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第34章

  CHAPTERIII
  APPARITIONTOFATHERMABEUF
  Mariusnolongerwenttoseeanyone,buthesometimesencounteredFatherMabeufbychance。
  WhileMariuswasslowlydescendingthosemelancholystepswhichmaybecalledthecellarstairs,andwhichleadtoplaceswithoutlight,wherethehappycanbeheardwalkingoverhead,M。Mabeufwasdescendingonhisside。
  TheFloraofCauteretznolongersoldatall。TheexperimentsonindigohadnotbeensuccessfulinthelittlegardenofAusterlitz,whichhadabadexposure。M。Mabeufcouldcultivatethereonlyafewplantswhichloveshadeanddampness。Nevertheless,hedidnotbecomediscouraged。HehadobtainedacornerintheJardindesPlantes,withagoodexposure,tomakehistrialswithindigo"athisownexpense。"ForthispurposehehadpawnedhiscopperplatesoftheFlora。Hehadreducedhisbreakfasttotwoeggs,andheleftoneoftheseforhisoldservant,towhomhehadpaidnowagesforthelastfifteenmonths。Andoftenhisbreakfastwashisonlymeal。
  Henolongersmiledwithhisinfantilesmile,hehadgrownmoroseandnolongerreceivedvisitors。Mariusdidwellnottodreamofgoingthither。Sometimes,atthehourwhenM。MabeufwasonhiswaytotheJardindesPlantes,theoldmanandtheyoungmanpassedeachotherontheBoulevarddel’Hopital。Theydidnotspeak,andonlyexchangedamelancholysignofthehead。Aheart—breakingthingitisthattherecomesamomentwhenmiseryloosesbonds!
  Twomenwhohavebeenfriendsbecometwochancepassers—by。
  Royalthebooksellerwasdead。M。Mabeufnolongerknewhisbooks,hisgarden,orhisindigo:thesewerethethreeformswhichhappiness,pleasure,andhopehadassumedforhim。Thissufficedhimforhisliving。Hesaidtohimself:"WhenIshallhavemademyballsofblueing,Ishallberich,Iwillwithdrawmycopperplatesfromthepawn—shop,IwillputmyFlorainvogueagainwithtrickery,plentyofmoneyandadvertisementsinthenewspapersandIwillbuy,Iknowwellwhere,acopyofPierredeMedine’sArtdeNaviguer,withwood—cuts,editionof1655。"Inthemeantime,hetoiledalldayoverhisplotofindigo,andatnighthereturnedhometowaterhisgarden,andtoreadhisbooks。Atthatepoch,M。Mabeufwasnearlyeightyyearsofage。
  Oneeveninghehadasingularapparition。
  Hehadreturnedhomewhileitwasstillbroaddaylight。
  MotherPlutarque,whosehealthwasdeclining,wasillandinbed。
  Hehaddinedonabone,onwhichalittlemeatlingered,andabitofbreadthathehadfoundonthekitchentable,andhadseatedhimselfonanoverturnedstonepost,whichtooktheplaceofabenchinhisgarden。
  Nearthisbenchthererose,afterthefashioninorchard—gardens,asortoflargechest,ofbeamsandplanks,muchdilapidated,arabbit—hutchonthegroundfloor,afruit—closetonthefirst。
  Therewasnothinginthehutch,buttherewereafewapplesinthefruit—closet,——theremainsofthewinter’sprovision。
  M。Mabeufhadsethimselftoturningoverandreading,withtheaidofhisglasses,twobooksofwhichhewaspassionatelyfondandinwhich,aseriousthingathisage,hewasinterested。
  Hisnaturaltimidityrenderedhimaccessibletotheacceptanceofsuperstitionsinacertaindegree。ThefirstofthesebookswasthefamoustreatiseofPresidentDelancre,Del’inconstancedesDemons;
  theotherwasaquartobyMutordelaRubaudiere,SurlesDiablesdeVauvertetlesGobelinsdelaBievre。Thislast—mentionedoldvolumeinterestedhimallthemore,becausehisgardenhadbeenoneofthespotshauntedbygoblinsinformertimes。Thetwilighthadbeguntowhitenwhatwasonhighandtoblackenallbelow。
  Asheread,overthetopofthebookwhichheheldinhishand,FatherMabeufwassurveyinghisplants,andamongothersamagnificentrhododendronwhichwasoneofhisconsolations;
  fourdaysofheat,wind,andsunwithoutadropofrain,hadpassed;
  thestalkswerebending,thebudsdrooping,theleavesfalling;
  allthisneededwater,therhododendronwasparticularlysad。
  FatherMabeufwasoneofthosepersonsforwhomplantshavesouls。
  Theoldmanhadtoiledalldayoverhisindigoplot,hewaswornoutwithfatigue,butherose,laidhisbooksonthebench,andwalked,allbentoverandwithtotteringfootsteps,tothewell,butwhenhehadgraspedthechain,hecouldnotevendrawitsufficientlytounhookit。Thenheturnedroundandcastaglanceofanguishtowardheavenwhichwasbecomingstuddedwithstars。
  Theeveninghadthatserenitywhichoverwhelmsthetroublesofmanbeneathanindescribablymournfulandeternaljoy。Thenightpromisedtobeasaridasthedayhadbeen。
  "Starseverywhere!"thoughttheoldman;"notthetiniestcloud!
  Notadropofwater!"
  Andhishead,whichhadbeenupraisedforamoment,fellbackuponhisbreast。
  Heraiseditagain,andoncemorelookedatthesky,murmuring:——
  "Atearofdew!Alittlepity!"
  Hetriedagaintounhookthechainofthewell,andcouldnot。
  Atthatmoment,heheardavoicesaying:——
  "FatherMabeuf,wouldyouliketohavemewateryourgardenforyou?"
  Atthesametime,anoiseasofawildanimalpassingbecameaudibleinthehedge,andhebeheldemergingfromtheshrubberyasortoftall,slendergirl,whodrewherselfupinfrontofhimandstaredboldlyathim。Shehadlesstheairofahumanbeingthanofaformwhichhadjustblossomedforthfromthetwilight。
  BeforeFatherMabeuf,whowaseasilyterrified,andwhowas,aswehavesaid,quicktotakealarm,wasabletoreplybyasinglesyllable,thisbeing,whosemovementshadasortofoddabruptnessinthedarkness,hadunhookedthechain,plungedinandwithdrawnthebucket,andfilledthewatering—pot,andthegoodmanbeheldthisapparition,whichhadbarefeetandatatteredpetticoat,runningaboutamongtheflower—bedsdistributinglifearoundher。Thesoundofthewatering—potontheleavesfilledFatherMabeuf’ssoulwithecstasy。
  Itseemedtohimthattherhododendronwashappynow。
  Thefirstbucketfulemptied,thegirldrewasecond,thenathird。
  Shewateredthewholegarden。
  Therewassomethingabouther,asshethusranaboutamongpaths,whereheroutlineappearedperfectlyblack,wavingherangulararms,andwithherfichuallinrags,thatresembledabat。
  Whenshehadfinished,FatherMabeufapproachedherwithtearsinhiseyes,andlaidhishandonherbrow。
  "Godwillblessyou,"saidhe,"youareanangelsinceyoutakecareoftheflowers。"
  "No,"shereplied。"Iamthedevil,butthat’sallthesametome。"
  Theoldmanexclaimed,withouteitherwaitingfororhearingherresponse:——
  "WhatapitythatIamsounhappyandsopoor,andthatIcandonothingforyou!"
  "Youcandosomething,"saidshe。
  "What?"
  "TellmewhereM。Mariuslives。"
  Theoldmandidnotunderstand。"WhatMonsieurMarius?"
  Heraisedhisglassyeyesandseemedtobeseekingsomethingthathadvanished。
  "Ayoungmanwhousedtocomehere。"
  Inthemeantime,M。Mabeufhadsearchedhismemory。
  "Ah!yes——"heexclaimed。"Iknowwhatyoumean。Wait!
