ThesecondincidentwasthatwhichhadearnedPinkertonhisreputation。Inacrowdedstudio,whilesomeveryfilthybrutalitieswerebeingpractisedonatremblingdebutant,atall,palefellowsprangfromhisstoolandwithoutthesmallestprefaceorexplanationsangout,“AllEnglishandAmericanstocleartheshop!”Ourraceisbrutal,butnotfilthy;andthesummonswasnoblyrespondedto。EveryAnglo-Saxonstudentseizedhisstool;inamomentthestudiowasfullofbloodycoxcombs,theFrenchfleeingindisorderforthedoor,thevictimliberatedandamazed。Inthisfeatofarms,bothEnglish-speakingnationscoveredthemselveswithglory;butIamproudtoclaimtheauthorofthewholeforanAmerican,andapatrioticAmericanatthat,beingthesamegentlemanwhohadsubsequentlytobehelddowninthebottomofaboxduringaperformanceof_L’OncleSam_,sobbingatintervals,“Mycountry!Omycountry!”Whileyetanothermynewacquaintance,Pinkertonwassupposedtohavemadethemostconspicuousfigureintheactualbattle。Atoneblow,hehadbrokenhisownstool,andsentthelargestofhisopponentsbackforemostthroughwhatweusedtocalla“conscientiousnude。”Itappearsthat,inthecontinuationofhisflight,thisfallenwarriorissuedontheboulevardstillframedintheburstcanvas。
Itwillbeunderstoodhowmuchtalktheincidentarousedinthestudents’quarter,andthatIwashighlygratifiedtomaketheacquaintanceofmyfamouscountryman。ItchancedIwastoseemoreofthequixoticsideofhischaracterbeforethemorningwasdone;foraswecontinuedtostrolltogether,I
foundmyselfnearthestudioofayoungFrenchmanwhoseworkIhadpromisedtoexamine,andinthefashionofthequartercarriedupPinkertonalongwithme。Someofmycomradesofthisdatewereprettyobnoxiousfellows。Icouldalmostalwaysadmireandrespectthegrown-uppractitionersofartinParis;butmanyofthosewhowerestillinastateofpupilageweresorryspecimens,somuchsothatIusedoftentowonderwherethepainterscamefrom,andwherethebrutesofstudentswentto。Asimilarmysteryhangsovertheintermediatestagesofthemedicalprofession,andmusthaveperplexedtheleastobservant。Theruffian,atleast,whomI
nowcarriedPinkertontovisit,wasoneofthemostcrapulousinthequarter。Heturnedoutforourdelectationahuge“crust“asweusedtocallitofSt。Stephen,wallowinginreduponhisbellyinanexhaustedreceiver,andacrowdofHebrewsinblue,green,andyellow,peltinghim——apparentlywithbuns;andwhilewegazeduponthiscontrivance,regaleduswithapieceofhisownrecentbiography,ofwhichhismindwasstillveryfull,andwhichheseemedtofancy,representedhiminaheroicposture。IwasoneofthosecosmopolitanAmericans,whoaccepttheworldwhetherathomeorabroadastheyfindit,andwhosefavouritepartisthatofthespectator;yetevenIwaslisteningwithill-suppresseddisgust,whenIwasawareofaviolentpluckingatmysleeve。
“Ishesayinghekickedherdownstairs?”askedPinkerton,whiteasSt。Stephen。
“Yes。”saidI:“hisdiscardedmistress;andthenhepeltedherwithstones。Isupposethat’swhatgavehimtheideaforhispicture。Hehasjustbeenallegingthepatheticexcusethatshewasoldenoughtobehismother。”
SomethinglikeasobbrokefromPinkerton。“Tellhim。”hegasped——“Ican’tspeakthislanguage,thoughIunderstandalittle;Ineverhadanypropereducation——tellhimI’mgoingtopunchhishead。”
“ForGod’ssake,donothingofthesort!”Icried。“Theydon’tunderstandthatsortofthinghere。”AndItriedtobundlehimout。
“Tellhimfirstwhatwethinkofhim。”heobjected。“Letmetellhimwhathelooksintheeyesofapure-mindedAmerican“
“Leavethattome。”saidI,thrustingPinkertonclearthroughthedoor。
“Qu’est-cequ’ila?”[1]inquiredthestudent。
[1]“What’sthematterwithhim?”
