Underthememorialinquestionwereemblazonedthewell-knownandpompousOsbornearms;andtheinscriptionsaid,thatthemonumentwas“SacredtothememoryofGeorgeOsborne,Junior,Esq。,lateaCaptaininhisMajesty’s——thregimentoffoot,whofellonthe18thofJune,1815,aged28years,whilefightingforhiskingandcountryinthegloriousvictoryofWaterloo。
Dulceetdecorumestpropatriamori。”
Thesightofthatstoneagitatedthenervesofthesisterssomuch,thatMissMariawascompelledtoleavethechurch。Thecongregationmadewayrespectfullyforthosesobbinggirlsclothedindeepblack,andpitiedthesternoldfatherseatedoppositethememorialofthedeadsoldier。”WillheforgiveMrs。George?”thegirlssaidtothemselvesassoonastheirebullitionofgriefwasover。
MuchconversationpassedtooamongtheacquaintancesoftheOsbornefamily,whoknewoftherupturebetweenthesonandfathercausedbytheformer’smarriage,astothechanceofareconciliationwiththeyoungwidow。
TherewerebetsamongthegentlemenbothaboutRussellSquareandintheCity。
IfthesistershadanyanxietyregardingthepossiblerecognitionofAmeliaasadaughterofthefamily,itwasincreasedpresently,andtowardstheendoftheautumn,bytheirfather’sannouncementthathewasgoingabroad。Hedidnotsaywhither,buttheyknewatoncethathisstepswouldbeturnedtowardsBelgium,andwereawarethatGeorge’swidowwasstillinBrussels。TheyhadprettyaccuratenewsindeedofpoorAmeliafromLadyDobbinandherdaughters。OurhonestCaptainhadbeenpromotedinconsequenceofthedeathofthesecondMajoroftheregimentonthefield;andthebraveO’Dowd,whohaddistinguishedhimselfgreatlyhereasuponalloccasionswherehehadachancetoshowhiscoolnessandvalour,wasaColonelandCompanionoftheBath。
Verymanyofthebrave——th,whohadsufferedseverelyuponbothdaysofaction,werestillatBrusselsintheautumn,recoveringoftheirwounds。Thecitywasavastmilitaryhospitalformonthsafterthegreatbattles;
andasmenandofficersbegantorallyfromtheirhurts,thegardensandplacesofpublicresortswarmedwithmaimedwarriors,oldandyoung,who,justrescuedoutofdeath,felltogambling,andgaiety,andlove-making,aspeopleofVanityFairwilldo。Mr。Osbornefoundoutsomeofthe——theasily。Heknewtheiruniformquitewell,andhadbeenusedtofollowallthepromotionsandexchangesintheregiment,andlovedtotalkaboutitanditsofficersasifhehadbeenoneofthenumber。OnthedayafterhisarrivalatBrussels,andasheissuedfromhishotel,whichfacedthepark,hesawasoldierinthewell-knownfacings,reposingonastonebenchinthegarden,andwentandsatedowntremblingbythewoundedconvalescentman。
“WereyouinCaptainOsborne’scompany?”hesaid,andadded,afterapause,“hewasmyson,sir。”
ThemanwasnotoftheCaptain’scompany,buthelifteduphisunwoundedarmandtouched-hiscapsadlyandrespectfullytothehaggardbroken-spiritedgentlemanwhoquestionedhim。”Thewholearmydidn’tcontainafinerorabetterofficer。”thesoldiersaid。”TheSergeantoftheCaptain’scompanyCaptainRaymondhaditnow,wasintown,though,andwasjustwellofashotintheshoulder。Hishonourmightseehimifheliked,whocouldtellhimanythinghewantedtoknowabout——
aboutthe——th’sactions。ButhishonourhadseenMajorDobbin,nodoubt,thebraveCaptain’sgreatfriend;andMrs。Osborne,whowasheretoo,andhadbeenverybad,heheardeverybodysay。Theysayshewasoutofhermindlikeforsixweeksormore。Butyourhonourknowsallaboutthat——andaskingyourpardon“——
themanadded。
Osborneputaguineaintothesoldier’shand,andtoldhimheshouldhaveanotherifhewouldbringtheSergeanttotheHotelduParc;apromisewhichverysoonbroughtthedesiredofficertoMr。Osborne’spresence。
Andthefirstsoldierwentaway;andaftertellingacomradeortwohowCaptainOsborne’sfatherwasarrived,andwhatafree-handedgenerousgentlemanhewas,theywentandmadegoodcheerwithdrinkandfeasting,aslongastheguineaslastedwhichhadcomefromtheproudpurseofthemourningoldfather。
