byRichardJefferies
I。
GREENrushes,longandthick,standingupabovetheedgeoftheditch,toldthehouroftheyearasdistinctlyastheshadowonthedialthehouroftheday。Greenandthickandsappytothetouch,theyfeltlikesummer,softandelastic,asiffulloflife,mererushesthoughtheywere。Onthefingerstheyleftagreenscent;
rusheshaveaseparatescentofgreen,so,too,haveferns,verydifferentfromthatofgrassorleaves。Risingfrombrownsheaths,thetallstemsenlargedalittleinthemiddle,likeclassicalcolumns,andheavywiththeirsapandfreshness,leanedagainstthehawthornsprays。Fromtheearththeyhaddrawnitsmoisture,andmadetheditchdry;someofthesweetnessoftheairhadenteredintotheirfibres,andtherushes—thecommonrushes—werefullofbeautifulsummer。Thewhitepollenofearlygrassesgrowingontheedgewasdustedfromthemeachtimethehawthornboughswereshakenbyathrush。Theselowersprayscamedowninamongthegrass,andleavesandgrass—bladestouched。Smoothroundstemsofangelica,bigasagun—barrel,hollowandstrong,stoodontheslopeofthemound,theirtiersofwell—balancedbranchesrisinglikethoseofatree。Suchasturdygrowthpushedbacktheranksofhedgeparsleyinfullwhiteflower,whichblockedeveryavenueandwindingbird’s—pathofthebank。Butthe"gix,"orwildparsnip,reachedalreadyhighaboveboth,andwouldrearitsflutedstalk,jointonjoint,tillitcouldfaceaman。Treestheyweretothelesserbirds,notevenbendingifperchedon;butthoughsostout,thebirdsdidnotplacetheirnestsonoragainstthem。
Somethingintheodouroftheseumbelliferousplants,perhaps,isnotquiteliked;ifbrushedorbruisedtheygiveoutabittergreenishscent。Undertheircover,wellshadedandhidden,birdsbuild,butnotagainstoronthestems,thoughtheywillaffixtheirneststomuchlesscertainsupports。Withthegrassesthatoverhungtheedge,withtherushesintheditchitself,andthesegreatplantsonthemound,thewholehedgewaswrappedandthickened。Nocunningofglancecouldseethroughit;itwouldhaveneededaladdertohelpanyonelookover。
ItwasbetweenthemayandtheJuneroses。Themaybloomhadfallen,andamongthehawthornboughswerethelittlegreenbunchesthatwouldfeedthered—wingsinautumn。Highupthebriarshadclimbed,straightandtoweringwhiletherewasathornoranashsapling,orayellow—greenwillow,toupholdthem,andthencurvingovertowardsthemeadow。Thebudswereonthem,butnotyetopen;
itwasbetweenthemayandtherose。
Asthewind,wanderingoverthesea,takesfromeachwaveaninvisibleportion,andbringstothoseonshoretheetherealessenceofocean,sotheairlingeringamongthewoodandhedges—
greenwavesandbillows—becamefulloffineatomsofsummer。
Sweptfromnotchedhawthornleaves,broad—toppedoak—leaves,narrowashspraysandovalwillows;fromvastelmcliffsandsharp—talonedbramblesunder;brushedfromthewavinggrassesandstiffeningcorn,thedustofthesunshinewasbornealongandbreathed。
Steepedinflowerandpollentothemusicofbeesandbirds,thestreamoftheatmospherebecamealivingthing。Itwaslifetobreatheit,fortheairitselfwaslife。Thestrengthoftheearthwentupthroughtheleavesintothewind。FedthusonthefoodoftheImmortals,theheartopenedtothewidthanddepthofthesummer—tothebroadhorizonafar,downtotheminutestcreatureinthegrass,uptothehighestswallow。WintershowsusMatterinitsdeadform,likethePrimaryrocks,likegraniteandbasalt—
clearbutcoldandfrozencrystal。SummershowsusMatterchangingintolife,saprisingfromtheearththroughamilliontubes,thealchemicpoweroflightenteringthesolidoak;andsee!itburstsforthincountlessleaves。Livingthingsleapinthegrass,livingthingsdriftupontheair,livingthingsarecomingforthtobreatheineveryhawthornbush。NolongerdoestheimmenseweightofMatter—thedead,thecrystallized—pressponderouslyonthethinkingmind。ThewholeofficeofMatteristofeedlife—tofeedthegreenrushes,andtherosesthatareabouttobe;tofeedtheswallowsabove,andusthatwanderbeneaththem。SomuchgreateristhisgreenandcommonrushthanalltheAlps。