“Monsieursesentmalaucoeurd’avoirtropregardevotrecroute。”[2]saidI,andmademyescape,scarcewithdignity,atPinkerton’sheels。
[2]“Thegentlemanissickathisstomachfromhavinglookedtoolongatyourdaub。”
“Whatdidyousaytohim?”heasked。
“Theonlythingthathecouldfeel。”wasmyreply。
Afterthisscene,thefreedomwithwhichIhadejectedmynewacquaintance,andtheprecipitationwithwhichIhadfollowedhim,theleastIcoulddowastoproposeluncheon。IhaveforgotthenameoftheplacetowhichIledhim,nothingloath;
itwasonthefarsideoftheLuxembourgatleast,withagardenbehind,wherewewerespeedilysetfacetofaceattable,andbegantodigintoeachother’shistoryandcharacter,liketerriersafterrabbits,accordingtotheapprovedfashionofyouth。
Pinkerton’sparentswerefromtheoldcountry;theretoo,I
incidentallygathered,hehadhimselfbeenborn,thoughitwasacircumstanceheseemedpronetoforget。Whetherhehadrunaway,orhisfatherhadturnedhimout,Ineverfathomed;butabouttheageoftwelve,hewasthrownuponhisownresources。Atravellingtin-typephotographerpickedhimup,likeahawoutofahedgerow,onawaysideinNewJersey;tookafancytotheurchin;carriedhimonwithhiminhiswanderinglife;taughthimallheknewhimself——totaketin-typesaswellasIcanmakeoutanddoubttheScriptures;anddiedatlastinOhioatthecornerofaroad。“Hewasagrandspecimen。”criedPinkerton;“Iwishyoucouldhaveseenhim,Mr。Dodd。Hehadanappearanceofmagnanimitythatusedtoremindmeofthepatriarchs。”Onthedeathofthisrandomprotector,theboyinheritedtheplantandcontinuedthebusiness。“ItwasalifeI
couldhavechosen,Mr。Dodd!”hecried。“Ihavebeeninallthefinestscenesofthatmagnificentcontinentthatwewereborntobetheheirsof。Iwishyoucouldseemycollectionoftin-types;
IwishIhadthemhere。Theyweretakenformyownpleasureandtobeamemento;andtheyshowNatureinhergrandestaswellashergentlestmoments。”AshetrampedtheWesternStatesandTerritories,takingtin-types,theboywascontinuallygettingholdofbooks,good,bad,andindifferent,popularandabstruse,fromthenovelsofSylvanusCobbtoEuclid’sElements,bothofwhichIfoundtomyalmostequalwonder
hehadmanagedtoperuse:hewastakingstockbytheway,ofthepeople,theproducts,andthecountry,withaneyeunusuallyobservantandamemoryunusuallyretentive;andhewascollectingforhimselfabodyofmagnanimousandsemi-
intellectualnonsense,whichhesupposedtobethenaturalthoughtsandtocontainthewholedutyofthebornAmerican。
Tobepure-minded,tobepatriotic,togetcultureandmoneywithbothhandsandwiththesameirrationalfervour——theseappearedtobethechiefarticlesofhiscreed。InlaterdaysnotofcourseuponthisfirstoccasionIwouldsometimesaskhimwhy;andhehadhisanswerpat。“Tobuildupthetype!”hewouldcry。“We’reallcommittedtothat;we’reallunderbondtofulfiltheAmericanType!Loudon,thehopeoftheworldisthere。Ifwefail,liketheseoldfeudalmonarchies,whatisleft?”
Thetradeofatin-typerprovedtoonarrowforthelad’sambition;itwasinsusceptibleofexpansion,heexplained,itwasnottrulymodern;andbyasuddenconversionoffront,hebecamearailroad-scalper。TheprinciplesofthistradeIneverclearlyunderstood;butitsessenceappearstobetocheattherailroadsoutoftheirduefare。“Ithrewmywholesoulintoit;I
grudgedmyselffoodandsleepwhileIwasatit;themostpractisedhandsadmittedIhadcaughtontotheideainamonthandrevolutionisedthepracticeinsideofayear。”hesaid。“Andthere’sinterestinit,too。It’samusingtopickoutsomeonegoingby,makeupyourmindabouthischaracterandtastes,dashoutoftheofficeandhithimflyingwithanofferoftheveryplacehewantstogoto。Idon’tthinktherewasascalperonthecontinentmadefewerblunders。ButItookitonlyasastage。Iwassavingeverydollar;Iwaslookingahead。IknewwhatIwanted——wealth,education,arefinedhome,andaconscientious,culturedladyforawife;for,Mr。Dodd“——thiswithaformidableoutcry——“everymanisboundtomarryabovehim:ifthewoman’snottheman’ssuperior,Ibranditasmeresensuality。Therewasmyidea,atleast。ThatwaswhatIwassavingfor;andenough,too!Butitisn’teveryman,Iknowthat——it’sfarfromeveryman——coulddowhatIdid:closeupthelivestagencyinSaintJo,wherehewascoiningdollarsbythepot,setoutalone,withoutafriendorawordofFrench,andsettledownheretospendhiscapitallearningart。”
“Wasitanoldtaste?”Iaskedhim,“orasuddenfancy?”
