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第43章

  norwasheverymuchprepossessedinherfavour。Hewassohonest,thatherartsandcajoleriesdidnotaffecthim,andheshrankfromherwithinstinctiverepulsion。
  And,asshewasbynomeanssofarsuperiortohersexastobeabovejealousy,shedislikedhimthemoreforhisadorationofAmelia。Nevertheless,shewasveryrespectfulandcordialinhermannertowardshim。AfriendtotheOsbornes!afriendtoherdearestbenefactors!Shevowedsheshouldalwayslovehimsincerely:sherememberedhimquitewellontheVauxhallnight,asshetoldAmeliaarchly,andshemadealittlefunofhimwhenthetwoladieswenttodressfordinner。RawdonCrawleypaidscarcelyanyattentiontoDobbin,lookinguponhimasagood-naturednincompoopandunder-bredCityman。Jospatronisedhimwithmuchdignity。
  WhenGeorgeandDobbinwerealoneinthelatter’sroom,towhichGeorgehadfollowedhim,DobbintookfromhisdesktheletterwhichhehadbeenchargedbyMr。Osbornetodelivertohisson。”It’snotinmyfather’shandwriting。”saidGeorge,lookingratheralarmed;norwasit:theletterwasfromMr。Osborne’slawyer,andtothefollowingeffect:
  BedfordRow,May7,1815。
  SIR,IamcommissionedbyMr。Osbornetoinformyou,thatheabidesbythedeterminationwhichhebeforeexpressedtoyou,andthatinconsequenceofthemarriagewhichyouhavebeenpleasedtocontract,heceasestoconsideryouhenceforthasamemberofhisfamily。
  Thisdeterminationisfinalandirrevocable。
  Althoughthemoniesexpendeduponyouinyourminority,andthebillswhichyouhavedrawnuponhimsounsparinglyoflateyears,farexceedinamountthesumtowhichyouareentitledinyourownrightbeingthethirdpartofthefortuneofyourmother,thelateMrs。Osborneandwhichrevertedtoyouatherdecease,andtoMissJaneOsborneandMissMariaFrancesOsborne;yetIaminstructedbyMr。Osbornetosay,thathewaivesallclaimuponyourestate,andthatthesumof2,0001。,4percent。annuities,atthevalueofthedaybeingyourone-thirdshareofthesumof6,0001。,shallbepaidovertoyourselforyouragentsuponyourreceiptforthesame,byYourobedientServt。,S。HIGGS。
  P。S——Mr。Osbornedesiresmetosay,onceforall,thathedeclinestoreceiveanymessages,letters,orcommunicationsfromyouonthisoranyothersubject。
  “Aprettywayyouhavemanagedtheaffair。”saidGeorge,lookingsavagelyatWilliamDobbin。”Lookthere,Dobbin。”andheflungovertothelatterhisparent’sletter。
  “Abeggar,byJove,andallinconsequenceofmyd——dsentimentality。Whycouldn’twehavewaited?Aballmighthavedoneformeinthecourseofthewar,andmaystill,andhowwillEmmybebetteredbybeingleftabeggar’swidow?Itwasallyourdoing。Youwerenevereasyuntilyouhadgotmemarriedandruined。WhatthedeuceamItodowithtwothousandpounds?Suchasumwon’tlasttwoyears。I’velostahundredandfortytoCrawleyatcardsandbilliardssinceI’vebeendownhere。Aprettymanagerofaman’smattersYOUare,forsooth。”
  “There’snodenyingthatthepositionisahardone。”
  Dobbinreplied,afterreadingovertheletterwithablankcountenance;“andasyousay,itispartlyofmymaking。
  Therearesomemenwhowouldn’tmindchangingwithyou。”headded,withabittersmile。”Howmanycaptainsintheregimenthavetwothousandpoundstothefore,thinkyou?Youmustliveonyourpaytillyourfatherrelents,andifyoudie,youleaveyourwifeahundredayear。”
  “Doyousupposeamanofmyhabitscallliveonhispayandahundredayear?”Georgecriedoutingreatanger。”Youmustbeafooltotalkso,Dobbin。HowthedeuceamItokeepupmypositionintheworlduponsuchapitifulpittance?Ican’tchangemyhabits。Imusthavemycomforts。Iwasn’tbroughtuponporridge,likeMacWhirter,oronpotatoes,likeoldO’Dowd。Doyouexpectmywifetotakeinsoldiers’washing,orrideaftertheregimentinabaggagewaggon?”