  MonsieurMarius——theBaronMariusPontmercy,parbleu!Helives,——
  orrather,henolongerlives,——ahwell,Idon’tknow。"
  Ashespoke,hehadbentovertotrainabranchofrhododendron,andhecontinued:——
  "Hold,Iknownow。Heveryoftenpassesalongtheboulevard,andgoesinthedirectionoftheGlaciere,RueCroulebarbe。
  ThemeadowoftheLark。Gothere。Itisnothardtomeethim。"
  WhenM。Mabeufstraightenedhimselfup,therewasnolongeranyonethere;thegirlhaddisappeared。
  Hewasdecidedlyterrified。
  "Really,"hethought,"ifmygardenhadnotbeenwatered,Ishouldthinkthatshewasaspirit。"
  Anhourlater,whenhewasinbed,itcamebacktohim,andashefellasleep,atthatconfusedmomentwhenthought,likethatfabulousbirdwhichchangesitselfintoafishinordertocrossthesea,littlebylittleassumestheformofadreaminordertotraverseslumber,hesaidtohimselfinabewilderedway:——
  "Insooth,thatgreatlyresembleswhatRubaudierenarratesofthegoblins。Couldithavebeenagoblin?"
  CHAPTERIV
  ANAPPARITIONTOMARIUS
  Somedaysafterthisvisitofa"spirit"toFarmerMabeuf,onemorning,——
  itwasonaMonday,thedaywhenMariusborrowedthehundred—soupiecefromCourfeyracforThenardier——Mariushadputthiscoininhispocket,andbeforecarryingittotheclerk’soffice,hehadgone"totakealittlestroll,"inthehopethatthiswouldmakehimworkonhisreturn。Itwasalwaysthus,however。Assoonasherose,heseatedhimselfbeforeabookandasheetofpaperinordertoscribblesometranslation;histaskatthatepochconsistedinturningintoFrenchacelebratedquarrelbetweenGermans,theGansandSavignycontroversy;hetookSavigny,hetookGans,readfourlines,triedtowriteone,couldnot,sawastarbetweenhimandhispaper,androsefromhischair,saying:"Ishallgoout。
  Thatwillputmeinspirits。"
  AndoffhewenttotheLark’smeadow。
  Therehebeheldmorethaneverthestar,andlessthaneverSavignyandGans。
  Hereturnedhome,triedtotakeuphisworkagain,anddidnotsucceed;
  therewasnomeansofre—knottingasingleoneofthethreadswhichwerebrokeninhisbrain;thenhesaidtohimself:"Iwillnotgooutto—morrow。Itpreventsmyworking。"Andhewentouteveryday。
  HelivedintheLark’smeadowmorethaninCourfeyrac’slodgings。
  Thatwashisrealaddress:BoulevarddelaSante,attheseventhtreefromtheRueCroulebarbe。
  ThatmorninghehadquittedtheseventhtreeandhadseatedhimselfontheparapetoftheRiverdesGobelins。Acheerfulsunlightpenetratedthefreshlyunfoldedandluminousleaves。
  Hewasdreamingof"Her。"Andhismeditationturningtoareproach,fellbackuponhimself;hereflecteddolefullyonhisidleness,hisparalysisofsoul,whichwasgainingonhim,andofthatnightwhichwasgrowingmoredenseeverymomentbeforehim,tosuchapointthathenolongerevensawthesun。
  Nevertheless,athwartthispainfulextricationofindistinctideaswhichwasnotevenamonologue,sofeeblehadactionbecomeinhim,andhehadnolongertheforcetocaretodespair,athwartthismelancholyabsorption,sensationsfromwithoutdidreachhim。
  Heheardbehindhim,beneathhim,onbothbanksoftheriver,thelaundressesoftheGobelinsbeatingtheirlinen,andabovehishead,thebirdschatteringandsingingintheelm—trees。
  Ontheonehand,thesoundofliberty,thecarelesshappinessoftheleisurewhichhaswings;ontheother,thesoundoftoil。
  Whatcausedhimtomeditatedeeply,andalmostreflect,weretwocheerfulsounds。
  Allatonce,inthemidstofhisdejectedecstasy,heheardafamiliarvoicesaying:——
  "Come!Hereheis!"
  Heraisedhiseyes,andrecognizedthatwretchedchildwhohadcometohimonemorning,theelderoftheThenardierdaughters,Eponine;heknewhernamenow。Strangetosay,shehadgrownpoorerandprettier,twostepswhichithadnotseemedwithinherpowertotake。
  Shehadaccomplishedadoubleprogress,towardsthelightandtowardsdistress。Shewasbarefootedandinrags,asonthedaywhenshehadsoresolutelyenteredhischamber,onlyherragsweretwomonthsoldernow,theholeswerelarger,thetattersmoresordid。
  Itwasthesameharshvoice,thesamebrowdimmedandwrinkledwithtan,thesamefree,wild,andvacillatingglance。Shehadbesides,morethanformerly,inherfacethatindescribablyterrifiedandlamentablesomethingwhichsojourninaprisonaddstowretchedness。
  Shehadbitsofstrawandhayinherhair,notlikeOpheliathroughhavinggonemadfromthecontagionofHamlet’smadness,butbecauseshehadsleptintheloftofsomestable。
  Andinspiteofitall,shewasbeautiful。Whatastarartthou,Oyouth!
  Inthemeantime,shehadhaltedinfrontofMariuswithatraceofjoyinherlividcountenance,andsomethingwhichresembledasmile。
  Shestoodforseveralmomentsasthoughincapableofspeech。
  "SoIhavemetyouatlast!"shesaidatlength。"FatherMabeufwasright,itwasonthisboulevard!HowIhavehuntedforyou!
  Ifyouonlyknew!Doyouknow?Ihavebeeninthejug。Afortnight!
  Theyletmeout!seeingthattherewasnothingagainstme,andthat,moreover,Ihadnotreachedyearsofdiscretion。Ilacktwomonthsofit。Oh!howIhavehuntedforyou!Thesesixweeks!
  Soyoudon’tlivedownthereanymore?"
  "No,"saidMarius。
  "Ah!Iunderstand。Becauseofthataffair。Thosetake—downsaredisagreeable。Youclearedout。Comenow!Whydoyouwearoldhatslikethis!Ayoungmanlikeyououghttohavefineclothes。
  Doyouknow,MonsieurMarius,FatherMabeufcallsyouBaronMarius,Idon’tknowwhat。Itisn’ttruethatyouareabaron?Baronsareoldfellows,theygototheLuxembourg,infrontofthechateau,wherethereisthemostsun,andtheyreadtheQuotidienneforasou。
  Ioncecarriedalettertoabaronofthatsort。Hewasoverahundredyearsold。Say,wheredoyoulivenow?"
  Mariusmadenoreply。
  "Ah!"shewenton,"youhaveaholeinyourshirt。Imustsewitupforyou。"
  Sheresumedwithanexpressionwhichgraduallycloudedover:——
  "Youdon’tseemgladtoseeme。"
  Mariusheldhispeace;sheremainedsilentforamoment,thenexclaimed:——
  "ButifIchoose,nevertheless,Icouldforceyoutolookglad!"
  "What?"demandedMarius。"Whatdoyoumean?"
  "Ah!youusedtocallmethou,"sheretorted。
  "Well,then,whatdostthoumean?"
  Shebitherlips;sheseemedtohesitate,asthoughapreytosomesortofinwardconflict。Atlastsheappearedtocometoadecision。
  "Somuchtheworse,Idon’tcare。Youhaveamelancholyair,Iwantyoutobepleased。Onlypromisemethatyouwillsmile。
  Iwanttoseeyousmileandhearyousay:`Ah,well,that’sgood。’
  PoorMr。Marius!youknow?YoupromisedmethatyouwouldgivemeanythingIlike——"
  "Yes!Onlyspeak!"
  ShelookedMariusfullintheeye,andsaid:——
  "Ihavetheaddress。"
  Mariusturnedpale。Allthebloodflowedbacktohisheart。
  "Whataddress?"
  "Theaddressthatyouaskedmetoget!"
  Sheadded,asthoughwithaneffort:——
  "Theaddress——youknowverywell!"
  "Yes!"stammeredMarius。
  "Ofthatyounglady。"
  Thisworduttered,shesigheddeeply。
  Mariussprangfromtheparapetonwhichhehadbeensittingandseizedherhanddistractedly。
  "Oh!Well!leadmethither!Tellme!Askofmeanythingyouwish!