Fanningsoswiftly,thewasp’swingsarebutjustvisibleashepasses;didhepause,thelightwouldbeapparentthroughtheirtexture。Onthewingsofthedragon—flyashehoversaninstantbeforehedartsthereisaprismaticgleam。Thesewingtexturesareevenmoredelicatethantheminutefilamentsonaswallow’squill,moredelicatethanthepollenofaflower。Theyareformedofmatterindeed,buthowexquisitelyitisresolvedintothemeansandorgansoflife!Thoughnotoftenconsciouslyrecognized,perhapsthisisthegreatpleasureofsummer,towatchtheearth,thedeadparticles,resolvingthemselvesintothelivingcaseoflife,toseetheseed—leafpushasidetheclodandbecomebydegreestheperfumedflower。Fromthetinymottledeggcomethewingsthatby—and—byshallpasstheimmensesea。Itisinthismarvelloustransformationofclodsandcoldmatterintolivingthingsthatthejoyandthehopeofsummerreside。Everybladeofgrass,eachleaf,eachseparatefloretandpetal,isaninscriptionspeakingofhope。Considerthegrassesandtheoaks,theswallows,thesweetbluebutterfly—theyareoneandallasignandtokenshowingbeforeoureyesearthmadeintolife。Sothatmyhopebecomesasbroadasthehorizonafar,reiteratedbyeveryleaf,sungoneverybough,reflectedinthegleamofeveryflower。Thereissomuchforusyettocome,somuchtobegathered,andenjoyed。
Notforyouorme,now,butforourrace,whowillultimatelyusethismagicalsecretfortheirhappiness。EarthholdssecretsenoughtogivethemthelifeofthefabledImmortals。Myheartisfixedfirmandstableinthebeliefthatultimatelythesunshineandthesummer,theflowersandtheazuresky,shallbecome,asitwere,interwovenintoman’sexistence。Heshalltakefromalltheirbeautyandenjoytheirglory。Henceitisthatafloweristomesomuchmorethanstalkandpetals。WhenIlookintheglassIseethateverylineinmyfacemeanspessimism;butinspiteofmyface—thatismyexperience—Iremainanoptimist。Timewithanunsteadyhandhasetchedthincrookedlines,and,deepeningthehollows,hascasttheoriginalexpressionintoshadow。Painandsorrowflowoveruswithlittleceasing,asthesea—hoofsbeatonthebeach。Letusnotlookatourselvesbutonwards,andtakestrengthfromtheleafandthesignsofthefield。Heisindeeddespicablewhocannotlookonwardstotheideallifeofman。Nottodosoistodenyourbirthrightofmind。
Thelonggrassflowingtowardsthehedgehasrearedinawaveagainstit。Alongthehedgeitishigherandgreener,andrustlesintotheverybushes。Thereisamarkonlynowwherethefootpathwas;itpassedclosetothehedge,butitsplaceistraceableonlyasagrooveinthesorrelandseed—tops。Thoughithasquitefilledthepath,thegrasstherecannotsenditstopssohigh;ithasleftawindingcrease。Bythehedgeherestandsamoss—grownwillow,anditsslenderbranchesextendoverthesward。Beyonditisanoak,justapartfromthebushes;thenthegroundgentlyrises,andanancientpollardash,hollowandblackinside,guardsanopengatewaylikealowtower。Thedifferenttoneofgreenshowsthatthehedgeisthereofnut—trees;butonegreathawthornspreadsoutinasemicircle,roofingthegrasswhichisyetmoreverdantinthestillpool(asitwere)underit。Nextacorner,moreoaks,andachestnutinbloom。Returningtothisspotanoldappletreestandsrightoutinthemeadowlikeanisland。Thereseemedjustnowthetiniesttwinkleofmovementbytherushes,butitwaslostamongthehedgeparsley。Amongthegreyleavesofthewillowthereisanotherflitofmotion;andvisiblenowagainsttheskythereisalittlebrownbird,nottobedistinguishedatthemomentfromthemanyotherlittlebrownbirdsthatareknowntobeabout。Hegotupintothewillowfromthehedgeparsleysomehow,withoutbeingseentoclimborfly。Suddenlyhecrossestothetopsofthehawthornandimmediatelyflingshimselfupintotheairayardortwo,hiswingsandruffledcrestmakingaraggedoutline;
jerk,jerk,jerk,asifitwerewiththeutmostdifficultyhecouldkeepevenatthatheight。Hescolds,andtwitters,andchirps,andallatoncesinkslikeastoneintothehedgeandoutofsightasastoneintoapond。Itisawhitethroat;hisnestisdeepintheparsleyandnettles。Presentlyhewillgoouttotheislandappletreeandbackagaininaminuteortwo;thepairofthemaresofondofeachother’saffectionatecompany,theycannotremainapart。
Watchingthelineofthehedge,abouteverytwominutes,eithernearathandoryonderabirddartsoutjustatthelevelofthegrass,hoversasecondwithlabouringwings,andreturnsasswiftlytothecover。Sometimesitisaflycatcher,sometimesagreenfinch,orchaffinch,nowandthenarobin,inoneplaceashrike,perhapsanotherisared—start。Theyareflyfishingallofthem,seizinginsectsfromthesorreltipsandgrass,asthekingfishertakesaroachfromthewater。Ablackbirdslipsupintotheoakandadovedescendsinthecornerbythechestnuttree。
Butthesearenotvisibletogether,onlyoneatatimeandwithintervals。Thelargerpartofthelifeofthehedgeisoutofsight。Allthethrush—fledglings,theyoungblackbirds,andfinchesarehidden,mostofthemonthemoundamongtheivy,andparsley,androughgrasses,protected,too,byaroofofbrambles。
Theneststhatstillhaveeggsarenot,likethenestsoftheearlydaysofApril,easilyfound;theyaredeepdowninthetangledherbagebytheshoreoftheditch,orfarinsidethethornythicketswhichthenlookedmerebushes,andarenowsobroad。
