YoungRawdon’saunt,wehavesaid,wasveryfondofhim,aswasherlittlegirl,whoweptcopiouslywhenthetimeforhercousin’sdeparturecame。TheelderRawdonwasthankfulforthefondnessofmotheranddaughter。Theverybestandhonestestfeelingsofthemancameoutintheseartlessoutpouringsofpaternalfeelinginwhichheindulgedintheirpresence,andencouragedbytheirsympathy。HesecurednotonlyLadyJane’skindness,buthersincereregard,bythefeelingswhichhemanifested,andwhichhecouldnotshowtohisownwife。Thetwokinswomenmetasseldomaspossible。
BeckylaughedbitterlyatJane’sfeelingsandsoftness;
theother’skindlyandgentlenaturecouldnotbutrevoltathersister’scallousbehaviour。
ItestrangedRawdonfromhiswifemorethanhekneworacknowledgedtohimself。Shedidnotcarefortheestrangement。Indeed,shedidnotmisshimoranybody。
Shelookeduponhimashererrand-manandhumbleslave。Hemightbeeversodepressedorsulky,andshedidnotmarkhisdemeanour,oronlytreateditwithasneer。Shewasbusythinkingaboutherposition,orherpleasures,orheradvancementinsociety;sheoughttohaveheldagreatplaceinit,thatiscertain。
ItwashonestBriggswhomadeupthelittlekitfortheboywhichhewastotaketoschool。Molly,thehousemaid,blubberedinthepassagewhenhewentaway——
Mollykindandfaithfulinspiteofalongarrearofunpaidwages。Mrs。Beckycouldnotletherhusbandhavethecarriagetotaketheboytoschool。TakethehorsesintotheCity!——suchathingwasneverheardof。Letacabbebrought。Shedidnotoffertokisshimwhenhewent,nordidthechildproposetoembraceher;butgaveakisstooldBriggswhom,ingeneral,hewasveryshyofcaressing,andconsoledherbypointingoutthathewastocomehomeonSaturdays,whenshewouldhavethebenefitofseeinghim。AsthecabrolledtowardstheCity,Becky’scarriagerattledofftothepark。ShewaschatteringandlaughingwithascoreofyoungdandiesbytheSerpentineasthefatherandsonenteredattheoldgatesoftheschool——whereRawdonleftthechildandcameawaywithasadderpurerfeelinginhisheartthanperhapsthatpoorbatteredfellowhadeverknownsincehehimselfcameoutofthenursery。
Hewalkedallthewayhomeverydismally,anddinedalonewithBriggs。Hewasverykindtoherandgratefulforherloveandwatchfulnessovertheboy。HisconsciencesmotehimthathehadborrowedBriggs’smoneyandaidedindeceivingher。TheytalkedaboutlittleRawdonalongtime,forBeckyonlycamehometodressandgoouttodinner——andthenhewentoffuneasilytodrinkteawithLadyJane,andtellherofwhathadhappened,andhowlittleRawdonwentofflikeatrump,andhowhewastowearagownandlittleknee-breeches,andhowyoungBlackball,JackBlackball’sson,oftheoldregiment,hadtakenhiminchargeandpromisedtobekindtohim。
Inthecourseofaweek,youngBlackballhadconstitutedlittleRawdonhisfag,shoe-black,andbreakfasttoaster;initiatedhimintothemysteriesoftheLatinGrammar;andthrashedhimthreeorfourtimes,butnotseverely。Thelittlechap’sgood-naturedhonestfacewonhiswayforhim。Heonlygotthatdegreeofbeatingwhichwas,nodoubt,goodforhim;andasforblackingshoes,toastingbread,andfaggingingeneral,weretheseofficesnotdeemedtobenecessarypartsofeveryyoungEnglishgentleman’seducation?
OurbusinessdoesnotliewiththesecondgenerationandMasterRawdon’slifeatschool,otherwisethepresenttalemightbecarriedtoanyindefinitelength。TheColonelwenttoseehissonashorttimeafterwardsandfoundtheladsufficientlywellandhappy,grinningandlaughinginhislittleblackgownandlittlebreeches。
HisfathersagaciouslytippedBlackball,hismaster,asovereign,andsecuredthatyounggentleman’sgood-willtowardshisfag。AsaprotegeofthegreatLordSteyne,thenephewofaCountymember,andsonofaColonelandC。B。,whosenameappearedinsomeofthemostfashionablepartiesintheMorningPost,perhapstheschoolauthoritiesweredisposednottolookunkindlyonthechild。Hehadplentyofpocket-money,whichhespentintreatinghiscomradesroyallytoraspberrytarts,andhewasoftenallowedtocomehomeonSaturdaystohisfather,whoalwaysmadeajubileeofthatday。
Whenfree,Rawdonwouldtakehimtotheplay,orsendhimthitherwiththefootman;andonSundayshewenttochurchwithBriggsandLadyJaneandhiscousins。
Rawdonmarvelledoverhisstoriesaboutschool,andfights,andfagging。Beforelong,heknewthenamesofallthemastersandtheprincipalboysaswellaslittleRawdonhimself。HeinvitedlittleRawdon’scronyfromschool,andmadeboththechildrensickwithpastry,andoysters,andporteraftertheplay。HetriedtolookknowingovertheLatingrammarwhenlittleRawdonshowedhimwhatpartofthatworkhewas“in。”“Sticktoit,myboy。”hesaidtohimwithmuchgravity,“there’snothinglikeagoodclassicaleducation!Nothing!”
