"Well，Mamma？……Well？……"
"Go，gotohim。Heisaskingforyourhand，"saidthecountess，coldlyitseemedtoNatasha。"Go……go，"saidthemother，sadlyandreproachfully，withadeepsigh，asherdaughterranaway。
Natashaneverrememberedhowsheenteredthedrawingroom。Whenshecameinandsawhimshepaused。"Isitpossiblethatthisstrangerhasnowbecomeeverythingtome？"sheaskedherself，andimmediatelyanswered，"Yes，everything！Healoneisnowdearertomethaneverythingintheworld。"PrinceAndrewcameuptoherwithdowncasteyes。
"IhavelovedyoufromtheveryfirstmomentIsawyou。MayIhope？"
Helookedatherandwasstruckbytheseriousimpassionedexpressionofherface。Herfacesaid："Whyask？Whydoubtwhatyoucannotbutknow？Whyspeak，whenwordscannotexpresswhatonefeels？"
Shedrewneartohimandstopped。Hetookherhandandkissedit。
"Doyouloveme？"
"Yes，yes！"Natashamurmuredasifinvexation。Thenshesighedloudlyand，catchingherbreathmoreandmorequickly，begantosob。
"Whatisit？What’sthematter？"
"Oh，Iamsohappy！"shereplied，smiledthroughhertears，bentoverclosertohim，pausedforaninstantasifaskingherselfwhethershemight，andthenkissedhim。
PrinceAndrewheldherhands，lookedintohereyes，anddidnotfindinhishearthisformerloveforher。Somethinginhimhadsuddenlychanged；therewasnolongertheformerpoeticandmysticcharmofdesire，buttherewaspityforherfeminineandchildishweakness，fearatherdevotionandtrustfulness，andanoppressiveyetjoyfulsenseofthedutythatnowboundhimtoherforever。Thepresentfeeling，thoughnotsobrightandpoeticastheformer，wasstrongerandmoreserious。
"Didyourmothertellyouthatitcannotbeforayear？"askedPrinceAndrew，stilllookingintohereyes。
"IsitpossiblethatI—the’chitofagirl，’aseverybodycalledme，"thoughtNatasha—"isitpossiblethatIamnowtobethewifeandtheequalofthisstrange，dear，clevermanwhomevenmyfatherlooksupto？Canitbetrue？Canitbetruethattherecanbenomoreplayingwithlife，thatnowIamgrownup，thatonmenowliesaresponsibilityformyeverywordanddeed？Yes，butwhatdidheaskme？"
"No，"shereplied，butshehadnotunderstoodhisquestion。
"Forgiveme！"hesaid。"Butyouaresoyoung，andIhavealreadybeenthroughsomuchinlife。Iamafraidforyou，youdonotyetknowyourself。"
Natashalistenedwithconcentratedattention，tryingbutfailingtotakeinthemeaningofhiswords。
"Hardasthisyearwhichdelaysmyhappinesswillbe，"continuedPrinceAndrew，"itwillgiveyoutimetobesureofyourself。Iaskyoutomakemehappyinayear，butyouarefree：ourengagementshallremainasecret，andshouldyoufindthatyoudonotloveme，orshouldyoucometolove……"saidPrinceAndrewwithanunnaturalsmile。
"Whydoyousaythat？"Natashainterruptedhim。"YouknowthatfromtheverydayyoufirstcametoOtradnoeIhavelovedyou，"shecried，quiteconvincedthatshespokethetruth。
"Inayearyouwilllearntoknowyourself……"
"Awholeyear！"Natasharepeatedsuddenly，onlynowrealizingthatthemarriagewastobepostponedforayear。"Butwhyayear？Whyayear？……"
PrinceAndrewbegantoexplaintoherthereasonsforthisdelay。
Natashadidnothearhim。
"Andcan’titbehelped？"sheasked。PrinceAndrewdidnotreply，buthisfaceexpressedtheimpossibilityofalteringthatdecision。
"It’sawful！Oh，it’sawful！awful！"Natashasuddenlycried，andagainburstintosobs。"Ishalldie，waitingayear：it’simpossible，it’sawful！"Shelookedintoherlover’sfaceandsawinitalookofcommiserationandperplexity。
"No，no！I’lldoanything！"shesaid，suddenlycheckinghertears。
"Iamsohappy。"
Thefatherandmothercameintotheroomandgavethebetrothedcoupletheirblessing。
FromthatdayPrinceAndrewbegantofrequenttheRostovs’asNatasha’saffiancedlover。