“Neither,Mr。Dodd。”headmitted。“OfcourseIhadlearnedinmytin-typingexcursionstogloryandexultintheworksofGod。Butitwasn’tthat。Ijustsaidtomyself,Whatismostwantedinmyageandcountry?Morecultureandmoreart,I
said;andIchosethebestplace,savedmymoney,andcameheretogetthem。”
Thewholeattitudeofthisyoungmanwarmedandshamedme。
HehadmorefireinhislittletoethanIhadinmywholecarcase;hewasstuffedtoburstingwiththemanlyvirtues;
thriftandcourageglowedinhim;andevenifhisartisticvocationseemedtooneofmyexclusivetenetsnotquiteclear,whocouldpredictwhatmightbeaccomplishedbyacreaturesofull-bloodedandsoinspiredwithanimalandintellectualenergy?So,whenheproposedthatIshouldcomeandseehisworkoneoftheregularstagesofaLatinQuarterfriendship,I
followedhimwithinterestandhope。
HelodgedparsimoniouslyatthetopofatallhouseneartheObservatory,inabareroom,principallyfurnishedwithhisowntrunksandpaperedwithhisowndespicablestudies。Nomanhaslesstastefordisagreeabledutiesthanmyself;perhapsthereisonlyonesubjectonwhichIcannotflatteramanwithoutablush;butuponthat,uponallthattouchesart,mysincerityisRoman。OnceandtwiceImadethecircuitofhiswallsinsilence,spyingineverycornerforsomesparkofmerit;he,meanwhile,followingcloseatmyheels,readingtheverdictinmyfacewithfurtiveglances,presentingsomefreshstudyformyinspectionwithundisguisedanxiety,andafterithadbeensilentlyweighedinthebalancesandfoundwantingwhiskingitawaywithanopengestureofdespair。Bythetimethesecondroundwascompleted,wewerebothextremelydepressed。
“O!”hegroaned,breakingthelongsilence,“it’squiteunnecessaryyoushouldspeak!”
“Doyouwantmetobefrankwithyou?Ithinkyouarewastingtime。”saidI。
“Youdon’tseeanypromise?”heinquired,beguiledbysomereturnofhope,andturninguponmetheembarrassingbrightnessofhiseye。“Notinthisstill-lifehere,ofthemelon?
Onefellowthoughtitgood。”
ItwastheleastIcoulddotogivethemelonamoreparticularexamination;which,whenIhaddone,Icouldbutshakemyhead。“Iamtrulysorry,Pinkerton。”saidI,“butIcan’tadviseyoutopersevere。”
Heseemedtorecoverhisfortitudeatthemoment,reboundingfromdisappointmentlikeamanofindia-rubber。“Well。”saidhestoutly,“Idon’tknowthatI’msurprised。ButI’llgoonwiththecourse;andthrowmywholesoulintoit,too。Youmustn’tthinkthetimeislost。It’sallculture;itwillhelpmetoextendmyrelationswhenIgetbackhome;itmayfitmeforapositionononeoftheillustrateds;andthenIcanalwaysturndealer。”hesaid,utteringthemonstrousproposition,whichwasenoughtoshaketheLatinQuartertothedust,withentiresimplicity。“It’sallexperience,besides;“hecontinued,“anditseemstomethere’satendencytounderrateexperience,bothasnetprofitandinvestment。Nevermind。That’sdonewith。Butittookcourageforyoutosaywhatyoudid,andI’llneverforgetit。
Here’smyhand,Mr。Dodd。I’mnotyourequalincultureortalent——“
“Youknownothingaboutthat。”Iinterrupted。“Ihaveseenyourwork,butyouhaven’tseenmine。
“NomoreIhave。”hecried;“andlet’sgoseeitatonce!ButI
knowyouareawayup。Icanfeelithere。”
Tosaytruth,Iwasalmostashamedtointroducehimtomystudio——mywork,whetherabsolutelygoodorbad,beingsovastlysuperiortohis。Buthisspiritswerenowquiterestored;
andheamazedme,ontheway,withhislight-heartedtalkandnewprojects。SothatIbeganatlasttounderstandhowmatterslay:thatthiswasnotanartistwhohadbeendeprivedofthepracticeofhissingleart;butonlyabusinessmanofveryextendedinterests,informedperhapssomethingofthemostsuddenlythatoneinvestmentoutoftwentyhadgonewrong。
AsamatteroffactbesidesalthoughIneversuspectedithewasalreadyseekingconsolationwithanotherofthemuses,andpleasinghimselfwiththenotionthathewouldrepaymeformysincerity,cementourfriendship,andatoneandthesameblowrestoremyestimationofhistalents。Severaltimesalready,whenIhadbeenspeakingofmyself,hehadpulledoutawriting-padandscribbledabriefnote;andnow,whenweenteredthestudio,Isawitinhishandagain,andthepencilgotohismouth,ashecastacomprehensiveglanceroundtheuncomfortablebuilding。
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