Landrailsarerunninginthegrassconcealedasamanwouldbeinawood;theyhavenestsandeggsonthegroundforwhichyoumaysearchinvaintillthemowerscome。
Upinthecornerafragmentofwhitefurandmarksofscratchingshowwhereadoehasbeenpreparingforalitter。Somewell—
troddenrunsleadfrommoundtomound;theyaresandynearthehedgewheretheparticleshavebeencarriedoutadheringtotherabbits’feetandfur。Acrowriseslazilyfromtheupperendofthefield,andperchesinthechestnut。Hispresence,too,wasunsuspected。Heistherebyfartoofrequently。Atthisseasonthecrowsarealwaysinthemowing—grass,searchingabout,stalkinginwindingtracksfromfurrowtofurrow,pickingupanegghereandafoolishfledglingthathaswanderedfromthemoundyonder。Verylikelytheremaybeamoorhenortwoslippingaboutundercoverofthelonggrass;thushidden,theycanleavetheshelteroftheflagsandwanderadistancefromthebrook。Sothatbeneaththesurfaceofthegrassandunderthescreenoftheleavestherearetentimesmorebirdsthanareseen。
Besidesthesingingandcalling,thereisapeculiarsoundwhichisonlyheardinsummer。Waitingquietlytodiscoverwhatbirdsareabout,Ibecomeawareofasoundintheveryair。Itisnotthemidsummerhumwhichwillsoonbeheardovertheheatedhayinthevalleyandoverthecoolerhillsalike。Itisnotenoughtobecalledahum,anddoesbutjusttrembleattheextremeedgeofhearing。Ifthebrancheswaveandrustletheyoverbearit;thebuzzofapassingbeeissomuchlouder,itovercomesallofitthatisinthewholefield。Icannotdefineit,exceptbycallingthehoursofwintertomind—theyaresilent;youhearabranchcrackorcreakasitrubsanotherinthewood,youhearthehoarfrostcrunchonthegrassbeneathyourfeet,buttheairiswithoutsoundinitself。Thesoundofsummeriseverywhere—inthepassingbreeze,inthehedge,inthebroad—branchingtrees,inthegrassasitswings;allthemyriadparticlesthattogethermakethesummerareinmotion。Thesapmovesinthetrees,thepollenispushedoutfromgrassandflower,andyetagaintheseacresandacresofleavesandsquaremilesofgrassblades—fortheywouldcoveracresandsquaremilesifreckonededgetoedge—aredrawingtheirstrengthfromtheatmosphere。Exceedinglyminuteasthesevibrationsmustbe,theirnumbersperhapsmaygivethemavolumealmostreachingintheaggregatetothepoweroftheear。Besidesthequiveringleaf,theswinginggrass,theflutteringbird’swing,andthethousandovalmembraneswhichinnumerableinsectswhirlabout,afaintresonanceseemstocomefromtheveryearthitself。
Thefervourofthesunbeamsdescendinginatidalfloodringsonthestrungharpofearth。Itisthisexquisiteundertone,heardandyetunheard,whichbringsthemindintosweetaccordancewiththewonderfulinstrumentofnature。
Bytheappletreethereisalowbank,wherethegrassislesstallandadmitstheheatdirecttotheground;herethereareblueflowers—bluerthanthewingsofmyfavouritebutterflies—withwhitecentres—thelovelybird’s—eyes,orveronica。Thevioletandcowslip,bluebellandrose,areknowntothousands;theveronicaisoverlooked。Theploughboysknowit,andthewaysidechildren,themowerandthosewholingerinfields,butfewelse。
Brightlyblueandsurroundedbygreenestgrass,imbeddedinandallthemorebluefortheshadowofthegrass,thesegrowingbutterflies’wingsdrawtothemselvesthesun。FromthisislandI
lookdownintothedepthofthegrasses。Redsorrelspires—deepdrinkersofreddestsunwine—standtheboldest,andintheirnumbersthreatenthebuttercups。Totheseinthedistancetheygivethegipsy—goldtint—thereflectionoffireonplatesofthepreciousmetal。Itwillshowevenonaringbyfirelight;bloodinthegold,theysay。Gathertheopenmargueritedaisies,andtheyseemlarge—sowideadisc,suchfingersofrays;butinthegrasstheirsizeistonedbysomuchgreen。Cloverheadsofhoneylurkinthebunchesandbythehiddenfootpath。LikeclubsfromPolynesiathetipsofthegrassesarevariedinshape:sometendtoapoint—thefoxtails—somearehardandcylindrical;others,avoidingtheclubshape,putforththeslenderestbrancheswithfruitofseedattheends,whichtrembleastheairgoesby。Theirstalksareripeningandbecomingofthecolourofhaywhileyetthelongbladesremaingreen。
Eachkindisrepeatedahundredtimes,thefoxtailsaresucceededbyfoxtails,thenarrowbladesbynarrowblades,butneverbecomemonotonous;sorrelstandsbysorrel,daisyflowersbydaisy。Thisbedofveronicaatthefootoftheancientapplehasawholehandfulofflowers,andyettheydonotwearytheeye。Oakfollowsoakandelmrankswithelm,butthewoodlandsarepleasant;howevermanytimesreduplicated,theirbeautyonlyincreases。So,too,thesummerdays;thesunrisesonthesamegrassesandgreenhedges,thereisthesamebluesky,butdidweeverhaveenoughofthem?
