Thedoctor,whowasfetchedthatsamenight,bledhimandsaidthattheprincehadhadseizureaparalyzinghisrightside。
ItwasbecomingmoreandmoredangeroustoremainatBaldHills,andnextdaytheymovedtheprincetoBogucharovo,thedoctoraccompanyinghim。
BythetimetheyreachedBogucharovo,DessallesandthelittleprincehadalreadyleftforMoscow。
ForthreeweekstheoldprincelaystrickenbyparalysisinthenewhousePrinceAndrewhadbuiltatBogucharovo,everinthesamestate,gettingneitherbetternorworse。Hewasunconsciousandlaylikeadistortedcorpse。Hemutteredunceasingly,hiseyebrowsandlipstwitching,anditwasimpossibletotellwhetherheunderstoodwhatwasgoingonaroundhimornot。Onethingwascertain—thathewassufferingandwishedtosaysomething。Butwhatitwas,noonecouldtell:itmightbesomecapriceofasickandhalf—crazyman,oritmightrelatetopublicaffairs,orpossiblytofamilyconcerns。
Thedoctorsaidthisrestlessnessdidnotmeananythingandwasduetophysicalcauses;butPrincessMarythoughthewishedtotellhersomething,andthefactthatherpresencealwaysincreasedhisrestlessnessconfirmedheropinion。
Hewasevidentlysufferingbothphysicallyandmentally。Therewasnohopeofrecovery。Itwasimpossibleforhimtotravel,itwouldnotdotolethimdieontheroad。"Woulditnotbebetteriftheenddidcome,theveryend?"PrincessMarysometimesthought。Nightandday,hardlysleepingatall,shewatchedhimand,terribletosay,oftenwatchedhimnotwithhopeoffindingsignsofimprovementbutwishingtofindsymptomsoftheapproachoftheend。
Strangeasitwastohertoacknowledgethisfeelinginherself,yetthereitwas。Andwhatseemedstillmoreterribletoherwasthatsinceherfather’sillnessbeganperhapsevensooner,whenshestayedwithhimexpectingsomethingtohappen,allthepersonaldesiresandhopesthathadbeenforgottenorsleepingwithinherhadawakened。
Thoughtsthathadnotenteredhermindforyears—thoughtsofalifefreefromthefearofherfather,andeventhepossibilityofloveandoffamilyhappiness—floatedcontinuallyinherimaginationliketemptationsofthedevil。Thrustthemasideasshewould,questionscontinuallyrecurredtoherastohowshewouldorderherlifenow,afterthat。TheseweretemptationsofthedevilandPrincessMaryknewit。Sheknewthatthesoleweaponagainsthimwasprayer,andshetriedtopray。Sheassumedanattitudeofprayer,lookedattheicons,repeatedthewordsofaprayer,butshecouldnotpray。Shefeltthatadifferentworldhadnowtakenpossessionofher—thelifeofaworldofstrenuousandfreeactivity,quiteopposedtothespiritualworldinwhichtillnowshehadbeenconfinedandinwhichhergreatestcomforthadbeenprayer。Shecouldnotpray,couldnotweep,andworldlycarestookpossessionofher。
ItwasbecomingdangeroustoremaininBogucharovo。NewsoftheapproachoftheFrenchcamefromallsides,andinonevillage,tenmilesfromBogucharovo,ahomesteadhadbeenlootedbyFrenchmarauders。
Thedoctorinsistedonthenecessityofmovingtheprince;theprovincialMarshaloftheNobilitysentanofficialtoPrincessMarytopersuadehertogetawayasquicklyaspossible,andtheheadoftheruralpolicehavingcometoBogucharovourgedthesamething,sayingthattheFrenchwereonlysometwenty—fivemilesaway,thatFrenchproclamationswerecirculatinginthevillages,andthatiftheprincessdidnottakeherfatherawaybeforethefifteenth,hecouldnotanswerfortheconsequences。
