CHAPTERIII
APPARITIONTOFATHERMABEUF
Mariusnolongerwenttoseeanyone,buthesometimesencounteredFatherMabeufbychance。
WhileMariuswasslowlydescendingthosemelancholystepswhichmaybecalledthecellarstairs,andwhichleadtoplaceswithoutlight,wherethehappycanbeheardwalkingoverhead,M。Mabeufwasdescendingonhisside。
TheFloraofCauteretznolongersoldatall。TheexperimentsonindigohadnotbeensuccessfulinthelittlegardenofAusterlitz,whichhadabadexposure。M。Mabeufcouldcultivatethereonlyafewplantswhichloveshadeanddampness。Nevertheless,hedidnotbecomediscouraged。HehadobtainedacornerintheJardindesPlantes,withagoodexposure,tomakehistrialswithindigo"athisownexpense。"ForthispurposehehadpawnedhiscopperplatesoftheFlora。Hehadreducedhisbreakfasttotwoeggs,andheleftoneoftheseforhisoldservant,towhomhehadpaidnowagesforthelastfifteenmonths。Andoftenhisbreakfastwashisonlymeal。
Henolongersmiledwithhisinfantilesmile,hehadgrownmoroseandnolongerreceivedvisitors。Mariusdidwellnottodreamofgoingthither。Sometimes,atthehourwhenM。MabeufwasonhiswaytotheJardindesPlantes,theoldmanandtheyoungmanpassedeachotherontheBoulevarddel’Hopital。Theydidnotspeak,andonlyexchangedamelancholysignofthehead。Aheart—breakingthingitisthattherecomesamomentwhenmiseryloosesbonds!
Twomenwhohavebeenfriendsbecometwochancepassers—by。
Royalthebooksellerwasdead。M。Mabeufnolongerknewhisbooks,hisgarden,orhisindigo:thesewerethethreeformswhichhappiness,pleasure,andhopehadassumedforhim。Thissufficedhimforhisliving。Hesaidtohimself:"WhenIshallhavemademyballsofblueing,Ishallberich,Iwillwithdrawmycopperplatesfromthepawn—shop,IwillputmyFlorainvogueagainwithtrickery,plentyofmoneyandadvertisementsinthenewspapersandIwillbuy,Iknowwellwhere,acopyofPierredeMedine’sArtdeNaviguer,withwood—cuts,editionof1655。"Inthemeantime,hetoiledalldayoverhisplotofindigo,andatnighthereturnedhometowaterhisgarden,andtoreadhisbooks。Atthatepoch,M。Mabeufwasnearlyeightyyearsofage。
Oneeveninghehadasingularapparition。
Hehadreturnedhomewhileitwasstillbroaddaylight。
MotherPlutarque,whosehealthwasdeclining,wasillandinbed。
Hehaddinedonabone,onwhichalittlemeatlingered,andabitofbreadthathehadfoundonthekitchentable,andhadseatedhimselfonanoverturnedstonepost,whichtooktheplaceofabenchinhisgarden。
Nearthisbenchthererose,afterthefashioninorchard—gardens,asortoflargechest,ofbeamsandplanks,muchdilapidated,arabbit—hutchonthegroundfloor,afruit—closetonthefirst。
Therewasnothinginthehutch,buttherewereafewapplesinthefruit—closet,——theremainsofthewinter’sprovision。
M。Mabeufhadsethimselftoturningoverandreading,withtheaidofhisglasses,twobooksofwhichhewaspassionatelyfondandinwhich,aseriousthingathisage,hewasinterested。
Hisnaturaltimidityrenderedhimaccessibletotheacceptanceofsuperstitionsinacertaindegree。ThefirstofthesebookswasthefamoustreatiseofPresidentDelancre,Del’inconstancedesDemons;
theotherwasaquartobyMutordelaRubaudiere,SurlesDiablesdeVauvertetlesGobelinsdelaBievre。Thislast—mentionedoldvolumeinterestedhimallthemore,becausehisgardenhadbeenoneofthespotshauntedbygoblinsinformertimes。Thetwilighthadbeguntowhitenwhatwasonhighandtoblackenallbelow。
Asheread,overthetopofthebookwhichheheldinhishand,FatherMabeufwassurveyinghisplants,andamongothersamagnificentrhododendronwhichwasoneofhisconsolations;
fourdaysofheat,wind,andsunwithoutadropofrain,hadpassed;
thestalkswerebending,thebudsdrooping,theleavesfalling;
allthisneededwater,therhododendronwasparticularlysad。
FatherMabeufwasoneofthosepersonsforwhomplantshavesouls。
Theoldmanhadtoiledalldayoverhisindigoplot,hewaswornoutwithfatigue,butherose,laidhisbooksonthebench,andwalked,allbentoverandwithtotteringfootsteps,tothewell,butwhenhehadgraspedthechain,hecouldnotevendrawitsufficientlytounhookit。Thenheturnedroundandcastaglanceofanguishtowardheavenwhichwasbecomingstuddedwithstars。
Theeveninghadthatserenitywhichoverwhelmsthetroublesofmanbeneathanindescribablymournfulandeternaljoy。Thenightpromisedtobeasaridasthedayhadbeen。
"Starseverywhere!"thoughttheoldman;"notthetiniestcloud!
Notadropofwater!"
Andhishead,whichhadbeenupraisedforamoment,fellbackuponhisbreast。
Heraiseditagain,andoncemorelookedatthesky,murmuring:——
"Atearofdew!Alittlepity!"
Hetriedagaintounhookthechainofthewell,andcouldnot。
Atthatmoment,heheardavoicesaying:——
"FatherMabeuf,wouldyouliketohavemewateryourgardenforyou?"
Atthesametime,anoiseasofawildanimalpassingbecameaudibleinthehedge,andhebeheldemergingfromtheshrubberyasortoftall,slendergirl,whodrewherselfupinfrontofhimandstaredboldlyathim。Shehadlesstheairofahumanbeingthanofaformwhichhadjustblossomedforthfromthetwilight。
BeforeFatherMabeuf,whowaseasilyterrified,andwhowas,aswehavesaid,quicktotakealarm,wasabletoreplybyasinglesyllable,thisbeing,whosemovementshadasortofoddabruptnessinthedarkness,hadunhookedthechain,plungedinandwithdrawnthebucket,andfilledthewatering—pot,andthegoodmanbeheldthisapparition,whichhadbarefeetandatatteredpetticoat,runningaboutamongtheflower—bedsdistributinglifearoundher。Thesoundofthewatering—potontheleavesfilledFatherMabeuf’ssoulwithecstasy。
Itseemedtohimthattherhododendronwashappynow。
Thefirstbucketfulemptied,thegirldrewasecond,thenathird。
Shewateredthewholegarden。
Therewassomethingabouther,asshethusranaboutamongpaths,whereheroutlineappearedperfectlyblack,wavingherangulararms,andwithherfichuallinrags,thatresembledabat。
Whenshehadfinished,FatherMabeufapproachedherwithtearsinhiseyes,andlaidhishandonherbrow。
"Godwillblessyou,"saidhe,"youareanangelsinceyoutakecareoftheflowers。"
"No,"shereplied。"Iamthedevil,butthat’sallthesametome。"
Theoldmanexclaimed,withouteitherwaitingfororhearingherresponse:——
"WhatapitythatIamsounhappyandsopoor,andthatIcandonothingforyou!"
"Youcandosomething,"saidshe。
"What?"
"TellmewhereM。Mariuslives。"
Theoldmandidnotunderstand。"WhatMonsieurMarius?"
Heraisedhisglassyeyesandseemedtobeseekingsomethingthathadvanished。
"Ayoungmanwhousedtocomehere。"
Inthemeantime,M。Mabeufhadsearchedhismemory。
"Ah!yes——"heexclaimed。"Iknowwhatyoumean。Wait!