  Whereisit?"
  "Comewithme,"sheresponded。"Idon’tknowthestreetornumberverywell;itisinquitetheotherdirectionfromhere,butIknowthehousewell,Iwilltakeyoutoit。"
  Shewithdrewherhandandwenton,inatonewhichcouldhaverenttheheartofanobserver,butwhichdidnotevengrazeMariusinhisintoxicatedandecstaticstate:——
  "Oh!howgladyouare!"
  AcloudsweptacrossMarius’brow。HeseizedEponinebythearm:——
  "Swearonethingtome!"
  "Swear!"saidshe,"whatdoesthatmean?Come!Youwantmetoswear?"
  Andshelaughed。
  "Yourfather!promiseme,Eponine!Sweartomethatyouwillnotgivethisaddresstoyourfather!"
  Sheturnedtohimwithastupefiedair。
  "Eponine!HowdoyouknowthatmynameisEponine?"
  "PromisewhatItellyou!"
  Butshedidnotseemtohearhim。
  "That’snice!YouhavecalledmeEponine!"
  Mariusgraspedbothherarmsatonce。
  "Butanswerme,inthenameofHeaven!payattentiontowhatIamsayingtoyou,sweartomethatyouwillnottellyourfatherthisaddressthatyouknow!"
  "Myfather!"saidshe。"Ahyes,myfather!Beatease。
  He’sincloseconfinement。Besides,whatdoIcareformyfather!"
  "Butyoudonotpromiseme!"exclaimedMarius。
  "Letgoofme!"shesaid,burstingintoalaugh,"howyoudoshakeme!
  Yes!Yes!Ipromisethat!Iswearthattoyou!Whatisthattome?
  Iwillnottellmyfathertheaddress。There!Isthatright?
  Isthatit?"
  "Nortoanyone?"saidMarius。
  "Nortoanyone。"
  "Now,"resumedMarius,"takemethere。"
  "Immediately?"
  "Immediately。"
  "Comealong。Ah!howpleasedheis!"saidshe。
  Afterafewstepsshehalted。
  "Youarefollowingmetooclosely,MonsieurMarius。Letmegoonahead,andfollowmeso,withoutseemingtodoit。Aniceyoungmanlikeyoumustnotbeseenwithawomanlikeme。"
  Notonguecanexpressallthatlayinthatword,woman,thuspronouncedbythatchild。
  Sheproceededadozenpacesandthenhaltedoncemore;Mariusjoinedher。
  Sheaddressedhimsideways,andwithoutturningtowardshim:——
  "Bytheway,youknowthatyoupromisedmesomething?"
  Mariusfumbledinhispocket。AllthatheownedintheworldwasthefivefrancsintendedforThenardierthefather。HetookthemandlaidtheminEponine’shand。
  Sheopenedherfingersandletthecoinfalltotheground,andgazedathimwithagloomyair。
  "Idon’twantyourmoney,"saidshe。
  BOOKTHIRD。——THEHOUSEINTHERUEPLUMET
  CHAPTERI
  THEHOUSEWITHASECRET
  Aboutthemiddleofthelastcentury,achiefjusticeintheParliamentofParishavingamistressandconcealingthefact,foratthatperiodthegrandseignorsdisplayedtheirmistresses,andthebourgeoisconcealedthem,had"alittlehouse"builtintheFaubourgSaint—Germain,inthedesertedRueBlomet,whichisnowcalledRuePlumet,notfarfromthespotwhichwasthendesignatedasCombatdesAnimaux。
  Thishousewascomposedofasingle—storiedpavilion;tworoomsonthegroundfloor,twochambersonthefirstfloor,akitchendownstairs,aboudoirupstairs,anatticundertheroof,thewholeprecededbyagardenwithalargegateopeningonthestreet。
  Thisgardenwasaboutanacreandahalfinextent。Thiswasallthatcouldbeseenbypassers—by;butbehindthepaviliontherewasanarrowcourtyard,andattheendofthecourtyardalowbuildingconsistingoftworoomsandacellar,asortofpreparationdestinedtoconcealachildandnurseincaseofneed。Thisbuildingcommunicatedintherearbyamaskeddoorwhichopenedbyasecretspring,withalong,narrow,pavedwindingcorridor,opentothesky,hemmedinwithtwoloftywalls,which,hiddenwithwonderfulart,andlostasitwerebetweengardenenclosuresandcultivatedland,allofwhoseanglesanddetoursitfollowed,endedinanotherdoor,alsowithasecretlockwhichopenedaquarterofaleagueaway,almostinanotherquarter,atthesolitaryextremityoftheRueduBabylone。
  Throughthisthechiefjusticeentered,sothateventhosewhowerespyingonhimandfollowinghimwouldmerelyhaveobservedthatthejusticebetookhimselfeverydayinamysteriouswaysomewhere,andwouldneverhavesuspectedthattogototheRuedeBabylonewastogototheRueBlomet。Thankstocleverpurchasersofland,themagistratehadbeenabletomakeasecret,sewer—likepassageonhisownproperty,andconsequently,withoutinterference。Lateron,hehadsoldinlittleparcels,forgardensandmarketgardens,thelotsofgroundadjoiningthecorridor,andtheproprietorsoftheselotsonbothsidesthoughttheyhadapartywallbeforetheireyes,anddidnotevensuspectthelong,pavedribbonwindingbetweentwowallsamidtheirflower—bedsandtheirorchards。
  Onlythebirdsbeheldthiscuriosity。Itisprobablethatthelinnetsandtomtitsofthelastcenturygossipedagreatdealaboutthechiefjustice。
  Thepavilion,builtofstoneinthetasteofMansard,wainscotedandfurnishedintheWatteaustyle,rocailleontheinside,old—fashionedontheoutside,walledinwithatriplehedgeofflowers,hadsomethingdiscreet,coquettish,andsolemnaboutit,asbefitsacapriceofloveandmagistracy。
  Thishouseandcorridor,whichhavenowdisappeared,wereinexistencefifteenyearsago。In’93acoppersmithhadpurchasedthehousewiththeideaofdemolishingit,buthadnotbeenabletopaytheprice;thenationmadehimbankrupt。Sothatitwasthehousewhichdemolishedthecoppersmith。Afterthat,thehouseremaineduninhabited,andfellslowlytoruin,asdoeseverydwellingtowhichthepresenceofmandoesnotcommunicatelife。
  Ithadremainedfittedwithitsoldfurniture,wasalwaysforsaleortolet,andthetenoradozenpeoplewhopassedthroughtheRuePlumetwerewarnedofthefactbyayellowandillegiblebitofwritingwhichhadhungonthegardenwallsince1819。
  TowardstheendoftheRestoration,thesesamepassers—bymighthavenoticedthatthebillhaddisappeared,andeventhattheshuttersonthefirstfloorwereopen。Thehousewasoccupied,infact。
  Thewindowshadshortcurtains,asignthattherewasawomanabout。
  InthemonthofOctober,1829,amanofacertainagehadpresentedhimselfandhadhiredthehousejustasitstood,including,ofcourse,thebackbuildingandthelanewhichendedintheRuedeBabylone。
  Hehadhadthesecretopeningsofthetwodoorstothispassagerepaired。
  Thehouse,aswehavejustmentioned,wasstillverynearlyfurnishedwiththejustice’soldfitting;thenewtenanthadorderedsomerepairs,hadaddedwhatwaslackinghereandthere,hadreplacedthepaving—stonesintheyard,bricksinthefloors,stepsinthestairs,missingbitsintheinlaidfloorsandtheglassinthelatticewindows,andhadfinallyinstalledhimselftherewithayounggirlandanelderlymaid—servant,withoutcommotion,ratherlikeapersonwhoisslippinginthanlikeamanwhoisenteringhisownhouse。Theneighborsdidnotgossipabouthim,forthereasonthattherewerenoneighbors。
  ThisunobtrusivetenantwasJeanValjean,theyounggirlwasCosette。
  TheservantwasawomannamedToussaint,whomJeanValjeanhadsavedfromthehospitalandfromwretchedness,andwhowaselderly,astammerer,andfromtheprovinces,threequalitieswhichhaddecidedJeanValjeantotakeherwithhim。HehadhiredthehouseunderthenameofM。Fauchelevent,independentgentleman。
  Inallthathasbeenrelatedheretofore,thereaderhas,doubtless,beennolesspromptthanThenardiertorecognizeJeanValjean。
  WhyhadJeanValjeanquittedtheconventofthePetit—Picpus?Whathadhappened?
