Mrs。Bowls,lateFirkin,cameandlistenedgrimlyinthepassagetothehystericalsnifflingandgigglingwhichwentoninthefrontparlour。Beckyhadneverbeenafavouriteofhers。SincetheestablishmentofthemarriedcoupleinLondontheyhadfrequentedtheirformerfriendsofthehouseofRaggles,anddidnotlikethelatter’saccountoftheColonel’smenage。”Iwouldn’ttrusthim,Ragg,myboy。”Bowlsremarked;andhiswife,whenMrs。Rawdonissuedfromtheparlour,onlysalutedtheladywithaverysourcurtsey;andherfingerswerelikesomanysausages,coldandlifeless,whensheheldthemoutindeferencetoMrs。Rawdon,whopersistedinshakinghandswiththeretiredlady’smaid。ShewhirledawayintoPiccadilly,noddingwiththesweetestofsmilestowardsMissBriggs,whohungnoddingatthewindowcloseundertheadvertisement-card,andatthenextmomentwasintheparkwithahalf-dozenofdandiescanteringafterhercarriage。
Whenshefoundhowherfriendwassituated,andhowhavingasnuglegacyfromMissCrawley,salarywasnoobjecttoourgentlewoman,Beckyinstantlyformedsomebenevolentlittledomesticplansconcerningher。Thiswasjustsuchacompanionaswouldsuitherestablishment,andsheinvitedBriggstocometodinnerwithherthatveryevening,whensheshouldseeBecky’sdearlittledarlingRawdon。
Mrs。Bowlscautionedherlodgeragainstventuringintothelion’sden,“whereinyouwillrueit,MissB。,markmywords,andassureasmynameisBowls。”AndBriggspromisedtobeverycautious。TheupshotofwhichcautionwasthatshewenttolivewithMrs。Rawdonthenextweek,andhadlentRawdonCrawleysixhundredpoundsuponannuitybeforesixmonthswereover。
InWhichBeckyRevisitstheHallsofHerAncestorsSothemourningbeingready,andSirPittCrawleywarnedoftheirarrival,ColonelCrawleyandhiswifetookacoupleofplacesinthesameoldHigh-flyercoachbywhichRebeccahadtravelledinthedefunctBaronet’scompany,onherfirstjourneyintotheworldsomenineyearsbefore。HowwellsherememberedtheInnYard,andtheostlertowhomsherefusedmoney,andtheinsinuatingCambridgeladwhowrappedherinhiscoatonthejourney!Rawdontookhisplaceoutside,andwouldhavelikedtodrive,buthisgriefforbadehim。Hesatbythecoachmanandtalkedabouthorsesandtheroadthewholeway;andwhokepttheinns,andwhohorsedthecoachbywhichhehadtravelledsomanyatime,whenheandPittwereboysgoingtoEton。AtMudburyacarriageandapairofhorsesreceivedthem,withacoachmaninblack。”It’stheolddrag,Rawdon。”Rebeccasaidastheygotin。”Thewormshaveeatentheclothagooddeal——there’sthestainwhichSirPitt——ha!IseeDawsontheIronmongerhashisshuttersup——whichSirPittmadesuchanoiseabout。ItwasabottleofcherrybrandyhebrokewhichwewenttofetchforyourauntfromSouthampton。Howtimeflies,tobesure!Thatcan’tbePollyTalboys,thatbouncinggirlstandingbyhermotheratthecottagethere。Irememberheramangylittleurchinpickingweedsinthegarden。”
“Finegal。”saidRawdon,returningthesalutewhichthecottagegavehim,bytwofingersappliedtohiscrapehatband。Beckybowedandsaluted,andrecognizedpeoplehereandtheregraciously。Theserecognitionswereinexpressiblypleasanttoher。Itseemedasifshewasnotanimposteranymore,andwascomingtothehomeofherancestors。Rawdonwasratherabashedandcastdown,ontheotherhand。Whatrecollectionsofboyhoodandinnocencemighthavebeenflittingacrosshisbrain?
Whatpangsofdimremorseanddoubtandshame?
