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第2章

  Thechildreninhiscountrywerenottaughttothrowstonesatthosewhoaskedforcompassion。
  Smith’sstrategyovercamehimcompletely。Thewood—lodgepresentedthehorribleaspectofadun—
  geon。Whatwouldbedonetohimnext?……
  NowonderthatAmyFosterappearedtohiseyeswiththeaureoleofanangeloflight。Thegirlhadnotbeenabletosleepforthinkingofthepoorman,andinthemorning,beforetheSmithswereup,sheslippedoutacrossthebackyard。Holdingthedoorofthewood—lodgeajar,shelookedinandextendedtohimhalfaloafofwhitebread——’suchbreadasthericheatinmycountry,’heusedtosay。
  "Atthishegotupslowlyfromamongstallsortsofrubbish,stiff,hungry,trembling,miserable,anddoubtful。’Canyoueatthis?’sheaskedinhersoftandtimidvoice。Hemusthavetakenherfora’graciouslady。’Hedevouredferociously,andtearswerefallingonthecrust。Suddenlyhedroppedthebread,seizedherwrist,andim—
  printedakissonherhand。Shewasnotfright—
  ened。Throughhisforlornconditionshehadobservedthathewasgood—looking。Sheshutthedoorandwalkedbackslowlytothekitchen。
  Muchlateron,shetoldMrs。Smith,whoshud—
  deredatthebareideaofbeingtouchedbythatcreature。
  "Throughthisactofimpulsivepityhewasbroughtbackagainwithinthepaleofhumanrela—
  tionswithhisnewsurroundings。Heneverforgotit——never。
  "ThatverysamemorningoldMr。Swaffer(Smith’snearestneighbour)cameovertogivehisadvice,andendedbycarryinghimoff。Hestood,unsteadyonhislegs,meek,andcakedoverinhalf—
  driedmud,whilethetwomentalkedaroundhiminanincomprehensibletongue。Mrs。Smithhadre—
  fusedtocomedownstairstillthemadmanwasoffthepremises;AmyFoster,farfromwithinthedarkkitchen,watchedthroughtheopenbackdoor;andheobeyedthesignsthatweremadetohimtothebestofhisability。ButSmithwasfullofmistrust。
  ’Mind,sir!Itmaybeallhiscunning,’hecriedrepeatedlyinatoneofwarning。WhenMr。
  Swafferstartedthemare,thedeplorablebeingsit—
  tinghumblybyhisside,throughweakness,nearlyfelloutoverthebackofthehightwo—wheeledcart。
  Swaffertookhimstraighthome。AnditisthenthatIcomeuponthescene。
  "IwascalledinbythesimpleprocessoftheoldmanbeckoningtomewithhisforefingeroverthegateofhishouseasIhappenedtobedrivingpast。
  Igotdown,ofcourse。
  "’I’vegotsomethinghere,’hemumbled,lead—
  ingthewaytoanouthouseatalittledistancefromhisotherfarm—buildings。
  "ItwastherethatIsawhimfirst,inalonglowroomtakenuponthespaceofthatsortofcoach—
  house。Itwasbareandwhitewashed,withasmallsquareapertureglazedwithonecracked,dustypaneatitsfurtherend。Hewaslyingonhisbackuponastrawpallet;theyhadgivenhimacoupleofhorse—blankets,andheseemedtohavespenttheremainderofhisstrengthintheexertionofclean—
  inghimself。Hewasalmostspeechless;hisquickbreathingundertheblanketspulleduptohischin,hisglittering,restlessblackeyesremindedmeofawildbirdcaughtinasnare。WhileIwasexamininghim,oldSwafferstoodsilentlybythedoor,passingthetipsofhisfingersalonghisshavenupperlip。
  Igavesomedirections,promisedtosendabottleofmedicine,andnaturallymadesomeinquiries。
  "’SmithcaughthiminthestackyardatNewBarns,’saidtheoldchapinhisdeliberate,unmovedmanner,andasiftheotherhadbeenindeedasortofwildanimal。’That’showIcamebyhim。
  Quiteacuriosity,isn’the?Nowtellme,doctor——
  you’vebeenallovertheworld——don’tyouthinkthat’sabitofaHindoowe’vegotholdofhere。’
  "Iwasgreatlysurprised。Hislongblackhairscatteredoverthestrawbolstercontrastedwiththeolivepallorofhisface。ItoccurredtomehemightbeaBasque。Itdidn’tnecessarilyfollowthatheshouldunderstandSpanish;butItriedhimwiththefewwordsIknow,andalsowithsomeFrench。
  ThewhisperedsoundsIcaughtbybendingmyeartohislipspuzzledmeutterly。ThatafternoontheyoungladiesfromtheRectory(oneofthemreadGoethewithadictionary,andtheotherhadstrug—
  gledwithDanteforyears),comingtoseeMissSwaffer,triedtheirGermanandItalianonhimfromthedoorway。Theyretreated,justtheleastbitscaredbythefloodofpassionatespeechwhich,turningonhispallet,heletoutatthem。Theyad—