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NobetrothalceremonytookplaceandNatasha’sengagementtoBolkonskiwasnotannounced；PrinceAndrewinsistedonthat。Hesaidthatashewasresponsibleforthedelayheoughttobearthewholeburdenofit；thathehadgivenhiswordandboundhimselfforever，butthathedidnotwishtobindNatashaandgaveherperfectfreedom。
Ifaftersixmonthsshefeltthatshedidnotlovehimshewouldhavefullrighttorejecthim。NaturallyneitherNatashanorherparentswishedtohearofthis，butPrinceAndrewwasfirm。HecameeverydaytotheRostovs’，butdidnotbehavetoNatashaasanaffiancedlover：hedidnotusethefamiliarthou，butsaidyoutoher，andkissedonlyherhand。Aftertheirengagement，quitedifferent，intimate，andnaturalrelationssprangupbetweenthem。
Itwasasiftheyhadnotknowneachothertillnow。Bothlikedtorecallhowtheyhadregardedeachotherwhenasyettheywerenothingtooneanother；theyfeltthemselvesnowquitedifferentbeings：thentheywereartificial，nownaturalandsincere。AtfirstthefamilyfeltsomeconstraintinintercoursewithPrinceAndrew；
heseemedamanfromanotherworld，andforalongtimeNatashatrainedthefamilytogetusedtohim，proudlyassuringthemallthatheonlyappearedtobedifferent，butwasreallyjustlikeallofthem，andthatshewasnotafraidofhimandnooneelseoughttobe。Afterafewdaystheygrewaccustomedtohim，andwithoutrestraintinhispresencepursuedtheirusualwayoflife，inwhichhetookhispart。Hecouldtalkaboutruraleconomywiththecount，fashionswiththecountessandNatasha，andaboutalbumsandfancyworkwithSonya。Sometimesthehouseholdbothamongthemselvesandinhispresenceexpressedtheirwonderathowithadallhappened，andattheevidentomenstherehadbeenofit：PrinceAndrew’scomingtoOtradnoeandtheircomingtoPetersburg，andthelikenessbetweenNatashaandPrinceAndrewwhichhernursehadnoticedonhisfirstvisit，andAndrew’sencounterwithNicholasin1805，andmanyotherincidentsbetokeningthatithadtobe。
Inthehousethatpoeticdullnessandquietreignedwhichalwaysaccompaniesthepresenceofabetrothedcouple。Oftenwhenallsittingtogethereveryonekeptsilent。Sometimestheotherswouldgetupandgoawayandthecouple，leftalone，stillremainedsilent。Theyrarelyspokeoftheirfuturelife。PrinceAndrewwasafraidandashamedtospeakofit。Natashasharedthisasshedidallhisfeelings，whichsheconstantlydivined。Onceshebeganquestioninghimabouthisson。PrinceAndrewblushed，asheoftendidnow—Natashaparticularlylikeditinhim—andsaidthathissonwouldnotlivewiththem。
"Whynot？"askedNatashainafrightenedtone。
"Icannottakehimawayfromhisgrandfather，andbesides……"
"HowIshouldhavelovedhim！"saidNatasha，immediatelyguessinghisthought；"butIknowyouwishtoavoidanypretextforfindingfaultwithus。"
Sometimestheoldcountwouldcomeup，kissPrinceAndrew，andaskhisadviceaboutPetya’seducationorNicholas’service。Theoldcountesssighedasshelookedatthem；Sonyawasalwaysgettingfrightenedlestsheshouldbeinthewayandtriedtofindexcusesforleavingthemalone，evenwhentheydidnotwishit。WhenPrinceAndrewspokehecouldtellastoryverywell，Natashalistenedtohimwithpride；whenshespokeshenoticedwithfearandjoythathegazedattentivelyandscrutinizinglyather。Sheaskedherselfinperplexity："Whatdoeshelookforinme？Heistryingtodiscoversomethingbylookingatme！Whatifwhatheseeksinmeisnotthere？"
Sometimesshefellintooneofthemad，merrymoodscharacteristicofher，andthensheparticularlylovedtohearandseehowPrinceAndrewlaughed。Heseldomlaughed，butwhenhedidheabandonedhimselfentirelytohislaughter，andaftersuchalaughshealwaysfeltnearertohim。Natashawouldhavebeencompletelyhappyifthethoughtoftheseparationawaitingheranddrawingnearhadnotterrifiedher，justasthemerethoughtofitmadehimturnpaleandcold。