IntheSergeant’scompany,whowasalsojustconvalescent,OsbornemadethejourneyofWaterlooandQuatreBras,ajourneywhichthousandsofhiscountrymenwerethentaking。HetooktheSergeantwithhiminhiscarriage,andwentthroughbothfieldsunderhisguidance。Hesawthepointoftheroadwheretheregimentmarchedintoactiononthe16th,andtheslopedownwhichtheydrovetheFrenchcavalrywhowerepressingontheretreatingBelgians。TherewasthespotwherethenobleCaptaincutdowntheFrenchofficerwhowasgrapplingwiththeyoungEnsignforthecolours,theColour-Sergeantshavingbeenshotdown。Alongthisroadtheyretreatedonthenextday,andherewasthebankatwhichtheregimentbivouackedundertherainofthenightoftheseventeenth。Furtheronwasthepositionwhichtheytookandheldduringtheday,formingtimeaftertimetoreceivethechargeoftheenemy’shorsemenandlyingdownundertheshelterofthebankfromthefuriousFrenchcannonade。AnditwasatthisdeclivitywhenateveningthewholeEnglishlinereceivedtheordertoadvance,astheenemyfellbackafterhislastcharge,thattheCaptain,hurrayingandrushingdownthehillwavinghissword,receivedashotandfelldead。”ItwasMajorDobbinwhotookbacktheCaptain’sbodytoBrussels。”theSergeantsaid,inalowvoice,“andhadhimburied,asyourhonourknows。”Thepeasantsandrelic-
huntersabouttheplacewerescreamingroundthepair,asthesoldiertoldhisstory,offeringforsaleallsortsofmementoesofthefight,crosses,andepaulets,andshatteredcuirasses,andeagles。
OsbornegaveasumptuousrewardtotheSergeantwhenhepartedwithhim,afterhavingvisitedthescenesofhisson’slastexploits。Hisburial-placehehadalreadyseen。Indeed,hehaddriventhitherimmediatelyafterhisarrivalatBrussels。George’sbodylayintheprettyburial-
groundofLaeken,nearthecity;inwhichplace,havingoncevisiteditonapartyofpleasure,hehadlightlyexpressedawishtohavehisgravemade。Andtheretheyoungofficerwaslaidbyhisfriend,intheunconsecratedcornerofthegarden,separatedbyalittlehedgefromthetemplesandtowersandplantationsofflowersandshrubs,underwhichtheRomanCatholicdeadrepose。ItseemedahumiliationtooldOsbornetothinkthathisson,anEnglishgentleman,acaptaininthefamousBritisharmy,shouldnotbefoundworthytolieingroundwheremereforeignerswereburied。Whichofusistherecantellhowmuchvanitylurksinourwarmestregardforothers,andhowselfishourloveis?OldOsbornedidnotspeculatemuchupontheminglednatureofhisfeelings,andhowhisinstinctandselfishnesswerecombatingtogether。Hefirmlybelievedthateverythinghedidwasright,thatheoughtonalloccasionstohavehisownway——andlikethestingofawasporserpenthishatredrushedoutarmedandpoisonousagainstanythinglikeopposition。Hewasproudofhishatredasofeverythingelse。Alwaystoberight,alwaystotrampleforward,andnevertodoubt,arenotthesethegreatqualitieswithwhichdullnesstakestheleadintheworld?
AsafterthedrivetoWaterloo,Mr。Osborne’scarriagewasnearingthegatesofthecityatsunset,theymetanotheropenbarouche,inwhichwereacoupleofladiesandagentleman,andbythesideofwhichanofficerwasriding。Osbornegaveastartback,andtheSergeant,seatedwithhim,castalookofsurpriseathisneighbour,ashetouchedhiscaptotheofficer,whomechanicallyreturnedhissalute。ItwasAmelia,withthelameyoungEnsignbyherside,andoppositetoherherfaithfulfriendMrs。O’Dowd。ItwasAmelia,buthowchangedfromthefreshandcomelygirlOsborneknew。Herfacewaswhiteandthin。Herprettybrownhairwaspartedunderawidow’scap——thepoorchild。Hereyeswerefixed,andlookingnowhere。TheystaredblankinthefaceofOsborne,asthecarriagescrossedeachother,butshedidnotknowhim;nordidherecogniseher,untillookingup,hesawDobbinridingbyher:andthenheknewwhoitwas。Hehatedher。Hedidnotknowhowmuchuntilhesawherthere。Whenhercarriagehadpassedon,heturnedandstaredattheSergeant,withacurseanddefianceinhiseyecastathiscompanion,whocouldnothelplookingathim——asmuchastosay“Howdareyoulookatme?Damnyou!Idohateher。Itisshewhohastumbledmyhopesandallmypridedown。”
“Tellthescoundreltodriveonquick。”heshoutedwithanoath,tothelackeyonthebox。Aminuteafterwards,ahorsecameclatteringoverthepavementbehindOsborne’scarriage,andDobbinrodeup。Histhoughtshadbeenelsewhereasthecarriagespassedeachother,anditwasnotuntilhehadriddensomepacesforward,thatheremembereditwasOsbornewhohadjustpassedhim。Thenheturnedtoexamineifthesightofherfather-
in-lawhadmadeanyimpressiononAmelia,butthepoorgirldidnotknowwhohadpassed。ThenWilliam,whodailyusedtoaccompanyherinhisdrives,takingouthiswatch,madesomeexcuseaboutanengagementwhichhesuddenlyrecollected,andsorodeoff。Shedidnotremarkthateither:butsatelookingbeforeher,overthehomelylandscapetowardsthewoodsinthedistance,bywhichGeorgemarchedaway。
