“No,no,Georgiana!”saidAylmerimpatiently,“itmustnotbe。”
“Isubmit。”repliedshecalmly。“And,Aylmer,Ishallquaff
whateverdraughtyoubringme;butitwillbeonthesameprinciple
thatwouldinducemetotakeadoseofpoison,ifofferedbyyour
hand。”
“Mynoblewife。”saidAylmer,deeplymoved,“Iknewnottheheight
anddepthofyournature,untilnow。Nothingshallbeconcealed。
Know,then,thatthisCrimsonHand,superficialasitseems,has
clutcheditsgraspintoyourbeing,withastrengthofwhichIhadno
previousconception。Ihavealreadyadministeredagentspowerful
enoughtodoaughtexcepttochangeyourentirephysicalsystem。Only
onethingremainstobetried。Ifthatfailus,weareruined!”
“Whydidyouhesitatetotellmethis?”askedshe。
“Because,Georgiana。”saidAylmer,inalowvoice,“thereis
danger!”
“Danger?Thereisbutonedanger-thatthishorriblestigmashall
beleftuponmycheek!”criedGeorgiana。“Removeit!removeit!-
whateverbethecost-orweshallbothgomad!”
“Heavenknows,yourwordsaretootrue。”saidAylmer,sadly。“And
now,dearest,returntoyourboudoir。Inalittlewhile,allwillbe
tested。”
Heconductedherback,andtookleaveofherwithasolemn
tenderness,whichspokefarmorethanhiswordshowmuchwasnowat
stake。Afterhisdeparture,Georgianabecamewraptinmusings。She
consideredthecharacterofAylmer,anddiditcompleterjustice
thanatanypreviousmoment。Herheartexulted,whileittrembled,
athishonorablelove,sopureandloftythatitwouldaccept
nothinglessthanperfection,normiserablymakeitselfcontentedwith
anearthliernaturethanhehaddreamedof。Shefelthowmuchmore
preciouswassuchasentiment,thanthatmeanerkindwhichwould
havebornewiththeimperfectionforhersake,andhavebeenguiltyof
treasontoholylove,bydegradingitsperfectideatothelevelof
theactual。And,withherwholespirit,sheprayed,that,forasingle
moment,shemightsatisfyhishighestanddeepestconception。Longer
thanonemoment,shewellknew,itcouldnotbe;forhisspiritwas
everonthemarch-everascending-andeachinstantrequiredsomething
thatwasbeyondthescopeoftheinstantbefore。
Thesoundofherhusband’sfootstepsarousedher。Heboreacrystal
goblet,containingaliquorcolorlessaswater,butbrightenoughto
bethedraughtofimmortality。Aylmerwaspale;butitseemedrather
theconsequenceofahighlywroughtstateofmind,andtensionof
spirit,thanoffearordoubt。
“Theconcoctionofthedraughthasbeenperfect。”saidhe,in
answertoGeorgiana’slook。“Unlessallmysciencehavedeceivedme,
itcannotfail。”
“Saveonyouraccount,mydearestAylmer。”observedhiswife,“I
mightwishtoputoffthisbirthmarkofmortalitybyrelinquishing
mortalityitself,inpreferencetoanyothermode。Lifeisbutasad
possessiontothosewhohaveattainedpreciselythedegreeofmoral
advancementatwhichIstand。WereIweakerandblinder,itmightbe
happiness。WereIstronger,itmightbeenduredhopefully。But,being
whatIfindmyself,methinksIamofallmortalsthemostfittodie。”
“Youarefitforheavenwithouttastingdeath!”repliedher
husband。“Butwhydowespeakofdying?Thedraughtcannotfail。
Beholditseffectuponthisplant!”
Onthewindow-seattherestoodageranium,diseasedwithyellow
blotches,whichhadoverspreadallitsleaves。Aylmerpouredasmall
quantityoftheliquiduponthesoilinwhichitgrew。Inalittle
time,whentherootsoftheplanthadtakenupthemoisture,the
unsightlyblotchesbegantobeextinguishedinalivingverdure。
“Thereneedednoproof。”saidGeorgiana,quietly。“Givemethe
goblet。Ijoyfullystakealluponyourword。”
“Drink,then,thouloftycreature!”exclaimedAylmer,withfervid
admiration。“Thereisnotaintofimperfectiononthyspirit。Thy
sensibleframe,too,shallsoonbeallperfect!”