  “Well,well。”saidDobbin,stillgood-naturedly,“we’llgetherabetterconveyance。Buttryandrememberthatyouareonlyadethronedprincenow,George,myboy;
  andbequietwhilstthetempestlasts。Itwon’tbeforlong。LetyournamebementionedintheGazette,andI’llengagetheoldfatherrelentstowardsyou:“
  “MentionedintheGazette!”Georgeanswered。”Andinwhatpartofit?Amongthekilledandwoundedreturns,andatthetopofthelist,verylikely。”
  “Psha!Itwillbetimeenoughtocryoutwhenwearehurt。”Dobbinsaid。”Andifanythinghappens,youknow,George,Ihavegotalittle,andIamnotamarryingman,andIshallnotforgetmygodsoninmywill。”headded,withasmile。Whereuponthedisputeended——asmanyscoresofsuchconversationsbetweenOsborneandhisfriendhadconcludedpreviously——bytheformerdeclaringtherewasnopossibilityofbeingangrywithDobbinlong,andforgivinghimverygenerouslyafterabusinghimwithoutcause。
  “Isay,Becky。”criedRawdonCrawleyoutofhisdressing-room,tohislady,whowasattiringherselffordinnerinherownchamber。
  “What?”saidBecky’sshrillvoice。Shewaslookingoverhershoulderintheglass。Shehadputontheneatestandfreshestwhitefrockimaginable,andwithbareshouldersandalittlenecklace,andalightbluesash,shelookedtheimageofyouthfulinnocenceandgirlishhappiness。
  “Isay,what’llMrs。O。do,when0。goesoutwiththeregiment?”Crawleysaidcomingintotheroom,performingaduetonhisheadwithtwohugehair-brushes,andlookingoutfromunderhishairwithadmirationonhisprettylittlewife。
  “Isupposeshe’llcryhereyesout。”Beckyanswered。
  “Shehasbeenwhimperinghalfadozentimes,attheverynotionofit,alreadytome。”
  “YOUdon’tcare,Isuppose?”Rawdonsaid,halfangryathiswife’swantoffeeling。
  “Youwretch!don’tyouknowthatIintendtogowithyou。”Beckyreplied。”Besides,you’redifferent。YougoasGeneralTufto’saide-de-camp。Wedon’tbelongtotheline。”Mrs。Crawleysaid,throwingupherheadwithanairthatsoenchantedherhusbandthathestoopeddownandkissedit。
  “Rawdondear——don’tyouthink——you’dbettergetthat——moneyfromCupid,beforehegoes?”Beckycontinued,fixingonakillingbow。ShecalledGeorgeOsborne,Cupid。Shehadflatteredhimabouthisgoodlooksascoreoftimesalready。ShewatchedoverhimkindlyatecarteofanightwhenhewoulddropintoRawdon’squartersforahalf-hourbeforebed-time。
  Shehadoftencalledhimahorriddissipatedwretch,andthreatenedtotellEmmyofhiswickedwaysandnaughtyextravaganthabits。Shebroughthiscigarandlighteditforhim;sheknewtheeffectofthatmanoeuvre,havingpractiseditinformerdaysuponRawdonCrawley。
  Hethoughthergay,brisk,arch,distinguee,delightful。
  Intheirlittledrivesanddinners,Becky,ofcourse,quiteoutshonepoorEmmy,whoremainedverymuteandtimidwhileMrs。Crawleyandherhusbandrattledawaytogether,andCaptainCrawleyandJosafterhejoinedtheyoungmarriedpeoplegobbledinsilence。
  Emmy’smindsomehowmisgaveheraboutherfriend。
  Rebecca’swit,spirits,andaccomplishmentstroubledherwitharuefuldisquiet。Theywereonlyaweekmarried,andherewasGeorgealreadysufferingennui,andeagerforothers’society!Shetrembledforthefuture。HowshallIbeacompanionforhim,shethought——socleverandsobrilliant,andIsuchahumblefoolishcreature?
  Hownobleitwasofhimtomarryme——togiveupeverythingandstoopdowntome!Ioughttohaverefusedhim,onlyIhadnottheheart。IoughttohavestoppedathomeandtakencareofpoorPapa。Andherneglectofherparentsandindeedtherewassomefoundationforthischargewhichthepoorchild’suneasyconsciencebroughtagainstherwasnowrememberedforthefirsttime,andcausedhertoblushwithhumiliation。Oh!
  thoughtshe,Ihavebeenverywickedandselfish——selfishinforgettingthemintheirsorrows——selfishinforcingGeorgetomarryme。IknowI’mnotworthyofhim——I
  knowhewouldhavebeenhappywithoutme——andyet——
  Itried,Itriedtogivehimup。
  Itishardwhen,beforesevendaysofmarriageareover,suchthoughtsandconfessionsastheseforcethemselvesonalittlebride’smind。Butsoitwas,andthenightbeforeDobbincametojointheseyoungpeople——
  onafinebrilliantmoonlightnightofMay——sowarmandbalmythatthewindowswereflungopentothebalcony,fromwhichGeorgeandMrs。Crawleyweregazinguponthecalmoceanspreadshiningbeforethem,whileRawdonandJoswereengagedatbackgammonwithin——Ameliacouchedinagreatchairquiteneglected,andwatchingboththeseparties,feltadespairandremorsesuchaswerebittercompanionsforthattenderlonelysoul。Scarceaweekwaspast,anditwascometothis!