  Nothinghadhappened。
  ItwillberememberedthatJeanValjeanwashappyintheconvent,sohappythathisconsciencefinallytookthealarm。HesawCosetteeveryday,hefeltpaternityspringupanddevelopwithinhimmoreandmore,hebroodedoverthesoulofthatchild,hesaidtohimselfthatshewashis,thatnothingcouldtakeherfromhim,thatthiswouldlastindefinitely,thatshewouldcertainlybecomeanun,beingtheretogentlyincitedeveryday,thatthustheconventwashenceforththeuniverseforherasitwasforhim,thatheshouldgrowoldthere,andthatshewouldgrowupthere,thatshewouldgrowoldthere,andthatheshoulddiethere;that,inshort,delightfulhope,noseparationwaspossible。Onreflectinguponthis,hefellintoperplexity。Heinterrogatedhimself。Heaskedhimselfifallthathappinesswerereallyhis,ifitwerenotcomposedofthehappinessofanother,ofthehappinessofthatchildwhichhe,anoldman,wasconfiscatingandstealing;ifthatwerenottheft?
  Hesaidtohimself,thatthischildhadarighttoknowlifebeforerenouncingit,thattodepriveherinadvance,andinsomesortwithoutconsultingher,ofalljoys,underthepretextofsavingherfromalltrials,totakeadvantageofherignoranceofherisolation,inordertomakeanartificialvocationgerminateinher,wastorobahumancreatureofitsnatureandtolietoGod。
  Andwhoknowsif,whenshecametobeawareofallthissomeday,andfoundherselfanuntohersorrow,Cosettewouldnotcometohatehim?Alast,almostselfishthought,andlessheroicthantherest,butwhichwasintolerabletohim。Heresolvedtoquittheconvent。
  Heresolvedonthis;herecognizedwithanguish,thefactthatitwasnecessary。Asforobjections,therewerenone。
  Fiveyears’sojournbetweenthesefourwallsandofdisappearancehadnecessarilydestroyedordispersedtheelementsoffear。
  Hecouldreturntranquillyamongmen。Hehadgrownold,andallhadundergoneachange。Whowouldrecognizehimnow?
  Andthen,tofacetheworst,therewasdangeronlyforhimself,andhehadnorighttocondemnCosettetothecloisterforthereasonthathehadbeencondemnedtothegalleys。Besides,whatisdangerincomparisonwiththeright?Finally,nothingpreventedhisbeingprudentandtakinghisprecautions。
  AsforCosette’seducation,itwasalmostfinishedandcomplete。
  Hisdeterminationoncetaken,heawaitedanopportunity。
  Itwasnotlonginpresentingitself。OldFaucheleventdied。
  JeanValjeandemandedanaudiencewiththereveredprioressandtoldherthat,havingcomeintoalittleinheritanceatthedeathofhisbrother,whichpermittedhimhenceforthtolivewithoutworking,heshouldleavetheserviceoftheconventandtakehisdaughterwithhim;butthat,asitwasnotjustthatCosette,sinceshehadnottakenthevows,shouldhavereceivedhereducationgratuitously,hehumblybeggedtheReverendPrioresstoseefitthatheshouldoffertothecommunity,asindemnity,forthefiveyearswhichCosettehadspentthere,thesumoffivethousandfrancs。
  ItwasthusthatJeanValjeanquittedtheconventofthePerpetualAdoration。
  Onleavingtheconvent,hetookinhisownarmsthelittlevalisethekeytowhichhestillworeonhisperson,andwouldpermitnoportertotouchit。ThispuzzledCosette,becauseoftheodorofembalmingwhichproceededfromit。
  Letusstateatonce,thatthistrunkneverquittedhimmore。
  Healwayshaditinhischamber。Itwasthefirstandonlythingsometimes,thathecarriedoffinhismovingwhenhemovedabout。
  Cosettelaughedatit,andcalledthisvalisehisinseparable,saying:
  "Iamjealousofit。"
  Nevertheless,JeanValjeandidnotreappearintheopenairwithoutprofoundanxiety。
  HediscoveredthehouseintheRuePlumet,andhidhimselffromsightthere。Henceforthhewasinthepossessionofthename:——
  UltimeFauchelevent。
  AtthesametimehehiredtwootherapartmentsinParis,inorderthathemightattractlessattentionthanifheweretoremainalwaysinthesamequarter,andsothathecould,atneed,takehimselfoffattheslightestdisquietudewhichshouldassailhim,andinshort,sothathemightnotagainbecaughtunprovidedasonthenightwhenhehadsomiraculouslyescapedfromJavert。
  Thesetwoapartmentswereverypitiable,poorinappearance,andintwoquarterswhichwerefarremotefromeachother,theoneintheRuedel’Ouest,theotherintheRuedel’HommeArme。
  Hewentfromtimetotime,nowtotheRuedel’HommeArme,nowtotheRuedel’Ouest,topassamonthorsixweeks,withouttakingToussaint。Hehadhimselfservedbytheporters,andgavehimselfoutasagentlemanfromthesuburbs,livingonhisfunds,andhavingalittletemporaryresting—placeintown。
  ThisloftyvirtuehadthreedomicilesinParisforthesakeofescapingfromthepolice。
  CHAPTERII
  JEANVALJEANASANATIONALGUARD
  However,properlyspeaking,helivedintheRuePlumet,andhehadarrangedhisexistencethereinthefollowingfashion:——
  Cosetteandtheservantoccupiedthepavilion;shehadthebigsleeping—roomwiththepaintedpier—glasses,theboudoirwiththegildedfillets,thejustice’sdrawing—roomfurnishedwithtapestriesandvastarm—chairs;shehadthegarden。JeanValjeanhadacanopiedbedofantiquedamaskinthreecolorsandabeautifulPersianrugpurchasedintheRueduFiguier—Saint—PaulatMotherGaucher’s,putintoCosette’schamber,and,inordertoredeemtheseverityofthesemagnificentoldthings,hehadamalgamatedwiththisbric—a—bracallthegayandgracefullittlepiecesoffurnituresuitabletoyounggirls,anetagere,abookcasefilledwithgilt—edgedbooks,aninkstand,ablotting—book,paper,awork—tableincrustedwithmotherofpearl,asilver—giltdressing—case,atoiletserviceinJapaneseporcelain。
  Longdamaskcurtainswitharedfoundationandthreecolors,likethoseonthebed,hungatthewindowsofthefirstfloor。
  Onthegroundfloor,thecurtainswereoftapestry。Allwinterlong,Cosette’slittlehousewasheatedfromtoptobottom。JeanValjeaninhabitedthesortofporter’slodgewhichwassituatedattheendofthebackcourtyard,withamattressonafolding—bed,awhitewoodtable,twostrawchairs,anearthenwarewater—jug,afewoldvolumesonashelf,hisbelovedvaliseinonecorner,andneveranyfire。HedinedwithCosette,andhehadaloafofblackbreadonthetableforhisownuse。
  WhenToussaintcame,hehadsaidtoher:"Itistheyoungladywhoisthemistressofthishouse。"——"Andyou,monsieur?"Toussaintrepliedinamazement。——"Iamamuchbetterthingthanthemaster,Iamthefather。"
  Cosettehadbeentaughthousekeepingintheconvent,andsheregulatedtheirexpenditure,whichwasverymodest。Everyday,JeanValjeanputhisarmthroughCosette’sandtookherforawalk。
  HeledhertotheLuxembourg,totheleastfrequentedwalk,andeverySundayhetookhertomassatSaint—Jacques—du—Haut—Pas,becausethatwasalongwayoff。Asitwasaverypoorquarter,hebestowedalmslargelythere,andthepoorpeoplesurroundedhiminchurch,whichhaddrawndownuponhimThenardier’sepistle:
  "TothebenevolentgentlemanofthechurchofSaint—Jacques—du—Haut—Pas。"
