"Natasha,Idon’tunderstandyou。Andwhatareyousaying!ThinkofyourfatherandofNicholas。"
"Idon’twantanyone,Idon’tloveanyonebuthim。Howdareyousayheisdishonorable?Don’tyouknowthatIlovehim?"screamedNatasha。"Goaway,Sonya!Idon’twanttoquarrelwithyou,butgo,forGod’ssakego!YouseehowIamsuffering!"Natashacriedangrily,inavoiceofdespairandrepressedirritation。Sonyaburstintosobsandranfromtheroom。
Natashawenttothetableandwithoutamoment’sreflectionwrotethatanswertoPrincessMarywhichshehadbeenunabletowriteallthemorning。Inthislettershesaidbrieflythatalltheirmisunderstandingswereatanend;thatavailingherselfofthemagnanimityofPrinceAndrewwhowhenhewentabroadhadgivenherhershebeggedPrincessMarytoforgeteverythingandforgiveherifshehadbeentoblametowardher,butthatshecouldnotbehiswife。Atthatmomentthisallseemedquiteeasy,simple,andcleartoNatasha。
OnFridaytheRostovsweretoreturntothecountry,butonWednesdaythecountwentwiththeprospectivepurchasertohisestatenearMoscow。
Onthedaythecountleft,SonyaandNatashawereinvitedtoabigdinnerpartyattheKaragins’,andMaryaDmitrievnatookthemthere。
AtthatpartyNatashaagainmetAnatole,andSonyanoticedthatshespoketohim,tryingnottobeoverheard,andthatallthroughdinnershewasmoreagitatedthanever。WhentheygothomeNatashawasthefirsttobegintheexplanationSonyaexpected。
"There,Sonya,youweretalkingallsortsofnonsenseabouthim,"
Natashabeganinamildvoicesuchaschildrenusewhentheywishtobepraised。"Wehavehadanexplanationtoday。"
"Well,whathappened?Whatdidhesay?Natasha,howgladIamyou’renotangrywithme!Tellmeeverything—thewholetruth。Whatdidhesay?"
Natashabecamethoughtful。
"Oh,Sonya,ifyouknewhimasIdo!Hesaid……HeaskedmewhatI
hadpromisedBolkonski。HewasgladIwasfreetorefusehim。"
Sonyasighedsorrowfully。
"Butyouhaven’trefusedBolkonski?"saidshe。
"PerhapsIhave。PerhapsallisoverbetweenmeandBolkonski。Whydoyouthinksobadlyofme?"
"Idon’tthinkanything,onlyIdon’tunderstandthis……"
"Waitabit,Sonya,you’llunderstandeverything。You’llseewhatamanheis!Nowdon’tthinkbadlyofmeorofhim。Idon’tthinkbadlyofanyone:Iloveandpityeverybody。ButwhatamItodo?"
SonyadidnotsuccumbtothetendertoneNatashausedtowardher。
ThemoreemotionalandingratiatingtheexpressionofNatasha’sfacebecame,themoreseriousandsterngrewSonya’s。
"Natasha,"saidshe,"youaskedmenottospeaktoyou,andI
haven’tspoken,butnowyouyourselfhavebegun。Idon’ttrusthim,Natasha。Whythissecrecy?"
"Again,again!"interruptedNatasha。
"Natasha,Iamafraidforyou!"
"Afraidofwhat?"
"Iamafraidyou’regoingtoyourruin,"saidSonyaresolutely,andwasherselfhorrifiedatwhatshehadsaid。
AngeragainshowedinNatasha’sface。
"AndI’llgotomyruin,Iwill,assoonaspossible!It’snotyourbusiness!Itwon’tbeyou,butI,who’llsuffer。Leavemealone,leavemealone!Ihateyou!"
