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第4章

  CHAPTERIV
  DETAILSCONCERNINGTHECHEESE—DAIRIESOFPONTARLIER。
  Now,inordertoconveyanideaofwhatpassedatthattable,wecannotdobetterthantotranscribehereapassagefromoneofMademoiselleBaptistine’sletterstoMadameBoischevron,whereintheconversationbetweentheconvictandtheBishopisdescribedwithingeniousminuteness。
  "……Thismanpaidnoattentiontoanyone。Heatewiththevoracityofastarvingman。However,aftersupperhesaid:
  "`MonsieurleCureofthegoodGod,allthisisfartoogoodforme;
  butImustsaythatthecarterswhowouldnotallowmetoeatwiththemkeepabettertablethanyoudo。’
  "Betweenourselves,theremarkrathershockedme。Mybrotherreplied:——
  "`TheyaremorefatiguedthanI。’
  "`No,’returnedtheman,`theyhavemoremoney。Youarepoor;
  Iseethatplainly。Youcannotbeevenacurate。Areyoureallyacure?Ah,ifthegoodGodwerebutjust,youcertainlyoughttobeacure!’
  "`ThegoodGodismorethanjust,’saidmybrother。
  "Amomentlaterheadded:——
  "`MonsieurJeanValjean,isittoPontarlierthatyouaregoing?’
  "`Withmyroadmarkedoutforme。’
  "Ithinkthatiswhatthemansaid。Thenhewenton:——
  "`Imustbeonmywaybydaybreakto—morrow。Travellingishard。
  Ifthenightsarecold,thedaysarehot。’
  "`Youaregoingtoagoodcountry,’saidmybrother。`DuringtheRevolutionmyfamilywasruined。ItookrefugeinFranche—Comteatfirst,andthereIlivedforsometimebythetoilofmyhands。
  Mywillwasgood。Ifoundplentytooccupyme。Onehasonlytochoose。
  Therearepapermills,tanneries,distilleries,oilfactories,watchfactoriesonalargescale,steelmills,copperworks,twentyironfoundriesatleast,fourofwhich,situatedatLods,atChatillon,atAudincourt,andatBeure,aretolerablylarge。’
  "IthinkIamnotmistakeninsayingthatthosearethenameswhichmybrothermentioned。Thenheinterruptedhimselfandaddressedme:——
  "`Havewenotsomerelativesinthoseparts,mydearsister?’
  "Ireplied,——
  "`Wedidhavesome;amongothers,M。deLucenet,whowascaptainofthegatesatPontarlierundertheoldregime。’
  "`Yes,’resumedmybrother;`butin’93,onehadnolongeranyrelatives,onehadonlyone’sarms。Iworked。Theyhave,inthecountryofPontarlier,whitheryouaregoing,MonsieurValjean,atrulypatriarchalandtrulycharmingindustry,mysister。
  Itistheircheese—dairies,whichtheycallfruitieres。’
  "Thenmybrother,whileurgingthemantoeat,explainedtohim,withgreatminuteness,whatthesefruitieresofPontarlierwere;
  thattheyweredividedintotwoclasses:thebigbarnswhichbelongtotherich,andwheretherearefortyorfiftycowswhichproducefromseventoeightthousandcheeseseachsummer,andtheassociatedfruitieres,whichbelongtothepoor;thesearethepeasantsofmid—mountain,whoholdtheircowsincommon,andsharetheproceeds。
  `Theyengagetheservicesofacheese—maker,whomtheycallthegrurin;
  thegrurinreceivesthemilkoftheassociatesthreetimesaday,andmarksthequantityonadoubletally。ItistowardstheendofAprilthattheworkofthecheese—dairiesbegins;itistowardsthemiddleofJunethatthecheese—makersdrivetheircowstothemountains。’
  "Themanrecoveredhisanimationasheate。MybrothermadehimdrinkthatgoodMauveswine,whichhedoesnotdrinkhimself,becausehesaysthatwineisexpensive。Mybrotherimpartedallthesedetailswiththateasygayetyofhiswithwhichyouareacquainted,interspersinghiswordswithgracefulattentionstome。Herecurredfrequentlytothatcomfortabletradeofgrurin,asthoughhewishedthemantounderstand,withoutadvisinghimdirectlyandharshly,thatthiswouldaffordhimarefuge。Onethingstruckme。
  ThismanwaswhatIhavetoldyou。Well,neitherduringsupper,norduringtheentireevening,didmybrotherutterasingleword,withtheexceptionofafewwordsaboutJesuswhenheentered,whichcouldremindthemanofwhathewas,norofwhatmybrotherwas。
  Toallappearances,itwasanoccasionforpreachinghimalittlesermon,andofimpressingtheBishopontheconvict,sothatamarkofthepassagemightremainbehind。Thismighthaveappearedtoanyoneelsewhohadthis,unfortunatemaninhishandstoaffordachancetonourishhissoulaswellashisbody,andtobestowuponhimsomereproach,seasonedwithmoralizingandadvice,oralittlecommiseration,withanexhortationtoconducthimselfbetterinthefuture。
  Mybrotherdidnotevenaskhimfromwhatcountryhecame,norwhatwashishistory。Forinhishistorythereisafault,andmybrotherseemedtoavoideverythingwhichcouldremindhimofit。Tosuchapointdidhecarryit,thatatonetime,whenmybrotherwasspeakingofthemountaineersofPontarlier,whoexerciseagentlelabornearheaven,andwho,headded,arehappybecausetheyareinnocent,hestoppedshort,fearinglestinthisremarktheremighthaveescapedhimsomethingwhichmightwoundtheman。
  Bydintofreflection,IthinkIhavecomprehendedwhatwaspassinginmybrother’sheart。Hewasthinking,nodoubt,thatthisman,whosenameisJeanValjean,hadhismisfortuneonlytoovividlypresentinhismind;thatthebestthingwastodiverthimfromit,andtomakehimbelieve,ifonlymomentarily,thathewasapersonlikeanyother,bytreatinghimjustinhisordinaryway。Isnotthisindeed,tounderstandcharitywell?Istherenot,dearMadame,somethingtrulyevangelicalinthisdelicacywhichabstainsfromsermon,frommoralizing,fromallusions?andisnotthetruestpity,whenamanhasasorepoint,nottotouchitatall?Ithasseemedtomethatthismighthavebeenmybrother’sprivatethought。
  Inanycase,whatIcansayisthat,ifheentertainedalltheseideas,hegavenosignofthem;frombeginningtoend,eventomehewasthesameasheiseveryevening,andhesuppedwiththisJeanValjeanwiththesameairandinthesamemannerinwhichhewouldhavesuppedwithM。GedeonleProvost,orwiththecurateoftheparish。
  "Towardstheend,whenhehadreachedthefigs,therecameaknockatthedoor。ItwasMotherGerbaud,withherlittleoneinherarms。
  Mybrotherkissedthechildonthebrow,andborrowedfifteensouswhichIhadaboutmetogivetoMotherGerbaud。Themanwasnotpayingmuchheedtoanythingthen。Hewasnolongertalking,andheseemedverymuchfatigued。AfterpooroldGerbaudhadtakenherdeparture,mybrothersaidgrace;thenheturnedtothemanandsaidtohim,`Youmustbeingreatneedofyourbed。’MadameMagloireclearedthetableverypromptly。Iunderstoodthatwemustretire,inordertoallowthistravellertogotosleep,andwebothwentupstairs。Nevertheless,IsentMadameMagloiredownamomentlater,tocarrytotheman’sbedagoatskinfromtheBlackForest,whichwasinmyroom。Thenightsarefrigid,andthatkeepsonewarm。
  Itisapitythatthisskinisold;allthehairisfallingout。
  MybrotherboughtitwhilehewasinGermany,atTottlingen,nearthesourcesoftheDanube,aswellasthelittleivory—handledknifewhichIuseattable。
  "MadameMagloirereturnedimmediately。Wesaidourprayersinthedrawing—room,wherewehangupthelinen,andthenweeachretiredtoourownchambers,withoutsayingawordtoeachother。"
  CHAPTERV
  TRANQUILLITY
  Afterbiddinghissistergoodnight,MonseigneurBienvenutookoneofthetwosilvercandlesticksfromthetable,handedtheothertohisguest,andsaidtohim,——
  "Monsieur,Iwillconductyoutoyourroom。"
  Themanfollowedhim。
  Asmighthavebeenobservedfromwhathasbeensaidabove,thehousewassoarrangedthatinordertopassintotheoratorywherethealcovewassituated,ortogetoutofit,itwasnecessarytotraversetheBishop’sbedroom。
  Atthemomentwhenhewascrossingthisapartment,MadameMagloirewasputtingawaythesilverwareinthecupboardneartheheadofthebed。
  Thiswasherlastcareeveryeveningbeforeshewenttobed。
  TheBishopinstalledhisguestinthealcove。Afreshwhitebedhadbeenpreparedthere。Themansetthecandledownonasmalltable。
  "Well,"saidtheBishop,"mayyoupassagoodnight。To—morrowmorning,beforeyousetout,youshalldrinkacupofwarmmilkfromourcows。"
  "Thanks,Monsieurl’Abbe,"saidtheman。
  Hardlyhadhepronouncedthesewordsfullofpeace,whenallofasudden,andwithouttransition,hemadeastrangemovement,whichwouldhavefrozenthetwosaintedwomenwithhorror,hadtheywitnessedit。Evenatthisdayitisdifficultforustoexplainwhatinspiredhimatthatmoment。Didheintendtoconveyawarningortothrowoutamenace?Washesimplyobeyingasortofinstinctiveimpulsewhichwasobscureeventohimself?