MonsieurMarius——theBaronMariusPontmercy,parbleu!Helives,——
orrather,henolongerlives,——ahwell,Idon’tknow。"
Ashespoke,hehadbentovertotrainabranchofrhododendron,andhecontinued:——
"Hold,Iknownow。Heveryoftenpassesalongtheboulevard,andgoesinthedirectionoftheGlaciere,RueCroulebarbe。
ThemeadowoftheLark。Gothere。Itisnothardtomeethim。"
WhenM。Mabeufstraightenedhimselfup,therewasnolongeranyonethere;thegirlhaddisappeared。
Hewasdecidedlyterrified。
"Really,"hethought,"ifmygardenhadnotbeenwatered,Ishouldthinkthatshewasaspirit。"
Anhourlater,whenhewasinbed,itcamebacktohim,andashefellasleep,atthatconfusedmomentwhenthought,likethatfabulousbirdwhichchangesitselfintoafishinordertocrossthesea,littlebylittleassumestheformofadreaminordertotraverseslumber,hesaidtohimselfinabewilderedway:——
"Insooth,thatgreatlyresembleswhatRubaudierenarratesofthegoblins。Couldithavebeenagoblin?"
CHAPTERIV
ANAPPARITIONTOMARIUS
Somedaysafterthisvisitofa"spirit"toFarmerMabeuf,onemorning,——
itwasonaMonday,thedaywhenMariusborrowedthehundred—soupiecefromCourfeyracforThenardier——Mariushadputthiscoininhispocket,andbeforecarryingittotheclerk’soffice,hehadgone"totakealittlestroll,"inthehopethatthiswouldmakehimworkonhisreturn。Itwasalwaysthus,however。Assoonasherose,heseatedhimselfbeforeabookandasheetofpaperinordertoscribblesometranslation;histaskatthatepochconsistedinturningintoFrenchacelebratedquarrelbetweenGermans,theGansandSavignycontroversy;hetookSavigny,hetookGans,readfourlines,triedtowriteone,couldnot,sawastarbetweenhimandhispaper,androsefromhischair,saying:"Ishallgoout。
Thatwillputmeinspirits。"
AndoffhewenttotheLark’smeadow。
Therehebeheldmorethaneverthestar,andlessthaneverSavignyandGans。
Hereturnedhome,triedtotakeuphisworkagain,anddidnotsucceed;
therewasnomeansofre—knottingasingleoneofthethreadswhichwerebrokeninhisbrain;thenhesaidtohimself:"Iwillnotgooutto—morrow。Itpreventsmyworking。"Andhewentouteveryday。
HelivedintheLark’smeadowmorethaninCourfeyrac’slodgings。
Thatwashisrealaddress:BoulevarddelaSante,attheseventhtreefromtheRueCroulebarbe。
ThatmorninghehadquittedtheseventhtreeandhadseatedhimselfontheparapetoftheRiverdesGobelins。Acheerfulsunlightpenetratedthefreshlyunfoldedandluminousleaves。
Hewasdreamingof"Her。"Andhismeditationturningtoareproach,fellbackuponhimself;hereflecteddolefullyonhisidleness,hisparalysisofsoul,whichwasgainingonhim,andofthatnightwhichwasgrowingmoredenseeverymomentbeforehim,tosuchapointthathenolongerevensawthesun。
Nevertheless,athwartthispainfulextricationofindistinctideaswhichwasnotevenamonologue,sofeeblehadactionbecomeinhim,andhehadnolongertheforcetocaretodespair,athwartthismelancholyabsorption,sensationsfromwithoutdidreachhim。
Heheardbehindhim,beneathhim,onbothbanksoftheriver,thelaundressesoftheGobelinsbeatingtheirlinen,andabovehishead,thebirdschatteringandsingingintheelm—trees。
Ontheonehand,thesoundofliberty,thecarelesshappinessoftheleisurewhichhaswings;ontheother,thesoundoftoil。
Whatcausedhimtomeditatedeeply,andalmostreflect,weretwocheerfulsounds。
Allatonce,inthemidstofhisdejectedecstasy,heheardafamiliarvoicesaying:——
"Come!Hereheis!"
Heraisedhiseyes,andrecognizedthatwretchedchildwhohadcometohimonemorning,theelderoftheThenardierdaughters,Eponine;heknewhernamenow。Strangetosay,shehadgrownpoorerandprettier,twostepswhichithadnotseemedwithinherpowertotake。
Shehadaccomplishedadoubleprogress,towardsthelightandtowardsdistress。Shewasbarefootedandinrags,asonthedaywhenshehadsoresolutelyenteredhischamber,onlyherragsweretwomonthsoldernow,theholeswerelarger,thetattersmoresordid。
Itwasthesameharshvoice,thesamebrowdimmedandwrinkledwithtan,thesamefree,wild,andvacillatingglance。Shehadbesides,morethanformerly,inherfacethatindescribablyterrifiedandlamentablesomethingwhichsojourninaprisonaddstowretchedness。
Shehadbitsofstrawandhayinherhair,notlikeOpheliathroughhavinggonemadfromthecontagionofHamlet’smadness,butbecauseshehadsleptintheloftofsomestable。
Andinspiteofitall,shewasbeautiful。Whatastarartthou,Oyouth!
Inthemeantime,shehadhaltedinfrontofMariuswithatraceofjoyinherlividcountenance,andsomethingwhichresembledasmile。
Shestoodforseveralmomentsasthoughincapableofspeech。
"SoIhavemetyouatlast!"shesaidatlength。"FatherMabeufwasright,itwasonthisboulevard!HowIhavehuntedforyou!
Ifyouonlyknew!Doyouknow?Ihavebeeninthejug。Afortnight!
Theyletmeout!seeingthattherewasnothingagainstme,andthat,moreover,Ihadnotreachedyearsofdiscretion。Ilacktwomonthsofit。Oh!howIhavehuntedforyou!Thesesixweeks!
Soyoudon’tlivedownthereanymore?"
"No,"saidMarius。
"Ah!Iunderstand。Becauseofthataffair。Thosetake—downsaredisagreeable。Youclearedout。Comenow!Whydoyouwearoldhatslikethis!Ayoungmanlikeyououghttohavefineclothes。
Doyouknow,MonsieurMarius,FatherMabeufcallsyouBaronMarius,Idon’tknowwhat。Itisn’ttruethatyouareabaron?Baronsareoldfellows,theygototheLuxembourg,infrontofthechateau,wherethereisthemostsun,andtheyreadtheQuotidienneforasou。
Ioncecarriedalettertoabaronofthatsort。Hewasoverahundredyearsold。Say,wheredoyoulivenow?"
Mariusmadenoreply。
"Ah!"shewenton,"youhaveaholeinyourshirt。Imustsewitupforyou。"
Sheresumedwithanexpressionwhichgraduallycloudedover:——
"Youdon’tseemgladtoseeme。"
Mariusheldhispeace;sheremainedsilentforamoment,thenexclaimed:——
"ButifIchoose,nevertheless,Icouldforceyoutolookglad!"
"What?"demandedMarius。"Whatdoyoumean?"
"Ah!youusedtocallmethou,"sheretorted。
"Well,then,whatdostthoumean?"
Shebitherlips;sheseemedtohesitate,asthoughapreytosomesortofinwardconflict。Atlastsheappearedtocometoadecision。
"Somuchtheworse,Idon’tcare。Youhaveamelancholyair,Iwantyoutobepleased。Onlypromisemethatyouwillsmile。
Iwanttoseeyousmileandhearyousay:`Ah,well,that’sgood。’
PoorMr。Marius!youknow?YoupromisedmethatyouwouldgivemeanythingIlike——"
"Yes!Onlyspeak!"
ShelookedMariusfullintheeye,andsaid:——
"Ihavetheaddress。"
Mariusturnedpale。Allthebloodflowedbacktohisheart。
"Whataddress?"
"Theaddressthatyouaskedmetoget!"
Sheadded,asthoughwithaneffort:——
"Theaddress——youknowverywell!"
"Yes!"stammeredMarius。
"Ofthatyounglady。"
Thisworduttered,shesigheddeeply。
Mariussprangfromtheparapetonwhichhehadbeensittingandseizedherhanddistractedly。
"Oh!Well!leadmethither!Tellme!Askofmeanythingyouwish!
Whereisit?"
