noBecky。Mr。Moss’stably-dy-hotywasservedattheappointedhourofhalf-pastfive,whensuchofthegentlemenlodginginthehouseascouldaffordtopayforthebanquetcameandpartookofitinthesplendidfrontparlourbeforedescribed,andwithwhichMr。Crawley’stemporarylodgingcommunicated,whenMissM。MissHem,asherpapacalledherappearedwithoutthecurl-
papersofthemorning,andMrs。Hemdidthehonoursofaprimeboiledlegofmuttonandturnips,ofwhichtheColonelatewithaveryfaintappetite。Askedwhetherhewould“stand“abottleofchampagneforthecompany,heconsented,andtheladiesdranktohis’ealth,andMr。Moss,inthemostpolitemanner,“lookedtowardshim。”
Inthemidstofthisrepast,however,thedoorbellwasheard——youngMossoftheruddyhairroseupwiththekeysandansweredthesummons,andcomingback,toldtheColonelthatthemessengerhadreturnedwithabag,adeskandaletter,whichhegavehim。”Noceramony,Colonel,Ibeg。”saidMrs。Mosswithawaveofherhand,andheopenedtheletterrathertremulously。Itwasabeautifulletter,highlyscented,onapinkpaper,andwithalightgreenseal。
MONPAUVRECHERPETIT,Mrs。Crawleywrote
IcouldnotsleepONEWINKforthinkingofwhathadbecomeofmyodiousoldmonstre,andonlygottorestinthemorningaftersendingforMr。BlenchforIwasinafever,whogavemeacomposingdraughtandleftorderswithFinettethatIshouldbedisturbedONNO
ACCOUNT。Sothatmypooroldman’smessenger,whohadbienmauvaisemineFinettesays,andsentoitleGenievre,remainedinthehallforsomehourswaitingmybell。
YoumayfancymystatewhenIreadyourpoordearoldill-speltletter。
IllasIwas,Iinstantlycalledforthecarriage,andassoonasIwasdressedthoughIcouldn’tdrinkadropofchocolate——IassureyouIcouldn’twithoutmymonstretobringittome,IdroveventreaterretoNathan’s。Isawhim——Iwept——Icried——Ifellathi~
odiousknees。Nothingwouldmollifythehorridman。
Hewouldhaveallthemoney,hesaid,orkeepmypoormonstreinprison。IdrovehomewiththeintentionofpayingthattristevisitechezmononclewheneverytrinketIhaveshouldbeatyourdisposalthoughtheywouldnotfetchahundredpounds,forsome,youknow,arewithcecheronclealready,andfoundMilortherewiththeBulgarianoldsheep-facedmonster,whohadcometocomplimentmeuponlastnight’sperformances。
Paddingtoncamein,too,drawlingandlispingandtwiddlinghishair;sodidChampignac,andhischef——
everybodywithfoisonofcomplimentsandprettyspeeches——plaguingpoorme,wholongedtoberidofthem,andwasthinkingeverymomentofthetimeofmonpauvreprisonnier。
Whentheyweregone,IwentdownonmykneestoMilor;toldhimweweregoingtopawneverything,andbeggedandprayedhimtogivemetwohundredpounds。
Hepish’dandpsha’dinafury——toldmenottobesuchafoolastopawn——andsaidhewouldseewhetherhecouldlendmethemoney。Atlasthewentaway,promisingthathewouldsenditmeinthemorning:whenIwillbringittomypooroldmonsterwithakissfrohisaffectionateBECKY
Iamwritinginbed。OhIhavesuchaheadacheandsuchaheartache!