  Heturnedabruptlytotheoldman,foldedhisarms,andbendinguponhishostasavagegaze,heexclaimedinahoarsevoice:——
  "Ah!really!Youlodgemeinyourhouse,closetoyourselflikethis?"
  Hebrokeoff,andaddedwithalaughinwhichtherelurkedsomethingmonstrous:——
  "Haveyoureallyreflectedwell?HowdoyouknowthatIhavenotbeenanassassin?"
  TheBishopreplied:——
  "ThatistheconcernofthegoodGod。"
  Thengravely,andmovinghislipslikeonewhoisprayingortalkingtohimself,heraisedtwofingersofhisrighthandandbestowedhisbenedictionontheman,whodidnotbow,andwithoutturninghisheadorlookingbehindhim,hereturnedtohisbedroom。
  Whenthealcovewasinuse,alargesergecurtaindrawnfromwalltowallconcealedthealtar。TheBishopkneltbeforethiscurtainashepassedandsaidabriefprayer。Amomentlaterhewasinhisgarden,walking,meditating,conteplating,hisheartandsoulwhollyabsorbedinthosegrandandmysteriousthingswhichGodshowsatnighttotheeyeswhichremainopen。
  Asfortheman,hewasactuallysofatiguedthathedidnotevenprofitbythenicewhitesheets。Snuffingouthiscandlewithhisnostrilsafterthemannerofconvicts,hedropped,alldressedashewas,uponthebed,whereheimmediatelyfellintoaprofoundsleep。
  MidnightstruckastheBishopreturnedfromhisgardentohisapartment。
  Afewminuteslaterallwereasleepinthelittlehouse。
  CHAPTERVI
  JEANVALJEAN
  TowardsthemiddleofthenightJeanValjeanwoke。
  JeanValjeancamefromapoorpeasantfamilyofBrie。Hehadnotlearnedtoreadinhischildhood。Whenhereachedman’sestate,bebecameatree—pruneratFaverolles。HismotherwasnamedJeanneMathieu;
  hisfatherwascalledJeanValjeanorVlajean,probablyasobriquet,andacontractionofviolaJean,"here’sJean。"
  JeanValjeanwasofthatthoughtfulbutnotgloomydispositionwhichconstitutesthepeculiarityofaffectionatenatures。
  Onthewhole,however,therewassomethingdecidedlysluggishandinsignificantaboutJeanValjeaninappearance,atleast。
  Hehadlosthisfatherandmotherataveryearlyage。Hismotherhaddiedofamilkfever,whichhadnotbeenproperlyattendedto。
  Hisfather,atree—pruner,likehimself,hadbeenkilledbyafallfromatree。AllthatremainedtoJeanValjeanwasasisterolderthanhimself,——awidowwithsevenchildren,boysandgirls。
  ThissisterhadbroughtupJeanValjean,andsolongasshehadahusbandshelodgedandfedheryoungbrother。
  Thehusbanddied。Theeldestofthesevenchildrenwaseightyearsold。Theyoungest,one。
  JeanValjeanhadjustattainedhistwenty—fifthyear。Hetookthefather’splace,and,inhisturn,supportedthesisterwhohadbroughthimup。ThiswasdonesimplyasadutyandevenalittlechurlishlyonthepartofJeanValjean。Thushisyouthhadbeenspentinrudeandill—paidtoil。Hehadneverknowna"kindwomanfriend"
  inhisnativeparts。Hehadnothadthetimetofallinlove。
  Hereturnedatnightweary,andatehisbrothwithoututteringaword。
  Hissister,motherJeanne,oftentookthebestpartofhisrepastfromhisbowlwhilehewaseating,——abitofmeat,asliceofbacon,theheartofthecabbage,——togivetooneofherchildren。
  Ashewentoneating,withhisheadbentoverthetableandalmostintohissoup,hislonghairfallingabouthisbowlandconcealinghiseyes,hehadtheairofperceivingnothingandallowingit。
  TherewasatFaverolles,notfarfromtheValjeanthatchedcottage,ontheothersideofthelane,afarmer’swifenamedMarie—Claude;
  theValjeanchildren,habituallyfamished,sometimeswenttoborrowfromMarie—Claudeapintofmilk,intheirmother’sname,whichtheydrankbehindahedgeorinsomealleycorner,snatchingthejugfromeachothersohastilythatthelittlegirlsspilleditontheirapronsanddowntheirnecks。Iftheirmotherhadknownofthismarauding,shewouldhavepunishedthedelinquentsseverely。
  JeanValjeangrufflyandgrumblinglypaidMarie—Claudeforthepintofmilkbehindtheirmother’sback,andthechildrenwerenotpunished。
  Inpruningseasonheearnedeighteensousaday;thenhehiredoutasahay—maker,aslaborer,asneat—herdonafarm,asadrudge。
  Hedidwhateverhecould。Hissisterworkedalsobutwhatcouldshedowithsevenlittlechildren?Itwasasadgroupenvelopedinmisery,whichwasbeinggraduallyannihilated。Averyhardwintercame。
  Jeanhadnowork。Thefamilyhadnobread。Nobreadliterally。
  Sevenchildren!
  OneSundayevening,MaubertIsabeau,thebakerontheChurchSquareatFaverolles,waspreparingtogotobed,whenheheardaviolentblowonthegratedfrontofhisshop。Hearrivedintimetoseeanarmpassedthroughaholemadebyablowfromafist,throughthegratingandtheglass。Thearmseizedaloafofbreadandcarrieditoff。Isabeauranoutinhaste;therobberfledatthefullspeedofhislegs。Isabeauranafterhimandstoppedhim。
  Thethiefhadflungawaytheloaf,buthisarmwasstillbleeding。
  ItwasJeanValjean。
  Thistookplacein1795。JeanValjeanwastakenbeforethetribunalsofthetimefortheftandbreakingandenteringaninhabitedhouseatnight。Hehadagunwhichheusedbetterthananyoneelseintheworld,hewasabitofapoacher,andthisinjuredhiscase。Thereexistsalegitimateprejudiceagainstpoachers。
  Thepoacher,likethesmuggler,smackstoostronglyofthebrigand。
  Nevertheless,wewillremarkcursorily,thereisstillanabyssbetweentheseracesofmenandthehideousassassinofthetowns。
  Thepoacherlivesintheforest,thesmugglerlivesinthemountainsoronthesea。Thecitiesmakeferociousmenbecausetheymakecorruptmen。Themountain,thesea,theforest,makesavagemen;
  theydevelopthefierceside,butoftenwithoutdestroyingthehumaneside。
  JeanValjeanwaspronouncedguilty。ThetermsoftheCodewereexplicit。Thereoccurformidablehoursinourcivilization;
  therearemomentswhenthepenallawsdecreeashipwreck。
  Whatanominousminuteisthatinwhichsocietydrawsbackandconsummatestheirreparableabandonmentofasentientbeing!