  HewasfondoftakingCosettetovisitthepoorandthesick。
  NostrangereverenteredthehouseintheRuePlumet。Toussaintbroughttheirprovisions,andJeanValjeanwenthimselfforwatertoafountainnearbyontheboulevard。Theirwoodandwinewereputintoahalf—subterraneanhollowlinedwithrock—workwhichlayneartheRuedeBabyloneandwhichhadformerlyservedthechief—justiceasagrotto;forattheepochoffolliesand"LittleHouses"nolovewaswithoutagrotto。
  InthedooropeningontheRuedeBabylone,therewasaboxdestinedforthereceptionoflettersandpapers;only,asthethreeinhabitantsofthepavilionintheRuePlumetreceivedneitherpapersnorletters,theentireusefulnessofthatbox,formerlythego—betweenofaloveaffair,andtheconfidantofalove—lornlawyer,wasnowlimitedtothetax—collector’snotices,andthesummonsoftheguard。
  ForM。Fauchelevent,independentgentleman,belongedtothenationalguard;hehadnotbeenabletoescapethroughthefinemeshesofthecensusof1831。ThemunicipalinformationcollectedatthattimehadevenreachedtheconventofthePetit—Picpus,asortofimpenetrableandholycloud,whenceJeanValjeanhademergedinvenerableguise,and,consequently,worthyofmountingguardintheeyesofthetownhall。
  Threeorfourtimesayear,JeanValjeandonnedhisuniformandmountedguard;hedidthiswillingly,however;itwasacorrectdisguisewhichmixedhimwitheveryone,andyetlefthimsolitary。
  JeanValjeanhadjustattainedhissixtiethbirthday,theageoflegalexemption;buthedidnotappeartobeoverfifty;
  moreover,hehadnodesiretoescapehissergeant—majornortoquibblewithComtedeLobau;hepossessednocivilstatus,hewasconcealinghisname,hewasconcealinghisidentity,soheconcealedhisage,heconcealedeverything;and,aswehavejustsaid,hewillinglydidhisdutyasanationalguard;thesumofhisambitionlayinresemblinganyothermanwhopaidhistaxes。
  Thismanhadforhisideal,within,theangel,without,thebourgeois。
  Letusnoteonedetail,however;whenJeanValjeanwentoutwithCosette,hedressedasthereaderhasalreadyseen,andhadtheairofaretiredofficer。Whenhewentoutalone,whichwasgenerallyatnight,hewasalwaysdressedinaworkingman’strousersandblouse,andworeacapwhichconcealedhisface。Wasthisprecautionorhumility?
  Both。Cosettewasaccustomedtotheenigmaticalsideofherdestiny,andhardlynoticedherfather’speculiarities。AsforToussaint,sheveneratedJeanValjean,andthoughteverythinghedidright。
  Oneday,herbutcher,whohadcaughtaglimpseofJeanValjean,saidtoher:"That’saqueerfish。"Shereplied:"He’sasaint。"
  NeitherJeanValjeannorCosettenorToussainteverenteredoremergedexceptbythedoorontheRuedeBabylone。UnlessseenthroughthegardengateitwouldhavebeendifficulttoguessthattheylivedintheRuePlumet。Thatgatewasalwaysclosed。JeanValjeanhadleftthegardenuncultivated,inordernottoattractattention。
  Inthis,possibly,hemadeamistake。
  CHAPTERIII
  FOLIISACFRONDIBUS
  Thegardenthuslefttoitselfformorethanhalfacenturyhadbecomeextraordinaryandcharming。Thepassers—byoffortyyearsagohaltedtogazeatit,withoutasuspicionofthesecretswhichithidinitsfreshandverdantdepths。Morethanonedreamerofthatepochoftenallowedhisthoughtsandhiseyestopenetrateindiscreetlybetweenthebarsofthatancient,padlockedgate,twisted,tottering,fastenedtotwogreenandmoss—coveredpillars,andoddlycrownedwithapedimentofundecipherablearabesque。
  Therewasastonebenchinonecorner,oneortwomouldystatues,severallatticeswhichhadlosttheirnailswithtime,wererottingonthewall,andtherewerenowalksnorturf;buttherewasenoughgrasseverywhere。Gardeninghadtakenitsdeparture,andnaturehadreturned。Weedsabounded,whichwasagreatpieceofluckforapoorcornerofland。Thefestivalofgilliflowerswassomethingsplendid。Nothinginthisgardenobstructedthesacredeffortofthingstowardslife;venerablegrowthreignedthereamongthem。Thetreeshadbentovertowardsthenettles,theplanthadsprungupward,thebranchhadinclined,thatwhichcrawlsontheearthhadgoneinsearchofthatwhichexpandsintheair,thatwhichfloatsonthewindhadbentovertowardsthatwhichtrailsinthemoss;trunks,boughs,leaves,fibres,clusters,tendrils,shoots,spines,thorns,hadmingled,crossed,married,confoundedthemselvesineachother;vegetationinadeepandcloseembrace,hadcelebratedandaccomplishedthere,underthewell—pleasedeyeoftheCreator,inthatenclosurethreehundredfeetsquare,theholymysteryoffraternity,symbolofthehumanfraternity。
  Thisgardenwasnolongeragarden,itwasacolossalthicket,thatistosay,somethingasimpenetrableasaforest,aspeopledasacity,quiveringlikeanest,sombrelikeacathedral,fragrantlikeabouquet,solitaryasatomb,livingasathrong。
  InFloreal[34]thisenormousthicket,freebehinditsgateandwithinitsfourwalls,entereduponthesecretlaborofgermination,quiveredintherisingsun,almostlikeananimalwhichdrinksinthebreathsofcosmiclove,andwhichfeelsthesapofAprilrisingandboilinginitsveins,andshakestothewinditsenormouswonderfulgreenlocks,sprinkledonthedampearth,onthedefacedstatues,onthecrumblingstepsofthepavilion,andevenonthepavementofthedesertedstreet,flowerslikestars,dewlikepearls,fecundity,beauty,life,joy,perfumes。Atmidday,athousandwhitebutterfliestookrefugethere,anditwasadivinespectacletoseethatlivingsummersnowwhirlingaboutthereinflakesamidtheshade。There,inthosegayshadowsofverdure,athrongofinnocentvoicesspokesweetlytothesoul,andwhatthetwitteringforgottosaythehummingcompleted。Intheevening,adreamyvaporexhaledfromthegardenandenvelopedit;ashroudofmist,acalmandcelestialsadnesscoveredit;theintoxicatingperfumeofthehoneysucklesandconvolvuluspouredoutfromeverypartofit,likeanexquisiteandsubtlepoison;thelastappealsofthewoodpeckersandthewagtailswereaudibleastheydozedamongthebranches;onefeltthesacredintimacyofthebirdsandthetrees;
  bydaythewingsrejoicetheleaves,bynighttheleavesprotectthewings。
  [34]FromApril19toMay20。
  Inwinterthethicketwasblack,dripping,bristling,shivering,andallowedsomeglimpseofthehouse。Insteadofflowersonthebranchesanddewintheflowers,thelongsilverytracksofthesnailswerevisibleonthecold,thickcarpetofyellowleaves;butinanyfashion,underanyaspect,atallseasons,spring,winter,summer,autumn,thistinyenclosurebreathedforthmelancholy,contemplation,solitude,liberty,theabsenceofman,thepresenceofGod;andtherustyoldgatehadtheairofsaying:"Thisgardenbelongstome。"