  mittedthatthesoundwaspleasant,soft,musical——
  but,inconjunctionwithhislooksperhaps,itwasstartling——soexcitable,soutterlyunlikeanythingonehadeverheard。Thevillageboysclimbedupthebanktohaveapeepthroughthelittlesquareaperture。EverybodywaswonderingwhatMr。
  Swafferwoulddowithhim。
  "Hesimplykepthim。
  "Swafferwouldbecalledeccentricwerehenotsomuchrespected。TheywilltellyouthatMr。
  Swaffersitsupaslateasteno’clockatnighttoreadbooks,andtheywilltellyoualsothathecanwriteachequefortwohundredpoundswithoutthinkingtwiceaboutit。HehimselfwouldtellyouthattheSwaffershadownedlandbetweenthisandDarnfordforthesethreehundredyears。
  Hemustbeeighty—fiveto—day,buthedoesnotlookabitolderthanwhenIfirstcamehere。Heisagreatbreederofsheep,anddealsextensivelyincat—
  tle。Heattendsmarketdaysformilesaroundineverysortofweather,anddrivessittingbowedlowoverthereins,hislankgreyhaircurlingoverthecollarofhiswarmcoat,andwithagreenplaidrugroundhislegs。Thecalmnessofadvancedagegivesasolemnitytohismanner。Heisclean—
  shaved;hislipsarethinandsensitive;somethingrigidandmonarchalinthesetofhisfeatureslendsacertainelevationtothecharacterofhisface。Hehasbeenknowntodrivemilesintheraintoseeanewkindofroseinsomebody’sgarden,oramon—
  strouscabbagegrownbyacottager。Helovestoheartellofortobeshownsomethingthathecalls’outlandish。’Perhapsitwasjustthatoutlandish—
  nessofthemanwhichinfluencedoldSwaffer。Per—
  hapsitwasonlyaninexplicablecaprice。AllI
  knowisthatattheendofthreeweeksIcaughtsightofSmith’slunaticdigginginSwaffer’skitch—
  engarden。Theyhadfoundouthecoulduseaspade。Hedugbarefooted。
  "Hisblackhairflowedoverhisshoulders。I
  supposeitwasSwafferwhohadgivenhimthestripedoldcottonshirt;butheworestillthena—
  tionalbrownclothtrousers(inwhichhehadbeenwashedashore)fittingtothelegalmostliketights;wasbeltedwithabroadleathernbeltstud—
  dedwithlittlebrassdiscs;andhadneveryetven—
  turedintothevillage。Thelandhelookeduponseemedtohimkeptneatly,likethegroundsroundalandowner’shouse;thesizeofthecart—horsesstruckhimwithastonishment;theroadsresembledgardenwalks,andtheaspectofthepeople,espe—
  ciallyonSundays,spokeofopulence。Hewon—
  deredwhatmadethemsohardheartedandtheirchildrensobold。Hegothisfoodatthebackdoor,carrieditinbothhandscarefullytohisouthouse,and,sittingaloneonhispallet,wouldmakethesignofthecrossbeforehebegan。Besidethesamepal—
  let,kneelingintheearlydarknessoftheshortdays,herecitedaloudtheLord’sPrayerbeforeheslept。
  WheneverhesawoldSwafferhewouldbowwithvenerationfromthewaist,andstanderectwhiletheoldman,withhisfingersoverhisupperlip,sur—
  veyedhimsilently。HebowedalsotoMissSwaffer,whokepthousefrugallyforherfather——abroad—
  shouldered,big—bonedwomanofforty—five,withthepocketofherdressfullofkeys,andagrey,steadyeye。ShewasChurch——aspeoplesaid(whileherfatherwasoneofthetrusteesoftheBaptistChapel)——andworealittlesteelcrossatherwaist。Shedressedseverelyinblack,inmem—
  oryofoneoftheinnumerableBradleysoftheneighbourhood,towhomshehadbeenengagedsometwenty—fiveyearsago——ayoungfarmerwhobrokehisneckouthuntingontheeveofthewed—
  dingday。Shehadtheunmovedcountenanceofthedeaf,spokeveryseldom,andherlips,thinlikeherfather’s,astonishedonesometimesbyamyste—
  riouslyironiccurl。
  "Thesewerethepeopletowhomheowedalle—
  giance,andanoverwhelminglonelinessseemedtofallfromtheleadenskyofthatwinterwithoutsun—
  shine。Allthefacesweresad。Hecouldtalktonoone,andhadnohopeofeverunderstandinganybody。Itwasasifthesehadbeenthefacesofpeoplefromtheotherworld——deadpeople——heusedtotellmeyearsafterwards。Uponmyword,Iwonderhedidnotgomad。Hedidn’tknowwherehewas。Somewhereveryfarfromhismoun—
  tains——somewhereoverthewater。WasthisAmer—
  ica,hewondered?