OntheeveofhisdeparturefromPetersburgPrinceAndrewbroughtwithhimPierre，whohadnotbeentotheRostovs’oncesincetheball。
Pierreseemeddisconcertedandembarrassed。Hewastalkingtothecountess，andNatashasatdownbesidealittlechesstablewithSonya，therebyinvitingPrinceAndrewtocometoo。Hedidso。
"YouhaveknownBezukhovalongtime？"heasked。"Doyoulikehim？"
"Yes，he’sadear，butveryabsurd。"
AndasusualwhenspeakingofPierre，shebegantotellanecdotesofhisabsent—mindedness，someofwhichhadevenbeeninventedabouthim。
"DoyouknowIhaveentrustedhimwithoursecret？Ihaveknownhimfromchildhood。Hehasaheartofgold。Ibegyou，Natalie，"
PrinceAndrewsaidwithsuddenseriousness—"Iamgoingawayandheavenknowswhatmayhappen。Youmayceaseto……allright，IknowIamnottosaythat。Onlythis，then：whatevermayhappentoyouwhenIamnothere……"
"Whatcanhappen？"
"Whatevertroublemaycome，"PrinceAndrewcontinued，"Ibegyou，MademoiselleSophie，whatevermayhappen，toturntohimaloneforadviceandhelp！Heisamostabsent—mindedandabsurdfellow，buthehasaheartofgold。"
Neitherherfather，norhermother，norSonya，norPrinceAndrewhimselfcouldhaveforeseenhowtheseparationfromherloverwouldactonNatasha。Flushedandagitatedshewentaboutthehouseallthatday，dry—eyed，occupiedwithmosttrivialmattersasifnotunderstandingwhatawaitedher。Shedidnotevencrywhen，ontakingleave，hekissedherhandforthelasttime。"Don’tgo！"shesaidinatonethatmadehimwonderwhetherhereallyoughtnottostayandwhichherememberedlongafterwards。Nordidshecrywhenhewasgone；
butforseveraldaysshesatinherroomdry—eyed，takingnointerestinanythingandonlysayingnowandthen，"Oh，whydidhegoaway？"
Butafortnightafterhisdeparture，tothesurpriseofthosearoundher，sherecoveredfromhermentalsicknessjustassuddenlyandbecameheroldselfagain，butwithachangeinhermoralphysiognomy，asachildgetsupafteralongillnesswithachangedexpressionofface。
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Duringthatyearafterhisson’sdeparture，PrinceNicholasBolkonski’shealthandtemperbecamemuchworse。Hegrewstillmoreirritable，anditwasPrincessMarywhogenerallyborethebruntofhisfrequentfitsofunprovokedanger。Heseemedcarefullytoseekouthertenderspotssoastotorturehermentallyasharshlyaspossible。
PrincessMaryhadtwopassionsandconsequentlytwojoys—hernephew，littleNicholas，andreligion—andthesewerethefavoritesubjectsoftheprince’sattacksandridicule。Whateverwasspokenofhewouldbringroundtothesuperstitiousnessofoldmaids，orthepettingandspoilingofchildren。"Youwanttomakehim"—littleNicholas—"intoanoldmaidlikeyourself！Apity！PrinceAndrewwantsasonandnotanoldmaid，"hewouldsay。Or，turningtoMademoiselleBourienne，hewouldaskherinPrincessMary’spresencehowshelikedourvillagepriestsandiconsandwouldjokeaboutthem。
HecontinuallyhurtPrincessMary’sfeelingsandtormentedher，butitcosthernoefforttoforgivehim。Couldhebetoblametowardher，orcouldherfather，whomsheknewlovedherinspiteofitall，beunjust？Andwhatisjustice？Theprincessneverthoughtofthatproudword"justice。"Allthecomplexlawsofmancenteredforherinoneclearandsimplelaw—thelawofloveandself—sacrificetaughtusbyHimwholovinglysufferedformankindthoughHeHimselfwasGod。Whathadshetodowiththejusticeorinjusticeofotherpeople？Shehadtoendureandlove，andthatshedid。
