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第1章

  ToE。
  Ihaverememberedbeautyinthenight,AgainstblacksilencesIwakedtoseeAshowerofsunlightoverItalyAndgreenRavellodreamingonherheight;
  Ihaverememberedmusicinthedark,ThecleanswiftbrightnessofafugueofBach’s,AndrunningwatersingingontherocksWhenonceinEnglishwoodsIheardalark。
  ButallrememberedbeautyisnomoreThanavaguepreludetothethoughtofyou——
  YouaretherarestsoulIeverknew,Loverofbeauty,knightliestandbest;
  Mythoughtsseekyouaswavesthatseektheshore,AndwhenIthinkofyou,Iamatrest。
  PrefatoryNoteBesidenewpoems,thisbookcontainslyricstakenfrom"RiverstotheSea","HelenofTroyandOtherPoems",andoneortwofromanearliervolume。
  ContentsI
  BarterTwilightNightSongatAmalfiTheLookAWinterNightACryGiftsButNottoMeSongatCapriChild,ChildLoveMePierrotWildAstersTheSongforColinFourWindsDebtFaultsBuriedLoveTheFountainIShallNotCareAfterPartingAPrayerSpringNightMayWindTidesAfterLoveNewLoveandOldTheKissSwansTheRiverNovemberSpringRainTheGhostSummerNight,RiversideJewelsII
  Interlude:SongsoutofSorrowI。Spirit’sHouseII。MasteryIII。LessonsIV。WisdomV。InaBuryingGroundVI。WoodSongVII。RefugeIII
  TheFlightDewTo—nightEbbTideIWouldLiveinYourLoveBecauseTheTreeofSongTheGiverAprilSongTheWandererTheYearsEnoughComeJoyRichesDuskinWarTimePeaceMoodsHousesofDreamsLights"IAmNotYours"
  DoubtTheWindMorningOtherMenEmbersMessageTheLampIV
  ANovemberNightLoveSongsI
  BarterLifehaslovelinesstosell,Allbeautifulandsplendidthings,Bluewaveswhitenedonacliff,Soaringfirethatswaysandsings,Andchildren’sfaceslookingupHoldingwonderlikeacup。
  Lifehaslovelinesstosell,Musiclikeacurveofgold,Scentofpinetreesintherain,Eyesthatloveyou,armsthathold,Andforyourspirit’sstilldelight,Holythoughtsthatstarthenight。
  Spendallyouhaveforloveliness,Buyitandnevercountthecost;
  ForonewhitesinginghourofpeaceCountmanyayearofstrifewelllost,AndforabreathofecstasyGiveallyouhavebeen,orcouldbe。
  TwilightDreamilyovertheroofsThecoldspringrainisfalling;
  OutinthelonelytreeAbirdiscalling,calling。
  SlowlyovertheearthThewingsofnightarefalling;
  MyheartlikethebirdinthetreeIscalling,calling,calling。
  NightSongatAmalfiIaskedtheheavenofstarsWhatIshouldgivemylove——
  Itansweredmewithsilence,Silenceabove。
  IaskedthedarkenedseaDownwherethefishersgo——
  Itansweredmewithsilence,Silencebelow。
  Oh,Icouldgivehimweeping,OrIcouldgivehimsong——
  ButhowcanIgivesilence,Mywholelifelong?
  TheLookStrephonkissedmeinthespring,Robininthefall,ButColinonlylookedatmeAndneverkissedatall。
  Strephon’skisswaslostinjest,Robin’slostinplay,ButthekissinColin’seyesHauntsmenightandday。
  AWinterNightMywindow—paneisstarredwithfrost,Theworldisbittercoldto—night,Themooniscruel,andthewindIslikeatwo—edgedswordtosmite。
  Godpityallthehomelessones,Thebeggarspacingtoandfro,Godpityallthepoorto—nightWhowalkthelamp—litstreetsofsnow。
  MyroomislikeabitofJune,Warmandclose—curtainedfoldonfold,Butsomewhere,likeahomelesschild,Myheartiscryinginthecold。
  ACryOh,thereareeyesthathecansee,Andhandstomakehishandsrejoice,ButtomyloverImustbeOnlyavoice。
  Oh,therearebreaststobearhishead,Andlipswhereonhislipscanlie,ButImustbetillIamdeadOnlyacry。
  GiftsIgavemyfirstlovelaughter,Igavemysecondtears,IgavemythirdlovesilenceThroughalltheyears。
  Myfirstlovegavemesinging,Mysecondeyestosee,Butoh,itwasmythirdloveWhogavemysoultome。
  ButNottoMeTheAprilnightisstillandsweetWithflowersoneverytree;
  Peacecomestothemonquietfeet,Butnottome。
  MypeaceishiddeninhisbreastWhereIshallneverbe;
  Lovecomesto—nighttoalltherest,Butnottome。
  SongatCapriWhenbeautygrowstoogreattobearHowshallIeasemeofitsache,ForbeautymorethanbitternessMakestheheartbreak。
  NowwhileIwatchthedreamingseaWithisleslikeflowersagainstherbreast,OnlyonevoiceinalltheworldCouldgivemerest。
  Child,ChildChild,child,lovewhileyoucanThevoiceandtheeyesandthesoulofaman;
  Neverfearthoughitbreakyourheart——
  Outofthewoundnewjoywillstart;
  Onlyloveproudlyandgladlyandwell,Thoughlovebeheavenorlovebehell。
  Child,child,lovewhileyoumay,Forlifeisshortasahappyday;
  Neverfearthethingyoufeel——
  Onlybyloveislifemadereal;
  Love,forthedeadlysinsareseven,Onlythroughlovewillyouenterheaven。
  LoveMeBrown—thrushsingingalldaylongIntheleavesaboveme,TakemylovethisAprilsong,"Loveme,loveme,loveme!"