Theprincessdecidedtoleaveonthefifteenth。Thecaresofpreparationandgivingorders,forwhicheveryonecametoher,occupiedherallday。Shespentthenightofthefourteenthasusual,withoutundressing,intheroomnexttotheonewheretheprincelay。Severaltimes,wakingup,sheheardhisgroansandmuttering,thecreakofhisbed,andthestepsofTikhonandthedoctorwhentheyturnedhimover。Severaltimesshelistenedatthedoor,anditseemedtoherthathismutteringswerelouderthanusualandthattheyturnedhimoveroftener。Shecouldnotsleepandseveraltimeswenttothedoorandlistened,wishingtoenterbutnotdecidingtodoso。Thoughhedidnotspeak,PrincessMarysawandknewhowunpleasanteverysignofanxietyonhisaccountwastohim。Shehadnoticedwithwhatdissatisfactionheturnedfromthelookshesometimesinvoluntarilyfixedonhim。Sheknewthathergoinginduringthenightatanunusualhourwouldirritatehim。
Butneverhadshefeltsogrievedforhimorsomuchafraidoflosinghim。Sherecalledallherlifewithhimandineverywordandactofhisfoundanexpressionofhisloveofher。Occasionallyamidthesememoriestemptationsofthedevilwouldsurgeintoherimagination:thoughtsofhowthingswouldbeafterhisdeath,andhowhernew,liberatedlifewouldbeordered。Butshedrovethesethoughtsawaywithdisgust。Towardmorninghebecamequietandshefellasleep。
Shewokelate。Thatsinceritywhichoftencomeswithwakingshowedherclearlywhatchieflyconcernedheraboutherfather’sillness。
Onwakingshelistenedtowhatwasgoingonbehindthedoorand,hearinghimgroan,saidtoherselfwithasighthatthingswerestillthesame。
"Butwhatcouldhavehappened?WhatdidIwant?Iwanthisdeath!"
shecriedwithafeelingofloathingforherself。
Shewashed,dressed,saidherprayers,andwentouttotheporch。Infrontofitstoodcarriageswithouthorsesandthingswerebeingpackedintothevehicles。
Itwasawarm,graymorning。PrincessMarystoppedattheporch,stillhorrifiedbyherspiritualbasenessandtryingtoarrangeherthoughtsbeforegoingtoherfather。Thedoctorcamedownstairsandwentouttoher。
"Heisalittlebettertoday,"saidhe。"Iwaslookingforyou。
Onecanmakeoutsomethingofwhatheissaying。Hisheadisclearer。Comein,heisaskingforyou……"
PrincessMary’sheartbeatsoviolentlyatthisnewsthatshegrewpaleandleanedagainstthewalltokeepfromfalling。Toseehim,talktohim,feelhiseyesonhernowthatherwholesoulwasoverflowingwiththosedreadful,wickedtemptations,wasatormentofjoyandterror。
"Come,"saidthedoctor。
PrincessMaryenteredherfather’sroomandwentuptohisbed。Hewaslyingonhisbackproppeduphigh,andhissmallbonyhandswiththeirknottedpurpleveinswerelyingonthequilt;hislefteyegazedstraightbeforehim,hisrighteyewasawry,andhisbrowsandlipsmotionless。Heseemedaltogethersothin,small,andpathetic。Hisfaceseemedtohaveshriveledormelted;hisfeatureshadgrownsmaller。PrincessMarywentupandkissedhishand。Hislefthandpressedherssothatsheunderstoodthathehadlongbeenwaitingforhertocome。Hetwitchedherhand,andhisbrowsandlipsquiveredangrily。
Shelookedathimindismaytryingtoguesswhathewantedofher。
Whenshechangedherpositionsothathislefteyecouldseeherfacehecalmeddown,nottakinghiseyesoffherforsomeseconds。
Thenhislipsandtonguemoved,soundscame,andhebegantospeak,gazingtimidlyandimploringlyather,evidentlyafraidthatshemightnotunderstand。
StrainingallherfacultiesPrincessMarylookedathim。Thecomiceffortswithwhichhemovedhistonguemadeherdrophereyesandwithdifficultyrepressthesobsthatrosetoherthroat。Hesaidsomething,repeatingthesamewordsseveraltimes。Shecouldnotunderstandthem,buttriedtoguesswhathewassayingandinquiringlyrepeatedthewordsheuttered。