  "Ifithadn’tbeenforthesteelcrossatMissSwaffer’sbelthewouldnot,heconfessed,haveknownwhetherhewasinaChristiancountryatall。Heusedtocaststealthyglancesatit,andfeelcomforted。Therewasnothingherethesameasinhiscountry!Theearthandthewaterwerediffer—
  ent;therewerenoimagesoftheRedeemerbytheroadside。Theverygrasswasdifferent,andthetrees。AllthetreesbutthethreeoldNorwaypinesonthebitoflawnbeforeSwaffer’shouse,andtheseremindedhimofhiscountry。Hehadbeendetectedonce,afterdusk,withhisforeheadagainstthetrunkofoneofthem,sobbing,andtalkingtohimself。Theyhadbeenlikebrotherstohimatthattime,heaffirmed。Everythingelsewasstrange。
  Conceiveyouthekindofanexistenceovershad—
  owed,oppressed,bytheeverydaymaterialappear—
  ances,asifbythevisionsofanightmare。Atnight,whenhecouldnotsleep,hekeptonthinkingofthegirlwhogavehimthefirstpieceofbreadhehadeateninthisforeignland。Shehadbeenneitherfiercenorangry,norfrightened。Herfaceherememberedastheonlycomprehensiblefaceamongstallthesefacesthatwereasclosed,asmys—
  terious,andasmuteasthefacesofthedeadwhoarepossessedofaknowledgebeyondthecompre—
  hensionoftheliving。Iwonderwhetherthemem—
  oryofhercompassionpreventedhimfromcuttinghisthroat。Butthere!IsupposeIamanoldsen—
  timentalist,andforgettheinstinctiveloveoflifewhichittakesallthestrengthofanuncommonde—
  spairtoovercome。
  "HedidtheworkwhichwasgivenhimwithanintelligencewhichsurprisedoldSwaffer。By—and—
  byitwasdiscoveredthathecouldhelpattheploughing,couldmilkthecows,feedthebullocksinthecattle—yard,andwasofsomeusewiththesheep。Hebegantopickupwords,too,veryfast;
  andsuddenly,onefinemorninginspring,heres—
  cuedfromanuntimelydeathagrand—childofoldSwaffer。
  "Swaffer’syoungerdaughterismarriedtoWillcox,asolicitorandtheTownClerkofCole—
  brook。Regularlytwiceayeartheycometostaywiththeoldmanforafewdays。Theironlychild,alittlegirlnotthreeyearsoldatthetime,ranoutofthehousealoneinherlittlewhitepinafore,and,toddlingacrossthegrassofaterracedgarden,pitchedherselfoveralowwallheadfirstintothehorsepondintheyardbelow。
  "Ourmanwasoutwiththewaggonerandtheploughinthefieldnearesttothehouse,andashewasleadingtheteamroundtobeginafreshfur—
  row,hesaw,throughthegapofthegate,whatforanybodyelsewouldhavebeenamereflutterofsomethingwhite。Buthehadstraight—glancing,quick,far—reachingeyes,thatonlyseemedtoflinchandlosetheiramazingpowerbeforetheimmensityofthesea。Hewasbarefooted,andlookingasout—
  landishastheheartofSwaffercoulddesire。Leav—
  ingthehorsesontheturn,totheinexpressibledis—
  ustofthewaggonerheboundedoff,goingovertheploughedgroundinlongleaps,andsuddenlyappearedbeforethemother,thrustthechildintoherarms,andstrodeaway。
  "Thepondwasnotverydeep;butstill,ifhehadnothadsuchgoodeyes,thechildwouldhaveperished——miserablysuffocatedinthefootorsoofstickymudatthebottom。OldSwafferwalkedoutslowlyintothefield,waitedtilltheploughcameovertohisside,hadagoodlookathim,andwith—
  outsayingawordwentbacktothehouse。Butfromthattimetheylaidouthismealsonthekitch—
  entable;andatfirst,MissSwaffer,allinblackandwithaninscrutableface,wouldcomeandstandinthedoorwayoftheliving—roomtoseehimmakeabigsignofthecrossbeforehefellto。Ibelievethatfromthatday,too,Swafferbegantopayhimreg—
  ularwages。
  "Ican’tfollowstepbystephisdevelopment。