  Whenheharkenswhatyousay,Bidhim,lesthemissme,Leavehisworkorleavehisplay,Andkissme,kissme,kissme!
  PierrotPierrotstandsinthegardenBeneathawaningmoon,AndonhislutehefashionsAfragilesilvertune。
  Pierrotplaysinthegarden,Hethinksheplaysforme,ButIamquiteforgottenUnderthecherrytree。
  Pierrotplaysinthegarden,AndalltherosesknowThatPierrotloveshismusic,——
  ButIlovePierrot。
  WildAstersInthespringIaskedthedaisiesIfhiswordsweretrue,Andtheclever,clear—eyeddaisiesAlwaysknew。
  Nowthefieldsarebrownandbarren,Bitterautumnblows,AndofallthestupidastersNotoneknows。
  TheSongforColinIsangasongatduskingtimeBeneaththeeveningstar,AndTerencelefthislatestrhymeToanswerfromafar。
  Pierrotlaiddownhislutetoweep,Andsighed,"Shesingsforme。"
  ButColinsleptacarelesssleepBeneathanappletree。
  FourWinds"Fourwindsblowingthroughthesky,Youhaveseenpoormaidensdie,TellmethenwhatIshalldoThatmylovermaybetrue。"
  Saidthewindfromoutthesouth,"Laynokissuponhismouth,"
  Andthewindfromoutthewest,"Woundtheheartwithinhisbreast,"
  Andthewindfromouttheeast,"Sendhimemptyfromthefeast,"
  Andthewindfromoutthenorth,"Inthetempestthrusthimforth;
  Whenthouartmorecruelthanhe,ThenwillLovebekindtothee。"
  DebtWhatdoIowetoyouWholovedmedeepandlong?
  YounevergavemyspiritwingsOrgavemyheartasong。
  Butoh,tohimIloved,Wholovedmenotatall,IowetheopengateThatledthroughheaven’swall。
  FaultsTheycametotellyourfaultstome,Theynamedthemoveronebyone;
  Ilaughedaloudwhentheyweredone,Iknewthemallsowellbefore,——
  Oh,theywereblind,tooblindtoseeYourfaultshadmademeloveyoumore。
  BuriedLoveIhavecometoburyLoveBeneathatree,IntheforesttallandblackWherenonecansee。
  Ishallputnoflowersathishead,Norstoneathisfeet,ForthemouthIlovedsomuchWasbittersweet。
  Ishallgonomoretohisgrave,Forthewoodsarecold。
  IshallgatherasmuchofjoyAsmyhandscanhold。
  IshallstayalldayinthesunWherethewidewindsblow,——
  Butoh,IshallcryatnightWhennonewillknow。
  TheFountainAllthroughthedeepbluenightThefountainsangalone;
  ItsangtothedrowsyheartOfthesatyrcarvedinstone。
  Thefountainsangandsang,Butthesatyrneverstirred——
  OnlythegreatwhitemoonIntheemptyheavenheard。
  ThefountainsangandsangWhileonthemarblerimThemilk—whitepeacocksslept,Andtheirdreamswerestrangeanddim。
  Brightdewwasonthegrass,Andontheilex,dew,Thedreamymilk—whitebirdsWerealla—glisten,too。
  ThefountainsangandsangThethingsonecannottell;
  ThedreamingpeacocksstirredAndthegleamingdew—dropsfell。
  IShallNotCareWhenIamdeadandovermebrightAprilShakesoutherrain—drenchedhair,Thoughyoushouldleanabovemebroken—hearted,Ishallnotcare。
  Ishallhavepeace,asleafytreesarepeacefulWhenrainbendsdownthebough,AndIshallbemoresilentandcold—heartedThanyouarenow。
  AfterPartingOh,IhavesownmylovesowideThathewillfinditeverywhere;
  Itwillawakehiminthenight,Itwillenfoldhimintheair。
  IsetmyshadowinhissightAndIhavewingeditwithdesire,Thatitmaybeacloudbyday,Andinthenightashaftoffire。
  APrayerUntilIlosemysoulandlieBlindtothebeautyoftheearth,Deafthoughshoutingwindgoesby,Dumbinastormofmirth;
  UntilmyheartisquenchedatlengthAndIhaveleftthelandofmen,Oh,letmelovewithallmystrengthCarelessifIamlovedagain。
  SpringNightTheparkisfilledwithnightandfog,Theveilsaredrawnabouttheworld,ThedrowsylightsalongthepathsAredimandpearled。
  Goldandgleamingtheemptystreets,Goldandgleamingthemistylake,Themirroredlightslikesunkenswords,Glimmerandshake。
  Oh,isitnotenoughtobeHerewiththisbeautyoverme?