“Yoursistersmustbeyoungwomennow。”Rebeccasaid,thinkingofthosegirlsforthefirsttimeperhapssinceshehadleftthem。
“Don’tknow,I’mshaw。”repliedtheColonel。”Hullo!
here’soldMotherLock。How-dy-do,Mrs。Lock?Rememberme,don’tyou?MasterRawdon,hey?Dammyhowthoseoldwomenlast;shewasahundredwhenIwasaboy。”
Theyweregoingthroughthelodge-gateskeptbyoldMrs。Lock,whosehandRebeccainsisteduponshaking,assheflungopenthecreakingoldirongate,andthecarriagepassedbetweenthetwomoss-grownpillarssurmountedbythedoveandserpent。
“Thegovernorhascutintothetimber。”Rawdonsaid,lookingabout,andthenwassilent——sowasBecky。Bothofthemwereratheragitated,andthinkingofoldtimes。
HeaboutEton,andhismother,whomheremembered,afrigiddemurewoman,andasisterwhodied,ofwhomhehadbeenpassionatelyfond;andhowheusedtothrashPitt;andaboutlittleRawdyathome。AndRebeccathoughtaboutherownyouthandthedarksecretsofthoseearlytainteddays;andofherentranceintolifebyyondergates;andofMissPinkerton,andJoe,andAmelia。
Thegravelwalkandterracehadbeenscrapedquiteclean。Agrandpaintedhatchmentwasalreadyoverthegreatentrance,andtwoverysolemnandtallpersonagesinblackflungopeneachaleafofthedoorasthecarriagepulledupatthefamiliarsteps。Rawdonturnedred,andBeckysomewhatpale,astheypassedthroughtheoldhall,arminarm。Shepinchedherhusband’sarmastheyenteredtheoakparlour,whereSirPittandhiswifewerereadytoreceivethem。SirPittinblack,LadyJaneinblack,andmyLadySouthdownwithalargeblackhead-pieceofbuglesandfeathers,whichwavedonherLadyship’sheadlikeanundertaker’stray。
SirPitthadjudgedcorrectly,thatshewouldnotquitthepremises。Shecontentedherselfbypreservingasolemnandstonysilence,whenincompanyofPittandhisrebelliouswife,andbyfrighteningthechildreninthenurserybytheghastlygloomofherdemeanour。
Onlyaveryfaintbendingofthehead-dressandplumeswelcomedRawdonandhiswife,asthoseprodigalsreturnedtotheirfamily。
Tosaythetruth,theywerenotaffectedverymuchonewayorotherbythiscoolness。HerLadyshipwasapersononlyofsecondaryconsiderationintheirmindsjustthen——theywereintentuponthereceptionwhichthereigningbrotherandsisterwouldaffordthem。
Pitt,withratheraheightenedcolour,wentupandshookhisbrotherbythehand,andsalutedRebeccawithahand-shakeandaverylowbow。ButLadyJanetookboththehandsofhersister-in-lawandkissedheraffectionately。
Theembracesomehowbroughttearsintotheeyesofthelittleadventuress——whichornaments,asweknow,sheworeveryseldom。Theartlessmarkofkindnessandconfidencetouchedandpleasedher;andRawdon,encouragedbythisdemonstrationonhissister’spart,twirleduphismustachiosandtookleavetosaluteLadyJanewithakiss,whichcausedherLadyshiptoblushexceedingly。
“Dev’lishnicelittlewoman,LadyJane。”washisverdict,whenheandhiswifeweretogetheragain。”Pitt’sgotfat,too,andisdoingthethinghandsomely。”“Hecanaffordit。”saidRebeccaandagreedinherhusband’sfartheropinion“thatthemother-in-lawwasatremendousoldGuy——andthatthesisterswereratherwell-lookingyoungwomen。”
They,too,hadbeensummonedfromschooltoattendthefuneralceremonies。ItseemedSirPittCrawley,forthedignityofthehouseandfamily,hadthoughtrighttohaveabouttheplaceasmanypersonsinblackascouldpossiblybeassembled。Allthemenandmaidsofthehouse,theoldwomenoftheAlmsHouse,whomtheelderSirPitthadcheatedoutofagreatportionoftheirdue,theparishclerk’sfamily,andthespecialretainersofbothHallandRectorywerehabitedinsable;addedtothese,theundertaker’smen,atleastascore,withcrapesandhatbands,andwhomadegoodlyshowwhenthegreatburyingshowtookplace——butthesearemutepersonagesinourdrama;andhavingnothingtodoorsay,needoccupyaverylittlespacehere。