  Hecuthishairshort,wasseeninthevillageandalongtheroadgoingtoandfrotohisworklikeanyotherman。Childrenceasedtoshoutafterhim。
  Hebecameawareofsocialdifferences,butre—
  mainedforalongtimesurprisedatthebarepov—
  ertyofthechurchesamongsomuchwealth。Hecouldn’tunderstandeitherwhytheywerekeptshutuponweekdays。Therewasnothingtostealinthem。Wasittokeeppeoplefromprayingtoooften?Therectorytookmuchnoticeofhimaboutthattime,andIbelievetheyoungladiesattemptedtopreparethegroundforhisconversion。Theycouldnot,however,breakhimofhishabitofcross—
  inghimself,buthewentsofarastotakeoffthestringwithacoupleofbrassmedalsthesizeofasixpence,atinymetalcross,andasquaresortofscapularywhichheworeroundhisneck。Hehungthemonthewallbythesideofhisbed,andhewasstilltobeheardeveryeveningrecitingtheLord’sPrayer,inincomprehensiblewordsandinaslow,ferventtone,ashehadheardhisoldfatherdoattheheadofallthekneelingfamily,bigandlittle,oneveryeveningofhislife。Andthoughheworecorduroysatwork,andaslop—madepepper—and—
  saltsuitonSundays,strangerswouldturnroundtolookafterhimontheroad。Hisforeignnesshadapeculiarandindeliblestamp。Atlastpeoplebe—
  cameusedtoseehim。Buttheyneverbecameusedtohim。Hisrapid,skimmingwalk;hisswarthycomplexion;hishatcockedontheleftear;hishab—
  it,onwarmevenings,ofwearinghiscoatoveroneshoulder,likeahussar’sdolman;hismannerofleapingoverthestiles,notasafeatofagility,butintheordinarycourseofprogression——allthesepeculiaritieswere,asonemaysay,somanycausesofscornandoffencetotheinhabitantsofthevil—
  lage。Theywouldn’tintheirdinnerhourlieflatontheirbacksonthegrasstostareatthesky。
  Neitherdidtheygoaboutthefieldsscreamingdis—
  maltunes。ManytimeshaveIheardhishigh—
  pitchedvoicefrombehindtheridgeofsomeslop—
  ingsheep—walk,avoicelightandsoaring,likealark’s,butwithamelancholyhumannote,overourfieldsthathearonlythesongofbirds。AndI
  shouldbestartledmyself。Ah!Hewasdifferent:
  innocentofheart,andfullofgoodwill,whichno—
  bodywanted,thiscastaway,that,likeamantrans—
  plantedintoanotherplanet,wasseparatedbyanimmensespacefromhispastandbyanimmenseignorancefromhisfuture。Hisquick,ferventut—
  terancepositivelyshockedeverybody。’Anexcit—
  abledevil,’theycalledhim。Oneevening,inthetap—roomoftheCoachandHorses(havingdrunksomewhisky),heupsetthemallbysingingalovesongofhiscountry。Theyhootedhimdown,andhewaspained;butPreble,thelamewheelwright,andVincent,thefatblacksmith,andtheothernota—
  blestoo,wantedtodrinktheireveningbeerinpeace。Onanotheroccasionhetriedtoshowthemhowtodance。Thedustroseincloudsfromthesandedfloor;heleapedstraightupamongstthedealtables,struckhisheelstogether,squattedononeheelinfrontofoldPreble,shootingouttheotherleg,utteredwildandexultingcries,jumpeduptowhirlononefoot,snappinghisfingersabovehishead——andastrangecarterwhowashavingadrinkintherebegantoswear,andclearedoutwithhishalf—pintinhishandintothebar。Butwhensud—
  denlyhespranguponatableandcontinuedtodanceamongtheglasses,thelandlordinterfered。
  Hedidn’twantany’acrobattricksinthetap—
  room。’Theylaidtheirhandsonhim。Havinghadaglassortwo,Mr。Swaffer’sforeignertriedtoexpostulate:wasejectedforcibly:gotablackeye。
  "Ibelievehefeltthehostilityofhishumansur—
