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第42章

  “No,no,Georgiana!”saidAylmerimpatiently,“itmustnotbe。”
  “Isubmit。”repliedshecalmly。“And,Aylmer,Ishallquaff
  whateverdraughtyoubringme;butitwillbeonthesameprinciple
  thatwouldinducemetotakeadoseofpoison,ifofferedbyyour
  hand。”
  “Mynoblewife。”saidAylmer,deeplymoved,“Iknewnottheheight
  anddepthofyournature,untilnow。Nothingshallbeconcealed。
  Know,then,thatthisCrimsonHand,superficialasitseems,has
  clutcheditsgraspintoyourbeing,withastrengthofwhichIhadno
  previousconception。Ihavealreadyadministeredagentspowerful
  enoughtodoaughtexcepttochangeyourentirephysicalsystem。Only
  onethingremainstobetried。Ifthatfailus,weareruined!”
  “Whydidyouhesitatetotellmethis?”askedshe。
  “Because,Georgiana。”saidAylmer,inalowvoice,“thereis
  danger!”
  “Danger?Thereisbutonedanger-thatthishorriblestigmashall
  beleftuponmycheek!”criedGeorgiana。“Removeit!removeit!-
  whateverbethecost-orweshallbothgomad!”
  “Heavenknows,yourwordsaretootrue。”saidAylmer,sadly。“And
  now,dearest,returntoyourboudoir。Inalittlewhile,allwillbe
  tested。”
  Heconductedherback,andtookleaveofherwithasolemn
  tenderness,whichspokefarmorethanhiswordshowmuchwasnowat
  stake。Afterhisdeparture,Georgianabecamewraptinmusings。She
  consideredthecharacterofAylmer,anddiditcompleterjustice
  thanatanypreviousmoment。Herheartexulted,whileittrembled,
  athishonorablelove,sopureandloftythatitwouldaccept
  nothinglessthanperfection,normiserablymakeitselfcontentedwith
  anearthliernaturethanhehaddreamedof。Shefelthowmuchmore
  preciouswassuchasentiment,thanthatmeanerkindwhichwould
  havebornewiththeimperfectionforhersake,andhavebeenguiltyof
  treasontoholylove,bydegradingitsperfectideatothelevelof
  theactual。And,withherwholespirit,sheprayed,that,forasingle
  moment,shemightsatisfyhishighestanddeepestconception。Longer
  thanonemoment,shewellknew,itcouldnotbe;forhisspiritwas
  everonthemarch-everascending-andeachinstantrequiredsomething
  thatwasbeyondthescopeoftheinstantbefore。
  Thesoundofherhusband’sfootstepsarousedher。Heboreacrystal
  goblet,containingaliquorcolorlessaswater,butbrightenoughto
  bethedraughtofimmortality。Aylmerwaspale;butitseemedrather
  theconsequenceofahighlywroughtstateofmind,andtensionof
  spirit,thanoffearordoubt。
  “Theconcoctionofthedraughthasbeenperfect。”saidhe,in
  answertoGeorgiana’slook。“Unlessallmysciencehavedeceivedme,
  itcannotfail。”
  “Saveonyouraccount,mydearestAylmer。”observedhiswife,“I
  mightwishtoputoffthisbirthmarkofmortalitybyrelinquishing
  mortalityitself,inpreferencetoanyothermode。Lifeisbutasad
  possessiontothosewhohaveattainedpreciselythedegreeofmoral
  advancementatwhichIstand。WereIweakerandblinder,itmightbe
  happiness。WereIstronger,itmightbeenduredhopefully。But,being
  whatIfindmyself,methinksIamofallmortalsthemostfittodie。”
  “Youarefitforheavenwithouttastingdeath!”repliedher
  husband。“Butwhydowespeakofdying?Thedraughtcannotfail。
  Beholditseffectuponthisplant!”
  Onthewindow-seattherestoodageranium,diseasedwithyellow
  blotches,whichhadoverspreadallitsleaves。Aylmerpouredasmall
  quantityoftheliquiduponthesoilinwhichitgrew。Inalittle
  time,whentherootsoftheplanthadtakenupthemoisture,the
  unsightlyblotchesbegantobeextinguishedinalivingverdure。
  “Thereneedednoproof。”saidGeorgiana,quietly。“Givemethe
  goblet。Ijoyfullystakealluponyourword。”
  “Drink,then,thouloftycreature!”exclaimedAylmer,withfervid
  admiration。“Thereisnotaintofimperfectiononthyspirit。Thy
  sensibleframe,too,shallsoonbeallperfect!”