Natasha!"moanedSonya,aghast。
"Ihateyou,Ihateyou!You’remyenemyforever!"AndNatasharanoutoftheroom。
NatashadidnotspeaktoSonyaagainandavoidedher。Withthesameexpressionofagitatedsurpriseandguiltshewentaboutthehouse,takingupnowoneoccupation,nowanother,andatonceabandoningthem。
HardasitwasforSonya,shewatchedherfriendanddidnotletheroutofhersight。
Thedaybeforethecountwastoreturn,SonyanoticedthatNatashasatbythedrawingroomwindowallthemorningasifexpectingsomethingandthatshemadeasigntoanofficerwhodrovepast,whomSonyatooktobeAnatole。
SonyabeganwatchingherfriendstillmoreattentivelyandnoticedthatatdinnerandallthateveningNatashawasinastrangeandunnaturalstate。Sheansweredquestionsatrandom,begansentencesshedidnotfinish,andlaughedateverything。
AfterteaSonyanoticedahousemaidatNatasha’sdoortimidlywaitingtoletherpass。Sheletthegirlgoin,andthenlisteningatthedoorlearnedthatanotherletterhadbeendelivered。
ThensuddenlyitbecamecleartoSonyathatNatashahadsomedreadfulplanforthatevening。Sonyaknockedatherdoor。Natashadidnotletherin。
"Shewillrunawaywithhim!"thoughtSonya。"Sheiscapableofanything。Therewassomethingparticularlypatheticandresoluteinherfacetoday。Shecriedasshesaidgood—bytoUncle,"Sonyaremembered。"Yes,that’sit,shemeanstoelopewithhim,butwhatamItodo?"thoughtshe,recallingallthesignsthatclearlyindicatedthatNatashahadsometerribleintention。"Thecountisaway。WhatamItodo?WritetoKuragindemandinganexplanation?
Butwhatistheretoobligehimtoreply?WritetoPierre,asPrinceAndrewaskedmetoincaseofsomemisfortune?……ButperhapsshereallyhasalreadyrefusedBolkonski—shesentalettertoPrincessMaryyesterday。AndUncleisaway……"TotellMaryaDmitrievnawhohadsuchfaithinNatashaseemedtoSonyaterrible。"Well,anyway,"
thoughtSonyaasshestoodinthedarkpassage,"noworneverImustprovethatIrememberthefamily’sgoodnesstomeandthatIloveNicholas。Yes!IfIdon’tsleepforthreenightsI’llnotleavethispassageandwillholdherbackbyforceandwillandnotletthefamilybedisgraced,"thoughtshe。
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CHAPTERXVI
AnatolehadlatelymovedtoDolokhov’s。TheplanforNatalieRostova’sabductionhadbeenarrangedandthepreparationsmadebyDolokhovafewdaysbefore,andonthedaythatSonya,afterlisteningatNatasha’sdoor,resolvedtosafeguardher,itwastohavebeenputintoexecution。NatashahadpromisedtocomeouttoKuraginatthebackporchattenthatevening。KuraginwastoputherintoatroykahewouldhavereadyandtodriveherfortymilestothevillageofKamenka,whereanunfrockedpriestwasinreadinesstoperformamarriageceremonyoverthem。AtKamenkaarelayofhorseswastowaitwhichwouldtakethemtotheWarsawhighroad,andfromtheretheywouldhastenabroadwithposthorses。
Anatolehadapassport,anorderforposthorses,tenthousandrubleshehadtakenfromhissisterandanothertenthousandborrowedwithDolokhov’shelp。
Twowitnessesforthemockmarriage—Khvostikov,aretiredpettyofficialwhomDolokhovmadeuseofinhisgamblingtransactions,andMakarin,aretiredhussar,akindly,weakfellowwhohadanunboundedaffectionforKuragin—weresittingatteainDolokhov’sfrontroom。
Inhislargestudy,thewallsofwhichwerehungtotheceilingwithPersianrugs,bearskins,andweapons,satDolokhovinatravelingcloakandhighboots,atanopendeskonwhichlayabacusandsomebundlesofpapermoney。Anatole,withuniformunbuttoned,walkedtoandfrofromtheroomwherethewitnessesweresitting,throughthestudytotheroombehind,wherehisFrenchvaletandotherswerepackingthelastofhisthings。Dolokhovwascountingthemoneyandnotingsomethingdown。
"Well,"hesaid,"Khvostikovmusthavetwothousand。"
"Giveittohim,then,"saidAnatole。
"Makarka"theirnameforMakarin"willgothroughfireandwaterforyoufornothing。Sohereareouraccountsallsettled,"saidDolokhov,showinghimthememorandum。"Isthatright?"
