首页 >出版文学> Oliver Wendell Holmes>第2章
  ThelasttimeIwasatthattablehesatalonethereamongthosegreatmemories;buthewasasgayaseverIsawhim;hiswitsparkled,hishumorgleamed;thepoetictouchwasdeftandfirmasofold;theseriouscuriosity,theinstantsympathyremained。Tothewitnesshewaspathetic,buttohimselfhecouldonlyhavebeeninteresting,asthefigureofamansurviving,inanalienbutnotunfriendlypresent,thepastwhichheldsovastapartofallthathadconstitutedhim。Ifhehadthoughtofhimselfinthisway,itwouldhavebeenwithoutoneemotionofself—pity,suchasmoremaudlinsoulsindulge,butwithaloveofknowledgeandwisdomaskeenlyalertasinhisprime。
  ForthreeprivilegedyearsIlivedallbutnext—doorneighborofDoctorHolmesinthatpartofBeaconStreetwhitherheremovedafterhelefthisoldhomeinCharlesStreet,andduringtheseyearsIsawhimratheroften。Wewerebothonthewaterside,whichmeanssomuchmorethanthewordssay,andourlibrarywindowscommandedthesamegeneralviewoftheCharlesripplingoutintotheCambridgemarshesandthesunsets,andcurvingeastwardunderLongBridge,throughshippingthatincreasedonwardtothesea。Hesaidthatyoucouldcountfourteentownsandvillagesinthecompassofthatview,withthethreeconspicuousmonumentsaccentingthedifferentattractionsofit:thetowerofMemorialHallatHarvard;theobeliskonBunkerHill;andinthecentreofthepicturethatbulkofTuftsCollegewhichhesaidheexpectedtogreethiseyesthefirstthingwhenheopenedthemintheotherworld。
  Buttheprospect,thoughgenerallythesame,hadcertainpreciousdifferencesforeachofus,whichIhavenodoubthevaluedhimselfasmuchuponasIdid。Ihaveanotionthathefanciedtheseweretobeenjoyedbestinhislibrarythroughtwoovalpanesletintothebaythereapartfromthewindows,forhewasapttomakeyoucomeandlookoutofthemifyougottotalkingoftheviewbeforeyouleft。Inthispleasantstudyhelivedamongthebooks,whichseemedtomultiplyfromcasetocaseandshelftoshelf,andclimbfromfloortoceiling。Everythingwasinexquisiteorder,andthedeskwherehewrotewasasscrupulouslyneatasiftheslovendisarrayofmostauthors’deskswereimpossibletohim。
  Hehadanumberofingeniouslittlecontrivancesforhelpinghiswork,whichhelikedtoshowyou;foratimearevolvingbook—caseatthecornerofhisdeskseemedtobehispet;andafterthatcamehisfountain—pen,whichheusedwithdueobservanceofitsfountainprinciple,thoughhewastolerantofmewhenIsaidIalwaysdippedmineintheinkstand;itwasameritinhiseyestouseafountainpeninanywise。Afteryouhadgoneovertheseobjectswithhim,andperhapstakenapeepatsomethinghewasexaminingthroughhismicroscope,hesatdownatonecornerofhishearth,andinvitedyoutoaneasychairattheother。Histalkwasalwaysconsiderateofyourwishtobeheard,butthepersonwhowishedtotalkwhenhecouldlistentoDoctorHolmeswashisownvictim,andalwaystheloser。Ifyouwerewelladvisedyoukeptyourselftothequestionandresponsewhichmanifestedyourinterestinwhathewassaying,andlethimtalkon,withhissweetsmile,andthathuskylaughhebrokesoftlyintoattimes。Perhapshewasnotverywellwhenyoucameinuponhim;thenhewouldnamehistrouble,withascientificzestandaccuracy,andpassquicklytoothermatters。AsI
  havenoted,hewasinterestedinhimselfonlyontheuniversalside;andhelikedtofindhispeculiarityinyoubetterthantokeepithisown;