  JeanValjeanwascondemnedtofiveyearsinthegalleys。
  Onthe22dofApril,1796,thevictoryofMontenotte,wonbythegeneral—in—chiefofthearmyofItaly,whomthemessageoftheDirectorytotheFiveHundred,ofthe2dofFloreal,yearIV。,callsBuona—Parte,wasannouncedinParis;onthatsamedayagreatgangofgalley—slaveswasputinchainsatBicetre。JeanValjeanformedapartofthatgang。Anoldturnkeyoftheprison,whoisnownearlyeightyyearsold,stillrecallsperfectlythatunfortunatewretchwhowaschainedtotheendofthefourthline,inthenorthangleofthecourtyard。Hewasseatedonthegroundliketheothers。
  Hedidnotseemtocomprehendhisposition,exceptthatitwashorrible。
  Itisprobablethathe,also,wasdisentanglingfromamidthevagueideasofapoorman,ignorantofeverything,somethingexcessive。
  Whiletheboltofhisironcollarwasbeingrivetedbehindhisheadwithheavyblowsfromthehammer,hewept,histearsstifledhim,theyimpededhisspeech;heonlymanagedtosayfromtimetotime,"Iwasatree—pruneratFaverolles。"Thenstillsobbing,heraisedhisrighthandandlowereditgraduallyseventimes,asthoughheweretouchinginsuccessionsevenheadsofunequalheights,andfromthisgestureitwasdivinedthatthethingwhichhehaddone,whateveritwas,hehaddoneforthesakeofclothingandnourishingsevenlittlechildren。
  HesetoutforToulon。Hearrivedthere,afterajourneyoftwenty—sevendays,onacart,withachainonhisneck。AtToulonhewasclothedintheredcassock。Allthathadconstitutedhislife,eventohisname,waseffaced;hewasnolongerevenJeanValjean;hewasnumber24,601。Whatbecameofhissister?
  Whatbecameofthesevenchildren?Whotroubledhimselfaboutthat?
  Whatbecomesofthehandfulofleavesfromtheyoungtreewhichissawedoffattheroot?
  Itisalwaysthesamestory。Thesepoorlivingbeings,thesecreaturesofGod,henceforthwithoutsupport,withoutguide,withoutrefuge,wanderedawayatrandom,——whoevenknows?——
  eachinhisowndirectionperhaps,andlittlebylittleburiedthemselvesinthatcoldmistwhichengulfssolitarydestinies;
  gloomyshades,intowhichdisappearinsuccessionsomanyunluckyheads,inthesombremarchofthehumanrace。Theyquittedthecountry。
  Theclock—towerofwhathadbeentheirvillageforgotthem;theboundarylineofwhathadbeentheirfieldforgotthem;afterafewyears’
  residenceinthegalleys,JeanValjeanhimselfforgotthem。
  Inthatheart,wheretherehadbeenawound,therewasascar。
  Thatisall。Onlyonce,duringallthetimewhichhespentatToulon,didhehearhissistermentioned。Thishappened,Ithink,towardstheendofthefourthyearofhiscaptivity。Iknownotthroughwhatchannelsthenewsreachedhim。Someonewhohadknownthemintheirowncountryhadseenhissister。ShewasinParis。
  ShelivedinapoorstreetRearSaint—Sulpice,intheRueduGindre。
  Shehadwithheronlyonechild,alittleboy,theyoungest。
  Whereweretheothersix?Perhapsshedidnotknowherself。
  Everymorningshewenttoaprintingoffice,No。3RueduSabot,whereshewasafolderandstitcher。Shewasobligedtobethereatsixo’clockinthemorning——longbeforedaylightinwinter。
  Inthesamebuildingwiththeprintingofficetherewasaschool,andtothisschoolshetookherlittleboy,whowassevenyearsold。
  Butassheenteredtheprintingofficeatsix,andtheschoolonlyopenedatseven,thechildhadtowaitinthecourtyard,fortheschooltoopen,foranhour——onehourofawinternightintheopenair!
  Theywouldnotallowthechildtocomeintotheprintingoffice,becausehewasintheway,theysaid。Whentheworkmenpassedinthemorning,theybeheldthispoorlittlebeingseatedonthepavement,overcomewithdrowsiness,andoftenfastasleepintheshadow,croucheddownanddoubledupoverhisbasket。Whenitrained,anoldwoman,theportress,tookpityonhim;shetookhimintoherden,wheretherewasapallet,aspinning—wheel,andtwowoodenchairs,andthelittleoneslumberedinacorner,pressinghimselfclosetothecatthathemightsufferlessfromcold。Atseveno’clocktheschoolopened,andheentered。ThatiswhatwastoldtoJeanValjean。
  Theytalkedtohimaboutitforoneday;itwasamoment,aflash,asthoughawindowhadsuddenlybeenopeneduponthedestinyofthosethingswhomhehadloved;thenallclosedagain。Heheardnothingmoreforever。Nothingfromthemeverreachedhimagain;
  heneverbeheldthem;henevermetthemagain;andinthecontinuationofthismournfulhistorytheywillnotbemetwithanymore。
  TowardstheendofthisfourthyearJeanValjean’sturntoescapearrived。Hiscomradesassistedhim,asisthecustominthatsadplace。
  Heescaped。Hewanderedfortwodaysinthefieldsatliberty,ifbeingatlibertyistobehunted,toturntheheadeveryinstant,toquakeattheslightestnoise,tobeafraidofeverything,——ofasmokingroof,ofapassingman,ofabarkingdog,ofagallopinghorse,ofastrikingclock,ofthedaybecauseonecansee,ofthenightbecauseonecannotsee,ofthehighway,ofthepath,ofabush,ofsleep。Ontheeveningoftheseconddayhewascaptured。
  Hehadneithereatennorsleptforthirty—sixhours。Themaritimetribunalcondemnedhim,forthiscrime,toaprolongationofhistermforthreeyears,whichmadeeightyears。Inthesixthyearhisturntoescapeoccurredagain;heavailedhimselfofit,butcouldnotaccomplishhisflightfully。Hewasmissingatroll—call。Thecannonwerefired,andatnightthepatrolfoundhimhiddenunderthekeelofavesselinprocessofconstruction;
  heresistedthegalleyguardswhoseizedhim。Escapeandrebellion。
  Thiscase,providedforbyaspecialcode,waspunishedbyanadditionoffiveyears,twooftheminthedoublechain。Thirteenyears。
  Inthetenthyearhisturncameroundagain;heagainprofitedbyit;
  hesucceedednobetter。Threeyearsforthisfreshattempt。
  Sixteenyears。Finally,Ithinkitwasduringhisthirteenthyear,hemadealastattempt,andonlysucceededingettingretakenattheendoffourhoursofabsence。Threeyearsforthosefourhours。
  Nineteenyears。InOctober,1815,hewasreleased;hehadenteredtherein1796,forhavingbrokenapaneofglassandtakenaloafofbread。
  Roomforabriefparenthesis。Thisisthesecondtime,duringhisstudiesonthepenalquestionanddamnationbylaw,thattheauthorofthisbookhascomeacrossthetheftofaloafofbreadasthepointofdepartureforthedisasterofadestiny。
  ClaudeGauxhadstolenaloaf;JeanValjeanhadstolenaloaf。
  EnglishstatisticsprovethefactthatfourtheftsoutoffiveinLondonhavehungerfortheirimmediatecause。
  JeanValjeanhadenteredthegalleyssobbingandshuddering;
  heemergedimpassive。Hehadenteredindespair;heemergedgloomy。
  Whathadtakenplaceinthatsoul?