"Comewithme,"sheresponded。"Idon’tknowthestreetornumberverywell;itisinquitetheotherdirectionfromhere,butIknowthehousewell,Iwilltakeyoutoit。"
Shewithdrewherhandandwenton,inatonewhichcouldhaverenttheheartofanobserver,butwhichdidnotevengrazeMariusinhisintoxicatedandecstaticstate:——
"Oh!howgladyouare!"
AcloudsweptacrossMarius’brow。HeseizedEponinebythearm:——
"Swearonethingtome!"
"Swear!"saidshe,"whatdoesthatmean?Come!Youwantmetoswear?"
Andshelaughed。
"Yourfather!promiseme,Eponine!Sweartomethatyouwillnotgivethisaddresstoyourfather!"
Sheturnedtohimwithastupefiedair。
"Eponine!HowdoyouknowthatmynameisEponine?"
"PromisewhatItellyou!"
Butshedidnotseemtohearhim。
"That’snice!YouhavecalledmeEponine!"
Mariusgraspedbothherarmsatonce。
"Butanswerme,inthenameofHeaven!payattentiontowhatIamsayingtoyou,sweartomethatyouwillnottellyourfatherthisaddressthatyouknow!"
"Myfather!"saidshe。"Ahyes,myfather!Beatease。
He’sincloseconfinement。Besides,whatdoIcareformyfather!"
"Butyoudonotpromiseme!"exclaimedMarius。
"Letgoofme!"shesaid,burstingintoalaugh,"howyoudoshakeme!
Yes!Yes!Ipromisethat!Iswearthattoyou!Whatisthattome?
Iwillnottellmyfathertheaddress。There!Isthatright?
Isthatit?"
"Nortoanyone?"saidMarius。
"Nortoanyone。"
"Now,"resumedMarius,"takemethere。"
"Immediately?"
"Immediately。"
"Comealong。Ah!howpleasedheis!"saidshe。
Afterafewstepsshehalted。
"Youarefollowingmetooclosely,MonsieurMarius。Letmegoonahead,andfollowmeso,withoutseemingtodoit。Aniceyoungmanlikeyoumustnotbeseenwithawomanlikeme。"
Notonguecanexpressallthatlayinthatword,woman,thuspronouncedbythatchild。
Sheproceededadozenpacesandthenhaltedoncemore;Mariusjoinedher。
Sheaddressedhimsideways,andwithoutturningtowardshim:——
"Bytheway,youknowthatyoupromisedmesomething?"
Mariusfumbledinhispocket。AllthatheownedintheworldwasthefivefrancsintendedforThenardierthefather。HetookthemandlaidtheminEponine’shand。
Sheopenedherfingersandletthecoinfalltotheground,andgazedathimwithagloomyair。
"Idon’twantyourmoney,"saidshe。
BOOKTHIRD。——THEHOUSEINTHERUEPLUMET
CHAPTERI
THEHOUSEWITHASECRET
Aboutthemiddleofthelastcentury,achiefjusticeintheParliamentofParishavingamistressandconcealingthefact,foratthatperiodthegrandseignorsdisplayedtheirmistresses,andthebourgeoisconcealedthem,had"alittlehouse"builtintheFaubourgSaint—Germain,inthedesertedRueBlomet,whichisnowcalledRuePlumet,notfarfromthespotwhichwasthendesignatedasCombatdesAnimaux。
Thishousewascomposedofasingle—storiedpavilion;tworoomsonthegroundfloor,twochambersonthefirstfloor,akitchendownstairs,aboudoirupstairs,anatticundertheroof,thewholeprecededbyagardenwithalargegateopeningonthestreet。
Thisgardenwasaboutanacreandahalfinextent。Thiswasallthatcouldbeseenbypassers—by;butbehindthepaviliontherewasanarrowcourtyard,andattheendofthecourtyardalowbuildingconsistingoftworoomsandacellar,asortofpreparationdestinedtoconcealachildandnurseincaseofneed。Thisbuildingcommunicatedintherearbyamaskeddoorwhichopenedbyasecretspring,withalong,narrow,pavedwindingcorridor,opentothesky,hemmedinwithtwoloftywalls,which,hiddenwithwonderfulart,andlostasitwerebetweengardenenclosuresandcultivatedland,allofwhoseanglesanddetoursitfollowed,endedinanotherdoor,alsowithasecretlockwhichopenedaquarterofaleagueaway,almostinanotherquarter,atthesolitaryextremityoftheRueduBabylone。
Throughthisthechiefjusticeentered,sothateventhosewhowerespyingonhimandfollowinghimwouldmerelyhaveobservedthatthejusticebetookhimselfeverydayinamysteriouswaysomewhere,andwouldneverhavesuspectedthattogototheRuedeBabylonewastogototheRueBlomet。Thankstocleverpurchasersofland,themagistratehadbeenabletomakeasecret,sewer—likepassageonhisownproperty,andconsequently,withoutinterference。Lateron,hehadsoldinlittleparcels,forgardensandmarketgardens,thelotsofgroundadjoiningthecorridor,andtheproprietorsoftheselotsonbothsidesthoughttheyhadapartywallbeforetheireyes,anddidnotevensuspectthelong,pavedribbonwindingbetweentwowallsamidtheirflower—bedsandtheirorchards。
Onlythebirdsbeheldthiscuriosity。Itisprobablethatthelinnetsandtomtitsofthelastcenturygossipedagreatdealaboutthechiefjustice。
Thepavilion,builtofstoneinthetasteofMansard,wainscotedandfurnishedintheWatteaustyle,rocailleontheinside,old—fashionedontheoutside,walledinwithatriplehedgeofflowers,hadsomethingdiscreet,coquettish,andsolemnaboutit,asbefitsacapriceofloveandmagistracy。
Thishouseandcorridor,whichhavenowdisappeared,wereinexistencefifteenyearsago。In’93acoppersmithhadpurchasedthehousewiththeideaofdemolishingit,buthadnotbeenabletopaytheprice;thenationmadehimbankrupt。Sothatitwasthehousewhichdemolishedthecoppersmith。Afterthat,thehouseremaineduninhabited,andfellslowlytoruin,asdoeseverydwellingtowhichthepresenceofmandoesnotcommunicatelife。
Ithadremainedfittedwithitsoldfurniture,wasalwaysforsaleortolet,andthetenoradozenpeoplewhopassedthroughtheRuePlumetwerewarnedofthefactbyayellowandillegiblebitofwritingwhichhadhungonthegardenwallsince1819。
TowardstheendoftheRestoration,thesesamepassers—bymighthavenoticedthatthebillhaddisappeared,andeventhattheshuttersonthefirstfloorwereopen。Thehousewasoccupied,infact。
Thewindowshadshortcurtains,asignthattherewasawomanabout。
InthemonthofOctober,1829,amanofacertainagehadpresentedhimselfandhadhiredthehousejustasitstood,including,ofcourse,thebackbuildingandthelanewhichendedintheRuedeBabylone。
Hehadhadthesecretopeningsofthetwodoorstothispassagerepaired。
Thehouse,aswehavejustmentioned,wasstillverynearlyfurnishedwiththejustice’soldfitting;thenewtenanthadorderedsomerepairs,hadaddedwhatwaslackinghereandthere,hadreplacedthepaving—stonesintheyard,bricksinthefloors,stepsinthestairs,missingbitsintheinlaidfloorsandtheglassinthelatticewindows,andhadfinallyinstalledhimselftherewithayounggirlandanelderlymaid—servant,withoutcommotion,ratherlikeapersonwhoisslippinginthanlikeamanwhoisenteringhisownhouse。Theneighborsdidnotgossipabouthim,forthereasonthattherewerenoneighbors。
ThisunobtrusivetenantwasJeanValjean,theyounggirlwasCosette。
TheservantwasawomannamedToussaint,whomJeanValjeanhadsavedfromthehospitalandfromwretchedness,andwhowaselderly,astammerer,andfromtheprovinces,threequalitieswhichhaddecidedJeanValjeantotakeherwithhim。HehadhiredthehouseunderthenameofM。Fauchelevent,independentgentleman。
Inallthathasbeenrelatedheretofore,thereaderhas,doubtless,beennolesspromptthanThenardiertorecognizeJeanValjean。
WhyhadJeanValjeanquittedtheconventofthePetit—Picpus?Whathadhappened?
