PREFACETOTHISEDITION
Thispreface,thoughplacedatthebeginning,asaprefacemustbe,shouldbereadattheendofthebook。
Ihavereceivedalargeamountofcorrespondenceconcerningthissmallwork,andmanyreviewsofit——someofthemnearlyaslongasthebookitself——havebeenprinted。Butscarcelyanyofthecommenthasbeenadverse。Somepeoplehaveobjectedtoafrivolityoftone;butasthetoneisnot,inmyopinion,atallfrivolous,thisobjectiondidnotimpressme;andhadnoweightierreproachbeenputforwardImightalmosthavebeenpersuadedthatthevolumewasflawless!Amoreseriousstricturehas,however,beenoffered——notinthepress,butbysundryobviouslysincerecorrespondents——andImustdealwithit。Areferencetopage43
willshowthatIanticipatedandfearedthisdisapprobation。Thesentenceagainstwhichprotestshavebeenmadeisasfollows:——
"Inthemajorityofinstanceshe[thetypicalman]doesnotpreciselyfeelapassionforhisbusiness;atbesthedoesnotdislikeit。Hebeginshisbusinessfunctionswithsomereluctance,aslateashecan,andheendsthemwithjoy,asearlyashecan。Andhisengines,whileheisengagedinhisbusiness,areseldomattheirfull’h。p。’"
Iamassured,inaccentsofunmistakablesincerity,thattherearemanybusinessmen——notmerelythoseinhighpositionsorwithfineprospects,butmodestsubordinateswithnohopeofeverbeingmuchbetteroff——whodoenjoytheirbusinessfunctions,whodonotshirkthem,whodonotarriveattheofficeaslateaspossibleanddepartasearlyaspossible,who,inaword,putthewholeoftheirforceintotheirday’sworkandaregenuinelyfatiguedattheendthereof。
Iamreadytobelieveit。Idobelieveit。Iknowit。Ialwaysknewit。BothinLondonandintheprovincesithasbeenmylottospendlongyearsinsubordinatesituationsofbusiness;andthefactdidnotescapemethatacertainproportionofmypeersshowedwhatamountedtoanhonestpassionfortheirduties,andthatwhileengagedinthosedutiestheywerereally*living*tothefullestextentofwhichtheywerecapable。ButIremainconvincedthatthesefortunateandhappyindividuals(happierperhapsthantheyguessed)didnotanddonotconstituteamajority,oranythinglikeamajority。Iremainconvincedthatthemajorityofdecentaverageconscientiousmenofbusiness(menwithaspirationsandideals)donotasarulegohomeofanightgenuinelytired。Iremainconvincedthattheyputnotasmuchbutaslittleofthemselvesastheyconscientiouslycanintotheearningofalivelihood,andthattheirvocationboresratherthanintereststhem。
Nevertheless,Iadmitthattheminorityisofsufficientimportancetomeritattention,andthatIoughtnottohaveignoreditsocompletelyasIdiddo。Thewholedifficultyofthehard—workingminoritywasputinasinglecolloquialsentencebyoneofmycorrespondents。Hewrote:"Iamjustaskeenasanyoneondoingsomethingto’exceedmyprogramme,’butallowmetotellyouthatwhenIgethomeatsixthirtyp。m。Iamnotanythinglikesofreshasyouseemtoimagine。"
NowImustpointoutthatthecaseoftheminority,whothrowthemselveswithpassionandgustointotheirdailybusinesstask,isinfinitelylessdeplorablethanthecaseofthemajority,whogohalf—heartedlyandfeeblythroughtheirofficialday。Theformerarelessinneedofadvice"howtolive。"Atanyrateduringtheirofficialdayof,say,eighthourstheyarereallyalive;theirenginesaregivingthefullindicated"h。p。"Theothereightworkinghoursoftheirdaymaybebadlyorganised,orevenfritteredaway;butitislessdisastroustowasteeighthoursadaythansixteenhoursaday;itisbettertohavelivedabitthannevertohavelivedatall。
Therealtragedyisthetragedyofthemanwhoisbracedtoeffortneitherintheofficenoroutofit,andtothismanthisbookisprimarilyaddressed。"But,"saystheotherandmorefortunateman,"althoughmyordinaryprogrammeisbiggerthanhis,Iwanttoexceedmyprogrammetoo!Iamlivingabit;Iwanttolivemore。
ButIreallycan’tdoanotherday’sworkonthetopofmyofficialday。"
Thefactis,I,theauthor,oughttohaveforeseenthatIshouldappealmoststronglytothosewhoalreadyhadaninterestinexistence。Itisalwaysthemanwhohastastedlifewhodemandsmoreofit。Anditisalwaysthemanwhonevergetsoutofbedwhoisthemostdifficulttorouse。
Well,youoftheminority,letusassumethattheintensityofyourdailymoney—gettingwillnotallowyoutocarryoutquiteallthesuggestionsinthefollowingpages。Someofthesuggestionsmayyetstand。Iadmitthatyoumaynotbeabletousethetimespentonthejourneyhomeatnight;butthesuggestionforthejourneytotheofficeinthemorningisaspracticableforyouasforanybody。
Andthatweeklyintervaloffortyhours,fromSaturdaytoMonday,isyoursjustasmuchastheotherman’s,thoughaslightaccumulationoffatiguemaypreventyoufromemployingthewholeofyour"h。p。"uponit。Thereremains,then,theimportantportionofthethreeormoreeveningsaweek。Youtellmeflatlythatyouaretootiredtodoanythingoutsideyourprogrammeatnight。InreplytowhichItellyouflatlythatifyourordinaryday’sworkisthusexhausting,thenthebalanceofyourlifeiswrongandmustbeadjusted。Aman’spowersoughtnottobemonopolisedbyhisordinaryday’swork。What,then,istobedone?