No,notinahundredyears!Thereseemsalwaysadepth,somewhere,unexplored,athicketthathasnotbeenseenthrough,acornerfullofferns,aquaintoldhollowtree,whichmaygiveussomething。
BeesgobymeasIstandundertheapple,buttheypassonforthemostpartboundonalongjourney,acrosstothecloverfieldsoruptothethymelands;onlyafewgodownintothemowing—grass。
Thehivebeesarethemostimpatientofinsects;theycannotbeartoentangletheirwingsbeatingagainstgrassesorboughs。Notonewillenterahedge。Theylikeanopenandlevelsurface,placescroppedbysheep,theswardbytheroadside,fieldsofclover,wheretheflowerisnotdeepundergrass。
II。
ITisthepatienthumble—beethatgoesdownintotheforestofthemowing—grass。Ifentangled,thehumble—beeclimbsupasorrelstemandtakeswing,withoutanysignofannoyance。Hisbroadbackwithtawnybarbuoyantlyglidesoverthegoldenbuttercups。Hehumstohimselfashegoes,sohappyishe。Heknowsnoskep,nocunningworkinglassreceiveshislabour,noartificialsaccharineaidshimwhenthebeamsofthesunarecold,thereisnosteptohishousethathemayalightincomfort;thewayisnotmadeclearforhimthathemaystartstraightfortheflowers,norareanysownforhim。Hehasnoshelterifthestormdescendssuddenly;hehasnodomeoftwistedstrawwellthatchedandtiledtoretreatto。
Thebutcher—bird,withabeaklikeacrookedironnail,driveshimtotheground,andleaveshimpiercedwithathornbutnohailofshotrevengeshistortures。Thegrassstiffensatnightfall(inautumn),andhemustcreepwherehemay,ifpossiblyhemayescapethefrost。Noonecaresforthehumble—bee。Butdowntothefloweringnettleinthemossy—sidedditch,upintothetallelm,windinginandoutandroundthebranchedbuttercups,alongthebanksofthebrook,farinsidethedeepestwood,awayhewandersanddespisesnothing。Hisnestisundertheroughgrassesandthemossesofthemound,ameretunnelbeneaththefibresandmattedsurface。Thehawthornoverhangsit,theferngrowsby,redmicerustlepast。
Itthunders,andthegreatoaktrembles;theheavyraindropsthroughthetrebleroofofoakandhawthornandfern。Underthearchedbranchesthelightningplaysalong,swiftlytoandfro,orseemsto,liketheswishofawhip,ayellowish—redagainstthegreen;aboom!acrackleasifatreefellfromthesky。Thethickgrassesarebowed,thewhitefloretsofthewildparsleyarebeatendown,therainhurlsitself,andsuddenlyafierceblasttearsthegreenoakleavesandwhirlsthemoutintothefields;butthehumble—bee’shome,undermossandmattedfibres,remainsuninjured。
Hishouseattherootofthekingoftrees,likeacaveintherock,issafe。Thestormpassesandthesuncomesout,theairisthesweeterandthericherfortherain,likeverseswitharhyme;
therewillbemorehoneyintheflowers。Humbleheis,butwild;
alwaysinthefield,thewood;alwaysbythebanksandthickets;
alwayswildandhummingtohisflowers。ThereforeIlikethehumble—bee,being,atheartatleast,foreverroamingamongthewoodlandsandthehillsandbythebrooks。Insuchquicksummerstormsthelightninggivestheimpressionofbeingfarmoredangerousthanthezigzagpathstracedontheautumnsky。Theelectriccloudseemsalmostlevelwiththeground,andthelividflametorushtoandfrobeneaththeboughsasthelittlebatsdointheevening。
Caughtbysuchacloud,Ihavestayedunderthicklarchesattheedgeofplantations。Theyarenoshelter,butconcealoneperfectly。Thewoodpigeonscomehometotheirnesttrees;inlarchestheyseemtohavepermanentnests,almostlikerooks。
Kestrels,too,comehometothewood。Pheasantscrow,butnotfromfear—fromdefiance;infeartheyscream。Theboomstartlesthem,andtheyinstantlydefythesky。Therabbitsquietlyfeedonoutinthefieldbetweenthethistlesandrushesthatsooftengrowinwoodsidepastures,quietlyhoppingtotheirfavouriteplaces,utterlyheedlesshowheavytheechoesmaybeinthehollowsofthewoodedhills。Tilltheraincomestheytakenoheedwhatever,butthenmakeforshelter。Blackbirdsoftenmakeagooddealofnoise;
butthesoftturtle—dovescoogently,letthelightningbeassavageasitwill。Nothinghastheleastfear。Manalone,moresenselessthanapigeon,putagodinvapour;andtothisday,thoughtheprintingpresshassetafootoneverythreshold,numbersbowthekneewhentheyheartheroarthetimiddovedoesnotheed。Sotrustfularethedoves,thesquirrels,thebirdsofthebranches,andthecreaturesofthefield。Undertheirtuitionletusridourselvesofmentalterrors,andfacedeathitselfascalmlyastheydothelividlightning;sotrustfulandsocontentwiththeirfate,restinginthemselvesandunappalled。IfbutbyreasonandwillIcouldreachthegodlikecalmandcourageofwhatwesothoughtlesslycallthetimidturtle—dove,Ishouldleadanearlyperfectlife。