  Thefuture,hadsheregardedit,offeredadismalprospect;
  butEmmywastooshy,sotospeak,tolooktothat,andembarkaloneonthatwidesea,andunfittonavigateitwithoutaguideandprotector。IknowMissSmithhasameanopinionofher。Buthowmany,mydearMadam,areendowedwithyourprodigiousstrengthofmind?
  “Gad,whatafinenight,andhowbrightthemoonis!”
  Georgesaid,withapuffofhiscigar,whichwentsoaringupskywards。
  “Howdelicioustheysmellintheopenair!Iadorethem。Who’dthinkthemoonwastwohundredandthirty-
  sixthousandeighthundredandforty-sevenmilesoff?”
  Beckyadded,gazingatthatorbwithasmile。”Isn’titcleverofmetorememberthat?Pooh!welearneditallatMissPinkerton’s!Howcalmtheseais,andhowcleareverything。IdeclareIcanalmostseethecoastofFrance!”andherbrightgreeneyesstreamedout,andshotintothenightasiftheycouldseethroughit。
  “DoyouknowwhatIintendtodoonemorning?”shesaid;“IfindIcanswimbeautifully,andsomeday,whenmyAuntCrawley’scompanion——oldBriggs,youknow——yourememberher——thathook-nosedwoman,withthelongwispsofhair——whenBriggsgoesouttobathe,I
  intendtodiveunderherawning,andinsistonareconciliationinthewater。Isn’tthatastratagem?”
  Georgeburstoutlaughingattheideaofthisaquaticmeeting。”What’stherowthere,youtwo?”Rawdonshoutedout,rattlingthebox。Ameliawasmakingafoolofherselfinanabsurdhystericalmanner,andretiredtoherownroomtowhimperinprivate。
  Ourhistoryisdestinedinthischaptertogobackwardsandforwardsinaveryirresolutemannerseemingly,andhavingconductedourstorytoto-morrowpresently,weshallimmediatelyagainhaveoccasiontostepbacktoyesterday,sothatthewholeofthetalemaygetahearing。
  AsyoubeholdatherMajesty’sdrawing-room,theambassadors’andhighdignitaries’carriageswhiskofffromaprivatedoor,whileCaptainJones’sladiesarewaitingfortheirfly:asyouseeintheSecretaryoftheTreasury’santechamber,ahalf-dozenofpetitionerswaitingpatientlyfortheiraudience,andcalledoutonebyone,whensuddenlyanIrishmemberorsomeeminentpersonageenterstheapartment,andinstantlywalksintoMr。
  Under-Secretaryovertheheadsofallthepeoplepresent:
  sointheconductofatale,theromancerisobligedtoexercisethismostpartialsortofjustice。Althoughallthelittleincidentsmustbeheard,yettheymustbeputoffwhenthegreateventsmaketheirappearance;andsurelysuchacircumstanceasthatwhichbroughtDobbintoBrighton,viz。,theorderingoutoftheGuardsandthelinetoBelgium,andthemusteringofthealliedarmiesinthatcountryunderthecommandofhisGracetheDukeofWellington——suchadignifiedcircumstanceasthat,Isay,wasentitledtothepasoverallminoroccurrenceswhereofthishistoryiscomposedmainly,andhencealittletriflingdisarrangementanddisorderwasexcusableandbecoming。WehaveonlynowadvancedintimesofarbeyondChapterXXIIastohavegotourvariouscharactersupintotheirdressing-roomsbeforethedinner,whichtookplaceasusualonthedayofDobbin’sarrival。
  GeorgewastoohumaneortoomuchoccupiedwiththetieofhisneckclothtoconveyatonceallthenewstoAmeliawhichhiscomradehadbroughtwithhimfromLondon。Hecameintoherroom,however,holdingtheattorney’sletterinhishand,andwithsosolemnandimportantanairthathiswife,alwaysingeniouslyonthewatchforcalamity,thoughttheworstwasabouttobefall,andrunninguptoherhusband,besoughtherdearestGeorgetotellhereverything——hewasorderedabroad;therewouldbeabattlenextweek——sheknewtherewould。
  DearestGeorgeparriedthequestionaboutforeignservice,andwithamelancholyshakeoftheheadsaid。”No,Emmy;itisn’tthat:it’snotmyselfIcareabout:
  it’syou。Ihavehadbadnewsfrommyfather。Herefusesanycommunicationwithme;hehasflungusoff;andleavesustopoverty。Icanroughitwellenough;butyou,mydear,howwillyoubearit?readhere。”Andhehandedherovertheletter。