  Mythroatshouldachewithpraise,andI
  Shouldkneelinjoybeneaththesky。
  O,beauty,areyounotenough?
  WhyamIcryingafterlove,Withyouth,asingingvoice,andeyesTotakeearth’swonderwithsurprise?
  WhyhaveIputoffmypride,WhyamIunsatisfied,——
  I,forwhomthepensivenightBindshercloudyhairwithlight,——
  I,forwhomallbeautyburnsLikeincenseinamillionurns?
  Obeauty,areyounotenough?
  WhyamIcryingafterlove?
  MayWindIsaid,"IhaveshutmyheartAsoneshutsanopendoor,ThatLovemaystarvethereinAndtroublemenomore。"
  ButovertheroofstherecameThewetnewwindofMay,AndatuneblewupfromthecurbWherethestreet—pianosplay。
  MyroomwaswhitewiththesunAndLovecriedoutinme,"Iamstrong,IwillbreakyourheartUnlessyousetmefree。"
  TidesLoveinmyheartwasafreshtideflowingWherethestarlikeseagullssoar;
  ThesunwaskeenandthefoamwasblowingHighontherockyshore。
  Butnowintheduskthetideisturning,Lowertheseagullssoar,AndthewavesthatroseinresistlessyearningArebrokenforevermore。
  AfterLoveThereisnomagicanymore,Wemeetasotherpeopledo,YouworknomiracleformeNorIforyou。
  YouwerethewindandIthesea——
  Thereisnosplendoranymore,IhavegrownlistlessasthepoolBesidetheshore。
  ButthoughthepoolissafefromstormAndfromthetidehasfoundsurcease,Itgrowsmorebitterthanthesea,Forallitspeace。
  NewLoveandOldInmyhearttheoldloveStruggledwiththenew;
  ItwasghostlywakingAllnightthrough。
  Dearthings,kindthings,Thatmyoldlovesaid,RangedthemselvesreproachfullyRoundmybed。
  ButIcouldnotheedthem,ForIseemedtoseeTheeyesofmynewloveFixedonme。
  Oldlove,oldlove,HowcanIbetrue?
  ShallIbefaithlesstomyselfOrtoyou?
  TheKissIhopedthathewouldloveme,Andhehaskissedmymouth,ButIamlikeastrickenbirdThatcannotreachthesouth。
  ForthoughIknowhelovesme,To—nightmyheartissad;
  HiskisswasnotsowonderfulAsallthedreamsIhad。
  SwansNightisoverthepark,andafewbravestarsLookonthelightsthatlinkitwithchainsofgold,ThelakebearsuptheirreflectioninbrokenbarsThatseemtooheavyfortremulouswatertohold。
  Wewatchtheswansthatsleepinashadowyplace,Andnowandagainonewakesandupliftsitshead;
  Howstillyouare——yourgazeisonmyface——
  Wewatchtheswansandneverawordissaid。
  TheRiverIcamefromthesunnyvalleysAndsoughtfortheopensea,ForIthoughtinitsgrayexpansesMypeacewouldcometome。
  IcameatlasttotheoceanAndfounditwildandblack,AndIcriedtothewindlessvalleys,"Bekindandtakemeback!"