ThebarkoftheancientappletreeunderwhichIhavebeenstandingisshrunkenlikeironwhichhasbeenheatedandletcoolroundtherimofawheel。Forahundredyearsthehorseshaverubbedagainstitwhilefeedingintheaftermath。Thescalesofthebarkaregoneorsmootheddownandlevel,sothatinsectshavenohiding—place。
Therearenocrevicesforthem,thehorsehairsthatwerecaughtanywherehavebeencarriedawaybybirdsfortheirnests。Thetrunkissmoothandcolumnar,hardasiron。Ahundredtimesthemowing—grasshasgrownuparoundit,thebirdshavebuilttheirnests,thebutterfliesflutteredby,andtheacornsdroppedfromtheoaks。Itisalong,longtime,countedbyartificialhoursorbytheseasons,butitislongerstillinanotherway。ThegreenfinchinthehawthornyonderhasbeentheresinceIcameout,andallthetimehasbeenhappilytalkingtohislove。Hehasleftthehawthornindeed,butonlyforaminuteortwo,tofetchafewseeds,andcomesbackeachtimemorefullofsong—talkthanever。
Henotesnoslowmovementoftheoak’sshadowonthegrass;itisnothingtohimandhisladydearthatthesun,asseenfromhisnest,iscrossingfromonegreatboughoftheoaktoanother。Thedeweveninthedeepestandmosttangledgrasshaslongsincebeendried,andsomeoftheflowersthatcloseatnoonwillshortlyfoldtheirpetals。Themorningairs,whichbreathesosweetly,comelessandlessfrequentlyastheheatincreases。Vanishingfromthesky,thelastfragmentsofcloudhaveleftanuntarnishedazure。
Manytimesthebeeshavereturnedtotheirhives,andthustheindexofthedayadvances。Itisnothingtothegreenfinches;alltheirthoughtsareintheirsong—talk。Thesunnymomentistothemallinall。Sodeeplyaretheyraptinitthattheydonotknowwhetheritisamomentorayear。Thereisnoclockforfeeling,forjoy,forlove。
Andwithalltheirmotionsandsteppingfromboughtobough,theyarenotrestless;theyhavesomuchtime,yousee。So,too,thewhitethroatinthewildparsley;so,too,thethrushthatjustnowpeeredoutandpartlyflutteredhiswingsashestoodtolook。A
butterflycomesandstaysonaleaf—aleafmuchwarmedbythesun—andshutshiswings。Inaminuteheopensthem,shutsthemagain,halfwheelsround,andby—and—by—justwhenhechooses,andnotbefore—floatsaway。Theflowersopen,andremainopenforhours,tothesun。Hastelessnessistheonlywordonecanmakeuptodescribeit;thereismuchrest,butnohaste。Eachmoment,aswiththegreenfinches,issofulloflifethatitseemssolongandsosufficientinitself。Notonlythedays,butlifeitselflengthensinsummer。Iwouldspreadabroadmyarmsandgathermoreofittome,couldIdoso。
Alltheprocessionoflivingandgrowingthingspasses。Thegrassstandsuptallerandstilltaller,thesheathsopen,andthestalkarises,thepollenclingstillthebreezesweepsit。Thebeesrushpast,andtheresolutewasps;thehumble—bees,whoseweightswingsthemalong。Abouttheoaksandmaplesthebrownchafersswarm,andthefern—owlsatdusk,andtheblackbirdsandjaysbyday,cannotreducetheirlegionswhiletheylast。Yellowbutterflies,andwhite,broadredadmirals,andsweetblues;thinkofthekingdomofflowerswhichistheirs!Heavymothsburringattheedgeofthecopse;green,andred,andgoldflies:gnats,likesmoke,aroundthetree—tops;midgessothickoverthebrook,asifyoucouldhaulanetful;tinyleapingcreaturesinthegrass;bronzebeetlesacrossthepath;bluedragonfliesponderingoncoolleavesofwater—plantain。Bluejaysflitting,amagpiedroopingacrossfromelmtoelm;youngrooksthathaveescapedthehostileshotblunderingupintothebranches;misselthrushesleadingtheirfledglings,alreadystrongonthewing,fromfieldtofield。Anegghereontheswarddroppedbyastarling;aredladybirdcreeping,tortoise—like,upagreenfernfrond。Finchesundulatingthroughtheair,shootingthemselveswithclosedwings,andlinnetshappywiththeiryoung。
Goldendandeliondiscs—goldandorange—ofahuemorebeautiful,Ithink,thanthehigherandmorevisiblebuttercup。Ablackbird,gleaming,soblackishe,splashingintherunletofwateracrossthegateway。Aruddyking—fisherswiftlydrawinghimself,asyoumightdrawastrokewithapencil,overthesurfaceoftheyellowbuttercups,andawayabovethehedge。Hart’s—tonguefern,thickwithgreen,sogreenastobethickwithitscolour,deepintheditchundertheshadyhazelboughs。Whitemeadow—sweetliftingitstinyflorets,andblack—floweredsedges。Youmustpushthroughthereedgrasstofindthesword—flags;thestoutwillow—herbswillnotbetrampleddown,butresistthefootlikeunderwood。Pinklychnisflowersbehindthewithystoles,andlittleblackmoorhensswimaway,asyougatherit,aftertheirmother,whohasdivedunderthewater—grass,andbrokenthesmoothsurfaceoftheduckweed。Yellowloosestrifeisrising,thickcomfreystandsattheveryedge;thesandpipersrunwheretheshoreisfreefrombushes。Backbytheunderwoodthepricklyandrepellentbrambleswillpresentlypresentuswithfruit。Forthesquirrelsthenutsareforming,greenbeechmastisthere—greenwedgesunderthespray;upintheoaksthesmallknots,likebarkrolledupinadot,willbeacorns。
