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第27章

  “Well,BeckywouldhavemadeagoodLadyCrawley,afterall。”MissCrawleyremarkedwhowasmollifiedbythegirl’srefusal,andveryliberalandgenerousnowtherewasnocallforhersacrifices。”Shehasbrainsinplentymuchmorewitinherlittlefingerthanyouhave,mypoordearBriggs,inallyourhead。Hermannersareexcellent,nowIhaveformedher。SheisaMontmorency,Briggs,andbloodissomething,thoughIdespiseitformypart;andshewouldhaveheldherownamongstthosepompousstupidHampshirepeoplemuchbetterthanthatunfortunateironmonger’sdaughter。”
  Briggscoincidedasusual,andthe“previousattachment“
  wasthendiscussedinconjectures。”Youpoorfriendlesscreaturesarealwayshavingsomefoolishtendre。”MissCrawleysaid。”Youyourself,youknow,wereinlovewithawriting-masterdon’tcry,Briggs——
  you’realwayscrying,anditwon’tbringhimtolifeagain,andIsupposethisunfortunateBeckyhasbeensillyandsentimentaltoo——someapothecary,orhouse-steward,orpainter,oryoungcurate,orsomethingofthatsort。”
  “Poorthing!poorthing!”saysBriggswhowasthinkingoftwenty-fouryearsback,andthathecticyoungwriting-masterwhoselockofyellowhair,andwhoseletters,beautifulintheirillegibility,shecherishedinherolddeskupstairs。”Poorthing,poorthing!”saysBriggs。Oncemoreshewasafresh-cheekedlassofeighteen;
  shewasateveningchurch,andthehecticwriting-masterandshewerequaveringoutofthesamepsalm-book。
  “AftersuchconductonRebecca’spart。”MissCrawleysaidenthusiastically,“ourfamilyshoulddosomething。
  Findoutwhoistheobjet,Briggs。I’llsethimupinashop;orordermyportraitofhim,youknow;orspeaktomycousin,theBishop andI’lldoterBecky,andwe’llhaveawedding,Briggs,andyoushallmakethebreakfast,andbeabridesmaid。”
  Briggsdeclaredthatitwouldbedelightful,andvowedthatherdearMissCrawleywasalwayskindandgenerous,andwentuptoRebecca’sbedroomtoconsoleherandprattleabouttheoffer,andtherefusal,andthecausethereof;andtohintatthegenerousintentionsofMissCrawley,andtofindoutwhowasthegentlemanthathadthemasteryofMissSharp’sheart。
  Rebeccawasverykind,veryaffectionateandaffected——respondedtoBriggs’sofferoftendernesswithgratefulfervour——ownedtherewasasecretattachment——adeliciousmystery——whatapityMissBriggshadnotremainedhalfaminutelongeratthekeyhole!Rebeccamight,perhaps,havetoldmore:butfiveminutesafterMissBriggs’sarrivalinRebecca’sapartment,MissCrawleyactuallymadeherappearancethere——anunheard-ofhonour——herimpatiencehadovercomeher;shecouldnotwaitforthetardyoperationsofherambassadress:soshecameinperson,andorderedBriggsoutoftheroom。
  AndexpressingherapprovalofRebecca’sconduct,sheaskedparticularsoftheinterview,andtheprevioustransactionswhichhadbroughtabouttheastonishingofferofSirPitt。
  RebeccasaidshehadlonghadsomenotionofthepartialitywithwhichSirPitthonouredherforhewasinthehabitofmakinghisfeelingsknowninaveryfrankandunreservedmannerbut,nottomentionprivatereasonswithwhichshewouldnotforthepresenttroubleMissCrawley,SirPitt’sage,station,andhabitsweresuchastorenderamarriagequiteimpossible;andcouldawomanwithanyfeelingofself-respectandanydecencylistentoproposalsatsuchamoment,whenthefuneralofthelover’sdeceasedwifehadnotactuallytakenplace?
  “Nonsense,mydear,youwouldneverhaverefusedhimhadtherenotbeensomeoneelseinthecase。”MissCrawleysaid,comingtoherpointatonce。”Tellmetheprivatereasons;whataretheprivatereasons?Thereissomeone;whoisitthathastouchedyourheart?”
  Rebeccacastdownhereyes,andownedtherewas。
  “Youhaveguessedright,dearlady。”shesaid,withasweetsimplefalteringvoice。”Youwonderatonesopoorandfriendlesshavinganattachment,don’tyou?