Nothinghadhappened。
ItwillberememberedthatJeanValjeanwashappyintheconvent,sohappythathisconsciencefinallytookthealarm。HesawCosetteeveryday,hefeltpaternityspringupanddevelopwithinhimmoreandmore,hebroodedoverthesoulofthatchild,hesaidtohimselfthatshewashis,thatnothingcouldtakeherfromhim,thatthiswouldlastindefinitely,thatshewouldcertainlybecomeanun,beingtheretogentlyincitedeveryday,thatthustheconventwashenceforththeuniverseforherasitwasforhim,thatheshouldgrowoldthere,andthatshewouldgrowupthere,thatshewouldgrowoldthere,andthatheshoulddiethere;that,inshort,delightfulhope,noseparationwaspossible。Onreflectinguponthis,hefellintoperplexity。Heinterrogatedhimself。Heaskedhimselfifallthathappinesswerereallyhis,ifitwerenotcomposedofthehappinessofanother,ofthehappinessofthatchildwhichhe,anoldman,wasconfiscatingandstealing;ifthatwerenottheft?
Hesaidtohimself,thatthischildhadarighttoknowlifebeforerenouncingit,thattodepriveherinadvance,andinsomesortwithoutconsultingher,ofalljoys,underthepretextofsavingherfromalltrials,totakeadvantageofherignoranceofherisolation,inordertomakeanartificialvocationgerminateinher,wastorobahumancreatureofitsnatureandtolietoGod。
Andwhoknowsif,whenshecametobeawareofallthissomeday,andfoundherselfanuntohersorrow,Cosettewouldnotcometohatehim?Alast,almostselfishthought,andlessheroicthantherest,butwhichwasintolerabletohim。Heresolvedtoquittheconvent。
Heresolvedonthis;herecognizedwithanguish,thefactthatitwasnecessary。Asforobjections,therewerenone。
Fiveyears’sojournbetweenthesefourwallsandofdisappearancehadnecessarilydestroyedordispersedtheelementsoffear。
Hecouldreturntranquillyamongmen。Hehadgrownold,andallhadundergoneachange。Whowouldrecognizehimnow?
Andthen,tofacetheworst,therewasdangeronlyforhimself,andhehadnorighttocondemnCosettetothecloisterforthereasonthathehadbeencondemnedtothegalleys。Besides,whatisdangerincomparisonwiththeright?Finally,nothingpreventedhisbeingprudentandtakinghisprecautions。
AsforCosette’seducation,itwasalmostfinishedandcomplete。
Hisdeterminationoncetaken,heawaitedanopportunity。
Itwasnotlonginpresentingitself。OldFaucheleventdied。
JeanValjeandemandedanaudiencewiththereveredprioressandtoldherthat,havingcomeintoalittleinheritanceatthedeathofhisbrother,whichpermittedhimhenceforthtolivewithoutworking,heshouldleavetheserviceoftheconventandtakehisdaughterwithhim;butthat,asitwasnotjustthatCosette,sinceshehadnottakenthevows,shouldhavereceivedhereducationgratuitously,hehumblybeggedtheReverendPrioresstoseefitthatheshouldoffertothecommunity,asindemnity,forthefiveyearswhichCosettehadspentthere,thesumoffivethousandfrancs。
ItwasthusthatJeanValjeanquittedtheconventofthePerpetualAdoration。
Onleavingtheconvent,hetookinhisownarmsthelittlevalisethekeytowhichhestillworeonhisperson,andwouldpermitnoportertotouchit。ThispuzzledCosette,becauseoftheodorofembalmingwhichproceededfromit。
Letusstateatonce,thatthistrunkneverquittedhimmore。
Healwayshaditinhischamber。Itwasthefirstandonlythingsometimes,thathecarriedoffinhismovingwhenhemovedabout。
Cosettelaughedatit,andcalledthisvalisehisinseparable,saying:
"Iamjealousofit。"
Nevertheless,JeanValjeandidnotreappearintheopenairwithoutprofoundanxiety。
HediscoveredthehouseintheRuePlumet,andhidhimselffromsightthere。Henceforthhewasinthepossessionofthename:——
UltimeFauchelevent。
AtthesametimehehiredtwootherapartmentsinParis,inorderthathemightattractlessattentionthanifheweretoremainalwaysinthesamequarter,andsothathecould,atneed,takehimselfoffattheslightestdisquietudewhichshouldassailhim,andinshort,sothathemightnotagainbecaughtunprovidedasonthenightwhenhehadsomiraculouslyescapedfromJavert。
Thesetwoapartmentswereverypitiable,poorinappearance,andintwoquarterswhichwerefarremotefromeachother,theoneintheRuedel’Ouest,theotherintheRuedel’HommeArme。
Hewentfromtimetotime,nowtotheRuedel’HommeArme,nowtotheRuedel’Ouest,topassamonthorsixweeks,withouttakingToussaint。Hehadhimselfservedbytheporters,andgavehimselfoutasagentlemanfromthesuburbs,livingonhisfunds,andhavingalittletemporaryresting—placeintown。
ThisloftyvirtuehadthreedomicilesinParisforthesakeofescapingfromthepolice。
CHAPTERII
JEANVALJEANASANATIONALGUARD
However,properlyspeaking,helivedintheRuePlumet,andhehadarrangedhisexistencethereinthefollowingfashion:——
Cosetteandtheservantoccupiedthepavilion;shehadthebigsleeping—roomwiththepaintedpier—glasses,theboudoirwiththegildedfillets,thejustice’sdrawing—roomfurnishedwithtapestriesandvastarm—chairs;shehadthegarden。JeanValjeanhadacanopiedbedofantiquedamaskinthreecolorsandabeautifulPersianrugpurchasedintheRueduFiguier—Saint—PaulatMotherGaucher’s,putintoCosette’schamber,and,inordertoredeemtheseverityofthesemagnificentoldthings,hehadamalgamatedwiththisbric—a—bracallthegayandgracefullittlepiecesoffurnituresuitabletoyounggirls,anetagere,abookcasefilledwithgilt—edgedbooks,aninkstand,ablotting—book,paper,awork—tableincrustedwithmotherofpearl,asilver—giltdressing—case,atoiletserviceinJapaneseporcelain。
Longdamaskcurtainswitharedfoundationandthreecolors,likethoseonthebed,hungatthewindowsofthefirstfloor。
Onthegroundfloor,thecurtainswereoftapestry。Allwinterlong,Cosette’slittlehousewasheatedfromtoptobottom。JeanValjeaninhabitedthesortofporter’slodgewhichwassituatedattheendofthebackcourtyard,withamattressonafolding—bed,awhitewoodtable,twostrawchairs,anearthenwarewater—jug,afewoldvolumesonashelf,hisbelovedvaliseinonecorner,andneveranyfire。HedinedwithCosette,andhehadaloafofblackbreadonthetableforhisownuse。
WhenToussaintcame,hehadsaidtoher:"Itistheyoungladywhoisthemistressofthishouse。"——"Andyou,monsieur?"Toussaintrepliedinamazement。——"Iamamuchbetterthingthanthemaster,Iamthefather。"
Cosettehadbeentaughthousekeepingintheconvent,andsheregulatedtheirexpenditure,whichwasverymodest。Everyday,JeanValjeanputhisarmthroughCosette’sandtookherforawalk。
HeledhertotheLuxembourg,totheleastfrequentedwalk,andeverySundayhetookhertomassatSaint—Jacques—du—Haut—Pas,becausethatwasalongwayoff。Asitwasaverypoorquarter,hebestowedalmslargelythere,andthepoorpeoplesurroundedhiminchurch,whichhaddrawndownuponhimThenardier’sepistle:
"TothebenevolentgentlemanofthechurchofSaint—Jacques—du—Haut—Pas。"