Theobviousthingtodoistocircumventyourardourforyourordinaryday’sworkbyaruse。Employyourenginesinsomethingbeyondtheprogrammebefore,andnotafter,youemploythemontheprogrammeitself。Briefly,getupearlierinthemorning。Yousayyoucannot。Yousayitisimpossibleforyoutogoearliertobedofanight——todosowouldupsettheentirehousehold。Idonotthinkitisquiteimpossibletogotobedearlieratnight。Ithinkthatifyoupersistinrisingearlier,andtheconsequenceisinsufficiencyofsleep,youwillsoonfindawayofgoingtobedearlier。Butmyimpressionisthattheconsequencesofrisingearlierwillnotbeaninsufficiencyofsleep。Myimpression,growingstrongereveryyear,isthatsleepispartlyamatterofhabit——andofslackness。Iamconvincedthatmostpeoplesleepaslongastheydobecausetheyareatalossforanyotherdiversion。HowmuchsleepdoyouthinkisdailyobtainedbythepowerfulhealthymanwhodailyrattlesupyourstreetinchargeofCarterPatterson’svan?Ihaveconsultedadoctoronthispoint。Heisadoctorwhofortwenty—fouryearshashadalargegeneralpracticeinalargeflourishingsuburbofLondon,inhabitedbyexactlysuchpeopleasyouandme。Heisacurtman,andhisanswerwascurt:
"Mostpeoplesleepthemselvesstupid。"
Hewentontogivehisopinionthatninemenoutoftenwouldhavebetterhealthandmorefunoutoflifeiftheyspentlesstimeinbed。
Otherdoctorshaveconfirmedthisjudgment,which,ofcourse,doesnotapplytogrowingyouths。
Riseanhour,anhourandahalf,oreventwohoursearlier;and——ifyoumust——retireearlierwhenyoucan。Inthematterofexceedingprogrammes,youwillaccomplishasmuchinonemorninghourasintwoeveninghours。"But,"yousay,"Icouldn’tbeginwithoutsomefood,andservants。"Surely,mydearsir,inanagewhenanexcellentspirit—lamp(includingasaucepan)canbeboughtforlessthanashilling,youarenotgoingtoallowyourhighestwelfaretodependupontheprecariousimmediateco—operationofafellowcreature!Instructthefellowcreature,whoevershemaybe,atnight。Tellhertoputatrayinasuitablepositionovernight。Onthattraytwobiscuits,acupandsaucer,aboxofmatchesandaspirit—lamp;onthelamp,thesaucepan;onthesaucepan,thelid——
butturnedthewrongwayup;onthereversedlid,thesmallteapot,containingaminutequantityoftealeaves。Youwillthenhavetostrikeamatch——thatisall。Inthreeminutesthewaterboils,andyoupouritintotheteapot(whichisalreadywarm)。Inthreemoreminutestheteaisinfused。Youcanbeginyourdaywhiledrinkingit。Thesedetailsmayseemtrivialtothefoolish,buttothethoughtfultheywillnotseemtrivial。Theproper,wisebalancingofone’swholelifemaydependuponthefeasibilityofacupofteaatanunusualhour。
A。B。
CONTENTS
PREFACE,V
ITHEDAILYMIRACLE,21
IITHEDESIRETOEXCEEDONE’SPROGRAMME,28
IIIPRECAUTIONSBEFOREBEGINNING,35
IVTHECAUSEOFTHETROUBLE,42
VTENNISANDTHEIMMORTALSOUL,49
VIREMEMBERHUMANNATURE,56
VIICONTROLLINGTHEMIND,62
VIIITHEREFLECTIVEMOOD,69
IXINTERESTINTHEARTS,76
XNOTHINGINLIFEISHUMDRUM,83
XISERIOUSREADING,90
XIIDANGERSTOAVOID,97
HOWTOLIVEON
TWENTY—FOURHOURSADAY
I
THEDAILYMIRACLE
"Yes,he’soneofthosementhatdon’tknowhowtomanage。
Goodsituation。Regularincome。Quiteenoughforluxuriesaswellasneeds。Notreallyextravagant。Andyetthefellow’salwaysindifficulties。Somehowhegetsnothingoutofhismoney。Excellentflat——halfempty!Alwayslooksasifhe’dhadthebrokersin。Newsuit——oldhat!Magnificentnecktie——baggytrousers!Asksyoutodinner:cutglass——badmutton,orTurkishcoffee——crackedcup!Hecan’tunderstandit。Explanationsimplyisthathefrittershisincomeaway。WishIhadthehalfofit!I’dshowhim——"
Sowehavemostofuscriticised,atonetimeoranother,inoursuperiorway。
