norwasheverymuchprepossessedinherfavour。Hewassohonest,thatherartsandcajoleriesdidnotaffecthim,andheshrankfromherwithinstinctiverepulsion。
And,asshewasbynomeanssofarsuperiortohersexastobeabovejealousy,shedislikedhimthemoreforhisadorationofAmelia。Nevertheless,shewasveryrespectfulandcordialinhermannertowardshim。AfriendtotheOsbornes!afriendtoherdearestbenefactors!Shevowedsheshouldalwayslovehimsincerely:sherememberedhimquitewellontheVauxhallnight,asshetoldAmeliaarchly,andshemadealittlefunofhimwhenthetwoladieswenttodressfordinner。RawdonCrawleypaidscarcelyanyattentiontoDobbin,lookinguponhimasagood-naturednincompoopandunder-bredCityman。Jospatronisedhimwithmuchdignity。
WhenGeorgeandDobbinwerealoneinthelatter’sroom,towhichGeorgehadfollowedhim,DobbintookfromhisdesktheletterwhichhehadbeenchargedbyMr。Osbornetodelivertohisson。”It’snotinmyfather’shandwriting。”saidGeorge,lookingratheralarmed;norwasit:theletterwasfromMr。Osborne’slawyer,andtothefollowingeffect:
BedfordRow,May7,1815。
SIR,IamcommissionedbyMr。Osbornetoinformyou,thatheabidesbythedeterminationwhichhebeforeexpressedtoyou,andthatinconsequenceofthemarriagewhichyouhavebeenpleasedtocontract,heceasestoconsideryouhenceforthasamemberofhisfamily。
Thisdeterminationisfinalandirrevocable。
Althoughthemoniesexpendeduponyouinyourminority,andthebillswhichyouhavedrawnuponhimsounsparinglyoflateyears,farexceedinamountthesumtowhichyouareentitledinyourownrightbeingthethirdpartofthefortuneofyourmother,thelateMrs。Osborneandwhichrevertedtoyouatherdecease,andtoMissJaneOsborneandMissMariaFrancesOsborne;yetIaminstructedbyMr。Osbornetosay,thathewaivesallclaimuponyourestate,andthatthesumof2,0001。,4percent。annuities,atthevalueofthedaybeingyourone-thirdshareofthesumof6,0001。,shallbepaidovertoyourselforyouragentsuponyourreceiptforthesame,byYourobedientServt。,S。HIGGS。
P。S——Mr。Osbornedesiresmetosay,onceforall,thathedeclinestoreceiveanymessages,letters,orcommunicationsfromyouonthisoranyothersubject。
“Aprettywayyouhavemanagedtheaffair。”saidGeorge,lookingsavagelyatWilliamDobbin。”Lookthere,Dobbin。”andheflungovertothelatterhisparent’sletter。
“Abeggar,byJove,andallinconsequenceofmyd——dsentimentality。Whycouldn’twehavewaited?Aballmighthavedoneformeinthecourseofthewar,andmaystill,andhowwillEmmybebetteredbybeingleftabeggar’swidow?Itwasallyourdoing。Youwerenevereasyuntilyouhadgotmemarriedandruined。WhatthedeuceamItodowithtwothousandpounds?Suchasumwon’tlasttwoyears。I’velostahundredandfortytoCrawleyatcardsandbilliardssinceI’vebeendownhere。Aprettymanagerofaman’smattersYOUare,forsooth。”
“There’snodenyingthatthepositionisahardone。”
Dobbinreplied,afterreadingovertheletterwithablankcountenance;“andasyousay,itispartlyofmymaking。
Therearesomemenwhowouldn’tmindchangingwithyou。”headded,withabittersmile。”Howmanycaptainsintheregimenthavetwothousandpoundstothefore,thinkyou?Youmustliveonyourpaytillyourfatherrelents,andifyoudie,youleaveyourwifeahundredayear。”
“Doyousupposeamanofmyhabitscallliveonhispayandahundredayear?”Georgecriedoutingreatanger。”Youmustbeafooltotalkso,Dobbin。HowthedeuceamItokeepupmypositionintheworlduponsuchapitifulpittance?Ican’tchangemyhabits。Imusthavemycomforts。Iwasn’tbroughtuponporridge,likeMacWhirter,oronpotatoes,likeoldO’Dowd。Doyouexpectmywifetotakeinsoldiers’washing,orrideaftertheregimentinabaggagewaggon?”