  Butthethirstytideraninland,Andthesaltwavesdrankofme,AndIwhowasfreshastherainfallAmbitterasthesea。
  NovemberTheworldistired,theyearisold,Thefadingleavesaregladtodie,ThewindgoesshiveringwithcoldWherethebrownreedsaredry。
  Ourloveisdyinglikethegrass,Andwewhokissedgrowcoldlykind,HalfgladtoseeouroldlovepassLikeleavesalongthewind。
  SpringRainIthoughtIhadforgotten,ButitallcamebackagainTo—nightwiththefirstspringthunderInarushofrain。
  IrememberedadarkeneddoorwayWherewestoodwhilethestormsweptby,ThundergrippingtheearthAndlightningscrawledonthesky。
  Thepassingmotorbussesswayed,Forthestreetwasariverofrain,LashedintolittlegoldenwavesInthelamplight’sstain。
  WiththewildspringrainandthunderMyheartwaswildandgay;
  YoureyessaidmoretomethatnightThanyourlipswouldeversay……
  IthoughtIhadforgotten,ButitallcamebackagainTo—nightwiththefirstspringthunderInarushofrain。
  TheGhostIwentbacktotheclangingcity,Iwentbackwheremyoldlovesstayed,Butmyheartwasfullofmynewlove’sglory,Myeyeswerelaughingandunafraid。
  ImetonewhohadlovedmemadlyAndtoldhisloveforalltohear——
  Butwetalkedofathousandthingstogether,Thepastwasburiedtoodeeptofear。
  Imettheother,whoselovewasgivenWithneverakissandscarcelyaword——
  Oh,itwasthentheterrortookmeOfwordsunutteredthatbreathedandstirred。
  Oh,lovethatlivesitslifewithlaughterOrlovethatlivesitslifewithtearsCandie——butlovethatisneverspokenGoeslikeaghostthroughthewindingyears……
  Iwentbacktotheclangingcity,Iwentbackwheremyoldlovesstayed,Myheartwasfullofmynewlove’sglory,——
  Butmyeyesweresuddenlyafraid。
  SummerNight,RiversideInthewild,softsummerdarknessHowmanyandmanyanightwetwotogetherSatintheparkandwatchedtheHudsonWearingherlightslikegoldenspanglesGlintingonblacksatin。
  TherailalongthecurvingpathwayWaslowinahappyplacetoletuscross,AnddownthehillatreethatdrippedwithbloomShelteredus,Whileyourkissesandtheflowers,Falling,falling,Tangledmyhair……
  Thefrailwhitestarsmovedslowlyoverthesky。
  Andnow,faroffInthefragrantdarknessThetreeistremulousagainwithbloom,ForJunecomesback。
  To—nightwhatgirlDreamilybeforehermirrorshakesfromherhairThisyear’sblossoms,clinginginitscoils?
  JewelsIfIshouldseeyoureyesagain,Iknowhowfartheirlookwouldgo——
  BacktoamorningintheparkWithsapphireshadowsonthesnow。
  OrbacktooaktreesinthespringWhenyouunloosedmyhairandkissedTheheadthatlayagainstyourkneesIntheleafshadow’samethyst。
  AndstillanothershiningplaceWewouldremember——howthedunWildmountainheldusonitscrestOnediamondmorningwhitewithsun。
  ButIwillturnmyeyesfromyouAswomenturntoputawayThejewelstheyhavewornatnightAndcannotwearinsoberday。
  II
  Interlude:SongsoutofSorrowI。Spirit’sHouseFromnakedstonesofagonyIwillbuildahouseforme;
  AsamasonallaloneIwillraiseit,stonebystone,AndeverystonewhereIhavebledWillshowasignofduskyred。
  Ihavenotgonethewayinvain,ForIhavegoodofallmypain;
  Myspirit’squiethousewillbeBuiltofnakedstonesItrodOnroadswhereIlostsightofGod。
  II。MasteryIwouldnothaveagodcomeinToshieldmesuddenlyfromsin,Andsetmyhouseoflifetorights;
  NorangelswithbrightburningwingsOrderingmyearthlythoughtsandthings;
  RathermyownfrailgutteringlightsWindblownandnearlybeatenout;
  RathertheterrorofthenightsAndlong,sickgropingafterdoubt;
  RatherbelostthanletmysoulSlipvaguelyfrommyowncontrol——
  OfmyownspiritletmebeInsolethoughfeeblemastery。
  III。LessonsUnlessIlearntoasknohelpFromanyothersoulbutmine,ToseeknostrengthinwavingreedsNorshadebeneathastragglingpine;
  UnlessIlearntolookatGriefUnshrinkingfromhertear—blindeyes,AndtakefromPleasurefearlesslyWhatevergiftswillmakemewise——
  UnlessIlearnthesethingsonearth,WhywasIevergivenbirth?
  IV。WisdomWhenIhaveceasedtobreakmywingsAgainstthefaultinessofthings,AndlearnedthatcompromiseswaitBehindeachhardlyopenedgate,WhenIcanlookLifeintheeyes,Growncalmandverycoldlywise,LifewillhavegivenmetheTruth,Andtakeninexchange——myyouth。
  V。InaBuryingGroundThisisthespotwhereIwilllieWhenlifehashadenoughofme,ThesearethegrassesthatwillblowAbovemelikealivingsea。
  ThesegayoldlilieswillnotshrinkTodrawtheirlifefromdeathofmine,AndIwillgivemybody’sfireTomakeblueflowersonthisvine。
  "OSoul,"Isaid,"haveyounotears?