  hesufferedavisibledisappointmentifhecouldnotmakeyouthinkorsayyouweresoandsotoo。Thequerulousnotewasnotinhismostcheerfulregister;hewouldnotdwelluponaspecializedgrief;thoughsometimesIhaveknownhimtouchverylightlyandcurrentlyuponaslightannoyance,ordisrelishforthisorthat。Ashegrewolder,hemusthavehad,ofcourse,anoldman’sdispositiontospeakofhisinfirmities;butitwasfinetoseehimcatchhimselfupinthis,whenhebecameconsciousofit,andstopshortwithanabruptturntosomethingelse。Witharealinterest,whichhegavehumorousexcess,hewouldcelebratesomelittleingeniousthingthathadfalleninhisway,andIhaveheardhimexpatiatewithchildlikedelightuponthemeritsofanewrazorhehadgot:asortofmower,whichhecouldsweeprecklesslyovercheekandchinwithouttheleastdangerofcuttinghimself。ThelasttimeIsawhimheaskedmeifhehadevershownmethatmiraculousrazor;andIdoubtifhequitelikedmysayingIhadseenoneofthesamekind。
  Itseemedtomethatheenjoyedsittingathischimney—cornerratherasthetypeofapersonhavingagoodtimethanassuchaperson;hewouldratherbeupandaboutsomething,takingdownabook,makinganote,goingagaintohislittlewindows,andaskingyouifyouhadseenthecrowsyetthatsometimesalightedontheshoalsleftbarebytheebb—tidebehindthehouse。Thereaderwillrecallhislovelypoem,"MyAviary,"
  whichdealswiththewingedlifeofthatpleasantprospect。Isharedwithhimintheflockofwild—duckswhichusedtocomeintoourneighborwatersinspring,whentheicebrokeup,andstayedaslongasthesmallestspaceofbrineremainedunfrozeninthefall。HewasgraciouslywillingIshouldshareinthem,andinthecloudofgullswhichdriftedaboutinthecurrentsoftheseaandskythere,almostthewholeyearround。Ididnotpretendanoriginalrighttothem,comingsolateasI
  didtotheplace,andIthinkmydeferencepleasedhim。
  VII。
  AsIhavesaid,helikedhisfences,oratleastlikedyoutorespectthem,ortobesensibleofthem。AsoftenasIwenttoseehimIwasmadetowaitinthelittlereception—roombelow,andnevershownatoncetohisstudy。Mynamewouldbecarriedup,andIwouldhearhimverifyingmypresencefromthemaidthroughtheopeneddoor;thentherecameacheerycryofwellcome:"Isthatyou?Comeup,comeup!"andI
  foundhimsometimeshalf—waydownthestairstomeetme。Hewouldmakeanexcuseforhavingkeptmebelowamoment,andsaysomethingabouttherulehehadtoobserveinallcases,asifhewouldnothavemefeelhisfenceapersonalthing。Iwasawarehowthoroughlyhisgentlespiritpervadedthewholehouse;theIrishmaidwhoopenedthedoorhadtheeffectofbeinganeighbortoo,andofbeinginthejokeofthelittleformality;sheapologizedinherturnforthereception—room;therewascertainlynothingtrampleduponinhermanner,butaffectionandreverenceforhimwhosegatesheguarded,withsomethinglikethesentimentshewouldhavecherishedforadignitaryoftheChurch,butnicelydifferencedandadjustedtotheAutocrat’speculiarmerits。
  ThelasttimeIwasinthatplace,avisitantwhohadlatelyknockedatmyowndoorwasabouttoenter。Imetthemasterofthehouseonthelandingofthestairsoutsidehisstudy,andheledmeinforthefewmomentswecouldspendtogether。Hespokeoftheshadowsonear,andsaidhesupposedtherecouldbenohope,buthedidnotrefusethecheerIofferedhimfrommyignoranceagainsthisknowledge,andatsomethingthatwasthoughtorsaidhesmiled,withevenabreathoflaughter,sopotentisthewontofalifetime,thoughhiseyeswerefulloftears,andhisvoicebrokewithhiswords。Thosewhohavesorroweddeepestwillunderstandthisbest。