"Mmm……ar……ate……ate……"herepeatedseveraltimes。
Itwasquiteimpossibletounderstandthesesounds。Thedoctorthoughthehadguessedthem,andinquiringlyrepeated:"Mary,areyouafraid?"Theprinceshookhishead,againrepeatedthesamesounds。
"Mymind,mymindaches?"questionedPrincessMary。
Hemadeamumblingsoundinconfirmationofthis,tookherhand,andbeganpressingittodifferentpartsofhisbreastasiftryingtofindtherightplaceforit。
"Alwaysthoughts……aboutyou……thoughts……"hethenutteredmuchmoreclearlythanhehaddonebefore,nowthathewassureofbeingunderstood。
PrincessMarypressedherheadagainsthishand,tryingtohidehersobsandtears。
Hemovedhishandoverherhair。
"Ihavebeencallingyouallnight……"hebroughtout。
"IfonlyIhadknown……"shesaidthroughhertears。"Iwasafraidtocomein。"
Hepressedherhand。
"Weren’tyouasleep?"
"No,Ididnotsleep,"saidPrincessMary,shakingherhead。
Unconsciouslyimitatingherfather,shenowtriedtoexpressherselfashedid,asmuchaspossiblebysigns,andhertonguetooseemedtomovewithdifficulty。
"Dearone……Dearest……"PrincessMarycouldnotquitemakeoutwhathehadsaid,butfromhislookitwasclearthathehadutteredatendercaressingwordsuchashehadneverusedtoherbefore。"Whydidn’tyoucomein?"
"AndIwaswishingforhisdeath!"thoughtPrincessMary。
Hewassilentawhile。
"Thankyou……daughterdear!……forall,forall……forgive!……
thankyou!……forgive!……thankyou!……"andtearsbegantoflowfromhiseyes。"CallAndrew!"hesaidsuddenly,andachildish,timidexpressionofdoubtshoweditselfonhisfaceashespoke。
Hehimselfseemedawarethathisdemandwasmeaningless。SoatleastitseemedtoPrincessMary。
"Ihavealetterfromhim,"shereplied。
Heglancedatherwithtimidsurprise。
"Whereishe?"
"He’swiththearmy,Father,atSmolensk。"
Heclosedhiseyesandremainedsilentalongtime。Thenasifinanswertohisdoubtsandtoconfirmthefactthatnowheunderstoodandrememberedeverything,henoddedhisheadandreopenedhiseyes。
"Yes,"hesaid,softlyanddistinctly。"Russiahasperished。They’vedestroyedher。"
Andhebegantosob,andagaintearsflowedfromhiseyes。
PrincessMarycouldnolongerrestrainherselfandweptwhileshegazedathisface。
Againheclosedhiseyes。Hissobsceased,hepointedtohiseyes,andTikhon,understandinghim,wipedawaythetears。
Thenheagainopenedhiseyesandsaidsomethingnoneofthemcouldunderstandforalongtime,tillatlastTikhonunderstoodandrepeatedit。PrincessMaryhadsoughtthemeaningofhiswordsinthemoodinwhichhehadjustbeenspeaking。ShethoughthewasspeakingofRussia,orPrinceAndrew,ofherself,ofhisgrandson,orofhisowndeath,andsoshecouldnotguesshiswords。
"Putonyourwhitedress。Ilikeit,"waswhathesaid。
HavingunderstoodthisPrincessMarysobbedstilllouder,andthedoctortakingherarmledherouttotheveranda,soothingherandtryingtopersuadehertoprepareforherjourney。Whenshehadlefttheroomtheprinceagainbeganspeakingabouthisson,aboutthewar,andabouttheEmperor,angrilytwitchinghisbrowsandraisinghishoarsevoice,andthenhehadasecondandfinalstroke。
PrincessMarystayedontheveranda。Thedayhadcleared,itwashotandsunny。Shecouldunderstandnothing,thinkofnothingandfeelnothing,exceptpassionateloveforherfather,lovesuchasshethoughtshehadneverfelttillthatmoment。Sheranoutsobbingintothegardenandasfarasthepond,alongtheavenuesofyounglimetreesPrinceAndrewhadplanted。
"Yes……I……I……Iwishedforhisdeath!Yes,Iwantedittoendquicker……Iwishedtobeatpeace……Andwhatwillbecomeofme?