  CHAPTERVII
  THEINTERIOROFDESPAIR
  Letustrytosayit。
  Itisnecessarythatsocietyshouldlookatthesethings,becauseitisitselfwhichcreatesthem。
  Hewas,aswehavesaid,anignorantman,buthewasnotafool。
  Thelightofnaturewasignitedinhim。Unhappiness,whichalsopossessesaclearnessofvisionofitsown,augmentedthesmallamountofdaylightwhichexistedinthismind。Beneaththecudgel,beneaththechain,inthecell,inhardship,beneaththeburningsunofthegalleys,upontheplankbedoftheconvict,hewithdrewintohisownconsciousnessandmeditated。
  Heconstitutedhimselfthetribunal。
  Hebeganbyputtinghimselfontrial。
  Herecognizedthefactthathewasnotaninnocentmanunjustlypunished。
  Headmittedthathehadcommittedanextremeandblameworthyact;
  thatthatloafofbreadwouldprobablynothavebeenrefusedtohimhadheaskedforit;that,inanycase,itwouldhavebeenbettertowaituntilhecouldgetitthroughcompassionorthroughwork;
  thatitisnotanunanswerableargumenttosay,"Canonewaitwhenoneishungry?"That,inthefirstplace,itisveryrareforanyonetodieofhunger,literally;andnext,that,fortunatelyorunfortunately,manissoconstitutedthathecansufferlongandmuch,bothmorallyandphysically,withoutdying;thatitisthereforenecessarytohavepatience;thatthatwouldevenhavebeenbetterforthosepoorlittlechildren;thatithadbeenanactofmadnessforhim,amiserable,unfortunatewretch,totakesocietyatlargeviolentlybythecollar,andtoimaginethatonecanescapefrommiserythroughtheft;
  thatthatisinanycaseapoordoorthroughwhichtoescapefrommiserythroughwhichinfamyenters;inshort,thathewasinthewrong。
  Thenheaskedhimself——
  Whetherhehadbeentheonlyoneinfaultinhisfatalhistory。
  Whetheritwasnotaseriousthing,thathe,alaborer,outofwork,thathe,anindustriousman,shouldhavelackedbread。Andwhether,thefaultoncecommittedandconfessed,thechastisementhadnotbeenferociousanddisproportioned。Whethertherehadnotbeenmoreabuseonthepartofthelaw,inrespecttothepenalty,thantherehadbeenonthepartoftheculpritinrespecttohisfault。Whethertherehadnotbeenanexcessofweightsinonebalanceofthescale,intheonewhichcontainsexpiation。Whethertheover—weightofthepenaltywasnotequivalenttotheannihilationofthecrime,anddidnotresultinreversingthesituation,ofreplacingthefaultofthedelinquentbythefaultoftherepression,ofconvertingtheguiltymanintothevictim,andthedebtorintothecreditor,andofrangingthelawdefinitelyonthesideofthemanwhohadviolatedit。
  Whetherthispenalty,complicatedbysuccessiveaggravationsforattemptsatescape,hadnotendedinbecomingasortofoutrageperpetratedbythestrongeruponthefeebler,acrimeofsocietyagainsttheindividual,acrimewhichwasbeingcommittedafresheveryday,acrimewhichhadlastednineteenyears。
  Heaskedhimselfwhetherhumansocietycouldhavetherighttoforceitsmemberstosufferequallyinonecaseforitsownunreasonablelackofforesight,andintheothercaseforitspitilessforesight;
  andtoseizeapoormanforeverbetweenadefectandanexcess,adefaultofworkandanexcessofpunishment。
  Whetheritwasnotoutrageousforsocietytotreatthuspreciselythoseofitsmemberswhoweretheleastwellendowedinthedivisionofgoodsmadebychance,andconsequentlythemostdeservingofconsideration。
  Thesequestionsputandanswered,hejudgedsocietyandcondemnedit。
  Hecondemnedittohishatred。
  Hemadeitresponsibleforthefatewhichhewassuffering,andhesaidtohimselfthatitmightbethatonedayheshouldnothesitatetocallittoaccount。Hedeclaredtohimselfthattherewasnoequilibriumbetweentheharmwhichhehadcausedandtheharmwhichwasbeingdonetohim;hefinallyarrivedattheconclusionthathispunishmentwasnot,intruth,unjust,butthatitmostassuredlywasiniquitous。
  Angermaybebothfoolishandabsurd;onecanbeirritatedwrongfully;
  oneisexasperatedonlywhenthereissomeshowofrightonone’ssideatbottom。JeanValjeanfelthimselfexasperated。
  Andbesides,humansocietyhaddonehimnothingbutharm;hehadneverseenanythingofitsavethatangryfacewhichitcallsJustice,andwhichitshowstothosewhomitstrikes。Menhadonlytouchedhimtobruisehim。Everycontactwiththemhadbeenablow。
  Never,sincehisinfancy,sincethedaysofhismother,ofhissister,hadheeverencounteredafriendlywordandakindlyglance。
  Fromsufferingtosuffering,hehadgraduallyarrivedattheconvictionthatlifeisawar;andthatinthiswarhewastheconquered。
  Hehadnootherweaponthanhishate。Heresolvedtowhetitinthegalleysandtobearitawaywithhimwhenhedeparted。
  TherewasatToulonaschoolfortheconvicts,keptbytheIgnorantinfriars,wherethemostnecessarybranchesweretaughttothoseoftheunfortunatemenwhohadamindforthem。Hewasofthenumberwhohadamind。Hewenttoschoolattheageofforty,andlearnedtoread,towrite,tocipher。Hefeltthattofortifyhisintelligencewastofortifyhishate。Incertaincases,educationandenlightenmentcanservetoekeoutevil。
  Thisisasadthingtosay;afterhavingjudgedsociety,whichhadcausedhisunhappiness,hejudgedProvidence,whichhadmadesociety,andhecondemneditalso。
  Thusduringnineteenyearsoftortureandslavery,thissoulmountedandatthesametimefell。Lightentereditononeside,anddarknessontheother。
  JeanValjeanhadnot,aswehaveseen,anevilnature。Hewasstillgoodwhenhearrivedatthegalleys。Hetherecondemnedsociety,andfeltthathewasbecomingwicked;hetherecondemnedProvidence,andwasconsciousthathewasbecomingimpious。
  Itisdifficultnottoindulgeinmeditationatthispoint。
  Doeshumannaturethuschangeutterlyandfromtoptobottom?
  CanthemancreatedgoodbyGodberenderedwickedbyman?
  Canthesoulbecompletelymadeoverbyfate,andbecomeevil,fatebeingevil?Cantheheartbecomemisshapenandcontractincurabledeformitiesandinfirmitiesundertheoppressionofadisproportionateunhappiness,asthevertebralcolumnbeneathtoolowavault?Istherenotineveryhumansoul,wastherenotinthesoulofJeanValjeaninparticular,afirstspark,adivineelement,incorruptibleinthisworld,immortalintheother,whichgoodcandevelop,fan,ignite,andmaketoglowwithsplendor,andwhichevilcanneverwhollyextinguish?
  Graveandobscurequestions,tothelastofwhicheveryphysiologistwouldprobablyhaverespondedno,andthatwithouthesitation,hadhebeheldatToulon,duringthehoursofrepose,whichwereforJeanValjeanhoursofrevery,thisgloomygalley—slave,seatedwithfoldedarmsuponthebarofsomecapstan,withtheendofhischainthrustintohispockettopreventitsdragging,serious,silent,andthoughtful,apariahofthelawswhichregardedthemanwithwrath,condemnedbycivilization,andregardingheavenwithseverity。
  Certainly,——andwemakenoattempttodissimulatethefact,——
  theobservingphysiologistwouldhavebeheldanirremediablemisery;
  hewould,perchance,havepitiedthissickman,ofthelaw’smaking;
  buthewouldnothaveevenessayedanytreatment;hewouldhaveturnedasidehisgazefromthecavernsofwhichhewouldhavecaughtaglimpsewithinthissoul,and,likeDanteattheportalsofhell,hewouldhaveeffacedfromthisexistencethewordwhichthefingerofGodhas,nevertheless,inscribeduponthebrowofeveryman,——hope。
  Wasthisstateofhissoul,whichwehaveattemptedtoanalyze,asperfectlycleartoJeanValjeanaswehavetriedtorenderitforthosewhoreadus?DidJeanValjeandistinctlyperceive,aftertheirformation,andhadheseendistinctlyduringtheprocessoftheirformation,alltheelementsofwhichhismoralmiserywascomposed?Hadthisroughandunletteredmangatheredaperfectlyclearperceptionofthesuccessionofideasthroughwhichhehad,bydegrees,mountedanddescendedtothelugubriousaspectswhichhad,forsomanyyears,formedtheinnerhorizonofhisspirit?
