IfellfromtheskiesonBarbizonabouttwoo’clockofaSeptemberafternoon。Itisthedeadhouroftheday;alltheworkershavegonepainting,alltheidlersstrolling,intheforestortheplain;thewindingcausewayedstreetissolitary,andtheinndeserted。Iwasthemorepleasedtofindoneofmyoldcompanionsinthedining-room;histownclothesmarkedhimforamanintheactofdeparture;andindeedhisportmanteaulaybesidehimonthefloor。
“Why,Stennis。”Icried,“you’rethelastmanIexpectedtofindhere。”
“Youwon’tfindmeherelong。”hereplied。“KingPandionheisdead;allhisfriendsarelappedinlead。Formenofourantiquity,thepooroldshopisplayedout。”
“Ihavehadplaymates,Ihavehadcompanions。”Iquotedinreturn。Wewerebothmoved,Ithink,tomeetagaininthissceneofouroldpleasurepartiessounexpectedly,aftersolonganinterval,andbothalreadysomuchaltered。
“Thatisthesentiment。”hereplied。“All,allaregone,theoldfamiliarfaces。Ihavebeenhereaweek,andtheonlylivingcreaturewhoseemedtorecollectmewasthePharaon。BartheSirons,ofcourse,andtheperennialBodmer。”
“Istherenosurvivor?”Iinquired。
“Ofourgeologicalepoch?notone。”hereplied。“ThisisthecityofPetrainEdom。”
“AndwhatsortofBedouinsencampamongtheruins?”Iasked。
“Youth,Dodd,youth;blooming,consciousyouth。”hereturned。
“Suchagang,suchreptiles!tothinkwewerelikethat!I
wonderSirondidn’tsweepusfromhispremises。”
“Perhapsweweren’tsobad。”Isuggested。
“Don’tletmedepressyou。”saidhe。“WewerebothAnglo-
Saxons,anyway,andtheonlyredeemingfeatureto-dayisanother。”
Thethoughtofmyquest,amomentdrivenoutbythisrencounter,revivedinmymind。“Whoishe?”Icried。“Tellmeabouthim。”
“What,theRedeemingFeature?”saidhe。“Well,he’saverypleasingcreature,ratherdim,anddull,andgenteel,butreallypleasing。HeisveryBritish,though,theartlessBriton!
Perhapsyou’llfindhimtoomuchsoforthetransatlanticnerves。
Cometothinkofit,ontheotherhand,yououghttogetonfamously。Heisanadmirerofyourgreatrepublicinoneofitsexcusemeshoddiestfeatures;hetakesinandsedulouslyreadsalotofAmericanpapers。Iwarnedyouhewasartless。”
“Whatpapersarethey?”criedI。
“SanFranciscopapers。”saidhe。“Hegetsabaleofthemabouttwiceaweek,andstudiesthemliketheBible。That’soneofhisweaknesses;anotheristobeincalculablyrich。HehastakenMasson’soldstudio——youremember?——atthecorneroftheroad;
hehasfurnisheditregardlessofexpense,andlivestheresurroundedwithvinsfinsandworksofart。Whentheyouthofto-daygoesuptotheCavernedesBrigandstomakepunch——
theydoallthatwedid,likesomenauseousformofapeIneverappreciatedbeforewhatacreatureoftraditionmankindis——
thisMaddenfollowswithabasketofchampagne。Itoldhimhewaswrong,andthepunchtastedbetter;buthethoughttheboyslikedthestyleofthething,andIsupposetheydo。Heisaverygood-naturedsoul,andaverymelancholy,andratherahelpless。O,andhehasathirdweaknesswhichIcamenearforgetting。Hepaints。Hehasneverbeentaught,andhe’spastthirty,andhepaints。”
“How?”Iasked。
“Ratherwell,Ithink。”wasthereply。“That’stheannoyingpartofit。Seeforyourself。Thatpanelishis。”
Isteppedtowardthewindow。Itwastheoldfamiliarroom,withthetablessetlikeaGreekP,andthesideboard,andtheaphasiacpiano,andthepanelsonthewall。TherewereRomeoandJuliet,Antwerpfromtheriver,Enfield’sshipsamongtheice,andthehugehuntsmanwindingahugehorn;mingledwiththemafewnewones,thethincropofasucceedinggeneration,notbetterandnotworse。ItwastooneoftheseIwasdirected;
athingcoarselyandwittilyhandled,mostlywiththepalette-
knife,thecolourinsomepartsexcellent,thecanvasinothersloadedwithmereclay。Butitwasthescene,andnottheartorwantofit,thatrivetedmynotice。Theforegroundwasofsandandscrubandwreckwood;inthemiddledistancethemany-
huedandsmoothexpanseofalagoon,enclosedbyawallofbreakers;beyond,abluestripofocean。Theskywascloudless,andIcouldhearthesurfbreak。FortheplacewasMidwayIsland;thepointofviewtheveryspotatwhichIhadlandedwiththecaptainforthefirsttime,andfromwhichIhadre-embarkedthedaybeforewesailed。Ihadalreadybeengazingforsomeseconds,beforemyattentionwasarrestedbyabluronthesea-line;andstoopingtolook,Irecognisedthesmokeofasteamer。
“Yes。”saidI,turningtowardStennis,“ithasmerit。Whatisit?”