HewasfondoftakingCosettetovisitthepoorandthesick。
NostrangereverenteredthehouseintheRuePlumet。Toussaintbroughttheirprovisions,andJeanValjeanwenthimselfforwatertoafountainnearbyontheboulevard。Theirwoodandwinewereputintoahalf—subterraneanhollowlinedwithrock—workwhichlayneartheRuedeBabyloneandwhichhadformerlyservedthechief—justiceasagrotto;forattheepochoffolliesand"LittleHouses"nolovewaswithoutagrotto。
InthedooropeningontheRuedeBabylone,therewasaboxdestinedforthereceptionoflettersandpapers;only,asthethreeinhabitantsofthepavilionintheRuePlumetreceivedneitherpapersnorletters,theentireusefulnessofthatbox,formerlythego—betweenofaloveaffair,andtheconfidantofalove—lornlawyer,wasnowlimitedtothetax—collector’snotices,andthesummonsoftheguard。
ForM。Fauchelevent,independentgentleman,belongedtothenationalguard;hehadnotbeenabletoescapethroughthefinemeshesofthecensusof1831。ThemunicipalinformationcollectedatthattimehadevenreachedtheconventofthePetit—Picpus,asortofimpenetrableandholycloud,whenceJeanValjeanhademergedinvenerableguise,and,consequently,worthyofmountingguardintheeyesofthetownhall。
Threeorfourtimesayear,JeanValjeandonnedhisuniformandmountedguard;hedidthiswillingly,however;itwasacorrectdisguisewhichmixedhimwitheveryone,andyetlefthimsolitary。
JeanValjeanhadjustattainedhissixtiethbirthday,theageoflegalexemption;buthedidnotappeartobeoverfifty;
moreover,hehadnodesiretoescapehissergeant—majornortoquibblewithComtedeLobau;hepossessednocivilstatus,hewasconcealinghisname,hewasconcealinghisidentity,soheconcealedhisage,heconcealedeverything;and,aswehavejustsaid,hewillinglydidhisdutyasanationalguard;thesumofhisambitionlayinresemblinganyothermanwhopaidhistaxes。
Thismanhadforhisideal,within,theangel,without,thebourgeois。
Letusnoteonedetail,however;whenJeanValjeanwentoutwithCosette,hedressedasthereaderhasalreadyseen,andhadtheairofaretiredofficer。Whenhewentoutalone,whichwasgenerallyatnight,hewasalwaysdressedinaworkingman’strousersandblouse,andworeacapwhichconcealedhisface。Wasthisprecautionorhumility?
Both。Cosettewasaccustomedtotheenigmaticalsideofherdestiny,andhardlynoticedherfather’speculiarities。AsforToussaint,sheveneratedJeanValjean,andthoughteverythinghedidright。
Oneday,herbutcher,whohadcaughtaglimpseofJeanValjean,saidtoher:"That’saqueerfish。"Shereplied:"He’sasaint。"
NeitherJeanValjeannorCosettenorToussainteverenteredoremergedexceptbythedoorontheRuedeBabylone。UnlessseenthroughthegardengateitwouldhavebeendifficulttoguessthattheylivedintheRuePlumet。Thatgatewasalwaysclosed。JeanValjeanhadleftthegardenuncultivated,inordernottoattractattention。
Inthis,possibly,hemadeamistake。
CHAPTERIII
FOLIISACFRONDIBUS
Thegardenthuslefttoitselfformorethanhalfacenturyhadbecomeextraordinaryandcharming。Thepassers—byoffortyyearsagohaltedtogazeatit,withoutasuspicionofthesecretswhichithidinitsfreshandverdantdepths。Morethanonedreamerofthatepochoftenallowedhisthoughtsandhiseyestopenetrateindiscreetlybetweenthebarsofthatancient,padlockedgate,twisted,tottering,fastenedtotwogreenandmoss—coveredpillars,andoddlycrownedwithapedimentofundecipherablearabesque。
Therewasastonebenchinonecorner,oneortwomouldystatues,severallatticeswhichhadlosttheirnailswithtime,wererottingonthewall,andtherewerenowalksnorturf;buttherewasenoughgrasseverywhere。Gardeninghadtakenitsdeparture,andnaturehadreturned。Weedsabounded,whichwasagreatpieceofluckforapoorcornerofland。Thefestivalofgilliflowerswassomethingsplendid。Nothinginthisgardenobstructedthesacredeffortofthingstowardslife;venerablegrowthreignedthereamongthem。Thetreeshadbentovertowardsthenettles,theplanthadsprungupward,thebranchhadinclined,thatwhichcrawlsontheearthhadgoneinsearchofthatwhichexpandsintheair,thatwhichfloatsonthewindhadbentovertowardsthatwhichtrailsinthemoss;trunks,boughs,leaves,fibres,clusters,tendrils,shoots,spines,thorns,hadmingled,crossed,married,confoundedthemselvesineachother;vegetationinadeepandcloseembrace,hadcelebratedandaccomplishedthere,underthewell—pleasedeyeoftheCreator,inthatenclosurethreehundredfeetsquare,theholymysteryoffraternity,symbolofthehumanfraternity。
Thisgardenwasnolongeragarden,itwasacolossalthicket,thatistosay,somethingasimpenetrableasaforest,aspeopledasacity,quiveringlikeanest,sombrelikeacathedral,fragrantlikeabouquet,solitaryasatomb,livingasathrong。
InFloreal[34]thisenormousthicket,freebehinditsgateandwithinitsfourwalls,entereduponthesecretlaborofgermination,quiveredintherisingsun,almostlikeananimalwhichdrinksinthebreathsofcosmiclove,andwhichfeelsthesapofAprilrisingandboilinginitsveins,andshakestothewinditsenormouswonderfulgreenlocks,sprinkledonthedampearth,onthedefacedstatues,onthecrumblingstepsofthepavilion,andevenonthepavementofthedesertedstreet,flowerslikestars,dewlikepearls,fecundity,beauty,life,joy,perfumes。Atmidday,athousandwhitebutterfliestookrefugethere,anditwasadivinespectacletoseethatlivingsummersnowwhirlingaboutthereinflakesamidtheshade。There,inthosegayshadowsofverdure,athrongofinnocentvoicesspokesweetlytothesoul,andwhatthetwitteringforgottosaythehummingcompleted。Intheevening,adreamyvaporexhaledfromthegardenandenvelopedit;ashroudofmist,acalmandcelestialsadnesscoveredit;theintoxicatingperfumeofthehoneysucklesandconvolvuluspouredoutfromeverypartofit,likeanexquisiteandsubtlepoison;thelastappealsofthewoodpeckersandthewagtailswereaudibleastheydozedamongthebranches;onefeltthesacredintimacyofthebirdsandthetrees;
bydaythewingsrejoicetheleaves,bynighttheleavesprotectthewings。
[34]FromApril19toMay20。
Inwinterthethicketwasblack,dripping,bristling,shivering,andallowedsomeglimpseofthehouse。Insteadofflowersonthebranchesanddewintheflowers,thelongsilverytracksofthesnailswerevisibleonthecold,thickcarpetofyellowleaves;butinanyfashion,underanyaspect,atallseasons,spring,winter,summer,autumn,thistinyenclosurebreathedforthmelancholy,contemplation,solitude,liberty,theabsenceofman,thepresenceofGod;andtherustyoldgatehadtheairofsaying:"Thisgardenbelongstome。"