  Washeconsciousofallthatpassedwithinhim,andofallthatwasworkingthere?Thatissomethingwhichwedonotpresumetostate;
  itissomethingwhichwedonotevenbelieve。TherewastoomuchignoranceinJeanValjean,evenafterhismisfortune,topreventmuchvaguenessfromstilllingeringthere。Attimeshedidnotrightlyknowhimselfwhathefelt。JeanValjeanwasintheshadows;hesufferedintheshadows;hehatedintheshadows;onemighthavesaidthathehatedinadvanceofhimself。Hedwelthabituallyinthisshadow,feelinghiswaylikeablindmanandadreamer。Only,atintervals,theresuddenlycametohim,fromwithoutandfromwithin,anaccessofwrath,asurchargeofsuffering,alividandrapidflashwhichilluminatedhiswholesoul,andcausedtoappearabruptlyallaroundhim,infront,behind,amidthegleamsofafrightfullight,thehideousprecipicesandthesombreperspectiveofhisdestiny。
  Theflashpassed,thenightclosedinagain;andwherewashe?
  Henolongerknew。Thepeculiarityofpainsofthisnature,inwhichthatwhichispitiless——thatistosay,thatwhichisbrutalizing——predominates,istotransformaman,littlebylittle,byasortofstupidtransfiguration,intoawildbeast;
  sometimesintoaferociousbeast。
  JeanValjean’ssuccessiveandobstinateattemptsatescapewouldalonesufficetoprovethisstrangeworkingofthelawuponthehumansoul。JeanValjeanwouldhaverenewedtheseattempts,utterlyuselessandfoolishastheywere,asoftenastheopportunityhadpresenteditself,withoutreflectingforaninstantontheresult,norontheexperienceswhichhehadalreadygonethrough。
  Heescapedimpetuously,likethewolfwhofindshiscageopen。
  Instinctsaidtohim,"Flee!"Reasonwouldhavesaid,"Remain!"
  Butinthepresenceofsoviolentatemptation,reasonvanished;
  nothingremainedbutinstinct。Thebeastaloneacted。Whenhewasrecaptured,thefreshseveritiesinflictedonhimonlyservedtorenderhimstillmorewild。
  Onedetail,whichwemustnotomit,isthathepossessedaphysicalstrengthwhichwasnotapproachedbyasingleoneofthedenizensofthegalleys。Atwork,atpayingoutacableorwindingupacapstan,JeanValjeanwasworthfourmen。Hesometimesliftedandsustainedenormousweightsonhisback;andwhentheoccasiondemandedit,hereplacedthatimplementwhichiscalledajack—screw,andwasformerlycalledorgueil[pride],whence,wemayremarkinpassing,isderivedthenameoftheRueMontorgueil,neartheHalles[Fishmarket]
  inParis。HiscomradeshadnicknamedhimJeantheJack—screw。Once,whentheywererepairingthebalconyofthetown—hallatToulon,oneofthoseadmirablecaryatidsofPuget,whichsupportthebalcony,becameloosened,andwasonthepointoffalling。JeanValjean,whowaspresent,supportedthecaryatidwithhisshoulder,andgavetheworkmentimetoarrive。
  Hissupplenessevenexceededhisstrength。Certainconvictswhowereforeverdreamingofescape,endedbymakingaveritablescienceofforceandskillcombined。Itisthescienceofmuscles。
  Anentiresystemofmysteriousstaticsisdailypractisedbyprisoners,menwhoareforeverenviousofthefliesandbirds。
  Toclimbaverticalsurface,andtofindpointsofsupportwherehardlyaprojectionwasvisible,wasplaytoJeanValjean。
  Anangleofthewallbeinggiven,withthetensionofhisbackandlegs,withhiselbowsandhisheelsfittedintotheunevennessofthestone,heraisedhimselfasifbymagictothethirdstory。
  Hesometimesmountedthuseventotheroofofthegalleyprison。
  Hespokebutlittle。Helaughednotatall。Anexcessiveemotionwasrequiredtowringfromhim,onceortwiceayear,thatlugubriouslaughoftheconvict,whichisliketheechoofthelaughofademon。
  Toallappearance,heseemedtobeoccupiedintheconstantcontemplationofsomethingterrible。
  Hewasabsorbed,infact。
  Athwarttheunhealthyperceptionsofanincompletenatureandacrushedintelligence,hewasconfusedlyconsciousthatsomemonstrousthingwasrestingonhim。Inthatobscureandwanshadowwithinwhichhecrawled,eachtimethatheturnedhisneckandessayedtoraisehisglance,heperceivedwithterror,mingledwithrage,asortoffrightfulaccumulationofthings,collectingandmountingabovehim,beyondtherangeofhisvision,——
  laws,prejudices,men,anddeeds,——whoseoutlinesescapedhim,whosemassterrifiedhim,andwhichwasnothingelsethanthatprodigiouspyramidwhichwecallcivilization。Hedistinguished,hereandthereinthatswarmingandformlessmass,nownearhim,nowafaroffandoninaccessibletable—lands,somegroup,somedetail,vividlyilluminated;herethegalley—sergeantandhiscudgel;
  therethegendarmeandhissword;yonderthemitredarchbishop;
  awayatthetop,likeasortofsun,theEmperor,crownedanddazzling。
  Itseemedtohimthatthesedistantsplendors,farfromdissipatinghisnight,rendereditmorefunerealandmoreblack。Allthis——
  laws,prejudices,deeds,men,things——wentandcameabovehim,overhishead,inaccordancewiththecomplicatedandmysteriousmovementwhichGodimpartstocivilization,walkingoverhimandcrushinghimwithIknownotwhatpeacefulnessinitscrueltyandinexorabilityinitsindifference。Soulswhichhavefallentothebottomofallpossiblemisfortune,unhappymenlostinthelowestofthoselimbosatwhichnooneanylongerlooks,thereprovedofthelaw,feelthewholeweightofthishumansociety,soformidableforhimwhoiswithout,sofrightfulforhimwhoisbeneath,restingupontheirheads。
  InthissituationJeanValjeanmeditated;andwhatcouldbethenatureofhismeditation?
  Ifthegrainofmilletbeneaththemillstonehadthoughts,itwould,doubtless,thinkthatsamethingwhichJeanValjeanthought。
  Allthesethings,realitiesfullofspectres,phantasmagoriesfullofrealities,hadeventuallycreatedforhimasortofinteriorstatewhichisalmostindescribable。
  Attimes,amidhisconvicttoil,hepaused。Hefelltothinking。
  Hisreason,atoneandthesametimeriperandmoretroubledthanofyore,roseinrevolt。Everythingwhichhadhappenedtohimseemedtohimabsurd;everythingthatsurroundedhimseemedtohimimpossible。Hesaidtohimself,"Itisadream。"
  Hegazedatthegalley—sergeantstandingafewpacesfromhim;
  thegalley—sergeantseemedaphantomtohim。Allofasuddenthephantomdealthimablowwithhiscudgel。
  Visiblenaturehardlyexistedforhim。ItwouldalmostbetruetosaythatthereexistedforJeanValjeanneithersun,norfinesummerdays,norradiantsky,norfreshAprildawns。
  Iknownotwhatvent—holedaylighthabituallyilluminedhissoul。
  Tosumup,inconclusion,thatwhichcanbesummedupandtranslatedintopositiveresultsinallthatwehavejustpointedout,wewillconfineourselvestothestatementthat,inthecourseofnineteenyears,JeanValjean,theinoffensivetree—prunerofFaverolles,theformidableconvictofToulon,hadbecomecapable,thankstothemannerinwhichthegalleyshadmouldedhim,oftwosortsofevilaction:firstly,ofevilactionwhichwasrapid,unpremeditated,dashing,entirelyinstinctive,inthenatureofreprisalsfortheevilwhichhehadundergone;secondly,ofevilactionwhichwasserious,grave,consciouslyarguedoutandpremeditated,withthefalseideaswhichsuchamisfortunecanfurnish。Hisdeliberatedeedspassedthroughthreesuccessivephases,whichnaturesofacertainstampcanalonetraverse,——reasoning,will,perseverance。
  Hehadformovingcauseshishabitualwrath,bitternessofsoul,aprofoundsenseofindignitiessuffered,thereactionevenagainstthegood,theinnocent,andthejust,ifthereareanysuch。
  Thepointofdeparture,likethepointofarrival,forallhisthoughts,washatredofhumanlaw;thathatredwhich,ifitbenotarrestedinitsdevelopmentbysomeprovidentialincident,becomes,withinagiventime,thehatredofsociety,thenthehatredofthehumanrace,thenthehatredofcreation,andwhichmanifestsitselfbyavague,incessant,andbrutaldesiretodoharmtosomelivingbeing,nomatterwhom。ItwillbeperceivedthatitwasnotwithoutreasonthatJeanValjean’spassportdescribedhimasaverydangerousman。
  Fromyeartoyearthissoulhaddriedawayslowly,butwithfatalsureness。Whentheheartisdry,theeyeisdry。Onhisdeparturefromthegalleysithadbeennineteenyearssincehehadshedatear。
  CHAPTERVIII
  BILLOWSANDSHADOWS
  Amanoverboard!