  ItwasofnoavailthatthepavementsofPariswerethereoneveryside,theclassicandsplendidhotelsoftheRuedeVarennesacoupleofpacesaway,thedomeoftheInvalidescloseathand,theChamberofDeputiesnotfaroff;thecarriagesoftheRuedeBourgogneandoftheRueSaint—Dominiquerumbledluxuriously,invain,inthevicinity,invaindidtheyellow,brown,white,andredomnibusescrosseachother’scourseattheneighboringcross—roads;
  theRuePlumetwasthedesert;andthedeathoftheformerproprietors,therevolutionwhichhadpassedoverit,thecrumblingawayofancientfortunes,absence,forgetfulness,fortyyearsofabandonmentandwidowhood,hadsufficedtorestoretothisprivilegedspotferns,mulleins,hemlock,yarrow,tallweeds,greatcrimpedplants,withlargeleavesofpalegreencloth,lizards,beetles,uneasyandrapidinsects;tocausetospringforthfromthedepthsoftheearthandtoreappearbetweenthosefourwallsacertainindescribableandsavagegrandeur;andfornature,whichdisconcertsthepettyarrangementsofman,andwhichshedsherselfalwaysthoroughlywhereshediffusesherselfatall,intheantaswellasintheeagle,toblossomoutinapettylittleParisiangardenwithasmuchrudeforceandmajestyasinavirginforestoftheNewWorld。
  Nothingissmall,infact;anyonewhoissubjecttotheprofoundandpenetratinginfluenceofnatureknowsthis。Althoughnoabsolutesatisfactionisgiventophilosophy,eithertocircumscribethecauseortolimittheeffect,thecontemplatorfallsintothoseunfathomableecstasiescausedbythesedecompositionsofforceterminatinginunity。Everythingtoilsateverything。
  Algebraisappliedtotheclouds;theradiationofthestarprofitstherose;nothinkerwouldventuretoaffirmthattheperfumeofthehawthornisuselesstotheconstellations。Who,then,cancalculatethecourseofamolecule?Howdoweknowthatthecreationofworldsisnotdeterminedbythefallofgrainsofsand?Whoknowsthereciprocalebbandflowoftheinfinitelygreatandtheinfinitelylittle,thereverberationsofcausesintheprecipicesofbeing,andtheavalanchesofcreation?Thetiniestwormisofimportance;
  thegreatislittle,thelittleisgreat;everythingisbalancedinnecessity;alarmingvisionforthemind。Therearemarvellousrelationsbetweenbeingsandthings;inthatinexhaustiblewhole,fromthesuntothegrub,nothingdespisestheother;allhaveneedofeachother。Thelightdoesnotbearawayterrestrialperfumesintotheazuredepths,withoutknowingwhatitisdoing;
  thenightdistributesstellaressencestothesleepingflowers。
  Allbirdsthatflyhaveroundtheirlegthethreadoftheinfinite。
  Germinationiscomplicatedwiththeburstingforthofameteorandwiththepeckofaswallowcrackingitsegg,anditplacesononelevelthebirthofanearthwormandtheadventofSocrates。
  Wherethetelescopeends,themicroscopebegins。Whichofthetwopossessesthelargerfieldofvision?Choose。Abitofmouldisapleiadofflowers;anebulaisanant—hillofstars。
  Thesamepromiscuousness,andyetmoreunprecedented,existsbetweenthethingsoftheintelligenceandthefactsofsubstance。
  Elementsandprinciplesmingle,combine,wed,multiplywitheachother,tosuchapointthatthematerialandthemoralworldarebroughteventuallytothesameclearness。Thephenomenonisperpetuallyreturninguponitself。Inthevastcosmicexchangestheuniversallifegoesandcomesinunknownquantities,rollingentirelyintheinvisiblemysteryofeffluvia,employingeverything,notlosingasingledream,notasingleslumber,sowingananimalculehere,crumblingtobitsaplanetthere,oscillatingandwinding,makingoflightaforceandofthoughtanelement,disseminatedandinvisible,dissolvingall,exceptthatgeometricalpoint,theI;bringingeverythingbacktothesoul—atom;expandingeverythinginGod,entanglingallactivity,fromsummittobase,intheobscurityofadizzymechanism,attachingtheflightofaninsecttothemovementoftheearth,subordinating,whoknows?Wereitonlybytheidentityofthelaw,theevolutionofthecometinthefirmamenttothewhirlingoftheinfusoriainthedropofwater。Amachinemadeofmind。
  Enormousgearing,theprimemotorofwhichisthegnat,andwhosefinalwheelisthezodiac。
  CHAPTERIV
  CHANGEOFGATE
  Itseemedthatthisgarden,createdinoldendaystoconcealwantonmysteries,hadbeentransformedandbecomefittedtoshelterchastemysteries。Therewerenolongereitherarbors,orbowlinggreens,ortunnels,orgrottos;therewasamagnificent,dishevelledobscurityfallinglikeaveiloverall。PaphoshadbeenmadeoverintoEden。
  Itisimpossibletosaywhatelementofrepentancehadrenderedthisretreatwholesome。Thisflower—girlnowofferedherblossomtothesoul。Thiscoquettishgarden,formerlydecidedlycompromised,hadreturnedtovirginityandmodesty。Ajusticeassistedbyagardener,agoodmanwhothoughtthathewasacontinuationofLamoignon,andanothergoodmanwhothoughtthathewasacontinuationofLenotre,hadturneditabout,cut,ruffled,decked,mouldedittogallantry;
  naturehadtakenpossessionofitoncemore,hadfilleditwithshade,andhadarrangeditforlove。
  Therewas,also,inthissolitude,aheartwhichwasquiteready。
  Lovehadonlytoshowhimself;hehadhereatemplecomposedofverdure,grass,moss,thesightofbirds,tendershadows,agitatedbranches,andasoulmadeofsweetness,offaith,ofcandor,ofhope,ofaspiration,andofillusion。
  Cosettehadlefttheconventwhenshewasstillalmostachild;
  shewasalittlemorethanfourteen,andshewasatthe"ungratefulage";
  wehavealreadysaid,thatwiththeexceptionofhereyes,shewashomelyratherthanpretty;shehadnoungracefulfeature,butshewasawkward,thin,timidandboldatonce,agrown—uplittlegirl,inshort。
  Hereducationwasfinished,thatistosay,shehasbeentaughtreligion,andevenandaboveall,devotion;then"history,"thatistosaythethingthatbearsthatnameinconvents,geography,grammar,theparticiples,thekingsofFrance,alittlemusic,alittledrawing,etc。;butinallotherrespectsshewasutterlyignorant,whichisagreatcharmandagreatperil。Thesoulofayounggirlshouldnotbeleftinthedark;lateron,miragesthataretooabruptandtoolivelyareformedthere,asinadarkchamber。
  Sheshouldbegentlyanddiscreetlyenlightened,ratherwiththereflectionofrealitiesthanwiththeirharshanddirectlight。
  Ausefulandgraciouslyausterehalf—lightwhichdissipatespuerilefearsandobviatesfalls。Thereisnothingbutthematernalinstinct,thatadmirableintuitioncomposedofthememoriesofthevirginandtheexperienceofthewoman,whichknowshowthishalf—lightistobecreatedandofwhatitshouldconsist。
  Nothingsuppliestheplaceofthisinstinct。Allthenunsintheworldarenotworthasmuchasonemotherintheformationofayounggirl’ssoul。
  Cosettehadhadnomother。Shehadonlyhadmanymothers,intheplural。
  AsforJeanValjean,hewas,indeed,alltenderness,allsolicitude;
  buthewasonlyanoldmanandheknewnothingatall。
  Now,inthisworkofeducation,inthisgravematterofpreparingawomanforlife,whatscienceisrequiredtocombatthatvastignorancewhichiscalledinnocence!