Wearenearlyallchancellorsoftheexchequer:itistheprideofthemoment。Newspapersarefullofarticlesexplaininghowtoliveonsuch—and—suchasum,andthesearticlesprovokeacorrespondencewhoseviolenceprovestheinteresttheyexcite。Recently,inadailyorgan,abattleragedroundthequestionwhetherawomancanexistnicelyinthecountryonL85ayear。Ihaveseenanessay,"Howtoliveoneightshillingsaweek。"ButIhaveneverseenanessay,"Howtoliveontwenty—fourhoursaday。"Yetithasbeensaidthattimeismoney。Thatproverbunderstatesthecase。Timeisagreatdealmorethanmoney。Ifyouhavetimeyoucanobtainmoney——usually。Butthoughyouhavethewealthofacloak—roomattendantattheCarltonHotel,youcannotbuyyourselfaminutemoretimethanIhave,orthecatbythefirehas。
Philosophershaveexplainedspace。Theyhavenotexplainedtime。Itistheinexplicablerawmaterialofeverything。Withit,allispossible;
withoutit,nothing。Thesupplyoftimeistrulyadailymiracle,anaffairgenuinelyastonishingwhenoneexaminesit。Youwakeupinthemorning,andlo!yourpurseismagicallyfilledwithtwenty—fourhoursoftheunmanufacturedtissueoftheuniverseofyourlife!Itisyours。Itisthemostpreciousofpossessions。Ahighlysingularcommodity,showereduponyouinamannerassingularasthecommodityitself!
Forremark!Noonecantakeitfromyou。Itisunstealable。Andnoonereceiveseithermoreorlessthanyoureceive。
Talkaboutanidealdemocracy!Intherealmoftimethereisnoaristocracyofwealth,andnoaristocracyofintellect。Geniusisneverrewardedbyevenanextrahouraday。Andthereisnopunishment。Wasteyourinfinitelypreciouscommodityasmuchasyouwill,andthesupplywillneverbewithheldfromyou。Momysteriouspowerwillsay:——"Thismanisafool,ifnotaknave。Hedoesnotdeservetime;heshallbecutoffatthemeter。"
Itismorecertainthanconsols,andpaymentofincomeisnotaffectedbySundays。Moreover,youcannotdrawonthefuture。Impossibletogetintodebt!Youcanonlywastethepassingmoment。Youcannotwasteto—
morrow;itiskeptforyou。Youcannotwastethenexthour;itiskeptforyou。
Isaidtheaffairwasamiracle。Isitnot?
Youhavetoliveonthistwenty—fourhoursofdailytime。Outofityouhavetospinhealth,pleasure,money,content,respect,andtheevolutionofyourimmortalsoul。Itsrightuse,itsmosteffectiveuse,isamatterofthehighesturgencyandofthemostthrillingactuality。Alldependsonthat。Yourhappiness——theelusiveprizethatyouareallclutchingfor,myfriends!——
dependsonthat。Strangethatthenewspapers,soenterprisingandup—to—
dateastheyare,arenotfullof"Howtoliveonagivenincomeoftime,"
insteadof"Howtoliveonagivenincomeofmoney"!Moneyisfarcommonerthantime。Whenonereflects,oneperceivesthatmoneyisjustaboutthecommonestthingthereis。Itencumberstheearthingrossheaps。
Ifonecan’tcontrivetoliveonacertainincomeofmoney,oneearnsalittlemore——orstealsit,oradvertisesforit。Onedoesn’tnecessarilymuddleone’slifebecauseonecan’tquitemanageonathousandpoundsayear;onebracesthemusclesandmakesitguineas,andbalancesthebudget。Butifonecannotarrangethatanincomeoftwenty—fourhoursadayshallexactlycoverallproperitemsofexpenditure,onedoesmuddleone’slifedefinitely。Thesupplyoftime,thoughgloriouslyregular,iscruellyrestricted。
Whichofuslivesontwenty—fourhoursaday?AndwhenIsay"lives,"
Idonotmeanexists,nor"muddlesthrough。"Whichofusisfreefromthatuneasyfeelingthatthe"greatspendingdepartments"ofhisdailylifearenotmanagedastheyoughttobe?Whichofusisquitesurethathisfinesuitisnotsurmountedbyashamefulhat,orthatinattendingtothecrockeryhehasforgottenthequalityofthefood?Whichofusisnotsayingtohimself——whichofushasnotbeensayingtohimselfallhislife:"IshallalterthatwhenIhavealittlemoretime"?