ItwasofnoavailthatthepavementsofPariswerethereoneveryside,theclassicandsplendidhotelsoftheRuedeVarennesacoupleofpacesaway,thedomeoftheInvalidescloseathand,theChamberofDeputiesnotfaroff;thecarriagesoftheRuedeBourgogneandoftheRueSaint—Dominiquerumbledluxuriously,invain,inthevicinity,invaindidtheyellow,brown,white,andredomnibusescrosseachother’scourseattheneighboringcross—roads;
theRuePlumetwasthedesert;andthedeathoftheformerproprietors,therevolutionwhichhadpassedoverit,thecrumblingawayofancientfortunes,absence,forgetfulness,fortyyearsofabandonmentandwidowhood,hadsufficedtorestoretothisprivilegedspotferns,mulleins,hemlock,yarrow,tallweeds,greatcrimpedplants,withlargeleavesofpalegreencloth,lizards,beetles,uneasyandrapidinsects;tocausetospringforthfromthedepthsoftheearthandtoreappearbetweenthosefourwallsacertainindescribableandsavagegrandeur;andfornature,whichdisconcertsthepettyarrangementsofman,andwhichshedsherselfalwaysthoroughlywhereshediffusesherselfatall,intheantaswellasintheeagle,toblossomoutinapettylittleParisiangardenwithasmuchrudeforceandmajestyasinavirginforestoftheNewWorld。
Nothingissmall,infact;anyonewhoissubjecttotheprofoundandpenetratinginfluenceofnatureknowsthis。Althoughnoabsolutesatisfactionisgiventophilosophy,eithertocircumscribethecauseortolimittheeffect,thecontemplatorfallsintothoseunfathomableecstasiescausedbythesedecompositionsofforceterminatinginunity。Everythingtoilsateverything。
Algebraisappliedtotheclouds;theradiationofthestarprofitstherose;nothinkerwouldventuretoaffirmthattheperfumeofthehawthornisuselesstotheconstellations。Who,then,cancalculatethecourseofamolecule?Howdoweknowthatthecreationofworldsisnotdeterminedbythefallofgrainsofsand?Whoknowsthereciprocalebbandflowoftheinfinitelygreatandtheinfinitelylittle,thereverberationsofcausesintheprecipicesofbeing,andtheavalanchesofcreation?Thetiniestwormisofimportance;
thegreatislittle,thelittleisgreat;everythingisbalancedinnecessity;alarmingvisionforthemind。Therearemarvellousrelationsbetweenbeingsandthings;inthatinexhaustiblewhole,fromthesuntothegrub,nothingdespisestheother;allhaveneedofeachother。Thelightdoesnotbearawayterrestrialperfumesintotheazuredepths,withoutknowingwhatitisdoing;
thenightdistributesstellaressencestothesleepingflowers。
Allbirdsthatflyhaveroundtheirlegthethreadoftheinfinite。
Germinationiscomplicatedwiththeburstingforthofameteorandwiththepeckofaswallowcrackingitsegg,anditplacesononelevelthebirthofanearthwormandtheadventofSocrates。
Wherethetelescopeends,themicroscopebegins。Whichofthetwopossessesthelargerfieldofvision?Choose。Abitofmouldisapleiadofflowers;anebulaisanant—hillofstars。
Thesamepromiscuousness,andyetmoreunprecedented,existsbetweenthethingsoftheintelligenceandthefactsofsubstance。
Elementsandprinciplesmingle,combine,wed,multiplywitheachother,tosuchapointthatthematerialandthemoralworldarebroughteventuallytothesameclearness。Thephenomenonisperpetuallyreturninguponitself。Inthevastcosmicexchangestheuniversallifegoesandcomesinunknownquantities,rollingentirelyintheinvisiblemysteryofeffluvia,employingeverything,notlosingasingledream,notasingleslumber,sowingananimalculehere,crumblingtobitsaplanetthere,oscillatingandwinding,makingoflightaforceandofthoughtanelement,disseminatedandinvisible,dissolvingall,exceptthatgeometricalpoint,theI;bringingeverythingbacktothesoul—atom;expandingeverythinginGod,entanglingallactivity,fromsummittobase,intheobscurityofadizzymechanism,attachingtheflightofaninsecttothemovementoftheearth,subordinating,whoknows?Wereitonlybytheidentityofthelaw,theevolutionofthecometinthefirmamenttothewhirlingoftheinfusoriainthedropofwater。Amachinemadeofmind。
Enormousgearing,theprimemotorofwhichisthegnat,andwhosefinalwheelisthezodiac。
CHAPTERIV
CHANGEOFGATE
Itseemedthatthisgarden,createdinoldendaystoconcealwantonmysteries,hadbeentransformedandbecomefittedtoshelterchastemysteries。Therewerenolongereitherarbors,orbowlinggreens,ortunnels,orgrottos;therewasamagnificent,dishevelledobscurityfallinglikeaveiloverall。PaphoshadbeenmadeoverintoEden。
Itisimpossibletosaywhatelementofrepentancehadrenderedthisretreatwholesome。Thisflower—girlnowofferedherblossomtothesoul。Thiscoquettishgarden,formerlydecidedlycompromised,hadreturnedtovirginityandmodesty。Ajusticeassistedbyagardener,agoodmanwhothoughtthathewasacontinuationofLamoignon,andanothergoodmanwhothoughtthathewasacontinuationofLenotre,hadturneditabout,cut,ruffled,decked,mouldedittogallantry;
naturehadtakenpossessionofitoncemore,hadfilleditwithshade,andhadarrangeditforlove。
Therewas,also,inthissolitude,aheartwhichwasquiteready。
Lovehadonlytoshowhimself;hehadhereatemplecomposedofverdure,grass,moss,thesightofbirds,tendershadows,agitatedbranches,andasoulmadeofsweetness,offaith,ofcandor,ofhope,ofaspiration,andofillusion。
Cosettehadlefttheconventwhenshewasstillalmostachild;
shewasalittlemorethanfourteen,andshewasatthe"ungratefulage";
wehavealreadysaid,thatwiththeexceptionofhereyes,shewashomelyratherthanpretty;shehadnoungracefulfeature,butshewasawkward,thin,timidandboldatonce,agrown—uplittlegirl,inshort。
Hereducationwasfinished,thatistosay,shehasbeentaughtreligion,andevenandaboveall,devotion;then"history,"thatistosaythethingthatbearsthatnameinconvents,geography,grammar,theparticiples,thekingsofFrance,alittlemusic,alittledrawing,etc。;butinallotherrespectsshewasutterlyignorant,whichisagreatcharmandagreatperil。Thesoulofayounggirlshouldnotbeleftinthedark;lateron,miragesthataretooabruptandtoolivelyareformedthere,asinadarkchamber。
Sheshouldbegentlyanddiscreetlyenlightened,ratherwiththereflectionofrealitiesthanwiththeirharshanddirectlight。
Ausefulandgraciouslyausterehalf—lightwhichdissipatespuerilefearsandobviatesfalls。Thereisnothingbutthematernalinstinct,thatadmirableintuitioncomposedofthememoriesofthevirginandtheexperienceofthewoman,whichknowshowthishalf—lightistobecreatedandofwhatitshouldconsist。
Nothingsuppliestheplaceofthisinstinct。Allthenunsintheworldarenotworthasmuchasonemotherintheformationofayounggirl’ssoul。
Cosettehadhadnomother。Shehadonlyhadmanymothers,intheplural。
AsforJeanValjean,hewas,indeed,alltenderness,allsolicitude;
buthewasonlyanoldmanandheknewnothingatall。
Now,inthisworkofeducation,inthisgravematterofpreparingawomanforlife,whatscienceisrequiredtocombatthatvastignorancewhichiscalledinnocence!