  Ihaveneverheardthatpovertywasanysafeguardagainstit。Iwishitwere。”
  “Mypoordearchild。”criedMissCrawley,whowasalwaysquitereadytobesentimental,“isourpassionunrequited,then?Arewepininginsecret?Tellmeall,andletmeconsoleyou。”
  “Iwishyoucould,dearMadam。”Rebeccasaidinthesametearfultone。”Indeed,indeed,Ineedit。”AndshelaidherheaduponMissCrawley’sshoulderandwepttheresonaturallythattheoldlady,surprisedintosympathy,embracedherwithanalmostmaternalkindness,utteredmanysoothingprotestsofregardandaffectionforher,vowedthatshelovedherasadaughter,andwoulddoeverythinginherpowertoserveher。”Andnowwhoisit,mydear?IsitthatprettyMissSedley’sbrother?Yousaidsomethingaboutanaffairwithhim。
  I’llaskhimhere,mydear。Andyoushallhavehim:
  indeedyoushall。”
  “Don’taskmenow。”Rebeccasaid。”Youshallknowallsoon。Indeedyoushall。DearkindMissCrawley——
  dearfriend,mayIsayso?”
  “Thatyoumay,mychild。”theoldladyreplied,kissingher。
  “Ican’ttellyounow。”sobbedoutRebecca,“Iamverymiserable。ButO!lovemealways——promiseyouwilllovemealways。”Andinthemidstofmutualtears——fortheemotionsoftheyoungerwomanhadawakenedthesympathiesoftheelder——thispromisewassolemnlygivenbyMissCrawley,wholeftherlittleprotege,blessingandadmiringherasadear,artless,tender-hearted,affectionate,incomprehensiblecreature。
  Andnowshewasleftalonetothinkoverthesuddenandwonderfuleventsoftheday,andofwhathadbeenandwhatmighthavebeen。WhatthinkyouweretheprivatefeelingsofMiss,nobeggingherpardonofMrs。Rebecca?If,afewpagesback,thepresentwriterclaimedtheprivilegeofpeepingintoMissAmeliaSedley’sbedroom,andunderstandingwiththeomniscienceofthenovelistallthegentlepainsandpassionswhichweretossinguponthatinnocentpillow,whyshouldhenotdeclarehimselftobeRebecca’sconfidantetoo,masterofhersecrets,andseal-keeperofthatyoungwoman’sconscience?
  Well,then,inthefirstplace,Rebeccagavewaytosomeverysincereandtouchingregretsthatapieceofmarvellousgoodfortuneshouldhavebeensonearher,andsheactuallyobligedtodeclineit。Inthisnaturalemotioneveryproperlyregulatedmindwillcertainlyshare。Whatgoodmotheristherethatwouldnotcommiserateapennilessspinster,whomighthavebeenmylady,andhavesharedfourthousandayear?Whatwell-bredyoungpersonisthereinallVanityFair,whowillnotfeelforahard-working,ingenious,meritoriousgirl,whogetssuchanhonourable,advantageous,provokingoffer,justattheverymomentwhenitisoutofherpowertoacceptit?IamsureourfriendBecky’sdisappointmentdeservesandwillcommandeverysympathy。
  IrememberonenightbeingintheFairmyself,ataneveningparty。IobservedoldMissToadytherealsopresent,singleoutforherspecialattentionsandflatterylittleMrs。Briefless,thebarrister’swife,whoisofagoodfamilycertainly,but,asweallknow,isaspooraspoorcanbe。
  What,Iaskedinmyownmind,cancausethisobsequiousnessonthepartofMissToady;hasBrieflessgotacountycourt,orhashiswifehadafortunelefther?