Wenevershallhaveanymoretime。Wehave,andwehavealwayshad,allthetimethereis。Itistherealisationofthisprofoundandneglectedtruth(which,bytheway,Ihavenotdiscovered)thathasledmetotheminutepracticalexaminationofdailytime—expenditure。
II
THEDESIRETOEXCEEDONE’SPROGRAMME
"But,"someonemayremark,withtheEnglishdisregardofeverythingexceptthepoint,"whatishedrivingatwithhistwenty—fourhoursaday?
Ihavenodifficultyinlivingontwenty—fourhoursaday。IdoallthatI
wanttodo,andstillfindtimetogoinfornewspapercompetitions。Surelyitisasimpleaffair,knowingthatonehasonlytwenty—fourhoursaday,tocontentone’sselfwithtwenty—fourhoursaday!"
Toyou,mydearsir,Ipresentmyexcusesandapologies。YouarepreciselythemanthatIhavebeenwishingtomeetforaboutfortyyears。Willyoukindlysendmeyournameandaddress,andstateyourchargefortellingmehowyoudoit?Insteadofmetalkingtoyou,yououghttobetalkingtome。
Pleasecomeforward。Thatyouexist,Iamconvinced,andthatIhavenotyetencounteredyouismyloss。Meanwhile,untilyouappear,Iwillcontinuetochatwithmycompanionsindistress——thatinnumerablebandofsoulswhoarehaunted,moreorlesspainfully,bythefeelingthattheyearsslipby,andslipby,andslipby,andthattheyhavenotyetbeenabletogettheirlivesintoproperworkingorder。
Ifweanalysethatfeeling,weshallperceiveittobe,primarily,oneofuneasiness,ofexpectation,oflookingforward,ofaspiration。Itisasourceofconstantdiscomfort,foritbehaveslikeaskeletonatthefeastofallourenjoyments。Wegotothetheatreandlaugh;butbetweentheactsitraisesaskinnyfingeratus。Werushviolentlyforthelasttrain,andwhilewearecoolingalongageontheplatformwaitingforthelasttrain,itpromenadesitsbonesupanddownbyoursideandinquires:"Oman,whathastthoudonewiththyyouth?Whatartthoudoingwiththineage?"Youmayurgethatthisfeelingofcontinuouslookingforward,ofaspiration,ispartoflifeitself,andinseparablefromlifeitself。True!
Buttherearedegrees。AmanmaydesiretogotoMecca。HisconsciencetellshimthatheoughttogotoMecca。Hefaresforth,eitherbytheaidofCook’s,orunassisted;hemayprobablyneverreachMecca;hemaydrownbeforehegetstoPortSaid;hemayperishingloriouslyonthecoastoftheRedSea;hisdesiremayremaineternallyfrustrate。Unfulfilledaspirationmayalwaystroublehim。Buthewillnotbetormentedinthesamewayasthemanwho,desiringtoreachMecca,andharriedbythedesiretoreachMecca,neverleavesBrixton。
ItissomethingtohaveleftBrixton。MostofushavenotleftBrixton。WehavenoteventakenacabtoLudgateCircusandinquiredfromCook’sthepriceofaconductedtour。Andourexcusetoourselvesisthatthereareonlytwenty—fourhoursintheday。
Ifwefurtheranalyseourvague,uneasyaspiration,weshall,Ithink,seethatitspringsfromafixedideathatweoughttodosomethinginadditiontothosethingswhichweareloyallyandmorallyobligedtodo。Weareobliged,byvariouscodeswrittenandunwritten,tomaintainourselvesandourfamilies(ifany)inhealthandcomfort,topayourdebts,tosave,toincreaseourprosperitybyincreasingourefficiency。Atasksufficientlydifficult!Ataskwhichveryfewofusachieve!Ataskoftenbeyondourskill!yet,ifwesucceedinit,aswesometimesdo,wearenotsatisfied;theskeletonisstillwithus。
Andevenwhenwerealisetatthetaskisbeyondourskill,thatourpowerscannotcopewithit,wefeelthatweshouldbelessdiscontentedifwegavetoourpowers,alreadyovertaxed,somethingstillfurthertodo。
Andsuchis,indeed,thefact。Thewishtoaccomplishsomethingoutsidetheirformalprogrammeiscommontoallmenwhointhecourseofevolutionhaverisenpastacertainlevel。
Untilaneffortismadetosatisfythatwish,thesenseofuneasywaitingforsomethingtostartwhichhasnotstartedwillremaintodisturbthepeaceofthesoul。Thatwishhasbeencalledbymanynames。Itisoneformoftheuniversaldesireforknowledge。Anditissostrongthatmenwhosewholeliveshavebeengiventothesystematicacquirementofknowledgehavebeendrivenbyittooverstepthelimitsoftheirprogrammeinsearchofstillmoreknowledge。EvenHerbertSpencer,inmyopinionthegreatestmindthateverlived,wasoftenforcedbyitintoagreeablelittlebackwatersofinquiry。