  Wasnotthebodydeartoyou?"
  Iheardmysoulsaycarelessly,"Themyrtleflowerswillgrowmoreblue。"
  VI。WoodSongIheardawoodthrushintheduskTwirlthreenotesandmakeastar——
  MyheartthatwalkedwithbitternessCamebackfromveryfar。
  Threeshiningnoteswereallhehad,Andyettheymadeastarrycall——
  IcaughtlifebackagainstmybreastAndkissedit,scarsandall。
  VII。RefugeFrommyspirit’sgraydefeat,Frommypulse’sflaggingbeat,FrommyhopesthatturnedtosandSiftingthroughmyclose—clenchedhand,Frommyownfault’sslavery,IfIcansing,Istillamfree。
  ForwithmysingingIcanmakeArefugeformyspirit’ssake,Ahouseofshiningwords,tobeMyfragileimmortality。
  III
  TheFlightLookbackwithlongingeyesandknowthatIwillfollow,Liftmeupinyourloveasalightwindliftsaswallow,Letourflightbefarinsunorblowingrain——
  *ButwhatifIheardmyfirstlovecallingmeagain?*
  Holdmeonyourheartasthebraveseaholdsthefoam,Takemefarawaytothehillsthathideyourhome;
  Peaceshallthatchtheroofandloveshalllatchthedoor——
  *ButwhatifIheardmyfirstlovecallingmeoncemore?*
  DewAsdewleavesthecobweblightlyThreadedwithstars,ScatteringjewelsonthefenceAndthepasturebars;
  AsdawnleavesthedrygrassbrightAndthetangledweedsBearingarainbowgemOneachoftheirseeds;
  Sohasyourlove,mylover,Freshasthedawn,MademeashiningroadTotravelon,SeteverycommonsightOftreeorstoneDelicatelyalightFormealone。
  To—nightThemoonisacurvingflowerofgold,Theskyisstillandblue;
  Themoonwasmadefortheskytohold,AndIforyou。
  Themoonisaflowerwithoutastem,Theskyisluminous;
  Eternitywasmadeforthem,To—nightforus。
  EbbTideWhenthelongdaygoesbyAndIdonotseeyourface,Theoldwild,restlesssorrowStealsfromitshidingplace。
  Mydayisbarrenandbroken,Bereftoflightandsong,AseabeachbleakandwindyThatmoansthewholedaylong。
  Totheemptybeachatebbtide,Barewithitsrocksandscars,Comebackliketheseawithsinging,Andlightofamillionstars。
  IWouldLiveinYourLoveIwouldliveinyourloveasthesea—grassesliveinthesea,Borneupbyeachwaveasitpasses,drawndownbyeachwavethatrecedes;
  Iwouldemptymysoulofthedreamsthathavegatheredinme,Iwouldbeatwithyourheartasitbeats,Iwouldfollowyoursoulasitleads。
  BecauseOh,becauseyounevertriedTobowmywillorbreakmypride,Andnothingofthecave—manmadeYouwanttokeepmehalfafraid,NoreverwithaconqueringairYouthoughttodrawmeunaware——
  Takeme,forIloveyoumoreThanIeverlovedbefore。
  Andsincethebody’smaidenhoodAlonewereneitherrarenorgoodUnlesswithitIgavetoyouAspiritstilluntrammeled,too,TakemydreamsandtakemymindThatweremasterlessaswind;
  And"Master!"IshallsaytoyouSinceyouneveraskedmeto。
  TheTreeofSongIsangmysongsfortherest,ForyouIamstill;
  ThetreeofmysongisbareOnitsshininghill。
  Foryoucamelikealordlywind,AndtheleaveswerewhirledFarasforgottenthingsPasttherimoftheworld。
  ThetreeofmysongstandsbareAgainsttheblue——
  Igavemysongstotherest,Myselftoyou。
  TheGiverYouboundstrongsandalsonmyfeet,Yougavemebreadandwine,Andsentmeundersunandstars,Foralltheworldwasmine。
  Oh,takethesandalsoffmyfeet,Youknownotwhatyoudo;
  Forallmyworldisinyourarms,Mysunandstarsareyou。
  AprilSongWillow,inyourAprilgownDelicateandgleaming,DoyoumindinyearsgonebyAllmydreaming?
  SpringwaslikeacalltomeThatIcouldnotanswer,Iwaschainedtoloneliness,I,thedancer。
  Willow,twinklinginthesun,Stillyourleavesandhearme,Icananswerspringatlast,Loveisnearme!