  Whatmattersit?Thevesseldoesnothalt。Thewindblows。
  Thatsombreshiphasapathwhichitisforcedtopursue。
  Itpasseson。
  Themandisappears,thenreappears;heplunges,herisesagaintothesurface;hecalls,hestretchesouthisarms;heisnotheard。
  Thevessel,tremblingunderthehurricane,iswhollyabsorbedinitsownworkings;thepassengersandsailorsdonotevenseethedrowningman;
  hismiserableheadisbutaspeckamidtheimmensityofthewaves。
  Hegivesventtodesperatecriesfromoutofthedepths。Whataspectreisthatretreatingsail!Hegazesandgazesatitfrantically。
  Itretreats,itgrowsdim,itdiminishesinsize。Hewastherebutjustnow,hewasoneofthecrew,hewentandcamealongthedeckwiththerest,hehadhispartofbreathandofsunlight,hewasalivingman。Now,whathastakenplace?Hehasslipped,hehasfallen;allisatanend。
  Heisinthetremendoussea。Underfoothehasnothingbutwhatfleesandcrumbles。Thebillows,tornandlashedbythewind,encompasshimhideously;thetossingsoftheabyssbearhimaway;
  allthetonguesofwaterdashoverhishead;apopulaceofwavesspitsuponhim;confusedopeningshalfdevourhim;everytimethathesinks,hecatchesglimpsesofprecipicesfilledwithnight;
  frightfulandunknownvegetationsseizehim,knotabouthisfeet,drawhimtothem;heisconsciousthatheisbecominganabyss,thatheformspartofthefoam;thewavestosshimfromonetoanother;
  hedrinksinthebitterness;thecowardlyoceanattackshimfuriously,todrownhim;theenormityplayswithhisagony。Itseemsasthoughallthatwaterwerehate。
  Nevertheless,hestruggles。
  Hetriestodefendhimself;hetriestosustainhimself;hemakesaneffort;heswims。He,hispettystrengthallexhaustedinstantly,combatstheinexhaustible。
  Where,then,istheship?Yonder。Barelyvisibleinthepaleshadowsofthehorizon。
  Thewindblowsingusts;allthefoamoverwhelmshim。
  Heraiseshiseyesandbeholdsonlythelividnessoftheclouds。
  Hewitnesses,amidhisdeath—pangs,theimmensemadnessofthesea。
  Heistorturedbythismadness;hehearsnoisesstrangetoman,whichseemtocomefrombeyondthelimitsoftheearth,andfromoneknowsnotwhatfrightfulregionbeyond。
  Therearebirdsintheclouds,justasthereareangelsabovehumandistresses;butwhatcantheydoforhim?Theysingandflyandfloat,andhe,herattlesinthedeathagony。
  Hefeelshimselfburiedinthosetwoinfinities,theoceanandthesky,atoneandthesametime:theoneisatomb;theotherisashroud。
  Nightdescends;hehasbeenswimmingforhours;hisstrengthisexhausted;thatship,thatdistantthinginwhichthereweremen,hasvanished;heisaloneintheformidabletwilightgulf;
  hesinks,hestiffenshimself,hetwistshimself;hefeelsunderhimthemonstrousbillowsoftheinvisible;heshouts。
  Therearenomoremen。WhereisGod?
  Heshouts。Help!Help!Hestillshoutson。
  Nothingonthehorizon;nothinginheaven。
  Heimplorestheexpanse,thewaves,theseaweed,thereef;
  theyaredeaf。Hebeseechesthetempest;theimperturbabletempestobeysonlytheinfinite。
  Aroundhimdarkness,fog,solitude,thestormyandnonsentienttumult,theundefinedcurlingofthosewildwaters。Inhimhorrorandfatigue。
  Beneathhimthedepths。Notapointofsupport。Hethinksofthegloomyadventuresofthecorpseinthelimitlessshadow。
  Thebottomlesscoldparalyzeshim。Hishandscontractconvulsively;
  theyclose,andgraspnothingness。Winds,clouds,whirlwinds,gusts,uselessstars!Whatistobedone?Thedesperatemangivesup;
  heisweary,hechoosesthealternativeofdeath;heresistsnot;
  heletshimselfgo;heabandonshisgrip;andthenhetossesforevermoreinthelugubriousdrearydepthsofengulfment。
  Oh,implacablemarchofhumansocieties!Oh,lossesofmenandofsoulsontheway!Oceanintowhichfallsallthatthelawletsslip!
  Disastrousabsenceofhelp!Oh,moraldeath!
  Theseaistheinexorablesocialnightintowhichthepenallawsflingtheircondemned。Theseaistheimmensityofwretchedness。
  Thesoul,goingdownstreaminthisgulf,maybecomeacorpse。
  Whoshallresuscitateit?
  CHAPTERIX
  NEWTROUBLES
  Whenthehourcameforhimtotakehisdeparturefromthegalleys,whenJeanValjeanheardinhisearthestrangewords,Thouartfree!
  themomentseemedimprobableandunprecedented;arayofvividlight,arayofthetruelightoftheliving,suddenlypenetratedwithinhim。
  Butitwasnotlongbeforethisraypaled。JeanValjeanhadbeendazzledbytheideaofliberty。Hehadbelievedinanewlife。
  Heveryspeedilyperceivedwhatsortoflibertyitistowhichayellowpassportisprovided。
  Andthiswasencompassedwithmuchbitterness。Hehadcalculatedthathisearnings,duringhissojourninthegalleys,oughttoamounttoahundredandseventy—onefrancs。ItisbutjusttoaddthathehadforgottentoincludeinhiscalculationstheforcedreposeofSundaysandfestivaldaysduringnineteenyears,whichentailedadiminutionofabouteightyfrancs。Atallevents,hishoardhadbeenreducedbyvariouslocalleviestothesumofonehundredandninefrancsfifteensous,whichhadbeencountedouttohimonhisdeparture。
  Hehadunderstoodnothingofthis,andhadthoughthimselfwronged。
  Letussaytheword——robbed。
  Onthedayfollowinghisliberation,hesaw,atGrasse,infrontofanorange—flowerdistillery,somemenengagedinunloadingbales。
  Heofferedhisservices。Businesswaspressing;theywereaccepted。
  Hesettowork。Hewasintelligent,robust,adroit;hedidhisbest;
  themasterseemedpleased。Whilehewasatwork,agendarmepassed,observedhim,anddemandedhispapers。Itwasnecessarytoshowhimtheyellowpassport。Thatdone,JeanValjeanresumedhislabor。
  Alittlewhilebeforehehadquestionedoneoftheworkmenastotheamountwhichtheyearnedeachdayatthisoccupation;
  hehadbeentoldthirtysous。Wheneveningarrived,ashewasforcedtosetoutagainonthefollowingday,hepresentedhimselftotheownerofthedistilleryandrequestedtobepaid。Theownerdidnotutteraword,buthandedhimfifteensous。Heobjected。
  Hewastold,"Thatisenoughforthee。"Hepersisted。Themasterlookedhimstraightbetweentheeyes,andsaidtohim"Bewareoftheprison。"
  There,again,heconsideredthathehadbeenrobbed。
  Society,theState,bydiminishinghishoard,hadrobbedhimwholesale。
  Nowitwastheindividualwhowasrobbinghimatretail。
  Liberationisnotdeliverance。Onegetsfreefromthegalleys,butnotfromthesentence。
  ThatiswhathappenedtohimatGrasse。WehaveseeninwhatmannerhewasreceivedatD————
  CHAPTERX
  THEMANAROUSED
  AstheCathedralclockstrucktwointhemorning,JeanValjeanawoke。
  Whatwokehimwasthathisbedwastoogood。Itwasnearlytwentyyearssincehehadsleptinabed,and,althoughhehadnotundressed,thesensationwastoonovelnottodisturbhisslumbers。
  Hehadsleptmorethanfourhours。Hisfatiguehadpassedaway。
  Hewasaccustomednottodevotemanyhourstorepose。
  Heopenedhiseyesandstaredintothegloomwhichsurroundedhim;
  thenheclosedthemagain,withtheintentionofgoingtosleeponcemore。
  Whenmanyvariedsensationshaveagitatedtheday,whenvariousmatterspreoccupythemind,onefallsasleeponce,butnotasecondtime。