  MissToadyexplainedpresently,withthatsimplicitywhichdistinguishesallherconduct。”Youknow。”shesaid,“Mrs。BrieflessisgranddaughterofSirJohnRedhand,whoissoillatCheltenhamthathecan’tlastsixmonths。Mrs。Briefless’spapasucceeds;soyouseeshewillbeabaronet’sdaughter。”AndToadyaskedBrieflessandhiswifetodinnertheverynextweek。
  Ifthemerechanceofbecomingabaronet’sdaughtercanprocurealadysuchhomageintheworld,surely,surelywemayrespecttheagoniesofayoungwomanwhohaslosttheopportunityofbecomingabaronet’swife。WhowouldhavedreamedofLadyCrawleydyingsosoon?Shewasoneofthosesicklywomenthatmighthavelastedthesetenyears——Rebeccathoughttoherself,inallthewoesofrepentance——andImighthavebeenmylady!ImighthaveledthatoldmanwhitherI
  would。ImighthavethankedMrs。Buteforherpatronage,andMr。Pittforhisinsufferablecondescension。I
  wouldhavehadthetown-housenewlyfurnishedanddecorated。IwouldhavehadthehandsomestcarriageinLondon,andaboxattheopera;andIwouldhavebeenpresentednextseason。Allthismighthavebeen;
  andnow——nowallwasdoubtandmystery。
  ButRebeccawasayoungladyoftoomuchresolutionandenergyofcharactertopermitherselfmuchuselessandunseemlysorrowfortheirrevocablepast;so,havingdevotedonlytheproperportionofregrettoit,shewiselyturnedherwholeattentiontowardsthefuture,whichwasnowvastlymoreimportanttoher。Andshesurveyedherposition,anditshopes,doubts,andchances。
  Inthefirstplace,shewasMARRIED——thatwasagreatfact。SirPittknewit。Shewasnotsomuchsurprisedintotheavowal,asinducedtomakeitbyasuddencalculation。
  Itmusthavecomesomeday:andwhynotnowasatalaterperiod?Hewhowouldhavemarriedherhimselfmustatleastbesilentwithregardtohermarriage。
  HowMissCrawleywouldbearthenews——wasthegreatquestion。MisgivingsRebeccahad;butsherememberedallMissCrawleyhadsaid;theoldlady’savowedcontemptforbirth;herdaringliberalopinions;hergeneralromanticpropensities;heralmostdotingattachmenttohernephew,andherrepeatedlyexpressedfondnessforRebeccaherself。Sheissofondofhim,Rebeccathought,thatshewillforgivehimanything:sheissousedtomethatIdon’tthinkshecouldbecomfortablewithoutme:whentheeclaircissementcomestherewillbeascene,andhysterics,andagreatquarrel,andthenagreatreconciliation。Atallevents,whatusewasthereindelaying?thediewasthrown,andnoworto-morrowtheissuemustbethesame。Andso,resolvedthatMissCrawleyshouldhavethenews,theyoungpersondebatedinhermindastothebestmeansofconveyingittoher;andwhethersheshouldfacethestormthatmustcome,orflyandavoidituntilitsfirstfurywasblownover。Inthisstateofmeditationshewrotethefollowingletter:
  DearestFriend,ThegreatcrisiswhichwehavedebatedaboutsooftenisCOME。Halfofmysecretisknown,andIhavethoughtandthought,untilIamquitesurethatnowisthetimetorevealTHEWHOLEOFTHEMYSTERY。SirPittcametomethismorning,andmade——whatdoyouthink?——ADECLARATIONINFORM。Thinkofthat!Poorlittleme。ImighthavebeenLadyCrawley。HowpleasedMrs。Butewouldhavebeen:andmatanteifIhadtakenprecedenceofher!Imighthavebeensomebody’smamma,insteadof——O,Itremble,Itremble,whenI
  thinkhowsoonwemusttellall!
  SirPittknowsIammarried,andnotknowingtowhom,isnotverymuchdispleasedasyet。MatanteisACTUALLYANGRYthatIshouldhaverefusedhim。Butsheisallkindnessandgraciousness。ShecondescendstosayIwouldhavemadehimagoodwife;andvowsthatshewillbeamothertoyourlittleRebecca。Shewillbeshakenwhenshefirsthearsthenews。Butneedwefearanythingbeyondamomentaryanger?Ithinknot:IAM
  SUREnot。Shedotesuponyousoyounaughty,good-for-
  nothingman,thatshewouldpardonyouANYTHING:
  and,indeed,Ibelieve,thenextplaceinherheartismine:andthatshewouldbemiserablewithoutme。
  Dearest!somethingTELLSMEweshallconquer。Youshallleavethatodiousregiment:quitgaming,racing,andBE
  AGOODBOY;andweshallallliveinParkLane,andmatanteshallleaveusallhermoney。
  Ishalltryandwalkto-morrowat3intheusualplace。
  IfMissB。accompaniesme,youmustcometodinner,andbringananswer,andputitinthethirdvolumeofPorteus’sSermons。But,atallevents,cometoyourownR。
  ToMissElizaStyles,AtMr。Barnet’s,Saddler,Knightsbridge。
  AndItrustthereisnoreaderofthislittlestorywhohasnotdiscernmentenoughtoperceivethattheMissElizaStylesanoldschoolfellow,Rebeccasaid,withwhomshehadresumedanactivecorrespondenceoflate,andwhousedtofetchtheselettersfromthesaddler’s,worebrassspurs,andlargecurlingmustachios,andwasindeednootherthanCaptainRawdonCrawley。