Purplevetchesalongthemounds,yellowlotuswherethegrassisshorter,andorchissucceedstoorchis。AsIwritethem,sothesethingscome—notsetingradation,butlikethebroadcastflowersinthemowing—grass。
Nowfollowsthegorse,andthepinkrest—harrow,andthesweetlady’sbedstraw,setasitwereinthemidstofalittlethorn—
bush。Thebroadrepetitionoftheyellowcloverisnottobewritten;acreuponacre,andnotonespotofgreen,asifallthegreenhadbeenplanedaway,leavingonlytheflowerstowhichthebeescomebythethousandfromfarandnear。Butonewhitecampionstandsinthemidstofthelakeofyellow。Thefieldisscentedasthoughahundredhivesofhoneyhadbeenemptiedonit。Alongthemoundbyitthebluebellsareseeding,thehedgehasbeencutandthegroundisstrewnwithtwigs。Amongthoseseedingblue—bellsanddrytwigsandmossesIthinkatitlarkhashisnest,ashestaysalldaythereandintheoakover。Thepaleclearyellowofcharlock,sharpandclear,promisesthefinchesbushelsofseedfortheiryoung。Underthescarletofthepoppiesthelarksrun,andthenforchangeofcoloursoarintotheblue。Creamyhoneysuckleonthehedgearoundthecornfield,budsofwildroseeverywhere,butnosweetpetalyet。Yonder,wherethewheatcanclimbnohigheruptheslope,arethepurpleheath—bells,thymeandflittingstone—chats。
Thelonebarnshutoffbyacresofbarleyisnoisywithsparrows。
Itistheircity,andthereisanestineverycrevice,almostundereverytile。Sometimesthepartridgesrunbetweenthericks,andwhenthebatscomeoutoftheroof,leveretsplayinthewaggon—track。Atevenafern—owlbeatsby,passingclosetotheeaveswhencethemothsissue。Onthenarrowwaggon—trackwhichdescendsalongacoombeandisworninchalk,theheatpoursdownbydayasifaninvisiblelensintheatmospherefocussedthesun’srays。Strongwoodyknapweedenduresit,sodoestoadflaxandpalebluescabious,andwildmignonette。TheverysunofSpainburnsandburnsandripensthewheatontheedgeofthecoombe,andwillonlyletthespringmoistenayardortwoaroundit;butthereafewrusheshavesprung,andinthewateritselfbrooklimewithblueflowersgrowssothicklythatnothingbutabirdcouldfindspacetodrink。SodownagainfromthissunofSpaintowoodycovertswherethewildhopsareblockingeveryavenue,andgreen—floweredbryonywouldfainclimbtothetrees;wheregrey—fleckedivywindsspirallyabouttheredruggedbarkofpines,whereburdocksfightforthefootpath,andteazle—headslookoverthelowhedges。
Brake—fernrisesfivefeethigh;insomewaywoodpeckersareassociatedwithbrake,andthereseemmoreofthemwhereitflourishes。Ifyoucountthedepthandstrengthofitsrootsintheloamysand,addthethicknessofitsflattenedstem,andthewidthofitsbranchingfronds,youmaysaythatitcomesneartobealittletree。Beneathwherethepondsarebushymare’s—tailsgrow,andonthemoistbanksjointedpewterwort;someofthebroadbronzeleavesofwater—weedsseemtotryandconquerthepondandcoveritsofirmlythatawagtailmayrunonthem。Awhitebutterflyfollowsalongthewaggon—road,thepheasantsslipawayasquietlyasthebutterflyflies,butajayscreechesloudlyandfluttersinhighragetoseeus。Underanancientgardenwallamongmattedbinesoftrumpetconvolvulus,thereisahedge—
sparrow’snestoverhungwithivyonwhichevennowthelastblackberriescling。
Thereareminutewhiteflowersonthetopofthewall,outofreach,andlichengrowsagainstitdriedbythesuntillitlooksreadytocrumble。Bythegatewaygrowsathickbunchofmeadowgeranium,soontoflower;overthegateisthedustyhighwayroad,quietbutdusty,dottedwiththeinnumerablefoot—marksofaflockofsheepthathaspassed。Thesoundoftheirbleatingstillcomesback,andthebeesdrivenupbytheirfeethavehardlyhadtimetosettleagainonthewhitecloverbeginningtoflowerontheshortroadsidesward。Allthehawthornleavesandbriarandbramble,thehoneysuckle,too,isgrittywiththedustthathasbeenscattereduponit。Butsee—canitbe?Stretchahandhigh,quick,andreachitdown;thefirst,thesweetest,thedearestroseofJune。
Notyetexpected,forthetimeisbetweenthemayandtheroses,leastofallhereinthehotanddustyhighway;butitisfound—
thefirstroseofJune。
Straightgothewhitepetalstotheheart;straightthemind’sglancegoesbacktohowmanyotherpageantsofsummerinoldtimes!