“Afancypiece。”hereturned。“That’swhatpleasedme。Sofewofthefellowsinourtimehadtheimaginationofagardensnail。”
“Madden,yousayhisnameis?”Ipursued。
“Madden。”herepeated。
“Hashetravelledmuch?”Iinquired。
“Ihaven’tanidea。Heisoneoftheleastautobiographicalofmen。Hesits,andsmokes,andgiggles,andsometimeshemakessmalljests;buthiscontributionstotheartofpleasingaregenerallyconfinedtolookinglikeagentlemanandbeingone。No。”addedStennis,“he’llneversuityou,Dodd;youlikemoreheadonyourliquor。You’llfindhimasdullasditchwater。”
“Hashebigblondeside-whiskersliketusks?”Iasked,mindfulofthephotographofGoddedaal。
“Certainlynot:whyshouldhe?”wasthereply。
“Doeshewritemanyletters?”Icontinued。
“Godknows。”saidStennis。“Whatiswrongwithyou?Ineversawyoutakenthiswaybefore。”
“Thefactis,IthinkIknowtheman。”saidI。“IthinkI’mlookingforhim。Iratherthinkheismylong-lostbrother。”
“Nottwins,anyway。”returnedStennis。
Andaboutthesametime,acarriagedrivinguptotheinn,hetookhisdeparture。
Iwalkedtilldinner-timeintheplain,keepingtothefields;forI
instinctivelyshunnedobservation,andwasrackedbymanyincongruousandimpatientfeelings。HerewasamanwhosevoiceIhadonceheard,whosedoingshadfilledsomanydaysofmylifewithinterestanddistress,whomIhadlainawaketodreamoflikealover;andnowhishandwasonthedoor;nowweweretomeet;nowIwastolearnatlastthemysteryofthesubstitutedcrew。ThesunwentdownovertheplainoftheAngelus,andasthehourapproached,mycouragelessened。I
letthelaggardpeasantspassmeonthehomewardway。Thelampswerelit,thesoupwasserved,thecompanywereallattable,andtheroomsoundedalreadywithmultitudinoustalkbeforeIentered。ItookmyplaceandfoundIwasoppositetoMadden。Oversixfeethighandwellsetup,thehairdarkandstreakedwithsilver,theeyesdarkandkindly,themouthverygood-natured,theteethadmirable;linenandhandsexquisite;
Englishclothes,anEnglishvoice,anEnglishbearing:themanstoodoutconspicuousfromthecompany。Yethehadmadehimselfathome,andseemedtoenjoyacertainquietpopularityamongthenoisyboysofthetabled’hote。Hehadanodd,silvergiggleofalaugh,thatsoundednervousevenwhenhewasreallyamused,andaccordedillwithhisbigstatureandmanly,melancholyface。ThislaughfellincontinuallyallthroughdinnerlikethenoteofthetriangleinapieceofmodernFrenchmusic;andhehadattimesakindofpleasantry,ratherofmannerthanofwords,withwhichhestartedormaintainedthemerriment。Hetookhisshareinthesediversions,notsomuchlikeamaninhighspirits,butlikeoneofanapprovedgoodnature,habituallyself-forgetful,accustomedtopleaseandtofollowothers。Ihaveremarkedinoldsoldiersmuchthesamesmilingsadnessandsociableself-effacement。
Ifearedtolookathim,lestmyglancesshouldbetraymydeepexcitement,andchanceservedmesowellthatthesoupwasscarceremovedbeforewewerenaturallyintroduced。MyfirstsipofChateauSiron,avintagefromwhichIhadbeenlongestranged,startledmeintospeech。