  Shequaffedtheliquid,andreturnedthegoblettohishand。
  “Itisgrateful。”saidshe,withaplacidsmile。“Methinksitis
  likewaterfromaheavenlyfountain;foritcontainsIknownotwhat
  ofunobtrusivefragranceanddeliciousness。Itallaysafeverish
  thirst,thathadparchedmeformanydays。Now,dearest,letmesleep。
  Myearthlysensesareclosingovermyspirit,liketheleavesaround
  theheartofarose,atsunset。”
  Shespokethelastwordswithagentlereluctance,asifit
  requiredalmostmoreenergythanshecouldcommandtopronouncethe
  faintandlingeringsyllables。Scarcelyhadtheyloiteredthrough
  herlips,ereshewaslostinslumber。Aylmersatbyherside,
  watchingheraspectwiththeemotionspropertoaman,thewholevalue
  ofwhoseexistencewasinvolvedintheprocessnowtobetested。
  Mingledwiththismood,however,wasthephilosophicinvestigation,
  characteristicofthemanofscience。Nottheminutestsymptomescaped
  him。Aheightenedflushofthecheek-aslightirregularityofbreath-
  aquiveroftheeyelid-ahardlyperceptibletremorthroughtheframe-
  suchwerethedetailswhich,asthemomentspassed,hewrotedownin
  hisfoliovolume。Intensethoughthadsetitsstampuponevery
  previouspageofthatvolume;butthethoughtsofyearswereall
  concentrateduponthelast。
  Whilethusemployed,hefailednottogazeoftenatthefatalHand,
  andnotwithoutashudder。Yetonce,byastrangeandunaccountable
  impulse,hepresseditwithhislips。Hisspiritrecoiled,however,in
  theveryact,andGeorgiana,outofthemidstofherdeepsleep,moved
  uneasilyandmurmured,asifinremonstrance。Again,Aylmerresumed
  hiswatch。Norwasitwithoutavail。TheCrimsonHand,whichat
  firsthadbeenstronglyvisibleuponthemarblepalenessof
  Georgiana’scheeknowgrewmorefaintlyoutlined。Sheremainednot
  lesspalethanever;butthebirthmark,witheverybreaththatcame
  andwent,lostsomewhatofitsformerdistinctness。Itspresencehad
  beenawful;itsdeparturewasmoreawfulstill。Watchthestainofthe
  rainbowfadingoutofthesky;andyouwillknowhowthatmysterious
  symbolpassedaway。
  “ByHeaven,itiswell-nighgone!”saidAylmertohimself,in
  almostirrepressibleecstasy。“Icanscarcelytraceitnow。Success!
  Success!Andnowitislikethefaintestrose-color。Theslightest
  flushofbloodacrosshercheekwouldovercomeit。Butsheisso
  pale!”
  Hedrewasidethewindow-curtain,andsufferedthelightofnatural
  daytofallintotheroom,andrestuponhercheek。Atthesame
  time,heheardagross,hoarsechuckle,whichhehadlongknownashis
  servantAminadab’sexpressionofdelight。
  “Ah,clod!Ah,earthlymass!”criedAylmer,laughinginasortof
  frenzy。“Youhaveservedmewell!MasterandSpirit-EarthandHeaven-
  havebothdonetheirpartinthis!Laugh,thingofthesenses!You
  haveearnedtherighttolaugh。”
  TheseexclamationsbrokeGeorgiana’ssleep。Sheslowlyunclosedher
  eyes,andgazedintothemirror,whichherhusbandhadarrangedfor
  thatpurpose。Afaintsmileflittedoverherlips,whensherecognized
  howbarelyperceptiblewasnowthatCrimsonHand,whichhadonce
  blazedforthwithsuchdisastrousbrilliancyastoscareawayall
  theirhappiness。ButthenhereyessoughtAylmer’sface,witha
  troubleandanxietythathecouldbynomeansaccountfor。
  “MypoorAylmer!”murmuredshe。
  “Poor?Nay,richest!Happiest!Mostfavored!”exclaimedhe。“My
  peerlessbride,itissuccessful!Youareperfect!”
  “MypoorAylmer!”sherepeated,withamorethanhuman
  tenderness。“Youhaveaimedloftily!youhavedonenobly!Donot
  repent,that,withsohighandpureafeeling,youhaverejectedthe
  besttheearthcouldoffer。Aylmer-dearestAylmer,Iamdying!”