Nothingpreparesayounggirlforpassionsliketheconvent。
Theconventturnsthethoughtsinthedirectionoftheunknown。
Theheart,thusthrownbackuponitself,worksdownwardwithinitself,sinceitcannotoverflow,andgrowsdeep,sinceitcannotexpand。
Hencevisions,suppositions,conjectures,outlinesofromances,adesireforadventures,fantasticconstructions,edificesbuiltwhollyintheinnerobscurityofthemind,sombreandsecretabodeswherethepassionsimmediatelyfindalodgementassoonastheopengatepermitsthemtoenter。Theconventisacompressionwhich,inordertotriumphoverthehumanheart,shouldlastduringthewholelife。
Onquittingtheconvent,CosettecouldhavefoundnothingmoresweetandmoredangerousthanthehouseintheRuePlumet。
Itwasthecontinuationofsolitudewiththebeginningofliberty;
agardenthatwasclosed,butanaturethatwasacrid,rich,voluptuous,andfragrant;thesamedreamsasintheconvent,butwithglimpsesofyoungmen;agrating,butonethatopenedonthestreet。
Still,whenshearrivedthere,werepeat,shewasonlyachild。
JeanValjeangavethisneglectedgardenovertoher。"Dowhatyoulikewithit,"hesaidtoher。ThisamusedCosette;sheturnedoveralltheclumpsandallthestones,shehuntedfor"beasts";sheplayedinit,whileawaitingthetimewhenshewoulddreaminit;
shelovedthisgardenfortheinsectsthatshefoundbeneathherfeetamidthegrass,whileawaitingthedaywhenshewouldloveitforthestarsthatshewouldseethroughtheboughsaboveherhead。
Andthen,shelovedherfather,thatistosay,JeanValjean,withallhersoul,withaninnocentfilialpassionwhichmadethegoodmanabelovedandcharmingcompaniontoher。ItwillberememberedthatM。Madeleinehadbeeninthehabitofreadingagreatdeal。JeanValjeanhadcontinuedthispractice;hehadcometoconversewell;hepossessedthesecretrichesandtheeloquenceofatrueandhumblemindwhichhasspontaneouslycultivateditself。
Heretainedjustenoughsharpnesstoseasonhiskindness;hismindwasroughandhisheartwassoft。DuringtheirconversationsintheLuxembourg,hegaveherexplanationsofeverything,drawingonwhathehadread,andalsoonwhathehadsuffered。
Asshelistenedtohim,Cosette’seyeswanderedvaguelyabout。
ThissimplemansufficedforCosette’sthought,thesameasthewildgardensufficedforhereyes。Whenshehadhadagoodchaseafterthebutterflies,shecamepantinguptohimandsaid:"Ah!HowI
haverun!"Hekissedherbrow。
Cosetteadoredthegoodman。Shewasalwaysathisheels。
WhereJeanValjeanwas,therehappinesswas。JeanValjeanlivedneitherinthepavilionnorthegarden;shetookgreaterpleasureinthepavedbackcourtyard,thanintheenclosurefilledwithflowers,andinhislittlelodgefurnishedwithstraw—seatedchairsthaninthegreatdrawing—roomhungwithtapestry,againstwhichstoodtuftedeasy—chairs。JeanValjeansometimessaidtoher,smilingathishappinessinbeingimportuned:"Dogotoyourownquarters!
Leavemealonealittle!"
Shegavehimthosecharmingandtenderscoldingswhicharesogracefulwhentheycomefromadaughtertoherfather。
"Father,Iamverycoldinyourrooms;whydon’tyouhaveacarpethereandastove?"
"Dearchild,therearesomanypeoplewhoarebetterthanI
andwhohavenotevenaroofovertheirheads。"
"Thenwhyisthereafireinmyrooms,andeverythingthatisneeded?"
"Becauseyouareawomanandachild。"
"Bah!mustmenbecoldandfeeluncomfortable?"
"Certainmen。"
"Thatisgood,Ishallcomeheresooftenthatyouwillbeobligedtohaveafire。"
Andagainshesaidtohim:——
"Father,whydoyoueathorriblebreadlikethat?"
"Because,mydaughter。"
"Well,ifyoueatit,Iwilleatittoo。"
Then,inordertopreventCosetteeatingblackbread,JeanValjeanatewhitebread。
Cosettehadbutaconfusedrecollectionofherchildhood。Sheprayedmorningandeveningforhermotherwhomshehadneverknown。
TheThenardiershadremainedwithherastwohideousfiguresinadream。Sherememberedthatshehadgone"oneday,atnight,"
tofetchwaterinaforest。ShethoughtthatithadbeenveryfarfromParis。Itseemedtoherthatshehadbeguntoliveinanabyss,andthatitwasJeanValjeanwhohadrescuedherfromit。
Herchildhoodproduceduponhertheeffectofatimewhentherehadbeennothingaroundherbutmillepeds,spiders,andserpents。
Whenshemeditatedintheevening,beforefallingasleep,asshehadnotaveryclearideathatshewasJeanValjean’sdaughter,andthathewasherfather,shefanciedthatthesoulofhermotherhadpassedintothatgoodmanandhadcometodwellnearher。
Whenhewasseated,sheleanedhercheekagainsthiswhitehair,anddroppedasilenttear,sayingtoherself:"Perhapsthismanismymother。"
Cosette,althoughthisisastrangestatementtomake,intheprofoundignoranceofagirlbroughtupinaconvent,——
maternitybeingalsoabsolutelyunintelligibletovirginity,——
hadendedbyfancyingthatshehadhadaslittlemotheraspossible。
Shedidnotevenknowhermother’sname。WheneversheaskedJeanValjean,JeanValjeanremainedsilent。Ifsherepeatedherquestion,herespondedwithasmile。Oncesheinsisted;thesmileendedinatear。
ThissilenceonthepartofJeanValjeancoveredFantinewithdarkness。
Wasitprudence?Wasitrespect?Wasitafearthatheshoulddeliverthisnametothehazardsofanothermemorythanhisown?
SolongasCosettehadbeensmall,JeanValjeanhadbeenwillingtotalktoherofhermother;whenshebecameayounggirl,itwasimpossibleforhimtodoso。Itseemedtohimthathenolongerdared。WasitbecauseofCosette?WasitbecauseofFantine?HefeltacertainreligioushorroratlettingthatshadowenterCosette’sthought;
andofplacingathirdintheirdestiny。Themoresacredthisshadewastohim,themorediditseemthatitwastobefeared。
HethoughtofFantine,andfelthimselfoverwhelmedwithsilence。
Throughthedarkness,hevaguelyperceivedsomethingwhichappearedtohaveitsfingeronitslips。HadallthemodestywhichhadbeeninFantine,andwhichhadviolentlyquittedherduringherlifetime,returnedtorestuponherafterherdeath,towatchinindignationoverthepeaceofthatdeadwoman,andinitsshyness,tokeepherinhergrave?WasJeanValjeanunconsciouslysubmittingtothepressure?
Wewhobelieveindeath,arenotamongthenumberwhowillrejectthismysteriousexplanation。
Hencetheimpossibilityofuttering,evenforCosette,thatnameofFantine。
OnedayCosettesaidtohim:——
"Father,Isawmymotherinadreamlastnight。Shehadtwobigwings。
Mymothermusthavebeenalmostasaintduringherlife。"
"Throughmartyrdom,"repliedJeanValjean。
However,JeanValjeanwashappy。
WhenCosettewentoutwithhim,sheleanedonhisarm,proudandhappy,intheplenitudeofherheart。JeanValjeanfelthisheartmeltwithinhimwithdelight,atallthesesparksofatendernesssoexclusive,sowhollysatisfiedwithhimselfalone。Thepoormantrembled,inundatedwithangelicjoy;hedeclaredtohimselfecstaticallythatthiswouldlastalltheirlives;hetoldhimselfthathereallyhadnotsufferedsufficientlytomeritsoradiantabliss,andhethankedGod,inthedepthsofhissoul,forhavingpermittedhimtobelovedthus,he,awretch,bythatinnocentbeing。
CHAPTERV
THEROSEPERCEIVESTHATITISANENGINEOFWAR
Oneday,Cosettechancedtolookatherselfinhermirror,andshesaidtoherself:"Really!"Itseemedtoheralmostthatshewaspretty。Thisthrewherinasingularlytroubledstateofmind。Uptothatmomentshehadneverthoughtofherface。
Shesawherselfinhermirror,butshedidnotlookatherself。
Andthen,shehadsooftenbeentoldthatshewashomely;
JeanValjeanalonesaidgently:"Noindeed!noindeed!"
Atallevents,Cosettehadalwaysthoughtherselfhomely,andhadgrownupinthatbeliefwiththeeasyresignationofchildhood。
Andhere,allatonce,washermirrorsayingtoher,asJeanValjeanhadsaid:"Noindeed!"Thatnight,shedidnotsleep。"WhatifI
werepretty!"shethought。"HowodditwouldbeifIwerepretty!"
Andsherecalledthoseofhercompanionswhosebeautyhadproducedasensationintheconvent,andshesaidtoherself:"What!AmItobelikeMademoiselleSo—and—So?"