Mr。Osborne,Mr。Osborne!”criedDobbin,asherodeupandheldouthishand。Osbornemadenomotiontotakeit,butshoutedoutoncemoreandwithanothercursetohisservanttodriveon。
Dobbinlaidhishandonthecarriageside。”Iwillseeyou,sir。”hesaid。”Ihaveamessageforyou。”
“Fromthatwoman?”saidOsborne,fiercely。
“No。”repliedtheother,“fromyourson“;atwhichOsbornefellbackintothecornerofhiscarriage,andDobbinallowingittopasson,rodeclosebehindit,andsothroughthetownuntiltheyreachedMr。Osborne’shotel,andwithoutaword。TherehefollowedOsborneuptohisapartments。Georgehadoftenbeenintherooms;theywerethelodgingswhichtheCrawleyshadoccupiedduringtheirstayinBrussels。
“Pray,haveyouanycommandsforme,CaptainDobbin,or,Ibegyourpardon,IshouldsayMAJORDobbin,sincebettermenthanyouaredead,andyoustepintotheirSHOES?”saidMr。Osborne,inthatsarcastictonewhichhesometimeswaspleasedtoassume。
“BettermenAREdead。”Dobbinreplied。”Iwanttospeaktoyouaboutone。”
“Makeitshort,sir。”saidtheotherwithanoath,scowlingathisvisitor。
“Iamhereashisclosestfriend。”theMajorresumed。”andtheexecutorofhiswill。Hemadeitbeforehewentintoaction。Areyouawarehowsmallhismeansare,andofthestraitenedcircumstancesofhiswidow?”
“Idon’tknowhiswidow,sir。”Osbornesaid。”Lethergobacktoherfather。”Butthegentlemanwhomheaddressedwasdeterminedtoremainingoodtemper,andwentonwithoutheedingtheinterruption。
“Doyouknow,sir,Mrs。Osborne’scondition?Herlifeandherreasonalmosthavebeenshakenbytheblowwhichhasfallenonher。Itisverydoubtfulwhethershewillrally。Thereisachanceleftforher,however,anditisaboutthisIcametospeaktoyou。Shewillbeamothersoon。Willyouvisittheparent’soffenceuponthechild’shead?orwillyouforgivethechildforpoorGeorge’ssake?”
Osbornebrokeoutintoarhapsodyofself-praiseandimprecations;——bythefirst,excusinghimselftohisownconscienceforhisconduct;bythesecond,exaggeratingtheundutifulnessofGeorge。NofatherinallEnglandcouldhavebehavedmoregenerouslytoason,whohadrebelledagainsthimwickedly。Hehaddiedwithoutevensomuchasconfessinghewaswrong。Lethimtaketheconsequencesofhisundutifulnessandfolly。Asforhimself,Mr。Osborne,hewasamanofhisword。Hehadswornnevertospeaktothatwoman,ortorecognizeherashisson’swife。”Andthat’swhatyoumaytellher。”heconcludedwithanoath;“andthat’swhatIwillsticktotothelastdayofmylife。”
Therewasnohopefromthatquarterthen。Thewidowmustliveonherslenderpittance,oronsuchaidasJoscouldgiveher。”Imighttellher,andshewouldnotheedit。”thoughtDobbin,sadly:forthepoorgirl’sthoughtswerenothereatallsincehercatastrophe,and,stupefiedunderthepressureofhersorrow,goodandevilwerealikeindifferenttoher。
So,indeed,wereevenfriendshipandkindness。Shereceivedthembothuncomplainingly,andhavingacceptedthem,relapsedintohergrief。
SupposesometwelvemonthsaftertheaboveconversationtookplacetohavepassedinthelifeofourpoorAmelia。Shehasspentthefirstportionofthattimeinasorrowsoprofoundandpitiable,thatwewhohavebeenwatchinganddescribingsomeoftheemotionsofthatweakandtenderheart,mustdrawbackinthepresenceofthecruelgriefunderwhichitisbleeding。Treadsilentlyroundthehaplesscouchofthepoorprostratesoul。
Shutgentlythedoorofthedarkchamberwhereinshesuffers,asthosekindpeopledidwhonursedherthroughthefirstmonthsofherpain,andneverleftheruntilheavenhadsentherconsolation。Adaycame——ofalmostterrifieddelightandwonder——whenthepoorwidowedgirlpressedachilduponherbreast——achild,withtheeyesofGeorgewhowasgone——alittleboy,asbeautifulasacherub。Whatamiracleitwastohearitsfirstcry!Howshelaughedandweptoverit——howlove,andhope,andprayerwokeagaininherbosomasthebabynestledthere。Shewassafe。Thedoctorswhoattendedher,andhadfearedforherlifeorforherbrain,hadwaitedanxiouslyforthiscrisisbeforetheycouldpronouncethateitherwassecure。Itwasworththelongmonthsofdoubtanddreadwhichthepersonswhohadconstantlybeenwithherhadpassed,toseehereyesoncemorebeamingtenderlyuponthem。
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