Shequaffedtheliquid,andreturnedthegoblettohishand。
“Itisgrateful。”saidshe,withaplacidsmile。“Methinksitis
likewaterfromaheavenlyfountain;foritcontainsIknownotwhat
ofunobtrusivefragranceanddeliciousness。Itallaysafeverish
thirst,thathadparchedmeformanydays。Now,dearest,letmesleep。
Myearthlysensesareclosingovermyspirit,liketheleavesaround
theheartofarose,atsunset。”
Shespokethelastwordswithagentlereluctance,asifit
requiredalmostmoreenergythanshecouldcommandtopronouncethe
faintandlingeringsyllables。Scarcelyhadtheyloiteredthrough
herlips,ereshewaslostinslumber。Aylmersatbyherside,
watchingheraspectwiththeemotionspropertoaman,thewholevalue
ofwhoseexistencewasinvolvedintheprocessnowtobetested。
Mingledwiththismood,however,wasthephilosophicinvestigation,
characteristicofthemanofscience。Nottheminutestsymptomescaped
him。Aheightenedflushofthecheek-aslightirregularityofbreath-
aquiveroftheeyelid-ahardlyperceptibletremorthroughtheframe-
suchwerethedetailswhich,asthemomentspassed,hewrotedownin
hisfoliovolume。Intensethoughthadsetitsstampuponevery
previouspageofthatvolume;butthethoughtsofyearswereall
concentrateduponthelast。
Whilethusemployed,hefailednottogazeoftenatthefatalHand,
andnotwithoutashudder。Yetonce,byastrangeandunaccountable
impulse,hepresseditwithhislips。Hisspiritrecoiled,however,in
theveryact,andGeorgiana,outofthemidstofherdeepsleep,moved
uneasilyandmurmured,asifinremonstrance。Again,Aylmerresumed
hiswatch。Norwasitwithoutavail。TheCrimsonHand,whichat
firsthadbeenstronglyvisibleuponthemarblepalenessof
Georgiana’scheeknowgrewmorefaintlyoutlined。Sheremainednot
lesspalethanever;butthebirthmark,witheverybreaththatcame
andwent,lostsomewhatofitsformerdistinctness。Itspresencehad
beenawful;itsdeparturewasmoreawfulstill。Watchthestainofthe
rainbowfadingoutofthesky;andyouwillknowhowthatmysterious
symbolpassedaway。
“ByHeaven,itiswell-nighgone!”saidAylmertohimself,in
almostirrepressibleecstasy。“Icanscarcelytraceitnow。Success!
Success!Andnowitislikethefaintestrose-color。Theslightest
flushofbloodacrosshercheekwouldovercomeit。Butsheisso
pale!”
Hedrewasidethewindow-curtain,andsufferedthelightofnatural
daytofallintotheroom,andrestuponhercheek。Atthesame
time,heheardagross,hoarsechuckle,whichhehadlongknownashis
servantAminadab’sexpressionofdelight。
“Ah,clod!Ah,earthlymass!”criedAylmer,laughinginasortof
frenzy。“Youhaveservedmewell!MasterandSpirit-EarthandHeaven-
havebothdonetheirpartinthis!Laugh,thingofthesenses!You
haveearnedtherighttolaugh。”
TheseexclamationsbrokeGeorgiana’ssleep。Sheslowlyunclosedher
eyes,andgazedintothemirror,whichherhusbandhadarrangedfor
thatpurpose。Afaintsmileflittedoverherlips,whensherecognized
howbarelyperceptiblewasnowthatCrimsonHand,whichhadonce
blazedforthwithsuchdisastrousbrilliancyastoscareawayall
theirhappiness。ButthenhereyessoughtAylmer’sface,witha
troubleandanxietythathecouldbynomeansaccountfor。
“MypoorAylmer!”murmuredshe。
“Poor?Nay,richest!Happiest!Mostfavored!”exclaimedhe。“My
peerlessbride,itissuccessful!Youareperfect!”
“MypoorAylmer!”sherepeated,withamorethanhuman
tenderness。“Youhaveaimedloftily!youhavedonenobly!Donot
repent,that,withsohighandpureafeeling,youhaverejectedthe
besttheearthcouldoffer。Aylmer-dearestAylmer,Iamdying!”