  ItwasduringthefewyearsofourBeaconStreetneighborhoodthathespentthosehundreddaysabroadinhislastvisittoEnglandandFrance。
  Hewasfulloftheirdelightwhenhecameback,andmypropinquitygavemetheadvantageofhearinghimspeakofthematfirsthand。HewhimsicallypleasedhimselfmostwithhisDerby—dayexperiences,andenjoyedcontrastingthecrowdandoccasionwiththatoffortyorfiftyyearsearlier,whenhehadseensomefamousraceoftheDerbywon;
  nothingelseinEnglandseemedtohavemovedhimsomuch,thoughallthatroyalties,dignities,andcelebritiescouldwelldoforhimhadbeendone。Ofcertainthingsthathappenedtohim,characteristicoftheEnglish,andinterestingtohimintheirrelationtohimselfthroughhischaracterofuniversallyinterestedman,hespokefreely;buthehassaidwhathechosetothepublicaboutthem,andIhavenorighttosaymore。
  ThethingthatmostvexedhimduringhissojournapparentlywastohavebeendescribedinoneoftheLondonpapersasquitedeaf;andIcouldtrulysaytohimthatIhadneverimaginedhimatalldeaf,orheardhimaccusedofitbefore。"Oh,yes,"hesaid,"Iamalittlehardofhearingononeside。Butitisn’tdeafness。"
  Hehad,indeed,fewornoneoftheinfirmitiesofagethatmakethemselvespainfullyorinconvenientlyevident。Hecarriedhisslightfigureerect,anduntilhislatestyearshisstepwasquickandsure。
  Oncehespokeofthelessenedheightofoldpeople,aproposofsomethingthatwassaid,and"Theywillshrink,youknow,"headded,asifhewerenotatallconcernedinthefacthimself。Ifyoumethiminthestreet,youencounteredaspare,carefullydressedoldgentleman,withaclean—
  shavenfaceandafriendlysmile,qualifiedbytheinvoluntaryfrownofhisthick,senilebrows;wellcoated,lustrouslyshod,wellgloved,inasilkhat,latterlywoundwithamourning—weed。Sometimeshedidnotknowyouwhenheknewyouquitewell,andatsuchtimesIthinkitwaskindtosparehisyearsthefatigueofrecallingyouridentity;atanyrate,IamgladofthetimeswhenIdidso。Insocietyhehadthesamevagueness,thesamedimness;butafterthemomentheneededtomakesureofyou,hewasasvividaseverinhislife。Hemademethinkofabedofembersonwhichtheasheshavethinlygathered,andwhich,whenthesearebreathedaway,sparklesandtinkleskeenlyupwithallthefreshnessofanewlykindledfire。Hedidnotmindtalkingabouthisage,andIfanciedratherenjoyeddoingso。Itsapproachesinterestedhim;ifhewasgoing,helikedtoknowjusthowandwhenhewasgoing。Oncehespokeofhislastingstrengthintermsofimaginativehumor:hewasstillsointenselyinterestedinnature,theuniverse,thatitseemedtohimhewasnotlikeanoldmansomuchasalustyinfantwhichstrugglesagainsthavingthebreastsnatchedfromit。Helaughedatthenotionofthis,withthatimpersonalrelishwhichseemedtomesingularlycharacteristicoftheself—consciousnesssomarkedinhim。Ineverheardonelugubriouswordfromhiminregardtohisyears。Helikedyoursympathyonallgroundswherehecouldhaveitself—respectfully,buthewasamostmanlyspirit,andhewouldnothavehaditevenasatypeoftheuniversaldecay。
  Possiblyhewouldhavebeeninterestedtohaveyoushareinthatanalysisofhimselfwhichhewasalwaysmaking,ifsuchathingcouldhavebeen。