  Sleepcomesmoreeasilythanitreturns。ThisiswhathappenedtoJeanValjean。Hecouldnotgettosleepagain,andhefelltothinking。
  Hewasatoneofthosemomentswhenthethoughtswhichonehasinone’smindaretroubled。Therewasasortofdarkconfusioninhisbrain。
  Hismemoriesoftheoldentimeandoftheimmediatepresentfloatedtherepell—mellandmingledconfusedly,losingtheirproperforms,becomingdisproportionatelylarge,thensuddenlydisappearing,asinamuddyandperturbedpool。Manythoughtsoccurredtohim;
  buttherewasonewhichkeptconstantlypresentingitselfafresh,andwhichdroveawayallothers。Wewillmentionthisthoughtatonce:
  hehadobservedthesixsetsofsilverforksandspoonsandtheladlewhichMadameMagloirehadplacedonthetable。
  Thosesixsetsofsilverhauntedhim。——Theywerethere。——Afewpacesdistant。——Justashewastraversingtheadjoiningroomtoreachtheoneinwhichhethenwas,theoldservant—womanhadbeenintheactofplacingtheminalittlecupboardneartheheadofthebed。——
  Hehadtakencarefulnoteofthiscupboard。——Ontheright,asyouenteredfromthedining—room。——Theyweresolid。——Andoldsilver。——
  Fromtheladleonecouldgetatleasttwohundredfrancs。——
  Doublewhathehadearnedinnineteenyears。——Itistruethathewouldhaveearnedmoreif"theadministrationhadnotrobbedhim。"
  Hismindwaveredforawholehourinfluctuationswithwhichtherewascertainlymingledsomestruggle。Threeo’clockstruck。Heopenedhiseyesagain,drewhimselfupabruptlyintoasittingposture,stretchedouthisarmandfeltofhisknapsack,whichhehadthrowndownonacornerofthealcove;thenhehunghislegsovertheedgeofthebed,andplacedhisfeetonthefloor,andthusfoundhimself,almostwithoutknowingit,seatedonhisbed。
  Heremainedforatimethoughtfullyinthisattitude,whichwouldhavebeensuggestiveofsomethingsinisterforanyonewhohadseenhimthusinthedark,theonlypersonawakeinthathousewhereallweresleeping。Allofasuddenhestoopeddown,removedhisshoesandplacedthemsoftlyonthematbesidethebed;thenheresumedhisthoughtfulattitude,andbecamemotionlessoncemore。
  Throughoutthishideousmeditation,thethoughtswhichwehaveaboveindicatedmovedincessantlythroughhisbrain;entered,withdrew,re—entered,andinamanneroppressedhim;andthenhethought,also,withoutknowingwhy,andwiththemechanicalpersistenceofrevery,ofaconvictnamedBrevet,whomhehadknowninthegalleys,andwhosetrousershadbeenupheldbyasinglesuspenderofknittedcotton。
  Thecheckeredpatternofthatsuspenderrecurredincessantlytohismind。
  Heremainedinthissituation,andwouldhavesoremainedindefinitely,evenuntildaybreak,hadnottheclockstruckone——thehalforquarterhour。Itseemedtohimthatthatstrokesaidtohim,"Comeon!"
  Herosetohisfeet,hesitatedstillanothermoment,andlistened;
  allwasquietinthehouse;thenhewalkedstraightahead,withshortsteps,tothewindow,ofwhichhecaughtaglimpse。
  Thenightwasnotverydark;therewasafullmoon,acrosswhichcoursedlargecloudsdrivenbythewind。Thiscreated,outdoors,alternateshadowandgleamsoflight,eclipses,thenbrightopeningsoftheclouds;andindoorsasortoftwilight。Thistwilight,sufficienttoenableapersontoseehisway,intermittentonaccountoftheclouds,resembledthesortoflividlightwhichfallsthroughanair—holeinacellar,beforewhichthepassersbycomeandgo。Onarrivingatthewindow,JeanValjeanexaminedit。
  Ithadnograting;itopenedinthegardenandwasfastened,accordingtothefashionofthecountry,onlybyasmallpin。
  Heopenedit;butasarushofcoldandpiercingairpenetratedtheroomabruptly,hecloseditagainimmediately。Hescrutinizedthegardenwiththatattentivegazewhichstudiesratherthanlooks。
  Thegardenwasenclosedbyatolerablylowwhitewall,easytoclimb。
  Faraway,attheextremity,heperceivedtopsoftrees,spacedatregularintervals,whichindicatedthatthewallseparatedthegardenfromanavenueorlaneplantedwithtrees。
  Havingtakenthissurvey,heexecutedamovementlikethatofamanwhohasmadeuphismind,strodetohisalcove,graspedhisknapsack,openedit,fumbledinit,pulledoutofitsomethingwhichheplacedonthebed,puthisshoesintooneofhispockets,shutthewholethingupagain,threwtheknapsackonhisshoulders,putonhiscap,drewthevisordownoverhiseyes,feltforhiscudgel,wentandplaceditintheangleofthewindow;thenreturnedtothebed,andresolutelyseizedtheobjectwhichhehaddepositedthere。
  Itresembledashortbarofiron,pointedlikeapikeatoneend。
  Itwouldhavebeendifficulttodistinguishinthatdarknessforwhatemploymentthatbitofironcouldhavebeendesigned。
  Perhapsitwasalever;possiblyitwasaclub。
  Inthedaytimeitwouldhavebeenpossibletorecognizeitasnothingmorethanaminer’scandlestick。Convictswere,atthatperiod,sometimesemployedinquarryingstonefromtheloftyhillswhichenvironToulon,anditwasnotrareforthemtohaveminers’toolsattheircommand。Theseminers’candlesticksareofmassiveiron,terminatedatthelowerextremitybyapoint,bymeansofwhichtheyarestuckintotherock。
  Hetookthecandlestickinhisrighthand;holdinghisbreathandtryingtodeadenthesoundofhistread,hedirectedhisstepstothedooroftheadjoiningroom,occupiedbytheBishop,aswealreadyknow。
  Onarrivingatthisdoor,hefounditajar。TheBishophadnotclosedit。
  CHAPTERXI
  WHATHEDOES
  JeanValjeanlistened。Notasound。
  Hegavethedoorapush。
  Hepusheditgentlywiththetipofhisfinger,lightly,withthefurtiveanduneasygentlenessofacatwhichisdesirousofentering。
  Thedooryieldedtothispressure,andmadeanimperceptibleandsilentmovement,whichenlargedtheopeningalittle。
  Hewaitedamoment;thengavethedoorasecondandabolderpush。
  Itcontinuedtoyieldinsilence。Theopeningwasnowlargeenoughtoallowhimtopass。Butnearthedoortherestoodalittletable,whichformedanembarrassinganglewithit,andbarredtheentrance。
  JeanValjeanrecognizedthedifficulty。Itwasnecessary,atanycost,toenlargetheaperturestillfurther。
  Hedecidedonhiscourseofaction,andgavethedoorathirdpush,moreenergeticthanthetwopreceding。Thistimeabadlyoiledhingesuddenlyemittedamidthesilenceahoarseandprolongedcry。
  JeanValjeanshuddered。ThenoiseofthehingeranginhisearswithsomethingofthepiercingandformidablesoundofthetrumpoftheDayofJudgment。
  Inthefantasticexaggerationsofthefirstmomenthealmostimaginedthatthathingehadjustbecomeanimated,andhadsuddenlyassumedaterriblelife,andthatitwasbarkinglikeadogtoarouseeveryone,andwarnandtowakethosewhowereasleep。Hehalted,shuddering,bewildered,andfellbackfromthetipsofhistoesuponhisheels。
  Heheardthearteriesinhistemplesbeatingliketwoforgehammers,anditseemedtohimthathisbreathissuedfromhisbreastwiththeroarofthewindissuingfromacavern。Itseemedimpossibletohimthatthehorribleclamorofthatirritatedhingeshouldnothavedisturbedtheentirehousehold,liketheshockofanearthquake;
  thedoor,pushedbyhim,hadtakenthealarm,andhadshouted;