Withregardtohersisters-in-lawRebeccadidnotattempttoforgetherformerpositionofGovernesstowardsthem,butrecalleditfranklyandkindly,andaskedthemabouttheirstudieswithgreatgravity,andtoldthemthatshehadthoughtofthemmanyandmanyaday,andlongedtoknowoftheirwelfare。Infactyouwouldhavesupposedthateversinceshehadleftthemshehadnotceasedtokeepthemuppermostinherthoughtsandtotakethetenderestinterestintheirwelfare。SosupposedLadyCrawleyherselfandheryoungsisters。
“She’shardlychangedsinceeightyears。”saidMissRosalindtoMissViolet,astheywerepreparingfordinner。
“Thosered-hairedwomenlookwonderfullywell。”
repliedtheother。
“Hersismuchdarkerthanitwas;Ithinkshemustdyeit。”MissRosalindadded。”Sheisstouter,too,andaltogetherimproved。”continuedMissRosalind,whowasdisposedtobeveryfat。
“AtleastshegivesherselfnoairsandremembersthatshewasourGovernessonce。”MissVioletsaid,intimatingthatitbefittedallgovernessestokeeptheirproperplace,andforgettingaltogetherthatshewasgranddaughternotonlyofSirWalpoleCrawley,butofMr。DawsonofMudbury,andsohadacoal-scuttleinherscutcheon。Thereareotherverywell-meaningpeoplewhomonemeetseverydayinVanityFairwhoaresurelyequallyoblivious。
“Itcan’tbetruewhatthegirlsattheRectorysaid,thathermotherwasanopera-dancer——“
“Apersoncan’thelptheirbirth。”Rosalindrepliedwithgreatliberality。”AndIagreewithourbrother,thatassheisinthefamily,ofcourseweareboundtonoticeher。
IamsureAuntButeneednottalk;shewantstomarryKatetoyoungHooper,thewine-merchant,andabsolutelyaskedhimtocometotheRectoryfororders。”
“IwonderwhetherLadySouthdownwillgoaway,shelookedveryglumuponMrs。Rawdon。”theothersaid。
“Iwishshewould。Iwon’treadtheWasherwomanofFinchleyCommon。”vowedViolet;andsosaying,andavoidingapassageattheendofwhichacertaincoffinwasplacedwithacoupleofwatchers,andlightsperpetuallyburningintheclosedroom,theseyoungwomencamedowntothefamilydinner,forwhichthebellrangasusual。
Butbeforethis,LadyJaneconductedRebeccatotheapartmentspreparedforher,which,withtherestofthehouse,hadassumedaverymuchimprovedappearanceoforderandcomfortduringPitt’sregency,andherebeholdingthatMrs。Rawdon’smodestlittletrunkshadarrived,andwereplacedinthebedroomanddressing-roomadjoining,helpedhertotakeoffherneatblackbonnetandcloak,andaskedhersister-in-lawinwhatmoreshecouldbeuseful。
“WhatIshouldlikebest。”saidRebecca,“wouldbetogotothenurseryandseeyourdearlittlechildren。”Onwhichthetwoladieslookedverykindlyateachotherandwenttothatapartmenthandinhand。
BeckyadmiredlittleMatilda,whowasnotquitefouryearsold,asthemostcharminglittleloveintheworld;
andtheboy,alittlefellowoftwoyears——pale,heavy-eyed,andlarge-headed——shepronouncedtobeaperfectprodigyinpointofsize,intelligence,andbeauty。
“IwishMammawouldnotinsistongivinghimsomuchmedicine。”LadyJanesaidwithasigh。”Ioftenthinkweshouldallbebetterwithoutit。”AndthenLadyJaneandhernew-foundfriendhadoneofthoseconfidentialmedicalconversationsaboutthechildren,whichallmothers,andmostwomen,asIamgiventounderstand,delightin。