  roundings。Buthewastough——toughinspirit,too,aswellasinbody。Onlythememoryoftheseafrightenedhim,withthatvagueterrorthatisleftbyabaddream。Hishomewasfaraway;andhedidnotwantnowtogotoAmerica。Ihadoftenexplainedtohimthatthereisnoplaceonearthwheretruegoldcanbefoundlyingreadyandtobegotforthetroubleofthepickingup。Howthen,heasked,couldheeverreturnhomewithemptyhandswhentherehadbeensoldacow,twoponies,andabitoflandtopayforhisgoing?Hiseyeswouldfillwithtears,and,avertingthemfromtheimmenseshimmerofthesea,hewouldthrowhim—
  selffacedownonthegrass。Butsometimes,cock—
  inghishatwithalittleconqueringair,hewoulddefymywisdom。Hehadfoundhisbitoftruegold。ThatwasAmyFoster’sheart;whichwas’agoldenheart,andsofttopeople’smisery,’hewouldsayintheaccentsofoverwhelmingconvic—
  tion。
  "HewascalledYanko。HehadexplainedthatthismeantlittleJohn;butashewouldalsorepeatveryoftenthathewasamountaineer(somewordsoundinginthedialectofhiscountrylikeGoorall)
  hegotitforhissurname。Andthisistheonlytraceofhimthatthesucceedingagesmayfindinthemarriageregisteroftheparish。Thereitstands——YankoGoorall——intherector’shandwrit—
  ing。Thecrookedcrossmadebythecastaway,acrosswhosetracingnodoubtseemedtohimthemostsolemnpartofthewholeceremony,isallthatremainsnowtoperpetuatethememoryofhisname。
  "Hiscourtshiphadlastedsometime——eversincehegothisprecariousfootinginthecommunity。ItbeganbyhisbuyingforAmyFosteragreensatinribboninDarnford。Thiswaswhatyoudidinhiscountry。YouboughtaribbonataJew’sstallonafair—day。Idon’tsupposethegirlknewwhattodowithit,butheseemedtothinkthathishonoura—
  bleintentionscouldnotbemistaken。
  "ItwasonlywhenhedeclaredhispurposetogetmarriedthatIfullyunderstoodhow,forahun—
  dredfutileandinappreciablereasons,how——shallIsayodious?——hewastoallthecountryside。
  Everyoldwomaninthevillagewasupinarms。
  Smith,cominguponhimnearthefarm,promisedtobreakhisheadforhimifhefoundhimaboutagain。Buthetwistedhislittleblackmoustachewithsuchabellicoseairandrolledsuchbig,blackfierceeyesatSmiththatthispromisecametonoth—
  ing。Smith,however,toldthegirlthatshemustbemadtotakeupwithamanwhowassurelywronginhishead。Allthesame,whensheheardhiminthegloamingwhistlefrombeyondtheorchardacoupleofbarsofaweirdandmournfultune,shewoulddropwhatevershehadinherhand——shewouldleaveMrs。Smithinthemiddleofasentence——andshewouldrunouttohiscall。Mrs。Smithcalledherashamelesshussy。Sheanswerednoth—
  ing。Shesaidnothingatalltoanybody,andwentonherwayasifshehadbeendeaf。SheandIaloneallintheland,Ifancy,couldseehisveryrealbeauty。Hewasverygood—looking,andmostgracefulinhisbearing,withthatsomethingwildasofawoodlandcreatureinhisaspect。Hermoth—
  ermoanedoverherdismallywheneverthegirlcametoseeheronherdayout。Thefatherwassurly,butpretendednottoknow;andMrs。Finnoncetoldherplainlythat’thisman,mydear,willdoyousomeharmsomedayyet。’Andsoitwenton。
  Theycouldbeseenontheroads,shetrampingstol—
  idlyinherfinery——greydress,blackfeather,stoutboots,prominentwhitecottonglovesthatcaughtyoureyeahundredyardsaway;andhe,hiscoatslungpicturesquelyoveroneshoulder,pacingbyherside,gallantofbearingandcastingtenderglancesuponthegirlwiththegoldenheart。I
  wonderwhetherhesawhowplainshewas。Perhapsamongtypessodifferentfromwhathehadeverseen,hehadnotthepowertojudge;orperhapshewasseducedbythedivinequalityofherpity。
  "Yankowasingreattroublemeantime。Inhiscountryyougetanoldmanforanambassadorinmarriageaffairs。Hedidnotknowhowtopro—