  theoldmanwouldriseatonce;thetwooldwomenwouldshriekout;
  peoplewouldcometotheirassistance;inlessthanaquarterofanhourthetownwouldbeinanuproar,andthegendarmerieonhand。
  Foramomenthethoughthimselflost。
  Heremainedwherehewas,petrifiedlikethestatueofsalt,notdaringtomakeamovement。Severalminuteselapsed。Thedoorhadfallenwideopen。Heventuredtopeepintothenextroom。
  Nothinghadstirredthere。Helentanear。Nothingwasmovinginthehouse。Thenoisemadebytherustyhingehadnotawakenedanyone。
  Thisfirstdangerwaspast;buttherestillreignedafrightfultumultwithinhim。Nevertheless,hedidnotretreat。Evenwhenhehadthoughthimselflost,hehadnotdrawnback。Hisonlythoughtnowwastofinishassoonaspossible。Hetookastepandenteredtheroom。
  Thisroomwasinastateofperfectcalm。Hereandtherevagueandconfusedformsweredistinguishable,whichinthedaylightwerepapersscatteredonatable,openfolios,volumespileduponastool,anarm—chairheapedwithclothing,aprie—Dieu,andwhichatthathourwereonlyshadowycornersandwhitishspots。JeanValjeanadvancedwithprecaution,takingcarenottoknockagainstthefurniture。
  Hecouldhear,attheextremityoftheroom,theevenandtranquilbreathingofthesleepingBishop。
  Hesuddenlycametoahalt。Hewasnearthebed。Hehadarrivedtheresoonerthanhehadthoughtfor。
  Naturesometimesmingleshereffectsandherspectacleswithouractionswithsombreandintelligentappropriateness,asthoughshedesiredtomakeusreflect。Forthelasthalf—houralargecloudhadcoveredtheheavens。AtthemomentwhenJeanValjeanpausedinfrontofthebed,thiscloudparted,asthoughonpurpose,andarayoflight,traversingthelongwindow,suddenlyilluminatedtheBishop’spaleface。Hewassleepingpeacefully。Helayinhisbedalmostcompletelydressed,onaccountofthecoldoftheBasses—Alps,inagarmentofbrownwool,whichcoveredhisarmstothewrists。Hisheadwasthrownbackonthepillow,inthecarelessattitudeofrepose;hishand,adornedwiththepastoralring,andwhencehadfallensomanygooddeedsandsomanyholyactions,washangingovertheedgeofthebed。Hiswholefacewasilluminedwithavagueexpressionofsatisfaction,ofhope,andoffelicity。
  Itwasmorethanasmile,andalmostaradiance。Heboreuponhisbrowtheindescribablereflectionofalightwhichwasinvisible。
  Thesoulofthejustcontemplatesinsleepamysteriousheaven。
  AreflectionofthatheavenrestedontheBishop。
  Itwas,atthesametime,aluminoustransparency,forthatheavenwaswithinhim。Thatheavenwashisconscience。
  Atthemomentwhentherayofmoonlightsuperposeditself,sotospeak,uponthatinwardradiance,thesleepingBishopseemedasinaglory。
  Itremained,however,gentleandveiledinanineffablehalf—light。Thatmooninthesky,thatslumberingnature,thatgardenwithoutaquiver,thathousewhichwassocalm,thehour,themoment,thesilence,addedsomesolemnandunspeakablequalitytothevenerablereposeofthisman,andenvelopedinasortofsereneandmajesticaureolethatwhitehair,thoseclosedeyes,thatfaceinwhichallwashopeandallwasconfidence,thatheadofanoldman,andthatslumberofaninfant。
  Therewassomethingalmostdivineinthisman,whowasthusaugust,withoutbeinghimselfawareofit。
  JeanValjeanwasintheshadow,andstoodmotionless,withhisironcandlestickinhishand,frightenedbythisluminousoldman。
  Neverhadhebeheldanythinglikethis。Thisconfidenceterrifiedhim。
  Themoralworldhasnogranderspectaclethanthis:atroubledanduneasyconscience,whichhasarrivedonthebrinkofanevilaction,contemplatingtheslumberofthejust。
  Thatslumberinthatisolation,andwithaneighborlikehimself,hadaboutitsomethingsublime,ofwhichhewasvaguelybutimperiouslyconscious。
  Noonecouldhavetoldwhatwaspassingwithinhim,notevenhimself。
  Inordertoattempttoformanideaofit,itisnecessarytothinkofthemostviolentofthingsinthepresenceofthemostgentle。
  Evenonhisvisageitwouldhavebeenimpossibletodistinguishanythingwithcertainty。Itwasasortofhaggardastonishment。
  Hegazedatit,andthatwasall。Butwhatwashisthought?
  Itwouldhavebeenimpossibletodivineit。Whatwasevidentwas,thathewastouchedandastounded。Butwhatwasthenatureofthisemotion?
  Hiseyeneverquittedtheoldman。Theonlythingwhichwasclearlytobeinferredfromhisattitudeandhisphysiognomywasastrangeindecision。
  Onewouldhavesaidthathewashesitatingbetweenthetwoabysses,——
  theoneinwhichonelosesone’sselfandthatinwhichonesavesone’sself。Heseemedpreparedtocrushthatskullortokissthathand。
  Attheexpirationofafewminuteshisleftarmroseslowlytowardshisbrow,andhetookoffhiscap;thenhisarmfellbackwiththesamedeliberation,andJeanValjeanfelltomeditatingoncemore,hiscapinhislefthand,hisclubinhisrighthand,hishairbristlingalloverhissavagehead。
  TheBishopcontinuedtosleepinprofoundpeacebeneaththatterrifyinggaze。
  Thegleamofthemoonrenderedconfusedlyvisiblethecrucifixoverthechimney—piece,whichseemedtobeextendingitsarmstobothofthem,withabenedictionforoneandpardonfortheother。
  SuddenlyJeanValjeanreplacedhiscaponhisbrow;thensteppedrapidlypastthebed,withoutglancingattheBishop,straighttothecupboard,whichhesawnearthehead;heraisedhisironcandlestickasthoughtoforcethelock;thekeywasthere;
  heopenedit;thefirstthingwhichpresenteditselftohimwasthebasketofsilverware;heseizedit,traversedthechamberwithlongstrides,withouttakinganyprecautionsandwithouttroublinghimselfaboutthenoise,gainedthedoor,re—enteredtheoratory,openedthewindow,seizedhiscudgel,bestrodethewindow—silloftheground—floor,putthesilverintohisknapsack,threwawaythebasket,crossedthegarden,leapedoverthewalllikeatiger,andfled。
  CHAPTERXII
  THEBISHOPWORKS
  ThenextmorningatsunriseMonseigneurBienvenuwasstrollinginhisgarden。MadameMagloireranuptohiminutterconsternation。
  "Monseigneur,Monseigneur!"sheexclaimed,"doesyourGraceknowwherethebasketofsilveris?"
  "Yes,"repliedtheBishop。
  "JesustheLordbeblessed!"sheresumed;"Ididnotknowwhathadbecomeofit。"
  TheBishophadjustpickedupthebasketinaflower—bed。HepresentedittoMadameMagloire。
  "Hereitis。"
  "Well!"saidshe。"Nothinginit!Andthesilver?"
  "Ah,"returnedtheBishop,"soitisthesilverwhichtroublesyou?
  Idon’tknowwhereitis。"
  "Great,goodGod!Itisstolen!Thatmanwhowasherelastnighthasstolenit。"
  Inatwinkling,withallthevivacityofanalertoldwoman,MadameMagloirehadrushedtotheoratory,enteredthealcove,andreturnedtotheBishop。TheBishophadjustbentdown,andwassighingasheexaminedaplantofcochleariadesGuillons,whichthebaskethadbrokenasitfellacrossthebed。HeroseupatMadameMagloire’scry。
  "Monseigneur,themanisgone!Thesilverhasbeenstolen!"
  Assheutteredthisexclamation,hereyesfelluponacornerofthegarden,wheretracesofthewallhavingbeenscaledwerevisible。
  Thecopingofthewallhadbeentornaway。