“O,this’llneverdo!”Icried,inEnglish。
“Dreadfulstuff,isn’tit?”saidMadden,inthesamelanguage。
“Doletmeaskyoutosharemybottle。TheycallitChambertin,whichitisn’t;butit’sfairlypalatable,andthere’snothinginthishousethatamancandrinkatall。”
Iaccepted;anythingwoulddothatpavedthewaytobetterknowledge。
“YournameisMadden,Ithink。”saidI。“MyoldfriendStennistoldmeaboutyouwhenIcame。”
“Yes,Iamsorryhewent;IfeelsuchaGrandfatherWilliam,aloneamongalltheselads。”hereplied。
“MynameisDodd。”Iresumed。
“Yes。”saidhe,“soMadameSirontoldme。”
“Dodd,ofSanFrancisco。”Icontinued。“LateofPinkertonandDodd。”
“MontanaBlock,Ithink?”saidhe。
“Thesame。”saidI。
Neitherofuslookedateachother;butIcouldseehishanddeliberatelymakingbreadpills。
“That’sanicethingofyours。”Ipursued,“thatpanel。Theforegroundisalittleclayey,perhaps,butthelagoonisexcellent。”
“Yououghttoknow。”saidhe。
“Yes。”returnedI,“I’mratheragoodjudgeof——thatpanel。”
Therewasaconsiderablepause。
“YouknowamanbythenameofBellairs,don’tyou?”heresumed。
“Ah!”criedI,“youhaveheardfromDoctorUrquart?”
“Thisverymorning。”hereplied。
“Well,thereisnohurryaboutBellairs。”saidI。“It’sratheralongstoryandratherasillyone。ButIthinkwehaveagooddealtotelleachother,andperhapswehadbetterwaittillwearemorealone。”
“Ithinkso。”saidhe。“NotthatanyofthesefellowsknowEnglish,butwe’llbemorecomfortableoveratmyplace。Yourhealth,Dodd。”
Andwetookwinetogetheracrossthetable。
Thushadthissingularintroductionpassedunperceivedinthemidstofmorethanthirtypersons,artstudents,ladiesindressing-gownsandcoveredwithricepowder,sixfootofSironwhiskingdishesoverourhead,andhisnoisysonsclatteringinandoutwithfreshrelays。
“Onequestionmore。”saidI:“Didyourecognisemyvoice?”
“Yourvoice?”herepeated。“HowshouldI?Ihadneverheardit——wehavenevermet。”
“Andyet,wehavebeeninconversationbeforenow。”saidI,“andIaskedyouaquestionwhichyouneveranswered,andwhichIhavesincehadmanythousandbetterreasonsforputtingtomyself。”
Heturnedsuddenlywhite。“GoodGod!”hecried,“areyouthemaninthetelephone?”
Inodded。
“Well,well!”saidhe。“Itwouldtakeagooddealofmagnanimitytoforgiveyouthat。WhatnightsIhavepassed!
Thatlittlewhisperhaswhistledinmyeareversince,likethewindinakeyhole。Whocoulditbe?Whatcoulditmean?I
supposeIhavehadmorereal,solidmiseryoutofthat。”Hepaused,andlookedtroubled。“ThoughIhadmoretobotherme,oroughttohave。”headded,andslowlyemptiedhisglass。
“Itseemswewereborntodriveeachothercrazywithconundrums。”saidI。“Ihaveoftenthoughtmyheadwouldsplit。”
Carthewburstintohisfoolishlaugh。“AndyetneitheryounorIhadtheworstofthepuzzle。”hecried。“Therewereothersdeeperin。”
“Andwhowerethey?”Iasked。
“Theunderwriters。”saidhe。
“Why,tobesure!”criedI,“Ineverthoughtofthat。Whatcouldtheymakeofit?”
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