Fiftyyearsago,andwhenthepresentwriter,beinganinterestinglittleboy,wasorderedoutoftheroomwiththeladiesafterdinner,Irememberquitewellthattheirtalkwaschieflyabouttheirailments;andputtingthisquestiondirectlytotwoorthreesince,Ihavealwaysgotfromthemtheacknowledgementthattimesarenotchanged。Letmyfairreadersremarkforthemselvesthisveryeveningwhentheyquitthedessert-tableandassembletocelebratethedrawing-roommysteries。Well——inhalfanhourBeckyandLadyJanewerecloseandintimatefriends——andinthecourseoftheeveningherLadyshipinformedSirPittthatshethoughthernewsister-in-lawwasakind,frank,unaffected,andaffectionateyoungwoman。
Andsohavingeasilywonthedaughter’sgood-will,theindefatigablelittlewomanbentherselftoconciliatetheaugustLadySouthdown。AssoonasshefoundherLadyshipalone,Rebeccaattackedheronthenurseryquestionatonceandsaidthatherownlittleboywassaved,actuallysaved,bycalomel,freelyadministered,whenallthephysiciansinParishadgiventhedearchildup。AndthenshementionedhowoftenshehadheardofLadySouthdownfromthatexcellentmantheReverendLawrenceGrills,MinisterofthechapelinMayFair,whichshefrequented;andhowherviewswereverymuchchangedbycircumstancesandmisfortunes;andhowshehopedthatapastlifespentinworldlinessanderrormightnotincapacitateherfrommoreseriousthoughtforthefuture。
ShedescribedhowinformerdaysshehadbeenindebtedtoMr。Crawleyforreligiousinstruction,touchedupontheWasherwomanofFinchleyCommon,whichshehadreadwiththegreatestprofit,andaskedaboutLadyEmily,itsgiftedauthor,nowLadyEmilyHornblower,atCapeTown,whereherhusbandhadstronghopesofbecomingBishopofCaffraria。
Butshecrownedall,andconfirmedherselfinLadySouthdown’sfavour,byfeelingverymuchagitatedandunwellafterthefuneralandrequestingherLadyship’smedicaladvice,whichtheDowagernotonlygave,but,wrappedupinabed-gownandlookingmorelikeLadyMacbeththanever,cameprivatelyinthenighttoBecky’sroomwithaparceloffavouritetracts,andamedicineofherowncomposition,whichsheinsistedthatMrs。
Rawdonshouldtake。
Beckyfirstacceptedthetractsandbegantoexaminethemwithgreatinterest,engagingtheDowagerinaconversationconcerningthemandthewelfareofhersoul,bywhichmeansshehopedthatherbodymightescapemedication。Butafterthereligioustopicswereexhausted,LadyMacbethwouldnotquitBecky’schamberuntilhercupofnight-drinkwasemptiedtoo;andpoorMrs。Rawdonwascompelledactuallytoassumealookofgratitude,andtoswallowthemedicineundertheunyieldingoldDowager’snose,wholefthervictimfinallywithabenediction。
ItdidnotmuchcomfortMrs。Rawdon;hercountenancewasveryqueerwhenRawdoncameinandheardwhathadhappened;and。hisexplosionsoflaughterwereasloudasusual,whenBecky,withafunwhichshecouldnotdisguise,eventhoughitwasatherownexpense,describedtheoccurrenceandhowshehadbeenvictimizedbyLadySouthdown。LordSteyne,andhersoninLondon,hadmanyalaughoverthestorywhenRawdonandhiswifereturnedtotheirquartersinMayFair。Beckyactedthewholesceneforthem。Sheputonanight-capandgown。Shepreachedagreatsermoninthetrueseriousmanner;shelecturedonthevirtueofthemedicinewhichshepretendedtoadminister,withagravityofimitationsoperfectthatyouwouldhavethoughtitwastheCountess’sownRomannosethroughwhichshesnuffled。
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