DuringthewinterPrinceAndrewhadcometoBaldHillsandhadbeengay，gentle，andmoreaffectionatethanPrincessMaryhadknownhimforalongtimepast。Shefeltthatsomethinghadhappenedtohim，buthesaidnothingtoherabouthislove。Beforehelefthehadalongtalkwithhisfatheraboutsomething，andPrincessMarynoticedthatbeforehisdeparturetheyweredissatisfiedwithoneanother。
SoonafterPrinceAndrewhadgone，PrincessMarywrotetoherfriendJulieKaraginainPetersburg，whomshehaddreamedasallgirlsdreamofmarryingtoherbrother，andwhowasatthattimeinmourningforherownbrother，killedinTurkey。
Sorrow，itseems，isourcommonlot，mydear，tenderfriendJulie。
YourlossissoterriblethatIcanonlyexplainittomyselfasaspecialprovidenceofGodwho，lovingyou，wishestotryyouandyourexcellentmother。Oh，myfriend！Religion，andreligionalone，can—Iwillnotsaycomfortus—butsaveusfromdespair。Religionalonecanexplaintouswhatwithoutitshelpmancannotcomprehend：
why，forwhatcause，kindandnoblebeingsabletofindhappinessinlife—notmerelyharmingnoonebutnecessarytothehappinessofothers—arecalledawaytoGod，whilecruel，useless，harmfulpersons，orsuchasareaburdentothemselvesandtoothers，areleftliving。ThefirstdeathIsaw，andoneIshallneverforget—thatofmydearsister—in—law—leftthatimpressiononme。Justasyouaskdestinywhyyoursplendidbrotherhadtodie，soIaskedwhythatangelLise，whonotonlyneverwrongedanyone，butinwhosesoultherewereneveranyunkindthoughts，hadtodie。Andwhatdoyouthink，dearfriend？Fiveyearshavepassedsincethen，andalreadyI，withmypettyunderstanding，begintoseeclearlywhyshehadtodie，andinwhatwaythatdeathwasbutanexpressionoftheinfinitegoodnessoftheCreator，whoseeveryaction，thoughgenerallyincomprehensibletous，isbutamanifestationofHisinfiniteloveforHiscreatures。Perhaps，Ioftenthink，shewastooangelicallyinnocenttohavethestrengthtoperformallamother’sduties。Asayoungwifeshewasirreproachable；perhapsshecouldnothavebeensoasamother。Asitis，notonlyhassheleftus，andparticularlyPrinceAndrew，withthepurestregretsandmemories，butprobablyshewilltherereceiveaplaceIdarenothopeformyself。Butnottospeakofheralone，thatearlyandterribledeathhashadthemostbeneficentinfluenceonmeandonmybrotherinspiteofallourgrief。Then，atthemomentofourloss，thesethoughtscouldnotoccurtome；Ishouldthenhavedismissedthemwithhorror，butnowtheyareveryclearandcertain。Iwriteallthistoyou，dearfriend，onlytoconvinceyouoftheGospeltruthwhichhasbecomeformeaprincipleoflife：notasinglehairofourheadswillfallwithoutHiswill。AndHiswillisgovernedonlybyinfiniteloveforus，andsowhateverbefallsusisforourgood。
YouaskwhetherweshallspendnextwinterinMoscow。Inspiteofmywishtoseeyou，Idonotthinksoanddonotwanttodoso。YouwillbesurprisedtohearthatthereasonforthisisBuonaparte！
Thecaseisthis：myfather’shealthisgrowingnoticeablyworse，hecannotstandanycontradictionandisbecomingirritable。Thisirritabilityis，asyouknow，chieflydirectedtopoliticalquestions。
HecannotendurethenotionthatBuonaparteisnegotiatingonequaltermswithallthesovereignsofEuropeandparticularlywithourown，thegrandsonoftheGreatCatherine！Asyouknow，Iamquiteindifferenttopolitics，butfrommyfather’sremarksandhistalkswithMichaelIvanovichIknowallthatgoesonintheworldandespeciallyaboutthehonorsconferredonBuonaparte，whoonlyatBaldHillsinthewholeworld，itseems，isnotacceptedasagreatman，stilllessasEmperorofFrance。Andmyfathercannotstandthis。