  Hehadnotmuchpatiencewiththeunmanlycravingforsympathyinothers,andchieflyinourliterarycraft,whichissomewhatignoblygiventoit,thoughhewaspatient,afterall。Heusedtosay,andIbelievehehassaiditinprint,——[Holmessaiditinprintmanytimes,inhisthreenovelsandscatteredthroughthe"BreakfastTable"series。D。W。]——thatunlessamancouldshowagoodreasonforwritingverse,itwasratheragainsthim,andaproofofweakness。Isupposethissevereconclusionwassomethinghehadreachedafterdealingwithinnumerablesmallpoetswhosoughtthelightinhimwithversesthatnoeditorwouldadmittoprint。Yetofmorbidnesshewasoftenverytender;heknewittobedisease,somethingthatmustbescientificallyratherthanethicallytreated。Hewasinthesamedegreekindtoanysensitiveness,forhewashimselfassensitiveashewasmanly,andhewasmostdelicatelysensitivetoanyrightfulsocialclaimuponhim。Iwasonceatadinnerwithhim,wherehewasinsomesortmyhost,inacompanyofpeoplewhomhehadnotseenmewithbefore,andhemadeapointofacquaintingmewitheachofthem。ItdidnotmatterthatIknewmostofthemalready;
  theproofofhisthoughtfulnesswasprecious,andIwassorrywhenIhadtodisappointitbyconfessingapreviousknowledge。
  VIII。
  Ihadthreememorablemeetingswithhimnotverylongbeforehedied:oneayearbefore,andtheothertwowithinafewmonthsoftheend。Thefirstofthesewasatluncheoninthesummer—houseofafriendwhosehospitalitymadeitsummertheyearround,andweallwentouttomeethim,whenhedroveupinhisopencarriage,withthelittlesunshadeinhishand,whichhetookwithhimforprotectionagainsttheheat,andalso,alittle,Ithink,forthewhimofit。Hesatamomentafterhearrived,asiftoorienthimselfinrespecttoeachofus。Besidethegiftedhostess,therewasthemostcharmingofalltheAmericanessayists,andtheAutocratseemedatoncetofindhimselfsingularlyathomewiththepeoplewhogreetedhim。Therewasnointervalneededforfanningawaytheashes;hetinkledupbeforeheenteredthehouse,andatthetablehewasasvividandscintillantasIeversawhim,ifindeedI
  eversawhimasmuchso。Thetalkbeganatonce,andwehadmadehimbelievethattherewasnothingegotisticinhistakingtheword,orturningitinillustrationfromhimselfuponuniversalmatters。IspokeamongotherthingsofsomehumbleruinsontheroadtoGloucester,whichgavetheway—sideaveryagedlook;thetumbledfoundation—stonesofpoorbitsofhouses,and"Ah,"hesaid,"thecellarandthewell?"Headded,tothecompanygenerally,"DoyouknowwhatIthinkarethetwolinesofminethatgoasdeepasanyothers,inacertaindirection?"andhebegantorepeatstragglinglycertainversesfromoneofhisearlierpoems,untilhecametotheclosingcouplet。ButIwillgivetheminfull,becauseingoingtolookthemupIhavefoundthemsolovely,andbecauseIcanhearhisvoiceagainineveryfondlyaccentedsyllable:
  "Whoseesunmoved,aruinathisfeet,Thelowliesthomewherehumanheartshavebeat?
  Itshearth—stone,shadedwiththebistrestain,Acentury’sshowerytorrentswashinvain;
  Itsstarvingorchardwherethethistleblows,Andmossytrunksstillmarkthebrokenrows;
  Itschimney—lovingpoplar,oftenestseenNextanoldroof,orwherearoofhasbeen;
  Itsknot—grass,plantain,——allthesocialweeds,Man’smutecompanionsfollowingwhereheleads;
  Itsdwarfedpaleflowers,thatshowtheirstragglingheads,Sownbythewindfromgrass—chokedgarden—beds;
  Itswoodbinecreepingwhereitusedtoclimb;
  Itsrosesbreathingoftheoldentime;
  Allthepoorshowsthecuriousidlersees,Aslife’sthinshadowswastebyslowdegrees,Tillnaughtremains,thesaddeningtaletotell,Savehome’slastwrecks——theCELLARANDTHEWELL!"