Whatusewillpeacebewhenheisnolongerhere?"PrincessMarymurmured,pacingthegardenwithhurriedstepsandpressingherhandstoherbosomwhichheavedwithconvulsivesobs。
Whenshehadcompletedthetourofthegarden,whichbroughtheragaintothehouse,shesawMademoiselleBourienne—whohadremainedatBogucharovoanddidnotwishtoleaveit—comingtowardherwithastranger。ThiswastheMarshaloftheNobilityofthedistrict,whohadcomepersonallytopointouttotheprincessthenecessityforherpromptdeparture。PrincessMarylistenedwithoutunderstandinghim;sheledhimtothehouse,offeredhimlunch,andsatdownwithhim。Then,excusingherself,shewenttothedooroftheoldprince’sroom。Thedoctorcameoutwithanagitatedfaceandsaidshecouldnotenter。
"Goaway,Princess!Goaway……goaway!"
Shereturnedtothegardenandsatdownonthegrassatthefootoftheslopebythepond,wherenoonecouldseeher。Shedidnotknowhowlongshehadbeentherewhenshewasarousedbythesoundofawoman’sfootstepsrunningalongthepath。SheroseandsawDunyashahermaid,whowasevidentlylookingforher,andwhostoppedsuddenlyasifinalarmonseeinghermistress。
"Pleasecome,Princess……ThePrince,"saidDunyashainabreakingvoice。
"Immediately,I’mcoming,I’mcoming!"repliedtheprincesshurriedly,notgivingDunyashatimetofinishwhatshewassaying,andtryingtoavoidseeingthegirlsherantowardthehouse。
"Princess,it’sGod’swill!Youmustbepreparedforeverything,"
saidtheMarshal,meetingheratthehousedoor。
"Letmealone;it’snottrue!"shecriedangrilytohim。
Thedoctortriedtostopher。Shepushedhimasideandrantoherfather’sdoor。"Whyarethesepeoplewithfrightenedfacesstoppingme?Idon’twantanyofthem!Andwhataretheydoinghere?"shethought。Sheopenedthedoorandthebrightdaylightinthatpreviouslydarkenedroomstartledher。Intheroomwerehernurseandotherwomen。Theyalldrewbackfromthebed,makingwayforher。Hewasstilllyingonthebedasbefore,butthesternexpressionofhisquietfacemadePrincessMarystopshortonthethreshold。
"No,he’snotdead—it’simpossible!"shetoldherselfandapproachedhim,andrepressingtheterrorthatseizedher,shepressedherlipstohischeek。Butshesteppedbackimmediately。Alltheforceofthetendernessshehadbeenfeelingforhimvanishedinstantlyandwasreplacedbyafeelingofhorroratwhatlaytherebeforeher。"No,heisnomore!Heisnot,butherewherehewasissomethingunfamiliarandhostile,somedreadful,terrifying,andrepellentmystery!"Andhidingherfaceinherhands,PrincessMarysankintothearmsofthedoctor,whoheldherup。
InthepresenceofTikhonandthedoctorthewomenwashedwhathadbeentheprince,tiedhisheadupwithahandkerchiefthatthemouthshouldnotstiffenwhileopen,andwithanotherhandkerchieftiedtogetherthelegsthatwerealreadyspreadingapart。Thentheydressedhiminuniformwithhisdecorationsandplacedhisshriveledlittlebodyonatable。Heavenonlyknowswhoarrangedallthisandwhen,butitallgotdoneasifofitsownaccord。Towardnightcandleswereburningroundhiscoffin,apallwasspreadoverit,thefloorwasstrewnwithspraysofjuniper,aprintedbandwastuckedinunderhisshriveledhead,andinacorneroftheroomsatachanterreadingthepsalms。