Alas,itwastootrue!ThefatalHandhadgrappledwiththemystery
oflife,andwasthebondbywhichanangelicspiritkeptitselfin
unionwithamortalframe。Asthelastcrimsontintofthebirthmark-
thatsoletokenofhumanimperfection-fadedfromhercheek,the
partingbreathofthenowperfectwomanpassedintotheatmosphere,
andhersoul,lingeringamomentnearherhusband,tookitsheavenward
flight。Thenahoarse,chucklinglaughwasheardagain!Thuseverdoes
thegrossFatalityofEarthexultinitsinvariabletriumphoverthe
immortalessence,which,inthisdimsphereofhalf-development,
demandsthecompletenessofahigherstate。Yet,hadAylmerreacheda
profounderwisdom,heneednotthushaveflungawaythehappiness,
whichwouldhavewovenhismortallifeoftheself-sametexturewith
thecelestial。Themomentarycircumstancewastoostrongforhim;he
failedtolookbeyondtheshadowyscopeofTime,andlivingoncefor
allinEternity,tofindtheperfectFutureinthepresent。
byNathanielHawthorne
NOTAGREATWHILEAGO,passingthroughthegateofdreams,I
visitedthatregionoftheearthinwhichliesthefamouscityof
Destruction。Itinterestedmemuchtolearnthat,bythepublicspirit
ofsomeoftheinhabitants,arailroadhasrecentlybeenestablished
betweenthispopulousandflourishingtown,andtheCelestialCity。
Havingalittletimeuponmyhands,Iresolvedtogratifyaliberal
curiositytomakeatripthither。Accordingly,onefinemorning,after
payingmybillatthehotel,anddirectingtheportertostowmy
luggagebehindacoach,Itookmyseatinthevehicleandsetout
fortheStation-house。Itwasmygoodfortunetoenjoythecompanyof
agentleman-oneMr。Smooth-it-away-who,thoughhehadneveractually
visitedtheCelestialCity,yetseemedaswellacquaintedwithits
laws,customs,policy,andstatistics,aswiththoseofthecityof
Destruction,ofwhichhewasanativetownsman。Being,moreover,a
Directoroftherailroadcorporation,andoneofitslargest
stockholders,hehaditinhispowertogivemealldesirable
informationrespectingthatpraiseworthyenterprise。
Ourcoachrattledoutofthecity,and,atashortdistancefrom
itsoutskirts,passedoverabridge,ofelegantconstruction,but
somewhattooslight,asIimagined,tosustainanyconsiderable
weight。Onbothsideslayanextensivequagmire,whichcouldnot
havebeenmoredisagreeableeithertosightorsmell,hadallthe
kennelsoftheearthemptiedtheirpollutionthere。
“This。”remarkedMr。Smooth-it-away,“isthefamousSloughof
Despond-adisgracetoalltheneighborhood;andthegreater,that
itmightsoeasilybeconvertedintofirmground。”
“Ihaveunderstood,saidI,“thateffortshavebeenmadeforthat
purpose,fromtimeimmemorial。Bunyanmentionsthatabovetwenty
thousandcart-loadsofwholesomeinstructionshadbeenthrowninhere,
withouteffect。”
“Veryprobably!andwhateffectcouldbeanticipatedfromsuch
unsubstantialstuff?”criedMr。Smooth-it-away。“Youobservethis
convenientbridge。Weobtainedasufficientfoundationforitby
throwingintotheSloughsomeeditionsofbooksofmorality,volumes
ofFrenchphilosophyandGermanrationalism,tracts,sermons,and
essaysofmodernclergymen,extractsfromPlato,Confucius,and
variousHindoosages,togetherwithafewingeniouscommentaries
upontextsofScripture-allofwhich,bysomescientificprocess,
havebeenconvertedintoamasslikegranite。Thewholebogmightbe
filledupwithsimilarmatter。”
Itreallyseemedtome,however,thatthebridgevibratedand
heavedupanddowninaveryformidablemanner;and,spiteofMr。
Smooth-it-away’stestimonytothesolidityofitsfoundation,Ishould
belothtocrossitinacrowdedomnibus;especially,ifeach
passengerwereencumberedwithasheavyluggageasthatgentleman
andmyself。Nevertheless,wegotoverwithoutaccident,andsoonfound
ourselvesattheStation-house。Thisveryneatandspaciousedificeis
erectedonthesiteofthelittleWicket-Gate,whichformerly,as
alloldpilgrimswillrecollect,stooddirectlyacrossthehighway,
and,byitsinconvenientnarrowness,wasagreatobstructiontothe
travellerofliberalmindandexpansivestomach。ThereaderofJohn
Bunyanwillbegladtoknow,thatChristian’soldfriendEvangelist,
whowasaccustomedtosupplyeachpilgrimwithamysticroll,now
presidesattheticketoffice。Somemaliciouspersons,itistrue,
denytheidentityofthisreputablecharacterwiththeEvangelistof
oldtimes,andevenpretendtobringcompetentevidenceofan
imposture。Withoutinvolvingmyselfinadispute,Ishallmerely
observe,that,sofarasmyexperiencegoes,thesquarepiecesof
pasteboard,nowdeliveredtopassengers,aremuchmoreconvenient
andusefulalongtheroad,thantheantiquerollofparchment。Whether
theywillbeasreadilyreceivedatthegateoftheCelestialCity,
Ideclinegivinganopinion。
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