  TheWandererIsawthesunset—coloredsands,TheNilelikeflowingfirebetween,WhereRamesesstaresforthserene,AndAmmon’sheavytemplestands。
  Isawtherockswherelongago,Abovetheseathatcriesandbreaks,SwiftPerseuswithMedusa’ssnakesSetfreethemaidenwhitelikesnow。
  Andmanyskieshavecoveredme,Andmanywindshaveblownmeforth,AndIhavelovedthegreen,brightnorth,AndIhavelovedthecold,sweetsea。
  Butwhattomearenorthandsouth,Andwhatthelureofmanylands,SinceyouhaveleanedtocatchmyhandsAndlayakissuponmymouth。
  TheYearsTo—nightIclosemyeyesandseeAstrangeprocessionpassingme——
  TheyearsbeforeIsawyourfaceGobymewithawistfulgrace;
  Theypass,thesensitive,shyyears,Asonewhostrivestodance,halfblindwithtears。
  TheyearswentbyandneverknewThateachonebroughtmeneareryou;
  TheirpathwasnarrowandapartAndyetitledmetoyourheart——
  Oh,sensitive,shyyears,oh,lonelyyears,Thatstrovetosingwithvoicesdrownedintears。
  EnoughItisenoughformebydayTowalkthesamebrightearthwithhim;
  EnoughthatoverusbynightThesamegreatroofofstarsisdim。
  IdonothopetobindthewindOrsetafetteronthesea——
  ItisenoughtofeelhisloveBlowbylikemusicoverme。
  ComeCome,whenthepalemoonlikeapetalFloatsinthepearlyduskofspring,Comewitharmsoutstretchedtotakeme,Comewithlipspurseduptocling。
  Come,forlifeisafrailmothflying,Caughtintheweboftheyearsthatpass,Andsoonwetwo,sowarmandeager,Willbeasthegraystonesinthegrass。
  JoyIamwild,Iwillsingtothetrees,Iwillsingtothestarsinthesky,Ilove,Iamloved,heismine,NowatlastIcandie!
  Iamsandaledwithwindandwithflame,Ihaveheart—fireandsingingtogive,Icantreadonthegrassorthestars,NowatlastIcanlive!
  RichesIhavenorichesbutmythoughts,Yetthesearewealthenoughforme;
  MythoughtsofyouaregoldencoinsStampedinthemintofmemory;
  AndImustspendthemallinsong,Forthoughts,aswellasgold,mustbeLeftonthehithersideofdeathTogaintheirimmortality。
  DuskinWarTimeAhalf—hourmoreandyouwillleanTogathermecloseintheoldsweetway——
  Butoh,tothewomanovertheseaWhowillcomeatthecloseofday?
  Ahalf—hourmoreandIwillhearThekeyinthelatchandthestrong,quicktread——
  Butoh,thewomanovertheseaWaitingatduskforonewhoisdead!
  PeacePeaceflowsintomeAsthetidetothepoolbytheshore;
  Itismineforevermore,Itwillnotebblikethesea。
  IamthepoolofblueThatworshipsthevividsky;
  Myhopeswereheaven—high,Theyareallfulfilledinyou。
  IamthepoolofgoldWhensunsetburnsanddies——
  Youaremydeepeningskies;
  Givemeyourstarstohold。
  MoodsIamthestillrainfalling,Tootiredforsingingmirth——
  Oh,bethegreenfieldscalling,Oh,beformetheearth!
  IamthebrownbirdpiningToleavethenestandfly——
  Oh,bethefreshcloudshining,Oh,beformethesky!
  HousesofDreamsYoutookmyemptydreamsAndfilledthemeveryoneWithtendernessandnobleness,Aprilandthesun。
  TheoldemptydreamsWheremythoughtswouldthrongArefartoofullofhappinessToevenholdasong。
  Oh,theemptydreamsweredimAndtheemptydreamswerewide,TheyweresweetandshadowyhousesWheremythoughtscouldhide。
  ButyoutookmydreamsawayAndyoumadethemallcometrue——
  Mythoughtshavenoplacenowtoplay,Andnothingnowtodo。
  LightsWhenwecomehomeatnightandclosethedoor,Standingtogetherintheshadowyroom,Safeinourownloveandthegentlegloom,Gladoffamiliarwallandchairandfloor,Gladtoleavefarbelowtheclangingcity;
  LookingfardownwardtotheglaringstreetGaudywithlight,yettiredwithmanyfeet,Inbothofuswellsupawordlesspity;
  Menhavetriedhardtoputawaythedark;
  AmillionlightedwindowsbrilliantlyInlaywithsquaresofgoldthewinternight,ButtousstandingheretherecomesthestarkSenseofthelivesbehindeachyellowlight,Andnotonewhollyjoyous,proud,orfree。
  "IAmNotYours"
  Iamnotyours,notlostinyou,Notlost,althoughIlongtobeLostasacandlelitatnoon,Lostasasnowflakeinthesea。
  Youloveme,andIfindyoustillAspiritbeautifulandbright,YetIamI,wholongtobeLostasalightislostinlight。
  Ohplungemedeepinlove——putoutMysenses,leavemedeafandblind,Sweptbythetempestofyourlove,Ataperinarushingwind。
  DoubtMysoullivesinmybody’shouse,Andyouhaveboththehouseandher——
  ButsometimessheislessyourownThanawild,gayadventurer;
  Arestlessandaneagerwraith,HowcanItellwhatshewilldo——
  Oh,Iamsureofmybody’sfaith,Butwhatifmysoulbrokefaithwithyou?