“Well,well。”saidDobbin,stillgood-naturedly,“we’llgetherabetterconveyance。Buttryandrememberthatyouareonlyadethronedprincenow,George,myboy;
andbequietwhilstthetempestlasts。Itwon’tbeforlong。LetyournamebementionedintheGazette,andI’llengagetheoldfatherrelentstowardsyou:“
“MentionedintheGazette!”Georgeanswered。”Andinwhatpartofit?Amongthekilledandwoundedreturns,andatthetopofthelist,verylikely。”
“Psha!Itwillbetimeenoughtocryoutwhenwearehurt。”Dobbinsaid。”Andifanythinghappens,youknow,George,Ihavegotalittle,andIamnotamarryingman,andIshallnotforgetmygodsoninmywill。”headded,withasmile。Whereuponthedisputeended——asmanyscoresofsuchconversationsbetweenOsborneandhisfriendhadconcludedpreviously——bytheformerdeclaringtherewasnopossibilityofbeingangrywithDobbinlong,andforgivinghimverygenerouslyafterabusinghimwithoutcause。
“Isay,Becky。”criedRawdonCrawleyoutofhisdressing-room,tohislady,whowasattiringherselffordinnerinherownchamber。
“What?”saidBecky’sshrillvoice。Shewaslookingoverhershoulderintheglass。Shehadputontheneatestandfreshestwhitefrockimaginable,andwithbareshouldersandalittlenecklace,andalightbluesash,shelookedtheimageofyouthfulinnocenceandgirlishhappiness。
“Isay,what’llMrs。O。do,when0。goesoutwiththeregiment?”Crawleysaidcomingintotheroom,performingaduetonhisheadwithtwohugehair-brushes,andlookingoutfromunderhishairwithadmirationonhisprettylittlewife。
“Isupposeshe’llcryhereyesout。”Beckyanswered。
“Shehasbeenwhimperinghalfadozentimes,attheverynotionofit,alreadytome。”
“YOUdon’tcare,Isuppose?”Rawdonsaid,halfangryathiswife’swantoffeeling。
“Youwretch!don’tyouknowthatIintendtogowithyou。”Beckyreplied。”Besides,you’redifferent。YougoasGeneralTufto’saide-de-camp。Wedon’tbelongtotheline。”Mrs。Crawleysaid,throwingupherheadwithanairthatsoenchantedherhusbandthathestoopeddownandkissedit。
“Rawdondear——don’tyouthink——you’dbettergetthat——moneyfromCupid,beforehegoes?”Beckycontinued,fixingonakillingbow。ShecalledGeorgeOsborne,Cupid。Shehadflatteredhimabouthisgoodlooksascoreoftimesalready。ShewatchedoverhimkindlyatecarteofanightwhenhewoulddropintoRawdon’squartersforahalf-hourbeforebed-time。
Shehadoftencalledhimahorriddissipatedwretch,andthreatenedtotellEmmyofhiswickedwaysandnaughtyextravaganthabits。Shebroughthiscigarandlighteditforhim;sheknewtheeffectofthatmanoeuvre,havingpractiseditinformerdaysuponRawdonCrawley。
Hethoughthergay,brisk,arch,distinguee,delightful。
Intheirlittledrivesanddinners,Becky,ofcourse,quiteoutshonepoorEmmy,whoremainedverymuteandtimidwhileMrs。Crawleyandherhusbandrattledawaytogether,andCaptainCrawleyandJosafterhejoinedtheyoungmarriedpeoplegobbledinsilence。
Emmy’smindsomehowmisgaveheraboutherfriend。
Rebecca’swit,spirits,andaccomplishmentstroubledherwitharuefuldisquiet。Theywereonlyaweekmarried,andherewasGeorgealreadysufferingennui,andeagerforothers’society!Shetrembledforthefuture。HowshallIbeacompanionforhim,shethought——socleverandsobrilliant,andIsuchahumblefoolishcreature?
Hownobleitwasofhimtomarryme——togiveupeverythingandstoopdowntome!Ioughttohaverefusedhim,onlyIhadnottheheart。IoughttohavestoppedathomeandtakencareofpoorPapa。Andherneglectofherparentsandindeedtherewassomefoundationforthischargewhichthepoorchild’suneasyconsciencebroughtagainstherwasnowrememberedforthefirsttime,andcausedhertoblushwithhumiliation。Oh!
thoughtshe,Ihavebeenverywickedandselfish——selfishinforgettingthemintheirsorrows——selfishinforcingGeorgetomarryme。IknowI’mnotworthyofhim——I
knowhewouldhavebeenhappywithoutme——andyet——
Itried,Itriedtogivehimup。
Itishardwhen,beforesevendaysofmarriageareover,suchthoughtsandconfessionsastheseforcethemselvesonalittlebride’smind。Butsoitwas,andthenightbeforeDobbincametojointheseyoungpeople——
onafinebrilliantmoonlightnightofMay——sowarmandbalmythatthewindowswereflungopentothebalcony,fromwhichGeorgeandMrs。Crawleyweregazinguponthecalmoceanspreadshiningbeforethem,whileRawdonandJoswereengagedatbackgammonwithin——Ameliacouchedinagreatchairquiteneglected,andwatchingboththeseparties,feltadespairandremorsesuchaswerebittercompanionsforthattenderlonelysoul。Scarceaweekwaspast,anditwascometothis!