"Yes,ofcourse,"returnedAnatole,evidentlynotlisteningtoDolokhovandlookingstraightbeforehimwithasmilethatdidnotleavehisface。
DolokhovbangeddowntheorofhisandturnedtoAnatolewithanironicsmile:
"Doyouknow?You’dreallybetterdropitall。There’sstilltime!"
"Fool,"retortedAnatole。"Don’ttalknonsense!Ifyouonlyknew……it’sthedevilknowswhat!"
"No,really,giveitup!"saidDolokhov。"Iamspeakingseriously。
It’snojoke,thisplotyou’vehatched。"
"What,teasingagain?Gotothedevil!Eh?"saidAnatole,makingagrimace。"Reallyit’snotimeforyourstupidjokes,"andhelefttheroom。
DolokhovsmiledcontemptuouslyandcondescendinglywhenAnatolehadgoneout。
"Youwaitabit,"hecalledafterhim。"I’mnotjoking,I’mtalkingsense。Comehere,comehere!"
AnatolereturnedandlookedatDolokhov,tryingtogivehimhisattentionandevidentlysubmittingtohiminvoluntarily。
"Nowlistentome。I’mtellingyouthisforthelasttime。WhyshouldIjokeaboutit?DidIhinderyou?Whoarrangedeverythingforyou?Whofoundthepriestandgotthepassport?Whoraisedthemoney?Ididitall。"
"Well,thankyouforit。DoyouthinkIamnotgrateful?"AndAnatolesighedandembracedDolokhov。
"Ihelpedyou,butallthesameImusttellyouthetruth;itisadangerousbusiness,andifyouthinkaboutit—astupidbusiness。
Well,you’llcarryheroff—allright!Willtheyletitstopatthat?Itwillcomeoutthatyou’realreadymarried。Why,they’llhaveyouinthecriminalcourt……"
"Oh,nonsense,nonsense!"Anatoleejaculatedandagainmadeagrimace。"Didn’tIexplaintoyou?What?"AndAnatole,withthepartialitydull—wittedpeoplehaveforanyconclusiontheyhavereachedbytheirownreasoning,repeatedtheargumenthehadalreadyputtoDolokhovahundredtimes。"Didn’tIexplaintoyouthatI
havecometothisconclusion:ifthismarriageisinvalid,"hewenton,crookingonefinger,"thenIhavenothingtoanswerfor;butifitisvalid,nomatter!Abroadnoonewillknowanythingaboutit。
Isn’tthatso?Anddon’ttalktome,don’t,don’t。"
"Seriously,you’dbetterdropit!You’llonlygetyourselfintoamess!"
"Gotothedevil!"criedAnatoleand,clutchinghishair,lefttheroom,butreturnedatonceanddroppedintoanarmchairinfrontofDolokhovwithhisfeetturnedunderhim。"It’stheverydevil!What?
Feelhowitbeats!"HetookDolokhov’shandandputitonhisheart。
"Whatafoot,mydearfellow!Whataglance!Agoddess!"headdedinFrench。"What?"
Dolokhovwithacoldsmileandagleaminhishandsomeinsolenteyeslookedathim—evidentlywishingtogetsomemoreamusementoutofhim。
"Wellandwhenthemoney’sgone,whatthen?"
"Whatthen?Eh?"repeatedAnatole,sincerelyperplexedbyathoughtofthefuture。"Whatthen?……Then,Idon’tknow……Butwhytalknonsense!"Heglancedathiswatch。"It’stime!"