  Nothingpreparesayounggirlforpassionsliketheconvent。
  Theconventturnsthethoughtsinthedirectionoftheunknown。
  Theheart,thusthrownbackuponitself,worksdownwardwithinitself,sinceitcannotoverflow,andgrowsdeep,sinceitcannotexpand。
  Hencevisions,suppositions,conjectures,outlinesofromances,adesireforadventures,fantasticconstructions,edificesbuiltwhollyintheinnerobscurityofthemind,sombreandsecretabodeswherethepassionsimmediatelyfindalodgementassoonastheopengatepermitsthemtoenter。Theconventisacompressionwhich,inordertotriumphoverthehumanheart,shouldlastduringthewholelife。
  Onquittingtheconvent,CosettecouldhavefoundnothingmoresweetandmoredangerousthanthehouseintheRuePlumet。
  Itwasthecontinuationofsolitudewiththebeginningofliberty;
  agardenthatwasclosed,butanaturethatwasacrid,rich,voluptuous,andfragrant;thesamedreamsasintheconvent,butwithglimpsesofyoungmen;agrating,butonethatopenedonthestreet。
  Still,whenshearrivedthere,werepeat,shewasonlyachild。
  JeanValjeangavethisneglectedgardenovertoher。"Dowhatyoulikewithit,"hesaidtoher。ThisamusedCosette;sheturnedoveralltheclumpsandallthestones,shehuntedfor"beasts";sheplayedinit,whileawaitingthetimewhenshewoulddreaminit;
  shelovedthisgardenfortheinsectsthatshefoundbeneathherfeetamidthegrass,whileawaitingthedaywhenshewouldloveitforthestarsthatshewouldseethroughtheboughsaboveherhead。
  Andthen,shelovedherfather,thatistosay,JeanValjean,withallhersoul,withaninnocentfilialpassionwhichmadethegoodmanabelovedandcharmingcompaniontoher。ItwillberememberedthatM。Madeleinehadbeeninthehabitofreadingagreatdeal。JeanValjeanhadcontinuedthispractice;hehadcometoconversewell;hepossessedthesecretrichesandtheeloquenceofatrueandhumblemindwhichhasspontaneouslycultivateditself。
  Heretainedjustenoughsharpnesstoseasonhiskindness;hismindwasroughandhisheartwassoft。DuringtheirconversationsintheLuxembourg,hegaveherexplanationsofeverything,drawingonwhathehadread,andalsoonwhathehadsuffered。
  Asshelistenedtohim,Cosette’seyeswanderedvaguelyabout。
  ThissimplemansufficedforCosette’sthought,thesameasthewildgardensufficedforhereyes。Whenshehadhadagoodchaseafterthebutterflies,shecamepantinguptohimandsaid:"Ah!HowI
  haverun!"Hekissedherbrow。
  Cosetteadoredthegoodman。Shewasalwaysathisheels。
  WhereJeanValjeanwas,therehappinesswas。JeanValjeanlivedneitherinthepavilionnorthegarden;shetookgreaterpleasureinthepavedbackcourtyard,thanintheenclosurefilledwithflowers,andinhislittlelodgefurnishedwithstraw—seatedchairsthaninthegreatdrawing—roomhungwithtapestry,againstwhichstoodtuftedeasy—chairs。JeanValjeansometimessaidtoher,smilingathishappinessinbeingimportuned:"Dogotoyourownquarters!
  Leavemealonealittle!"
  Shegavehimthosecharmingandtenderscoldingswhicharesogracefulwhentheycomefromadaughtertoherfather。
  "Father,Iamverycoldinyourrooms;whydon’tyouhaveacarpethereandastove?"
  "Dearchild,therearesomanypeoplewhoarebetterthanI
  andwhohavenotevenaroofovertheirheads。"
  "Thenwhyisthereafireinmyrooms,andeverythingthatisneeded?"
  "Becauseyouareawomanandachild。"
  "Bah!mustmenbecoldandfeeluncomfortable?"
  "Certainmen。"
  "Thatisgood,Ishallcomeheresooftenthatyouwillbeobligedtohaveafire。"
  Andagainshesaidtohim:——
  "Father,whydoyoueathorriblebreadlikethat?"
  "Because,mydaughter。"
  "Well,ifyoueatit,Iwilleatittoo。"
  Then,inordertopreventCosetteeatingblackbread,JeanValjeanatewhitebread。
  Cosettehadbutaconfusedrecollectionofherchildhood。Sheprayedmorningandeveningforhermotherwhomshehadneverknown。
  TheThenardiershadremainedwithherastwohideousfiguresinadream。Sherememberedthatshehadgone"oneday,atnight,"
  tofetchwaterinaforest。ShethoughtthatithadbeenveryfarfromParis。Itseemedtoherthatshehadbeguntoliveinanabyss,andthatitwasJeanValjeanwhohadrescuedherfromit。
  Herchildhoodproduceduponhertheeffectofatimewhentherehadbeennothingaroundherbutmillepeds,spiders,andserpents。
  Whenshemeditatedintheevening,beforefallingasleep,asshehadnotaveryclearideathatshewasJeanValjean’sdaughter,andthathewasherfather,shefanciedthatthesoulofhermotherhadpassedintothatgoodmanandhadcometodwellnearher。
  Whenhewasseated,sheleanedhercheekagainsthiswhitehair,anddroppedasilenttear,sayingtoherself:"Perhapsthismanismymother。"
  Cosette,althoughthisisastrangestatementtomake,intheprofoundignoranceofagirlbroughtupinaconvent,——
  maternitybeingalsoabsolutelyunintelligibletovirginity,——
  hadendedbyfancyingthatshehadhadaslittlemotheraspossible。
  Shedidnotevenknowhermother’sname。WheneversheaskedJeanValjean,JeanValjeanremainedsilent。Ifsherepeatedherquestion,herespondedwithasmile。Oncesheinsisted;thesmileendedinatear。
  ThissilenceonthepartofJeanValjeancoveredFantinewithdarkness。
  Wasitprudence?Wasitrespect?Wasitafearthatheshoulddeliverthisnametothehazardsofanothermemorythanhisown?
  SolongasCosettehadbeensmall,JeanValjeanhadbeenwillingtotalktoherofhermother;whenshebecameayounggirl,itwasimpossibleforhimtodoso。Itseemedtohimthathenolongerdared。WasitbecauseofCosette?WasitbecauseofFantine?HefeltacertainreligioushorroratlettingthatshadowenterCosette’sthought;
  andofplacingathirdintheirdestiny。Themoresacredthisshadewastohim,themorediditseemthatitwastobefeared。
  HethoughtofFantine,andfelthimselfoverwhelmedwithsilence。
  Throughthedarkness,hevaguelyperceivedsomethingwhichappearedtohaveitsfingeronitslips。HadallthemodestywhichhadbeeninFantine,andwhichhadviolentlyquittedherduringherlifetime,returnedtorestuponherafterherdeath,towatchinindignationoverthepeaceofthatdeadwoman,andinitsshyness,tokeepherinhergrave?WasJeanValjeanunconsciouslysubmittingtothepressure?
  Wewhobelieveindeath,arenotamongthenumberwhowillrejectthismysteriousexplanation。
  Hencetheimpossibilityofuttering,evenforCosette,thatnameofFantine。
  OnedayCosettesaidtohim:——
  "Father,Isawmymotherinadreamlastnight。Shehadtwobigwings。
  Mymothermusthavebeenalmostasaintduringherlife。"
  "Throughmartyrdom,"repliedJeanValjean。
  However,JeanValjeanwashappy。
  WhenCosettewentoutwithhim,sheleanedonhisarm,proudandhappy,intheplenitudeofherheart。JeanValjeanfelthisheartmeltwithinhimwithdelight,atallthesesparksofatendernesssoexclusive,sowhollysatisfiedwithhimselfalone。Thepoormantrembled,inundatedwithangelicjoy;hedeclaredtohimselfecstaticallythatthiswouldlastalltheirlives;hetoldhimselfthathereallyhadnotsufferedsufficientlytomeritsoradiantabliss,andhethankedGod,inthedepthsofhissoul,forhavingpermittedhimtobelovedthus,he,awretch,bythatinnocentbeing。
  CHAPTERV
  THEROSEPERCEIVESTHATITISANENGINEOFWAR
  Oneday,Cosettechancedtolookatherselfinhermirror,andshesaidtoherself:"Really!"Itseemedtoheralmostthatshewaspretty。Thisthrewherinasingularlytroubledstateofmind。Uptothatmomentshehadneverthoughtofherface。
  Shesawherselfinhermirror,butshedidnotlookatherself。
  Andthen,shehadsooftenbeentoldthatshewashomely;
  JeanValjeanalonesaidgently:"Noindeed!noindeed!"
  Atallevents,Cosettehadalwaysthoughtherselfhomely,andhadgrownupinthatbeliefwiththeeasyresignationofchildhood。
  Andhere,allatonce,washermirrorsayingtoher,asJeanValjeanhadsaid:"Noindeed!"Thatnight,shedidnotsleep。"WhatifI
  werepretty!"shethought。"HowodditwouldbeifIwerepretty!"
  Andsherecalledthoseofhercompanionswhosebeautyhadproducedasensationintheconvent,andshesaidtoherself:"What!AmItobelikeMademoiselleSo—and—So?"