WhenRawdonreadoverthisletter,heturnedsoredandlookedsosavagethatthecompanyatthetabled’hoteeasilyperceivedthatbadnewshadreachedhim。Allhissuspicions,whichhehadbeentryingtobanish,returneduponhim。Shecouldnotevengooutandsellhertrinketstofreehim。Shecouldlaughandtalkaboutcomplimentspaidtoher,whilsthewasinprison。Whohadputhimthere?Wenhamhadwalkedwithhim。Wasthere……Hecouldhardlybeartothinkofwhathesuspected。Leavingtheroomhurriedly,heranintohisown——openedhisdesk,wrotetwohurriedlines,whichhedirectedtoSirPittorLadyCrawley,andbadethemessengercarrythematoncetoGauntStreet,biddinghimtotakeacab,andpromisinghimaguineaifhewasbackinanhour。
Inthenotehebesoughthisdearbrotherandsister,forthesakeofGod,forthesakeofhisdearchildandhishonour,tocometohimandrelievehimfromhisdifficulty。Hewasinprison,hewantedahundredpoundstosethimfree——heentreatedthemtocometohim。
Hewentbacktothedining-roomafterdispatchinghismessengerandcalledformorewine。Helaughedandtalkedwithastrangeboisterousness,asthepeoplethought。Sometimeshelaughedmadlyathisownfearsandwentondrinkingforanhour,listeningallthewhileforthecarriagewhichwastobringhisfateback。
Attheexpirationofthattime,wheelswereheardwhirlinguptothegate——theyoungjanitorwentoutwithhisgate-keys。Itwasaladywhomheletinatthebailiff’sdoor。
“ColonelCrawley。”shesaid,tremblingverymuch。He,withaknowinglook,lockedtheouterdooruponher——
thenunlockedandopenedtheinnerone,andcallingout。”Colonel,you’rewanted。”ledherintothebackparlour,whichheoccupied。
Rawdoncameinfromthedining-parlourwhereallthosepeoplewerecarousing,intohisbackroom;aflareofcoarselightfollowinghimintotheapartmentwheretheladystood,stillverynervous。
“ItisI,Rawdon。”shesaidinatimidvoice,whichshestrovetorendercheerful。”ItisJane。”Rawdonwasquiteovercomebythatkindvoiceandpresence。Heranuptoher——caughtherinhisarms——gaspedoutsomeinarticulatewordsofthanksandfairlysobbedonhershoulder。Shedidnotknowthecauseofhisemotion。
ThebillsofMr。Mosswerequicklysettled,perhapstothedisappointmentofthatgentleman,whohadcountedonhavingtheColonelashisguestoverSundayatleast;
andJane,withbeamingsmilesandhappinessinhereyes,carriedawayRawdonfromthebailiff’shouse,andtheywenthomewardsinthecabinwhichshehadhastenedtohisrelease。”Pittwasgonetoaparliamentarydinner。”
shesaid,“whenRawdon’snotecame,andso,dearRawdon,I——Icamemyself“;andsheputherkindhandinhis。PerhapsitwaswellforRawdonCrawleythatPittwasawayatthatdinner。Rawdonthankedhissisterahundredtimes,andwithanardourofgratitudewhichtouchedandalmostalarmedthatsoft-heartedwoman。
“Oh。”saidhe,inhisrude,artlessway,“you——youdon’tknowhowI’mchangedsinceI’veknownyou,and——andlittleRawdy。I——I’dliketochangesomehow。YouseeIwant——Iwant——tobe——“Hedid-notfinishthesentence,butshecouldinterpretit。Andthatnightafterhelefther,andasshesatbyherownlittleboy’sbed,sheprayedhumblyforthatpoorway-wornsinner。
Rawdonleftherandwalkedhomerapidly。Itwasnineo’clockatnight。HeranacrossthestreetsandthegreatsquaresofVanityFair,andatlengthcameupbreathlessoppositehisownhouse。Hestartedbackandfellagainsttherailings,tremblingashelookedup。Thedrawing-
roomwindowswereblazingwithlight。Shehadsaidthatshewasinbedandill。Hestoodthereforsometime,thelightfromtheroomsonhispaleface。
Hetookouthisdoor-keyandlethimselfintothehouse。Hecouldhearlaughterintheupperrooms。Hewasintheball-dressinwhichhehadbeencapturedthenightbefore。Hewentsilentlyupthestairs,leaningagainstthebanistersatthestair-head。Nobodywasstirringinthehousebesides——alltheservantshadbeensentaway。Rawdonheardlaughterwithin——laughterandsinging。
Beckywassingingasnatchofthesongofthenightbefore;ahoarsevoiceshouted“Brava!Brava!”——itwasLordSteyne’s。
Rawdonopenedthedoorandwentin。Alittletablewithadinnerwaslaidout——andwineandplate。SteynewashangingoverthesofaonwhichBeckysat。Thewretchedwomanwasinabrilliantfulltoilette,herarmsandallherfingerssparklingwithbraceletsandrings,andthebrilliantsonherbreastwhichSteynehadgivenher。Hehadherhandinhis,andwasbowingoverittokissit,whenBeckystartedupwithafaintscreamasshecaughtsightofRawdon’swhiteface。Atthenextinstantshetriedasmile,ahorridsmile,asiftowelcomeherhusband;andSteyneroseup,grindinghisteeth,pale,andwithfuryinhislooks。
He,too,attemptedalaugh——andcameforwardholdingouthishand。”What,comeback!Howd’yedo,Crawley?”