Anatolewentintothebackroom。
"Nowthen!Nearlyready?You’redawdling!"heshoutedtotheservants。
Dolokhovputawaythemoney,calledafootmanwhomheorderedtobringsomethingforthemtoeatanddrinkbeforethejourney,andwentintotheroomwhereKhvostikovandMakarinweresitting。
Anatolelayonthesofainthestudyleaningonhiselbowandsmilingpensively,whilehishandsomelipsmutteredtenderlytohimself。
"Comeandeatsomething。Haveadrink!"Dolokhovshoutedtohimfromtheotherroom。
"Idon’twantto,"answeredAnatolecontinuingtosmile。
"Come!Balagaishere。"
Anatoleroseandwentintothediningroom。BalagawasafamoustroykadriverwhohadknownDolokhovandAnatolesomesixyearsandhadgiventhemgoodservicewithhistroykas。MorethanoncewhenAnatole’sregimentwasstationedatTverhehadtakenhimfromTverintheevening,broughthimtoMoscowbydaybreak,anddrivenhimbackagainthenextnight。MorethanoncehehadenabledDolokhovtoescapewhenpursued。Morethanoncehehaddriventhemthroughthetownwithgypsiesand"ladykins"ashecalledthecocottes。MorethanonceintheirservicehehadrunoverpedestriansandupsetvehiclesinthestreetsofMoscowandhadalwaysbeenprotectedfromtheconsequencesby"mygentlemen"ashecalledthem。Hehadruinedmorethanonehorseintheirservice。Morethanoncetheyhadbeatenhim,andmorethanoncetheyhadmadehimdrunkonchampagneandMadeira,whichheloved;andheknewmorethanonethingabouteachofthemwhichwouldlongagohavesentanordinarymantoSiberia。TheyoftencalledBalagaintotheirorgiesandmadehimdrinkanddanceatthegypsies’,andmorethanonethousandrublesoftheirmoneyhadpassedthroughhishands。Intheirserviceheriskedhisskinandhislifetwentytimesayear,andintheirservicehadlostmorehorsesthanthemoneyhehadfromthemwouldbuy。Buthelikedthem;
likedthatmaddrivingattwelvemilesanhour,likedupsettingadriverorrunningdownapedestrian,andflyingatfullgallopthroughtheMoscowstreets。Helikedtohearthosewild,tipsyshoutsbehindhim:"Geton!Geton!"whenitwasimpossibletogoanyfaster。Helikedgivingapainfullashonthenecktosomepeasantwho,moredeadthanalive,wasalreadyhurryingoutofhisway。"Realgentlemen!"
heconsideredthem。
AnatoleandDolokhovlikedBalagatooforhismasterlydrivingandbecausehelikedthethingstheyliked。WithothersBalagabargained,chargingtwenty—fiverublesforatwohours’drive,andrarelydrovehimself,generallylettinghisyoungmendoso。Butwith"hisgentlemen"healwaysdrovehimselfandneverdemandedanythingforhiswork。Onlyacoupleoftimesayear—whenheknewfromtheirvaletsthattheyhadmoneyinhand—hewouldturnupofamorningquitesoberandwithadeepbowwouldaskthemtohelphim。
Thegentlemenalwaysmadehimsitdown。
"Dohelpmeout,TheodoreIvanych,sir,"or"yourexcellency,"hewouldsay。"Iamquiteoutofhorses。Letmehavewhatyoucantogotothefair。"
AndAnatoleandDolokhov,whentheyhadmoney,wouldgivehimathousandoracoupleofthousandrubles。
Balagawasafair—haired,short,andsnub—nosedpeasantofabouttwenty—seven;red—faced,withaparticularlyredthickneck,glitteringlittleeyes,andasmallbeard。Heworeafine,dark—blue,silk—linedclothcoatoverasheepskin。
Onenteringtheroomnowhecrossedhimself,turningtowardthefrontcorneroftheroom,andwentuptoDolokhov,holdingoutasmall,blackhand。
"TheodoreIvanych!"hesaid,bowing。
"Howd’youdo,friend?Well,hereheis!"