  ceed。However,onedayinthemidstofsheepinafield(hewasnowSwaffer’sunder—shepherdwithFoster)hetookoffhishattothefatherandde—
  claredhimselfhumbly。’Idaresayshe’sfoolenoughtomarryyou,’wasallFostersaid。’Andthen,’heusedtorelate,’heputshishatonhishead,looksblackatmeasifhewantedtocutmythroat,whistlesthedog,andoffhegoes,leavingmetodothework。’TheFosters,ofcourse,didn’tliketolosethewagesthegirlearned:Amyusedtogiveallhermoneytohermother。ButtherewasinFosteraverygenuineaversiontothatmatch。Hecon—
  tendedthatthefellowwasverygoodwithsheep,butwasnotfitforanygirltomarry。Foronething,heusedtogoalongthehedgesmutteringtohimselflikeadam’fool;andthen,theseforeign—
  ersbehaveveryqueerlytowomensometimes。Andperhapshewouldwanttocarryheroffsomewhere——orrunoffhimself。Itwasnotsafe。Hepreachedittohisdaughterthatthefellowmightill—useherinsomeway。Shemadenoanswer。Itwas,theysaidinthevillage,asifthemanhaddonesomethingtoher。Peoplediscussedthematter。Itwasquiteanexcitement,andthetwowenton’walkingout’togetherinthefaceofopposition。
  Thensomethingunexpectedhappened。
  "Idon’tknowwhetheroldSwaffereverunder—
  stoodhowmuchhewasregardedinthelightofafatherbyhisforeignretainer。Anywaytherela—
  tionwascuriouslyfeudal。SowhenYankoaskedformallyforaninterview——’andtheMisstoo’(hecalledthesevere,deafMissSwaffersimplyMiss)
  ——itwastoobtaintheirpermissiontomarry。
  Swafferheardhimunmoved,dismissedhimbyanod,andthenshoutedtheintelligenceintoMissSwaffer’sbestear。Sheshowednosurprise,andonlyremarkedgrimly,inaveiledblankvoice,’Hecertainlywon’tgetanyothergirltomarryhim。’
  "ItisMissSwafferwhohasallthecreditofthemunificence:butinaveryfewdaysitcameoutthatMr。SwafferhadpresentedYankowithacot—
  tage(thecottageyou’veseenthismorning)andsomethinglikeanacreofground——hadmadeitovertohiminabsoluteproperty。Willcoxexpe—
  ditedthedeed,andIrememberhimtellingmehehadagreatpleasureinmakingitready。Itre—
  cited:’Inconsiderationofsavingthelifeofmybelovedgrandchild,BerthaWillcox。’
  "Ofcourse,afterthatnopoweronearthcouldpreventthemfromgettingmarried。
  "Herinfatuationendured。Peoplesawhergo—
  ingouttomeethimintheevening。Shestaredwithunblinking,fascinatedeyesuptheroadwherehewasexpectedtoappear,walkingfreely,withaswingfromthehip,andhummingoneofthelove—
  tunesofhiscountry。Whentheboywasborn,hegotelevatedatthe’CoachandHorses,’essayedagainasongandadance,andwasagainejected。
  PeopleexpressedtheircommiserationforawomanmarriedtothatJack—in—the—box。Hedidn’tcare。
  Therewasamannow(hetoldmeboastfully)towhomhecouldsingandtalkinthelanguageofhiscountry,andshowhowtodanceby—and—by。
  "ButIdon’tknow。Tomeheappearedtohavegrownlessspringyofstep,heavierinbody,lesskeenofeye。Imagination,nodoubt;butitseemstomenowasifthenetoffatehadbeendrawncloserroundhimalready。
  "OnedayImethimonthefootpathovertheTalfourdHill。Hetoldmethat’womenwerefun—
  ny。’Ihadheardalreadyofdomesticdifferences。
  PeopleweresayingthatAmyFosterwasbegin—
  ningtofindoutwhatsortofmanshehadmarried。
  Helookedupontheseawithindifferent,unseeingeyes。Hiswifehadsnatchedthechildoutofhisarmsonedayashesatonthedoorstepcrooningtoitasongsuchasthemotherssingtobabiesinhismountains。Sheseemedtothinkhewasdoingitsomeharm。Womenarefunny。Andshehadob—
  jectedtohimprayingaloudintheevening。Why?