ItseemstomethatitischieflybecauseofhispoliticalviewsthatmyfatherisreluctanttospeakofgoingtoMoscow；forheforeseestheencountersthatwouldresultfromhiswayofexpressinghisviewsregardlessofanybody。AllthebenefithemightderivefromacourseoftreatmenthewouldloseasaresultofthedisputesaboutBuonapartewhichwouldbeinevitable。Inanycaseitwillbedecidedveryshortly。
OurfamilylifegoesonintheoldwayexceptformybrotherAndrew’sabsence。He，asIwroteyoubefore，haschangedverymuchoflate。Afterhissorrowheonlythisyearquiterecoveredhisspirits。HehasagainbecomeasIusedtoknowhimwhenachild：kind，affectionate，withthatheartofgoldtowhichIknownoequal。Hehasrealized，itseemstome，thatlifeisnotoverforhim。Buttogetherwiththismentalchangehehasgrownphysicallymuchweaker。Hehasbecomethinnerandmorenervous。Iamanxiousabouthimandgladheistakingthistripabroadwhichthedoctorsrecommendedlongago。Ihopeitwillcurehim。YouwritethatinPetersburgheisspokenofasoneofthemostactive，cultivated，andcapableoftheyoungmen。Forgivemyvanityasarelation，butIneverdoubtedit。
Thegoodhehasdonetoeverybodyhere，fromhispeasantsuptothegentry，isincalculable。OnhisarrivalinPetersburghereceivedonlyhisdue。IalwayswonderatthewayrumorsflyfromPetersburgtoMoscow，especiallysuchfalseonesasthatyouwriteabout—Imeanthereportofmybrother’sbetrothaltothelittleRostova。Idonotthinkmybrotherwillevermarryagain，andcertainlynother；andthisiswhy：first，Iknowthatthoughherarelyspeaksaboutthewifehehaslost，thegriefofthatlosshasgonetoodeepinhisheartforhimevertodecidetogiveherasuccessorandourlittleangelastepmother。Secondlybecause，asfarasIknow，thatgirlisnotthekindofgirlwhocouldpleasePrinceAndrew。Idonotthinkhewouldchooseherforawife，andfranklyIdonotwishit。ButIamrunningontoolongandamattheendofmysecondsheet。Good—by，mydearfriend。MayGodkeepyouinHisholyandmightycare。Mydearfriend，MademoiselleBourienne，sendsyoukisses。
MARY
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InthemiddleofthesummerPrincessMaryreceivedanunexpectedletterfromPrinceAndrewinSwitzerlandinwhichhegaveherstrangeandsurprisingnews。HeinformedherofhisengagementtoNatashaRostova。Thewholeletterbreathedlovingraptureforhisbetrothedandtenderandconfidingaffectionforhissister。Hewrotethathehadneverlovedashedidnowandthatonlynowdidheunderstandandknowwhatlifewas。HeaskedhissistertoforgivehimfornothavingtoldherofhisresolvewhenhehadlastvisitedBaldHills，thoughhehadspokenofittohisfather。HehadnotdonesoforfearPrincessMaryshouldaskherfathertogivehisconsent，irritatinghimandhavingtobearthebruntofhisdispleasurewithoutattainingherobject。"Besides，"hewrote，"thematterwasnotthensodefinitelysettledasitisnow。Myfathertheninsistedonadelayofayearandnowalreadysixmonths，halfofthatperiod，havepassed，andmyresolutionisfirmerthanever。IfthedoctorsdidnotkeepmehereatthespasIshouldbebackinRussia，butasitisIhavetopostponemyreturnforthreemonths。YouknowmeandmyrelationswithFather。Iwantnothingfromhim。Ihavebeenandalwaysshallbeindependent；buttogoagainsthiswillandarousehisanger，nowthathemayperhapsremainwithussuchashorttime，woulddestroyhalfmyhappiness。Iamnowwritingtohimaboutthesamequestion，andbegyoutochooseagoodmomenttohandhimtheletterandtoletmeknowhowhelooksatthewholematterandwhetherthereishopethathemayconsenttoreducethetermbyfourmonths。"
Afterlonghesitations，doubts，andprayers，PrincessMarygavethelettertoherfather。Thenextdaytheoldprincesaidtoherquietly：
"WriteandtellyourbrothertowaittillIamdead……Itwon’tbelong—Ishallsoonsethimfree。"