  TheWindAwindisblowingovermysoul,Ihearitcrythewholenightthrough——
  IstherenopeaceformeonearthExceptwithyou?
  Alas,thewindhasmademewise,Overmynakedsoulitblew,——
  ThereisnopeaceformeonearthEvenwithyou。
  MorningIwentoutonanAprilmorningAllalone,formyheartwashigh,Iwasachildoftheshiningmeadow,Iwasasisterofthesky。
  ThereinthewindyfloodofmorningLonginglifteditsweightfromme,Lostasasobinthemidstofcheering,Sweptasasea—birdouttosea。
  OtherMenWhenItalkwithothermenIalwaysthinkofyou——
  Yourwordsarekeenerthantheirwords,Andtheyaregentler,too。
  WhenIlookatothermen,Iwishyourfacewerethere,WithitsgrayeyesanddarkskinAndtossedblackhair。
  WhenIthinkofothermen,Dreamingalonebyday,ThethoughtofyoulikeastrongwindBlowsthedreamsaway。
  EmbersIsaid,"MyyouthisgoneLikeafirebeatenoutbytherain,ThatwillneverswayandsingOrplaywiththewindagain。"
  Isaid,"ItisnogreatsorrowThatquenchedmyyouthinme,ButonlylittlesorrowsBeatingceaselessly。"
  Ithoughtmyyouthwasgone,Butyoureturned——
  LikeaflameatthecallofthewindItleapedandburned;
  Threwoffitsashencloak,AndgownedanewGaveitselflikeabrideOncemoretoyou。
  MessageIheardacryinthenight,Athousandmilesitcame,Sharpasaflashoflight,Myname,myname!
  ItwasyourvoiceIheard,Youwakedandlovedmeso——
  Isendyoubackthisword,Iknow,Iknow!
  TheLampIfIcanbearyourlovelikealampbeforeme,WhenIgodownthelongsteepRoadofDarkness,Ishallnotfeartheeverlastingshadows,Norcryinterror。
  IfIcanfindoutGod,thenIshallfindHim,IfnonecanfindHim,thenIshallsleepsoundly,Knowinghowwellonearthyourlovesufficedme,Alampindarkness。
  IV
  ANovemberNightThere!Seethelineoflights,Achainofstarsdowneithersidethestreet——
  Whycan’tyouliftthechainandgiveittome,Anecklaceformythroat?I’dtwistitroundAndyoucouldplaywithit。YousmileatmeAsthoughIwerealittledreamychildBehindwhoseeyesthefairieslive……Andsee,ThepeopleonthestreetlookupatusAllenvious。Weareakingandqueen,Ourroyalcarriageisamotorbus,Wewatchoursubjectswithahaughtyjoy……
  Howstillyouare!HaveyoubeenhardatworkAndareyoutiredto—night?ItissolongSinceIhaveseenyou——fourwholedays,Ithink。
  MyheartiscrowdedfulloffoolishthoughtsLikeearlyflowersinanAprilmeadow,AndImustgivethemtoyou,allofthem,Beforetheyfade。ThepeopleIhavemet,TheplayIsaw,thetrivial,shiftingthingsThatloomtoobigorshrinktoolittle,shadowsThathurry,gesturingalongawall,Hauntingorgay——andyettheyallgrowrealAndtaketheirpropersizehereinmyheartWhenyouhaveseenthem……There’sthePlazanow,Alakeoflight!To—nightitalmostseemsThatallthelightsaregatheredinyoureyes,Drawnsomehowtowardyou。SeetheopenparkLyingbelowuswithamillionlampsScatteredinwisedisorderlikethestars。
  WelookdownonthemasGodmustlookdownOnconstellationsfloatingunderHimTangledinclouds……Come,then,andletuswalkSincewehavereachedthepark。Itisourgarden,Allblackandblossomlessthiswinternight,ButwebringAprilwithus,youandI;
  Wesetthewholeworldonthetrailofspring。
  IthinkthateverypathweevertookHasmarkedourfootprintsinmysteriousfire,Delicategoldthatonlyfairiessee。
  Whentheywakeupatdawninhollowtree—trunksAndcomeoutonthedrowsypark,theylookAlongtheemptypathsandsay,"Oh,hereTheywent,andhere,andhere,andhere!Come,see,Hereistheirbench,takehandsandletusdanceAboutitinawindyringandmakeAcirclerounditonlytheycancrossWhentheycomebackagain!"……Lookatthelake——
  DoyourememberhowwewatchedtheswansThatnightinlateOctoberwhiletheyslept?