  Heexpectedtheboytorepeattheprayeraloudafterhimby—and—by,asheusedtodoafterhisoldfatherwhenhewasachild——inhisowncountry。
  AndIdiscoveredhelongedfortheirboytogrowupsothathecouldhaveamantotalkwithinthatlanguagethattoourearssoundedsodisturbing,sopassionate,andsobizarre。Whyhiswifeshoulddisliketheideahecouldn’ttell。Butthatwouldpass,hesaid。Andtiltinghisheadknow—
  ingly,hetappedhisbreastbonetoindicatethatshehadagoodheart:nothard,notfierce,opentocom—
  passion,charitabletothepoor!
  "Iwalkedawaythoughtfully;Iwonderedwhetherhisdifference,hisstrangeness,werenotpenetratingwithrepulsionthatdullnaturetheyhadbegunbyirresistiblyattracting。Iwon—
  dered……"
  TheDoctorcametothewindowandlookedoutatthefrigidsplendourofthesea,immenseinthehaze,asifenclosingalltheearthwithalltheheartslostamongthepassionsofloveandfear。
  "Physiologically,now,"hesaid,turningawayabruptly,"itwaspossible。Itwaspossible。"
  Heremainedsilent。Thenwenton——
  "Atallevents,thenexttimeIsawhimhewasill——lungtrouble。Hewastough,butIdaresayhewasnotacclimatisedaswellasIhadsupposed。Itwasabadwinter;and,ofcourse,thesemountain—
  eersdogetfitsofhomesickness;andastateofde—
  pressionwouldmakehimvulnerable。Hewaslyinghalfdressedonacouchdownstairs。
  "Atablecoveredwithadarkoilclothtookupallthemiddleofthelittleroom。Therewasawickercradleonthefloor,akettlespoutingsteamonthehob,andsomechild’slinenlaydryingonthefender。Theroomwaswarm,butthedooropensrightintothegarden,asyounoticedperhaps。
  "Hewasveryfeverish,andkeptonmutteringtohimself。Shesatonachairandlookedathimfixedlyacrossthetablewithherbrown,blurredeyes。’Whydon’tyouhavehimupstairs?’I
  asked。Withastartandaconfusedstammershesaid,’Oh!ah!Icouldn’tsitwithhimupstairs,Sir。’
  "Igavehercertaindirections;andgoingout—
  side,Isaidagainthatheoughttobeinbedup—
  stairs。Shewrungherhands。’Icouldn’t。I
  couldn’t。Hekeepsonsayingsomething——Idon’tknowwhat。’Withthememoryofallthetalkagainstthemanthathadbeendinnedintoherears,Ilookedathernarrowly。Ilookedintohershort—
  sightedeyes,atherdumbeyesthatonceinherlifehadseenanenticingshape,butseemed,staringatme,toseenothingatallnow。ButIsawshewasuneasy。
  "’What’sthematterwithhim?’sheaskedinasortofvacanttrepidation。’Hedoesn’tlookveryill。Ineverdidseeanybodylooklikethisbe—
  fore……’
  "’Doyouthink,’Iaskedindignantly,’heisshamming?’
  "’Ican’thelpit,sir,’shesaidstolidly。Andsuddenlysheclappedherhandsandlookedrightandleft。’Andthere’sthebaby。Iamsofright—
  ened。Hewantedmejustnowtogivehimthebaby。Ican’tunderstandwhathesaystoit。’
  "’Can’tyouaskaneighbourtocomeinto—
  night?’Iasked。
  "’Please,sir,nobodyseemstocaretocome,’shemuttered,dullyresignedallatonce。
  "Iimpresseduponherthenecessityofthegreatestcare,andthenhadtogo。Therewasagooddealofsicknessthatwinter。’Oh,Ihopehewon’ttalk!’sheexclaimedsoftlyjustasIwasgo—
  ingaway。
  "Idon’tknowhowitisIdidnotsee——butI
  didn’t。Andyet,turninginmytrap,Isawherlingeringbeforethedoor,verystill,andasifmed—
  itatingaflightupthemiryroad。
  "Towardsthenighthisfeverincreased。
  "Hetossed,moaned,andnowandthenmutteredacomplaint。Andshesatwiththetablebetweenherandthecouch,watchingeverymovementandeverysound,withtheterror,theunreasonableter—
  ror,ofthatmanshecouldnotunderstandcreepingoverher。Shehaddrawnthewickercradleclosetoherfeet。Therewasnothinginhernowbutthematernalinstinctandthatunaccountablefear。
  "Suddenlycomingtohimself,parched,hede—
  mandedadrinkofwater。Shedidnotmove。Shehadnotunderstood,thoughhemayhavethoughthewasspeakinginEnglish。Hewaited,lookingather,burningwithfever,amazedathersilenceandimmobility,andthenheshoutedimpatiently,’Water!Givemewater!’