hesaid,thenervesofhismouthtwitchingashetriedtogrinattheintruder。
TherewasthatinRawdon’sfacewhichcausedBeckytoflingherselfbeforehim。”Iaminnocent,Rawdon。”
shesaid;“beforeGod,Iaminnocent。”Sheclungholdofhiscoat,ofhishands;herownwereallcoveredwithserpents,andrings,andbaubles。”Iaminnocent。SayI
aminnocent。”shesaidtoLordSteyne。
Hethoughtatraphadbeenlaidforhim,andwasasfuriouswiththewifeaswiththehusband。”Youinnocent!Damnyou。”hescreamedout。”Youinnocent!Whyeverytrinketyouhaveonyourbodyispaidforbyme。
Ihavegivenyouthousandsofpounds,whichthisfellowhasspentandforwhichhehassoldyou。Innocent,by——!You’reasinnocentasyourmother,theballet-
girl,andyourhusbandthebully。Don’tthinktofrightenmeasyouhavedoneothers。Makeway,sir,andletmepass“;andLordSteyneseizeduphishat,and,withflameinhiseyes,andlookinghisenemyfiercelyintheface,marcheduponhim,neverforamomentdoubtingthattheotherwouldgiveway。
ButRawdonCrawleyspringingout,seizedhimbytheneckcloth,untilSteyne,almoststrangled,writhedandbentunderhisarm。”Youlie,youdog!”saidRawdon。
“Youlie,youcowardandvillain!”AndhestruckthePeertwiceoverthefacewithhisopenhandandflunghimbleedingtotheground。ItwasalldonebeforeRebeccacouldinterpose。Shestoodtheretremblingbeforehim。Sheadmiredherhusband,strong,brave,andvictorious。
“Comehere。”hesaid。Shecameupatonce。
“Takeoffthosethings。”Shebegan,trembling,pullingthejewelsfromherarms,andtheringsfromhershakingfingers,andheldthemallinaheap,quiveringandlookingupathim。”Throwthemdown。”hesaid,andshedroppedthem。HetorethediamondornamentoutofherbreastandflungitatLordSteyne。Itcuthimonhisbaldforehead。Steyneworethescartohisdyingday。
“Comeupstairs。”Rawdonsaidtohiswife。”Don’tkillme,Rawdon。”shesaid。Helaughedsavagely。”Iwanttoseeifthatmanliesaboutthemoneyashehasaboutme。Hashegivenyouany?”
“No。”saidRebecca,“thatis——“
“Givemeyourkeys。”Rawdonanswered,andtheywentouttogether。
Rebeccagavehimallthekeysbutone,andshewasinhopesthathewouldnothaveremarkedtheabsenceofthat。ItbelongedtothelittledeskwhichAmeliahadgivenherinearlydays,andwhichshekeptinasecretplace。ButRawdonflungopenboxesandwardrobes,throwingthemultifarioustrumperyoftheircontentshereandthere,andatlasthefoundthedesk。Thewomanwasforcedtoopenit。Itcontainedpapers,love-lettersmanyyearsold——allsortsofsmalltrinketsandwoman’smemoranda。Anditcontainedapocket-bookwithbank-notes。
Someoftheseweredatedtenyearsback,too,andonewasquiteafreshone——anoteforathousandpoundswhichLordSteynehadgivenher。
“Didhegiveyouthis?”Rawdonsaid。
“Yes。”Rebeccaanswered。
“I’llsendittohimto-day。”Rawdonsaidfordayhaddawnedagain,andmanyhourshadpassedinthissearch。”andIwillpayBriggs,whowaskindtotheboy,andsomeofthedebts。YouwillletmeknowwhereIshallsendtheresttoyou。Youmighthavesparedmeahundredpounds,Becky,outofallthis——Ihavealwayssharedwithyou。”
“Iaminnocent。”saidBecky。Andheleftherwithoutanotherword。
Whatwereherthoughtswhenhelefther?Sheremainedforhoursafterhewasgone,thesunshinepouringintotheroom,andRebeccasittingaloneonthebed’sedge。Thedrawerswereallopenedandtheircontentsscatteredabout——dressesandfeathers,scarfsandtrinkets,aheapoftumbledvanitieslyinginawreck。Herhairwasfallingoverhershoulders;hergownwastornwhereRawdonhadwrenchedthebrilliantsoutofit。Sheheardhimgodownstairsafewminutesafterhelefther,andthedoorslammingandclosingonhim。Sheknewhewouldnevercomeback。Hewasgoneforever。Wouldhekillhimself?——shethought——notuntilafterhehadmetLordSteyne。Shethoughtofherlongpastlife,andallthedismalincidentsofit。Ah,howdrearyitseemed,howmiserable,lonelyandprofitless!Shouldshetakelaudanum,andendit,tohavedonewithallhopes,schemes,debts,andtriumphs?TheFrenchmaidfoundherinthisposition——sittinginthemidstofhermiserableruinswithclaspedhandsanddryeyes。ThewomanwasheraccompliceandinSteyne’spay。”MonDieu,madame,whathashappened?”sheasked。
Whathadhappened?Wassheguiltyornot?Shesaidnot,butwhocouldtellwhatwastruthwhichcamefromthoselips,orifthatcorruptheartwasinthiscasepure?
Allherliesandherschemes,anherselfishnessandherwiles,allherwitandgeniushadcometothisbankruptcy。Thewomanclosedthecurtainsand,withsomeentreatyandshowofkindness,persuadedhermistresstoliedownonthebed。ThenshewentbelowandgatheredupthetrinketswhichhadbeenlyingonthefloorsinceRebeccadroppedthemthereatherhusband’sorders,andLordSteynewentaway。
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