Iimaginethatinthemajorityofpeoplewhoareconsciousofthewishtolive——thatistosay,peoplewhohaveintellectualcuriosity——theaspirationtoexceedformalprogrammestakesaliteraryshape。Theywouldliketoembarkonacourseofreading。DecidedlytheBritishpeoplearebecomingmoreandmoreliterary。ButIwouldpointoutthatliteraturebynomeanscomprisesthewholefieldofknowledge,andthatthedisturbingthirsttoimproveone’sself——toincreaseone’sknowledge——maywellbeslakedquiteapartfromliterature。WiththevariouswaysofslakingIshalldeallater。
HereImerelypointouttothosewhohavenonaturalsympathywithliteraturethatliteratureisnottheonlywell。
III
PRECAUTIONSBEFOREBEGINNING
NowthatIhavesucceeded(ifsucceededIhave)inpersuadingyoutoadmittoyourselfthatyouareconstantlyhauntedbyasuppresseddissatisfactionwithyourownarrangementofyourdailylife;andthattheprimalcauseofthatinconvenientdissatisfactionisthefeelingthatyouareeverydayleavingundonesomethingwhichyouwouldliketodo,andwhich,indeed,youarealwayshopingtodowhenyouhave"moretime";andnowthatIhavedrawnyourattentiontotheglaring,dazzlingtruththatyouneverwillhave"moretime,"sinceyoualreadyhaveallthetimethereis——youexpectmetoletyouintosomewonderfulsecretbywhichyoumayatanyrateapproachtheidealofaperfectarrangementoftheday,andbywhich,therefore,thathaunting,unpleasant,dailydisappointmentofthingsleftundonewillbegotridof!
Ihavefoundnosuchwonderfulsecret。NordoIexpecttofindit,nordoI
expectthatanyoneelsewilleverfindit。Itisundiscovered。Whenyoufirstbegantogathermydrift,perhapstherewasaresurrectionofhopeinyourbreast。Perhapsyousaidtoyourself,"Thismanwillshowmeaneasy,unfatiguingwayofdoingwhatIhavesolonginvainwishedtodo。"Alas,no!Thefactisthatthereisnoeasyway,noroyalroad。ThepathtoMeccaisextremelyhardandstony,andtheworstofitisthatyouneverquitegetthereafterall。
Themostimportantpreliminarytothetaskofarrangingone’slifesothatonemaylivefullyandcomfortablywithinone’sdailybudgetoftwenty—
fourhoursisthecalmrealisationoftheextremedifficultyofthetask,ofthesacrificesandtheendlesseffortwhichitdemands。Icannottoostronglyinsistonthis。
Ifyouimaginethatyouwillbeabletoachieveyouridealbyingeniouslyplanningoutatime—tablewithapenonapieceofpaper,youhadbettergiveuphopeatonce。Ifyouarenotpreparedfordiscouragementsanddisillusions;ifyouwillnotbecontentwithasmallresultforabigeffort,thendonotbegin。Liedownagainandresumetheuneasydozewhichyoucallyourexistence。
Itisverysad,isitnot,verydepressingandsombre?AndyetIthinkitisratherfine,too,thisnecessityforthetensebracingofthewillbeforeanythingworthdoingcanbedone。Iratherlikeitmyself。Ifeelittobethechiefthingthatdifferentiatesmefromthecatbythefire。
"Well,"yousay,"assumethatIambracedforthebattle。AssumethatIhavecarefullyweighedandcomprehendedyourponderousremarks;
howdoIbegin?"Dearsir,yousimplybegin。Thereisnomagicmethodofbeginning。Ifamanstandingontheedgeofaswimming—bathandwantingtojumpintothecoldwatershouldaskyou,"HowdoIbegintojump?"youwouldmerelyreply,"Justjump。Takeholdofyournerves,andjump。"
AsIhavepreviouslysaid,thechiefbeautyabouttheconstantsupplyoftimeisthatyoucannotwasteitinadvance。Thenextyear,thenextday,thenexthourarelyingreadyforyou,asperfect,asunspoilt,asifyouhadneverwastedormisappliedasinglemomentinallyourcareer。Whichfactisverygratifyingandreassuring。Youcanturnoveranewleafeveryhourifyouchoose。Thereforenoobjectisservedinwaitingtillnextweek,orevenuntilto—morrow。Youmayfancythatthewaterwillbewarmernextweek。Itwon’t。Itwillbecolder。
Butbeforeyoubegin,letmemurmurafewwordsofwarninginyourprivateear。
Letmeprincipallywarnyouagainstyourownardour。Ardourinwell—doingisamisleadingandatreacherousthing。Itcriesoutloudlyforemployment;
youcan’tsatisfyitatfirst;itwantsmoreandmore;itiseagertomovemountainsanddivertthecourseofrivers。Itisn’tcontenttillitperspires。
Andthen,toooften,whenitfeelstheperspirationonitsbrow,itweariesallofasuddenanddies,withoutevenputtingitselftothetroubleofsaying,"I’vehadenoughofthis。"