Whenperchancethesunnydayswereevenmoresunny;whenthestillyoakswerefullofmystery,lurkingliketheDruid’smistletoeinthemidstoftheirmightybranches。Aglamourintheheartcamebacktoitagainfromeveryflower;asthesunshinewasreflectedfromthem,sothefeelingintheheartreturnedtenfold。Tothedreamysummerhaze,lovegaveadeepenchantment,thecolourswerefairer,thebluemorelovelyinthelucidsky。Eachleaffiner,andthegrossearthenamelledbeneaththefeet。Asweetbreathontheair,asoftwarmhandinthetouchofthesunshine,aglanceinthegleamoftherippledwaters,awhisperinthedanceoftheshadows。Theetherealhazeliftedtheheavyoaksandtheywerebuoyantonthemead,theruggedbarkwaschastenedandnolongerrough,eachslenderflowerbeneaththemagainrefined。Therewasapresenceeverywhere,thoughunseen,ontheopenhills,andnotshutoutunderthedarkpines。DearweretheJunerosesthenbecauseforanothergathered。Yetevendearernowwithsomanyyearsasitwereuponthepetals;allthedaysthathavebeenbefore,alltheheart—throbs,allourhopeslieinthisopenedbud。Letnottheeyesgrowdim,looknotbackbutforward;thesoulmustupholditselflikethesun。Letuslabourtomaketheheartgrowlargeraswebecomeolder,asthespreadingoakgivesmoreshelter。Thatwecouldbuttaketothesoulsomeofthegreatnessandthebeautyofthesummer!
Stillthepageantmoves。Thesong—talkofthefinchesrisesandsinkslikethetinkleofawaterfall。Thegreen—fincheshavebeenbymeallthewhile。Abullfinchpipesnowandthenfurtherupthehedgewherethebramblesandthornsarethickest。Boldestofbirdstolookat,heisalwaysinhiding。Theshrilltoneofagoldfinchcamejustnowfromtheashbranches,buthehasgoneon。Everyfourorfiveminutesachaffinchsingscloseby,andanotherfillstheintervalnearthegateway。Therearelinnetssomewhere,butI
cannotfromtheoldappletreefixtheirexactplace。Thrusheshavesungandceased;theywillbeginagainintenminutes。Theblackbirdsdonotcease;thenoteutteredbyablackbirdintheoakyonderbeforeitcandropistakenupbyasecondnearthetopofthefield,andereitfallsiscaughtbyathirdontheleft—handside。Fromoneofthetopmostboughsofanelmtherefellthesongofawillowwarblerforawhile;oneoftheleastofbirds,heoftenseeksthehighestbranchesofthehighesttree。
Ayellowhammerhasjustflownfromabarebranchinthegateway,wherehehasbeenperchedandsingingafullhour。Presentlyhewillcommenceagain,andasthesundeclineswillsinghimtothehorizon,andthenagainsingtillnearlydusk。Theyellowhammerisalmostthelongestofallthesingers;hesitsandsitsandhasnoinclinationtomove。Inthespringhesings,inthesummerhesings,andhecontinueswhenthelastsheavesarebeingcarriedfromthewheatfield。Theredstartyonderhasgivenforthafewnotes,thewhitethroatflingshimselfintotheairatshortintervalsandchatters,theshrikecallssharpanddetermined,faintbutshrillcallsdescendfromtheswiftsintheair。Thesedescend,butthetwitteringnotesoftheswallowsdonotreachsofar—theyaretoohighto—day。Acuckoohascalledbythebrook,andnowfainterfromagreaterdistance。ThatthetitlarksaresingingIknow,butnotwithinhearingfromhere;adove,though,isaudible,andachiffchaffhastwicepassed。Afarbeyondtheoaksatthetopofthefielddarkspecksascendfromtimetotime,andaftermovinginwidecirclesforawhiledescendagaintothecorn。Thesemustbelarks;buttheirnotesarenotpowerfulenoughtoreachme,thoughtheywouldwereitnotforthesonginthehedges,thehumofinnumerableinsects,andtheceaseless"crake,crake"oflandrails。Thereareatleasttwolandrailsinthemowing—grass;oneofthemjustnowseemedcomingstraighttowardstheappletree,andIexpectedinaminutetoseethegrassmove,whenthebirdturnedasideandenteredthetuftsandwildparsleybythehedge。Thencethecallhascomewithoutamoment’spause,"crake,crake,"tillthethickhedgeseemsfilledwithit。Titshavevisitedtheappletreeovermyhead,awrenhassunginthewillow,orratheronadeadbranchprojectinglowerdownthantheleafyboughs,andarobinacrossundertheelmsintheoppositehedge。Elmsareafavouritetreeofrobins—nottheupperbranches,butthosethatgrowdownthetrunk,andarethefirsttohaveleavesinspring。