"Goodday,yourexcellency!"hesaid,againholdingouthishandtoAnatolewhohadjustcomein。
"Isay,Balaga,"saidAnatole,puttinghishandsontheman’sshoulders,"doyoucareformeornot?Eh?Now,domeaservice……
Whathorseshaveyoucomewith?Eh?"
"Asyourmessengerordered,yourspecialbeasts,"repliedBalaga。
"Well,listen,Balaga!Driveallthreetodeathbutgetmethereinthreehours。Eh?"
"Whentheyaredead,whatshallIdrive?"saidBalagawithawink。
"Mind,I’llsmashyourfacein!Don’tmakejokes!"criedAnatole,suddenlyrollinghiseyes。
"Whyjoke?"saidthedriver,laughing。"AsifI’dgrudgemygentlemenanything!Asfastaseverthehorsescangallop,sofastwe’llgo!"
"Ah!"saidAnatole。"Well,sitdown。"
"Yes,sitdown!"saidDolokhov。
"I’llstand,TheodoreIvanych。"
"Sitdown;nonsense!Haveadrink!"saidAnatole,andfilledalargeglassofMadeiraforhim。
Thedriver’seyessparkledatthesightofthewine。Afterrefusingitformanners’sake,hedrankitandwipedhismouthwitharedsilkhandkerchiefhetookoutofhiscap。
"Andwhenarewetostart,yourexcellency?"
"Well……"Anatolelookedathiswatch。"We’llstartatonce。Mind,Balaga!You’llgetthereintime?Eh?"
"Thatdependsonourluckinstarting,elsewhyshouldn’twebethereintime?"repliedBalaga。"Didn’twegetyoutoTverinsevenhours?Ithinkyourememberthat,yourexcellency?"
"Doyouknow,oneChristmasIdrovefromTver,"saidAnatole,smilinglyattherecollectionandturningtoMakarinwhogazedrapturouslyathimwithwide—openeyes。"Willyoubelieveit,Makarka,ittookone’sbreathaway,therateweflew。Wecameacrossatrainofloadedsleighsanddroverightovertwoofthem。Eh?"
"Thosewerehorses!"Balagacontinuedthetale。"ThattimeI’dharnessedtwoyoungsidehorseswiththebayintheshafts,"hewenton,turningtoDolokhov。"Willyoubelieveit,TheodoreIvanych,thoseanimalsflewfortymiles?Icouldn’tholdthemin,myhandsgrewnumbinthesharpfrostsothatIthrewdownthereins—’Catchholdyourself,yourexcellency!’saysI,andIjusttumbledonthebottomofthesleighandsprawledthere。Itwasn’tacaseofurgingthemon,therewasnoholdingthemintillwereachedtheplace。Thedevilstookusthereinthreehours!Onlythenearonediedofit。"
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CHAPTERXVII
Anatolewentoutoftheroomandreturnedafewminuteslaterwearingafurcoatgirtwithasilverbelt,andasablecapjauntilysetononesideandverybecomingtohishandsomeface。Havinglookedinamirror,andstandingbeforeDolokhovinthesameposehehadassumedbeforeit,heliftedaglassofwine。
"Well,good—by,Theodore。Thankyouforeverythingandfarewell!"
saidAnatole。"Well,comradesandfriends……"heconsideredforamoment"……ofmyyouth,farewell!"hesaid,turningtoMakarinandtheothers。
Thoughtheywereallgoingwithhim,Anatoleevidentlywishedtomakesomethingtouchingandsolemnoutofthisaddresstohiscomrades。Hespokeslowlyinaloudvoiceandthrowingouthischestslightlyswayedoneleg。
"Alltakeglasses;youtoo,Balaga。Well,comradesandfriendsofmyyouth,we’vehadourflingandlivedandreveled。Eh?Andnow,whenshallwemeetagain?Iamgoingabroad。Wehavehadagoodtime—nowfarewell,lads!Toourhealth!Hurrah!……"hecried,andemptyinghisglassflungitonthefloor。
"Toyourhealth!"saidBalagawhoalsoemptiedhisglass,andwipedhismouthwithhishandkerchief。
MakarinembracedAnatolewithtearsinhiseyes。
"Ah,Prince,howsorryIamtopartfromyou!