Thenextmorningshelookedatherselfagain,notbyaccidentthistime,andshewasassailedwithdoubts:"WheredidIgetsuchanidea?"
saidshe;"no,Iamugly。"Shehadnotsleptwell,thatwasall,hereyesweresunkenandshewaspale。Shehadnotfeltveryjoyousontheprecedingeveninginthebeliefthatshewasbeautiful,butitmadeherverysadnottobeabletobelieveinitanylonger。
Shedidnotlookatherselfagain,andformorethanafortnightshetriedtodressherhairwithherbackturnedtothemirror。
Intheevening,afterdinner,shegenerallyembroideredinwoolordidsomeconventneedleworkinthedrawing—room,andJeanValjeanreadbesideher。Oncesheraisedhereyesfromherwork,andwasrenderedquiteuneasybythemannerinwhichherfatherwasgazingather。
Onanotheroccasion,shewaspassingalongthestreet,anditseemedtoherthatsomeonebehindher,whomshedidnotsee,said:"Aprettywoman!butbadlydressed。"
"Bah!"shethought,"hedoesnotmeanme。Iamwelldressedandugly。"Shewasthenwearingaplushhatandhermerinogown。
Atlast,onedaywhenshewasinthegarden,sheheardpooroldToussaintsaying:"DoyounoticehowprettyCosetteisgrowing,sir?"
Cosettedidnothearherfather’sreply,butToussaint’swordscausedasortofcommotionwithinher。Shefledfromthegarden,ranuptoherroom,flewtothelooking—glass,——itwasthreemonthssinceshehadlookedatherself,——andgaveventtoacry。
Shehadjustdazzledherself。
Shewasbeautifulandlovely;shecouldnothelpagreeingwithToussaintandhermirror。Herfigurewasformed,herskinhadgrownwhite,herhairwaslustrous,anunaccustomedsplendorhadbeenlightedinherblueeyes。Theconsciousnessofherbeautyburstuponherinaninstant,likethesuddenadventofdaylight;
otherpeoplenoticeditalso,Toussainthadsaidso,itwasevidentlysheofwhomthepasser—byhadspoken,therecouldnolongerbeanydoubtofthat;shedescendedtothegardenagain,thinkingherselfaqueen,imaginingthatsheheardthebirdssinging,thoughitwaswinter,seeingtheskygilded,thesunamongthetrees,flowersinthethickets,distracted,wild,ininexpressibledelight。
JeanValjean,onhisside,experiencedadeepandundefinableoppressionatheart。
Infact,hehad,forsometimepast,beencontemplatingwithterrorthatbeautywhichseemedtogrowmoreradianteverydayonCosette’ssweetface。Thedawnthatwassmilingforallwasgloomyforhim。
Cosettehadbeenbeautifulforatolerablylongtimebeforeshebecameawareofitherself。But,fromtheveryfirstday,thatunexpectedlightwhichwasrisingslowlyandenvelopingthewholeoftheyounggirl’sperson,woundedJeanValjean’ssombreeye。
Hefeltthatitwasachangeinahappylife,alifesohappythathedidnotdaretomoveforfearofdisarrangingsomething。
Thisman,whohadpassedthroughallmannerofdistresses,whowasstillallbleedingfromthebruisesoffate,whohadbeenalmostwickedandwhohadbecomealmostasaint,who,afterhavingdraggedthechainofthegalleys,wasnowdraggingtheinvisiblebutheavychainofindefinitemisery,thismanwhomthelawhadnotreleasedfromitsgraspandwhocouldbeseizedatanymomentandbroughtbackfromtheobscurityofhisvirtuetothebroaddaylightofpublicopprobrium,thismanacceptedall,excusedall,pardonedall,andmerelyaskedofProvidence,ofman,ofthelaw,ofsociety,ofnature,oftheworld,onething,thatCosettemightlovehim!
ThatCosettemightcontinuetolovehim!ThatGodwouldnotpreventtheheartofthechildfromcomingtohim,andfromremainingwithhim!
BelovedbyCosette,hefeltthathewashealed,rested,appeased,loadedwithbenefits,recompensed,crowned。BelovedbyCosette,itwaswellwithhim!Heaskednothingmore!Hadanyonesaidtohim:"Doyouwantanythingbetter?"hewouldhaveanswered:
"No。"Godmighthavesaidtohim:"Doyoudesireheaven?"andhewouldhavereplied:"Ishouldlosebyit。"
Everythingwhichcouldaffectthissituation,ifonlyonthesurface,madehimshudderlikethebeginningofsomethingnew。Hehadneverknownverydistinctlyhimselfwhatthebeautyofawomanmeans;
butheunderstoodinstinctively,thatitwassomethingterrible。
Hegazedwithterroronthisbeauty,whichwasblossomingoutevermoretriumphantandsuperbbesidehim,beneathhisveryeyes,ontheinnocentandformidablebrowofthatchild,fromthedepthsofherhomeliness,ofhisoldage,ofhismisery,ofhisreprobation。
Hesaidtohimself:"Howbeautifulsheis!Whatistobecomeofme?"
There,moreover,laythedifferencebetweenhistendernessandthetendernessofamother。Whathebeheldwithanguish,amotherwouldhavegazeduponwithjoy。
Thefirstsymptomswerenotlonginmakingtheirappearance。
Ontheverymorrowofthedayonwhichshehadsaidtoherself:
"DecidedlyIambeautiful!"Cosettebegantopayattentiontohertoilet。Sherecalledtheremarkofthatpasser—by:"Pretty,butbadlydressed,"thebreathofanoraclewhichhadpassedbesideherandhadvanished,afterdepositinginherheartoneofthetwogermswhicharedestined,lateron,tofillthewholelifeofwoman,coquetry。Loveistheother。
Withfaithinherbeauty,thewholefemininesoulexpandedwithinher。
Sheconceivedahorrorforhermerinos,andshameforherplushhat。
Herfatherhadneverrefusedheranything。Sheatonceacquiredthewholescienceofthebonnet,thegown,themantle,theboot,thecuff,thestuffwhichisinfashion,thecolorwhichisbecoming,thatsciencewhichmakesoftheParisianwomansomethingsocharming,sodeep,andsodangerous。ThewordsheadywomanwereinventedfortheParisienne。
Inlessthanamonth,littleCosette,inthatThebaidoftheRuedeBabylone,wasnotonlyoneoftheprettiest,butoneofthe"bestdressed"womeninParis,whichmeansagreatdealmore。
Shewouldhavelikedtoencounterher"passer—by,"toseewhathewouldsay,andto"teachhimalesson!"Thetruthis,thatshewasravishingineveryrespect,andthatshedistinguishedthedifferencebetweenabonnetfromGerardandonefromHerbautinthemostmarvellousway。
JeanValjeanwatchedtheseravageswithanxiety。Hewhofeltthathecouldneverdoanythingbutcrawl,walkatthemost,beheldwingssproutingonCosette。
Moreover,fromthemereinspectionofCosette’stoilet,awomanwouldhaverecognizedthefactthatshehadnomother。
Certainlittleproprieties,certainspecialconventionalities,werenotobservedbyCosette。Amother,forinstance,wouldhavetoldherthatayounggirldoesnotdressindamask。
ThefirstdaythatCosettewentoutinherblackdamaskgownandmantle,andherwhitecrapebonnet,shetookJeanValjean’sarm,gay,radiant,rosy,proud,dazzling。"Father,"shesaid,"howdoyoulikemeinthisguise?"JeanValjeanrepliedinavoicewhichresembledthebittervoiceofanenviousman:"Charming!"Hewasthesameasusualduringtheirwalk。Ontheirreturnhome,heaskedCosette:——
"Won’tyouputonthatothergownandbonnetagain,——youknowtheonesImean?"
ThistookplaceinCosette’schamber。Cosetteturnedtowardsthewardrobewherehercast—offschoolgirl’sclotheswerehanging。
"Thatdisguise!"saidshe。"Father,whatdoyouwantmetodowithit?
Ohno,theidea!Ishallneverputonthosehorrorsagain。
第34章