Justashorsesshyandsnortandgatheraboutadeadhorse,sotheinmatesofthehouseandstrangerscrowdedintothedrawingroomroundthecoffin—theMarshal,thevillageElder,peasantwomen—andallwithfixedandfrightenedeyes,crossingthemselves,bowedandkissedtheoldprince’scoldandstiffenedhand。
BK10CH9
CHAPTERIX
UntilPrinceAndrewsettledinBogucharovoitsownershadalwaysbeenabsentees,anditspeasantswereofquiteadifferentcharacterfromthoseofBaldHills。Theydifferedfromtheminspeech,dress,anddisposition。Theywerecalledsteppepeasants。TheoldprinceusedtoapproveofthemfortheirenduranceatworkwhentheycametoBaldHillstohelpwiththeharvestortodigponds,andditches,buthedislikedthemfortheirboorishness。
PrinceAndrew’slaststayatBogucharovo,whenheintroducedhospitalsandschoolsandreducedthequitrentthepeasantshadtopay,hadnotsoftenedtheirdispositionbuthadonthecontrarystrengthenedinthemthetraitsofcharactertheoldprincecalledboorishness。Variousobscurerumorswerealwayscurrentamongthem:atonetimearumorthattheywouldallbeenrolledasCossacks;atanotherofanewreligiontowhichtheywerealltobeconverted;thenofsomeproclamationoftheTsar’sandofanoathtotheTsarPaulin1797inconnectionwithwhichitwasrumoredthatfreedomhadbeengrantedthembutthelandownershadstoppedit,thenofPeterFedorovich’sreturntothethroneinsevenyears’time,wheneverythingwouldbemadefreeandso"simple"thattherewouldbenorestrictions。RumorsofthewarwithBonaparteandhisinvasionwereconnectedintheirmindswiththesamesortofvaguenotionsofAntichrist,theendoftheworld,and"purefreedom。"
InthevicinityofBogucharovowerelargevillagesbelongingtothecrownortoownerswhoseserfspaidquitrentandcouldworkwheretheypleased。Therewereveryfewresidentlandlordsintheneighborhoodandalsoveryfewdomesticorliterateserfs,andinthelivesofthepeasantryofthosepartsthemysteriousundercurrentsinthelifeoftheRussianpeople,thecausesandmeaningofwhicharesobafflingtocontemporaries,weremoreclearlyandstronglynoticeablethanamongothers。Oneinstance,whichhadoccurredsometwentyyearsbefore,wasamovementamongthepeasantstoemigratetosomeunknown"warmrivers。"Hundredsofpeasants,amongthemtheBogucharovofolk,suddenlybegansellingtheircattleandmovinginwholefamiliestowardthesoutheast。Asbirdsmigratetosomewherebeyondthesea,sothesemenwiththeirwivesandchildrenstreamedtothesoutheast,topartswherenoneofthemhadeverbeen。Theysetoffincaravans,boughttheirfreedomonebyoneorranaway,anddroveorwalkedtowardthe"warmrivers。"Manyofthemwerepunished,somesenttoSiberia,manydiedofcoldandhungerontheroad,manyreturnedoftheirownaccord,andthemovementdieddownofitselfjustasithadsprungup,withoutapparentreason。Butsuchundercurrentsstillexistedamongthepeopleandgatherednewforcesreadytomanifestthemselvesjustasstrangely,unexpectedly,andatthesametimesimply,naturally,andforcibly。Nowin1812,toanyonelivinginclosetouchwiththesepeopleitwasapparentthattheseundercurrentswereactingstronglyandnearinganeruption。