Becky’scontemptforherhusbandgrewgreatereveryday。”Dowhatyoulike——dinewhereyouplease——goandhaveginger-beerandsawdustatAstley’s,orpsalm-
singingwithLadyJane——onlydon’texpectmetobusymyselfwiththeboy。Ihaveyourintereststoattendto,asyoucan’tattendtothemyourself。Ishouldliketoknowwhereyouwouldhavebeennow,andinwhatsortofapositioninsociety,ifIhadnotlookedafteryou。”
Indeed,nobodywantedpooroldRawdonatthepartieswhitherBeckyusedtogo。Shewasoftenaskedwithouthimnow。Shetalkedaboutgreatpeopleasifshehadthefee-simpleofMayFair,andwhentheCourtwentintomourning,shealwaysworeblack。
LittleRawdonbeingdisposedof,LordSteyne,whotooksuchaparentalinterestintheaffairsofthisamiablepoorfamily,thoughtthattheirexpensesmightbeveryadvantageouslycurtailedbythedepartureofMissBriggs,andthatBeckywasquitecleverenoughtotakethemanagementofherownhouse。Ithasbeennarratedinaformerchapterhowthebenevolentnoblemanhadgivenhisprotegeemoney。topayoffherlittledebttoMissBriggs,whohoweverstillremainedbehindwithherfriends;whencemylordcametothepainfulconclusionthatMrs。Crawleyhadmadesomeotheruseofthemoneyconfidedtoherthanthatforwhichhergenerouspatronhadgiventheloan。However,LordSteynewasnotsorudeastoimparthissuspicionsuponthisheadtoMrs。Becky,whosefeelingsmightbehurtbyanycontroversyonthemoney-question,andwhomighthaveathousandpainfulreasonsfordisposingotherwiseofhislordship’sgenerousloan。Buthedeterminedtosatisfyhimselfoftherealstateofthecase,andinstitutedthenecessaryinquiriesinamostcautiousanddelicatemanner。
InthefirstplacehetookanearlyopportunityofpumpingMissBriggs。Thatwasnotadifficultoperation。
Averylittleencouragementwouldsetthatworthywomantotalkvolublyandpouroutallwithinher。AndonedaywhenMrs。RawdonhadgoneouttodriveasMr。Fiche,hislordship’sconfidentialservant,easilylearnedattheliverystableswheretheCrawleyskepttheircarriageandhorses,orrather,wherethelivery-mankeptacarriageandhorsesforMr。andMrs。Crawley——mylorddroppedinupontheCurzonStreethouse——askedBriggsforacupofcoffee——toldherthathehadgoodaccountsofthelittleboyatschool——andinfiveminutesfoundoutfromherthatMrs。Rawdonhadgivenhernothingexceptablacksilkgown,forwhichMissBriggswasimmenselygrateful。
Helaughedwithinhimselfatthisartlessstory。Forthetruthis,ourdearfriendRebeccahadgivenhimamostcircumstantialnarrationofBriggs’sdelightatreceivinghermoney——elevenhundredandtwenty-fivepounds——
andinwhatsecuritiesshehadinvestedit;andwhatapangBeckyherselffeltinbeingobligedtopayawaysuchadelightfulsumofmoney。”Whoknows。”thedearwomanmayhavethoughtwithinherself,“perhapshemaygivemealittlemore?”Mylord,however,madenosuchproposaltothelittleschemer——verylikelythinkingthathehadbeensufficientlygenerousalready。
Hehadthecuriosity,then,toaskMissBriggsaboutthestateofherprivateaffairs——andshetoldhislordshipcandidlywhatherpositionwas——howMissCrawleyhadleftheralegacy——howherrelativeshadhadpartofit——howColonelCrawleyhadputoutanotherportion,forwhichshehadthebestsecurityandinterest——andhowMr。andMrs。RawdonhadkindlybusiedthemselveswithSirPitt,whowastodisposeoftheremaindermostadvantageouslyforher,whenhehadtime。MylordaskedhowmuchtheColonelhadalreadyinvestedforher,andMissBriggsatonceandtrulytoldhimthatthesumwassixhundredandoddpounds。
Butassoonasshehadtoldherstory,thevolubleBriggsrepentedofherfranknessandbesoughtmylordnottotellMr。Crawleyoftheconfessionswhichshehadmade。”TheColonelwassokind——Mr。Crawleymightbeoffendedandpaybackthemoney,forwhichshecouldgetnosuchgoodinterestanywhereelse。”LordSteyne,laughing,promisedheneverwoulddivulgetheirconversation,andwhenheandMissBriggspartedhelaughedstillmore。
“Whatanaccomplishedlittledevilitis!”thoughthe。
“Whatasplendidactressandmanager!Shehadalmostgotasecondsupplyoutofmetheotherday;withhercoaxingways。ShebeatsallthewomenIhaveeverseeninthecourseofallmywell-spentlife。Theyarebabiescomparedtoher。Iamagreenhornmyself,andafoolinherhands——anoldfool。Sheisunsurpassableinlies。”