  Thenextmorningshelookedatherselfagain,notbyaccidentthistime,andshewasassailedwithdoubts:"WheredidIgetsuchanidea?"
  saidshe;"no,Iamugly。"Shehadnotsleptwell,thatwasall,hereyesweresunkenandshewaspale。Shehadnotfeltveryjoyousontheprecedingeveninginthebeliefthatshewasbeautiful,butitmadeherverysadnottobeabletobelieveinitanylonger。
  Shedidnotlookatherselfagain,andformorethanafortnightshetriedtodressherhairwithherbackturnedtothemirror。
  Intheevening,afterdinner,shegenerallyembroideredinwoolordidsomeconventneedleworkinthedrawing—room,andJeanValjeanreadbesideher。Oncesheraisedhereyesfromherwork,andwasrenderedquiteuneasybythemannerinwhichherfatherwasgazingather。
  Onanotheroccasion,shewaspassingalongthestreet,anditseemedtoherthatsomeonebehindher,whomshedidnotsee,said:"Aprettywoman!butbadlydressed。"
  "Bah!"shethought,"hedoesnotmeanme。Iamwelldressedandugly。"Shewasthenwearingaplushhatandhermerinogown。
  Atlast,onedaywhenshewasinthegarden,sheheardpooroldToussaintsaying:"DoyounoticehowprettyCosetteisgrowing,sir?"
  Cosettedidnothearherfather’sreply,butToussaint’swordscausedasortofcommotionwithinher。Shefledfromthegarden,ranuptoherroom,flewtothelooking—glass,——itwasthreemonthssinceshehadlookedatherself,——andgaveventtoacry。
  Shehadjustdazzledherself。
  Shewasbeautifulandlovely;shecouldnothelpagreeingwithToussaintandhermirror。Herfigurewasformed,herskinhadgrownwhite,herhairwaslustrous,anunaccustomedsplendorhadbeenlightedinherblueeyes。Theconsciousnessofherbeautyburstuponherinaninstant,likethesuddenadventofdaylight;
  otherpeoplenoticeditalso,Toussainthadsaidso,itwasevidentlysheofwhomthepasser—byhadspoken,therecouldnolongerbeanydoubtofthat;shedescendedtothegardenagain,thinkingherselfaqueen,imaginingthatsheheardthebirdssinging,thoughitwaswinter,seeingtheskygilded,thesunamongthetrees,flowersinthethickets,distracted,wild,ininexpressibledelight。
  JeanValjean,onhisside,experiencedadeepandundefinableoppressionatheart。
  Infact,hehad,forsometimepast,beencontemplatingwithterrorthatbeautywhichseemedtogrowmoreradianteverydayonCosette’ssweetface。Thedawnthatwassmilingforallwasgloomyforhim。
  Cosettehadbeenbeautifulforatolerablylongtimebeforeshebecameawareofitherself。But,fromtheveryfirstday,thatunexpectedlightwhichwasrisingslowlyandenvelopingthewholeoftheyounggirl’sperson,woundedJeanValjean’ssombreeye。
  Hefeltthatitwasachangeinahappylife,alifesohappythathedidnotdaretomoveforfearofdisarrangingsomething。
  Thisman,whohadpassedthroughallmannerofdistresses,whowasstillallbleedingfromthebruisesoffate,whohadbeenalmostwickedandwhohadbecomealmostasaint,who,afterhavingdraggedthechainofthegalleys,wasnowdraggingtheinvisiblebutheavychainofindefinitemisery,thismanwhomthelawhadnotreleasedfromitsgraspandwhocouldbeseizedatanymomentandbroughtbackfromtheobscurityofhisvirtuetothebroaddaylightofpublicopprobrium,thismanacceptedall,excusedall,pardonedall,andmerelyaskedofProvidence,ofman,ofthelaw,ofsociety,ofnature,oftheworld,onething,thatCosettemightlovehim!
  ThatCosettemightcontinuetolovehim!ThatGodwouldnotpreventtheheartofthechildfromcomingtohim,andfromremainingwithhim!
  BelovedbyCosette,hefeltthathewashealed,rested,appeased,loadedwithbenefits,recompensed,crowned。BelovedbyCosette,itwaswellwithhim!Heaskednothingmore!Hadanyonesaidtohim:"Doyouwantanythingbetter?"hewouldhaveanswered:
  "No。"Godmighthavesaidtohim:"Doyoudesireheaven?"andhewouldhavereplied:"Ishouldlosebyit。"
  Everythingwhichcouldaffectthissituation,ifonlyonthesurface,madehimshudderlikethebeginningofsomethingnew。Hehadneverknownverydistinctlyhimselfwhatthebeautyofawomanmeans;
  butheunderstoodinstinctively,thatitwassomethingterrible。
  Hegazedwithterroronthisbeauty,whichwasblossomingoutevermoretriumphantandsuperbbesidehim,beneathhisveryeyes,ontheinnocentandformidablebrowofthatchild,fromthedepthsofherhomeliness,ofhisoldage,ofhismisery,ofhisreprobation。
  Hesaidtohimself:"Howbeautifulsheis!Whatistobecomeofme?"
  There,moreover,laythedifferencebetweenhistendernessandthetendernessofamother。Whathebeheldwithanguish,amotherwouldhavegazeduponwithjoy。
  Thefirstsymptomswerenotlonginmakingtheirappearance。
  Ontheverymorrowofthedayonwhichshehadsaidtoherself:
  "DecidedlyIambeautiful!"Cosettebegantopayattentiontohertoilet。Sherecalledtheremarkofthatpasser—by:"Pretty,butbadlydressed,"thebreathofanoraclewhichhadpassedbesideherandhadvanished,afterdepositinginherheartoneofthetwogermswhicharedestined,lateron,tofillthewholelifeofwoman,coquetry。Loveistheother。
  Withfaithinherbeauty,thewholefemininesoulexpandedwithinher。
  Sheconceivedahorrorforhermerinos,andshameforherplushhat。
  Herfatherhadneverrefusedheranything。Sheatonceacquiredthewholescienceofthebonnet,thegown,themantle,theboot,thecuff,thestuffwhichisinfashion,thecolorwhichisbecoming,thatsciencewhichmakesoftheParisianwomansomethingsocharming,sodeep,andsodangerous。ThewordsheadywomanwereinventedfortheParisienne。
  Inlessthanamonth,littleCosette,inthatThebaidoftheRuedeBabylone,wasnotonlyoneoftheprettiest,butoneofthe"bestdressed"womeninParis,whichmeansagreatdealmore。
  Shewouldhavelikedtoencounterher"passer—by,"toseewhathewouldsay,andto"teachhimalesson!"Thetruthis,thatshewasravishingineveryrespect,andthatshedistinguishedthedifferencebetweenabonnetfromGerardandonefromHerbautinthemostmarvellousway。
  JeanValjeanwatchedtheseravageswithanxiety。Hewhofeltthathecouldneverdoanythingbutcrawl,walkatthemost,beheldwingssproutingonCosette。
  Moreover,fromthemereinspectionofCosette’stoilet,awomanwouldhaverecognizedthefactthatshehadnomother。
  Certainlittleproprieties,certainspecialconventionalities,werenotobservedbyCosette。Amother,forinstance,wouldhavetoldherthatayounggirldoesnotdressindamask。
  ThefirstdaythatCosettewentoutinherblackdamaskgownandmantle,andherwhitecrapebonnet,shetookJeanValjean’sarm,gay,radiant,rosy,proud,dazzling。"Father,"shesaid,"howdoyoulikemeinthisguise?"JeanValjeanrepliedinavoicewhichresembledthebittervoiceofanenviousman:"Charming!"Hewasthesameasusualduringtheirwalk。Ontheirreturnhome,heaskedCosette:——
  "Won’tyouputonthatothergownandbonnetagain,——youknowtheonesImean?"
  ThistookplaceinCosette’schamber。Cosetteturnedtowardsthewardrobewherehercast—offschoolgirl’sclotheswerehanging。
  "Thatdisguise!"saidshe。"Father,whatdoyouwantmetodowithit?
  Ohno,theidea!Ishallneverputonthosehorrorsagain。