Alpatych,whohadreachedBogucharovoshortlybeforetheoldprince’sdeath,noticedanagitationamongthepeasants,andthatcontrarytowhatwashappeningintheBaldHillsdistrict,whereoveraradiusoffortymilesallthepeasantsweremovingawayandleavingtheirvillagestobedevastatedbytheCossacks,thepeasantsinthestepperegionroundBogucharovowere,itwasrumored,intouchwiththeFrench,receivedleafletsfromthemthatpassedfromhandtohand,anddidnotmigrate。HelearnedfromdomesticserfsloyaltohimthatthepeasantKarp,whopossessedgreatinfluenceinthevillagecommuneandhadrecentlybeenawaydrivingagovernmenttransport,hadreturnedwithnewsthattheCossacksweredestroyingdesertedvillages,butthattheFrenchdidnotharmthem。AlpatychalsoknewthatonthepreviousdayanotherpeasanthadevenbroughtfromthevillageofVisloukhovo,whichwasoccupiedbytheFrench,aproclamationbyaFrenchgeneralthatnoharmwouldbedonetotheinhabitants,andiftheyremainedtheywouldbepaidforanythingtakenfromthem。AsproofofthisthepeasanthadbroughtfromVisloukhovoahundredrublesinnoteshedidnotknowthattheywerefalsepaidtohiminadvanceforhay。
Moreimportantstill,AlpatychlearnedthatonthemorningoftheverydayhegavethevillageElderorderstocollectcartstomovetheprincess’luggagefromBogucharovo,therehadbeenavillagemeetingatwhichithadbeendecidednottomovebuttowait。Yettherewasnotimetowaste。Onthefifteenth,thedayoftheoldprince’sdeath,theMarshalhadinsistedonPrincessMary’sleavingatonce,asitwasbecomingdangerous。Hehadtoldherthatafterthesixteenthhecouldnotberesponsibleforwhatmighthappen。OntheeveningofthedaytheoldprincediedtheMarshalwentaway,promisingtoreturnnextdayforthefuneral。Butthishewasunabletodo,forhereceivedtidingsthattheFrenchhadunexpectedlyadvanced,andhadbarelytimetoremovehisownfamilyandvaluablesfromhisestate。
ForsomethirtyyearsBogucharovohadbeenmanagedbythevillageElder,Dron,whomtheoldprincecalledbythediminutive"Dronushka。"
Dronwasoneofthosephysicallyandmentallyvigorouspeasantswhogrowbigbeardsassoonastheyareofageandgoonunchangedtilltheyaresixtyorseventy,withoutagrayhairorthelossofatooth,asstraightandstrongatsixtyasatthirty。
Soonafterthemigrationtothe"warmrivers,"inwhichhehadtakenpartliketherest,DronwasmadevillageElderandoverseerofBogucharovo,andhadsincefilledthatpostirreproachablyfortwenty—threeyears。Thepeasantsfearedhimmorethantheydidtheirmaster。Themasters,boththeoldprinceandtheyoung,andthestewardrespectedhimandjestinglycalledhim"theMinister。"
DuringthewholetimeofhisserviceDronhadneverbeendrunkorill,neveraftersleeplessnightsorthehardesttaskshadheshowntheleastfatigue,andthoughhecouldnotreadhehadneverforgottenasinglemoneyaccountorthenumberofquartersofflourinanyoftheendlesscartloadshesoldfortheprince,norasingleshockofthewholecorncroponanysingleacreoftheBogucharovofields。
Alpatych,arrivingfromthedevastatedBaldHillsestate,sentforhisDrononthedayoftheprince’sfuneralandtoldhimtohavetwelvehorsesgotreadyfortheprincess’carriagesandeighteencartsforthethingstoberemovedfromBogucharovo。Thoughthepeasantspaidquitrent,Alpatychthoughtnodifficultywouldbemadeaboutcomplyingwiththisorder,forthereweretwohundredandthirtyhouseholdsatworkinBogucharovoandthepeasantswerewelltodo。
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