Bewareofundertakingtoomuchatthestart。Becontentwithquitealittle。
Allowforaccidents。Allowforhumannature,especiallyyourown。
Afailureorso,initself,wouldnotmatter,ifitdidnotincuralossofself—
esteemandofself—confidence。Butjustasnothingsucceedslikesuccess,sonothingfailslikefailure。Mostpeoplewhoareruinedareruinedbyattemptingtoomuch。Therefore,insettingoutontheimmenseenterpriseoflivingfullyandcomfortablywithinthenarrowlimitsoftwenty—fourhoursaday,letusavoidatanycosttheriskofanearlyfailure。Iwillnotagreethat,inthisbusinessatanyrate,agloriousfailureisbetterthanapettysuccess。Iamallforthepettysuccess。Agloriousfailureleadstonothing;apettysuccessmayleadtoasuccessthatisnotpetty。
Soletusbegintoexaminethebudgetoftheday’stime。Yousayyourdayisalreadyfulltooverflowing。How?Youactuallyspendinearningyourlivelihood——howmuch?Sevenhours,ontheaverage?Andinactualsleep,seven?Iwilladdtwohours,andbegenerous。AndIwilldefyyoutoaccounttomeonthespurofthemomentfortheothereighthours。
IV
THECAUSEOFTHETROUBLES
Inordertocometogripsatoncewiththequestionoftime—expenditureinallitsactuality,Imustchooseanindividualcaseforexamination。Icanonlydealwithonecase,andthatcasecannotbetheaveragecase,becausethereisnosuchcaseastheaveragecase,justasthereisnosuchmanastheaverageman。Everymanandeveryman’scaseisspecial。
ButifItakethecaseofaLondonerwhoworksinanoffice,whoseofficehoursarefromtentosix,andwhospendsfiftyminutesmorningandnightintravellingbetweenhishousedoorandhisofficedoor,Ishallhavegotasneartotheaverageasfactspermit。Therearemenwhohavetoworklongerforaliving,butthereareotherswhodonothavetoworksolong。
Fortunatelythefinancialsideofexistencedoesnotinterestushere;forourpresentpurposetheclerkatapoundaweekisexactlyaswelloffasthemillionaireinCarltonHouse—terrace。
Nowthegreatandprofoundmistakewhichmytypicalmanmakesinregardtohisdayisamistakeofgeneralattitude,amistakewhichvitiatesandweakenstwo—thirdsofhisenergiesandinterests。Inthemajorityofinstanceshedoesnotpreciselyfeelapassionforhisbusiness;atbesthedoesnotdislikeit。Hebeginshisbusinessfunctionswithreluctance,aslateashecan,andheendsthemwithjoy,asearlyashecan。Andhisengineswhileheisengagedinhisbusinessareseldomattheirfull"h。p。"(IknowthatIshallbeaccusedbyangryreadersoftraducingthecityworker;butIamprettythoroughlyacquaintedwiththeCity,andIsticktowhatIsay。)
Yetinspiteofallthishepersistsinlookinguponthosehoursfromtentosixas"theday,"towhichthetenhoursprecedingthemandthesixhoursfollowingthemarenothingbutaprologueandepilogue。Suchanattitude,unconsciousthoughitbe,ofcoursekillshisinterestintheoddsixteenhours,withtheresultthat,evenifhedoesnotwastethem,hedoesnotcountthem;heregardsthemsimplyasmargin。
Thisgeneralattitudeisutterlyillogicalandunhealthy,sinceitformallygivesthecentralprominencetoapatchoftimeandabunchofactivitieswhichtheman’soneideaisto"getthrough"andhave"donewith。"Ifamanmakestwo—thirdsofhisexistencesubservienttoone—third,forwhichadmittedlyhehasnoabsolutelyfeverishzest,howcanhehopetolivefullyandcompletely?Hecannot。
Ifmytypicalmanwishestolivefullyandcompletelyhemust,inhismind,arrangeadaywithinaday。Andthisinnerday,aChineseboxinalargerChinesebox,mustbeginat6p。m。andendat10a。m。Itisadayofsixteenhours;andduringallthesesixteenhourshehasnothingwhatevertodobutcultivatehisbodyandhissoulandhisfellowmen。Duringthosesixteenhoursheisfree;heisnotawage—earner;heisnotpreoccupiedwithmonetarycares;heisjustasgoodasamanwithaprivateincome。Thismustbehisattitude。Andhisattitudeisallimportant。Hissuccessinlife(muchmoreimportantthantheamountofestateuponwhathisexecutorswillhavetopayestateduty)dependsonit。
What?Yousaythatfullenergygiventothosesixteenhourswilllessenthevalueofthebusinesseight?Notso。Onthecontrary,itwillassuredlyincreasethevalueofthebusinesseight。Oneofthechiefthingswhichmytypicalmanhastolearnisthatthementalfacultiesarecapableofacontinuoushardactivity;theydonottirelikeanarmoraleg。Alltheywantischange——notrest,exceptinsleep。