Theyellowhammeristhemostpersistentindividually,butIthinktheblackbirdswhenlistenedtoarethemastersofthefields。
Beforeonecanfinish,anotherbegins,likethesummerripplessucceedingbehindeachother,sothatthemelodioussoundmerelychangesitsposition。Nowhere,nowinthecorner,thenacrossthefield,againinthedistantcopse,whereitseemsabouttosink,whenitrisesagainalmostathand。Likeagreathumanartist,theblackbirdmakesnoeffort,beingfullyconsciousthathisliquidtonecannotbematched。Heuttersafewdeliciousnotes,andcarelesslyquitsthegreenstageoftheoaktillitpleaseshimtosingagain。Withouttheblackbird,inwhosethroatthesweetnessofthegreenfieldsdwells,thedayswouldbeonlypartlysummer。
Withouttheviolet,allthebluebellsandcowslipscouldnotmakeaspring,andwithouttheblackbird,eventhenightingalewouldbebuthalfwelcome。Itisnotyetnoon,thesesongshavebeenceaselesssincedawn;thisevening,aftertheyellowhammerhassungthesundown,whenthemoonrisesandthefaintstarsappear,stillthecuckoowillcall,andthegrasshopperlark,thelandrail’s"crake,crake"willechofromthemound,awarblerorablackcapwillutterhisnotes,andevenatthedarkestofthesummernighttheswallowswillhardlysleepintheirnests。Asthemorningskygrowsblue,anhourbeforethesun,upwillrisethelarks,singingandaudiblenow,thecuckoowillrecommence,andtheswallowswillstartagainontheirtirelessjourney。Sothatthesongsofthesummerbirdsareasceaselessasthesoundofthewaterfallwhichplaysdayandnight。
Icannotleaveit;Imuststayundertheoldtreeinthemidstofthelonggrass,theluxuryoftheleaves,andthesongintheveryair。IseemasifIcouldfeelalltheglowinglifethesunshinegivesandthesouthwindcallstobeing。Theendlessgrass,theendlessleaves,theimmensestrengthoftheoakexpanding,theunalloyedjoyoffinchandblackbird;fromallofthemIreceivealittle。Eachgivesmesomethingofthepurejoytheygatherforthemselves。Intheblackbird’smelodyonenoteismine;inthedanceoftheleafshadowstheformedmazeisforme,thoughthemotionistheirs;theflowerswithathousandfaceshavecollectedthekissesofthemorning。Feelingwiththem,Ireceivesome,atleast,oftheirfulnessoflife。NevercouldIhaveenough;neverstaylongenough—whetherhereorwhetherlyingontheshorterswardunderthesweepingandgracefulbirches,oronthethyme—
scentedhills。Hourafterhour,andstillnotenough。Orwalkingthefootpathwasneverlongenough,ormystrengthsufficienttoenduretillthemindwasweary。Theexceedingbeautyoftheearth,inhersplendouroflife,yieldsanewthoughtwitheverypetal。
Thehourswhenthemindisabsorbedbybeautyaretheonlyhourswhenwereallylive,sothatthelongerwecanstayamongthesethingssomuchthemoreissnatchedfrominevitableTime。Lettheshadowadvanceuponthedial—Icanwatchitwithequanimitywhileitistheretobewatched。ItisonlywhentheshadowisNOT
there,whenthecloudsofwintercoverit,thatthedialisterrible。Theinvisibleshadowgoesonandstealsfromus。Butnow,whileIcanseetheshadowofthetreeandwatchitslowlyglidingalongthesurfaceofthegrass,itismine。Thesearetheonlyhoursthatarenotwasted—thesehoursthatabsorbthesoulandfillitwithbeauty。Thisisreallife,andallelseisillusion,ormereendurance。Doesthisreverieofflowersandwaterfallandsongformanideal,ahumanideal,inthemind?Itdoes;muchthesameidealthatPhidiassculpturedofmanandwomanfilledwithagodlikesenseofthevioletfieldsofGreece,beautifulbeyondthought,calmasmyturtle—dovebeforetheluridlightningoftheunknown。Tobebeautifulandtobecalm,withoutmentalfear,istheidealofnature。IfIcannotachieveit,atleastIcanthinkit。