Theprincesswasabouttoreply，butherfatherwouldnotletherspeakand，raisinghisvoicemoreandmore，cried：
"Marry，marry，myboy！……Agoodfamily！……Cleverpeople，eh？Rich，eh？Yes，anicestepmotherlittleNicholaswillhave！Writeandtellhimthathemaymarrytomorrowifhelikes。ShewillbelittleNicholas’stepmotherandI’llmarryBourienne！……Ha，ha，ha！Hemustn’tbewithoutastepmothereither！Onlyonething，nomorewomenarewantedinmyhouse—lethimmarryandlivebyhimself。
Perhapsyouwillgoandlivewithhimtoo？"headded，turningtoPrincessMary。"Goinheavensname！Gooutintothefrost……thefrost……thefrost！
Afterthisoutbursttheprincedidnotspeakanymoreaboutthematter。Butrepressedvexationathisson’spoor—spiritedbehaviorfoundexpressioninhistreatmentofhisdaughter。Tohisformerpretextsforironyafreshonewasnowadded—allusionstostepmothersandamiabilitiestoMademoiselleBourienne。
"Whyshouldn’tImarryher？"heaskedhisdaughter。"She’llmakeasplendidprincess！"
Andlatterly，tohersurpriseandbewilderment，PrincessMarynoticedthatherfatherwasreallyassociatingmoreandmorewiththeFrenchwoman。ShewrotetoPrinceAndrewaboutthereceptionofhisletter，butcomfortedhimwithhopesofreconcilingtheirfathertotheidea。
LittleNicholasandhiseducation，herbrotherAndrew，andreligionwerePrincessMary’sjoysandconsolations；butbesidesthat，sinceeveryonemusthavepersonalhopes，PrincessMaryintheprofoundestdepthsofherhearthadahiddendreamandhopethatsuppliedthechiefconsolationofherlife。ThiscomfortingdreamandhopeweregivenherbyGod’sfolk—thehalf—wittedandotherpilgrimswhovisitedherwithouttheprince’sknowledge。Thelongershelived，themoreexperienceandobservationshehadoflife，thegreaterwasherwonderattheshort—sightednessofmenwhoseekenjoymentandhappinesshereonearth：toiling，suffering，struggling，andharmingoneanother，toobtainthatimpossible，visionary，sinfulhappiness。PrinceAndrewhadlovedhiswife，shedied，butthatwasnotenough：hewantedtobindhishappinesstoanotherwoman。
HerfatherobjectedtothisbecausehewantedamoredistinguishedandwealthiermatchforAndrew。Andtheyallstruggledandsufferedandtormentedoneanotherandinjuredtheirsouls，theireternalsouls，fortheattainmentofbenefitswhichendurebutforaninstant。Notonlydoweknowthisourselves，butChrist，theSonofGod，camedowntoearthandtoldusthatthislifeisbutforamomentandisaprobation；yetweclingtoitandthinktofindhappinessinit。
"Howisitthatnoonerealizesthis？"thoughtPrincessMary。"NooneexceptthesedespisedGod’sfolkwho，walletonback，cometomebythebackdoor，afraidofbeingseenbytheprince，notforfearofill—usagebyhimbutforfearofcausinghimtosin。Toleavefamily，home，andallthecaresofworldlywelfare，inorderwithoutclingingtoanythingtowanderinhempenragsfromplacetoplaceunderanassumedname，doingnooneanyharmbutprayingforall—
forthosewhodriveoneawayaswellasforthosewhoprotectone：
higherthanthatlifeandtruththereisnolifeortruth！"
Therewasonepilgrim，aquietpockmarkedlittlewomanoffiftycalledTheodosia，whoforoverthirtyyearshadgoneaboutbarefootandwornheavychains。PrincessMarywasparticularlyfondofher。
Once，wheninaroomwithalampdimlylitbeforetheiconTheodosiawastalkingofherlife，thethoughtthatTheodosiaalonehadfoundthetruepathoflifesuddenlycametoPrincessMarywithsuchforcethatsheresolvedtobecomeapilgrimherself。WhenTheodosiahadgonetosleepPrincessMarythoughtaboutthisforalongtime，andatlastmadeuphermindthat，strangeasitmightseem，shemustgoon...完整阅读请扫描二维码下载丁香书院APP免费看：
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