Ishallnowexaminethetypicalman’scurrentmethodofemployingthesixteenhoursthatareentirelyhis,beginningwithhisuprising。IwillmerelyindicatethingswhichhedoesandwhichIthinkheoughtnottodo,postponingmysuggestionsfor"planting"thetimeswhichIshallhavecleared——asasettlerclearsspacesinaforest。
InjusticetohimImustsaythathewastesverylittletimebeforeheleavesthehouseinthemorningat9。10。Intoomanyhouseshegetsupatnine,breakfastsbetween9。7and9。91/2,andthenbolts。Butimmediatelyhebangsthefrontdoorhismentalfaculties,whicharetireless,becomeidle。Hewalkstothestationinaconditionofmentalcoma。Arrivedthere,heusuallyhastowaitforthetrain。Onhundredsofsuburbanstationseverymorningyouseemencalmlystrollingupanddownplatformswhilerailwaycompaniesunblushinglyrobthemoftime,whichismorethanmoney。Hundredsofthousandsofhoursarethuslosteverydaysimplybecausemytypicalmanthinkssolittleoftimethatithasneveroccurredtohimtotakequiteeasyprecautionsagainsttheriskofitsloss。
Hehasasolidcoinoftimetospendeveryday——callitasovereign。Hemustgetchangeforit,andingettingchangeheiscontenttoloseheavily。
Supposingthatinsellinghimaticketthecompanysaid,"Wewillchangeyouasovereign,butweshallchargeyouthreehalfpencefordoingso,"
whatwouldmytypicalmanexclaim?Yetthatistheequivalentofwhatthecompanydoeswhenitrobshimoffiveminutestwiceaday。
YousayIamdealingwithminutiae。Iam。AndlateronIwilljustifymyself。
Nowwillyoukindlybuyyourpaperandstepintothetrain?
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TENNISANDTHEIMMORTALSOUL
Yougetintothemorningtrainwithyournewspaper,andyoucalmlyandmajesticallygiveyourselfuptoyournewspaper。Youdonothurry。Youknowyouhaveatleasthalfanhourofsecurityinfrontofyou。Asyourglancelingersidlyattheadvertisementsofshippingandofsongsontheouterpages,yourairistheairofaleisuredman,wealthyintime,ofamanfromsomeplanetwherethereareahundredandtwenty—fourhoursadayinsteadoftwenty—four。Iamanimpassionedreaderofnewspapers。
IreadfiveEnglishandtwoFrenchdailies,andthenews—agentsaloneknowhowmanyweeklies,regularly。IamobligedtomentionthispersonalfactlestIshouldbeaccusedofaprejudiceagainstnewspaperswhenIsaythatIobjecttothereadingofnewspapersinthemorningtrain。Newspapersareproducedwithrapidity,tobereadwithrapidity。Thereisnoplaceinmydailyprogrammefornewspapers。IreadthemasImayinoddmoments。
ButIdoreadthem。Theideaofdevotingtothemthirtyorfortyconsecutiveminutesofwonderfulsolitude(fornowherecanonemoreperfectlyimmerseone’sselfinone’sselfthaninacompartmentfullofsilent,withdrawn,smokingmales)istomerepugnant。IcannotpossiblyallowyoutoscatterpricelesspearlsoftimewithsuchOrientallavishness。YouarenottheShahoftime。
LetmerespectfullyremindyouthatyouhavenomoretimethanIhave。Nonewspaperreadingintrains!Ihavealready"putby"aboutthree—quartersofanhourforuse。
Nowyoureachyouroffice。AndIabandonyoutheretillsixo’clock。Iamawarethatyouhavenominallyanhour(ofteninrealityanhourandahalf)
inthemidstoftheday,lessthanhalfofwhichtimeisgiventoeating。ButIwillleaveyouallthattospendasyouchoose。Youmayreadyournewspapersthen。
Imeetyouagainasyouemergefromyouroffice。Youarepaleandtired。
Atanyrate,yourwifesaysyouarepale,andyougivehertounderstandthatyouaretired。Duringthejourneyhomeyouhavebeengraduallyworkingupthetiredfeeling。ThetiredfeelinghangsheavyoverthemightysuburbsofLondonlikeavirtuousandmelancholycloud,particularlyinwinter。Youdon’teatimmediatelyonyourarrivalhome。
Butinaboutanhourorsoyoufeelasifyoucouldsitupandtakealittlenourishment。Andyoudo。Thenyousmoke,seriously;youseefriends;
youpotter;youplaycards;youflirtwithabook;younotethatoldageiscreepingon;youtakeastroll;youcaressthepiano……ByJove!aquarterpasteleven。Youthendevotequitefortyminutestothinkingaboutgoingtobed;anditisconceivablethatyouareacquaintedwithagenuinelygoodwhisky。Atlastyougotobed,exhaustedbytheday’swork。Sixhours,probablymore,havegonesinceyoulefttheoffice——gonelikeadream,gonelikemagic,unaccountablygone!
