftheDoxology,andthethreeothervoicescarriedittotheendwithoutanytreble。Also,amongthosepresentthereweresomewhocouldnotrememberafterwardtheprecisepetitionswaftedupwardintheopeningprayer。
  AndcoulditbeexplainedotherwisethanbycheerfullyacknowledgingthebountyofanoverrulingProvidencethatNancyWentworthshouldhavehadanewwinterdressforthefirsttimeinfiveyears——awinterdressofdarkbrownclothtomatchherbeavermuffandvictorine?TheexistenceofthistoilettehadbeenknownanddiscussedinEdgewoodforamonthpast,anditwasthoughttobenothingmorethanapropertokenofrespectfromamemberofthecarpetcommitteetothegeneralmagnificenceofthechurchontheoccasionofitsreopeningafterrepairs。Indeed,youcouldhaveidentifiedeverymemberoftheDorcasSocietythatSundaymorningbythefreshnessofherapparel。Thebrowndress,then,wasgenerallyexpected;butwhythewhitecashmerewaistwithcollarandcuffsofpointlace,devisedonlyandsuitableonlyfortheminister’swedding,whereitfirstsawthelight?
  "Thewhitewaistcanonlybeexplainedasshowingdistincthope!"
  whisperedtheminister’swifeduringthereadingofthechurchnotices。
  "Tomeitshowsmorethanhope;IamverysurethatNancywouldnevertakeanywearoutofthatlaceforhope;itmeanscertainty!"
  answeredMaria,whowasalwaysstronginthepropheticline。
  BysermontimeJustin’sidentityhaddawneduponmostofthecongregation。Astrangertoallbutoneortwoatfirst,hispresenceinthePeabodypewbroughthisfaceandfigureback,littlebylittle,tothemindsoftheoldparishioners。
  Whenthecontributionplatewaspassed,thesextonalwaysbeganattheright—wingpews,asallthesextonsbeforehimhaddoneforahundredyears。EveryeyeinthechurchwasalreadyturneduponJustinandNancy,anditwaswithalmostagaspthatthoseinthevicinitysawatendollarbillfallintheplate。Thesextonreeled,or,ifthatistoointemperateawordforapillarofthechurch,thegoodmantottered,butcaughtholdofthepewrailwithonehand,and,puttingthethumbofhisotheroverthebill,proceededquicklytothenextpew,lestthestrangershouldthinkbetterofhisgift,ordemandchange,ashadoccasionallybeendoneintheoldentime。
  Nancyneverflutteredaneyelash,butsatquietlybyJustin’ssidewithherbosomrisingandfallingunderthebeaverfurandhercoldhandsclaspedtightinthelittlebrownmuff。Farfromgrudgingthisappreciablepartoftheirslenderresources,shethrilledwithpridetoseeJustin’sofferingfallintheplate。
  Justinwastooabsorbedinhisownthoughtstonoticeanything,buthismunificentcontributionhadamostunexpectedeffectuponhisreputation,afterall;foronthatday,andonmanyanotherlaterone,whenhissuddenmarriageanddeparturewithNancyWentworthwereunderdiscussion,theneighbourssaidtooneanother:—
  "JustinmustbemakingmoneyfastoutWest!Heputtendollarsinthecontributionplatea—Sunday,andpaidtheministertenmorenextdayformarryin’himtoNancy;sothePeabodyluckhasturnedatlast!"which,asamatteroffact,ithad。
  "Andallthetime,"saidthechairmanofthecarpetcommitteetothetreasureroftheDorcasSociety——"allthetime,littleassherealizedit,Nancywaslayingthecarpetinherownpew。Nowshe’smarriedtoJustinshe’llbethemakin’ofhim,orImissmyguess。
  Youcan’tdoathingwithmenfolkswithoutthey’rerightalongsidewhereyoucankeepyoureyeandhandon’em。Justin’shandsomeandgoodandstiddy;allheneedissomenicewomantoputstarchintohim。TheEdgewoodPeabodysneverhadamiteo’stiffenin’in’em,—
  —limpasdishrags,everyblessedone!NancyWentworthfairlyrustleswithstarch。Justinhadn’tbeenengagedtoherbutafewhourswhentheywalkeduptheaisletogether,butdidyounoticethewayhecarriedhishead?IdeclareIthought’twouldfalloffbehind!Ishouldn’twonderamitebuttheyprosperedandcomebackeverysummertosetintheoldPeabodyPew。"