"Let’sgo。Let’sgo!"criedAnatole。
Balagawasabouttoleavetheroom。
"No,stop!"saidAnatole。"Shutthedoor;wehavefirsttositdown。
That’stheway。"
Theyshutthedoorandallsatdown。
"Now,quickmarch,lads!"saidAnatole,rising。
Joseph,hisvalet,handedhimhissabretacheandsaber,andtheyallwentoutintothevestibule。
"Andwhere’sthefurcloak?"askedDolokhov。"Hey,Ignatka!GotoMatrenaMatrevnaandaskherforthesablecloak。Ihaveheardwhatelopementsarelike,"continuedDolokhovwithawink。"Why,she’llrushoutmoredeadthanalivejustinthethingssheiswearing;ifyoudelayatallthere’llbetearsand’Papa’and’Mamma,’andshe’sfrozeninaminuteandmustgoback—butyouwrapthefurcloakroundherfirstthingandcarryhertothesleigh。"
Thevaletbroughtawoman’sfox—linedcloak。
"Fool,Itoldyouthesableone!Hey,Matrena,thesable!"heshoutedsothathisvoicerangfarthroughtherooms。
Ahandsome,slim,andpale—facedgypsygirlwithglitteringblackeyesandcurlyblue—blackhair,wearingaredshawl,ranoutwithasablemantleonherarm。
"Here,Idon’tgrudgeit—takeit!"shesaid,evidentlyafraidofhermasterandyetregretfulofhercloak。
Dolokhov,withoutanswering,tookthecloak,threwitoverMatrena,andwrappedherupinit。
"That’stheway,"saidDolokhov,"andthenso!"andheturnedthecollaruproundherhead,leavingonlyalittleofthefaceuncovered。
"Andthenso,doyousee?"andhepushedAnatole’sheadforwardtomeetthegapleftbythecollar,throughwhichMatrena’sbrilliantsmilewasseen。
"Well,good—by,Matrena,"saidAnatole,kissingher。"Ah,myrevelshereareover。RemembermetoSteshka。There,good—by!Good—by,Matrena,wishmeluck!"
"Well,Prince,mayGodgiveyougreatluck!"saidMatrenainhergypsyaccent。
Twotroykaswerestandingbeforetheporchandtwoyoungdriverswereholdingthehorses。Balagatookhisseatinthefrontoneandholdinghiselbowshigharrangedthereinsdeliberately。AnatoleandDolokhovgotinwithhim。Makarin,Khvostikov,andavaletseatedthemselvesintheothersleigh。
"Well,areyouready?"askedBalaga。
"Go!"hecried,twistingthereinsroundhishands,andthetroykatoredowntheNikitskiBoulevard。
"Tproo!Getoutoftheway!Hi!……Tproo!……"TheshoutingofBalagaandofthesturdyyoungfellowseatedontheboxwasallthatcouldbeheard。OntheArbatSquarethetroykacaughtagainstacarriage;
somethingcracked,shoutswereheard,andthetroykaflewalongtheArbatStreet。
AftertakingaturnalongthePodnovinskiBoulevard,Balagabegantoreinin,andturningbackdrewupatthecrossingoftheoldKonyushenyStreet。
TheyoungfellowontheboxjumpeddowntoholdthehorsesandAnatoleandDolokhovwentalongthepavement。WhentheyreachedthegateDolokhovwhistled。Thewhistlewasanswered,andamaidservantranout。
"Comeintothecourtyardoryou’llbeseen;she’llcomeoutdirectly,"saidshe。
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