Thatisafairsamplecase。Butyousay:"It’sallverywellforyoutotalk。
Aman*is*tired。Amanmustseehisfriends。Hecan’talwaysbeonthestretch。"Justso。Butwhenyouarrangetogotothetheatre(especiallywithaprettywoman)whathappens?Yourushtothesuburbs;yousparenotoiltomakeyourselfgloriousinfineraiment;yourushbacktotowninanothertrain;youkeepyourselfonthestretchforfourhours,ifnotfive;
youtakeherhome;youtakeyourselfhome。Youdon’tspendthree—quartersofanhourin"thinkingabout"goingtobed。Yougo。Friendsandfatiguehaveequallybeenforgotten,andtheeveninghasseemedsoexquisitelylong(orperhapstooshort)!Anddoyourememberthattimewhenyouwerepersuadedtosinginthechorusoftheamateuroperaticsociety,andslavedtwohourseveryothernightforthreemonths?Canyoudenythatwhenyouhavesomethingdefinitetolookforwardtoateventide,somethingthatistoemployallyourenergy——thethoughtofthatsomethinggivesaglowandamoreintensevitalitytothewholeday?
WhatIsuggestisthatatsixo’clockyoulookfactsinthefaceandadmitthatyouarenottired(becauseyouarenot,youknow),andthatyouarrangeyoureveningsothatitisnotcutinthemiddlebyameal。Bysodoingyouwillhaveaclearexpanseofatleastthreehours。Idonotsuggestthatyoushouldemploythreehourseverynightofyourlifeinusingupyourmentalenergy。
ButIdosuggestthatyoumight,foracommencement,employanhourandahalfeveryothereveninginsomeimportantandconsecutivecultivationofthemind。Youwillstillbeleftwiththreeeveningsforfriends,bridge,tennis,domesticscenes,oddreading,pipes,gardening,pottering,andprizecompetitions。Youwillstillhavetheterrificwealthofforty—fivehoursbetween2p。m。Saturdayand10a。m。Monday。Ifyoupersevereyouwillsoonwanttopassfourevenings,andperhapsfive,insomesustainedendeavourtobegenuinelyalive。Andyouwillfalloutofthathabitofmutteringtoyourselfat11。15p。m。,"Timetobethinkingaboutgoingtobed。"Themanwhobeginstogotobedfortyminutesbeforeheopenshisbedroomdoorisbored;thatistosay,heisnotliving。
Butremember,atthestart,thoseninetynocturnalminutesthriceaweekmustbethemostimportantminutesinthetenthousandandeighty。Theymustbesacred,quiteassacredasadramaticrehearsaloratennismatch。
Insteadofsaying,"SorryIcan’tseeyou,oldchap,butIhavetorunofftothetennisclub,"youmustsay,"……butIhavetowork。"This,Iadmit,isintenselydifficulttosay。Tennisissomuchmoreurgentthantheimmortalsoul。
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REMEMBERHUMANNATURE
Ihaveincidentallymentionedthevastexpanseofforty—fourhoursbetweenleavingbusinessat2p。m。onSaturdayandreturningtobusinessat10a。m。
onMonday。AndhereImusttouchonthepointwhethertheweekshouldconsistofsixdaysorofseven。Formanyyears——infact,untilIwasapproachingforty——myownweekconsistedofsevendays。Iwasconstantlybeinginformedbyolderandwiserpeoplethatmorework,moregenuineliving,couldbegotoutofsixdaysthanoutofseven。
Anditiscertainlytruethatnow,withonedayinseveninwhichIfollownoprogrammeandmakenoeffortsavewhatthecapriceofthemomentdictates,Iappreciateintenselythemoralvalueofaweeklyrest。Nevertheless,hadI
mylifetoarrangeoveragain,IwoulddoagainasIhavedone。Onlythosewhohavelivedatthefullstretchsevendaysaweekforalongtimecanappreciatethefullbeautyofaregularrecurringidleness。Moreover,Iamageing。Anditisaquestionofage。IncasesofaboundingyouthandexceptionalenergyanddesireforeffortIshouldsayunhesitatingly:Keepgoing,dayin,dayout。