  Alas,itwastootrue!ThefatalHandhadgrappledwiththemystery
  oflife,andwasthebondbywhichanangelicspiritkeptitselfin
  unionwithamortalframe。Asthelastcrimsontintofthebirthmark-
  thatsoletokenofhumanimperfection-fadedfromhercheek,the
  partingbreathofthenowperfectwomanpassedintotheatmosphere,
  andhersoul,lingeringamomentnearherhusband,tookitsheavenward
  flight。Thenahoarse,chucklinglaughwasheardagain!Thuseverdoes
  thegrossFatalityofEarthexultinitsinvariabletriumphoverthe
  immortalessence,which,inthisdimsphereofhalf-development,
  demandsthecompletenessofahigherstate。Yet,hadAylmerreacheda
  profounderwisdom,heneednotthushaveflungawaythehappiness,
  whichwouldhavewovenhismortallifeoftheself-sametexturewith
  thecelestial。Themomentarycircumstancewastoostrongforhim;he
  failedtolookbeyondtheshadowyscopeofTime,andlivingoncefor
  allinEternity,tofindtheperfectFutureinthepresent。
  byNathanielHawthorne
  NOTAGREATWHILEAGO,passingthroughthegateofdreams,I
  visitedthatregionoftheearthinwhichliesthefamouscityof
  Destruction。Itinterestedmemuchtolearnthat,bythepublicspirit
  ofsomeoftheinhabitants,arailroadhasrecentlybeenestablished
  betweenthispopulousandflourishingtown,andtheCelestialCity。
  Havingalittletimeuponmyhands,Iresolvedtogratifyaliberal
  curiositytomakeatripthither。Accordingly,onefinemorning,after
  payingmybillatthehotel,anddirectingtheportertostowmy
  luggagebehindacoach,Itookmyseatinthevehicleandsetout
  fortheStation-house。Itwasmygoodfortunetoenjoythecompanyof
  agentleman-oneMr。Smooth-it-away-who,thoughhehadneveractually
  visitedtheCelestialCity,yetseemedaswellacquaintedwithits
  laws,customs,policy,andstatistics,aswiththoseofthecityof
  Destruction,ofwhichhewasanativetownsman。Being,moreover,a
  Directoroftherailroadcorporation,andoneofitslargest
  stockholders,hehaditinhispowertogivemealldesirable
  informationrespectingthatpraiseworthyenterprise。
  Ourcoachrattledoutofthecity,and,atashortdistancefrom
  itsoutskirts,passedoverabridge,ofelegantconstruction,but
  somewhattooslight,asIimagined,tosustainanyconsiderable
  weight。Onbothsideslayanextensivequagmire,whichcouldnot
  havebeenmoredisagreeableeithertosightorsmell,hadallthe
  kennelsoftheearthemptiedtheirpollutionthere。
  “This。”remarkedMr。Smooth-it-away,“isthefamousSloughof
  Despond-adisgracetoalltheneighborhood;andthegreater,that
  itmightsoeasilybeconvertedintofirmground。”
  “Ihaveunderstood,saidI,“thateffortshavebeenmadeforthat
  purpose,fromtimeimmemorial。Bunyanmentionsthatabovetwenty
  thousandcart-loadsofwholesomeinstructionshadbeenthrowninhere,
  withouteffect。”
  “Veryprobably!andwhateffectcouldbeanticipatedfromsuch
  unsubstantialstuff?”criedMr。Smooth-it-away。“Youobservethis
  convenientbridge。Weobtainedasufficientfoundationforitby
  throwingintotheSloughsomeeditionsofbooksofmorality,volumes
  ofFrenchphilosophyandGermanrationalism,tracts,sermons,and
  essaysofmodernclergymen,extractsfromPlato,Confucius,and
  variousHindoosages,togetherwithafewingeniouscommentaries
  upontextsofScripture-allofwhich,bysomescientificprocess,
  havebeenconvertedintoamasslikegranite。Thewholebogmightbe
  filledupwithsimilarmatter。”
  Itreallyseemedtome,however,thatthebridgevibratedand
  heavedupanddowninaveryformidablemanner;and,spiteofMr。
  Smooth-it-away’stestimonytothesolidityofitsfoundation,Ishould
  belothtocrossitinacrowdedomnibus;especially,ifeach
  passengerwereencumberedwithasheavyluggageasthatgentleman
  andmyself。Nevertheless,wegotoverwithoutaccident,andsoonfound
  ourselvesattheStation-house。Thisveryneatandspaciousedificeis
  erectedonthesiteofthelittleWicket-Gate,whichformerly,as
  alloldpilgrimswillrecollect,stooddirectlyacrossthehighway,
  and,byitsinconvenientnarrowness,wasagreatobstructiontothe
  travellerofliberalmindandexpansivestomach。ThereaderofJohn
  Bunyanwillbegladtoknow,thatChristian’soldfriendEvangelist,
  whowasaccustomedtosupplyeachpilgrimwithamysticroll,now
  presidesattheticketoffice。Somemaliciouspersons,itistrue,
  denytheidentityofthisreputablecharacterwiththeEvangelistof
  oldtimes,andevenpretendtobringcompetentevidenceofan
  imposture。Withoutinvolvingmyselfinadispute,Ishallmerely
  observe,that,sofarasmyexperiencegoes,thesquarepiecesof
  pasteboard,nowdeliveredtopassengers,aremuchmoreconvenient
  andusefulalongtheroad,thantheantiquerollofparchment。Whether
  theywillbeasreadilyreceivedatthegateoftheCelestialCity,
  Ideclinegivinganopinion。