  Thepoet’schantingvoicerosewithatriumphantswellintheclimax,and"There,"hesaid,"isn’titso?Thecellarandthewell——theycan’tbethrowndownorburntup;theyarethehumanmonumentsthatlastlongestanddefydecay。"Herejoicedopenlyinthesympathythatrecognizedwithhimthedivinationofamostpathetic,mostsignalfact,andherepeatedthelastcoupletagainatourentreaty,gladtobeentreatedforit。
  Idonotknowwhetherallwillagreewithhimconcerningtherelativeimportanceofthelines,butIthinkallmustfeeltheexquisitebeautyofthepicturetowhichtheygivethefinaltouch。
  Hesaidathousandwittyandbrilliantthingsthatday,buthispleasureinthisgavemethemostpleasure,andIrecallthepassagedistinctlyoutofthedimnessthatcoverstherest。Hechosetofigureusyoungermen,intouchingupontheliterarycircumstanceofthepastandpresent,asrepresentativeofmodernfeelingandthinking,andhimselfasnolongercontemporary。Weknewhedidthistobecontradicted,andweprotested,affectionately,fervently,withallourheartsandminds;andindeedtherewerenoneofhisgenerationwhohadlivedmorewidelyintoours。HewasnotaprophetlikeEmerson,noreveravoicecryinginthewildernesslikeWhittierorLowell。Hisnotewasheardratheramidthesweetsecurityofstreets,butitwasalwaysforafinerandgentlercivility。Heimaginednonewruleoflife,andnophilosophyortheoryoflifewillbeknownbyhisname。Hewasnotconstructive;hewasessentiallyobservant,andinthisheshowedthescientificnature。
  Hemadehisreaderknowntohimself,firstinthelittle,andtheninthelargerthings。Fromfirsttolasthewasacensor,butamostwinninganddelightfulcensor,whocouldmakeusfeelthatourfaultswereotherpeople’s,andwhowasnotwont"Tobaithishomilieswithhisbrotherworms。"
  Atoneperiodhesatintheseatofthescorner,asfarasReformwasconcerned,orperhapsreformers,whoaresooftentediousandridiculous;
  butheseemedtogetanewheartwiththenewmindwhichcametohimwhenhebegantowritetheAutocratpapers,andthelightmockerofformerdaysbecametheseriousandcompassionatethinker,towhommosttrulynothingthatwashumanwasalien。Hisreaderstrustedandlovedhim;fewmenhaveeverwrittensointimatelywithsomuchdignity,andperhapsnonehassoendearedhimselfbysayingjustthethingforhisreaderthathisreadercouldnotsayforhimself。Hesoughttheuniversalthroughhimselfinothers,andhefoundtohisdelightandtheirsthatthemostuniversalthingwasoften,ifnotalways,themostpersonalthing。
  InmylatermeetingswithhimIwasstruckmoreandmorebyhisgentleness。Ibelievethatmenareapttogrowgentlerastheygrowolder,unlesstheyareofthecurmudgeontype,whichrustsandcrustswithage,butwithDoctorHolmesthegentlenesswaspeculiarlymarked。
  Heseemedtoshrinkfromallthingsthatcouldprovokecontroversy,orevendifference;hewaivedwhatmightbeamatterofdispute,andrathersoughtthethingsthathecouldagreewithyouupon。InthelasttalkI
  hadwithhimheappearedtohavenogrudgeleft,exceptforthepuritanicorthodoxyinwhichhehadbeenbredasachild。Thishewasnotabletoforgive,thoughitstraditionwasinterwovenwithwhatwastenderestanddearestinhisrecollectionsofchildhood。Wespokeofpuritanism,andIsaidIsometimeswonderedwhatcouldbethemindofamantowardslifewhohadnotbeenrearedinitsawfulshadow,sayanEnglishChurchman,oraContinentalCatholic;andhesaidhecouldnotimagine,andthathedidnotbelievesuchamancouldatallenterintoourfeelings;puritanism,heseemedtothink,madeanessentialandineradicabledifference。Idonotbelievehehadanyofthatfalsesentimentwhichattributesvirtueofcharactertoseverityofcreed,whileitownsthecreedtobewrong。