  Swansmusthavestatelydreams,Ithink。ButnowThelakebearsonlythinreflectedlightsThatshakealittle。HowIlongtotakeOnefromthecoldblackwater——new—madegoldTogiveyouinyourhand!Andsee,andsee,Thereisastar,deepinthelake,astar!
  Oh,dimmerthanapearl——ifyoustoopdownYourhandcouldalmostreachituptome……
  Therewasanewfrailyellowmoonto—night——
  IwishyoucouldhavehaditforacupWithstarslikedewtofillittothebrim……
  Howcolditis!Eventhelightsarecold;
  Theyhaveputshawlsoffogaroundthem,see!
  WhatiftheairshouldgrowsodimlywhiteThatwewouldloseourwayalongthepathsMadenewbywallsofmovingmistrecedingThemorewefollow……Whatasilvernight!
  ThatwasourbenchthetimeyousaidtomeThelongnewpoem——buthowdifferentnow,HoweeriewiththecurtainofthefogMakingitstrangetoallthefriendlytrees!
  Thereisnowind,andyetgreatcurvingscrollsCarvethemselves,everchanging,inthemist。
  Walkonalittle,letmestandherewatchingToseeyou,too,grownstrangetomeandfar……
  IusedtowonderhowtheparkwouldbeIfonenightwecouldhaveitallalone——
  Noloverswithclosearm—encircledwaistsTowhisperandbreakinuponourdreams。
  Andnowwehaveit!Everywishcomestrue!
  Wearealonenowinafleecyworld;
  Eventhestarshavegone。Wetwoalone!
  [EndofLoveSongs。]
  {Asanitemofinteresttothereader,thefollowing,whichwasattheendofthisedition,isincluded。
  Onlytheadvertisementforthesameauthorisincluded}。
  BythesameauthorRiverstotheSea"ThereishardlyanotherAmericanwoman—poetwhosepoetryisgenerallyknownandlovedlikethatofSaraTeasdale。`RiverstotheSea’,herlatestvolumeoflyrics,possessesthedelicacyofimagery,theinwardillumination,thehighvisionthatcharacterizethepoetrythatwillendurethetestoftime。"——`ReviewofReviews’。
  "`RiverstotheSea’isabookofsheerdelight……Hertouchturnseverythingtosong。"——EdwardJ。Wheeler,in`CurrentOpinion’。
  "SaraTeasdale’slyricshavetheclarity,theprecision,thegraceandfragranceofflowers。"——HarrietMonroe,in`Poetry’。
  "SaraTeasdalehasageniusforthesong,fortheperfectlyric,inwhichthewordsseemtohavefallenintoplacewithoutartoreffort。"
  ——LouisUntermeyer,in`TheChicagoEveningPost’。
  "`RiverstotheSea’isthebestbookofpurelyricsthathasappearedinEnglishsinceA。E。Housman’s`AShropshireLad’。"
  ——WilliamMarionReedy,in`TheMirror’。
  "`RiverstotheSea’isthemostbeautifulbookofpurelyricsthathascometomyhandinyears。"——`LosAngelesGraphic’。
  "SaraTeasdalesingsaboutlovebetterthananyothercontemporaryAmericanpoet。"——`TheBostonTranscript’。
  "`RiverstotheSea’isthemostcharmingvolumeofpoetrythathasappearedoneithersideoftheAtlanticinascoreofyears。"——`St。LouisRepublic’。
  SaraTeasdale1884—1933:
  TeasdalewasborninSt。Louis,Missouri,wheresheattendedaschoolthatwasfoundedbythegrandfatherofanothergreatpoetfromSt。Louis——
  T。S。Eliot。ShelaterassociatedherselfmorewithNewYorkCity。
  Herfirstbookofpoemswas"SonnetstoDuse"1907,[atleastonepoeminthecurrentvolume,"Faults",isfromthisbook,]
  but"HelenofTroy"1911wasthetruelaunchofhercareer,followedby"RiverstotheSea"1915,"LoveSongs"1917,"FlameandShadow"1920andmore。Herfinalvolume,"StrangeVictory",isconsideredbymanytobepredictiveofhersuicidein1933。