Hislordship’sadmirationforBeckyroseimmeasurablyatthisproofofhercleverness。Gettingthemoneywasnothing——butgettingdoublethesumshewanted,andpayingnobody——itwasamagnificentstroke。AndCrawley,mylordthought——Crawleyisnotsuchafoolashelooksandseems。Hehasmanagedthemattercleverlyenoughonhisside。Nobodywouldeverhavesupposedfromhisfaceanddemeanourthatheknewanythingaboutthismoneybusiness;andyetheputheruptoit,andhasspentthemoney,nodoubt。Inthisopinionmylord,weknow,wasmistaken,butitinfluencedagooddealhisbehaviourtowardsColonelCrawley,whomhebegantotreatwithevenlessthanthatsemblanceofrespectwhichhehadformerlyshowntowardsthatgentleman。ItneverenteredintotheheadofMrs。
Crawley’spatronthatthelittleladymightbemakingapurseforherself;and,perhaps,ifthetruthmustbetold,hejudgedofColonelCrawleybyhisexperienceofotherhusbands,whomhehadknowninthecourseofthelongandwell-spentlifewhichhadmadehimacquaintedwithagreatdealoftheweaknessofmankind。Mylordhadboughtsomanymenduringhislifethathewassurelytobepardonedforsupposingthathehadfoundthepriceofthisone。
HetaxedBeckyuponthepointontheveryfirstoccasionwhenhemetheralone,andhecomplimentedher,good-humouredly,onherclevernessingettingmorethanthemoneywhichsherequired。Beckywasonlyalittletakenaback。Itwasnotthehabitofthisdearcreaturetotellfalsehoods,exceptwhennecessitycompelled,butinthesegreatemergenciesitwasherpracticetolieveryfreely;andinaninstantshewasreadywithanotherneatplausiblecircumstantialstorywhichsheadministeredtoherpatron。Thepreviousstatementwhichshehadmadetohimwasafalsehood——awickedfalsehood——sheownedit。Butwhohadmadehertellit?“Ah,myLord。”
shesaid,“youdon’tknowallIhavetosufferandbearinsilence;youseemegayandhappybeforeyou——youlittleknowwhatIhavetoendurewhenthereisnoprotectornearme。Itwasmyhusband,bythreatsandthemostsavagetreatment,forcedmetoaskforthatsumaboutwhichIdeceivedyou。Itwashewho,foreseeingthatquestionsmightbeaskedregardingthedisposalofthemoney,forcedmetoaccountforitasI
did。Hetookthemoney。HetoldmehehadpaidMissBriggs;Ididnotwant,Ididnotdaretodoubthim。
Pardonthewrongwhichadesperatemanisforcedtocommit,andpityamiserable,miserablewoman。”Sheburstintotearsasshespoke。Persecutedvirtueneverlookedmorebewitchinglywretched。
Theyhadalongconversation,drivingroundandroundtheRegent’sParkinMrs。Crawley’scarriagetogether,aconversationofwhichitisnotnecessarytorepeatthedetails,buttheupshotofitwasthat,whenBeckycamehome,sheflewtoherdearBriggswithasmilingfaceandannouncedthatshehadsomeverygoodnewsforher。LordSteynehadactedinthenoblestandmostgenerousmanner。Hewasalwaysthinkinghowandwhenhecoulddogood。NowthatlittleRawdonwasgonetoschool,adearcompanionandfriendwasnolongernecessarytoher。ShewasgrievedbeyondmeasuretopartwithBriggs,buthermeansrequiredthatsheshouldpractiseeveryretrenchment,andhersorrowwasmitigatedbytheideathatherdearBriggswouldbefarbetterprovidedforbyhergenerouspatronthaninherhumblehome。Mrs。Pilkington,thehousekeeperatGauntlyHall,wasgrowingexceedinglyold,feeble,andrheumatic:
shewasnotequaltotheworkofsuperintendingthatvastmansion,andmustbeonthelookoutforasuccessor。Itwasasplendidposition。ThefamilydidnotgotoGauntlyonceintwoyears。Atothertimesthehousekeeperwasthemistressofthemagnificentmansion——hadfourcoversdailyforhertable;wasvisitedbytheclergyandthemostrespectablepeopleofthecounty——wastheladyofGauntly,infact;andthetwolasthousekeepersbeforeMrs。PilkingtonhadmarriedrectorsofGauntly——butMrs。P。couldnot,beingtheauntofthepresentRector。Theplacewasnottobehersyet,butshemightgodownonavisittoMrs。Pilkingtonandseewhethershewouldliketosucceedher。
WhatwordscanpainttheecstaticgratitudeofBriggs!
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