  HedifferedfromLongfellowinoftenspeakingofhiscontemporaries。Hespokeofthemfrankly,butwithanappreciativeratherthanacensoriouscriticism。OfLongfellowhimselfhesaidthatday,whenItoldhimIhadbeenwritingabouthim,andheseemedtomeamanwithouterror,thathecouldthinkofbutoneerrorinhim,andthatwasanerroroftaste,ofalmostmerelyliterarytaste。ItwasatanearliertimethathetalkedofLowell,afterhisdeath,andtoldmethatLowellonceinthefeverofhisanti—slaveryapostolatehadwrittenhim,urginghimstrongly,asamatterofduty,tocomeoutforthecausehehadhimselfsomuchatheart。AfterwardsLowellwroteagain,owninghimselfwronginhisappeal,whichhehadcometorecognizeasinvasive。"HewastenyearsyoungerthanI,"saidthedoctor。
  IfoundhimthatdayIspeakofinhishouseatBeverlyFarms,wherehehadapleasantstudyinacornerbytheporch,andhemetmewithallthecheerinessofold。Butheconfessedthathehadbeengreatlybrokenupbythelaborofpreparingsomethingthatmightbereadatsomecommemorativemeeting,andhadsufferedfromfindingfirstthathecouldnotwritesomethingspeciallyforit。Eventhecopyingandadaptinganoldpoemhadovertaxedhim,andinthisheshowedthefailingpowersofage。Butotherwisehewasstillyoung,intellectually;thatis,therewasnofailureofinterestinintellectualthings,especiallyliterarythings。Somenewbooklayonthetableathiselbow,andheaskedmeifIhadseenit,andmadesomejokeabouthishavinghadthegoodlucktoreadit,andhaveitlyingbyhimafewdaysbeforewhentheauthorcalled。Idonotknowwhetherheschooledhimselfagainstanoldman’stendencytoreverttothepastornot,butIknowthatheseldomdidso。
  Thatmorning,however,hemadeseveralexcursionsintoit,andtoldmethathisyouthfulsatireofthe’SpectrePig’hadbeenprovokedbyapoemoftheelderDana’s,whereaphantomhorsehadbeenseriouslyemployed,withaneffectofanticlimaxwhichhehadfoundirresistible。Anotherforaywastorecalltheoppressionanddepressionofhisearlyreligiousassociations,andtospeakwithmovingtendernessofhisfather,whoseharddoctrineasaministerwaswithouteffectuponhisownkindlynature。
  Inaletterwrittentomeafewweeksafterthistime,uponanoccasionwhenhedivinedthatsomewordfromhimwouldbemorethancommonlydear,herecurredtothefeelinghethenexpressed:"Fifty—sixyearsago——morethanhalfacentury——Ilostmyownfather,hisagebeingseventy—threeyears。AsIhavereachedthatperiodoflife,passedit,andnowleftitfarbehind,myrecollectionsseemtobrightenandbringbackmyboyhoodandearlymanhoodinaclearerandfairerlightthanitcametomeinmymiddledecades。IhaveoftenwishedoflateyearsthatIcouldtellhimhowIcherishedhismemory;perhapsImayhavethehappinessofsayingallIlongtotellhimontheothersideofthatthinpartitionwhichI
  lovetothinkisallthatdividesus。"
  Menareneverlongtogetherwithoutspeakingofwomen,andIsaidhowinevitablymen’slivesendedwheretheybegan,inthekeepingofwomen,andtheirstrengthfailedatlastandsurrendereditselftotheircare。
  IhadnotfinishedbeforeIwasmadetofeelthatIwaspoaching,and"Yes,"saidtheownerofthepreserve,"Ihavespokenofthat,"andhewentontotellmejustwhere。HewasnotgoingtohavemesupposeIhadinventedthosenotions,andIcouldnotdolessthanownthatImusthavefoundtheminhisbook,andforgottenit。
  Hespokeofhispleasantsummerlifeintheair,atoncesoftandfresh,ofthatlovelycoast,andofhisdrivesupanddownthecountryroads。