Thefuture,hadsheregardedit,offeredadismalprospect;
butEmmywastooshy,sotospeak,tolooktothat,andembarkaloneonthatwidesea,andunfittonavigateitwithoutaguideandprotector。IknowMissSmithhasameanopinionofher。Buthowmany,mydearMadam,areendowedwithyourprodigiousstrengthofmind?
“Gad,whatafinenight,andhowbrightthemoonis!”
Georgesaid,withapuffofhiscigar,whichwentsoaringupskywards。
“Howdelicioustheysmellintheopenair!Iadorethem。Who’dthinkthemoonwastwohundredandthirty-
sixthousandeighthundredandforty-sevenmilesoff?”
Beckyadded,gazingatthatorbwithasmile。”Isn’titcleverofmetorememberthat?Pooh!welearneditallatMissPinkerton’s!Howcalmtheseais,andhowcleareverything。IdeclareIcanalmostseethecoastofFrance!”andherbrightgreeneyesstreamedout,andshotintothenightasiftheycouldseethroughit。
“DoyouknowwhatIintendtodoonemorning?”shesaid;“IfindIcanswimbeautifully,andsomeday,whenmyAuntCrawley’scompanion——oldBriggs,youknow——yourememberher——thathook-nosedwoman,withthelongwispsofhair——whenBriggsgoesouttobathe,I
intendtodiveunderherawning,andinsistonareconciliationinthewater。Isn’tthatastratagem?”
Georgeburstoutlaughingattheideaofthisaquaticmeeting。”What’stherowthere,youtwo?”Rawdonshoutedout,rattlingthebox。Ameliawasmakingafoolofherselfinanabsurdhystericalmanner,andretiredtoherownroomtowhimperinprivate。
Ourhistoryisdestinedinthischaptertogobackwardsandforwardsinaveryirresolutemannerseemingly,andhavingconductedourstorytoto-morrowpresently,weshallimmediatelyagainhaveoccasiontostepbacktoyesterday,sothatthewholeofthetalemaygetahearing。
AsyoubeholdatherMajesty’sdrawing-room,theambassadors’andhighdignitaries’carriageswhiskofffromaprivatedoor,whileCaptainJones’sladiesarewaitingfortheirfly:asyouseeintheSecretaryoftheTreasury’santechamber,ahalf-dozenofpetitionerswaitingpatientlyfortheiraudience,andcalledoutonebyone,whensuddenlyanIrishmemberorsomeeminentpersonageenterstheapartment,andinstantlywalksintoMr。
Under-Secretaryovertheheadsofallthepeoplepresent:
sointheconductofatale,theromancerisobligedtoexercisethismostpartialsortofjustice。Althoughallthelittleincidentsmustbeheard,yettheymustbeputoffwhenthegreateventsmaketheirappearance;andsurelysuchacircumstanceasthatwhichbroughtDobbintoBrighton,viz。,theorderingoutoftheGuardsandthelinetoBelgium,andthemusteringofthealliedarmiesinthatcountryunderthecommandofhisGracetheDukeofWellington——suchadignifiedcircumstanceasthat,Isay,wasentitledtothepasoverallminoroccurrenceswhereofthishistoryiscomposedmainly,andhencealittletriflingdisarrangementanddisorderwasexcusableandbecoming。WehaveonlynowadvancedintimesofarbeyondChapterXXIIastohavegotourvariouscharactersupintotheirdressing-roomsbeforethedinner,whichtookplaceasusualonthedayofDobbin’sarrival。
GeorgewastoohumaneortoomuchoccupiedwiththetieofhisneckclothtoconveyatonceallthenewstoAmeliawhichhiscomradehadbroughtwithhimfromLondon。Hecameintoherroom,however,holdingtheattorney’sletterinhishand,andwithsosolemnandimportantanairthathiswife,alwaysingeniouslyonthewatchforcalamity,thoughttheworstwasabouttobefall,andrunninguptoherhusband,besoughtherdearestGeorgetotellhereverything——hewasorderedabroad;therewouldbeabattlenextweek——sheknewtherewould。
DearestGeorgeparriedthequestionaboutforeignservice,andwithamelancholyshakeoftheheadsaid。”No,Emmy;itisn’tthat:it’snotmyselfIcareabout:
it’syou。Ihavehadbadnewsfrommyfather。Herefusesanycommunicationwithme;hehasflungusoff;andleavesustopoverty。Icanroughitwellenough;butyou,mydear,howwillyoubearit?readhere。”Andhehandedherovertheletter。
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