  "Shejumpedtoherfeet,snatchedupthechild,andstoodstill。Hespoketoher,andhispassion—
  ateremonstrancesonlyincreasedherfearofthatstrangeman。Ibelievehespoketoherforalongtime,entreating,wondering,pleading,ordering,I
  suppose。Shesayssheboreitaslongasshecould。
  Andthenagustofragecameoverhim。
  "Hesatupandcalledoutterriblyoneword——
  someword。Thenhegotupasthoughhehadn’tbeenillatall,shesays。Andasinfevereddismay,indignation,andwonderhetriedtogettoherroundthetable,shesimplyopenedthedoorandranoutwiththechildinherarms。Sheheardhimcalltwiceafterherdowntheroadinaterriblevoice——
  andfled……Ah!butyoushouldhaveseenstir—
  ringbehindthedull,blurredglanceoftheseeyesthespectreofthefearwhichhadhuntedheronthatnightthreemilesandahalftothedoorofFos—
  ter’scottage!Ididthenextday。
  "AnditwasIwhofoundhimlyingfacedownandhisbodyinapuddle,justoutsidethelittlewicket—gate。
  "Ihadbeencalledoutthatnighttoanurgentcaseinthevillage,andonmywayhomeatday—
  breakpassedbythecottage。Thedoorstoodopen。
  Mymanhelpedmetocarryhimin。Welaidhimonthecouch。Thelampsmoked,thefirewasout,thechillofthestormynightoozedfromthecheer—
  lessyellowpaperonthewall。’Amy!’Icalledaloud,andmyvoiceseemedtoloseitselfintheemptinessofthistinyhouseasifIhadcriedinadesert。Heopenedhiseyes。’Gone!’hesaiddis—
  tinctly。’Ihadonlyaskedforwater——onlyforalittlewater……’
  "Hewasmuddy。Icoveredhimupandstoodwaitinginsilence,catchingapainfullygaspedwordnowandthen。Theywerenolongerinhisownlanguage。Thefeverhadlefthim,takingwithittheheatoflife。Andwithhispantingbreastandlustrouseyesheremindedmeagainofawildcreatureunderthenet;ofabirdcaughtinasnare。Shehadlefthim。Shehadlefthim——sick——helpless——thirsty。Thespearofthehunterhadenteredhisverysoul。’Why?’hecriedinthepen—
  etratingandindignantvoiceofamancallingtoaresponsibleMaker。Agustofwindandaswishofrainanswered。
  "AndasIturnedawaytoshutthedoorhepro—
  nouncedtheword’Merciful!’andexpired。
  "EventuallyIcertifiedheart—failureastheim—
  mediatecauseofdeath。Hisheartmusthavein—
  deedfailedhim,orelsehemighthavestoodthisnightofstormandexposure,too。Iclosedhiseyesanddroveaway。NotveryfarfromthecottageI
  metFosterwalkingsturdilybetweenthedrippinghedgeswithhiscollieathisheels。
  "’Doyouknowwhereyourdaughteris?’I
  asked。
  "’Don’tI!’hecried。’Iamgoingtotalktohimabit。Frighteningapoorwomanlikethis。’
  "’Hewon’tfrightenheranymore,’Isaid。
  ’Heisdead。’
  "Hestruckwithhisstickatthemud。
  "’Andthere’sthechild。’
  "Then,afterthinkingdeeplyforawhile——
  "’Idon’tknowthatitisn’tforthebest。’
  "That’swhathesaid。Andshesaysnothingatallnow。Notawordofhim。Never。Ishisim—
  ageasutterlygonefromhermindashislitheandstridingfigure,hiscarollingvoicearegonefromourfields?Heisnolongerbeforehereyestoex—
  citeherimaginationintoapassionofloveorfear;
  andhismemoryseemstohavevanishedfromherdullbrainasashadowpassesawayuponawhitescreen。ShelivesinthecottageandworksforMissSwaffer。SheisAmyFosterforeverybody,andthechildis’AmyFoster’sboy。’ShecallshimJohnny——whichmeansLittleJohn。
  "Itisimpossibletosaywhetherthisnamere—
  callsanythingtoher。Doessheeverthinkofthepast?Ihaveseenherhangingovertheboy’scotinaverypassionofmaternaltenderness。Thelit—
  tlefellowwaslyingonhisback,alittlefrightenedatme,butverystill,withhisbigblackeyes,withhisflutteredairofabirdinasnare。AndlookingathimIseemedtoseeagaintheotherone——thefather,castoutmysteriouslybytheseatoperishinthesupremedisasteroflonelinessanddespair。"