  Sometimesthisladyandsometimesthatcameforhim,andoneortwohabitually,buthealwayshadhisowncarriageordered,iftheyfailed,thathemightnotfailofhisdriveinanyfairweather。Hiscottagewasnotimmediatelyonthesea,butinfullsightofit,andtherewasasenseoftheseaaboutit,asthereisinallthatincomparableregion,andIdonotthinkhecouldhavebeenathomeanywherebeyondthereachofitssaltbreath。
  Iwasanxiousnottooutstayhisstrength,andIkeptmyeyeontheclockinfrequentglances。Isawthathefollowedmeinoneofthese,andI
  saidthatIknewwhathishourswere,andIwaswatchingsothatImightgoawayintime,andthenhesweetlyprotested。DidIlikethatchairI
  wassittingin?Itwasagifttohim,andhesaidwhogaveit,withapleasureinthefactthatwasverycharming,asifhelikedtheassociationofthethingwithhisfriend。Hewasdisposedtoexcusetheformallookofhisbookcases,whichwerefilledwithsets,andpresentedsomephalanxesoffictioninratherseverearray。
  WhenIrosetogo,hewasconcernedaboutmybeingabletofindmywayreadilytothestation,andhetoldmehowtogo,andwhatturnstotake,asifhelikedrealizingthewaytohimself。Ibelievehedidnotwalkmuchoflateyears,andIfancyhefoundmuchthesamepleasureinlettinghisimaginationmakethisexcursiontothestationwithmethathewouldhavefoundinactuallygoing。
  Isawhimoncemore,butonlyonce,whenadayortwolaterhedroveupbyourhotelinMagnoliatowardthecottagewherehissecretarywaslodging。Hesawusfromhiscarriage,andcalledusgaylytohim,tomakeusrejoicewithhimathavingfinallygotthatcommemorativepoemoffhismind。Hemadeajestofthetroubleithadcosthim,evensomesleeplessness,andsaidhefeltnowlikeaconvalescent。Hewasallbrightness,andfriendliness,andeagernesstomakeusfeelhismood,throughwhatwascommontousall;andIamgladthatthislastimpressionofhimissoonewiththefirstIeverhad,andwiththatwhicheveryreaderreceivesfromhiswork。
  Thatisbright,andfriendlyandeagertoo,foritisthroughouttheveryexpressionofhimself。Ithinkitisapityifanauthordisappointseventheunreasonableexpectationofthereader,whomhisarthasinvitedtolovehim;butIdonotbelievethatDoctorHolmescouldinflictthisdisappointment。Certainlyhecoulddisappointnoreasonableexpectation,nointelligentexpectation。Whathewrote,thathewas,andeveryonefeltthiswhomethim。Hehasthereforenotdied,assomemendie,theremoteimpersonalsort,butheisyetthrillinglyaliveineverypageofhisbooks。Thequantityofhisliteratureisnotgreat,butthequalityisverysurprising,andsurprisingfirstofallasequality。Fromthebeginningtotheendhewroteoneman,ofcourseinhissuccessiveconsciousnesses。Perhapseveryonedoesthis,buthisworkgivestheimpressionofanuncommoncontinuity,inspiteofitsbeingtheeffectofalaterandanearlierimpulsesoverymarkedastohavemadethelateranastonishingrevelationtothosewhothoughttheyknewhim。
  IX。
  Itisnotformeinsuchapaperasthistoattemptanyjudgmentofhiswork。Ihavelovedit,asIlovedhim,withasenseofitslimitationswhichisbynomeansacensureofitsexcellences。Hewasnotamanwhocaredtotranscend;helikedbounds,helikedhorizons,theconstancyofshores。Ifheputtosea,hekeptinsightofland,liketheancientnavigators。Hedidnotdiscovernewcontinents;andIwillownthatI,formypart,shouldnothavelikedtosailwithColumbus。Ithinkonecansafelyaffirmthatasgreatandasusefulmenstayedbehind,andfoundanAmericaofthemindwithoutstirringfromtheirthresholds。